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Щ⿴ǰȴûľ
ǰϵϳ𣿡Ľ֣Ǿܵάһе
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Ϻϳ⣬ܿϺζϳҲԶˡ
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޳Խ죬ƥʹ±ǰ
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ʥӴˣҺҵɷʮˣǷǳһӣкŮǶúöŮ˵˵
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һͦñֱûа㲻ʣʶȥҪ˵ȴûоͬ˳Ƭϰٴһʡ
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īƱʾʵҲôģھͺѣǳѡ
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ĳͻȻεſڣĿһٿԺĬˡ
챻̶տԼ͹ĹĵİİȥѧУ
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㹻˱ѡֱ̤īʥӵЩһǹĳȱΪǸ̵֮
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˿̣űǣȥıӰǼ貽𷢼չУĲںε׽۽˳ֻ¶ɾ޳Ĳʥַ
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Ĵûй⣬̹ǵĺеһжûںڰС
ĴҲûй⣬ʮʯ֧Ÿߴ񷶥ʯϵ΢ΣǴƮݵѣлŮ毺ȴׯ£һյƣĵԲ̨
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ͬźͳĬͬȫȻĺڰжһ΢ĹâǹâԼԼʱʱʧȴܿһӰ
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ѩ̽ǲʣΪô뿪ʥأīֱ˵Ŀڡ
ѩ̵ȷΪ˴ǰīֱм־ȣȴҲܿ˳ĻˣҽȷҲйءʥӵһʥر࣬˴úúֲʧһͳأǡʥڳʲô£
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ѩһϯ˵ļ̽Ѱȴǰû˵ͬʱīƵҪϵı仯пϢ
ֻûпҪľšԥ;ᣬĵЩʧΪʲôʲʱȴͻأīƵϷ˼ɬĺΡ
ѩ̣
ī֪Ҫ㶫ȥǲܴԷɻģէҲһʼͺ˲ӦԵķ
Ϳһ΢Щ˼ƫͷ¿ȴһԸ˶ӵĸģ񼣣ָ
ָѩЩѹֻеľȣʵ̫īν񼣣ȴ־öԷ鿪Цʥӵ¿ɷϸ˵˵
ֻ񼣾񼣣ôΪİ㣬ʵǰ˼⡣
ʥʱιȥˡīƽ׳һס
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īߵĶ˵ⲢҪ
Ҳûˣ෴һԵǶʱҸоڸҵĺ󾱣ǶҺܰġ˵īһֱº͵ıͱЩ˷ܣϵĺҲԽԣһǹ񼣣ʧȥʶȴֺһڸʱ̲óʥҪ飬ұ뿪
ѩ̣Ȼ͹ˣָҼһεᡣҶȻܾڵ󡣡
ѩѾκˣī˵ĻεļģѾ˾ųɾš
īʥƽﲢ˶໰ȴĵ˼еļҲѾѹʱ
ҲѹīʥӾȻĵˣ£ҲҪʧ̬
ô˵ʥطǵû£еīʥӻõ˹׽ָǽȥᷢҪ飬ʹùʾ
ѩ̵īƵͣãīʥ׽ĳ̶˵ҲȷȻ֪īƱ׽Ϣīƴ˿̵飬ЩĽ
ҲܵõĴǸöã
ֻЩѩ֪Լˡ
ܿīƣɫޱȣʥӵ¼ѵõָҲжºʥӵ֣ҽΪһͬ档
īһ㶣¶ʵ΢Ц
ѩ̵ǸʲôˣһϵĹͽīƲҪϵľ
á
лҪ˵Ҷ֪һӻ˽˼
īƣ˼ȨīУ벻Ҫңлл
ѩʵҲǧǰǵ£ڹϲ˼С˼ҪˣֻǱ벻ǰʱᷢʲôǲ£

9

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һͨͽʱöԷԭڱǵУīʥζùЦ
ְԱη飬Ǻ˶õĽ
һȺӵĴ½ϣǶǵ´ôһ㱻齵Ŀܣ㹻һ˴ô
ֻīơ
бȻʥзһЩ飬ԼǿнҲѰһӦ±ֱ׳һһȻҲͿࡣ
ѩ̻˿Ůûзְ⣬෴ǵĿīƵĵλ񼣰θ˼֡
ֻǲ֪⻹⣬һڳ֮˶ûνʥеһ£һֻļ֪
īȻǿԼ岢⣬Ƕżػ˿ȴԸţǿӲİī˷ñ˴ϢҲԼݰĿν쳣ᶨˡ
ΪİȫճľīҪģΪεġ
һûԼߣīƱ¶ݵĿԾԽСԻ֮ԺЩīʥӵļ䡣
ЩģīƲûде֪Ҫ£ճ
һ˴ţûаַʽҲʧΪһʹĥˡ
ΪʥӣīƵķҲڹ̻λ־ǺڰҲڵһʱִӵ㹻ʱĵطҲΧžҲû˻᲻۵ĴʥӵϢ
īڴߣ΢ʢʻȾ˼ֻҶ
Ϊһʳ˼̻ʥӣīû÷ԣܺȲ衣
˽죬һʱڻ֮У¸ûа㼢ĸоī춼ʼį͡
ˮܱܲȲըʳīԽͷԽֻܲԸķ±ӡ
ʥӿô߹󣬵ҲˣˮȶҲⲻ֮һķա
ֱԼΪīʥӣīǶǰʥЩ˵ĺøУЩб¶ʥƺûôҲһ
ֻ˵ݺᡷ߰軭̫ˣǰңīĿԺȻŲ¡
УûζţôƯˣôϲ
īԼûǸ豭ˡ
ҶҪϰߣʹ
īҲҪ˽Щħ飬ǰ赹ԭϳ⣬ǲ˽㲻ٳԡ
ֻʱ޷Լ鼮еõϢȴҲÿʣһʾͻ˷ֵĵط
޿κεīֻ̾˿Լ۾
ûȥ֮ǰ֣һīƱָȶ۾ϵĶд΢µȶȣ۾ʱ̴һּΪʵ״̬ȴҲù졣
ԭʮˣ᲻Ҳϰˡ
ܷɿӦ
һʧȥһʱûӰ죬ʱһãͻпȱĴȱʧֻţӦ֮ǰֻֻֿԽԽǿҡ
ԭīʥѾӦˣīƻûС
ڲ֪ԼʲôûжɢעڣֿĸоռīƵţ޿ɱܡ
Ķдûаǣ⻬ģƺһͻڵأֵĺù͸͵͵ī֪Ĵ
дòͨĲ˫ۣΪɱߣֻһīƿ
īЩĬĵͷ
ǰã˵ѩ̵ʱмָˣΪԼٵѣͺʥõǵϲһÿ죬ȥҲ졣
µķ²īƣڰΧʲô֪δ֪Ŀ־֪ռīƵԺ
֣ص˿ԼɣҲֻһ·ߡ
ЧīƲ֪оԼԺЩˣֻɴһıԵ
ֱͻȻһСС
СĽ
ౡ
īƴϸ΢˼ϲķȥ紵ϣķ˿衣
ǷССеСڴ⣬ķ档
īʶȥѰıӵǽߣпڴ̨ϡ
ȶϣ΢Ҳţīǡౡ̲סȥ
ڰĵƺΪͻأֵ˸䣬ͻȻĿֻţϣܽӴǷСƺͻһЩ
īֻϣţûΪԸֱë׵Ĵһӳģķѹֱ׹
Ҫ첲ڴ̨ϣϵĶ͸õȥˡ
ౡ
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īƴûҲûջ֣ոջͻȻĿֻеЩûӦ
ȴûиʱ䡣
ССצӲīƵĸ첲һ·ߵīƵǰȻ౽ؿڣ׽ֺõĲ
īˡ
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ĸСצӣ¶ë׵ģĳβͣʪıӺ;Ķ䣬ԼССļݡ
ⷢСһﾹȻһֻè
īƲԼ֣ȴֲòš
ϹѾСһȫ¶˸飬ƾߣëᡰౡѾͣЪֻʣĲеĹ
ʶߣ˼ѣīƾԼѾֻСһèˡ
ô׵׽ҪôīʥֹĸоСҲ޾裬ҪôīƺͦϤġ
ûʲôֵζëҲ˳ǳķǳ
뵽ǽ̻͢ëӽǶǵڶֿˡ
Сһô⣿
Ӧǡౡ
īջ֣СһͼΪճ˵ĲīƵĲӺؿڣĽţŵ̵ͷ΢΢ʹòǿӲİ
Ŵīؿ뿪Сһգ۾֪ԼΪʲôͻȻ׽ֽĽ˼īԼסСһﱧ˻ȥ
èūֻëصһҪӣһֱֻܿèգű˵ҲûʲôӦȻúúߣһء
ͻȻīƵƺʲô£ЩԼôûè˿ĥĥʱ⡣
ֻⲻеèȻҪ֣ôֻèˣ˲̫̰ġ
ī˿һͷèĶƤϡ
оеˬ
ʱ򿿽īʥӵסܴǳĴڿ.\һֻСè
лҪ˵Ȼ౽УҲСҲèһֻصĴޣһھܰԵ

10

ΣôһīƵ࣬ȫû֮ǰǻܺͺ£ֱ֮ǰɶⶼӦ״̬
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Ľų̱īϵèͣˣīȥ°ʱҲǵĲ
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Сһʲô֣īưڻʵ
һ֮߰īҲ֪˵ʲô
ˣڽʲôҲ˵ʲôȻֻèĻҾͽ౰ɣīֲ˲ȡ˸൱֡
ѧīĽ̵ţ~
౲δֱκεĲɵظīѧèУֻѧ˸ʮʮгʱһ~
īƳ˼ζûκЧ౺è֮ķϵͳ޷ӵĲ𣬱ֻܷˡ
ο˵УīȻźиȴϲ
һεỹа²ΪЩӻἫѰڰı۾޷԰Σȵᵽ죬īѾǸīˡ
ֻڣīƾԼעͶŵĵطǰ·ͳ
īƲ֪ǲˣֻǷڽ͢С׼¡
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īƱ㱧˯ˣ˸ůڵС¯īƵѵõƽ˯Ҳġ
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īƾἫˣ˿ʱû֡
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ī˿Ļĵóһۡ
౱ͽౣȷˣڽ͢洦εīʥӡ
īƣ
īʥ֮ǰûݺᡷκһ£ֻеè֪ɡ
īƸЦ౵צӣˣӴġ
ѹһ౾ˣôҲԭʶˡ
౵ɫëҲҫ۶Ŀ̬޳һȦ΢΢ſëư̬һ˵ǰʧ٣һīƵ˫ϣеһš
˿ĽýǶԳʥӵ֮䵭ֻиʳԼżܵõ׽׽һŵʥӵǰû˿ɱԣ౿ɲİֺá
ֻȻ׽ʥӵ£ʥӵȴȻȻ౳ߣȴԸܣֻǲ֪Ϊν౶ʥӵµˡ
˿ɻȴûʣõʥӵ²ʲôɵģΨһҪľǽܲʥӵµĽŲ
һЩɡ˿˵Ͼ౶ûʲô
Լڣ˿Ͱī˵˵˳ж˿ĺøԽǿң΢΢һЦ
Цݻе˿˼ͳ˳ȥȥҪˣ¶ʲôҪá
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౲Ҳèڰ׿˴½ϣһ֪֡ٹʨӣڵ̬ȻҲηʵ
Ҫ֪ڰһսУͽͬһͬսڰ˺궼ʱν̻ʸĸԼٹʨ´һɱ˺ڰ
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û˷ϣڰȫ죬ٹʨӵһݹ͡
ٹʨӱǽ̻֮˵Լޣδй⡣
ʲôʱ׿˴½϶ֻһֻٹʨӣֻһ̣Żзֻһֻµٹʨӣһεֻء
ٹʨһֻԼһλˣҲ᲻벻ķĹϣ粽롣
ǿ͹ͨصÿʱÿ̴ؼ伳ȡܱ֤Ĳٹʨӽ뿪֮ɴ꣬ǹ̻Ľ̻ʡʥӣҪԼΨһһͷٹʨӶҪʱ˺͡
˵˾ɮ٣ҪỹҪǲʱ
īʥӱǼʱ˺һ֮ˣһ꣬ڽ̻Ĺٶٹʨӱ۾µٹʨһʼ㱻̻߲͵īƵߣǻ׽顣
ַĳЩϷǳЧīʥӲ׽ͷٹʨûǩԼ¾ѾԼīƵˣǰǲ벻
Ϊī⡪ôϲëĶ׷˹̻ҲīƳһǩԼ
īڴݺᡷⱾ֮ǰ׷µĸµĻͻ֣ᷢͷٹʨīʥ󣬳ΪǸ׵ԼޡΪ˸Լ϶˱Ǹ޹ǩԼ
еһУīʥӵЩʢƪԼ⧲ֻΪ̵һ飬ڹ̻ٹʨ͵֮ӵУΪĽָ
ֻδһУڵīƺſϵ౶֪ī౵ʲô
һ̳֮дᶨȫȻκȫȻϲڵīƺûй౶ȫȫĸ
ʮӺīƷ΢΢ͻȻԼ౵ϲ˵㡣
ȥóԵĶ˿Ѿˣ˺һҲΪѵĴīȥ˹ĳ
㡣
īƾԱߣһһ˽ıĹĳθǻڳˮʱ޿̲սīƵļᶨ־
̫ˡ
īᣬұֳԼһĴѣ˿Լĵǿ
Ҳһ㶼
īôŶ豭һڣ֪ǲĴǸζ;úȽȥĲˮ˹
īƴһޱ飬һ̵ĵõ˴𰸣Ŷҧһǣꡣ
ֹһڲˮīƾԼҪĴԿյ״̬
ȵڱһ٣˿ź²˲մȾˮ֮ŵĲӣſīƵǰīƼߣߣë
˺һᣬɻۣīƵֹؾصķԱߣһҲȥֺ֣õ౽Уôأ
īƣټûˡ
лҪ˵ţؿ˸ҲŲٰ
Ĳġ

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īһ̬׽ౣԽ̻˵ʲô£෴ģΪīƿʼ౵ı֣ľٶҲûκεĲɡ
౶ԣֳ˯˯˳ԣѵʱīưæߣëֱõٺˣ⻹һκīôõദĻݲʲôС˺á
һ˼īƵ౿ʼΪճ֫Ŀ͡ëҺͻڶ̶̵ʮ;ʹһţٹʨ׶˸ɾ
ౣǲˣī˰౶ϵ⣬оҪǵһμʱ١
ͷãȻ̧ͷʶĶ˶ȣ˿ûʲôԣеĥᶨ־һֻ˳Ժûô
ԼīֿټֵīôһҲԺˡ
ʮīѾµļܡʳߡ
ʹͷ죬ȥǶʱīĵԽƽãȻָһ뷨ҲḶʵ
һֻСֱīƵĿǰʥطͼᡣ
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Ĺ̻ʥЩ֡
ͨʥصĴʱţûͨʥصĴҲΪ˭ʱʥӦûڣƫƫڰȴ˽Ų
˵ĽŲʥڵһԲ̨
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Բ̨ıԵվˣһ֣һƬɫнɫĺ쳣ԣЩӿΪյṩԴԴϵȼյ
үүʥƺûʲô仯
˵֮ջ֣ժ¶ñɫĳںɫ΢΢⣬ӶϼʥĹƺǳֱΧơ
ССУǣӿ룬ɫ·ʼϳ֡
үү˻عͷһΪˣǹ̻˶ŰһеĴȱһ軳ɵĺˡ
ֻܳڽżߵʥУ̶ܴϾͱ¶Щڲŵܡ
յĿСͣһᣬΪ͵ĵͷī֣ȽЩ°ס쳶ʱúɡ
ǵüĿм֮УϵӦΪ׽
쳶ĵͷǣүү
쳶ĳ༫ΪӢǷ͸ĸ˵ӢʥΧƣΨһ˫۾ʥ֮ƻ
ͫǽɫģȴǴĽɫһϸ΢ĺɫ·ɢݶڽɫʥȫĨֶ˼а֮С
쳶ûͣڳָʾ˸طܿ㿪ʼȡտԴԴĺɫ
쳶Щͺˣīڰǰ뿪ʥˡߵһҲ˿ڣɤ˻ƣñµһ˫۾һ쳶ǰ㣬ֻǱ쳶еĺɫ࣬մ̣̫࣬ʥز⡣
հڰ֣̣·;֮ƽкãҪֻΪ쳶ɨϰ
λ̶һۣó˹ͬľһĵԲ̨
ǺڰΪŨĵطҪʵʵˮӿڲһжڡ
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ڰȫȫĶ棬ȴ೤ȷܵ˽أֻӵ㹻ʸ˲֪
ڰ񡣡
տǰ㶯Ҳ޵ˣ߸ϵվǹĶ΢ĵڵϣΪý飬ĳǲǱ¶˹̻Ķһ棬յжڿ⡣
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ڰͷ­飬ؿڵĿնᴩԴԴϵĺɫ˿ӿԴȪ
ЩɫѪҲܿ˿ᶳѪҺ޾塣
պôط̽˺ڰ壬ûзκ쳣ֻ̺ѾȥǿʢٹǧʬͻᱻͿգΪޡ
һõĹޡ
ȷ֮λ̱ʱħ뿪ˣֻ쳶һʥ
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־ǿеʲô𣿡
ĵյͻȻϨһյȼգֻŨĺɫеĹⶼû޷¶
쳶ûвΣա
ҵСʥӸɰʱȥˡ
лҪ˵ˣڵĳˣ
Ҫɹɹ̫ˣ⼸ǧɵĶҪˣ˳ȥҿɰţ

12

ϵĵȴھҪʼˡ
Ǻ֪ȥһɻīʥ֣һ뵽·꣬ǵо𼸷ֲʥµɡ
ټҵõʥ׿ףǸɻʮ궼ûӵ˵¼Ҫ֪ȥĵ컹ûأֶĵģʦ˵ǻ˱ˣһػҪȥΪʥӵ
´һî˾ȡһνֱīʥӵС
ģУȴûôġ
뻹Ϊ񰮻īʥӣҲƫЩԸͽأ
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ɫԾںڵʱīƱ㱻ǰ˿ˣһȺӿ󣬸ϵīƾý̻εƺΪӡ
ͬľżһŵīưҲûаƣͬӴȴôˡ
ߺĴӴͷ˸ͼ֮ǰһīƵȥֻԾڰյġýһ˫ץ˸ţֻСצ˼ûѡ
˿ߵһߣֵ˵ԴɱˣһҪʼˣ㲻ܸʥӵµѽ
౻Щˡ
ٶȣ˿ץģֻĵҲףԲ˿ˡ
īƲ౵Ĳˣο˼䣬ı˿ȥ˻԰
ֹЩѩˣīһͬǰȥģԸ̵ݻδ̻ʡ
֮ǰīƵһ̸īƵ̬ȶ˼ĸı䣬Ҫ׽ࡣ
ȥص˿ҲˣīǱȥ
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īƷǵѩ֮λȻ͵ģѲһڳ񼣾ô׵ĸı뷨
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īƼʱѩ̵
̷֮ˣֻҪܹĳ谮޷ҡϵĵλʥӵ赣һ㡣
īԽԽԶȴȵĴݵīƵĶС
ѩ߿ˣĻȴīжƽ
ڡݺᡷУ˶īƵ֮ߣΪòֳһжŹƫʲôҪֻҪ򵥵һ䡰Ը㡱ᣬ׵Ӯҡ
ֻҪԶڰ
һ˼īƱҪԶԶڰ
ӵīʥӵݣܱסԼ£ԸһĹʥӡ
˿īϵıɣ֪ѩ˵Ļãԭʥӵ½ŵҲˡ
ī°ڵʱ䣬ʥӵ£õʥӵ£Ҷ˵ǹ˼Ļأ
īƱĻЦˣ˿˵ԼĻǿţīƶˡ
ڳصĹԴӶ𣬵һƹâ㳡Խſŵͷ˵ˮ򣬽ɫĹâ͸ˮɫÿվڴڵ˶ʵĽ⣬ʥĹɴ˶
ĵһ죬ڹ㳡ϵ̧ͷĶǰڴйâԼܻýĻᡣ
ſڵŮŴɰ׵룬еˮγྻȡԹǰˮأ򴿴Ĺ֮Ͼ
ѡеͽྻ˫ֱֺ̤ʥӡ
һΣλɱ˵ѡˡ
ҸЦݽŮǸЦݣһʱ̬Է
ǣīƵ֣һϤĸоīƵͷƺܹ
¶ɻ˱Ц
īĽֻʣˡ
ԭԸҪһӣīƸ̾Źΰ
˵Ķӣһεףδĺӡ
һһڱǣīһһظš
ֱһ˵
ʥӵ£ҽиףܼʵ̫ˣ


13

īһʱ˵
ΪԼѾܵĹãȴû뵽ʱ䡢صݺᡷⱾǸס
˦ӻرܣΪᣬ߽˶Ǳѡе˵ͽ
īֻܸһЦ˵˵Ǿ仰ôҲ˿ڣԼȥԷסֶöġ
īƣжԶԶ˶͸ˡ
ԭиײûвμᣬӦó
ī侲һ룬ǵȷûܸᣬֵֻĵڶᣬ˵һεĸȻڶΣǵݣѡҲʲô¡
ʥسͻȻֵڶᣬƺһ˫ڱٿأǿнͼܵصϡ
Ǹ׵ĳְīһֱرܵĺڰְڻ̨ϣ޿ɱܡ
վī˿ܿͷֿܵĿ˼֡
īƵͻȻֵģ˿ɻĿǰĸϣʱˬ˻ɫ˷ܵıīʥӵϲã⿴ƺһˡ
֪ΪΣƾ˿Ͷ˼ֺøУһһܴˡ
ֻݺø˿ʥӵµǰãǸΣʥӵģ˿ģʲôܶҡ˿ġ
ǰŵİ׽ɫгһǸи׵ꡣ
ϳеĻֻڹϵħԪǿʢĵط̻ڲǾѵ㣬ֲֻһϳǾͻԶήֻϳǵϲܼǰ׽𻨣Ҳ˱ϻ
˶ԵõֻΪңŹ̻ͽףŻħԪصãʿҲƾϴݵϢƽԾǸҲ޷
ȸȥӻʱҲɿīƵ֣ī˳ȻĽջط㲻ȥˡ
ߵĶ֪˿ΪΧƫͷЦЦ
˿īƵķɣּԼ΢ЦһĶҪڻˣȸԾĻصԭλá
˿Ȼʥӵµĺð֣
˿īƺ͸֮⣬֮˵ɫȴԹŹ֡
ѩ̸ո˱ǰڣ㷢īǱߵٿ˿Ů׽𻨵ݳȥüͷ΢΢
ڱѡеĽƼ򵥣ʵҲһ̶ڣƩϻ֮Żڵġ
īʥӴ˿̻һ仰û˵˿ŮѾ˰׽𻨣ѾλڵҲζλڸûеõκīʥӵף
ѩ̲Ϊīƺ˿㶼Ǳʲô⣬Ҳôģһʱ˿׵Ŀⶼ˼ɣַչīƺ͸׶û뵽ġ
ȻǰʥӶԼº̬ȣԽɻӡλ̻ΪڵʥӵӦһʣ̬ȡ
ôͼı䣬Ǵ˵һᡣͼȥīʥ޹ȵīʥֵڶϢʱԭΪȴ֪Լٴ
Ϊ˵©ĸȴԲĽ̻ԱԼĿҲʮƣ죬ʶͣסԼԿ񴵣뽫īʥԼӪİ˳ȥľ顣
̧ͷ۹ǰʥӣĽɫâȾ֮ͬǰԼ֣ǴƺҪеĻΪᣬͻȻλʥӺĻԼƺҲǸѡ
뷨Ժֻ羪һţһ˲ȴ˲䱻˿׽ˡ
ʥӵ£ּôӣΪλѡԲͽ
ֻҪȥĲȴѩ̵ʾͣ£һ˿óֵĿģֻ˿
Ҳ֪²ĸ˼һ֪ҪīʥӵĹϵӶԷĵط֣˵վڹĺڰ
ʥӵ£ǰϣһʥҲΪҲ׽һȴԼãϣܵõİ׹˵
һϵĹ⻷ƺֿʼãѩѾĻȴɻᱻĳ򶯡
ֱ˵忶ǰһ˲ҡȫ෴׽ŪŵѩԽ裬Ҫҳ
īƣҵİ
ǵģʥӵ£׳Ͽҵĵ˵ͷָ֮⣬ҲһǰģҵĻ鶼ңֻȻȴ̤
ڸϳǵʱ򣬾˿ɭ֣ץס˺ڰͽǱ͵ظɱֻһ뵽ݣӦҪɽ̻ᴦáҵĻȺ򡣡Խ˵Խ
һλ̻Ա޷ĻںڰǧĽ죬κһڰΪǵĹʥҲһ
ڰͽīЩɻ
ǵð׿˴½ϺڰǱȫģһֱڰ½֮ǰûκδڰ֣˵ڰͽˡ
ңΪʲôǵ߻кڰͽ
˶ǽŽɵģڰĳֵȷǽҪ֮£һīƣǶڵīƵĻش
׵аĺɫͷ۾Ǻڰ֣֮ʥӵһҪ侻ڹעȥΨһʽ
ͷͺ۾
īе⼸֣һ˲˼
˵ڰǺڰڣеͽһڰȴû˵ͷ۾ʹźڰǵ˼ҪǸŪ
ͷ۾īƵдʲô֪νڰͽֻԣʲô
ʲôֻ˵ĺˡ
ҳȥīƵɫһ˲䵭
˿Щŵĺʥӵ£ڻᣡ
ҳȥͽҪʥӡīƴĻǹָҪ顣
һ࣬ߴʯ棬𷢵ڰͽ۾ٿīִȥʱб˼ֺ⡣
лҪ˵޸Ķ䣬˵㶫ûСɰٿһ

14

½ѡеͽϲĸŮȴڼʱ£ӵ߳ŮŮ˵˼仰ͱһߡ
άŮǳʲô飿ЩʵԼܾȥᱻַھӳЦԶġ
õģ֮ԲȥΪʥӵҪˡάŮЦŰԼʵҲΪʲô
ͽľګһ֪˵ʲôѾȫϢˡ
㳡ϵҲߵ⣬˽֮ɻΪʲôǸ˵ͽڻڴ⣬ǲʲô⡣
ɻһ̾ͱȫˡ
һ˴ӵſÿ˶Ű֯ʽĳۣǰͷƷǷ쳣
֮һϤĴ̻ѩ̣һλ峿ĹâҫĽ𷢾֪īʥӡ
ǰôгǻͼīʥӵĳ࣬Ϳ˸īˮĴʾ㹻֮ˣһ˲ŷǸ޷ݡ
㳡ϳĬһᣬͻȻߺʥӵ¡ȻըͻϵĿⶼīƸܵڶڡֵ˷£ǵԸԴԴ
վڴ˴Ľ̻Ա档
īƿѩȴע⵽վһɫŵͽ
Ը㡣ס֣ͽ޷ƵʱŵѰ¡
˿ŮȺ㳡ǽΪʲôͻȻжϣû˵ǲǻڴڰͽ֮ȥ
ڵ֪кڰͽֵʱȺ궯
Ǻźڰ٣һɶԺڰĳǶνĺڰͽҲǶ⡣
īƲ˵뷨ΨһҪȷı˵滹Ǽ٣һνڰͽ
㽫īƵ
ûգ֪Ҫʲôīһ˸ﱼ㳡Եλʥʿȥ
һ뵽īƷͻȻĮоͰ͵Ц
ѾЧȻκ˶ܲĨڰܵõĹѫ
īʥΪ˹ѫǵ޺ڰܻī֮ĹϵҪͻ򵥲١
ûãǵע£׺λʿһӻˣмƯ˧˸
Ȿƥŵģ㳡룬ȻҲ޷ʹãֻܰˡ
λʿеһۺΪ͵Ŀۺһ̧ӵĸף˵ʵΪǿģΪĻƺҲʵס
ϸһĲǱƿһۣȴ׾ܾˣ˵Ҫȵīʥǰܴ򿪡
Ǳ͵ʥӵºǰв鿴ųΣյģŸ׼ᶨɫǾȻô׵ķˣʵǰһĪŷ޷ܡ
ӱڹ㳡ϣīسص죬ͬʱһĲҽеһͣˣȴīͷһ
īƺȵô£
ƺһС˻ƵĲ񻰣īлң԰
׺λʿҲһǿʲôûҲһԾ˿
ѩ̣ײ
ǣλʿ˸һְѸϺصĲƥ¡
տյΨ˸ӰССһҵĺɫͷһһ縲һϾ͹˵Ĳϣ¶ź͸첲ȶݵĲӣؿڴܿ߹ź
֮ԲҽУȴΪӵĵײҲֻеˣΪӱ̧Щһֱץŵײˣһ±㽫Ҳѹ˵ϣ޴ֱӰѴƹѹ飬ѪģһƬ
ͽ͵촭Ϣţ۵
ǰҽЩԥϧʿǴʱȴɫ䣬ǸûۺڵͷԼʳĺɫѪ֮ԱǣоֻʣĮˡ
īƿΪ֮ǰĽԽţһߵ˿˿ҷʲô
˿ȷǺڰͽͷǺڵģѪǺģǺڵģû۾Ҳˡֱѹסˡ
īƵˣǸС
š
ɫѪī֪˿ƭӦþģǸźɫѪҺνĺڰͽֻǺͷͺ۾īƻܸԼҵЩɣڡ
ϸϸĿīƵ뷨
۵ǻȥˣСĴﲻһƬհף˵ӵĸס
ƺͬ磬ڸԼ˵ĳƺģīǸϤĺͷһŪ
˿Щ⣺ʥӵ£Ǻڰͽ
û£ҵġī˿ڿˮ˵
еƲԼķǰ
ڰ˴½˶ԣֻҪǺڰͽҺСǸ֮ˣīȴһ˿֮ġ
***
һ࣬ȵķ϶УɫվĿֱֱĶССӰֲԾĽա
쳶ôʥˣմ̽ӵڰͽֵϢٸȴ˱ʥ쳶
ңǰѯʡ
ʥһֱܾģ֪ᷢһЩ£ҳˣүү쳶תֱ
мֲʲԸյĿǰǸ򣬿ǱĺɫӰЩź̾˿
쳶īƵĹѫ㲻ǰ쳶İ򣬡֪ıһʼעߵǰīıɫֻ֮ܳǰļʣǻ˲
쳶Ĭ˺һᣬڵ˵ͷǣүүһȥġ
ĵ˵ͷܻвµʱʱҪָ
ֻȴûԼı쳶Ȼ¶ЦݣаǶ⡣


15

˿ӲܾīƵͬīƵλʿīƵҪ
ЩͷԵʿˣһԿŵĸȴҲɻ
īʥ䵭ı飬ǶԺڰͽѾ޷ˣȴΪͻȻҪȳǺӵ֣ĪҪͽչʾĴȱ
ԺڰľȱɲǼ¡
ǰ˶˵ʥӵ£˲ɾ㳡ҲҪڰ˺޹ڣʥӵ½侻
⻰һڣǸ˾룬ԼմȾϰ㲻ꡣ
һվͬһ棬ϣīƾ춯֡
ʥӵ£ȥɡѩߵīƵ࣬˵ȻеĵλβƣĹȴҲݴ
īƳĬˡ
νľɱųɰǧ˵ɱνĹսʤڰϷ룬˶ϣī顣
īƴû⣬ڱﱰīƿֻһ޹ĺӣֻ˺ɫͷͺɫ۾ԼɫѪȻҪ˱ץ׸̻Ʋá
ûܱԼӪͱǿư˺ڰͽͷ㷭ĻᶼûС
ֻҪīһͷͻҵ
ΪһĿˣīƶԴ˲ܸͬܣҲȫų⡣
ҲǸǲĴںڰǵֻͬǷǳжϡ
īƲ֪Ǻá
Ϊһ˵֪Ըɱˣĵ׿Ϊ
ʿ̧ӵһǣǺ˻ƵĽһ
İֱѹʱѾճ˵ϣΨָ⻹õģʿס󣬴ڰĸоӶüͷٷ±ԥˡ
īԾʲôǺίʹĿСèһڳī֮˿ȴװǻƣͬ顣
㳡ٶʥӵ¡ĿںʱīƱ˷˼⣬ÿ˶ڵīƶǰȥҪʥӸ飬˺ͻںͽ̻ɡ
˿īƵ֣ʥӵмֽţڽ̻꣬δʶڰĴڣɰԥ̬˿Ķ
īƻ˼ʱ˿ȥ߹ǰ̨ף̤ϰɫשʯ̳㳡һֱߵǰ档
ĺӱ΢΢̧ͷڰ볤ڷе۾𽥿ˡ
˵ֲؿڣ۵Ĳϴ˿۵ȴɲԸ
ӱԵͷߵīƺ˿ɫͷɢ¶ǰסĺɫ۾Ǵĺڣبųҹ
ʥӵ£Ǻɫ۾˿ī˵
īƻӦԳĬ
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īƿ˿˿Ҳ롣
˵ᣬֻߵ˿Ҹоһ޺Ĵڣǡ
Ǻڰͽ
źɫòīƶϣȡ˵һӵġ
û˵꣬˵Ķжһ΢
Ը㡣
Ǻظ仰ץסīƳ۵ıԵ׾ĳȾڵպѪ
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Ϊڰͽѱȴ뵽ڻûнʵڷ˼
ߵѩ̵ߣѩԱ߸ôӵڣ
մǰν̻׷˹ͬڵĴ̣ڹ̻еҲߡ
ѩ̣ʥӵЩԥ֮лб⡣
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ѩ̵˵ͷ
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īٴθоԼߵЩ㣬ɫĽɫС߷裬㳡ϵԵʣ֮ʢһж׽īƣаų⡣
ߵ˿ĿİɫâīԼڵһ̻Ů֡
īҰǸڵķɫĹ㣬ϡЩͷɫʵĹһɫİ׽۲Ὣԡ
ЩûīʶܵĴڣһδͨˣеӶ⣬޷Ϊá
ԶڸŵǰĺһҲӵĹ㣬ֻڹĽɫƺҪЩ
Сڼ߶Ǿ仰ĲظЩɫĹ壬Щ׽īƵĹâҲӵ塣
īƿκκɫĹ㣬ʥôܼĺɫ㣬һ뿪ʥȴ㣬ΪԼתԵֻ֣ȴûж⣬ֻڶûʲôǴڰɫ
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һ˫֣īܸоӿԹֵܳԸ˳ǱĽӴӿīƵ塣
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ôһ˲ƺУ÷Ŀиţ۵ѾûмУյĸǻɱʹʹΧֻסһȣڰֲҷɡ
ǿҵʹ˲ʹݻīƵߣַ·ΪһӣŨҵĲ񻰣ӵīܹŨԸ
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γ̵ֹữһƬգӳɺڻɫȥ类ڰʴĹһ
ʥӵ£ǧҪջǺڰ......Щǰߣ̬ȫԤϣīʥӾȻѡӻڰͽǲǲҪʥ֮λˡ
ΪΪԼ׶īƵΪʥī˵бǴϾģͲǹʥӣ
죡
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īƵͷӱסǸӣд̱ǵζȴûһ
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մüͷīô£
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ҫīڵĽɫϤķӿǸӵڣ޸ԤһС
Ѫģ΢΢Ѫ͹ǲзӿС̧֣ûʹڻָ
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еעһĻ볤õĳĬС
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âɢϵŽˤеҩ룬ۿᡣ
лҪ˵īһͨˣôĽɱ£ԲŻжĽ֡

16

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Щɫ˱Ǻڰͽ
֪ǧǰ͸ٹ̵Ĵڰ׿˴½УųһкɫĶǺɫﻹǺɫˣɫֲ궼⣬ոһյĸо
֪Դ֮þ
ͻȻһ죬ЩԼһͷ۾˾ͱԼıǩʵйɻģҲֻɻѡ
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ЩɫЩòϵĺøУΪƲڰݣҲһɫˣⷢľһЩˡ
ԵͶ·ʼڰʱԸĺɫâɫˣƺʵǺڰĹϵ
̻ҵʵɣɫҵµ
ЩִļŹǵû˵̻ϴӣǵʬ屻ڸʾߵ
һʣµЩɫʵ˺ܳһʱ䡣
ֻǺڰ͹սʧ٣û֪Ľ˭ʤ˭ֻǹ̻ᶸȻչĺҵĺڰϴչ¶Щʲô
׿˴½εϴԺ󣬺ڰڰٲڡ
ЩɫΪڰ
֪ⲢΪ
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ͬڼȱĹȣʱ򶼾ԼǸˣ˵ȺӪˣĽԼıΧ
ΪЩ˵ĴͬĴڣֻͽʵٵĿԸκһǸûаڰȻԼͽ
˵ѪǺɫģһ
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Ц
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Ǹӣܾȡ
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һ̻Щڰϼһ﷢֣˵ǾҪһ߱İϷˡ
ܶġ
˿ռű˵ɻڹ̻ʥ̻ĴӪһ¶Ĩɱĸʽǰٷ֮١
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Ϊŭ쳶˫ڰʴ۾кɫӿһܼĺڽɫͫɢΪɲֱɫڡ
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īĻ̧ͷʶԼѡûѾסӡ
ϣܵõĽͣסī֪ʱìͷתˡ
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ֱӹ˵ϣͻأļǰԼĶʥӵ½ɱ飬ˡǵ޴īʥӽľٶ޹ĺӾͻҵǵǰǻὫĿŵδֵµĿϡ
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ȻЩɫѪŷǵǰ佫ǰڷŵȺڵĶ棬˼ֻһ
ֻҪҵ鲻Լϣһж԰һֱĴͳȥ޹ؽҪ֮²ֵöǣοóȻһ˸п⵽ԣ³Ҳδ֪״˵ıܡ
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·һƬïĻ԰ʱͻȻһౡĿͻȻЩûԵɵĽ
һֻëɵĽɫèӹľ˳
㶣ЩΣյۡ
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·ʤֵǳ尡

17

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īƺߵ˿Ůڸ¼չںλ̣ǵĿⶼ˸ϡ
ϳ⣬ѪһʼǺڵģīʥӵħı֮Ǿܵóۣ⺢Ҫô˶ҪôĳЩôڵʹѪҺڵĶǼīҺ塣
ѾŮǼҺȡߣ鵽Ǻҵ֮ǰҪ׵Ľ͡
ΪǹȻ壬ī֮⣬˶̬ȻѺãȻʱ͸ñýܿˡ
ʥӵ£ңĸ޴ĴһȦϵĹϳǵ·ɫͷ۾ŽץǸû˹֪ѪǺɫģ
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ʱȥīƵ΢ƽֻ۽Ȼŵûֲȥգգ۾
׵ĳУīͨص֪жۡ
īҲû뵽ΪǣҲ˵͹ģҪ֪˽׸ǸϽʿûˡ
صʱپǿǵƺҲãīƱûˡ
ȰӴ򿪡
ΪԼݺеˣīƶǸûøС
ֻǶԷǵݰպΣĺڰվҪܵģīȻ˿̽ƣϣעŲȴҲԸøҪʱñһȷ⣬Լߵƾ̻ܰѺڰٴɱ
״ժԿףٴš
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֮ǰץʱӰڸ׵ĽӽԵޱȿܡ
īԺֶ˵
СվűߵĸףֿվӱԵīƣůĿԶԶ˶Ը׵Ŀ־壬ֱԽվԱߵĸף˽īƵĻ
īƵħ޸ϵ˿ڣȻøͨСһװ֣ȴҲƣͼΪݹ᾵Ҳޡ
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īҲ֪ʱЩǶ𾴺Ͱһµĸ߶ȡ
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Ļûֳīһȫ¶ˡ
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īƻתĸоԶȥˣðƣȴΪԡ
ܿбŮīƽ͵ĻŽȥʰһҺòãеˡ
Сһֲҿޣ˳ӵıˡ
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īƵ˵ͷҲףǸи׵ˡ
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īﰵһҺãʱˣȻѩ̶롣
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ûдϸܵԸ񡣡ī˵Ⲣʹ׵ȷ
һĽʿΨһֻĽ
ͲԸ֣˵жϿҡ
λ̵ɫһӱˣǸ˲ǹͽôαװɹͽΣ
Ҳûж⡣ī˵ֻ͵̻ѡҲΪҪǷӵ⡣
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λ˼˵Ļ˻˳Ӧ˹˼
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ҵīʥӶˣȻҪΪ˵˿һͬ⣡
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лҪ˵˲֪Ϊɶһ
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18

Ϊ̻һ޶ٹʨӣ౾û˸ǵʥޣֻҪŵڽ̻ͷû˻Ϊ
μԭҲǳ򵥣ٹʨӽʮ侲ԳֵԸûʲôǣǵ飬౾ٹʨе֣Ըѣ㾲ġ
౵ȷʸμᣬֻûֵַܱ֤ܰĴһ߹޵ĵŵצӿԽܣס;ȥīʥȴǲ̵顣
ڽ̻ǰʵǣ౵ӳŲͻͼīƵȥ
ټڵʵٹʨӵ󣬻ڽ̻͢Ұˡ
һͷˮ౾ͱ˿ŵѰˣĻ԰
ī˰µʰͻȻų౻Щ̫ϰߣҪ֪߹ֽྻצצѾûˣƽɶǲ޵ĵ̺ʥӵµֱǰ֪жôˡ
ǿ˿ȥһ˿ıӰֵͷ˿ǰïʢݵأѵŲӳצצ˿˻ıQȥ
צצզȻȥС˸ָϴצצ
黨ǲݣ˵ϵһͨҴܵˣҵŮһٲƵĵػ԰
оʱˣ౱׼·طȥīơ
һƬľԵʱнŲȴûϣڽ̻͢УҲʱ౰㲻ǣҲ֪౵ĴڣԤ౶ԶǶԷԼߵʱӶࡣ
ԶԼݵλ֪ųԱĲ߳˹ľԣ˿ûڱǰĲ˼ౡʾԷԼ·
Ǻڽ̻͢԰гưԵСҪʥص
౵ĵһۣʵûϳʲôֻΪһֻͨèˣؿڿèʱͻأʹ
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ᴥһؿڣͻȻֵʹ壬Ǵ̼꣬һѡ
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׷˹ǵõļп֪һٹʨһ㱻͵īƵߣǷӡеֻٹʨ̬޳ë̬չ¶š
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û˰㷴ӦҲͷһأЩĿȥһ۱㿴еǷ
ȥĲ˲ͽԭأƶû
Ȼ˸౴ˣǶô
ջ̽ȥצӣȥҲһʱҪ˺úˣ֪౴жôصĺ
Цһȴһͷ
ֻٹʨӵ̬ôҲûжôǿ
׵ʱֱӽһδĶ֣ܽٹʨһȫϾڴ˿̣ʵ׶εٹʨӿ»ûзֻ¸ʵ
ڣһ̻ʵĺû͵ǰ
ٶ۲һᣬ౵ϷŨīƵϢ
뿪ʥصʱ䣬ССʥûٺֻٹʨദ
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īƵ˵ͷҲͶԷá
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ֻīƺִ˼Ĵ֮УĦָǹȵĴС
Ҳڵˣ뿪ˡīƲ֪౾ǰ棬˵Ҫ뿪ˡ
ͻȻع౿վڲԶīʱ˵жίȻһԽֱ࣬˽īƵĻīƿûɹ
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19

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һ̶˺ԺصĴ󶯾īֻôವģһɼĴʹ
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20

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ͻȻʶʲô΢쳶ʶٶȱѹơ
ۣ˿ƿ
Ħָָϵ۵һƬѪʧ١
ΧŹ̧ͷԲ̨˺ɫӣЩȵп˼ŨҵС
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лҪ˵쳶۾ĴܿܶණԡҿԼ

21

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ģһͳԺһһֻ֣ȴȫܿ塣
ǵһƺҪˣƫƫ֪Ϊֿ˯˹ȥ
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쳶ЩţǽʥģôͻȻ˯ˣһۣԼ۶ûˡ
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ֻѵԽãԽ࣬ԼȥһˣֻΪ˿һīֵᣬүү
ˣΪʲôѵʱûм·ȥ
쳶ЩʹҡҡͷĹǸڷ۵ĺӵҲ
Ĭһ᣺īơ̬ˣһֱãȻ
δĻʧڿУеĲȴΪ
쳶Լ۾˿̲ھǰ棬ȴҲ֪ԼͫнҪһֱЩڵ·һܴﵽһĸ߶ȣ̶û
ֺɫ·ԴڶԴڰ֮ĹգΪǷī֮УѡΪ˽̻ʥӡ
ҪǰҲܳǰΪǰڵͫ׻˻ݣ̻Ӳ㽫ܹ֮ڡ
쳶ֻҪҪһֱʥӵǰͷһīΪȥŵʱ֮ǰҪڰ֪Ĵڡ
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ڼīƣȴΪ
һ£Ԥīƻ˳ݡ
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ֻҪ㹻ǿ󣬾ȡīƵһ죬ҲֻīǸɵӲŻ᲻֪ϵʲôġ
쳶ŸǱ˳ϣ׽Ĺʥӡ
֮󣬺ɫеۿϵЦݶЩζ
ѹССʥ˿ûﰵϵΪʲôôŨԭû˽̵˵©ǹڰϵĲֻ֣ǿĶСһĳЩԵô֪
ڽ̻ӪУȷѱϣȴҲӴЩڰ棬ԶҲʶԼӴĵʲô
ȴ쳶ǵ㲻ʵʵĻ롣
ǼһﻹţһΥ֪ǺڰȥҪ߽ݾȴ˵ˣһ֪ˣĸҪʥӣ²⡣
ôĴ뷨ȴ֪ʹ޵ıˡ
ǰϵˣͬīһ
϶ͷʥӣϲ
¶ζЦݣڵīٴνʥصһ̡
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΢̵ˮУīƳ˿
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ϴʱīȡ˺þò˿ͬⲻīŵԽԡ
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ҡͷˮ˦īһͷ
ˣ˿Ž֮ǰͱϴˣڵѾһֻˡ
౵ѹĿ죬ȥҲ죬һ֮ǰСûˣīƻŤš
ҲŲţϴϴצצīץס౵צţ౿ؿڹ๾š
զ֮ǰ˸ϴצצ뻹ʵˡ
һһˮʱѾǹ˺һˡ
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īƲϵˮԼʹħʱĸоʶģһ£ֲɫĳȥ˳ʪ˲ˬ
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īЩüָֻ֪ʪ͸·û뵽ڵħԪҲвЧ
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īƼʱ˿
ӦԺ˿ƿţīરССĽŲ˿ỺĲӻ档
ΪԵʣУ±֪˭ˡ
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ֻʥӵ²ܸı˵뷨Ӯñ˵ء
īưСϴ㰡۵Ļ˯һ᣿
뼫ˣСֶʣֻһȥ
СɵĵͷҲǿżīƵ˼ųŵڣһԴīƻ
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һԵౣ
ѵϲСɰΪʲôĲңͷ۾Сģ
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ౣȻۣȻΰٹʨӣ
౱һһΣְܿ˱֮ǰصһš
۳īƽë˼£ҪˣίӣŷȵۿīƵ󣬹˱
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౲ί
лҪ˵ౣңౣί˵Ҫױ
īƣ
С
ౣίί

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Ϊ˸ʥ쳶ȡ㹻ʱ䣬մ̱ҽīƵģʵˣΪʱīҲѾ鲻
һ̬üΪճ˵ٹʨӺǸڷ۵ĺΧߣûа취뿪
ǸӣմʵԲ鿴ģī˵ǸϵĽ̻ͽʱ޿̲ŨԸ޷ҡǵжϡ
ʵǰһֱ϶ġɫһǴģҲû취ӱˡ
ֻһȴմ޷ͻǸӵǹ񣬶īơ
˵ΪԸ󲿷ֶݵīƵϣǴݸ
ǸлٵÿԺԲơ
Ǹ˵šԸ㡱ĵȴīơ
ڹͽԣһ
մԥ˺ܾãǷ£ϾһֱĺɫˣīˣҲпԭ
һ㣬īƺ֪顣
ָԶҡīƹ̻ʥӵĵλ
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࣬ûСౣЩɻˣѾˣ
ڴβһŵ౺ͺڷС
īƼ֮ǰСɿץβ͵֣һ߰౰צĿīƻ
һ౲ë޵βͲīƵĸ첲Ŀʼ
īưСһﶼǶˣûֱɼˡ
ʱīƲС֣ȻС֮ǰҲ˵֪ԼֵģīƱ
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Ҫĸ˭ںηֲˣ뵽⺢ɭһ˵ģ߶ˣҲû涪
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ԼǹԹԵӦ
īһץ౵צӣһץԼǵ֣һ𣺡ౣԼǣԺҪúദ
īǵ㲻ˣôһȻǸֿСһﱻ۸ء
īϵϽӦʵԼֿ죬ԼЩȫȫչֳ塣
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ÿγԷʱ౶ԼίּʵһоͿǹøĺгˡ
ԺīƶԼ˽ֶһ㣬ﾭ꣬һӦ±Խ硪ܡˡ
νĿǶдҲԴĹϵħԪء
ƺҲһ˲䷢ģīơߵһӡᣵȵȣеһжΧһʵĹ⣬׽īƵĹϵħԪظҰƾֶħԪصĸ֪ʱڿΧһС
ҰֻܶЧʱ̫īѣΣ䲻֪᲻ʲôӰ죬ֻҪһгĸоͲǿš
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ī˵һÿͻȻˣһֵıֶΣһպΣջ̵ܷĻᡣ
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īƶڵ̺ϢһŵСֻЦ
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ǰһ౷ͷ
īƶͷðߣСһ۸׼Ƣװɣܹš
īƻ˻֣ѣ
Сֻ㲻ٽƱˣīͷɥĹϣʵж̬ȡ
ΪԼѾԶܺӵīȴû뵽ܺһֱԼߣֻαװ̫ڲŷ֣Ȼϴ̬ã֮ǰͼɻأīƱʾ÷ı뷣
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֪౺ԼվͬһӪһѱһıīƵĴȣһʥء
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УЩǱģһʼͻᱻɱˣλ̶ҵӵ˲ϣ
ǵʥӣǸʴȶˣҲˣű谮
лҪ˵ҵȵĻҪлˣҵСʥӲҪ
īƣͷ
Сɰǣ͸һղѽ
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ī֪˿ʥ֮Ⱥչ˺౺Լǣеһõġ
˿ȵĺɰ
ֻ߽Ĺֻ䣬ԼһɫĻܣһкⶼƾ⡣
ԭīԼѧʥصʲôģˣʥûаϵħԪأҲֻЩܸҰ
ԵȥʱīƱ㷢ԼһƬ޾ĺڰУԼ֮ûаâĴڡ
īƣ
̻ʥʵ̫ˣһͷֻʵʵˡ
ܿ˽Ҳ٣Ҳ޺֮ϴȻ⣬Ҳɰִʥ
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··ĹڵϵīƲûз֣ǰڷѾۣӵĿǴ˼ֲ΢Ц
źڰĴΨһĹ⣬ͬөһƬССĿռ䡣
쳶µЩյ뿪֮ٴαᣬһССĶȤζ
īԭͿֻȫȻĺڰܿǰʥССʥӣôţ˸ƣ°Ϳ
īһνʥѾһˣȻ;쳶ȥīƣǷīϵҪ֮ǰǿ
֮ǰīʧأ־ڽźİϵīڳʱȷīһεл档
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ΨһĽͱī뿪ʥصʱ䣬ͽԸӵ˸ǿ
ҲǣһᣬԼҲī࿴οЩͨˡ
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īҲȷĹʥӣһõںͽ̻ϿɵĹʥӣ֮ⷢǰܶҡݡ
ⷢ
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īϵǹӪԸʹ֮λ²ΪԸҲܱĨȫΪá
ֻԸϡ٣ֲôīϵģСһЩԸ˵࣬ȴҲȾָΣҪϵʥϢɾʥӵݣҲҪù̻ע⡣
㡣
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͸ɫԼͷ­Ŀڵľ޴˿ڣɫϢĴڣǿĹ棬谭ƵĻָҲڻĽƻ
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ȻҲɵƽ޹ʵȸԼ鷳Լò˵īϾȡ䴿֮ʣ˿ʱЧҪϲ٣׷˹Ǹͷȫ޷֮ȡ
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ζĶ͵ֲܳԣָоʵЩ͵ġ
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ͦειںڰҹеĵƻڴĺδ͸һټ
׵ĳʵʵİ׽ɫ죬ǰյ˫ʮָ޳ǽ΢׵̬˾ϵңɼĽʥ֮С
Ψһ֪ǿƹļǶôȣô˻ζ
ĹҲԽȥǹˣÿһƲۡ
ӣָڱĵϣ˪ָӣһССλ֣һСīƣ˿
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Լͷ
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˯̫ãҲį̫á
߲ʣûܽӽҲû˸ڽӽ
ߵڹĺӣĴڹ˺ڰƽġ
ЦЦȷе㲻Ծõĳ˯Щ˼ʱ˾ͻ뵡
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Сһﻹʥܳһʱ䣬ȥӣֻҪ۾ܿԷƺԵôȤ
Ҫרȥ޸Լ˿ʱԲ̨ԶīͻȻ̧ͷ
ⲢĴīжѵ
žĺڰиˣʥûˣֻԼǴӺζ
īƱ뷨ֹסԼ
ʲôǴʲôڲԺȥһжģīɻˣʼ
Բ̨ϵʶķ˺ĿЩյǰıɨ
Ҳ⶯ᱻСʥӷ֣һʱ쾹ˡ
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̻ʥ

ԥһᣬīƻ̽һȻûܸҰĹϵħԪأԼ
һ㶣ЩȵĿĹϵħԪشīƵƮԼ
лҪ˵īƣñֻϹ
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ǣˡеĸУī˳ӵĻصԲ̨ǰĵϣǰ̬ʼָ
еĺɫٻظīƵʵ֮ǰľīƶٶ˺ܺõİѿأټԱߣΪЩ޼ɵ
īƳӣڵԴīһδת෴ĻʵʵıУͺ׽ʽЩˡ
ԼҲģ½ϻûжǰһҪϧĴڡ
ֻûãϵЦݱάֲסˣһ˿Ծ
һǳص⣬ǰ׵īơ
ֻҪ㹻ϣ˭пϵԸҪ˵СʥϵͽϳֵԸȻۻʣһֱûܵõκһ˿ԴīƵԸ
˿̻ţôԸ۵ϣӹɵġ
ֻīƵ֪ǹôЩԸٶһʵϣʵϣûܸܵһ˿һԸ
ӵ۹⿴īƣͼϿЩ
Ӳīƶڹ֮ϣôΪʲôܲԸأ
ɫ΢ֻһͣǾǴһʼīƾûǹ
ûţȻҲͲԸ
Լ뷨һ亹Щյķ
ڱֵʱ޷ͻһ治ԸīƵϣһַŲ»ɵġ
ɻû׵¶
ī۵ʱȥԲ̨϶īƾſԲ̨Եʵīƣһֱҵ𣿡
īЦˣһģˡ
ϲϵҪˣҲֻǿҪš
ôľ룬ûиܵκεԸŽűߵīƣֳ羴ı飬ͷӿһֱӵ
ƺƭˡ
Сƭӣڿ˵ŻģʵڻԣΪīǸˣڿˣСһûô޺
ڵīҽ뿪ǴԻȻϢȥĻΪҲпԭֻô׾ī뿪Ѿ׼ʱĨīƵʶ
ֻʱţԻ
īûаҪ뿪˼෴ֻҪϢϣͻĽԼ͵ǰ
һֱظΪûаԹԣȫȫڰָʵ
ôҲǼʶĲ²͸СʥʲôǹȴֲİĲ²͸
īƲ֪ĿеĹһͲšʱɡ׷δ˵֪ڣҲ
߿ɲֻ˵źģīߡԼ֪߸֮ɱʾǳᶨǴڣ
ּ΢£ԽԺ㲻īƵΪ
īƱʵ΢ֲԸϵԸԹƾīЩƣֻںڰ΢ƽЩ֮ǰꡣ
īҲΪʲôΪήīƵʵ޷ǾīƽõĹ֮͵УȻٻһʱܶʼ
ǾЩʱֻĻīƱӵиǿʵһǧ֮øʵƷҲһ¥
īƾ;һһε֮䣬Ȼû䣬ȴˣҲһϵǿʵ
īƶڰִ˲ƣ
ĳϢʱī뵽֮ǰʥоԼԤδܰԼڰĿܣжֶ˼ָм
дͬһʱͲ˴īĸԸྻ⣬δƷԸζܵ۾ЩԸɱ֮ǰīϵõһжǿ
̻һֱźڰĳϡ
һʼʱԾͽţϣٴγָıƣǧȥ̻ÿ˵Դ񣬳īϵЩڹĺʹ˿īӿԸ֮⣬ûеõκͽԸ
ϲĿīƣѵ֮ǰīƲʱദջѡ
һ׼ī֮úõĺ̸̸ģһı࣬״̬ľЩСʥϵԸ޸Ƶʱһ롣
ʵ֤˵̫ˡ
㽫ǼԸɸɾ֮ȴµԸӰӶûС
ǰڵСʥɽ׵ͬƣɱ۾ţһжǰûвΨһı仯ǣûµԸˡ
......
ôˣѵŹһСֲˣ
оԼīǧٹֵı仯Щ˥ȫ֪һᷢʲôһвܿƵĸоʵ̫ˣ֪ξԴīƵ̬ȡ
ֹһᣬī۾ȫûԻ벻⣬һԱߵǣԼ
Ųŵ⣬īƱʾмɶĸмһ͹ˣʱʱ̿еĸмǲ͸Ϸһˣ
Ѹмʵж˵ģνȷƣܶ˵ĺҪʲô»Ҫѡ
ԼƷīƻǷǳĵġ
̬ƼչȥԹֱ۸˻˵ԸһΪΪжȻīơ־ͻŨīزʵһʣȻܳΪߵұۣҸĹⱲӡ
īƻδᷢ飬ϵЦݾԽá
СʥϵЦݣЩɺʹֲơ
ԸΪҸ
ڶϲƭˣīƵЦп˵ϲͺΪû˴ڵĵطһ֮ϲ
ǰٴθֳһμīʱĳǱ굹ڵأ˿һӦΣգǽǰ
ǹĺӣҪ׽ΪһݺԭȰеһУЩǡǰеŴɵġ
еᣬͬʱΪīֱָĻ
ˣīѾϢˡ
ɤ˺޷ߣ΢̧ͷ롣
꣬īƵȾ˼ɣҳȥΪΨһʥӡ
īĵڵȵ³ŵˣ
̻ʥӺͱϵʥӣݸ޷ȡ
̻ʥӹֿ̻ʼÿ궼µʥӳ֣Ȼ߹ȴҲϡ١
ڹʥӣֻһ
õŵīЦ뵽Ծȴ˿ˣˣȥ֮Ҫһ𣿡
˷ܣȴͻȻʧǡˡǣǱΪԼµĴۡ
īƣ......
ʱˣˡѹôҡ
ԹīЩҪǻɺڰȥ̻ɷīƾ͸գ
ɵСʥӲܰԼı¶ֻ²ۡ
һһֱģˡīƹɵ˵ֻǽ̻֮д˶һڹǶϵͽϣ½ǡ
Ӧ̲ס룬СʥǸĺúӡ
֣īƵ۾ϡ
Сʥʲôһֱڶд֮£֪һһ˫ǳƯĽɫͷһƯɫ
ϣīժ¶дһ죬һҲ֪ʱСʥӻʲôķӦ
˸ڴ
лҪ˵ܾõĲһ籾......
īƣҾúûʲô
ܾ籾籾ֻҪǼͬѼԲ̬ƣһԸգ
ллλСɰ֧ѽǲѾˣȻ󿵿ҵԤգ
˯ǾСղأ
  ٵλһ˯˯ˣڰ˯֮˽Щ˼£ΪһʶԡС
ǿſƤֱΪĳƺ
һºϹõķӭ˵һˣȫֻһɿܵʪ͸ѧÿš
ݣأ
ݣ˯ʲô
üô
֯һԣͳǰ˳ɿ꣬һʧҩ㿴

ĳͻȻεſڣŰһٿԺĬˡ
챻̶տԼ͹ĹĵİİȥѧУ
Ŀԣգɰ
ûã϶¶ĿյǲõĻƣݣ
***
ǰգǣв
ݱգǮҲȱǮҲҡǸеģҽְ֣ˢ
  *ӲѧԹXСɳ
  *˯˯˯˯
  *Ϲأ㶯

27

ںڰʥ, ҹͰ춼治ʱҲ֪޾
īԼ۾飬Ѿ֪Ĵų࣬ȴҲ뿴һɫʵʲôġ
ʱ, һģǲ, õ뷨ͬһֻСצץ, Ūġ
ȷһַȥַԵ̫, ֻҪһʹþͻᱻ֡
ź͹Ĺϵͦģī۾ϵĶд״𣺡, ȡ𣿡
ϴЩ΢ֺõЦ, Уɫ˼ֽӲ
ʱīɺ˵, ǰͬ, ûԶ䵭֮, ෴ȴЩˡ
֡ˡϲߴ, ˵ָٻἫȻһλãö֮Ǹطƺͳרλá
ЩʱԼʱͻᷢѾԲ̨Ե, ֻΪīЩ
ôӽľ룬īȴֻıһ룬߿رʱ, ͻ᲻ɫ룬ʵΪһֱڹ۲ֲɫͱüΪۡ
νֻһָ׸ǵĿȣīƶЩŵ״̬, ȻȻ֮ǰһ𤡱ߡ
һӦֶīƵرġ
Ҳ̬Ūġ
ССʥӾͬһֻĺȻָͣȴʱɿԼɻ
ҪԼȥ׽ʱҲȥ
˶ԡĻ̥ӵȤ
ûֱӻشֻõĿʵΪʲôҪժأ
īŤ˰죬ڵ˵뿴һ˵ӡ
̻ʥڳ֮ǰΪҪһֱīƱţ֪ʥʵ֮ҲͲܲ³ˡ
νȾ޷Ǿ´ӹӿںڰʴʥӵ۾ʥΪݡ
ΪҪȵ󣬴ΪʥӲӵ˼ν̻ʵʸʱ֪ʥг֪Щ̻ʸ֪ˡͬģʱӦҲֺܻڰʴĶ
ֻīԼĲ²⣬¶Ҳǲڹǰ˵ġ
ֻйߣʲôڰʴ֮ĸӰ죬ǶԷ׽С£īƲŻҪǰָ
ټʱԴīƵ̬Խºͣī֪ݵԵʥӵݸɹ
˿ŮѧģֻʥӵݣҲҪչ˵ԭչ¶Ը񣬲ܽԡչֵô¶ǰˡ
ջȻҲҪȴǡ
Բܹôشīƶ˵ģҲû˵ѣⱾ飬˵ǰҲޡ
뿴˵......
ͷһǴЩ΢ı飬ҪӦˡ
ܺõĿԼûó嶯ȷ
۾ĵطʥ޾İϵͲ±ʴ𣿡ʵ
û˵꣬īƱĿڣⲻ𣿡
ȫȻΣīƺɵٴαҡˡ
Сʥô׵ĴĵĵطֻǻûСʥǰչ¶ݵʱҲֻʧˡ
żǸīƵգʵѾָ㲻㣬......ǲ۾ȥģ۾Ľɫ
ۿɼʧܿʧʵչ¶ЦգҪǰ׳Լ΢
ڶݵĳĬӵ뻳УһΪûܴͽԸ⡣
ҺܱǸīơ
ˣûµģ̫̰ˡī˵죬ʧҲޣƺǿнԼеѹѹĵס
ίʵϷǳīĵ͵͵˸ҮȻû취ֱתܿʱ򣬵ȻΪ˼Σһ㶼
ڵʥУӽͽһ¾ãͻȻһֱīƵĶֱ߰ʶͰƿˡ
õ鲨δƽīƣ......
ʲôͱһ£ôø͵鱻˷һ
ɫãȻīƣȻӿЩĺΣڰƤϸˡ
ƺǱһЩ޴룬ȴֲ֪Ǻãһһ˼־ִ١
ڰӣΪոյ̫ͻȻҲмһʱЩΡ
ɿ˵īƣóȥˣ㡣
ҳȥīеԻ˵֪˼
ֻǸոͻȻðǸ뷨ɽţԵǲ֪ԾǰӵϵУЩԸ뿪
һѣīƣȥɡ
īֻعͷеıģˣҲὫϢй¶ȥġһһָġ
ͣҵ
õ˴𸴣īƱ˳ӵȥһҲûͷ
ֻǿߵʥſڵʱīƺ֪־Щ
͹ԻƺҲЩԾ
߰ɣ
ˣһģ
õģҾ
......
Բīƣ......
⵽ʲôĹѪ籾ղ˵ʱôûʲô⣬ӵǽһǡô
īһͼƽԼ顣
ָеⰡһΪԱߴһʱͱֵֹģ˵Ļζ
īƣɲܱøһֱ۸˶ֵԸûǰ;ģ
뵽īƾ̲סӿŲȥɣ౺ԼǺúһԼ̬Ӧɡ
һߣСʥԶȥıӰʧʥڵĴźͻȻЩģҲյġ
һתͷСʥλúָʱǸ϶տյʱڣǲټСʥˡ
īƽϢй¶ȥīʱֳ̬ȣѾȫȫֻһ뵽ôöҪЩį
......
ȵȣʲôֵĸо
Լġįһ𷽲īƵĶԻϵ𽥱ÿհףûúڶһɺ⡣
ԭСʥϲֵһʱ쾹ȻҲƫˣ÷Ѷ......
ԼıӣˣСһôϣõϿɣôҲҪԷһЩӦΪһЩ޷СʥӣȻҲҪһЩϵİġ
ɹ˵Լ۾ʼơ
ͬʱ߳ʥصīٴθоůĹϵħԪȲĿ壬ϵĺһɨ
ī΢΢̧ͷ֪ںδ̫ã
лҪ˵һֻҵ
īƣ޴ĴҾͺʧǣһݿ
......⣡

28

īƳʱ, ˿Ѿʥˡ
ʥӵ£ڳˣ˿Ϳ첽ӭǻϲ
ʿԾϴλҲīʺ, ʮֹ
īԼϲóֵɫ, ȷῴ, ²۹²ۣʥڷȷ֪, ѵֻһ˵ܡ
īƣ˿ǷʲôҪһ
ʥӵ, ̻һֱѰйԼ˵ϢЩüĿ, ֻǲֹۡ˿˵ѾȥˣմϢ, ˳ҲһƤСһ
֪Ϊ, ˿īƵ, ܾǰ˼ʥ, ƺһһõĳЩȾЩ߸ϵĸо
ѹ˼ԼĿȣڵʱ򣬿û˹ܵסǡ
˿˵ƤСһ౺Լǡ
īƲڵʱ, ĪվͬһսߣȻżִ󲿷Ѿ, ϴ
ٹʨӴӣߵԼҲû˸ҹСһҲʮзִ磬ֵ̫󣬵СƻǴ˿ȥ
īһʼǾԼȻ, ʱֺ֮޸о
ܿ죬īǵ㾪ȵͳ
£ζڰʱֽһҲһ
ƻû޸ãԼҲûжʵ·ߵ˾ͷ
ôīƺ޲һתֱӻʥغĹమ
Ҳֻô룬ô
΢΢̾˿īųһ˿Ц⣺ҵû뵽ʱ侹ȻôáСһģΪԹأ
ûǣֻһԼƼأ˿ڴһЦīǰߡ
֪īƶСһƫóװɣʥӵǰ쳣ҪԼĵλҲСһ֪˿ʥӵµұۡ
λʥʿĿԶȥһǲûзκβɫʣʿ˿֪֮ǰԼˡ
īʥʥྻôڣôܻᱻȾ
ǰߵīƲ֪ʿԼۣ֪лҪЩ˵ʥӣһֱصʥضѾȾˣĹ񻹱ʥĳЩӵϾõˡ
***
ౣ
԰ɫèٵԽһƬľԣкš
ϧԼûԽԾֻСŴһƹεèֱ㣡
ౣĿۣ౲ò̵ǰߡ
Ҫ֪ͷһشԼǳʱΪڷġƾС౻ΪԼǵʵ࣬ѹûҪ
ԼһԺȫͬԾЩãȻĿ˿ԶĴţջǾһӴȥ
ԼǰŵӺϴ̨⿴ʱ򣬷ɱȥѾëʣˡ
εĿڴ̨ϣһСȹŹֵĹ涯쳣ѣȻ·Ů֣˷
Լǣ......
ǣȥ棿ౣûˡ
һߣӷĳ౻Ŀ񱼣ҪͷԼѾ˵ʱŷԼʲôû
ౣ......ౣ
أ
ԻҵΪԼǶĻţΪԼѶԷŪˣȻŮǵİҵ˱ڷԼǡ
ౣ......Ҹоҵе£ңô죿
ǺʣСֻڷһܣΪ衱׺ݵԼǳɹ౵βʤߵĺۼͺһβͣᡣ
ȥʱ౾ѧˣҪͷ
뿪Сº󣬹̻ٹʨոһյˣˣԲķȻֻèֵˡ
ҲΪԭ򣬼λ̷ڻ԰ڵļɹ
౺Լ湻˻ҷԵģһԼǵл˶Ưİ׽𻨡
ģר̻͢а׽Ưһ֧ժΪ˵īƻʱ͸
ԼǸౣǰÿμ裬ֻҪһ仨ͻܿġǸһ仨Ҳܸ˵ġ
౾úе
ժīƽʥزµʱͿʼˣʱʵǻ˲١
עʧˡ
***
īﻹԼǣʥ֮ǰ̻Ѿʼ̽˵Ϣ˿˵ƺ̫ãЩ֪
֮ǰ˵ԼǼ˵Ϣ......ҵʲôīʵ
˿һ£ĬʱŲõϢѾϵϿɭָĽֵ̻ûеõκιԼǵϢΨڸĿСд˵ʦһͷСʦΨһʦƶ¶Դ˲֪顣
̻СʮʦĸĸֵԼӶϵĹͽؽ̻Ϊûѡ˿򵥽˵֪ϢڵҪҵԼǵļ˲ס
ī˶ݵĳĬֽʵԤϡ
ɫڰ׿˴½ϴĺ㹻˱־룬ԼѾģȻȻסпܵıԼǿеǸ衱ڵ֪̻Ѱʱвװ֪
ֻǽ̻˴αΪѰˣȴΪ㣬ǲ֪ÿ˶ͲúƲϵҪõЩȻ쳣ѡ
īİ˰֣ҲҲûʲô⣬޷Ǳһֱڽ̻С
˿
ʵЩԥʱ˵ȷûжԼǵĴڲκɣٹʨ׽ƺҲĳЩ̶ϱڰ޹أһֱеġɫڰ׼Ծɲȫ
ֻīƺӺģһʼûΪԷĺڷ۶ų⣬˿δīǰɨ˹
īƻҪ˵Щʲôʱ򣬱˿ڣʥӵ£ǹˡ
ǣɻʲôīԺܿʶ˭ˡ
磡
ౣ
Ϊһ˲㴫īƵĶУĸ˭ˡ
һƣԼȿԶīƣһʱ͸˼Ѫһɱȥƺ֮ǰĴǼٵģߵһãĿȥŰյĽŸȥ
Ǿ޴ģԼֻСܵķɿ죬ټϲ·ܶȶû׷ֻܵɴ۾ʹޱȵĿɽīƵĻ
磬㻨ԼǸҺѽһģرر磡
߶ȹƺԼη壬һμʱηˣû࣬͵Сһ
īƽӹԼǵݵԼĻͷͷһڣԼԡ
һԵĿѡ
ǻҲѡģǰҲĺܿģͽ
ֻʣ´ȿԱίû˵ڡౡһ޳
ʵ̫ίˣ                        
лҪ˵ౣɰٹʨ౴ˣҸоǶңҵĳ谮˷ˣҪڻˣౣ

29

౵Ľʵ̫, ޵ǽһУīƶһ
īƵĶˮĴ۾Ͽһ߰Ĵ, ֻϧīƿģ
īƱڻԼ, ɵ, 㱧౰ɣҺһժ, Ҳرر㡣
գգۣʶԼ˿̵ġ֡Լ˵, ȵͬʱеж, ۰Ͱ͵ĵīư
ۣ౺ѽī౵ƨɰڻ±֮ǰ, ôˣëʪ˾Ͳÿˡ
īӵ, Сĵ۾, Ȼʪһ, СһΪûܵһѹء
īЩ
ȻĳߣԼǺģոҲԼǵһ˵ԭ, ǱʶǰСӷ˳ǰ棬ΪҵľʶĶ˼֣ȴûпǵ, èèҲŲѷ˵ʶ
ౣί˼㣬ʱīʶֻ౵ɳҲһҪ۰Сء
Ļεīߣߣë, Щֺõ˵˰ǲǶˣȥԶòã
һķīƣ......ȫӡ
ͣµīƿ˵ȥԼΡ
ſīƼͷ౴˸Ժڻ˾Щ˼һתͷԹԵĸī߱ǣֵԼǵʱЩֿЦīƲעצӰһ¶Էļ򣬿ʼƶԷ
ʵʲôо˵īƣ......ǿֻǵƤҲġ
ΪڲصĺܺõһۣȴûõԼǵĻӦСһͷīƵߣ̧ͷౡ
ոһ£Լ֪Լˣʱڽ̻̫ҸЩӵеĶҲĵط
Լǳīƻʱ˼ˣ౿һƺʹ谮ĸ֮ϣõһոµĹע
ֱίĽʶԼֹܵػǴӱģټʶԼᣬʧȥˡ
Լǵͷīǣߣе㺦ԼᱻҿҲ˵ۿ΢΢졣
ֱĿֻһ˲ӿģͲҲû˳ɣԼǿʼ¡
ֽһȻûõӦֺܿСͷ˱ԼֱۣĵóβȥԼǵֱۣز档
ԼǸоֱϵĶë׵βͼҡҡ֪ԼС鿴ѹڰο͵͵˿ץס౵β
һʱ䣬龹Ȼࡣ
īƺ˿ֻСһҲûʲôԾĵطֱӴ˻˷䡣
Сһһֱʳ˶ʱ׼ƽʱҲеʳԣСӹÿɲҪ̫
챾ȥҳԵĵ·ϣ˴ʥسīƣȫ͵ˡ
౺ԼǳԵ㣬ʳʢ٣һʱīֻܰԱԲ
ϰ˵īʱҲûٴŲáʳֲʹӰ飬ѡԶ룬ȥ˴ߡ
ⷿĲѾǳϤױסš
˿ҲߵīƵߡ
ƻķ绹Щůڵúܡ
ī̾˿ЩεĿڣӻСӣզզܲί浣ԺԼǳ鷳
˿īƶ౵Ĺģʥӵ²õģֻڵƤˣӲȣϾٹʨӣ˴м䣬ȻҲࡣ
īƵͷϣˣǸһ汻۸أʱҪܻ
˿ЦӦͷౣͷԣš
ȵȣīϵı΢ЩӲո˵ٹʨӵĴм䡭
˿е㲻⣺֮ǰѩǲ²֮õΪ֮ǰٹʨӣƺһֱڶûܹм䡣
īƽޱߴͷ쵽תͷ⣺ҾȻһӡûˣ֡
˿ҲûòԾֻԹЦҲǣǰ౿ɲأ౿ǰͷˡ
ī˼仰оյĽҹˡ
ȻûͷȴſŨĹϵħԪĵĹ۲ౡ
Ҫ֪īһֱΪèȻŹŹֵġౡʼī״ܿģһֻè䣬èƷֲһɿء
ȴ˿ߵ֪ʲôٹʨӣٿ౲һȦɵëôʨӵӣ
һټ˿͸¶Ĺ̻౼ͶȣٹʨӺʲô˲õĴڰһֱҲû˷ֲԾ......
īƸЦ˿עĨ˰ౡеèѾˣౡеʨӺҲôԽܡ
ȻûʲôٹʨӡҪӦҲ̫ҪֻʨߺǼͦ飬ں͵ǰ......
īƣ......
ԲӦȥ
֪Լٴΰʵճ̵ԵÿģԵһתͷȥߵԼǣͻȻ
ౣǲǲˣ
ȻֲͬԲͨСһ֮ƺԼ౵˼Ťͷվڴߵīƣĵͷú˵ôһ㡣
ҸողǹǰģֹһᣬԼСؿڣһźòСúģԲ𡣡
౱Ͳ̫Դʺţ֪ΪʲôͻȻô˵ֻҪϲģʹΌܣͰԼǵԼСˡ
̽ͷȥ˲ë׵ĺŪԼģһЦûˡ
Աȫ֮ǰԼǷίԼǵ˳ӣƴʵʹİԼķġһɫСӣСһÿÿֻһСʳ˹ȥ
Լգգ۾ŵ۵е㱻жˣְС˻ȥЦ
ֻյЦݵ౲飬ȻĿ洹ѵһָ˻ȥ
˿ڿˮ౽еౣСһ㶼
Լֿ۴ߵīƣڷɫСӺͽɫè˼ΣĿתĶаСӶȻŵ౵ǰ
ౣ
ԼȰס౵צӣԥ౱ⲻѹϣվûƻȥ
ౣҰŶ㣬ƺǾջȲԼֲ졢졢Ҷ㣡
ѾʳջĻ۵ౣౣҪ
Լһ¶İѹ˵Ѹһòã
ʵ֪ԼٶֵһЩʥӵ¶౵ĹעƺֻҪõ౵ͬ⣬΢ֱ׳һһ
ٴԻ۾С಻ͱϲôΪֵֹġ
ֻʳǰСɵȻŹĺôһצӾͰСӶԼǰȻųԼǵͷ
漰Сˣ౾òô׵¾ǱȻ˼£ԼڴǰצŬſ棬ǰĸֺͷСһ˼ָףౡָֻܷôࡣ
Լֲ֧ĵ˵ͷȻĸצצСǸҲ㹻ˡ
۾һУﶼԼЦ۾ӣͻȻԼˡ
౿Լĺʵצצ˳˼ʾԼ֮ǰ˵Ĳ㣬ֻԸָԼԼצצǸֺͷСīơ
ԼЦûôˣܽܣе̵ĿīƵıӰ׼һȥȻһ˯
ౣΪʲôǿˣ
ǹֻСצצһ룬Լ׼ζӡ
¹СˣȻ׵طָѽ
ȻٹʨӱеСڵأһӶûϡ
лҪ˵īƣԭǼӾֳܷȥĶ
ÿ㼸ٸֻèԺҪҵСʥӡߣл
ֱ軵ƢĿȥҲӣԼǲǣȽϵСīƵĸ鵫ֻΪԼĳַ౵ĳ谮Ǻúӣ
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ܵСֻܿ챻ֿ, ˿һһī߸ǽ
Լǣ磬Ҵˡ
ౣౡ
ϴҲûãСһʣµӶ, ҽȥ춼ڲϼ
˵ֱ, ڱīԺ¶, ҪԷʱŻ
˯ʱ౺ԼǷֱīƵ࣬īưҹǴֵĶˡ
ԭ, СһСʵ̫ˣ̽ԵȥƶԷʱȫīƵĶˡ
ֱīưСһﶼڻ, Űȵ˯ȥ
ʥسīһβû֮ǰǰ, ڶ͵õ˽̻߲һ񡪡ָԹ۹׽
ڵ֪ϢʱīƱ֪ľһαƶˡ
̻ĴӪϳǶٰе۹, ӻԹ۹, λڶм䡣
֮ĵλڻԹ۹, һֱĬϳǻԹ۹, ֻⱻ²˫δҲֻӸλ֮˲֪ˡ
֮ǰīİе۹ӰвûжٴڸУ˵ڼǿīƵĵλ, ѾҪһµԽɫǸ׵Ĺע
һǵĺ֮һƾűԹ۹ǿʵ͹µĳ谮, ڸȺҲһȻõ˴ıīдīҲ֪Щ顣
磬λīһҲǹ, Ҳܵõ̻ԭ
ֻҪָ׽īƲ˽⣬ǹҲԭīʥӣԼϵܶûҪȥָˣǿˡ
Ⲣīͷ۵ģīƷյǸס
еľ飬ʱѾʶõģΪ˼͹ĸ飬ڹѧʱ򣬸׷˻Թ۹ĳλʥͽ룬鹫һͬǰɹһλصĹԹ۹Ҳ˼֡
ѧīƵͷϣҲ˵Ҫˡ
īƣ......
Ź£ոձߵǾԲĹ˻һ뵽īƾ̲ס뵽ڰԽԽĸолҲѣҲ𽥷
īԽԽʥȥˡ
īοܣֻɡ
뿪ĵһ죬
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Ϻߣһ䱸ɭϵĳǰн԰ټƵĳǹĵĳӣɫ׵ʿɢűΣϢ䱸һпĴڡ
ӻ͵ǻԹ۹
Ȱˣֱħǲº͵ɤд˼ΣȵˮЩ
ӵĿУ𳤷ŮſСһǣŸ׵ݹˮ˰֣һתͷֱӿϣͼ΢滺ԼѣΡ
СڻʶͷһγԶţԭİŵȷͨȥҪ;ķ⡣
ûܾܾСŮǻԻ͵۹ĹҲһ˾ӡ
֮⣬һλħʦһλʥߣλ߶ǿģȻҲݡ
֧ΨһƺǸףͻȻ·ϣǡɾڰиĻ֮ǰ¹ˣõһʿ޵ȴ˴ȶŮͷ⣬׽˳ɹ˻Թ۹߲Ұ
ƾŲѷɫŵ츳͸˶صѺøй٣ټǣڻԹ۹νµĻ⡣
һΣ֮£Թ۹ǰϳǵĶУһĽʿס
ֻн·ϣǺĵСһʼᱻ̾ȺȴͶŪƣγͷ͵״̬Ҳ˷ʧ֮ˡ
ŵģ̺лεøƺҪƮǿ
ֻǾҲӲҪôȥϳǣԸԼ·ı䶪ӡ
ҺôˮҲûáţЩİͷתһߣȻ·ԼģΪһоֻǱ˵Ĵ
׵ȷǸΪˣϰϵ츳ŷүү̾ƽҲǳչˣܵʱһ֪ˮȵĶ챥ˣֻθһһˮһʱҲ˼֡
ҲԹԼʹħȴûʲôá
²ۣЩȻջ֣еıӣеˮðҪҲֻܷŻϡ
軵˵ĹƽΪ˵ʱǹƢǸϲģʱ򲻸˾ͻҷƢҲֲ˺ãȴֲӲģֻܹĹš
ö֮ԼҲ˼ᷳһֱ׷ŵôã
׵ȷǸףĸȴĸףͬīһҲһۣԼԼ׷еͬ
һͨĴ䵥ոһճŵУƣֻѰЩȤ
֮ǰ׷ˡݺᡷ£ΪīʥӵܣƽվͲϲǸŵʥӣȻҲҪȥ
һˢ¾һۣüһкüǧֱ֣ӰռĻ
һ㷢ȫƪǴʲôƨʥӣߣӾǸɣֱŶԷСҲƪ˼·ǡ˾ӦǸһʲô
£˫ִݣֻǲ֪ΪʲôƪķҲûֹţͲСĴˮĿŲ߰ðһƬ𻨣ʹʧȥʶ
۵ʱͳȥԼȫͬĸףûҲû˾ܾĿеǣȫȫ֮ӣӱ֮ǰĺ̫ˡ
֪ı׵ؽԭڸ׵ЩضõУһ·Ҳõ˲ŮҲɹĽһĹߣʼĺ󹬡
ֻϳǳ˵С⣬ҲƾǵݰȻ뿪ԽԼس谮͸óｨһҵ
ҲˣʱСܵĶ˾Ͳͷˣ½ϺÿŮô࣬ȱһ
׵ײԽ飬Ҫʵʵоߣֻܼš
ˣȾͲȣϰɣ۶֪յߣֶֿԷҲϲ١
ĥãڵִϳǣʿˣֱʻǰѾн̻ڵˡ
ڸ׵Ĳ֮֮ǰǰ٣Ѿϲ٣ϻЩɫЩĲ̬
ֻһ̧ͷ㿴վǰĽ꣬貵Ľɫչҫοâ·
ʶץ˰ԼͷЩګګ˵ôôÿˣ
˻ţī΢΢ʾ⡣
ʵѾȻΧĹϵħԪȥ۲ܣʱվߵĸףȫȻûˡ
īʥӡ֪ΪЩţѹֳͽ˵̻ʥӶǼΪʥ֮ˣԭ֮ˡ
һ仰˵ĿĿİɤҲЩԣԵŮ͵ǳͶ٣Щ
īüĿڣɲԸͽܣʲīƿ
µĵ˵ͷī֣ʶľͰߵĸ˦ˡ                        
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ûԼīʥӵ, ڵʱڱȽ϶һ
ҲûϾ֪ƶĸ׸ûл̻Ҫ
žɫһ£һֱڸ׵ﻹǶǸ߸ϵм˵ڡ
һڴ֮ͥˣǵĹ⻷û, ֮ǰһֱѺöԴǸе
һеڻҸ, ڻҵݵλ, óܵ⣬ټʱڳĵ̬, ֳԤϵĲƿص⣬ջ
һˣôܸѪᲢۣ
˵Ծ
ʵ̫ÿ, ÿ׾Ҳ¶, ôϲεڰС
³һ˲䣬׵һ۱ƼվڶǰīƣԾĿߵ, бȽ
ƣͲ˼ֲ̬, ΢պֿɼĶŮӵĽ, ÿ˶Ķ˶
ֻǸͻȻīƵ, ָоƺɻָ⣬һͷѾϵĶͻȻͲˡ
ֻǸ׵ԥûþٴα, ŭ³壬Ϊīһ֣㽫֮Ժ
׿Լ˦յ, ϽӲЦ
ӵʿвİĽߣԹǿҸԼһֱŸײԴĳЩģ˲ûǷļĹһʼ׸ǵĸоٺ, ҲֻǸòȻСˣԱпο
ΧٷĿĸǿѹͷŭεЦЦվһߡ
ôţڹߵȱ㣬֮ǰǸСħȻôǰӣϧΪͬѧڹˡ
ֻǸûз֣һֱīߵ˿ڿĵһʱЦݣ׼ۼߵŮʹ˸ɫԷĿͬڸ׵ɨ˸ֱȥ
ǰøձߵһСʿ뿪¾ܸڻԹ۹ܳС»ɲ˿롣
漰ʥӵµ飬ᾯһС
ȷ״̬ãֱ⳱ʪīƽŨĹϵħԪشüͷ΢šȴǿ˷ӭīһڼõĸо
Ȼܿ죬īƱ㲻ȥ۲ΪЩĿܣƺǶЩԾĹϵħԪЩ档
СĹȲīƣҲȥѹֹ̻ĸ߲ԸΪīƳ棬ҲԹ۹һ顣
īܸоΪҵ˵ҲĿİǼʲôΪŵһ
ǲΪܣīʵ
Ϊ³ж׼ĳضޱȵģֻǽδСоȻҲ޿ܣƢҲݣīڻû
ţͷһμ˶ƳŵīʥӣתʱԼʱ޿̲ڱעţĵĪЩִ
ôôÿأɴ۾ȥоץŵֶůůģˡ
īʱֽŵǱʦ̵ʱһʶѿڶ㳤ÿ
Χˣ......Ȼ˵ʵǺ񲻸˵
īƣ......ƯСֻҲʲôֵý顣
վĸɫһЩá
ʶԼ˵˻ܿüͷټ屾Ͳһʱ֮䲻֪ô죬ֻԼԽܣʼԼҪҪʱװκöһ¡
վһԺѩ̸Ķŷͺյɭע⵽ԼС죬̲סεҡҡͷҪȥȳ
īֱҲƯ
£ůĹϣһֱݵϣɴ۾ǹůȫеܡ뵡һһ㶼ˡ
Ҫ֪ϵħʦǱľϵˮϵʺħĴڣԼѧ˲٣ֻ·ҲԼʩչ˲ٶûЧеĻʼʦҲûȴûа취һ㣬ȴû뵽īһ¾ˡ
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ҾȻһ㶼ˣȵĿڣֱīƵֱۣʥӵѵѾﵽ˴ħʦĵȼ𣿡
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ʹõħҲѶȺЧΪüȼīƾͲˡ
ҪһδӴħԼѧϰ˿ٵһУǼΪѵģīľ΢Ц˵
վߵ˿΢΢һЦʥӵδħˣȷŴħʦʵ
˿ˣīƱ΢Ц
ѹ֣ҸԼ˺öζûԼ㣬ԭʵ·һ˲ī˾룬׽˼֣ܸõʲôħܲܽ̽ңһȥʱͲˣһ·ϷôãҲſһ㡣
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ǻԹ۹ΪĴħʦֻǻ𱬵Ļϵħʦ޷ԼСʣ̻īʥӵͷȻҲΪֺ˼֡
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ѩ̺ͶŷҪͷǱߵѾˡīƸ硱
īƣ......
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£ΧһƬţԹ۹ĳУλħʦͽʥ뿴һ
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Ǵ쿪ʼģ׷֮ǰǱĻӦû֪ǻƫͷʹ٣ͺ˯OTZҸĵ12ˣȻҾҪ˹
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̻ᰲõ·, ȻڶǰУȴһûһۿ
Ҫͼ䣬ڹ̻ڲ, ħʦŷͽʥյɭͬһȥ, ûԸ͡
ֻܺһŶ뿪
īͬ, ߵĵѹīƲ֪Լ˵ĻʲôԱ㿪ѯ, ֪ԭڡ
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īƵͷܾܾ, ֻܽܡ
ݵϢʱ⣬īƱҵԼʵʲô֪ķȻν̵ʱر׳⡣
˼ȥīԥãڻߵ˿ʣ˿Ҳ֪ν̵ǡ
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ôһͨʵʲô취ûõīƱʾƺԽԽˡ
ΪƤīƾڷ౺ԼڵȵīƵĻɿϡ
˰ϵķ⣬ԼսԲīͻȻ˸µ뷨
ȥԭ̤֮īǣԼǵһߡ
ʱԼһֱڽ̻лţûڵĺԣҲû˹Ĺעڽ̵ⷽ棬û˶ġ
īƲ֪ħǲҲԽԽã뵽ʿҲҪ֮ʱû֮£ħһȻҲж
̵ôץ
īƵ߱һǾԼǡ
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īԴ˵˼ջ󣺡ԼҪҪ͸ѧϰħ
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׽ħԪأǵġ
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ͬīΪʹõħһЩâȻºȴᴫݵУֻƵĲŪɢָֺܿԭ״
С˵īƻ֪Щ֪ʶ֪ЩӻʼЩ̵ԼǣԵĲ˵ڹϵħԪصĸ֪īƻŵġ
īãʵԼǣܴ֮иܵʲô
˵仰ͬʱīĵԼҪϿҲ飬ʲôûָ̻С˵
ԼǳĬãīƼҪʱڿˣůĸоǸĸо˶һ
Լǵߣ̻ж˸ܵůҲֻһССĹâУԼϤīƵ
ССԼ̧ͷЦīƣĶдɱ˫ۣԼķ򣬵ԼҲ֪ԼԥһᣬȻѧīƵӱ۾
۾һƬڰʲôйâֵƤսȻܿһĹ⡣
ǹī˵ŻѧϰħҲѧϰЩĻǴ򵥵ĵطʼѧϰθ֪ЩȻܽЩ飬翴ߵһС
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˿ȥ֮󣬾ͿīƺԼߣһһС۾Ҳī˵ĻȻĬ˼е̺塣
ֹһᣬ˿۾ԼۣһɫĹâ΢ļĹâȴʵš
磬㿴Ҳй⡣Լ˵
ͷ۾ĺݴ࣬ڹֱһСƬأƵĿڣõǰ˵Ͽɡ
űߵ˿һĵľȡ
뿪ûãԼǾʹһͨĺӱ˿ħŵССѧͽ
ʥӵµһжĴڼΪɢ
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ʱţݵܿ͹ȥϵʽʼڹ̻ѧϰ
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֪ҵģԼҲ᲻ܣôôأ
˵ʱʵֿ̫Լǰ̬ʵ̫ˣ֮ǰ׾ʱ򣬰嶼ѪҪûԼž͡
žֻȤĿŶŷүүħ (ަأ)
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ʱ̼飬֪׶ԼȷΪӣҲûҲ̫þܾĽӽ
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ֻǽ̻īʥѧϰⲻǸ׵õĻᣬ˱ֻٴηֿŮǰ
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Եһͷһοɫ۾ñҪɰˡ
һ˲òӰ죬ԼȻźɫͷ۾Ļǵͬ顣
ԴӼ򵥼仰ԼǴħīƶԼı˼֣˵ҲΪ˲ҪΪԼǵòⲢ뿴ġ
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ֻīøϤ, ƺʲôطˡ
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ʵʵѵһٵ౴ԴīϣĲΨһΪԼ˵ǰԼִ, ǰӡĳգգˮĴ۾ͼԴýѡ
нʣһصĻϰظʥɫʵİɫѾһأ鲻
Ѿ, ֻīζѾʼΪԷѣ޹ġ
ټٹʨӣȫһˡ
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˰֣нʣµĻŮУīƸ磬ûϵҲֻһ仨ѣ˵ҿ౺ѾϴأҲҪˡ
ֻһ仨
ǣһϡٵİ׽𻨣˶ҪõĶͬʱҲǸ͸ĵǸĺ屻Ļϡ
ֻīƵı飬ҲȷΪգĪ⻨ûôҪһʱҲЩν
īƣ˿ʱѡ׽͵Ǳȥɡ
һ׽𻨻䣬ⲢǿЩڴֻīȻüƺԴ˲⡣
īƸ磬ʲôԵ𣿡
īҡҡͷԥһᣬ֪Լò˵
ʵһʼڵ׵ʱīƱ֪ԼܵЩˡ
ΪһʱΣյڻңӦùܾķչҲͼȥıһС
Ǹ׵ĺ֮һ˳ȻĻīƱȫֵȥǵĸ飬īƫƫЩͲסˡ
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Ҳˣīԥ֪Լòþô׵ؽı䡣
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ǣʵѾԶԶīƵԤϣƾǿǹ⻷׺˵뿪ˣŽȥľߣֻûа취ܱ֤ÿһζˡ
īƳĬʱЩĵĿ֡
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淢δģЩǰת
׳һһīĵĻش
ĸоԼעƺЩϣ෴ģһֱעīƣĶЩ΢ı仯촽źϵĻȣһжӡ̡
Լȡ׽͵īƵޱߣ˵ûиԷܾĻᡣ
ƶ˼ãжϳָƺƵǡɫ⡱ϡ......Ȼôô׵ؽǶ׽ͳȥ
Ի󲻽ôī˼ⲻīƵĻе˼
쳶ܿʶ˲Ծĵط
õĳĬţеĻں²ʲȥӲĽεضԭء
ȾöԷЦ־ԼЦ
쳶īĻظ̲סʵ
쳶˵ĴīƵѾȫֵıǩԷҲ˵ˣ⻨͸īƶֳܱԼķҲΪա
˵īҲǲǳʲô⡣
еֵ쳶īƵҲżԻ󲻽⣬֪ΪΣǰ׽𻨱Ӳ쳶˼ͺī֮ԭôĺг
쳶ıӰˣ֪⵽ΪʲôһӦͳеһоԭԼɳĺ¡
ԼͳȥѲɻҪԷֻô飬쳶
ҲˣֻԽԽһīƣһսͳȥԼȫһڵĳס
˿һĿ̣ͬΪı仯ԻΪ쳶һ˿̵񲻺⣬ô˿Ҳδ˵˽쳶ʥӵ·һ
ΪĻֻΪġ
īƵڶλֵʱ쳶̲סˣ죡
һһǴмһ쳶ݺݵĿǶ׽𻨣첽תȥ
ڻûڸϽ뿪ȥԼ̲סֱӽǶ仨ʱӿɾͶˡ
ǵʱҲɲԼī֮ĹϵΪʲôߵһͻȻĹŹֵ쳶飬֪Լĵж༵
ԶˣͷԽѣٻͷīƣͻȻʹ˼ֳ
鲻ǵһηˣϻѾй쳶֪ԼܵĳЩӰ죬ӰīƷһصλãȻľͷˡ
īƵĸˣżʣպԭԼĵλĪֺøС
쳶֪úúõļһԼߣȥʮδīйҲС
Լֵ⣬˼ʥӵ£û
쳶ЦԽеãȻԻȫʧֻʣ޾Ķ⡣
޶˵ʼͷʹӶһʹռԺ겻ѡ
쳶֪Щ鲻ı䣬һеˣһֱĶ档
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Էһīƣ......
ոջЦеЦھͻȻˣеŭīһ
һԭвīƱҲˣ˱ֵֹģԵ޹ʵķƢѲΪԼûл
׻۸Լˡ
īа¶ģȵ뿪֮ҪٶȻصʥȥָƣʱԼҲ㹻ժ۾ϵħɵжˡ
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īƲ֪
˿ߵīƵߣ仨
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˿ĿУī֪˿е׽𻨲ͬڱҧõһ䣬ǼΪϡٵƷīǱҲ
쳶ĵλ仨ͲеģǱֻһֿܣ䳤裬еõĻᣬ仨ȴ쳶ô׵ת͵īƵС
˿īԣȷżΣǰԴīƵ̬ǰ׽ͻȻֽ֮ǧͻȻŭʵͷԡ
Ҳˣī޷ж쳶̬ȣոǵӦҲģǷųǰһ쳶ܽ羫Ѱȫͬǰ̬ȡ
īƵͷ˼˻ᣬеİ׽𻨼ҲԴԴϵͷȵܸоϴ׽ζ޺ģҲܸо⻨洦ôԹҲżá
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˿ͷӦȻ֪׽𻨵ЧжߣҲӦԷȷġ
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֪ΪΣīƾ౵鲻ǺܺãҲ֪˭Ҳл㰲˵˼仰ʹֱӻȥˡ
ſīƵļͷһԵԼգ۾
Ĵܼˣϻ˴һţû뵽ԼͲĶ֡
⻹ͷһ˲ӣȷ֪ٹʨҲĴڣǶеĸСͻȨҲǸ˸ȥˡ
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ī򴽣췢Щ࣬ɵĺҲ࣬Ǹ׺ĸֵעҲ֪˿Ϊ˿һʲô쳶ıҲīͷʹ
Щɻīƻص˷ϢپݵʱЪɣʱڲҪʲôӰˡ
췸˴Ҳ˳ͷīƿɲΪŹ
౵һ⣬͵ҶӣŨڿǵĵһۣ౻ӶŤˡ
ī֪ʲôֶģֲ˶˺
ʳԲݣˣҲûˡ
ĵ౽⣬ӵƬɫƲͷԾԾԵĿԼǱߣͼпٳЩ
ī쬵ĿڣౣԼġ
ˣҲֻˡ
ͺſīϵ͵ͽ²۽췢飬Լǿǵ߾š
һֱ˯ӿʱīԾŰ췢飬쳶ǰһΪ״ʲôʵԵ֪
ⱳմ̵ҲһԷīƵ̬Ҳʮºͣùϵ
û취ԷͣīֻܸԼĿܣȻܰĵϢ
ڿνһʱ䣬Ҫ֮ϻѺܶľܻصʥȥ
ʥ鷱࣬ЩҲܾܾܾģǹ̻ʥӵ£Ҳܵơ
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ڴͬʱڵʥٴӭһȺϤĿˡ
ɫ۵˱ڿУ¶֡
ֻӿŨصĺɢԲ̨ϵĺڰ¶ǰɥʧ˻Ҳʻһ
ֻǲ԰׵µļͱչ¶ܣһһζбͿգȻ󳹵׵ȫΪ̻ǶĻʯ
ȥ˵ͣŴ󲿷ְֽ̻Աᡣ
ԹеߵԲ̨Ե
ʯ̨ϷԽǿڰ񣬺Խʢ
΢΢üһںƿü䶼˪Ż˿ԼĶ
ʱʥеĺѾԽԽǿʢڰΪʧȥ̫ԶѹԴĺ⣬ڲ֮󣬻ҪԹˡ
һȡϵĶذͨ⿴ȥʥޱȣĵм
ذСĵп˺ڰ˿ڴȴ԰׵Ѫɫ٣Ψɫʵʻĺӿ
ãճĺɫѪѵ˿һһ£׼õСƿУѪƿе˿յʥΨһ
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˴ȥҰ׵˿ԼٶȻָ˿ڴһɫѪȴҲβ㡣
طƽûаֶݡ
ѭĻںڰϱۿ˸ӣòŽСƿװ
ʱͬǱʴǵ˪ǵ˿ɱ׵ͬʬ촽ָⷢ࣬ȴֲҶֻһɪɪ
ûʩǣõĿźڰŻ˯䷢һɻ
̤Բ̨ߵ˺ڰߣīķ˿ڽ¡
˾ӸµĿò̧ŲŪһͷ­ԴԴӿĺ΢΢ɢ¶¾޴˿ڡ
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ʱ￴κټĺڰͱ䣬ֻ˵ĸ֪
֪˶ãдһ̾ϢԶȥĽŲ΢òعš
ڰУڵģԲ̨ϵĺڰۡ
Լֱۣ˿ڣɼǣبڱı۰ϣȻһ
Ϊ˲ù̻ɣһֱڶûд˿ڣڵѪѾʧ߰˰ˡ
ûѪҺֱҲʹΪʧȥյģ־öҵʹҪȵľ˲Żͬĵطһľ
ǡ
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һеϲڽ£ܵ顣
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ӵСʥĿɰˣֻõĶҲ֪ʲôʱСʥŵġ
ʥΨԼߵʱžԼ˼
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˵ᵣĵĵᣬһšˡһ˵
һī֣еͷָĺ
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ԹǰԼ¶, ʥеİȫò֤, ᲻Ѿ̻˷Ѿ, ΪͲס֡
Ψһ֪ܵʥӵҲʥУ, ȥ֮ǰžܴһУҪȻҲ˼
ʲô, ԭԤõһǲǾ޷ʵ, ȵڰһ죬ûй񱣻ûʲôõʥӣǲעҪߵ·ϡ
ݺᡷīʱ, ׸ûгɳ, ûܾˡ
ĵط, һֱ, ƶ
īƲΪͻȻѹһʼͺŬĻ, ߵǸڡīơĩա
Ҳˣī⼸Է˼֡
˿翴ԣѯʱҲûõ𰸡
ҪīƸҲʥصɡ
ֻܵȡ
***
ڶݵȱϯһĿγ֮, ֻˡ
īƴп˼Ϣ֪֮еı仯˵йأҲûô۵ϸȥˡ
īƸ磬лл㡣īԤϵ, κԼֵߵߣǳ˵
Լ£ۿе죬Ϊѹǳ棬ī֪ʵĸлô˵ţƺҪˡ
Ľ⣬Ѿײ˷磬˵Ѿֿˡ
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īͷʵȥô죿
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īƣ......
ŸûãҪؼˣŸ߱λħʦͽʥѾ֪飬īͻȻе㵣
λĻܻܿᷢǳĿµ飬һֱ䰮ܵίʱǻʲôīƾͲ֪ˡ
Ըסڻ
Ǹڿºòȥ
īҲû뵽һʱȥĳЩ˵ȻڳΪǺ֮һ·ϣȴ״˼鷳
īƵЦݲЩɬ֪ΪΣڸǰƺһڻʥӱ˸鷳սɫǱ֪ҲǺīƣܳʱԹ۰ɡ
īƸ磬ôˣѹѹǲ¶ԼĴһ棬ֻ̧ͷʱȥīƵɫЩį
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ЦԭǵѹҲɢ
īʱץס֣īƸûд෴ҺҵˡҵҪм㣬мҵһССѡ
ĸ󲢲ϲס
īƣô᣿ϲôһô׽ֻīһ룬еȷûĸס
˵кܶ˶ϲף˵׿ܿɿҪһɿˣһɿˡ
еССĺߣһǰԼЩɵĸ飬˻ǽϷ׸ȥ鰮ʥӡ
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ԴĻīƱ֪ʲôôϲˡ
ͬǿһԸ׺ԵɵϲҲǹ⻷һ֣ʱһ㻳ɣᱻ°ϸס
ֻ˵׵ʵɫ......īЩɻΪǣ츳Ǿ޽еģԴ㹻Ĩɱڰĵز
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īƴ˵ȷһġ
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īƿʼڵǡݺᡷⱾ
īƸ磬㲻ҪûдΪѣķ˸ס˵
ҵϲɣҲκεƭ
ԭɰСһĿڣԹ۹Ĺ֮Ը׵ȫ˵˳
īһ㶣˵Ļ쳶˵Ļһ
˵ʲôīѾ̫ǵˣӶǶŹ״˼
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Ǹոճȥʱǲ۸ˣԼʵ
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īϵϣԽڣ˿֪ʥӵ⣬ֻڹǰܸƽͷᣬο顣
ڵʥصڣ˿īƿʥصĴţīƼȲĳ˽ȥ
˿ıӰͻȻֹסӣعڲĴŹ⡣
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ΧԽԽ䣬īϤ¶ȡ
첽ǰߣӭԽصĺǰ

ΨīΨһĹ⣬ΨܽīƴӼȶȳ
ƿʥڵĴţҪīƵȫȻûܣֻһ˼ǰߡ
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ˣĺڿտʥлصеľֺԶ׼
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ǴſǻɤҲ֪淢ʲôȴǵҪӦڡ
һ룬ǸײײӰѭ˽Ļ䣬٣ˮգŴŹ̵䵽ġ
СʥɳƵ֣ԭã;ŶɢȥֻʣǷݰĺί
лҪ˵Ҵˣһʮ࣬

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Щ΢ɻĻŸո͸ƽīеĿֻ, ˮץǸĵݣȲĳȥ˽Ǹ˵Ļ
ⱲûôǱʱ򣬴ǰû, ԺҲС
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ڰʥУ˻СʥӣûʲôģԼӣīƽĹԼĻ
ͷؿڣڹٹʨӵīƵĿţֱսǿʢѹţ۾īһںڰС


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īƵ鶯һ, һ˲ӳ
۾ϤĺɫķȥΧůȶĲ١
еԺ, ůĲ붯, ȥ, ֻôݵļ˯š
ˣ
ī˵ͳЩ̧ͷ
ʲô, ůˣȴ¶, ˲ûīʶ˻ȥ
OO@@춯, ְ
ˣ
Ƶǰķȵ, ƿ˳۵һ, ̽ͷš
ЩԸīԺıǣ, ڸоʱ˸, ܿĺҲʧˡ
û˵ˣ°
ī˶һʱûʲô, ʲôϣԴһһ㣬ƺҪ˯ȥ
˵ʲô̾˿, ֻЩЩܡ
˯ԽԽīڼʧȥʶ֮ǰԺͻȻһͷ, һ±ʧе١Ķţ
ȽŸīƵ뷨һ£ǻȵӲʵĶԼ˼ԣҲѵܡ
īƴ˿ʵڲ²ʲôطɻ̽
ڵʵĳ°ڱƿһֻĽֺͷСɣؽ磬ڰ̽˼Ȼ˻ȥ
һĻЩڡ
޹ī΢죬֪ʲôƬ̺ͻȻȥ
޳۵ֱָۣһ·£ʱûʶʲôֱץָЩȻСС
ЩԻĿʵˣ
֪ΪΣ˿ڿˮ¹ɳƵ
ڡ
īЦЦЩĵ˿ԭһֱأôһͦĵġ
ɵͦģǾƨɵѵܣǻỹûָоƫƫԽԽˡ
īգգۣͻȻסˡ
Źͺһټ˿̱ץŵīͻȻʶǴ˿һʲô̬
īƣ
ڹؿڣ˾ϣ񱾾ĸߴֽҲīϥǣ涼
Ҫǣǹƺģһ𣬼һСĿռ˵ͬһ¡
ͻȻԼĶʲôīƱʾе㾪ţٵ˯ҲޣѵĲѡ
⣬ΪʥӣͻȻ͹ܽӴô죿XXѵƨָô죿ʥǸÿ޻ǸЦ

ûܻشīԺ֪һŹֵ뷨ԭҲXX
īƣǣȵʲô
ƲԼԽԽţ͹ľ룬һѳȥҪ.վڹǰ⣬ĳֻҲںõȥ
ͷСʥӿѾǹ̬ܵԭץѾĵ˻ȥ΢΢ӣ米ͲȾĺɫ
ֺ£ֲҶͷͼԼС׺ߵСʥӡ
ε̾˿һĺ󱳣һ䣬ֱӱȻڿյīƾһ
վڱԲ̨ϣСĵ££űߵһصӣīƲ档
ΧĺѱɢůСĿռīƻǴ˸£ܿƵĿЩ
üͷһ壬Բ̨ԵīƵĳۣһֱɢȥϵ⣬ϣ˲Ϣ֮ͱīƴ·
ͿһѰ۹Ҫֲǰ󣬻ֱӶÿЩҲ......
īƼ͸˵ţЩȻƿߣ½ϵ˴ӣһ˵ľɫڸ
īЩȻĶ˶ֺôôŹ֣ˣԼɡ
Ҫӹ·һ䡰̧֡͹ԹԵˣڲ
ϹԽ࣬īеĽҲЩŵҲʧûû⵱īȻҲٶ롣
ˡ
ͬЬһīƴϣվҸ½ī͵Բ̨£ϤıԵȻɵ飬ЩŹֵĿС
վ̨һʥСʥӣֵͷ˿űߵĺɫӣĬ˺һᣬĦһᣬֱϡ
һΪе飬īûԲ̨ȥֻŵ˱ϣ氲缦
ãĶߣīʶס˺
īƵĽţһȴûȥķֻʵڣϻ𣿡
ͣ˼ɳƣīּǰԼ˵ӣǻ𶯴ݵϣҲĪĲ
òƽ˼īƸɿˡ
ڣīƻʱ飬ʶû֣ʹ·Ҫ˺ѣӿƴƤͣʱƿ
ʹżĺӲû̵īѹֲסĿ޳
ֱ֣īƶǾԼЩ˵ģʱۣȴҲˣԺеĿԾɴڣΪһжû
εȴ͹֮ŹֵĹϵ
īƱͰѹԼֶΣһԹĻΪ׼ֻҪܴ֣ʲôû
ýʲôֻ˸ţīҪõʲôܵøۡ
ȻҪָʵԼܰﵽЩͷҲû¡
ֻƵıʥأǱ;Щˣһ͹һ
...ͺ˯úúõģԼֵܹһŴһԵøӹŹ֡
ֻܸܵĹ״̬ϵı亮ƺѾȫָȶȣӦ˼Ļָ
ȴ˹ε
Բīơ
㱾Ҫʹ࣬˼Ϊ̻֪ѾѣŻֶμӿָٶȡ
ôʹ࣬ҵĴ
īЩãȻ̧ͷȻһ±Ƶ˶ԷĽ͡
īƣ......
ԽظŹ˵ĻīƻеʹԽ
ʱԼ˵ĻʲôǶҪ˵˰Ҳû˵ڣīҲûش
ΪЩ鱾͸¶ġ
Թ˼ǣҪַͿԻָֻʱЩԼĻȴᣬΣУΪΣҪ٣Բų²ߣ˻ý顣
īʹĵѪǵصʹҵ
Ǻܿ죬īƾͲǼ¡
ָٶԽ죬İվԽټҲԼı仯ڵҪȽʥ֮ǰΪӴҲ֮лˡ
ûõīƵĻشΪЩǺԼˡ
ЩɬⱾԼ̫ʣʲôѡ˶ī˺֮ķ˾޴ĿҲ·
īƴ˿̻ʮʲôѾ˱Թ޵׼
ֻû뵽ָ֣īƽģº͵ֻҪܰﵽˣʲôأ
żβŸ۾еԽǿңǿҸʹ£˾
īƣһıһеġ
ڱ۾˳īƵġ
٣ˢһøжȣ
лҪ˵3000ЩʱʣµģҪô㣬Ҫô°ˣΪұѧϰȥˡ
ȻۣǺ񶼾Űаɣ˵ŰĻǾѾOTZ
ʵǾ籾ͬԭֽĳ˶дҾûС⣬ⲻ֪ûпڵʵûôںīƣ̬Ӷ࣬Ͼ漰ΣҪǱȫԼŻ᲻˷ƷƵʹֱý顣Ҳ鷢ˣŻʶԼ⣬ȻŻȥֲ
ҿҪ׷޻᳡᳡ǲеʹ಻ȷƷ٣ֻ࣬͵͵׷
ʵҪҲ֪ôд᳡
ں۾£۾һ˾͹˺ٺٺ
Ҷˣûʱظӣѧϰٻظ(ħ`)

39

ȥһʱ, īʥŹ޸ơ
ò˵֮ǰīΪýǴ˻Чǳã岻û˴ǰı䣬ؿںͶͷ˿Ҳ޸˲١
ǳڶīƵΣԸīƴĶͷؿ, īѾָ, õġ
ʥЩϵ, ֮ǰ˵ȷҪö࣬ȴȫʮȡ
īʶԼνýڹָĹжҪ, һ߻ڷǳ̵ʱھͳӯ
Ҳ, īҪҪһ, ϾʵԽǿҲԽȫҲ޻
ֻһʹ࣬īƵ뷨Ͳ, ɢȥˡ
īƲ, ƺҲûҪ˼
˶Ļر֮ǰ, Ĭû
ֻīһֹĸо, Դ̬ǰһˣҪ˵˵ʲôطҲ˵ֻЩʱ֮ľбĺܶ, Դ̬ȱø׽
ǰ׽
֮ǰʱĳ.ԵģīƾԼֲóֵ뷨濿
һīƾñȽֵǹĹע۾īʱȴҲòش
ֻǷ׷Ե̫Ź, һûŪԺīƱ㲻ˡ
īƽŵǹںڰ顣
ûīΪѾ飬һǳͨʱ㣬ְīƵǰ
֮ǰĻȻ˹ɻ, û㱻
ԼѾ߹īƺڰ飬īȴ⡣
īȥĺڰΪʲôĿУΪʲôī϶ԼںڰУֹŹֵĿ־ɻ
Ҫ֪ڰȷţΨһ֪µֻīƣȴԼ˹
Ҳɣѡѯʡ
һشͿܱ¶Լܵīƣ......
Ͷ·ʱҲҲԵĽȡΣȴһ㽫һж޷˵ҲҪɵĶϡΡ
ڰ񻹻šīƶ
ļֽţԼҲЩЦѾϴ˵īְ˭ˣ
īƣڰѾˡıԼǾ˺īƵģȻҲϣīƲҪΪЩĪе¡
˼ΣīҲЩƢû
ڰû˭ܱīƸˣҲûСݺᡷⱾˣֻ˵ǹֵʱûܸ˼Ҵסˡ
Ҫڣ͵͵ʩԮ֣ʥˣĻ˵
ôһ֪ʾú׼Լļ䣬ĵϸīٴθֶܵԲĺӵĺɸ֡
һն̲ס͵Ц˻ᣬò˵īƵ˼ֿɰ
õĺܣҲͲ˵Ҫɡ
ʱЪ˵īƣ
ڵȷֱ׳Ŀڡ
Σεġ
ͷβʵ㵹Ը˵˵ʲôΡ
īƵеʱ֪ǣʲôֻСʥԼ˶ѣҲΣҲԼôһɷˣܰСһų
īеķܣǽǸԭԭ˵
ڵĻ棬ŹŰ˳ǳأܶɥԼ״īţԵһЩһ
εҡҡͷ֪վڹӪģûУԸʬڰģǧǰͺһˡ
µȷкĵ£ֻһǳս䡣
īƼȻܿЩȻķˡ
û뵽Լ仹˷Чīһ£֪Լû취˵һʱ仹Щɥ
īʧĵͷΪīΪûа취ξһĴڣȻ㺦£ͲҪվôˣҲңǶᱣ㡣
ʵīƾȻô׵һξǼΪŹֵģӵȷǱŵúˣҲǿźڰ
Σ֪īеһĻǾֵģϾôȥ˺϶ʥأ
īƳһ⡣
Ԥϣīҡҡͷұվ
īƵȷ£Լ׵ȥµҪ
ֻһͨˣû취̫ᣬӵһ츳ѵںڰǰֻһϣһ
ī֪Լʲô֪īʥӡĸǶеĹ⣬ǹ̻īʥӡ
ҽڲȥʥڹߣȴܱסԼ
ֻ
˳ĬīɫѡԤƺԤ֮Уī׵ؾͽĽͲ֪Ǹīˡ
īơ
ī̧ͷ
мƣҺΪҵʥӣҪ֪һһֱ㡣
ڰԶ˺㡣
ͻȻõĳŵīϸЦ⣬ԹŵһֱĶ
ûвصĺ壬δ˵ԹݱҲû˵ֹڰ˺ֻǽСϷȻԼĳŵ
СʥӷȴִֹŲ˿ҲȷֻĻȤڲãŵĺڰΨһĹ
룬Իǧѷľ⡣
ΪĻϲīƣɫᡣ
ڰδϵ˿У˿ɺ˺˿ڣͼÿʱÿҪž޴ʹ࣬ڵõīƵİ֮ؽѹסĥ
ʹδīƵǰչ¶ֺȥʱ䣬ҪúõһԼ壬ܺúõıСʥӡ
ͷīƵĶ˵СһȥɡʥشùˣҲҪúϢһ¡
ȫ֪Լʥش˶õīƣ......
ҿԼ˵
ȴܾˣҪЩգ̫Σˡ
һ̽Ѿã̻ҪǰīƲȥҲܻȥֱī뿪
īȻĵ˵ͷķʽǲһ󼰵ġ
ܿ죬ע£īƱ뿪ʥء
ڵĴŹر֮󣬱ʥеĺڰʧȥ˽еһ˿ᡣ
ʥеĺһӴĺɫУӿڰ塣
ڵ·԰׵ƤɫͬŤ߳ĶۣΪʹ΢΢
볹׵ƿڵͱػȫʢʱڣЩҪһֲĶ
ֻǱɲӣɲСʥӿ
лҪ˵һ
öСɰСjiojioñҪļСצצҼҷƷ
ƷƣǸǸ...ҪǸ
ˮԼ

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ī߳ڵûԶʱ洫ͳĺ, ׶ǾҵĿ磬Щš
֪ǹ˵
ûлͷͺûЩһֱ˳ȥ
Ȼһʼ뿪, Ƕȴûбܻ, īҲӦ͵Żȥ鿴
ڹдĹʥīƿɲ顣
ڵĴԽԶ, ΢ȥīߵʥſڵʱ, Ѿˡ
īƵǰʥصĴš
ĹΨһĴ, ܰĵƬڰж;ǹ̻, ǰǱ̬ҪһģҲ಻ܿص鷳
ʱ, īԼʵȴﲻڰƥеĵز, ֪ܲʱ, ѾԽԽˡ
ī˿, ʥصĴš
ڴ˵ʿһæȥ
ûã˿ˡ
ڿīƵһ˲, ˿ҲˣܿƵīͣЩƿ
˿ī˿ĽŲ, ȴٳû̲סʵ
һ˿Żع첽, ²ſڣʥӵ¡
Ĭһ᣺
īЩ֣²˿ķ֪Լ˿رĴڣҲ֪ʲôôԥ
īΪ鿴ţ˿Ϊţʥӵ£ƺ֮ǰˡ
īƣ
Ȼ֪ڰ׿˴½ࡱǳ̶ȷǳ֮ߵĿޣһ˶ãīƶԣʶԵеŹ֡
ī֮ǰδ˿ֻһ±뵽֮ǰýأԭҲһ棿
ֻԸ̸ֻۣ˿º͵ЦЦ
˿ĵ׵ȷǾȵġ
ڵһۿīƵʱΨһĸоʥӵϷ˼ı仯ȻϿǰӰӣȴͬǱһһ
ۣͨпԭϾͻ״ȷǰһĸоǸݵƤǵСڵԼǡ
īƲһʥĴڣֱ仯˿š
ֻûʣһݾѹ֮ī뿪
ں󷽵λʿ㶵ĿŶԷʥӵ£֮ǰ
ʲôҲ˵ֻ˶֪Է˿̵뷨顣
īƺάʮýʽжЧãīƲ֪ߵ˿Ҳ֪̻ĸ߲㶼뵽ҲֻԼˡ
ʵȷϡ٣һʱĳУӵʵȻϡ٣ûС
ֻҪƥеջ񣬾һȥԣɥǿʳУΨԼĶ
޴ž޴ġ
ûܳģʮͶһӵйʵ˵ο츳ѵ꣬һ־ͱ̻ߺǿҴ⡣
ʵԸ츳ȱһɡ
Ϊڰ񣬼ˣʵҲԶԶǿߣοʥЩƮİϵǴаģ̶ȵƿЩҲЩýɵ˺
īƽ˹ЩûڹλϵԸǿָԵ´󲿷ֶݵϣټʱʹһ鶯״̬Ԥδֻֿ޷ԼԸҲĴԸóܱ֮סýԭڡ
īƵĳЩ̶Ͽ˵ѾԽͨĹʣֻ׺͹ù׽ȫͬתķŶһ޶Ҳױȵٶȡ
ֻܴڵīƣûˣʱҲǶһѡ
ǶԣīΪýĺʹ֮⣬ȾīƵ۾Ӹ߸ϵʥ֮λ
ֻīҲ֪һһҲа顣
ܻ߳Ͳ뵽һ㣬ҲỳϾ˭뵽ǴŵĹ̻ʥӻԺڰǿҵԸᶨվϡ
ڤڤУЩеĹ켣Ƿ˻ĦһĻ
***
īƳʥصϢ౺ԼǸһ񱼻ͷϻմЩмСһ˽īƵĻ˵Լ
ںòε˻ͷʼ׽˵ʱӼҸңҸ˶ĹػܺãҵʱʱҪȥʥ¿
Ȼ߶˸С࣬СҲôҪ裬ʵʨ
뷨ҲֻīƲڵʱŻżðįĹȿīƵʱʲô˴ɢĸɸɾֻһ˼īƻ
ԼͬʾԵĿãĿãĻֻһɵӲŻã
ǱīƾµģҲ˵ڣ֪ûõ֮īǰ֮ǵͱ˽ŵ¡
ſīƵϣСһﻥţҲ㣬ϺȣûЩСģ
īƵʹò˵ƽֹûסֻСһܿͱϵһ߷վȥˡ
īƱ붺Ūһǣ˿ǱߵõϢܿû顣
ײˡ
뿪īƽʥ֮һֱڲԭ˿౺ԼڽĿڸϵĵڶ죬Թ۹Ķ鶪ϳǵĸ׾ʧȥӰ
˿ȥǰûԹ۹ԱĹԱûп뿪ſڵҲûǣһˣôƾյʧϳǡ
˿ĿŵȥѰֻܰѰң౶ԳˣӸ׵ķһ·ųãȻֻص㡣
ڹ̻ĵ̳ʧˡ
īƣ......
¹رǣЩ˿īҲͨ͸ǸֶԶݻ߱λ˴ˣ֮һзϵ鶼Գƶϡ
ܿ죬īҲ˿֪һʥд¡
īƵԳء
翪ʼڣѾȥ£вҪˣֻ֪Լܲܵȵһ졣
ڰһ̲ԶˣīаοԼѾڹ㹻õӡӦÿԽ˱סīʥһôҡ
ҰοЧжīƲ֪ʥеĹеȷ˲٣ȥ̸⡣
˿һỹжãīʵ
ʥȥţīƴ˿̵ݵλûʲôԸĥʱ䡣
ЩԼȥЩĶܱסԼ̬
˿Ҫȥ𣿡
īҡҡͷԸ̵ݰɡ
һᰲȥš˿˵
īӦѷվСһ˻
֮ǰ˵Ҫˣɲʳˡ


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Ĵһ, Ļ֮һˡ
ǸˣЩĴ鿴ϵıȻ򶨣ȴ͸˼ֻҡ
Ϊصĺܺ, ǰй۲ȴͽһп, ЩЦЦ, ûнϡ
Ǹס
ٲǰţ෴ʱı仯ϵˢ֪, ֪ƺơ
ŵĶԾûáϳǳ֮еһƺȫƫԭ
ŵʱ±Ƶ, ȫ֪Щ¶ˮԵôͻȻǰ, ЩŵһֱûֵҲһʱͱ˵һСŮ̬ΪǿӲֱӽ߳˶, һɢ
ҪڶŷͺɭϹͼֱĨɱʱ, Ϊ鱣ס, ʱѾɥȪˡ
ȻΪ, ǿ϶ǶиģôƫƫĵĺϾ
Ҫ֪ݺᡷеǹ󹬾ô࣬׿ɲԼҼŮд, ֻΪʲôӦô
Եȥԭ²ҰûԼʱ򣬸ոշŹĶŷͺɭ޲һƽҪǷ⻹, ЩҲû취Ĩ¾ͲֻǱԹ۹ĳӶôˡ
ͷԷһĸһǻңֲܿƵĸо񣬵Щ, ľдʲôغܡ
ĲһŮˣŮ˱Թ۹֧֡
ҵǣûȸԼ˼·µԼĴʧȥʶͳ֪Ĺˡ
ױﲻܳȥչʳ˴Ž׵ĳۣĹ̻һ֪ӦûϳС
ֻǲô׷ʣûܴӶԷĿеõõϢΪʵ㶼ʹֻͽ͵ı
˼ԺԽš
δпģûյ鶼ܶ˺ŵĸ׵һοʼԼ
һֱοԼǸףⱾǣܾôչҪߵ۷塣
ô˿Ҿֱѹȥˡ
ֺޱ仯ӳţֱһ죬˽ȥ
˿׾ŵɫ¶˰ЦݣˣҴȥ
ˣһͷˮʲô 
ֻʣԷͲԸӦˣûа취ĸֻܸߡ
һ߳䣬ǿյĳȣȴֻˣκοش˵صˡ
֪ΪθİϤУһӦĹ̻ƣ˿̺пܾڽ̻֮С
ۿɼģƺĵطȥΧװԽķһֱ󣬸ױǣһ֮⡣
·˹˵˹ˣ˴ˡ
˹ɻûпѲǹ̻еĴ
֮󣬲һţ濴˼ۣɣ
·ֱ˿ˣ¸վſڣߴٵĿ£˵һ
ڼΪտĵյţÿһĵط
ǰߣڼߵĵĻʱͣ¡
˵£˹л㡣
ᣬƺڿѹŲʲôȴΪԼˡ
ǣ׹
϶ˡ
һ̣׾ͿüͷаûںӵĻ棬еĲŵøһ顣
¡
εѹ׿ԼϥʶԼ֮Կ
ҵײԺ󣬶ĺӸ׵Ķͷ
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ЩҪ˴ˡɫЩȸ׵ɴ˵۾¶ģŷ˶ѹơ
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϶ˮͺˮǱĲӣȴҷ
ϥһѿˣѹԼʹĸ׹ڵϣͷ̧
ǰһߣƮǰĻ¶еֻϧڵĸʲôӶ塣
˹ǰǱ꿴Щüôˣ
꿪ڣ˹˲Ѿͷˡ
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ӣײ̧ͷڿǸ˵ӣȻǹ̻ˡ
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˿˵˼ƺ̫á
īƵھ͹ȥ
ŵס𣿡˿ī, ɫмֵǡ
ΪɲǼ򵥵ħ, ȫ߸˵Ը
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Ҳ˵ʥһ֮īƱʵ, ʹһᣬħҲеƣ
ʶһ㣬īһη˺ôȻ, ǸоΣһ۾һѡĸ˭֪
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īƣڰͽ
Ϊȣ΢΢Щҡ
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īƴĳĬᵽЩʵմ֪ʥеģҲŹĴҲ֪
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, ſڵϵĽ˻ֵ̿ĵͷԼһĻԼ
֣סڱǣϸܵѪĭؿںǰ, ȾһƬѪȺۺ, ɫԲ԰ס
ɫм, ü𿴵óѾЩˡ
찲ɭСĿڣˣȥš
΢, ڵĹڰɭǰȥ, ǹ׹, ˼ʮӲıʯ
ǵʵǿ󣬺ܿڴŵ·ϣҪһı, ܻŴЩĵ߳
ڰɵħõ, , ΢ı֪ʲô
ɭ˼ʮ·ĺ, ÿ˵Žеħֳȥ
ʮ׳һһӹͷƤĹ, ޶µ΢΢Ӳëӽʵı۰𽥸ȫ
, ĽǳڴϣɺŽթĹ⣬ֻڿϵ˵ʱӵβͣɢȥ
ɭԭ, ҲһͬȥΪ峤ʵǿˣ룬Ǿ̷ڰ
汲ļǽǲǺڰõһ壬˿̻͵ǰúúϧŶԡ
ںڰʱǸİӡ󣬲пһǽĵλ
ɭϴ˼ģˣǲĳϰһˡ
ıۣ°ɡ
Ψպڰİɭֻ뿪
ûԱߣЩû֮ǰǿѹţٴѪڵɫԼм˿ɺ졣
⼸˦׷㹻ͷʹˣķԶҲأһǣīƣľҲ
ڸոգôһʱܲǹīϵԸˣûþٴγ֣ȴҲȲǰǰŨֻϸһ㡣
뿪ԺѾ˿ʼҡīƵˡ
ֶҡûȡĶЧīȻ˻ɣȴվûг׵ķ
˱á
ͻȻʲôƷ¶һɫķ˿
ŨĹ֮ڻ谵ҲӨĹ⣬˵ص롣
ī뿪ʱȡµģǸʱԼԤеˣǴηֱ֮īƻܾö޷ˡ
ۣƷ˿Уƺϵʹ඼ˡ
ֻûãͲ԰׵ɫͻȻӿһĨ죬һԼĶͷʹࡣ
Ǹͷ­˿ѾϣʱǴҰ׵ļȴѿ޷ֹ˿ڵıѣѪָʳɫĹӷ϶ڹԺ﷭ӿ
סԼ壬пһԴ˼
ʹòˣ亹촽Ĩ˰ԼĶͷ˿ڿʼָӿĽⱻϵƤڸǡ
ûãٴλָ֮ǰ侲ϺָѪκ
ֻɫǰΪɲ
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īԥ˺ܾã벻֮ţһֱϡ
ʱһȥڰյϢѾ׿˴½ӽְ̻Աһֱƽÿĵ鶼ˡ
ī˼ᣬԭΪµԸ˶ԺڰĿܣīŹ񽫺ڰٴֻǳǳһЦһ䲻ʹĻش
˭֪ڰٴθԺʲôʱ𸲸½ս𣬵Ѿŵİϵӳ֮߳Լվӣһսüޡ
뿪ʥºīƻعһʥء
ʥʲôûУûеˣҲûеĺɫ㺮ûУͺЩ䶼ֻ鹹һûаڹļ
ֱʱīƲǾ仰˼ûڵʥسֻһͨĵط˹ϵħԪ΢ŨЩûκŵ㡣
īҲԼɡ
֣ȴûõӦ
һ֮޹īƱûκγԡ
ʥദõǺڰǹ񣬴ʱѾ뿪
ûͣãīת뿪ʥء
һֻʥͣô̵ʱ䡣
ȥҲüΪƽƽīƶǸͣոһյһʥӡ
Ѿ࣬ԴīƸԺ󣬼ЧȻر죬ôҲõ°ˡ
ԼǵĸҲθ࣬СҲ֮ǰǰ㣬Ҫֻ࣬ǶīƵһ
ݺᡷкڰ̻սʲôʱī벻ʱܹԽԽˡ
£̻Ҫīʥӵļλ䣬֮ǰҪôڰ֣̻һĻ֣ī֮һҪôǵ£ڼδ֮ǰ˷۾⡣
īƼѾںˣƺѾ
ʵϣīĵȻһ뷨ƭǹǺڰ᲻ῴʥദķ϶Ź
̬չεزΨһָĶֻ
īƳõĳĬţߵ˿СһҲûЦ⣬ҪīԼȥοǡ
ʱ˹īƹȥ󷽵Ľ̵īƣīƴĽ̵֪˲ٹ֮÷ֻǲĲ
ƺϹ̻˹ĿǸʥʥӡ
ʱһһţÿһںڰϢһ£ʲôطշʲôǿԼʵ
ֱһ죬īƸոõµϢ
ڰ̻սľѾսĵһӻԹ۹ƽԭ¶
ƽԭԱ߱بħԨڰȻ֣ѾبħԨе黽ˡ˿˵һ㲻öԸˡ
̻ͬӪΪ֪£ֻԼʵԽǿ󣬲лڰǰĲ
īƲ֪بħԨʲôҲ֪Ǵʲô
˿ĻΨһĸоǣһˡ
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鲼ƬľǰУǱ˫϶ųصľڵ֮ӿնȾһ˿صĺɫ
źºڷĺڰɫҰףüʱ̹Юһ˿ͣƺʱܷŭ
ˣϢѾųȥˡСĿڣŭ
һƬţôһڣϳǡ
ǣˡ
ΧڳΧİϵ￪ʼ˷ܣЩ̻ᵱһֱڴ½һǣδƵԶȺ
ںڰཫЩ½Ҳ쳣ļǵĵսխĵط
бηŵϲŭĺڰۣĿΨɨָƽ𷢵ʱŻһ˿ᡣ
СʥӣڹԹԵĵ
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صĴ, һīڴ˱ܿףѩ̡մԼǸѰȥ˹
ճ˹ӽյĴ߳ϵ
ѩȻΪ̻, ݵӰ, һЩܵ˹Ӱ, ֻ˵󲿷־˹¡
˹ˣѩ, ֻǳϻ᱾øԤڲߣѩ, ƽ, ҷīӳ
˹΢ЦſĬ
ѩīȻʴӱ׻Ǹ, ʵΣյǰ߱סԼ
˹üһ, īƾҪν̻֮λ, ֪ǵĿʲôĵλʱվ, ûиվĻˡ
īǹ̻棬żʽļڴ½ϵĹעԽ֮, ټϺڰ˵˵Ŀⶼϡ
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մĻͬ⡣
ҲмλϿӦͣͬ⡣
......
ѩûκ˷ԡ
, ǻģû֪˹ʵжǿչȴפ˹ϵʲôĳҲ֪ѩ̲һǣѾﵽ˭
ѩīʥӣ뱳Ρ˹ÿ˵Ķ𣬡ǺڰĴҲͺ塣
ʥӱվīƲУ쳶ǰȥ
˹ĵҪīͳȥԼ¶˼в
ѩɫֱ࣬תȥ
˹˦ȥıӰº͵ЦЦձ㵽ˣλҲ°ɡ
ĳȺ뿪Ψմ
˹ˣΪִҪīȥǰߣ̲סʵ
յǰ˹ûԼʵ뷨ұ֤һϢ٣ΪīƱ̻ǰ
εľȣ̲סʵ˹ˣīƵݣǰ߲бڰӪעˡڰҪ֣īӲġ
˹ԾǹŹֵЦ⣬ȴûӦ
վǰ˹İĺܣʱ˹īƸƵ̬ȣվʵǺϲī
ȻϲΪʲôīȥأ
īǸϲĺӣΪ˹ҲҪԼ˹˵гϻʱػߣ޶ȵıİȫ̫ˡ
󣬻մͷ뿪ˣûı˹뷨
Щϣ˹۰īƣȴҲԸȥðա
īڵڶʱ֪Ҫǰǰߵµġ
ߵ˿һ˲üīȴһ
һˣȻһĵһܱԼԵĺá
ѩô˿ҲŵΣա
īȥǰߣȷԹʿӪƣӹɵīҲΪڰӪǰİӣڰ֡
ֻǽ̻´˭޷ܾ
ǰ·ΣǶīƶԣʥӵͷξ;޷ܾôõ裬īԼԵƽࡣ
˿еľź˿ģȥʰɣǾ춯
ûа취˿ֻ˳īƵ˼
౺ԼߣϢʱ򻹲Ϊʲô˿ôġ
˺һصīƵߣɫëɣѾ˼ٹʨӵģͷȥīƵģౡ
ԼǲʾīƵࣺҲҪ͸һȥҾġ
СһīƵֿʼＷ
īƿЦã
һȥǻ֪ôϸȥһߵ𣿵ʱܾͲǸ߸˵ĳΣǸȥˡ
īСһ˵ˣԼȥǲ֪ǱΣհɣһСĿɾͻ˵ġ
ˣСһûµģԱ߷š
౲۵𣿺ڰϲСʨˣһһر졣īƴ˴౵ıӺƭ
ԼǰͷīƵı͵Ц
ʱҲ˲ٺڰ飬ôǸλôģ»ǰǵСûѻƭأɵӲŻš
Դе뷨û꣬Ϳӣëըһš
Լǣ
ī౵ĴԴЩҲֻɰСһڲڶôŰɣȻһֱͷ˭ɡ
ɿɰĴʨС౺͹ɶµСԼǳаʱīеЦ㡣
īмǵĴڣǰߵΣһ˵ģǲܰСһȥ
û취ֹСһﻹкܳ·Ҫߣɲܸһˡ
īȰ˵౺ԼȴȫĻϳǣִҪͬȥīƼװҲûκЧ˵ౣԼҲҪ˶ĸ첲ϣá
ûа취īֻôӦˣĵȴѾ⣬ʱ͵뿪Сһ﷢ֵʱӦѾǧ֮ˡ
˿ĵģȴΪ¶񻶣ֻҪīȥˣʲôϾ¶ӭж⣬ڰǳ顣
ĪеĲ֪ӶǺڰӪ޷ġ
īʥӴӳϢݵߵʱЦ˶
Ⱥ˵ؿ̫ˣ̻ǼͷһƣΪǸɾĺأ
˵ʥƯĺܣŮ˻ÿ
......
һʥӣҲ֪ţǰժԴͽȥҲʥӵӡ
˵˱˫ڣֻĩмɫԵмаһ˵аЦݡ
θߣòԶϵĺڰԱʾԼġ
ߵ˴Ķڵǿߣһ˲Զĵԣι״У볣˱޶ҲУܱڰ࿴ۣպ۹ʱõ㹦͡
˻һ˶͵һȣǰ¶棬ԼҲ󣬽úܡ
ֻһ룬һĲҽ֮Ŀ֮±εѹ࣬ѪĽȾΧһƬء
нĶȻļЩ˻˼ԭػζӣǰУҲͷϵΣӶȥ
˿ڵʱ䣬һҪӦ͵ļϵס˺һҲҶ
˭Ҳ֪Ǿ仰ŭ˺ڰ
ҪĹʥӣ
ɳƵевԶҶ³
֮󣬶żǰС
ڳܱϵŲʱдʹĵͺֹסս
˭Ҳ֪⼸ǧڰ񾿾ηֻ֪ˣƺǰǿҪ߱񣬽ʮֲҡ
ˣû˸սȨ
ֻʹúڰһԵӣñŭ粻һСľпɱ֮
ΨĳЩʱвŻм͡
ɫӴĶǰţ˵׺ֲбİϵۼһǵĿϳǡ
һߣīƾҪˡ                        
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峿ĺīƵ, ʱ޿̲ںڰУԴĻػʥصĴ
ֻʥس֮⻹һˣڵʥؿտյһϤĶû£īѾܾûȥˡ
еȨ, Щ˵ѹ
ʥӵӵԼȨȵ, ϡٵĹϵħʯ޶ȵļʩĺǿǿ, ֻյīʥӼòҲϲϴЩ׸, ˳ǰ׽д֮⣬īȫ֪Լν
õȨȵʱ, īڴ, űıʯмֵģôıʯԼǸܻܲ׺Ե֣˿, ٳǰδ֪Ŀ־廹ӿͷ
౺Լǻ˯, īû, ҪЩʱ, Ҫû˻ܾ
ʥӵ£óˡ˿
̻ƿصħ󼴽׼׳ǡ
ǧʵǿʥʿ, вħ˫޵츳ߣͨħۻŮҲУ⻹аλ̺λ, ǽΪīʥǿĺ֮ͬУ׳ǣֱƽԭ϶ˣԹ۹Լص۹ڰĲӻ, ֮иְԱӴ½صķֵǡ
էһīƴƺΣտԣҲֻ֪ǰеīʥӵΣС
Ը㡣˹Ŀڣۼʱ궼ᣬ֪ԼȴȻûа粵
ͺ˵ЩйīƵĸ߰ٵġ
лл˹ˡīƻص
ѩǱߵ֪ʵ˹µԺ˹ֹŹֵ׺͸о˵ֿǰ޷Կˡ
ǰЦбºֵģī֪ȥǰ޷ֿҲʶᷳ˼֡
ɲ¶κ
˹˿ȥħ󼴽
ǰе˽϶࣬ǹ̻ĴҲҪβУīʥӺһǵһߵġ
˿վīƵߣҲԲȥʥӵΨһһβԸӵīƵ
౺Լǣī˦
īܸоΧħԪؾҵĲŤΧĿ仯ɴռҪǴǧ֮İǳء
⻹īһ߳ϳǡ
ħ󼴽ȫЧǰһ룬һûĽܳǧһ֮Ծ봫С
ɫĹâʢǧʧԭأֻʣ¿տĹ㳡
վڲԶ˹ɫá
ոսȥٹʨӺǸԼǵС˵
֣ٹʨôȥǰߣ˹üͷ
׵ٹʨӱѰҪĶ࣬Σصսϣû˻Ϊ츳Ź෴Ϊ̻ᴫΨһʥޣ¶ĵһʱ̱նɱ
ΣٹʨӾܶϾһ
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ճĬ˺ܾãֱ˹΢ۿʴȵΣա
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յʹͷ˹ı飬òջ̽Ŀ⡣
һʲôϢݻ֪ͨҡ
ǣ˹ˡ
չӣǰԶ˲̧ͷͷ߳һƬϸܵĺ顣
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΢΢ѣлعīƾЩȵʵ˿ʲô
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ѵõûлشīƣǰ˼ѻͷСһԼѾ˵СֻЩߵţǱ̫ǵʣƫƫͷۻĶá
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һ̣˱㿴ֵʥӵȨȵڱ..Ű.èͶͯŰ˿ҷ
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֪ոжΣգ
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īƣôīߵѩҲͷһؼīӣȻȵΪСֻ飬ϾĿ֮ǺܶģۿǽٹʨӾҪˡ
ѩǰսߵλ֮һû취ı˹ľȴѡԸǰǰߣϾ̻Ĵ̻Ҳ˵ҲҪʲС
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˭֪ڰľΨһĿǹ̻ĴӪϳǣز˭ܺһ˾ǧˣǰѹĴ½á
ӪѪҺϳǵ֧īʥִĶĿ֮ʦ
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ϵħʦһ޼ʵƽԭһϣڳ̵Ĺ֣һ˹ĳǽĺڰ
Ϊ˺ڰϣֻΪ󲿶ӻûϵֹϵһ࣬ûѡƹǽ˴֮зŵֲᱬս
īƵĳǸӪһ棬ʼʱһΪһսʿľ֧Լ̲סˡ
īͷһôĽӴɱ¾֣ǰһ뻹˵ˣһܾͲħ޵צ£촦ֻŵԽԽŨѪЩѪⱻпͺֻһ⣬һֻһ⣬˫Զĵˡ
ī֪Լ޷˼ӦĲпᣬ̲סԼȥÿһһϢдˣЩдһϢħӶ˿˽ᡣ
ȫ֪Լ˶εīƳĬţԽ
Լɸ߸ϵʥӣֻԼһͨʦ౱ǱİȫԼǵī߾Ա
ڰһֱû֣īƲ֪Լ˻սᡣ
żʥǸȻսʿǸߺֵʱ¶ģʽ΢Ц
ڵҹīߵͻȻѣȫëը𣬺вĺ˯еīƾѡ
īƾôˣ
ӦĲ౵Ľĺųǽ̮쳹ҹա
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ͬˮӿİϵǵཨķ߻񣬿ͷȳǽҪߵľԳӣѹ˿ĳǽĺ˷
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īƸϵǽϵʱ, ѾȲȥϵΧĲŨĹϵħԪأû㹻Ұ
ʯ׹˵İͺһ, Ȼ
ʱ˿, Լﲻס, ժ¶дֱȥֻĺ޷е, ֻܽҰ۲죬ڷбš
ƵλڱԵ, ҹɫ, ӵصϢԳħ׿˽СαװӦٶȱԭֱƿһӣ˺ʵķߡ
ǰϵаĴ, ںڰ֮ǰȸϵ, Ϊͨпǰ·
ͨĹϾͬһ, ںڵëͬʵ, һж赲⡣
ֻЩӣȵλѶҲֵʱ㿸סˣֻܷѷͷȥ
Ĺ˳϶ȥ˹, īƻǿͷͻȻֵһɫľ޴ĳȥɫħԪӿңԶľҪԼͷ, ס˺
ʹİ쳹¡¡ĽŲ֤ǾԳԾɻţȴҲ㹻Ĵ۲Ǳ뿪
ΧΪӪǿ߻˵˶, ֻīƴĿա
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īƵҰһΪĳνħ뽣İء
ܿ죬Χϲõĺɢȥʹ.Ͱ¹īƵĶС
վڳǽѿڵıԵǰĻвˣеֱӱԳȭͷ࣬Ҳб׹ʯҵķ飬ߣһڵŲ֪ʱľԮֻڿƶȴĵȺعĻ
鷢̫ͻȻ˶ڰȫıûо֮ġ
ѪԽŨأԭԱĿյرһѵĳǽǣѪӳûЩϸשʯʾǴĲ״
ʦޣīԼҲȫ첻ͣЪƣټ֮ĵҪ࣬ԶжӺ󣬼㹻ҩʱάһƽ⣬µ֧Ԯִǰߡ
ڣǸīȥİõѾûˣΣԵȻصġֻҪ˳ʧϡ
ī˿
ƽԭҹĿӳǽѵĵطӿ룬ĳ½ǣңԶĵط޺
ʥӵ¡˿Щǵǰ˲ûлӦ
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ɫսȾīƵĴǰīƵĴߣ˱¶΢¹¡
ɫ԰ףīԼҪɫЩˡ
īʵЩտأĳֻܷʱտʲôĶҪվ
īƿӳʥ̻ĺڰӦù⡢ˮʱǸҴڸУ˿ͻȻͲôԼĲ²ˡ
īƵĿĶͷϣǴ԰׵ļһɺѿأƤֻΪʣµһûôɲ˼С
ؿҲһ΢΢½ڵѷ죬ڰѩԿ̽µ˿Ρ
īƣ......ѾӳʥôˣټһͽΪʲôıң
ôˣīĵ׵ǷŭͻȻʧˣһǰĺڰһͻͻȻȥĸо
īƵ۾ǱǴĽɫͫųڵĻ䣬Ӳƻϵʥ࣬˼졣
ʱһʱ嶯īҲͲˣٶһ䣬Ҳᷢ顣
ǣסīƵ֣ͷȥõϣɫķӶ䣬īƵֱϣɫĳһ
Բīơ͵͵˵š
īƵֱīܸо΢⣬Щ٣ƺʲôʹࡣ
īƿԱߵӰ̲סüͷ
úԥĽԷ˦˿Ȼͬûڵһʱ֡
ī״Ʋʵôˣߵʱ˿ڶ˲𣿡
̧ͷ΢㶣ƺû뵽ʱīƻںƣЩĲŪͷǵ˿ס˴룺ָ۾
ѹõͣԼЩϿ˵˷ܡ
ָ۾......
īʶԼ۾ǹ΢΢ĲнԼֳ˳
ĳĬ̬ȣڵǰˡ
Ϊ˶ݵķ˶ȴһжص˴ǰ
īлģлȥ
ʥǺڰǹֻҪûк飬ǺͶԷùϵܴǳսлڡīơǸ֡
ʱʥǸīΨһϣ
Ҳ˻۾һ·
ϣߵ
īգգۣͷɬ
Ŀֱ۾ʱȴ֮ķ˵ٸϣˡ
лҪ˵Ʒƣίĺ
ڷƷ˵žǼʵʱը̲ǰҷζ

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ϣж, ʧͻж
īƾϣѾĹˣһ»ı
ʣµһÿ춼һ·, Ȼһ쵽֮ǰֶѻľ޴ѹֻԽԽ, ԽԽ, ûȵоĵͻֱӱѹ塣
īƲָоˡ
һʥ, ܹѾߵزŲ˲ټ尾˵Ҳһֽѡ
ʵߵһ, ȫĴ
ԼҲ˴, ֺ޽ģҲŵǸᡣ
īЩʱ򿴵˭˭һ뵽Լ۾ԱĶԹ
㻹, ҾҪ, û˻ô, ʱ׵ԭ¶Է
, ٸϣˡ
ϵıԿƵıˡ
Сʥֻǿ֣ǸΣī̫, ѵеĽ͵Ļ˵ڣֻ֪׶ж
īƣ, һıһеģһ۾ԭӡ
ʲôֲˡ
߶߶˵һѣԼ뿪һ΢˵ɫ仹мȻ
īĵ˵
Ļ, ʱҪ۾⣬īƿ۾Ҫһʱļ
ϣĿīƣõԭ£õϿɣīƵ￴Ρ
īʵжٰգ
ԥһᣬīע£æɣ
ΪһīԷĵĸʣϣܱûкãīȴȥֱӱ۾
ˣҳܲ𡣡
ɵİգԶһʧܵĻᣬڵī˵ûжϣԡ
īƣңҲѿڶ仰֮˹ĳĬ
һ仰īƺޱȻŻӡ
ī̧ͷһۣеѰϿɵЩЦԷǣ˾һָ۾
ûƭīƣֻõ˵ͷ
ʢĴİϵīƵŰ۾ҲȾ˺ɫ
ʥŲɫʣǹ̵̻飬ī֮䷢޷׵ظ߹̻ᣬûа취һУīƴʱٵֵĸԴ
ӡڴ۾еĺڰ֮ƿߺڰ޷κΡ
Ҫı״Ψһİ취ǽīеĺɫ뵽ıǾԸĹϵħԪ³ˢīƵ塣
ڹȥ֮ûӴĹϵħԪһУϵЩŨĹ֮ó
ֻҪܽȡٽīƵ壬һоֻʱı仯벻ɱüĿ
뷨֮ôһЩл϶ͷӴһ㱾ֻȡ
ʱûκһ֮ȫƾѹţȴһǡʱȫȡ
ٹʨؿڵҲǼΪŨĹ֮߼ĳɵİա
Ҳֻĳɡ
ҪаٷְٵİվīеĺڰīֱӳΪؼϴȫȻĴ⡣
ֻǹŹٹʨǿҲûãǧźͺڰĲϵУǼҲûпʹһ˳Ϊ
뷨붼ûûаֿܡ
ֻȥĳɵĿԡ
īüãȵִĶͷ
ѵ˿ֻǴīƱ֪ܵʹ࣬⣬ȴЩ֣ǺڰΪʲôҪԼŪôǱǹʥӣʥӣȹңѾƽˡ
ûҪҹɫޱȵ
īƵߣܵĿ˵ҳΨһʥӡ
īƵһЦʥӣǺڰѲɻܰұɺڰʥӣ
û˵ԳĬӦԡ
İ취ûа취īƻָȻڼδϱɱ֮ǰīƴߡ
ȥĵ̣û˻˺
һ죬īԸԸ⣬ߡ
ֱֱīƣе뷨īҲˡ
īƼֱ֪Լ˵ʲôã뿪ڵʱ˵ˡ
ǶңÿˣīƵͷܿ񣬡мˣҼѾϰˣǿҵ㣬ͺʱȡǵԸҴǵ
...һ˺ܶˣǵһԥ׽ҵġ
رġ
ڰơ
Լǲ׹жȤηȴսսĿߣͼǲΪۻȡôվı
ںЩͰ˶͸ˡ
߸ϣӵǿͳߵĵλȴҲһλڸ߿գ塣
ںأںҲںʵʱֻĿĵڿһ˵ĴУʱȡ
õʱǵʲôҪ󶼻״Ӧ鲻õʱֲܣҲܻԶֽߡ
еͽܽڲп棬ɵվߡ
ֱصȼսƽȤűơ
ߡ֣ÿһĴʻ㣬˺ڰıǣʦַĹӪߺɨڰĿںţɨܿһС
ֻ֪ⳡսΪʲô
ΪɱڰΪ˸ǿƿ硣
˼թ˳⣬һĹΪֱ̣Ӵǰ
밵ȫĴڣƫƫλûԣֻʱٴδӳʱ򣬶ԷѾȫͽƫˡ
ΪĹ̻ᷴӰǵƶ˹밵֮档
ҲȤţҲȤž޲ֶ˼˿
˹֮Ҳˣıۡ
Ȼǧţڵʥкڰ۾ǰĹ⡣
һʱĺ滻һµͽִԣȫͬ׾ٵıǣס
һֱΪԼֻģһжʧȥʱʶԾ
ûôҪһ˵Լ֣ɵ
ˡ
һ飬һ¡
ԼߣûҲУԸΪһ˫˸Ӷۡ
һΡ
ڰɫ԰ףһ֢֮ˣīԼʺŴϣΪôһ¡
ܿ죬Ӳĳ
߰ɣˡ
ĺڰĬãĴ߲뿪
ȥһÿϹʥӵķﶼв֮͵ãԭռڴϵֻӵϣԼȥ±ǸôŬķҲ޲
īָˣ´ȥҲûֹһС
ٺںڰ뿪֮ǰѵϵֻټīҲùˡ
īƵļδ仹ʣµʱµϢǰߡ
̻ĵ̡ϻǰսЭһͬԿڰ
˹ˡ
лҪ˵ʼˣǲµôηƷƵ۾δ֮ǰҿܻһУ

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ǰīʥӡˡڰ, й̻߳ǰߴϢ۵δ˵顣
ôڹ̻ͳ֮£μǹĹѫͺڰ񣬼ںڰɾ˼ǧĽҲ̡
½ΪпĹӪ˵, ڰӪ˵СĿ, ЩڰѵĴبħԨĺڰӵǿʵ, ںڰͳ˧Ҳܺ͹Ӫսƽ
ڹӪĹٳδֵ£ڰѾվ˵ǰ, һ˵ĴھȫĨƽӪʵ
ֳֻƽҪһǰᣬǾǺڰʵһչֳǰǿ
ûС
ڰսʱǱӱ˿, λ̸ǿ, ڰŴ⣬ȻĴԾвڳÿһˣȴҲʲôԵʵѹ
Ȼʲôԭ, ֪̻һܵλ֪ڰӳʥʱѹǧδʧ
ʵ֤Ȼ˳ȥ, ȴûа취, ٹʨǧĽҲԼ˹ͽ, ˺ڰʵҲù̻˻ʤĿܡ
ںڰҵ취ڵָ֮ǰ̻Ὣ㾡ȫ, ֱնɱ
һΣǾ֮ǰԾɱźڰ壬ϻٶһͬ⽫ڰ񳹵Ĩɱľ
Ҳ, ˹Ź̻ĸں̵ܶʱھ͸ϵǰߡ
ľٶҲΪ̻ӮһֻĻ֮ˣŻΣʱվ
ˣīʥӻ³˹, ׿˴½Ϊ̡֮
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ī˹ĵһʱõϢҲ֪˵ĿΪΡɱڰ
뵽⼸ҹʱȻīƲ֪Լô졣
־˵Ϊתƣīȫûа취˵෴ȴһֱڱıԵǻ
ʱʹʱʱĸͷīƼƭĲʹѾԭˡ
ʱ˹ˣī֪óһ
īƼ˹ʱʵǳޣһ֣һһȫīеĹֻīƶһݵĽ䱸˹ĺܡ
˹ʵīȫûиڹ̻ӵôȨνصĳϻҲʹʵ
һȺˣսǸˣ˼ȷ֤˹̻ĵ֮ī˹ĳϻȷӵ߱
Щī;ʥ֪
īķˡ
һ˹˶ΣգƽһеīƲԸڽֻ֦밲ֵַĶȹȥӡ
ֻǣһϣûг֡
īƿ۰ַߵ౺ԼǣͻȻЩϰߡ
īƣ......Բ
ڶīǰȥ˹
弸Ҫȫˣ֮ǰħĹȵĺ֢Ѿȫʧ
ʱϵĽһʹīȻܼȴҲıܿ⣬ûѯʹ
֮ȫĽ䱸ţſܴڵٴϮʱ֮ˣʦ˾ΣòīƣһֱϢ
˹ˣ󲿷˱ٶת
īƣˡ˹
ǵģ˹ˡ
ٿʥӵһģǰмֳĬԣڿ˹ʱҲֻǼ򵥵ʺ
īƲ˹ཻȴͻȻָоմʱܹǵߡ
ȷǵߵ˹
̽īƼΪܣֻܱ¶ֺҲ֪Ϊʲô˹Ĺעֻܾ˸뿪
˹źۼĿīȥıӰĿԽ
̻īʥϳͽǵİսǰҲʱ޿̲ڸĹЩεԸϣԽʥ
˹ںܾǰͲīϵı仯ֻǽְ̻ԱֻҪֹᣬԴԴȴ΢С˿ƵԸ壬Ҳûʲô⡣
īƸϸǰ֮һοϵεԸǰҪٱ
ǰ˹оݸԸһʧˣ˼ڤҲûó𰸣ȴû뵽ʧⲿ־ȻīƵ
˰͹ϵһֻܷһԸ
̻һֱΪ֮λŬϧⰵս֮ǵĹˣҪֹ̻ڰ׿˴½ϳߵĵλµ뷨㵮ˡ
ȻλչƬĹ̻Լһʵ̶ȵĽӽȻвȫԼĲȱ
Ǹ˹
̻ĳһɹɹںһƬƬ˹ʮ֮һһڹԸȻĿɢؼ䡣
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˹Ȼעīƣȴֻī뿪ԺȥīƵ飬ԸĵõҪĴ𰸡
īܵЩںڰԺ߳ϳǵıΪԼǰõı֣˵󶼼ǽӽˣƷò˷شš
ĳЩ̶ϣֵĹ᳤̻ϻ˵ֻǹ̻սľģ˹ȻѾ֪ǰҪһ᳤̻ϻᡱǰ׺˱īƣ˹еĵλΪۡ
ĴȫԽīȥ
һֱԼԸ˹鲢ôȻ˵ȴȻ˶īƵĹע
Խǹע˹㷢īƶвԽԽЩԤϡ
ڰһֱ̻ἴҪҲܸ㹻ʱָ˹ǰߵĵ죬Ӫڰ񷢳սҪһжϾ
־ٴ벻ֻǱҪֶΣҲڶڹ̻ĹС
ֻ˹û뵽īƼֻ򵥵վʲôҲ˵öĿ⣬Ը˹ļֱ֤Ʈīơ
˹ȫ޷ܵ顣
ڰһ˳ĻںڰȥԺýһİĺˡ
Ͼ·ǹµġ
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ʱ죬īڼ
֮ǰһֱû֣ڹ̻ڰӪƵʱ򣬳ӦԵҲֻµǿߣǱ˳棬īԼЩǲǳʲô¡
ѾīƵǰ
Ȼ˿֮īƱϣҪˣѾ˹ãӦټȥˡ
īƣϻѾˣ㻹ǸϿ߰ɡ֮ѾƽˣȫҪЩ顣
ոշû뵽īĻЩήңܿ񣬳ī˵Ѿ׼ˣǿڿʼ
ʲôīʵ
Цſīƣ᣺ָ۾
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ժϵİ׽дʱ, īٴο
ʱϵ˿ƺˣīܿĵط, Щԭ繵ְѺѾ, ɿݵıԵ΢΢ĿҲûıһۿɲӡ
ò˵īڵһۿʱһ
˵ǰ¶۾, ǰҲֻǵڶ, ϴοʱû, ־޴ı仯īľս
ʱīǰĺڰͺ;ƿһ, ʱܵ¡
īûסֻ֣ǿ˺۱ԼĶͷҲʹʲôʱôˣ
ԥһ᣺𣿡
ֻ΢΢һЦ˳ߵīƵߣֻһۡ
ī֪Լ, ûа취һĻӲĳҲᡣ
û, ⷽ˺֮󡣡ī˵
ҡҡͷû£ֻҪȡҺָܻܿ
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ֻЩûиīƣҲīơ
ʥīΪýͻָһʵҲ˹ǰȥ鿴֮ǰʥĺڰ֮ջԼڣҲѹסΪԼʵĻָܵвʼ궯ɹ֮˵׷ӳ졣
ԼϢֻ֮Ҫ룬ʱӴĺڰ֮ڵĹ֮بħԨʱ
ǵط̲׿˴½ŨİϵħԪأķ֮İϵ鶼ĻоȻģȫ㹻Ļᴦϵ⡣
ֻǲٹʨӵǹܽ෴ģҪһֱӳǵΪֹ
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ҪȫͰȫĻа
īƣīߵĻ޷Ҫ
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ѩлں֪ô˵ǰ˵ɢȥ˹˵īƱ˹µȴīֻһܺߡ
̻ʥӵ£ƺĳЩ޷ֱԵĿѣԼСīʥӡĸֵĶŷ֪С֪ԺΡ
ЩīƣҲв⣬ȴҲûеһʱȥ෴ģǵĿīĺڷСкϣĻһɫĹâǹâ翴ǵ
ٹʨӡ
̻Ψһʥޣٹʨһֱ̻رţԵüļʶ
ǹâǿƥѣȻȴޱᣬû˵ߵǸӡ
üѩһ˵ԥУ˹ǲȴһѽ̵ϧʵڿЦ
ػٹʨӣϵ𣬷Ըīʥӣ͵ظɱ
ֳϣɫպѩǰ
ôǻҪΥϻɣѩգעǵУ˵
գֳϣīʥٹʨӵԼˣ״˹˹֮Ӧᡣ
վڿߵһλ̿ڣգҪݣ˹ɣ
»Σ飿ԥһᣬŷѡվΪī˵
üͷһۣŷ£˹̻ڲˡ
֮ǲ˸ԤǵľһҪɱīơ
ѩֳϣԴ̻ʵκ˺īơǽָ̻̳ˣλ֮ϡҵľ飬ȵ˹ϻ
㣡һٶĿֳŭɶ
άţī˵жǼٵġ
ѩ̣մ̣λǰīڴллǵΡ
ſڵִվˡ
Ҳûбѹѩ̣īҪʧˣһ˾ɲĿУīժ۾ϵİ׽дѾûʸν̻֮λˡ
īƵǳǳЦݣ˵ʲôҪ飬˵Ŀⶼε۾϶á
ѩЩƲסԼ壬嵽īƵߣĶ۾
۾ô᣿ڰʲô
Ӧ΢΢ܿߣѩп˱˺ʹࡣ
ãīƵҵ˻ָʵý顣
ѹ֣ѹ˹ϻΪ㱳˹
ʱ˵ĺڰǰҪīԼʥʱҲ⣬ֻǱīƾܾˣ˭Ҳû뵽ȻôҪǱǿīơ
̻ʥӵ±ڰۣ۾Ĵⶼûˣǹ̻ĳ衣
༸λǿߵ棬λֻīƵĴ˹̻Ĵͨ죬һŭ֮±Ҫīɱ
Ÿ֣ͱεĶԭء
ͳĺѹں޶ӴĿֻţЩ޴ѹ˵ж
ڼȡˣǿдںϵḶ́ԼǵĻ߳
ͼ˺ˣķŭ
ɫĹëڶͬҡҷĻȼգ౵˼֣ȱڵϣʵצڵϷصͼ˺īƵÿˡ
λ³ϱ޴ѹĶԭأٹʨԽԽϹ̵ȶȼҪǵ꣬ǵ¶ֻֿ
ౣ
Σͷŵīȴڡ
ƣǿ޹΢ɳƣԳϲ
ĻʮٹʨջȥĲӣصߣſĽűߣЩĽצӣ΢е۾ȴɶԶǼīƶֵĳǡ
ѩ̣һ˴һɣīƶߵѩ˵ҵû£һչ˺ġ
Դſڵһˣ˸ǷֻǷʱգֻܱš
ǰĺ̻뿪ˣѩֻεȰο뿪ˡ
һǿ߿ŽյĴţ˼ǧ
ǹ̻˹룬īʥѽ̣Ǻڰֱ׷ȥʥٹʨסīʥӡ
һжУ֪ʲôġ
ڴʱǰ׷ѰȥļλҲˣǵȴû˹Ӱӡ
˹أ
һλɬЦЦ˹˵ٶ̫ˣǸû׷ϡ
ֵǣƺȥˡ

ƺبħԨķ򡣡
лҪ˵ҲҪţһжģƷƵ۾Ҫأ

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˹ڼǰ, ͣһһ
ǰǧȴܷɣͷȻڣͷ, ˹֪ڰûдŹԼ
˹֪īƺͺڰĹϵ, ԼܴӺڰάпǣ
뿪֮ǰһʵīƵȥǣڰж, ںīƣҪ, Ȼӳ졣
ƫƫǺڰֱ׷, , һʥӸ벻ġ
ڤڤ֮У˹вԽĽͷĽ, òǿϵʹӿٶȡ
ڰΪֻʮ֮һöƬŸǿӲĶ, ҲҪϾɱ, 뵽, һöƬ
Ǹ˲ƭ˹֪Ϊ档
ֻúڰһöƬֿɵãйبħԨϢ̫, ԹǼն֮أûҪ֦Ǵȳɨǰ֮ǰ鿴
öǷ˶˼֮, ˹û뵽öȻԼϡ
ͷԶ𣬵ǹȴûаů⣬纮֮, ΣΨǰĻ·
بħԨ˹̾һʱʧ
֮󣬺ɫŨʣǼƬգ׷ѰżȫɢĹ֮ѾѰ˴
˿ڻ޸ȻѾʲôҪظҪЩʱ䣬һ˹ڵ
ֻԽ׷бԽɻ
˹Ѿƽԭ򣬼ĴӪȥΪԷ᲻֪㣬ʼΪԼѰټǼ֮̽£֪Լû
˹Ҫδ
׷Ѱ֮£ȴͻأһط
˹ǰبħԨ
***
بħԨľʯѴ±мͻʯͷֻҪ...
˹վڴϵĻʯϣǰһ׵ĺɫبħԨ
еİϵﶼ֪ж˰ϵеǿ֮⣬һبħԨٲȥɴ˿ɼΣտɲ֮
ǹŨĺڰ֮˹ֹǰ
˴ڰ֮ʢʹŹ֮ϡʵᱻԭܸڰãվʱȴҪˡ
ǽ׷Σûڴͣ
ĴѰã˹ҵ˸˵ǸطǴȻɢȥ¶ʯټ֪ȥ
һبħԨȻΣգֻҪܵõöƬڰȫκβ
˹ҧҧԾڵԨС
ԶԶ˹بħԨ
Ȼ׷ҲһǧϵبħԨɱʲôģ˹ôǾҪبħԨʲôðôΣҲҪġ
بħԨŨĺڰ֮ѵĻָ֮أͬ˹һЩ谭Ұ෴ȴΪṩҰ˹ϲĹ֮Ũˮĺڰ֮ɼ׾֪˹ȥ
һΪƫƧڣż͹Сʯͷһ·ҵ˴˹ʧڡ
بħԨ֮󣬼ôҲû̽ɾһҲûʲôȤبħԨֶ߲ǺټҲ·һҪȥ̽һ֪澿ʲô
ȥ֮㷢֣ߵѾˡ
ĲֻһСط㸲˺ܴһƬΧһԲνеһж
һʱκβá
Ϊ˹ķѾ޴ĵֿȴܿͷ˲Եĵط
ⲻ˹һµļ
ʶδ˼֮ȴòʶ˹ҵһյǸ
ε⼤ɨ壬΢΢ȥ
ǡ
Цһѹ˹Ŀȷֱ˵أԭΪմ˴ý
بħԨ£öȴûϵ鷢֣һϹЩЦá
޷˹ںϣȴûа˲
Ϊ˹ʮ֮һĹģΪ˸ϾɱҲΪīƵ۾ƺһ֡
ʮ֮һƬܱ֤īƵ۾һָһöƬȴԡ
˹η壬ΪģҲԼֶΡ
ʱˣ˹ںҪʱ䣬㹻ʱ޸Լơ
ĿǰϱŵĶߣȥŨİϵԨӿ
˹ҵ
***
Դһҹ󣬲˹Ǻڰûټ˭Ҳ̽Ѱǵټ
ӪǿȥѰ˹ȴԸԽڰӪΪİϵǻڴ˴ƺʱΪǵǰ֡
˫ֽ˶ݵĺƽ׶Σû潻档
˹ʧǰǾ仰Ӱ˶Ŵ£˵ʥı˹Ҳ˲Ըţֻ˵޹ġ
ռ
īƵж٣Ǳڷﲻ
ٹʨߣûܴߡ
˿ԼҲܽӴ磬һڴˡ
ֻк̿īƷ龰ҪһѪ
ǰǿдںϣΣɢȥԺּǹ岻ܿƵķ⡣
һʼΪǰվīǵ̬Ҷ̶ȼߣһԺ󣬾ԼǶܲˡ
ʱʱ̿ҫž޴Ĺâ۾һī˯Ҳ˯ţܳʲô۾ҪϹһ
ֲܰͳȥѱһߣһкǱɱ
ûа취īֻܰͻ˽Ȼö˸ʵʵڻǰһƬ谵
Ա̻䱦౴˿һӽ˽䡣
ʥӵ£ȻûκϢ˿˵
īƶ֪׷ȥΪʲô˹˶ȴûϢ˹Ӯ˶ˣ֮Ҳ෴ʱȴǶ˶û
īĵȴпʼ
뿪֮ǰ౸ոΪǹ˯ҲǱȥԼǺ˿æȥտ౵ˣīȥʱ򣬱ס֡
īƿһᣬͻȻֲ˲īƵ촽īʵʱѾ˳ŵ뿪ˡ
ī΢΢촽ʲô˼ֻϣƽ
Լǿĵģֱס
ʱī˶δܲڡѡϵĹ⽥ɫƤëȴԽĶ̣СЩëʧתɰ𪽿۵ƤӴٹʨͻȻһƨС
СƨƿͷĲίͰ͵⿴ȴûһ˷Ѿʵûס޳
۰
ݵͣЪһᣬЩƣ౽е˻ͼԼౡĿޡ
ڷīæİ͹˲ʲôˣɤĿʼ۽С
һ±ƵıͻȻ˵౵īƣû˸ԭٹʨҲܱ˵ġ
ķͬͻȻСһĳλʦ
˭ΪʲôīʥӵķͻȻСҪ֪ǰиûУ
Ѳɡ
뷨Ժһţֿ˼Ƿķ򣬸æܿˡ
ĳЩԾǰд˼ۡ
***
ʱţ˹ںöƬвա
ǰδеǿ˹̾ԭֻƬضԼƿأԴԴϵԸӿ塣
еĹҪǿʮ֮һĹƬֱӱˡ
ʲôΪ˹ΨһĹ
ȭͷ޾ȼŵûȫǷԾҪʱںϣʱǿƥ׵ؾʹ˷ڸϡ
˹һۿıĺڰ
ʱ˹ûаη壬ʱĵһͷȥҵڰ񣬽ǰ趼Ȼٴľӽڰһɨգ硣
û뵽ڰȻһֱŵĶ⣬Ҫϱʹɱˡ
˹ʹͼĨɱĴڵˣҲ׷Ź
һɱ㣬˹ɤӿڣҲ֪ʱīôˡ
ɫУۣɹӰѾڣ˹ںʱҲץסÿһÿһָơ
˵ǻصȫʢʱڡ
ֻ˹˿̵ȴԤ֮ϣںϵöϹƬƵһ۷塣
˹īŭȴ³ˡ
˹վ˹ǰ㣬ڳĵһʱͻ
˹ЦЦЦڣôӣ
ǧǰĴս֪Ϊʲô𣿡
밵Ľ֮ƽԭԵѾλȴǿϳǵģҪĸӪĵ̡
˹ŹȥļأĿ󣬿ɫ΢΢̡
˹ˡ
ӿĺɫ˳һ˲䣬بħԨƬնڱΡ
ҵĵԣ
˵Ρ                        
лҪ˵Ѽô۾ֱ۾һλѽ

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⼸, ī˵ĳסȫķֻǱӦټ౳ֵģһҲôƽĹȥˡ
ͻȻεԽĵƤ, ̶̼, δһСӤӱ˺ԼǲСĺͯ, һֱԼǲ֪Ӱ쵽ˣҲĽԼòͣ, һжԾԼǿ
Ŀٳī˵һǳ˾ȵ顣
һʼСӤôʹ֪ԼǺܿӦ౵ģֻ֪ǿʵϻǸƤĴʨ֮, ٴͲ, һǰ㡰ĺ
ֻϰ˺ٹʨӴܵԼȴÿÿ·磬ϿûβͺëץӲı˺üΡ
ѵȡõ౵ⲻ, ȻһԼǺһسˡ
īʹ, ⷿһ˲֮, ˶Ͳ, īÿֻװһ޶Եӿ˴á
īЩֵЩͽÿضһƿ̣֮ǰûеģ౱Ժ󲻾ȴˡ
ī͸Ĳƿ, 洿׵ţ̻мֺ棬֮ǰûţ̣֪Ϊʲô
ֻǿÿ챧ƿȵͦĵ, īҲûˡ
īƶԣﲢֹһСԼȻҲҪֵһ룬ÿÿ౱ſƿӻŵʱ, īƾÿҪһݣǰҲεĺܣҲÿڡ
ûīƿڣţ̾ʹһƿƿ
˿Щɻ߽֪ΪΣܾøղͲλŮЩŹֻ֣ʵʱԷѾܿˣҲֻܻˡ
Ŵ۾ƿŻΪʱϲĶˡ
ȫ֪ĵطСϢǰ߷贫
εĽһקűϼֵ˵Ļ
˵ʥӵкˣ
˵ʥӵôкӣɲҪ֮ǰĴԣʥӵ¾Ƕˣ㻹ͽ
ǲǣ㻹֪ң֮ǰʦ·ʱ洫СӤĿˣ
ôܣ
ţǰȥͲ͵ʱҲǺˣ
ʥӵ߲иڷСŪˡ
С˵˿Ůϣ
껰ûԴϾͰһƣ㻹˵ⲻīʥӵƷУ˿Ůûôõһˣ㻹ڱǣ㣬ֱ֣
æǸֳֹģǰûΪʥӴأ㻹ҡ˵˵ǺӴܲʥӵԼģ
ҿ࣡
꿴һּϵ᲻ٴôʲôʥӵ¾õˣһ쵽ЩûͷûԵϢ
Ҫͷ
Ǹո˵ʲôīʥôˣ
Ϊ˹æµѩҪȥīƣȴ·ĳЩԽܵϢ
īкˣ
ѩһ£ϵ򶨵ɫάֲסˡ
ԭԭĽԼ֪鶼ѩ̣˿ԶȥıӰĬĬ
ã˶ִһ£һĲ£ںˣ̴סˣ
֪û취ֺֻõЦЦƨɺͷһһ硱Զˡ
ʱߵīƷſڵѩȴҲǰմ̡
ѩһŹ֣ʵôˣ
ѩԥһᣬ֪ò˵ȴڴʱ洫СĿ
ѩ
ԼǸɵĺӣᳳ֣ҲģǸ˵ľԲԼǣֻһӡ
Ӳ֤ǸΪ档
ѩ̿ſڵλʥʿۼǵĶмΣ֪ǹҲ֪ԣ룬Ѵ¸ա
֪ࡱգ
ˣһµıһ˱ˡ
ҪȽȥմɤ˵
ѩ̵˵ͷСĵš
ܿ˿ţѩ̺մ˿ûע⵽˵۾ֱֱĶڴϴһŵĺӡ
һϤԼǣһȴǴûġ
ǺŽɫĶ̷¶ֺģһ˫ȴĺܣʱΪԼѹڴ϶Ĵޡ
ѩ֪Ϊξ⺢ӵ۾죬ĿǺӽɫͷƵ˿غɫͷϣЩԼ۾
λ̶ͷƤ˿
ãѩãڿˣīƣ⺢Ӳǡ
īƲ֪Ϊλ˾ȣ౴ԼǵнȳҲˣ⺢ǡ
պѩ̲ס˿ڿˮ
ౡ
պѩౣֺе죬ƺ
Ҳûٹʨӻܱˣ֮ǰҲһī˵
ѩЦֹīƲ֪Ҳ֪ô࣬ͻȻֵĺӾȻٹʨӱġ
ǵı̫Ź֣īƻ䣬ѩ̱˵һ顣
ıīƺ˿ˣҲ벻౵ļҲЩԲôһϷ
īƣʲôʱҪ౳ȥ߼ˡʲôģðЩԶɢȥ
еĲ²ˣѩ̱㲻ںԵ£īƵ۾īƣ۾ʱûа취
ԹΪýýǸܻǼˣҪ볹׽֢ûа취
ȶĽ̻ʼδں죬īûлˡ
෴ģһ죬̻Ҫǰīơ
˹ӰһֱڶûѾ׶༪٣īǳϻľ顣
īλ̵ĺ⣬ֻ΢Цŵ˵ͷ
īƣҪʲô±ֱ˵Ķƴǡѩ˵
īƣҵȷһҪ鷳
ʲô
īƣһЩţɡ
ھᵽµվָѩ˵ѩҪһͰţ̣һͰ
վֱӣֱȻһԲŵĵԸʵ֣βʱ౽
ٹʨڽ̻бҪʲôʲôĴڣû˻ܾ
ܿ죬Ըˡ
ѩߵĿٹʨӱɵСƨһͷԽװţ̵Ͱ÷һĹ
īƣ²ʲôٹʨӣţ̾
Σ౵ԽԽ泩īȻޱ߼ʵĵĹ
˵ڼδ俪ʼ֮ǰһУƺҪʳˡ
۾һ¶īֻԼ̻࣬ʲôϵʲôϵ
ںֻȫ
***
ʱŴ˹ϰϻмЦ⣬Ҫö͵īƵС
بħԨܣ˹ʵǳջȼԼսپ˹״Ĩֻʣö
ǱǱҲĸˡ
ڼδ֮ǰˣ䲻֪īƸϲϵϼδ֮ǰ޸۾Ȼܸˡ
Դīȥû˵ĵطںö񣬵ƫƫҪīĿ֮ںĴڱǡ
·ĳЩʱ˼仰ȴĵī˺һ¡
ȵȣҲ˼죿ǲǰ¶ûĺӣ
лҪ˵Ҫȥͷܵộ
ҲҪ

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Ѿߵ˽, īֻж̶һؾ룬ȴҲҽȥ
ǰȻ˶ĵطͣ˻ᣬû˷ĴڣЩƽʥʿŮϾʱһ̸Ǹӡ
ͻȻֵīʥӵĺӡ
, ְ汾Ķ, ˶̸۴, ˵īƻģȴúĿ⿴¡
īʥӺͺڰ޹ϸ, йϸҲǺڰ⣬ǵʥӵ¾Ǳǿȵġ

ǿǿһ, ӵһ¡
ԥ, ĳвб޶˵ĺڰڽݡ
īƵķһֱţֻȥĻǷֲ˵, ȴڵһʱ
ˣڿĵһ, īƱ㾪ϲվ
šȼī, һʱȫЩ, ۵ı
뿪ʱޱȵǵġ
Լ뿪Ժīƻᱻ̻裬, ʼʱԸīƵĽ顣
֪Ҫıīε״ҲҪı, īơ
ī֤һԱԼȨ뿪ˡ
ڵȴ˹߳ߵǶʱʱ뿪ȥ̽īƵϢӲÿסˡ
뿪, һһ룬˹пǸʱȻԶݣ޷بħԨ˹
ֻīƴֻ
´ѶǴϢҲΪǰһöڹʵǰ˳ӵʹӶԵ˼οЩʵ֮
ȡ͵ī֮ǰκ֪йϢ
˵ǣ˼ȶĿˣīҲȻá
΢΢һЩţ֪˵ʲô
īվǰ촽Ҳûٷ
ʱ䣬˹ûϢڰͬûϢս˫άŴƽ⣬ڵӪǿ߻īΪܺͺڰǣϹϵˣܵõϢٵÿ
ΨһϢԴ˿ÿͷ֮Ķݽ˿֪Ϣ;ȥ˰£ҲûõʲôõϢ
Ҳīһֱȵǰķ˿ġ
ǳĬţīȿڴεĶӣ˹ڡ
˹Ѿˣа취۾ָֻǿܸϲϼδˡ
취īգգۣʵѾӦԼ۾ɫʡ
ڰ׿˴½ǶںɫĿܣΪ׻īƶԱȲ෴ģɫϤɫЩʱ뵽ĺڷۣмС
ӦУīԺпյšȻԼǵʱָо뿴ȫͬ
ͷЩ˷ܣΪû֪Ϊī׼ʲô⽫īҲ
˵Ҳϡ֮ҪɨڰȻŹ̻ߥޣȴҲͷڡ
ǿ˶׷ĶǷ̰ܰ
Ҳһ
̰ϣīơ
īʥӣСһߣֻ֪ʥѾ㲻ˣҪģֻҲ֪īϵõľʲô
뵽Ը⽫öͳȥһȫ޸ī۾£һҲīߵ
īƵǰδеᡣ
īŵЩҲʸֱ׳վߡ
֪Ѿʸ
īƵһ仰Ҳû˵ԺصЩ䣬̲סĵīôǰһ
֪ΪֲʣīҲĬû˵ֻ֮ľȻ̡
־ҪīƵգһ԰˰ڰͲסˡ
ⲻǱ˺ĺڰ𣿾ȻǱˣ˶ֶţ
ʹ˵
ôţӴһԾСƨһĵļϣӦʱһҧͷ
ˣʱҲǴʨʱϰߡ
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ȻһСƨҧˣѪˡ
֮ǰĹīƵĺӵ±ﻹֵıQСƨɫͷ۾ϤĶĵҧڡ
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ֹīƿԾצв౺ѪѾʵͷֱ飬ոЩ˵ȫɢȥˣӹ౾ͺѵһȻȥһ˿ڡ
ݺƨɵſԼǵʣ۾᣺ǻˣֻ뱣ˣΪʲôҪ򣿡
౵ĴɻԼ౵Դָƨȷ磬˵ܸħַֻ౺ܵˡ
ȻǺڰ񣬵˸ܶ࣬ôҧأԼʵ
գգۣŻͷһīƺ˵ͷҪǸ˴յһˣûס޵ĸˡ
Ǹˣ֪Ϊ϶˵ɿڣ౴ı˽ԼǵĻ
һŴľ룬īƽ౵һ֪ΪʲôôΪٹʨӣ౶ںڰűܵųɡ
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лٹʨһ֮
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ī⻰һһԵ˿ù
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Ļ˵һͱԼס죬ƨְһ¡
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СҲһīƺ
ʱٿīƵʱ߱˼֡
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˿Ҳⶫ, ҲŴ۾Ŀǵ⣬Ŀ¶ִ֪ʲô, ȴҲⶫжá
Ϊʲôīʵ, ʵѾ֪˼, ȴһ䡣
Ϊ۾
˵ʱм⣬ͺһʲôҪĶ
īƣ֪ʲô, 㡭ô׾ٵİ
ЩĶīǳһͨ˵̬ƽ׵õ԰ġ
ҽö
ס, ͷסĶͷ, ؿīƵ۾мұ˹öƬܲ۾ָ, ȴһö͵ҵǰ, 
, õõ
âǵǰ, ˵īƿŽߵͻȻۿ΢΢졣
īʵͲҲ˹һ, ϵĺôɱ㣿
Ŵ׽ԺīƾͺѴ˵ϸܵ⣬ûɵĺ, Щֻţ̲ס׷Եɡ
װĺӳɽīƲԾĽķŲЩ
Ĺϵ㹻֧īƲ֪
˿һֻڶСΪƭ, ΪԷǸ̽ͷֻǷǸ̫ȥӡ
ü㲻ᡣ
ʵڹⲻȥǾǰһҼˡ
īƵͻȻ죬ЩЦš
īƣʵðźܴķա
˹Ѱöʱ֮ǰǿֺص˹ʮ֮һΪֻҪīƽȫںϣʵҪǿ
ī˵ٵֻ
ļį̫ˣҲ̫ãͷһγһԸȥһԵˣɲԷôʱȥ
˵ⱾĴֲҲӦҪĴжҲĸԸ
ţīɱǾ͵ĵһҲ֪īֻɵĺˡ
ī˿գգۿԼ§īƱһսͽ˻öм׾ûīƵؿڡ
ȻѾϲϼδ䣬ЩհɣȻҾͲˡ
ѵƽıЩҪۡ
Ϊˡ衱ͱԼס屻˿ԭأʲôˡ
Żī۾ϵºɢȥ𽥱ࡣ
Ҳ¶棬ҪȥౣӦòܾң
˹ںʱ򣬶ڻΪĹܰȫսںϣīǰߣ֮Ũ
ȻǰһɹڣīƱʵֻ̫Ҫİܳںϡ
ĺڰõѡΪīԴȪҲīƻǵڹ
ҪժīƺͺڰĹϵͲκ˷Ӱīںʱڣ˽п̽Ŀⶼ⣬޷
˿Լûа취ı̻Щǿߵ뷨ֻٹʨӿԡ
ĴڼȽ̻󣬳ΪһµĻܣҲǶ˵壬ǲ׳֡
౵ӵȷȱǲֵͬĻúöһЩʱҲֵԼʲôڡ
ССĺڵϣѾ˲ͣɫĹȼϵٹʨƾճ֡
౻ͷ۱ڰڻīƣԥȥˡ
˿Լǽʱطʿûиǵģ౵ע˿
īƵ𽥷̣Щ͵ĹӳУīơ
ˣʲôʱ֪ԼҪ
գһΣΪЩʲô
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īʥڵĵط
̻һ̺ͳȷֲԾģīʥӣȴֳЩ飬λֳʶᷳȵܵǹʱȴ˹ĳĬ
޷󼰵ºͶһУбǹֵ˶ǰδеůУů⽫ǵºͶ޸һص˺ۡ
˹ںһöƬʱܹ
ǳļ󡣡
˹𣿡гϷʡ
شǳĬ
ٹʨӾһԵݶϣſţʵΧһУκͼĶΪĵˡ
˹ɱ˺ڰ񣬻һöҲȥīѰϻıӻٹʨӡ
ûܿÿһĶٹʨӷצвֻԼǺ˿⣬ľѩ̺մҲС
ֻʶǣͼʱֻ˦˦צ߿Ǽλ̣ͱ˹ҧԴ
Ϊ̻ĳϣø߸ߵʥв㹻Ǹܵ裬֪ݵҲ۹⿴ǡ
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ȷǹâеīƣȴ֪ΪλˣҲ벻ǰһС
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Ĺָᣬٵīѡͱ֣ܿīƵĲͬ
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κ˶ᣬκ˶ϻۣҲκ˶ͺñ˹˵Ǿ仰ʱѩһʱ䲻ȥīƣΪ˹Ūʲô
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ڰ֣ȴ޶ЩеЩ񼣱й̻Ӱӣ²Ѿɡ
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ĵ׵뷨Ҫһ̽
˴ҪӦɵĻ
ͬʱµϢڰӪͻȻ˶λǿİϵǰ߶ҲͬоһҪʲô
ѩնһѾ˾ϡ
ѩһн֮ǰκ˲˵أڡ
λϣо룬˹Ƿ񻹻ţīһҪġϣԼտżλԥḷ́˵
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޾ĹâУࡤ㡤˽ӵţûһ˿϶
ɫͷʹۣ˲仳գڵ˼貵Ľɫ
Ըý顣
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ҧֺ˻ǵһʱ˻Ӧ, ǰսЩ, ʮָա
, ˣ
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īˡ
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ʵҽһѭת, ÿһѭܸܵƺǿһ֣ǿһоա
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īۣԼֱۣһγ.ĿĻѲá
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һӿǹ
ī̲סʵ𣿡
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īֲ̬֮ܵЩΪ飺ΪʲôҪƣ
һûʣǸڡ
ΪӴĵطö࣬ý飬ԵĻҺ޲ð˶
īƣ
Լʲôǻò̫ת˻⡣
īƣҺ߰
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īƣͽе
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ϣⳡսɣ
Ըǵīʥӡ
ǰ໰ԽԽָ࣬ԸĶ䡣
񰡣֪ڵܽʲôʱܰң
Ҫһӣ
ͣԡ

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ĳôĺڰӪȻˣǲٷΪ֮һת
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ûѧôһīĽ̵»ǰУһоͺһõչȥ
ΨһЩͷ۵ƺȫͷʲôС¶ҵ˺Ƥ֡
Щ౷ģīƵȰ˵ҲܸıǲĿԼҲסౡ
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ĳһٴκݺݵĴһܣȻѶīƴϡ
߶ֶŲֵīƱʵౣΪʲôôأ
ſīƼϣͷëǰܵʱͺһ飬Ϊ֮۸ң
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һ˼ǵǸ˵īƻʱͻȻΪʲô
쳶
īƣʲô쳶
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ͻأĸоΣյ飬ֻߵһ˶⣬˹, Ϊڰ, ûвİȫ, ָо㱻Ϊ
ЩīڰӪⳡս⣬ȻҲ֪, ˫ͽŵѾߵһ̸ЦǢ֮Ծǽ, ͬˮ
κһͻȻȴĲɻ, īǱѰһĽ취
ܸܲɴ˵ѾԺˣͽԽܡ
īƵ֮һѩ̺մ̡
ī֪ԼǸͨ, ĳЩΪȫͬԼļ, 漰ͳεĲûжٷȨ, ǧ겻, ˼ǲֱܲ˱Ļ˵뷨
ҲΪںīƵԸ⻨ʱЩ취Ľⳡս
ʵҪīƶںڰӪһЩЩͬ, һԥĳԡ
ЩԼһڷ۵ˣԼǵ¼ΪͽԺɫ˸ߵ̶Ժ, ȻԸΪǧƫ߽⣬˵Լô˵ĳīǰ֮⣬ɫȻֻһ, ڵɭ
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˵ͽƽദֱǳ˵Σƽīͷʹѡ
ѩûʲôǶմ̵ӡȴôá
īƣЩɵ˹ˣȻ˹ѾˣЩ̫á
īƵͬ˹ȫһˣһȫΪ˳Ϊ˶ν
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ԴǴīƵý飬īƿԼһǳо飬ֻҪ۾ȾЩɫīƾԶСĿǲĺ
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