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˵Ҫܿˣţ迴೤ʱ䶼ġֻһȽϿϧŴʱ䲢ڷÿ飬żСҲ֪æЩʲô
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ĽǶȸպÿŮ¡ĸ
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ⲽϧѩͻȻù̡Ͻϣſֵľٶǰѯʣôˣ
ͻȻ֣ҵĴ𣿡ϧѩеָָǿ塣
֣ȥ̽¶ȣȻָоģ޲ϧѩ˵ֵĸо
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3 
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4 
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5 
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6 
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δָӲվŵĻ裬Щҷˣ
Ž......ҿĴţһһűƽ
ڸЩ޷͸Ƥмλɼҳסᣬ᲻һ£ܿͰ
趼ˡ
û뵽Ϲڳô˶ûа취
Ž......
Ľк˷׷׿ԭš
ᷢ˲ÿ˫ȭ֮ذҳȻԾ𣬳ͳȥԭ뻨裬һһң뿪˸գѰŵӰ
ŽǾϣһ¶۵òСܿĹŵǻʹѣŻһѪ
Ƶĳؿڴȥһµ˵ᣬδһٿֻ˵ƤëδҪʹ̣һƷ˦ڵϣܡ
Ψһܴ˶ĸǺ«һֻǿžʹķīаסһһѽ̤貨ᱼȥ
ȭţȴ˶ƹҸ£粿Ȼ˳ǻಿλ˫׼࣬û뵽ʱȴͻȻŻһѪ
ľոջظ޷֧ŵã˫Ӱֻʣŵ˫ȭļϡ
......
ֻһ㣬ܰѽࡣ
Ͳôһ㡣
Ž......Ž......
ʧȥе׹䡣
ǻͻȻܳסš
סţӰƲܵ
......˵ɱֻңͽ
費źĳӡ
ûзķΪ
úһһͻȻһ㣬εض𣬳忪Ȼ˸ȣ˹ȥ
ǰͷ类ǹ⣬ƿ̶
аŵķħѧﻯС

ۡղء


7 
ȻľƵĵвἸΡɵľмƮڿУϺˡϹ޵Ƥ֣ͨͭƤǣûмѺõķ˲ǡ
˵ˣʹͣ粽С
ֻ......˵䣬ץסţ
Ž......Ž......
ſ˿ڣҪ˵Ѫ⣬οȥֵ......
ǧһ֮ʣһѪɫĵдĺᴩһѵƿţǾͬһĳ֮ɫѿǧѪÿһﶼð˰ɫĹС
Ŵ䣬ԶȥһֻĲ֦ðһѪɫĻ
ﻯе̬ǽ廯С꣬......
ֻǣҪסʹһ̬˶......̫ⷨԵ֮Ϊ֮......
һ죬һҪҪһбһɱһˣ뵽ҪһжԸ......裬һҪ......ֵֵ......
Ļڶƣ軺ط֣űȥɫĳƮڿС
ֵ
Լ⣬Ȼȥˡ
֪ΪԺȫƿӣ۽ǵҺɫĽţ޷ƶ֮Ρ
ˣſ޺裬û뵽Ϊ˾ԼһУ˾֪ﻯ̬УǵòʧС
......
ǻһμſޣ嵽һˣÿ......Ĳÿ......
㻹ǶЦһЦ治ÿ......ŵ
ΪʲôҪң......ס֣֪һģ
ÿ......ӿѪֵֻð......
콫ţĳССĽӢۡ
֮ϣɫסɫս۵Ľֳ˫Ľţܴɱţ˳ᢵţ游ǽѵš
......ǸʱҾˣڡϵĻ迪ʡ
ͦİӢ۾......ޣӢ۾Ӣ......
仰һӰŴӻ......û
ɶûסԼ̫ʦվ⻹ûɣҸƭҰ......
⣬Żش𣬡ùһе˶ˣ㡣
ʲô
Զ˵ʮ飬¶˵㶼ûɣ˵ɣ˿Ѫ֮ҲûʲôķӦʲô⣬㸸صؽ˷ķ......ʲô¶ûСŸЦһòůů֡
ô£˵Ҹôʡ
õʧӰ٣ˣɱġ
˭
Ҳ֪Żش𣬡ָ֮ħ˾Ӣţ㼴̽㸸ħ֮λ㸸Ҳܸˣְ㼴λǲ֪ô£㸸ͻȻ......
㲻֪跴ʡ
ʱ......㸸͸ң˵㣬źʹĽĵڶ죬ͰҸϳ죬֮ϢҲǵ;˵......ŴͷԼָȻ˳𣬻ҹĹŮ˵ûܳ˶ΪѾڻˡ
̱ϡ
û뵽һ֡
תʣҵĻΪλ棿
ǳ֮......޷Ѿˣķûҵʬ壬ʱպùڤȱˣұ˹磬ڤ֮ѧѻ޺ָң㵱Ϊ죬²Ǳ˶ᣬһѻ꣬ȴڷѵꡣұʯ꣬һܻġŻش
̾˿лô껹ǵ......
֮ûŻش
û
ŴǳǰǸӵնףٽɱСûںܹˣҲûں᲻ۣ콫ţͻҪ˺ۣҪп顣ֻǴΣֻǴͷһس˱˱ĸо......
ô......
˵......װĺɽ񣬲Ǹ......ʡ
Ƕƹڻ
û⻨˵˼֮ش𣺡ҵǸȻĻܴŪɽ񣿡
ײǽ
㣬Ǹɵ壬......Դ㲻𣿡
áЦЦҵĻҲᱻǸ档
ǹģ
ԣǹġ
Ҫˣ
ˣôӣ
ûڶ֮ǰװƵĺҵʦԼ̳ɲ塣ʦ״ʵΣŻһ
žͲɶЩǮ
ʦֲӲͷƤ̣㻻ϲô......
͸ΨһĶ......ţһֱ......

ۡղء


8 
𣿡̽²ǣһιµĹ򣬲ˮȻסž㲻ã̫أʲôů͵ĶᱻĥˣΪʲô
̧ͷ˵ҲǣԼֻһ飬˴ӡɱ˸ɾ轫Լ￴ĸţĬ˺һ̧ͷ˵˾ߡ
ǻŵķ䣬һ׵£ֱϡȣ߹̦ʯС·ľͷһطĿ
ǷϵĿݻɫ׺ɫˮŨ񻯲һ㡣żڿήҶмɱͷ˼˼š
ĪҪЧ߸̫......ź......ɣָָǰܵܶҺõҲ̫......
ûֽǼ׵˵ϡӱڼ׵аŽŽУһһɽѪһʱ䣬︴գ
صȥϵĿݻƺͺڰߣֳԭ׵ˮɫҲʧ͸ܿص׵Ķʯ
겻յĹ磬趼ԼҪ
ȥѪ¡ıûӦͱء
ʱ佦ˮɣˮŵߣȻ˳£һᡣ
ľ֣֪ĸ˭Ÿո˻飬ٲһ£žܸ˺öĳһÿĴ٣ϽɫĻΣźͷ޳ȥͷںڵķӦõĻƽiҡƯɻڵĳйʬ塣
ͻȻķյָһ㣬֮ϣγһ޴Сǻ۶γ˷һʱɳʯҳХվԵŶ޷ƵЩʯ
һɧңɻػָƽŷ֣ص룬վһˡ
ʪ͸ķ˿ϣˮ·Ƥ£۾ëϻմżŻ»ˮΡ
˰񣬲ŮΡ
һˣǵȺӵڰдµĵһ֡˱ǡӰ򻨹һħ衣
ࡾϰʢŵܲ˵ҡ
......ۣȻֱܿˣ۾ˮˣ
Ͻȥ࣬ԽԽۡ
ûסЦɵӡ
ҴЦʲôЦûˮԹ۾𣿡Ĵˮ棬˸˶Ѽӡ
ȰϽϰҵѪάֲôãЦ⣬㲻뱻ˮĻ
ϽˮλذϣǼ׵ѣϡ
űȥʱ·
Ǵģô棬ܸ......һקſӣһߺŴ
һ˵أ
öҲȥҪһû¸Լ棬ϵ÷𣿡
һݺɰεض𣬻껯ĽУϮȥ
𣬶еĹ֮ϣҲ׷˹ƬƷͬ׷šżī˫֣һܣī֮С
ô˵еҲǸˡ
֦ͬ۶ϵУлӳͬһŤҪţԻΪ壬ڶ𣬳ī˳Żѣ䣬㱻Ρ
û˱ԹˣغִīŻ衣
Цܲʹ÷ˡһСض㿪ŵĽ
ﻯпãʽáĻԻغɽﻹеı߽ϡŸոսһﻹŭ
ʣı߽ϣǲ......
˲ˣͦõģϽ·ִ˴ʪҴˣǻȥɣ
аī˫Ȼأˮ֮б˻ˮеʬ塣
Ǹҵʱʲôˣ迴ѾֻĿɱ
޹أŻش𣬡¸£Ҫ......ҵʱӦҪһ˼ңޡ
ڸô죿ʡ
ųĬãĸ֣ᡣ

ۡղء


9 
ŰʬǰùĴϣȻԸȥһײĹվʲôû˵ؿš
Ųһˣ콫һ衢дֻ֪ɱ¾ȱ֮ĶûУɱ˭ɱ˭¾һƬɽޣᣬ˭ûǳƽѡ
ڵԸΪһѾߺ˫ۣԸΪٰ£ޡ
ϵõϢϹŸոջͻȻһʬӿͷſϿ޵ò㱳ȥ
ŵʱ𽥱С𽥱һ
ԭĻ귽ŵõΣԭ֮ӦֳԭΡֻǿռ壬άôõΣȥȻҲ¶ԭò
ȡǼcɫļ£ڿήϡ
cɫļ£ΪĳУѡĻֻܵڹ粻յ֮С
ϰ壬۾Ϊθոջúŵת˲һʬţ˭ɱղŻúõ......
һ£һ̾Ҳ֪𰸣ͨԿ϶ºͻĻǿѲ˸ϵҪĻǺúɡ
϶˵лϰ塣
ŻӣϷţúõؿһ
շ̫ˣûȻԼЪţٺ͸ڵһЩ¡ӦһãȻŲӻŵӡ
ŵĴϣŽŽ顣
̫̫ˣ
ԼһϦ֮ͳһﻯ̬ĿţȻͻȻһԼòס
ÿÿͼȥͷʹ̲ò
ǰ˵Ϊ֮Լһ㶼ǵˡ
迿ڴϣͷײǽ
ŵʱôˣڵóԸײҲײ
ΪʲôǲЩȥ˵飬Ϊʲô᲻׵ȥ
žŵıѣͷ˯˹ȥ
ȵŻʱѲʱ֮ˡǵ񻨺ľŴʱ֨쳳˯Ļ裬һ
ˣŬԼ۾Ƥͺǧһ㣬Ȳرϡ
˯ɣȥ˻ϴ׼ȥԡأ껹ϰµ壬˯û
仰Ȳرͷ˲ͷĶ棬滹Щŵζ
ſ޿κεЦЦҲûֹʲôûһ·뿪ӡ
һ˯˵ڶ졣
˯ãϲŶ˯űӣͷ·......öϲ˯û뵽Լ˯š
ѽ
跭Ӵˤ˵ϡ
ٳҹȥ
¡һֱӳ˯ߵţ費֪Ǹرˡʲô̶ȣ󵽹ѽѽҽеѻǣΨŵķûС
Դӵվ׼˵Щʲôģǵ񻨺ľֱƿˡ
лԼС˽ϰ壬ˣ......
Ȼ˻衣
Ļ裬Ļ裬ɫĻ......
ҲҪϰ
лһɤӺǽһܲƤˣһʮʮ٣ԽԽ㣬ԽԽᡣ綼ǸڤſǸĵĵϰ˸õģ׹ػȥˣû뵽ȴײ˳£ϵԾˣ
ŵûʲôʱЩҥԣųлʲôʲô
ǷӶ˵ΪۼΪʵ......лʱʼװ޹ˣŲϰݣҪűһС䡣
ö꾫СôϲԼԣΪϿһĻŵڲϷ֣ʲôС޹ô
ұ죡ųڽѵȻתͷųлҺˣ˯һŴûʲô˵ġ
......лСץŵ·ǰ󣬡ˣϰԺһҪҸ֪ģҪֲںӣ
СһЦı
û뵽лȴվĻ˸
豻ˡ
аԵһħȴ䵽˺һСĵزǷˮת

ۡղء


10 
ò׺˳л˿СĶĶãһʰ
ҪҪҵһ䣿һϳлĸԹˣʵǷòУĲһΣġ
ãסžܾ˻飬ץɱ֣뿪
ϸϸƷζŵĻɱǳ𣿡
ҲŹκһԣŻش𣬡ǳģûе֣һ´Ρ
أʣǳ㷿ǿɽģҪô죿
׼شʱһѾͻȻ˽ŵĻˣҪˣ
ʲôźͻ׷ԭء
źͻϸϧѩסŵʱѾ߸ں͡
ϧѩѵ磬Ҳ֪Ϊβ̰˯Ժơû뵽պײ˴һТ㣬ǸûӵģһԵİȫˡϧѩã⻰ʱһ᲻ֱסȽҽʱϧѩˮˡ
𣿡ʵ
˵ˣҽŵģڽѾ߻ش
ڴϧѩĲҽһһڶ˺ѷεû費Ծüͷ
ͤţֲͣߵʯյ
ˣȴ˵ĳĬ㻹ûиҽͲϧѩ......һ䷢ʲô......
̧ͷŻ裬ڣ
ţ£·ʯϡ
ϵͣĶ˵......ʹ֮˵......
Ĵҹħ˷ķҲûҵʬ壬ͷûҵʱħһӾˡ
ԣħ磬ɽ翹ħ磬Ϊ˸ħһϦ֮췭ظǷǡ
踸ϥֻлһӣѡ̳˻Ҫʱ䣬ħ챻˸⣬ħ綼ҳһࡣ
ħ˶ĶĻ̥Ϊ󣬻ƣϾԴҪħ֮λϼľ̩ĶҲǲϧѩĸס
ŲϧѩͻйԼѾм֮׵ʵòϧѩװħ֮ӣٵĺΪħ
ƻһѾˣϧѩûй֮ʵǲϧѩһ˵㡣ںӣϧѩĸͼƻħҸиĺαװٻһʱ䣬ħ¶֮ٵĻ֮ײΪڣλ͡ϧѩĸ׾˳ĵħıλ
ƻģ......ϧѩǴġ
ϧѩϲ˸׵һλſͣҲǺĳħ𡪡ԽϢҲ֪ǿ˳ħϵһ㣬Ҫż޸ϧѩвԼףӦħݣôͱԼϸ׵ļƻ
ϧѩĸ׻ǳڶŮĿǷϧѩЭڼħܳɻ顣û뵽һʼħļƻͼıħ磬һһ˲ϧѩеȨȵʱ򣬲ϧѩĸײŷҪֹѾΪʱ
Ů˳ħ
ħ˳Ųϧѩ׼ƻõһؤһӤӤαװɻĶ󣬵ȵԼеȨԽԽ֮󣬱λԼ
ħ֮λĵ죬⺢ӱ㱻
Ǹʱ򣬲ϧѩһк֪İ֮ӵħɽӵֱħ§µŮ˱Ծֱһӵе֪ѱϢʱŴ󳹴
νɽ˺ģǻһΡ
νϣǿ١
ϧѩ޴ȥҸط˴ʱ򣬲䷢ԼĶ˳ħĺӡ
Ц
һУҪˣȴͻȻ˸ӡ
ӵĸ׻ǽԼزĳħ
Ǹ˲䣬ϧѩͻȻˣ븴ΪħĿڵĽҪ俪ǻʹѪȻҧĽǣеİʹࡣ
Ȼأע⵽˵طͻȻ˵ˡ
Ȼ......ҾˣԼָͷҼͦ˼ģ͸סĵط˵塣
......ţʶ𣿡ɻӡУŲôħ˽Ӵʶϧѩô׵
ҧ촽֪λش𣬸պʱڴһӤĿ޺ѪĴţţˣˣ
һֱŲϧѩѾ߱С˳ߵǰϲϰ壬ϲϰ壬Ǹǧ𣡡
վԱɲζ
ֲĺӣϲɶϲ
ϲԺѲֶһ

ۡղء


11 
ǿˣ⸮ۡ¶òϧѩŵ檣ʲôϲļ黰˵ͤϷɲζ
ֲǺӵĵʲôúϲģ
˵ϧѩʼΪյŲˣһ̥Ļ˳ţҪҪȥϧѩ̧ͷţ֪Ҫôش
ûлشֱ߽ȥˣŶŻͷԼһ䣺㲻׼Ȼŵ
޹ָָԼ
ŵ
һԼĻԼͦŸŵ
ð۶Ҫˣֲ˵ʲôֻͤⲽ
һűźӳʲô˵ӡ迴ɫţǰ
Ÿղżһӣ֪ˣ˵üѾͷȥùҽҩҲ֪ôµڶû......
Ұ㱧ӰɣȥӣȥǼѾߡ
ҲãͷˡŰѺӵݸ裬Ȼ˷ȥˡ
迴ŻСţǲϧѩŮôպ˵ĺһǶ˵Ůˣħһøһ
۾յģﻹݡ
ҡСĵؿ磬͵źͲϧѩĶԻ
˻е࣬ĳǲϧѩ
ԣŻش𣬡֪ҲóԻ˵ѡ
㻹˲ٵɣϧѩ˵֪ҸΪ˵õħ磬ƭˣ˵һ˻ĺʱʲô......
仰˻Ȥ֪ŵʲô
û뵽ĺô£ͻȻۡһ˳
źͲϧѩ˿ͣס̸ߵ󣬿׼źߵĻ衣
͵żīָŻ衣
һһź......ѽŵզ죿Ҳûʲô......
𳤽ڵĲϧѩʣŽ˵ǻ𣿡
ǣŻش
ϧѩ˵̸̸
ذѺӷŵŻԼִҡڵ˽ȥ
þòϧѩɫ԰ף촽ûʲôɫƱˮʪķϣħ衣
ţ˵ʵżõˣ뻹Ǳˣʲôû˵ϲ㵮һŮ
ûʲôúϲģ⺢ҲǸƽ޹Щ鷳ˣϧѩε̾˿Ž˵ҵˡ
ش𣺡......
ħʲô㣿ϧѩʣħ֮λ𣿲㸸򣿡
һû......ûϧѩͻȻԼ⣬Ȼ飬ħ֮λ......˵ҶԴ˺ȤͲǰȨ֮ˡ
ϧѩһų......
ô˵侲ػش𣬡֪ҶԿħ𣬵ҲԸ޶սǵħͿ̿
裡ɱȫһһʮˣ꺢ͯŹǿħŮ󹬣޽Ѱ¹̨ѹˣ˵ɱ޶Ϳ̿𣿡ϧѩͻȻ֪ôҵҷλȴҪɱң
Ĭһֻ˵ܱǸ......
ĸħǰδе;............֪˵̫ͻȻˣҪ㸸϶Ҫȥħġպպ̸ֻһ......
ͻȻִ˲ϧѩĻӺ......
ϧѩųһ亹˰ŷӦϽӡ
һҪԼŵļƻȫгš
߰ɣŸ˵̫㡣
ֱǹϲϧѩĻֲ˵Щʲô뿪˲ϧѩӡ
ղҲ͵յŵʣôպôϲϧѩĻţ
ųͷ
Ҷħλ˵ǸħǸ쵰̽ţ˵Ҳȥ
Żش𣬡ħȷʵǸ쵰޶Ƿǣ㸸ѾѪάħĹϵ˸ɾ
Ĭ
ųֻͻȻ׸ôһ̯ӣĲ֪ô
ʲô˵ŵ˽ԸǲԸġ
ԣҺͲϧѩĲͬڡ
Ҳ֪ͨ㣬һֱӰƽ֮У㲻ò

ۡղء


12 
벽ϧѩ̸֮Ҳ֪ôģȻδἰ¡
⼸ջͬͬסϢԺ䣬Ƕ̸֪ðĺӣߵ跹˼лȥǻӣǲкԼһĺβ͡
ܴù裬غȥͱźӵ˵ӡ⸮еˣ˯˯˳ԣ˾ȥйȦȺѵĴӵһ˹ҲڡĻںϵĲã壬ʱǣҲ𵽴Լ¡
Ҳֻܹ䵽Բ300ž͵ôޱȵĶңñܿЩˡ
Ű޳޳ڤ֮һܼ軹ŸŽһ˳͵λò绨Ů˵붼롣
ºˣֻܿʣˡ
ȻţνȥǮԽԽãÿԽԽá
ſڴַŹС飬ЩŹϲдЩ鰡Ĺ£ʵģ˼û뵽տãԽԽ˼һ飬û
㿴дȤŮϲħĽħĽȴʧķ裬Ů......ǣŮһˣǿЦ˶ڸ
жͷϵķڣĻһ٣ΪξÿЦ
ҪңҲŲף𣿡轫һϣһӣ֪Сܵʲôط˷һ죬Ϳô⡣
......ħĽп......Žڷϡ
ʲôɣ跭˸ڴĽų죬ϲҪźǻŵģµȥֵĶϲġҾͲһҪϲ˭ұضҪõĶǰѡ
ʲôû˵ƿ
Ȥߴ˴գأûպ׻ʲôģ
װûһۡ
һһȣӣŵĶӣ䵭Ҳûԣץס֡
Ҫ˯˯ҵң
㻹ûشҵ⣡͸ˡ
˦֣ǺñӣҲ׵......
ţûôشԼΪΣ㳤ôÿֲȱ׷ߣҼǵ粻ָӰϲö𣿡
Ϊʲô......űװ˯
Ŷ֪ˣǲǾõ޸ҸϹȥŤͷţû£ҸˣǼҸд飬ָͳˡ
......ŰѱӸǵϣͷ˯
֪ˣʣԹԵرǱŲŲ
ҾǾúɫ㣬С˵ϴ㴩һأ뿴㴩һ졣
ŷ˸Ż裬СʱǺȸһ𣿻ô࣡
˵ˣ˵ˣס졣
ֵû˯Ҳ죬ûһŵ߾ʹ˾ȵĺһ˫ֳŵ̽˹§ڻ
֪ΪΣÿε󱳴ϢʱŶֻȻεĸо
ȷ˻˯֮ŲŻһָ⡣
ĵĻϲæȥĶŲϸԼˣѾˣÿÿᵽ˵ζĿھȱһʲôһ
ǼƾɵĲģֻһҩ
ЩţиЩ类ͨǴŪţҲв۵ĵλŵӱ˶ߣ˵ݣƬߡ
Ǹʱ򣬻ҲԼ޹˿ƳɵĽ˯ǸĲ񷿡
Ⱥһ˵ͬͬסĳЩС˵Լ¹ܱվŵĽĵĸ壬趼ֵüȮʳѰ
Ǹʱ򣬻ҲǱԼϡ޲ŴϵĽǡţԼպúš
Ǹʱ......
Ǹʱ......
ûЩö......
ǻ谡裬ôãΪʲôҪǧУĿأ

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13 
˯ֻص˰ǰǶ
ʵԻ˵˻ѣĸȷʵĵڶͰŸϳ죬źյ˻ķɸ봫飬ֻ졣
û뵽һȥ̤ͬ밢ǵ
ÿħ¹żʱ̡
ǸѪġµġ˾İĻ衣
űڻ޹ĥһһѪ裬ȫǻø̾ĥ˿ڣ?ˡӡ޺ۡжߵҧۣŵϼûʣһ⡣

ÿ죬趼⡣
Ÿʲô
տʼŻЩ̷ֻ֪Ǹ𰸣ǳòĥԼʵ޷ܣʼŹ
콫ţˣյͷ
ʲôĵĻ˵ˣǻ軹ǲϷŹ
һǸŸ޷ش⣺
ֱһ죬컨ûǸ⣬ֱӸţԼҰɡ
Ȼǰѵŵ塣
Ŵоѡ
Ҳ֪ǻ豧Լ̫ˣǱпµĳŵˣųһ亹ĻȴĴС࣬һһһġ
ת§Լ˯˵Ļ費Ծز˲ŵؿڣ˸λÿȥ
ǸƾɵĲҲӵȡůʱžûԹǵĺӣһӵǹ
ʼնΪԼ˾Բǻ衣û֤ݣµ껨Դֶȴִ˰ꡣ
Ļ裬ӦǸɵƶյĹӣ
ڶջʱѾӰ
Ѿߴŵȥ򣬲ŵ֪ȥ˻Ȫ·ͷڤѾߺͻ˵ڤҲвµģŲȥżȥҲڤ֮š
ǵڤ֮ڹѻҲǷµծɡ
û£ֻȥллѧõͣÿˣǲȥѧáһ˼ŴڵŵһӵĻƣ˵ûϢֺ˵ԼϲǮ
ǿӲҲµĺܣⲻлǰʱ䲻ȥѧȥӱͣץˣѵһٻ̵Ŀȫֳһ顣͵žøеû¸ɵĻڳлԱ߼ලɻԼǸĴˣܿסлֻ꾫Ϊ͵ֶС£ѳлӵһԼȥ¿ĶĳȦͷֳлͲˡ
ѹз˸鶼ûҵл׼Ѿȥڤ֪ͨųл˵ʱųлˡ
һһС治Լʡġ
µãųл飬лҲó١
費ǺϰԼ壬дŤŤģлЦٸӶֺÿ˲Ťһ𣬸Ե϶˺ɫī֭
Ƿˣȥϴϴ·Լ鰸ǰһͼֽ
ڤ֮ͻȻҵԼŰæѰʧٶĹ߱ת塣
ԽɺꡢᡢֲͬıʯƳɵת壬ǴڤһĵеĹƽҲóã֪ô⼸ڤ̲֮飬ͻȻ߱ת嶪ˡ
ѰѰڣڤ֮Ҳ֪߱תʲôʱ򶪵ģһ̲ܻڻץܵʱ
겻ֿ⣬ǻ㶫͵ˡſ߱תͼֽһӲҡ̬ȣͼֽ˻ȥ
ǷҸ顣ڤְ֮ͼֽ˹
ҲͲ⡣Űͼֽ˹ȥ
ǷҸ飡ûʲôڤ֮η·ģҲڸ̫Ӧ£ֻ˵ûܲڤ֮ù
ڤ֮ͷűͼֽظ
ӦҲֻΪ˴ڤ֮ˣûʱȥ
Цľǣڤ֪֮ġ
žǸ￴кûʲô£ʱ޵Ըһڤ֮ˡ
ʱڤ֮ԼίйŸ......
ϴɾϵ·Ǹɾģлëʺһī֭ϴ֮͵ĺһյǰſԼϴûϴɾ
ҷоӣŷš
ڿʲôչ߱תͼֽɶ
߱ת塣Żش
ô......ĶͷͻȻʼ

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14 
ǻô벻Լʲôط⣬ԽԽͷۡ
Ҳ֪Լͷ۵ëôģǴײǽİɡ
ڤ֮ҵĶŽͣѾʧٺܶˣһγֻץܵʱ򡣡
ǻҸ˵ڤ֮ҲǺЦԼĶôŲ飬ҾȥıĽƱѹθɾҲõȵ֮ˡҿҲˣ˸Ϳס
Űһۣһᴦ
ԼΪźãûĵľȻ顣
лϴûȥ......ŷԸ
ȥ豧أдøһҲȥ
žúЦôСһлдָҿҵ֪ʲôģ
ôǸС쵰һˣⲻǲϰµԭдҲ
ϵëʣУ̧ʱ첲
Ŵ֪ǸʲôˣûԼλϣվһŻ֣ùһֽ
Ҫд֣ʵ
ššһӦµ塣
ǣ̫ˡ
ʵ̫ˡ
嶼ܲοŵ֣Ƽ䴫ů⡣
ͬϰˣȻܲԼ֡
дЩʲôأܣ׼ȥѰʱеĻ
......ͻȻһ
ţ
Ҳں㣬д֣ѧͯд֣ȴֽ𣿡费ͷϵĺΡ
á
ʼ䣬īɫġšֱӡֽϡдԼֺŻ֣дˡ衱֡
ֱ𶶣»ļ򣬡дֶѣֶʲô
ŵֺͷֶܲԼôԼ֣дԼ֡
¸ѵ촽ܸϽˣеڴԼ߶һ
Ҳ֪дһ̡
ŷſ֣Լһɣȥҳлˣôϴϴôʱ䡣
ãӦ̧
ȫר֣Ҳûܱģֱȥҳл
Ƴ뿪֮󣬻еëʣֻ˰ַڴߣһ¡
Ȼװ˵ӣԼֱ
ôһ㣬Ķˡ
ͻȻ߶һʱ䡣
ļһֱ˼⣬˯Ҳ룬ԷҲ롣
ϲ
ݹţȺ۸ŵʱάлȥôԸѻϲ
СʱԼ˵ﻯе̬ǵòʧУҪǸֵֵã
ʧȥϵļ䣬ʹȥԼԸΪŷǲΪֵá
ſڷſ롣
ع񣬿ŷֻԼˣʵ첽ϧѩôû
뿪ˣŵֲһӣȻҪ뿪ġ
šӦһ
ҵֻ˼չһ·ϵˣҴȥһħ磬ȥѰ߱ת塣ŷ룬ָͷڤ֮ҽȥ˵ǰʱƺħ߱ת塣ϰѻǷһ飬Ȼû
......
ҲˣʾѾ߰ѷ˳ˡ
˵룬һȥҲ֪ʲôʱܻʮ£֪꣬ܲҵõ
һ£ԼҪŷֿܳһʱ䡣
мһֱû˵Ҳסôһʱ䣬Դöȶҵģ㵱ҵĶҲ໹ˣ㿴Ҫ......ȥסʡ
ҪԼߡ
ⲻ̡
ȥħɣһǸɳɳĶҵģñ˷Լ̧ͷش𣬡㿴·Ͽ϶ҲҪ˷㣬ʡǮˣҲҪǮ߾СҪ鸸򣬿϶ûһħ磬㲻˳𣿡
ǳħƹܵħ簡һϳˣҪ޶ǳЩ鷳ʡ
......ҴƤ߲ˡƱ硣
̫ˣ˵㻹Ƿɡ
ħôֻҪǲȥħͳˣҵȻǸ۲۵ӵܣҪŵĵطǲһܹע⵽ҵġ˵
ȷʵȥɿڣڤ֮ԸȥǶĶ衣
Զˣʶҵ˲࣬豧ŵĸ첲ô˵ˣҺһ·Ϥħܸ㵱ɶġ
¾ͳɣųԼĸ첲
²£ҵʱܸħóԵĺ......ƺ֮ǰħ£ͻȻ䣬Ҳ֪һ꣬ħǷҼеǸģ
ЩˣЩǷȻʱǨ
ϧѩ˵ħҳһ࣬ħóֹƧԴħİն͸ħλ֮Ϳʼ죬ķ˴ȥ޽ݻ׵Ĺͼڸǻ丸ĺۼ
ϧѩ˵ħ𵫷ɱ⡣ǿŻŲŵλȴˡ
裬Щǿڹģġļͼο
ʵҲȥһħˣŷԼ֣ϾҸ......ţ˵Ҹӹܹһʱħ磬ǸʱǸõľ𣿡
Ƕʱ......
Ҳ֪Żش𣬡ӦԼȥħʡ
Ҫпʱ򣬷Ȼ˷
Ʋ»һȥ鷿侲˺þòƽдһԼ𽡣ԭĸŮܱ磬ţϢ
ŽϣιһŶϡɫĳ򣬳շȥ
úԶħĲϧѩյԹţһһֽûīдĸ֣뷮

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15 
˵ħЩȨǻ軹Ǻڴܹصħ磬ֻԶĵط趼㡣
ûôţõϢȫţÿջ趼Χʣʲôʱ
ܻ˵ٵȵȡ
ȻͻʻҪãʲôʱҪʲô׼һϵе⡣žͻָסĴ˵
֪ŲشԼ⣬ֻԼסڣǰʣִ˲ƣ˵Ҳϲŭ֣ϲ۲Լ֮ŵ̬ȡ
ǵģЦҲǣŭҲǡԸʩ̫ĸˣҲڱŷ˵ʱת
еǸһŰ߷˵š
ỹϲ趼ܿȥġ
Ϊ鰮ⶼĸλħ缸˵Ůˡʵ˵˿ܶţĸһλ֣껨ĸ󲻹ǸССĲŮð֮ȢλŮΪޡ
˶߹ʮķ꣬θ˻ĸĶϡ
ʮ꣬δһӡ
ħ֮λഫħ磬Ǿġ
ħȢһλͨŮӣλŮӶ
ĸҧŲɿڣǻĸȴԼһλħŮӻع̩ãҲǵʺϻ踸ĹټС㣬ǻĸȢĵһλҡ֮󣬻ĸ죬ƾ׿̨
λҲûܸĸһӡ
ŵڶλλ......ħڳڷ֣ǵעⱲӲӵкӡ
ƫƫôɣڵλסĵ죬ĸһڳǻĸΪµĺӡ
ǸӾǻ衣
ʱգӲԼǸӡ˵ĸ̨˾δ棬ƽ޹ʶ˸ӳħҪӣħҪ̳ˣôͱͿظñӣΪħ֮ӡ
ͯʱڣӶǸĸһס̨ĸϲѻ豧ڻ裬ȻС֣Ϊĸ˵һ󣬻ܸϿ쳤ĸ󲻰ἰĸд仨ĸŻ֣˵ΣҶδڼ޸ĸ
ĸһҹͷİûħ죬ϵȢŮ˽δһΪһӡ
̨ķʱɫʶΪ硣
ĳλ̨ĸǰѣ̨֮Уķûħ֮˵
֪գαص
һΣҲ׷
ʱ㰴ģϲ˭Ͱ˷ļϳţ
ϲţȴ޴֪ŵ⡣źԼһͺãǲһֻĬĬذݸĵס
װһӵĿˮ޴ߣŶңš
ŵĵڹȪ·Ľ紦Ҳڤ֮շŽ̿ôһĺλá˵󣬱ļССаﲢţȵ˻ƻ裬ڤɢֵȼǹֵʱ
һ⣬һͷǻ֮أһͷڤмɻȪ·ӡȪ·ŵ;ӡڤڤ֮ƹֻܻءǰڤʮ˲ԴЩصˡЩͻᱻֻ̨ƹʯһԽκţ˽硣ЩԸֻصĹ»Ұ򲻻̤Ȫ·ȺڻȪ·һͷʱ䳤ԹԽԽ࣬γ˹УŻȪ·ڤңң
ϴ˽磬ħĶҲѰ٣ɽͷľʵټ˿ܣҲûй粻ĵش²⵱ѡﶨӣҲΪڴ˶ɽħ׷
ȥУһľڣһͷŹƽ￴û汾ǳŹ֮֡
длŮĹô֣ǲԼ⣬ηŵġǮͷϵ£רԼྡ
дĶŮ֮飬ϲǸеģô⣿˻⣬ŹһֽһΪ˵ӡ
ܹ鰡һɽ˽ħŮ֮һôƫƫ˸ԱͱζҡĵǮҪǰҳ⣬ٶһǮ
ҲŸԼ㻨⼸ղҲûطá
УŹǴǮĶѣνŮ֮......ν鰮ҪôԵһ飬Ҫôվ顣
һͰˣⶼͬͬסˣһġվ鵹ǿԿǿ......ش𣬡ôվ飿
ӴཻŹһȣ¿дʫʱߣЩӵձȥ̰һ֦һձȥºǣһˮӣȡԡˮгˮǸԶһ**ңͥԺѩ......
ۣڴϣ㻹ͦó£檼λ
ŹӵͣˣĪЦδȢޣ˵ԩꡣ
ζ
ʣ˰Ұʮĸ˰ĹٲŹЦҳðҹǱǹٲ˵Ͼͼ߱Ѳߵ֣ҵ
޷ǰձдлŮй
ܵظ뵶ɽ̣ԲԸתͶ̥ǻڹ֮СŹЦš
ΪβͶ̥ʣĸ׻κϵ......
һûȵǹʵ۱жһûȵǱնɱŹսȭͷҲͶ̥......ֱ⽭ɽ̺......
ԭʲôⶼûԼûԶħĳħǷҲ˺Źһܾĥ
ûٶʣеǮѳŹ
ӣҲ̫ˣŹŻҪߣϽڵл´дض͵㸮ϣ֪סںδ......
Źûܽס裬һ磬һܻ˵̡
ϹãŻ
ħ粽ϧѩ˵ĲбĻ......ΪΨһãӦħˮ֮С
պôʱŴҳûȻ迪ڣű˵ʱ䶨ˣһºȥħ磬㿴ʱ׼ɡ

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16 
ܻħ磬Ȼǿĵģô˵ħ綼Ĺ硣
ֻҪݣҪǱħ֣
һºʰ̣ͻһǰħ罭Ƕ
ħ˶֮һĽǶλϽǣóײʢͨͨħ˽ĵطҵջҵٽ̷ҵƾĸŮصһžͱĳµĸָɱһҲصıĵǿߣЩɫʷ׳ʵĿʯ
յǣͼ̲顣еǰ취ŻƤϡħЩӱ˼ͷŽ˳š̽ͷȥȴ˵ħҵúܣƽ޹ǳ粨
Ҳ֪˺ĹԹһ·͵˿ջֱӽ˿ջֻҪһ䷿˷Ǯ򷢻ȥ¥ϢԼ¥¸ƹ¡
ħһ˾͸һɶܿɶʣ˺Ŀħģĺħ޹ϵ
׼ƿ͸뵽ŵĶջաҪƽ޹ǳ²Լ߻ع硣
ǰĻħǺߣŶǰúصģķҡȴҪزصģ;ҵòС
û취ҪǱħԼǰλţ**ˡ
ΪȥͲϳ˭֪սǣ̲顣
ŻطʱſľϣŹԼһ·ħ磬ķ̫ڵ岻Ƿһͨԭ岻֪˶٣Ųס׼һû뵽ֻ̧Դţô
ŷ֣ջ̲飬Ҳ֪ʲô
ʧصͷһǲܳȥ𣿡
ñ𣬡ߣҸղŸƹĴ˼߱ת踽һϣǾȥǸ䣬ʱԼĪ߶ˡ
ĶħĽϹһ䣬ȫûע⵽ⷬǷ
𣿡̧ͷʣ̫ˣ缸
ſ˷ܵӣƮ˾䣺һġ
迪Ĳѣŵļ򣬸һǵСʱĸļ򾭳ҪȥҽѧһְĦı£**Ҳ˰ɣϢɣҿջӦṩ˵İɣȥ㼸ħɫˣŶûǱţҸ㱨С˵......
ҡǿЩһֱ߶šԵûȤЩħǰˡĩ˻軹صһҪһΪ⡱СԣϲĽֱʳҲ֪һȥǵĿζû
˸УԸСȥ򣬿ǵСϲʱ跢С
ҷԸģ·ϳ԰ɡ˫ӵݸ衣
һůû뵽Ȼ䲻ȵģʱȻôģǲ˵ŶԼҲ˼أ
С¹ײֲֻͷǷԡ
ֺǲԼˣŻֲֻԼܵźֻ࣬ЩԵԼ졣
벻֪ô˵˾䲻ӵĻΪʲôֻҪһ䷿
ܹ໥ӦŽͣڵ壬ħ絫˸ɫֻܱ׷Ŵ򡣡
˵ͦеģôŸĲԼҪǸ𰸡
ţҵĴΪʲôһֱһ˯һأְͷָϣòš
äĿزŵ˼ֱʳ
װ·ȴŵҪڴܸ΢һĻش
˵ΪԼһ㣬ֻϲԼζ¶ȡ
ĴĮظԼĴ𰸡
ľˤڵϣѵˤ롣
ĲϲԼ......
ôش......
ûһ˯һĵĻϮ㣬żһζ񻹿ԣĲУԺֵһ֡
ǳᱣҵ𣿡۾ͻȻҪ󰲸βͣһҡεӰ
......̫ҲġŻش
˵ŵĻش𲢲ûʮ⣬ǻȻǾ䡰ĵ㡱Եͷת򣬡ó𣿡
飬С
Ե㣬ſӷŵķ⣬Сʱرϲħĵط򲻵ˣҲܺó......˻......
ƺǹ˸ſŵСɽ鰮ԴԸĸּҵĸ飬׷ءڹ˸ʽɫӵδ˽ŰĻӸİ֮ʾãʦͨ򵥵ķԼϲĶ
ȥ˹磬ڤ֮ı¡ڤ֮ɵ콫ŵĶԸѻŸ£ķֺáĳڤ֮ԼȥõᣬǻĺֵܣпЦó˰٩˵ҪģԼдڵһλ
ֱ֮ͬ񣬺ںΧ˵Ŀ⣬Խ̨˰İѰ֣šӰ򻨹һĸֿ˺þá
Ӱδ......
ŸԼ˱裬ǰҹеǹⶼһҲǰ˰֡

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17 
ϴ֮ſڴϿšͼѰ߱תô
㲻˯𣿡İڱϵ죬ħҹúܣܿһ𣿡
ϲ˯ģŷһҳôͻȻˣ֪һҵ
......Ǹݵϰߡ
ûأԿԼ飬ûһߴ˾ȵĺ
ֱסŵĴȸǿǸҪĵط
ԭܶģͲס
裬......ҡ˻£Ҳ֪ǹģģǽвѡ
Ȼװ˯ģռŵıˣƽﱧ˯ŶûʲôӦԼĶһ㣬ŵò˵Ĺϵܸһ
ǻˣǰŰ
콫ţɽ޵š
ƿӣץסһƸƵϣͬˮĩ˻װĵ˾䣺𣿡
ͺղŰѻ´˲һ
Լײ˸Դ룬˺ס
ٲʵȥ˯ŰһָָۣղŻ˯ŵıѣ²Ϊ
ԹԵ˴ȻԼĲͷڻ˯šͲԼдϡСүˡ⼸ˡ
žʱҲˣ¾飬˱
ڶ峿ź˴˻˵մȥߡ
ǰ鶼һ˷ܵشŸ׼Ƥߺñڿ˾ħúùһˡ
ŸϵñܴµĲǰ͸ıɴʵʵĺɫУ谭˻ߣСĵǣŵǡ費Ծ˳ɻʱ޶ǣŵĺԼڴñڸסߵӣϺͷм
Ȼ......
ӵȻ˴űƿǵҪǸ
ƺ˸ǳֵĵطźͻеĬˡĶߴһЩϸ΢۵
˭ǣ
ţ
㲻Ҫˣޱôˣ
ͻȻһ˿Ծ˶ʶ
......費س˳ŵ½ǣʲôط
ûлشֻǼǰߡ
......òԾԲŸԼ˵Ǹӣŵװʲôطˡ
ţŻǲ
ţҲұ𣿡Ķߴһ˺ӵ֮ǰδֱǸħжĸ֡
˻ں˵ŵ˭أ֪䳡Ĺ𣿡
䳡ʲô⣿˵ȥ踽ĴƭԼ
ŵ亹ˡ
Ǹ......ߴŵ裬ƭ㡣
漴ֳ˻ͷϵñſûʲô䣬ڵĵطǱ׼ħ䳡
Żͷֳ˻ϵƤߣ䳡˶쳤˲ӿŻ衣
ħ......ħ裡
ȻûȻû
Ļңֻ侲ؿţ˱˶·ߵĹƭ......
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һʼͰѻ㾡Լľƭϧѩ뿪Ե߱תΪͷƭħ硣ԭΪϧѩ꺢ӺǶζԳħĿ߻ûģû뵽ôԼ
Ļѻÿԣǻɵˣܵħ磬ħΪҫԼ䳡ȡ³ħͷ­
̧֣Ķš
֪ôԼӲΪ˿ǣϰȥƱˡ
ǻշ֡
²ȥ֡
Ұ......
ŰԼ·ŶԼ˵ѣǰһ뻹һͷˣ......
û취˳֡
ο£Ҫֻɱ˳ħ
䳡˲ϣűг󣬱䳡Χ۵ħ糼ӷ׷׼׼˻衣żī˻ǰ
......ܣôţⲻܣվڱ䳡źɫһһˣ²ӦþźͲϧѩеĳħ
ˣҲζеȨǮȫϤ
Ʋϧѩ̩Ķɱô˲Ŷصλôܾô׵ؽ裡
ûţ
ҶԸħԸ˺һڻС˵Ƚյ㴦á
δ䣬Էźŵһֻķ˷У̻֮ͬһԾ𣬽ī˲仯ٳ֮ྭģֳͬȨȵ񣬾īųħȥ
ħܿŷǽīƵľľǷ֮ѹаֻýīԸԼ
֮רħ˳Ϊ˲ħ֮˷Լħ磬ħ괦֪ܵˣԼĸֻеɵ˰Լƭ˶Ĳϧѩ֪ϧѩҲˡ
ܿ죬̧˽ųħµڶ
ϧѩڸµľյź֮׷׳䳡䳡ˮйͨʿǸߺš¾죬Ŀںţħڱ䳡ĳǲһ
ǱߣħűгϮ䳡һשһȫϰǧСͬߣ޹ɵڿ裬ʱѪ죬ЩܿеĹҪ˵һˡ
ҲΪʲôŻѡԼԸħ𣬶ûԸڶﻯȺսУһּΪɱİԵܹ䳡һһľΪԼãҲΪʲôһƾﻯУƿħǧ֮õԭ
ɱңҲǱƵİһĿ޺ת˷費ɱͶߣ׷׷ڵϣЧҡ
һԵĳħԼľӷ׷תͶ裬׼ֺȺ֮û뵽ŵȻ£ħܿ棬콫ŵıĪ˴ģֻ֪һѾ޴ޱȵĽԼһͨҿÿζԼȥˡ
ʱͻȻħŵؿŵ棬ʶŲڿԼԱ䳡Ϊͼ˷۷ŷ⣬ħ𳹵롣
𣬽ħƳԭΣ˿ħ˲ŷλ˺üĳħ𣬾Ȼһߡ
ħȻ֮£ǻ͸
أаݸ衣
ħ֮λʧ֮ãԭ֪˿̻ǳħͷֻлʸ¡
ֻҪɱħͻ֪ħȻ
ޱؽӹаУһ˺ߵߴ磬Ǻ߳鴤£һغ
ħ˼ħ׷׹أӭħĹ
λȺ
ʱħϸ꣬ڻϡ
˵Ҳǻƣǧ仨棬һħڱ䳡ħ缸֣ŵ֮λ֮һֱ粻Ⱥ۸ݵħ磬Լߡ
ȴͬҫ
迴Զߵ䳡룬ȡ˲ںϵаͷգɱ˳ӻ䡣
ôȣô¶
·һͻ绯ɳʧ֮С
ղңΪʲôҪϧѩ𣿡аƮɢڿУվڹâ۴ΪҪҪ̩ҪҪҺıħ黹㣬һֱڵȴһ졣
ЩΪʲô費ףųıĿĵʲô
Ϊ.......ûֱش𣬡ˣǼǺң˵㴦á
֣վŵʯ˲仯ʮУŵֽס
ŭ˦ЩЧҵĳӣߵǰڵϵ˻ΪҪ˵ʱû뵽ֻŵ
......
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Ȼ֪ܵ˵ڶѡ
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ۣղء


18 
ԭΪŻŭɶԼһ٣ֻĻΣԼá˭ŶûУɫ԰ף촽Żͬ˹顣
Ҫ......ʧı飬Ҫ˦ЩﻯеֻҪһָܽ⿪ž͸һŻŭ𣺡⿪ҽ⿪
ƺ˰ǰǶβĻ䡣
ҲˣֽţٵĻ......
ӦϽеʯָԭ״ַţôˣ
Ųγѣ˦֣ǾƵ֪ͨ裺
Ŵӻͳڶֻ֪ͨϧѩѳɣȺɫֱ̻У֮һֻķˡܿ죬Уһ̶̧֧䳡Χס
ǲϧѩźõģӦ
һλŲĽǰӭͷһţΧ˵񣬹ִؽ֮Сû뵽һȥ˸Լ棬ƵĲһ
ǸҲ......˳ĬֻǿЦˣû뵽ŵķӦô
ųڴϣĴ......
֪ģǸ˲㡣
Ǹ˺㳤һģһǸϢα޶£ҲţǸ˲㡣
Ϊʲô𣿡賢һ㣬ղŵɫ......Ҵû
µĺ۸ǸӣŶû¹
ҧŴ϶˵
ٴ㲻ٶʡƳһ黢Ƥ̺ӣ㳶˹׼Ÿϣû뵽֪ʲôε£ûȣһӵ˻ĻϽϻƤ̺ӣ§ڻ
£ڻ衣
û취ʼճڻ軳ůϢͬЩľͽһ㣬񫡣
ζһꡣ
ңòãһֻ
ǧ֮õŵҲ֣еĶڻǰɾ
ţһᱣģ׽סŵ֣ʮָۡ
......ɳƣ˰Ұţ......ǧУõҵľǰѵûκ˽һͨĵˣֻؿԼ˿ƶ......
ֲһ£û˶¡
Ȼǰûĵ˲Ϊɽ罫ţҲκˣǣǿǧа
Ǹָͷѡ
˭ģѹŻŭǰ˸磿
......ŷϡ
˭ץŵ֣ԽԽңҸ㱨𡣡
ҧ촽˵Ǹţֲòȥŵʵ㡣
ʲô岻ɿƵ¡
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ǰһЩ棬૵............
ǿǧаֻ˽͹׶񼫵ﷸŻ̷ܵ
οؿԼ˿ڳ˻ᱻٴθˣҪ޾ĥսᡣ
һֱң߬Ż䣬ҵ......
ģϽŵؿã
ҵĻڣƿ裬Ҫģƺ࣬ǱĶҲ֪ǵʲôֱһͻȻܵǰ⿪ҵҵʱûж룬ֻܣúʹϢ
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˽֮˱ɱǵɱ궼ڤֻ̨û˺ħɽ֮ˣ˿ҲѸϡǱ˵Ҫᱻ岨һͬ
˵ħ˽粻֪˶٣Ļᡣ
ѵĻǣ˵˻ȷʵشȥ
費ŵؿţһظԼԼ
һ꣬Ǹƶǧе˾Լ
Ҳǻɵġ
......ͻȻֱִּǿˣû֣ܵȥţһԼ£΢ܵһů⡣
ŵ׶ȹʲô£
ǴСɽ統ʹã¶ڲյѵɱ񣬼ħɱħͽһ˿ڡ
Ǳħĺ裬ǴϻϽ©Ĳ񷿣ħ缫ҹ
ڰֻлù
ڻЩ΢С£ֻΪĽӢۣƿӿˣְ˰
ԽҩΪڷ꣬ȴŴСΨһһα˵һǻˡ
ͻȻ޼ǸԼ˵ôԼȥ˺ţô˺ţʱŸжʹࡣΨһõˣ......
赥Լ˫֣;մѪζ
Ҹ£ΣŻָ侲ֻҪص죬ҳʼٸߡ
Ȼִ

ܱǸԼòϧѩĲд̫ң޸ǰĲ½ڣ޸Ĳһͣ㿴δ޸ĲֵĶ⣬޸Ĺܽ᣺1ϧѩ꺢Ӻ󣬿߹ħ𣬵ǲûи߻Լƻ2ϧѩ뿪ƭԼ֪ϧѩȥĶ3Ѱ߱תΪƭ䳡ɱħ
ĺܱǸ޸˲ݣӰ˴ҵĹۿ飡


19 
žŻƤ̺ԼԣĿ񣬵˵èһָ£̺ӣ׼˵ԼԸԺúչʱ ȴ⴫һ˵
ħ𣬾Žģܷһ𡣡
⵽ĸ쵰Լĺ£ɣ
ӱƺ֮ǰʶͷʾ⣬þòġ
þòŽת裬ħ......
ϸˣ˰ǵ길µһλĹ٣ר......¼ԼûкúϿεġ
ŶҼǵ㣡ǸдղרġǸͯǻ¸㶼еǸָģȻתͷţǹƷӡ
ƿԴǰһ㣬𣿡
òħкǳЦħҵϵɲˣⲻϸŹƨ𣿡
ƶ죬˵һƭһûˡ
......̧ͷţֿۻ裬ǰ¹ˣ˰ɡ
ħǸʲôʡ
һ˵Ҳ򵥣˵ҲӡħΪҫԼǿ䳡ʮ꿪һΣ˭䳡˭һħټħô궼ħ-......裬ɡ
ɪͷ
ĵ鷳ڣ֮⣬һҪħ
˭
ħĵ˳һ䣬ڲǰˣϧѩᵱ㶳ɱġ
ûʲôӡʾļ˵
յϢ׼䲻⹥죬û뵽ͼڳħĳӣԿⷬȥ¾ҪһսĿš
̾ʹ̣㿴Ÿʲôʶ߲ƣŵԼ
ûʲôǺͷ˵ת裬ȷһ£裬ⷬȥضΪħħеκ񶼵㿸£Ը⣬ȥ㲻Ը......
ŵֳɱ⡣
Ը⣬ĵĻǶʲôأҵȷʵӲಡֻΪħΨһļ̳˱ģ֪ôһ졣
Ųŵؿһۡ
ôңŵ񣬡֮ǰֻûðˣҪһҸûˣҲûˣʲôӦ
ҵûˣͦĵġ˻һ䡣
죬ôĺĺ֪Լڱ𣿱
ȻˣǾ͵ȥ֧Ԯĵʱ򣬻Žա
⻰ˣǺʲôϵѻ˵
ħµ֪ˡĻش𣬡ȵ⣬벽顣Žħ¶˲ɣҾͲˣλעϢ
ƿ˳ȥỨ軹ûЩһỨҲ֪װĻģֱϵ
˯ɣûƿǳϵĻƤ̺Ӹϣҿ㡣
ţҲû˵ʲô˲ŵȾͱ˯ˡ
һ˯쵽ϧѩפĵطѹĵ壬Ĵֻ˵ĹҪϢ⼸컨˯˶ãž˶ãģһ۾Ϳ֮䲻̫Ĺϵ
˯ˣ·ǲ޻ϣһһǳƫƫȺפıʿ׷׹ӭӻ裬װݵߵûžˡſǿЦãֻܷŻ߽ʡ
úöˣԼǿŻģֺ
ڲϧѩһװΪ˹췢˵ħֻ֧Ψҹζ֪࣬Ҫٱʡ
гħۼλ֣ϧѩָ̯ϵͼǵֻ֪̽߸ˣ֪פصλáһΪ˵ּ죬һȡһ˿ػͷų棻һö˵ҪǱĶЫݵѪһܾ޶һܷĽ˶ͷʹֹһ˿ɱˣ̤3׶ᱻ˿߲ƣһμ죬޷۲׽Ķ
Щţ......ǿô죿
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ﻯʵǲʺ֮е
ųĬһ˾䣺˶ڣ
ԣϧѩûа취ȷǵλãʵڲУҾֻȥһˡ
һδ̫Σˣĵ
ϧѩ̾Ҳûа취Ž......аնԸеһλ𣿡
߼ϣſ۵ͼ飬Ѿˡ
Ҳǣҵ£ӪʣϧѩԸˣȻͻȻʲôƵ˾仨裬Ҫסһ𣿡
һ𡣡ͷûֱ̧ӻ˲ϧѩ
ͻȻ⡣
ʱסһΪ˰ȫջסһΪӦ˯һֻǸط˯Ӫﻹ˯һΪʲô
ڸϧѩһԺһͨ
ϲԼ......
ŲϲԼ......
Ҳ֪źͲϧѩ˶ãֱ߹˻һ䣺𣿡
űŴӻнѣҪȥϢ
ţ߰ɡٴֵݸ裬Լ
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ʵ̫С̫СˣСͬһĺͲϧѩû
ˡ
ŵĶ˸ףֲұֳֻװûһԹԵطŻǰߡ
ưò˵ڵĻźû
ǻ費֪ϲǸˣĶǱǹһѪĶķۣ嶼ͬһҪǷŻ裬ſڿնȦȦ
ѹϲãװʲôûзһ̺ôŻ˯ţԼͷŵš
ȵ˯ˣ˫߳Ӫʣķȥ
ѧ˰ķУѧ˴˽ûѧһ˱Լİ⡣
ѧΨһﰮķʽɽ磬Ϊ콫ţΪɽĵеʱ
ʱ۽̻ģΨһ˵ķʽɱ¾

ܱǸԼòϧѩĲд̫ң޸ǰĲ½ڣ޸Ĳһͣ㿴δ޸ĲֵĶ⣬޸Ĺܽ᣺1ϧѩ꺢Ӻ󣬿߹ħ𣬵ǲûи߻Լƻ2ϧѩ뿪ƭԼ֪ϧѩȥĶ3Ѱ߱תΪƭ䳡ɱħ
ĺܱǸ޸˲ݣӰ˴ҵĹۿ飡


20 
ҹʱһӪϿա
ϧѩ´£ӪʡʱӪѾۼıʿϧѩֿˣŷӪ뱻߿ͷͷվŴŰºţѪĽīմȾ̫ѪգҪղס׾ǷɽѪ㡣
ϧѩδ˲״Ըȡŷ߿ͷµļλ֡
......Ƕɱˣϧѩŵһ֮ǰȷʵͦ˵ĵУûѾǿز
ʱĺͻ˹Ŀһ۱θһ󷭽
ɻ˯ԼԵȥĶˣճӪʾͿź߸ͷڲϧѩĿ־ĵĶģֻ˾䣺𣿡
̧ۿŻ裬ͷˣµġ
ʱ˲ע⵽䱻˴룬ֱ۱һЩ
ĺһλͨʿȥר˽ʿӪʣҪȥչˣȴšոմпĸ֣ǹõʱ
Ұˣһȥǣŵ
Ҳ֪ҪǳϽ죬׶ħ硣ûپЩŮ鳤ǸġϧѩһŽж
̾ųɽеľŽȻͬ죬һ˴ɱλֲȡ׼ҶԸһѣһϿ߸ڿʼ浱ôðôֵı͵ħ
ˣǴϣԭβõ?......ش
ϧѩͻȻ˾䣬иɵӰħɣ˸ԣ˵ǴˣǻûҲ޺á
һС㣬ΪԵľͨҩ
ϧѩǷˣƽһҪŹģĴһߣźȴǲҴšҲû˼źͻ£ϧѩԸʿͷˣȻپӣ׼̹졣
ʱλֶɱƵеĴʱ
ȻҲҪȥﻯʺȺսغ󷽡
衢ϧѩ淭ķڶȥ
迴ĹźӱԽϧѩ칬ſһȻγɵĻǺӣֽǺӺˮУˮ¥ʱˮɽű˸͸פڳ¥ˮĳˢ׷׵䡣
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ѩ˫һһڡ
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ָ߶ҪǮˣϧѩЦ棬
ϧѩȨ棬Լת򣬱ĺ󹬣Ⱥ֮󹬹ˣҲʺϳɱˡ
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벽ϧѩײ˸š
ϧѩģԼѾˣ׵׵ˡ
ңҲûܣǹؾصش·δһͲϧѩкˡ
ԡϧѩĹ
ܿܣſֱۣˣɱҰɡ
ϧѩſֻ˺ѿ׼ࡣ
ϧѩû֮ĵ˵ļ򵥣ں˸췭ظΪ˲ȡǸ˵Ļʱ򾹻ƽ
һ˼Уһ˽ȥڵĽϸæӴܵĹǾߣ̧ͷѾͷвһ
ħΪߣȻϵƣսʱΪ߿ߡҲ֪黹ǼʣħѾȫ踸ӡһһֻΪ֤ħΨһ
ָԲĸǰѣԭΪ޵̰뱩ʳЩƱ߸ǣһҲҲԭټ
ɫĵש׷׷𣬻У䣬ͬ絶նЩĵͳͳ˸ɾ
ɢһľмĴЩһһߵ֮ϡ
֪ģܾǰ͸߹裬ܻӹħ֮λͳħ硣
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õĳ޲ڸ߻裬κӽˣѧһܵħȥĳӡ
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õľǲϧѩģħƷģڵȶģħõģС衱ûаëǮϵ
ħҪһħ𣬶õѡ
֪һԼӲˡ
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š
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ڸȺʿЩӵħҳѺС
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ǵ껨ĸ׽̻ĵһΣΪߣԵ
֮ϵĺľУѣһѪЩѺҳȫԴ
֪ǵбȻ˾Ҳλһһ̨ףһǣ˭ħħ𡣡
һ󻶺뿪˸ƫƧĽ䡣
ǽڴһĻպñǰſ
......Щ£˸ղվ̨ϲǻͦ͵ôֱ⸱ģ
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׼ڰοȴû뵽Լ˵ڻϰߣպһᵱħġ
Ĭع̧ͷŻ裬Ҿ͵ĽĽΪ
......׼ʣԸԸħĸպýӵϢ֪ͨȥ¡
ģħǲħӵһɱϵȨ
аĻش
ĺġ
ڶ˰
ΪʲôÿҶô׼

ۡղء


21 
Ϊ硢ɽֻΪ硢˽硢硢ħ磬˽ͬһռ ɷͳ˧ɽ˽˽ڤ֮תħ......ħڴڱıԵ
ոռλҪʵ̫࣬λָƣСķħ綼ָӰе鶼ȷʵӲǸ̵飬ӲǡվûôƾǣĳħǸ̯ӵĻ򰡣
ħԭһߣⱾѾˣȻħ˽ף˰˶ĲһˡֵħĲҲãƶҲöһ㣬ħô꣬ħĻǻĸհ˸ƶȣȨ˶ôɱɱڿڿ󣬸ֵصֵءħԭɽ࣬ħ۾Ǹż裬ֻɽħԿʱá
˵ɣȨȥ軹еæ⼸ġ涼סòоſ鰸ϴ
ʱе˾ˣ֪ԼòħֻҪԼִܵʱ֣ʱŶ˯ʱ͸һһһΣһһΣżĹ˰שĵʱٻع翴һ̣һлĹΣȻڤ֮׼ץԼûв߱תʱ򣬽ŵһܻħ硣
ڤ֮ˣžø˼ˡ
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ô˼֮žʧȥȤҲ֪Ϊۻ軹淨
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ţŴʳУŵĲһһóϣһ˫Ӹ裬԰ɡ
Įû軹Ϊ˭ֲλүˡ
ˤʱСĴ̨ôţī֭һֱڤ֮ҪڣɫطŽյȤ£лУҼϧѩǸˣղÿ࣬ճʱһ......
ޱš
˾ʹǷװԼӡ
ͷǷǸ˵Ļ쵰
ȴ֪ԼǸ쵰
ҳˣŷ¿ӣθڲѣһû˸Ʒһһʽҧһڡ
Ͻ˿ӣڵʰϵꡣ
˭۸𣿡ֺƵĴյǰǲ˵......
⻹治ǻ޶˴⣬ħһֱûʲôøУϾΪ踸ĺţֺͻǣ壬˽Щ˰˲֪ܵĺӣ˵콫ĵλһ·˯ȥġ
ûʲôأҲ̣ûʲô˸ţҲ˽ǰø̫ﺰϼݵħһ촩
ҲΪ޾üײƼŮ߶ţʲôۻĴﶼ˵˳Ļֶڶ
ƢĻǴη˻𣬽ǼŮ˳ȥ
ûУŶЩúܵҲʲôӦοҪǷԻ֮˵۾ڳ
ϾŴ¾ôɾ䡣
ȷʵ貶׽ŵĻ⣬˵˵òã
̧ͷۻ裬ع硣
£ǰǵûˡĵ˵
ˣûʲô˼ŵ
ţһ⻰ͼˣвУ......黹û꣬ңڹʶģܰҲæɲߡ
סŲŵ˱裬Ҳúȡ
ҾȥɽŪҶɤӣŵ......
ҲѹŲ֪֮ǰסҪô۸ҪôԼ۸ҹλأָñŵɫҰˡ
һԴԼ⼸컨趼˯û㣬ס˹ȥЩõĻ䡣
⼸æˣ˯ôױƵĸŵĲ豭ˮ
ݣź˿ˮһعס̹
......Ѹתţ㿴߱תҲûҵȥڤ֮ù㣬гкȵģֲøȣ˳㻹ܲһµ飬ɱڹ̹
Ŵ¹̵Ĳˮû
Ҹۼĵһˣô˵˵ͨ迪ʼ˸ơ
Įؾ
ǣʵˣûӣʲô˳￴㻻·......ǣ
İ״ɲ룬ɫĲʪһ֡
Խ˵Խˡ
͵һ·ſŻæҵĨԼ֣ħǲҷ壬ȻǸƵı߽
Ҵˣ´βˣæ֤Ҫ㿴һ·
Űһۣȥ
Լ˵Ļֻײǽ
ȵȣţ㵽׻زع簡㻹ûҰ
ɻ費֪ת뿪һ̣ǹһ˿ײЦ
ع磬ֻԵ˵ֶΣʾԼˡ

ۡղء


22 
ôһʱ䣬û뿪ħ硣
ֹ˽һңħ翪ʼһһ죬账ϵҲԽԽӦܿ컨踴ϢټϻħħϢֶߣ硣껨ȺҲ̽壬ʵ׽ħùϵϾʵʵħ𣬺ħ糼ƹŴƬɽӡ
Ҳв˺ͻʶ˾ѡǵ֪踴Ϣ󣬸Ͻ졣
ǰ֪ͨһ
Եܻ˵ʱ軹ںؿɹȵ⣬ûӦǸ缸͹˽
̫ӣɽ۵߻ӣ˵궼ǸҸͷ󻼣ҷ˽Ļħ˲١
ӴǰȺͻ˸кø缸ħȶһ˰
ļ䣬뿪
ȻյĻ˵˾䣺þò
⻰˸УͷԵ̫ӳŻ֣СӵĶȥˣ֪֪ǰȫ......ˣƫѰʬ壬Ǽֻܸ˸¹ڣ
ԼĪһµ񣬻赹ǳ˸ۣ˸û£ֻ˵پ۾ͺãԸᡣ
˶ɵӣ֪Ҳûټʣǻຮ˸ղŵΡһһ̸֮󣬲ע⵽ɽﱧŵĺӡ
ǸŮޡ
֪ɽǼйŵһ飬˾˾һǼΪ˸ʰо֣ԼˡҲ֪ЩɽʲôһɫʰĽ壬˫˵ĺҲûȡ֮һ֮ĵĮصİ£ϰŶСĲ˹ģƺһ˼ȫչСϡ
԰ֶ˶ССӶˣ˭СôиܰôĴܲˡ
ɽ̸ֻ֣ġ
Ҹ˵СɱЩֵܶҪ߻͵͵˵СһޣǶøŵùСһЦǶøЦ
軹濴ɽôӣϽջ֡
һԸĺЩƲˣ겻Ѿһۡ
仨ҲŪһ±仯
ϲͷ˹ûʲôʵȨ˻һƬɢҡԼȢ檣ＸžΪ˺Ժǵ
˵ɽ˸ӻȥǧټƵسţӴ˱ӣ˭ҪǷȥľ˾͸˭ۡ
̫غ˶һ壬ֱԱģȫǵļҵףΪ鷢ȢĹ̫ϲȴϺɽİ
ûҲ߻ãĻλֲĸ۹ҲŲϣѾӵԻȣԼԳһϲصı̲ӣȴʼղұ¶⡣
ҶŸԵйޣĵʱ򣬻͹һơ
ٱ˵ϲһ......
⻰һڣ̫ӡɽ߻ӷ׷׿裬ɽЦ˵ãһͯҪˡ
̫̽Ե˾䣺Ű......
ͷ־ò̫Ծԣô֪ϲţ
̾˿ôһȥûʲôţǼֲϹֲͲ³ˡ
̫ø첲ײɽ֪赱͹ʲô𣿡
ɽ˾䣺֪Сǰ֡
߻ӿ⼸ĬֵܣһȣǶ֪Ҳ֪һѣһܰ
ɽ˵ɵ
ȵȣ߻ţ裬ҪǺųˣǲǾ˸硣
±֣ȷʵ
ȻŸͲϲɽ硣
˸߻Ӻȶ˲û躰㣡ԺҪǻòҾͶ㡣
ƨֶûһƲ˾䣬ҵڶûϲϲҡ
Ͳ˰ɣ㲻Ǻü𣿽̫̽ÿžƱߴ
ͨ죬֧֧죺ҴҵҶףֶŮҴ¥ӵĸŮộ
򵥰Ϊŵ߸磬ҰŶˣ߻ӿʼ˵˵ð裬ҪǴңɵðҵ
Ҳȵκأӣûһ鳡𣿸ҳⰡôϲҰ
裬ҲִΪѣ̫Ѩ׷ﶼҪǮ׷......Ϲ˵ҪһһĸͷϿֵø¹ڣˡ
ΨһûȸߵɽԼбŵĺιһС׸⣬裬ĵģῴġ
ˣ͵ϲĶ߻ӵϲ......ԣ......
ſպ˵ƣдӶ֣𣿡
߻ԴǵˣСʱֲϲһ棬ֻϲܡ
Ҫô˵̫֣ʾ迴ţСžš
ʲô⣬ס죡ɽĳһļƤ
Ͻ̫ӵָ˦Ҫô˵Ǿ͵ħʬ
Ҫôô˵......̫ӿ˿ΧԼľƱţҶİⱭƣһǧ......
˺˵ˣɽסԼкӵĶ䣬˶䡣
һı˵Ҷİǵǳ⿴̫ӵ
ͻɽʵڿȥ֧˸С
ΪʲôҴŰҵҧѪˣԻһŵʹ硣
Σɽһ̨ۣӵ
ΪʲôҶŰִˣָԼһΪһɫñ
ʫɽû
ΪʲôסҵĲӣΪдʫʱдˡ
ұ죡ܲ˵һһ䣬һҶҹȥû뵽ûҵҵ˸պ߽š
žһǸõӽһˮϡϡ·ϵǡ
˳ŵ»žવ˵˵ϡ
һӣ˵ľƶˡ
ҷ׷׷¾ƱǱʱҵѧһĬŲҳ
ңҲǹģϽǸײײߵǰҲ࣬ϽӸŲ·ĲϲˮǰģϵĴ巴ŵˡ
ļѳŵעˣϽʰ׼
Ǳ߰ƻû꣡ò׺Ǿһۣû뵽⼸ܵһһ졣
Ͻǰͻ˵˾䣺ҴҪˣˡ
̫Ҳ㿪Һȶˣȥϴ侲侲
߻Ҳ̫󣬡ŵܺðŵп......пҲؼҿŵټ
ֻʣɽƵվŻĺӣȸˣСӲ̫ʺϿѪȳ
迴˵õֵܣһԼˣһ
ǰҪĻ֭ʵڱǸţû뵽ҵˣ治ǹġ
ȥϴϴҲûֻ裬תͷ׼ȥԡء
軹Ϊſ϶Լʲôû˵ûӦʹԭûû뵽˼תץס˻󣬡ϴͷ

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23 
跢Ⱳӽܹõĳͷƨƨߵظȥԡء
ħϲݻԡҽǽиɧһνȥʱΪʲôþ㱧·ܳͨˣħ𶼽ˣﲻðײãҪһܺһȥ͸ˡ
û뵽ˡ
ſžͲûȥſںš
豧׼ϵ·ĬĬʱ䡣
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......ʱӦýԡ......
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費룬ŵ·һڣ·ĹŮΪħڷʲô衣
裡ԡﺰһϴͷ
Żϲͷװһε߽ԡңҪ·һԣȻӿʼϴͷ
ԡرߣŻ衣
ںڵͷƤγɶԱȣ۾ٿȥͻԡ
СظŵͷĦŰѷմϵ֭ˮϴɾûϴͷżĸԼϴͷӣպ«ưתƵͷϡ
......ȿ𣿡°ѹ̫أС˾䡣
УŻش
ΪŻ˵գõĻ⣬˾䣺߻˵ϲӣ´Ҵȥ˽԰......
ӣƣʲô
𣿡￩һ£ˣƨĵˡ
Ŷˣ˼ĵͷһСʱ󿪹һһᣬɼұһңûСȥҪһӵ˽磬ȥǼ񲻻ҪҸˡʱ±·ᣬһֻ˰ҡû뵽ȴ˽·򡣺Ǽ֣̰Цҡ
ˮϸˮָ¡
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Żͷûϵ㲻õǸѾϰˡиӱļӶĻҲ
ͷͺڰοһ
бųرڣԴʣûº߸ҵİʲô
Ϊ......ҧ촽Ҫʱ˵
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˵ҲǣоŰ˯𴲳һƣ軹ΪˣǿŵӺҲûʲô󰭡
ҲĽͷȥ˯Լŵͷϴú󣬾ͽˮУųԡأɾ壬·Լ޹
˯ŵԣü۵һЩ
ԼǸûģղôõĻᣬȴһ鶼û
轫ŷڴϣĵظҴñӡ迿ڴͷŵ˯գͻȻþƾˡ
ԴԷԼƿߣץŵ֡
Ҳ˯ˣҲҾһŷ˯Լ˵һԸʲôķʽԼϲ
һ֣ȿȣɤӣţ㳤رÿرҵϲ
⻰ôôԼǸ̰ͼɫĻ쵰أһ
ڶ֣رãϣһֱҺȥ
ƭƭɫŶһ
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ô˽繫ϲڹ뷿һ
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ҸôϲңʧһŵֱۣƤСĵ뿪Ųߡ
š
ǿûȥ˭ߵˡ
ϸģǰ˵̫쵰ˣŵӡ󲻺á
ĶԼҳԡ
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Խ㻨ԽԼ䲻˯ߵˣ......Ҫ
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ҪɣЦţ˵㲻׵ģҲףǾһˡ
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ԼԼԴһ㡣
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ƾˣ𽥻˯ȥ

ۡղء


24 
Ŷһ˽磬Ѱһλˡ
ĹŮ̻һλŮΪӱܳħ׷ɱ˽סŰṩĵַÿһȲ˿ݲݵš
˾ͽɣڴһϵЩˮܹɤӡ
ƿ飬ҳһŵҲҪˮģţһ¡
ŵ֣ϸһԭϵĲˮ룬侲ϣ콫......ţ
űȭǡ
ôҵģϸдң¸Լ޶˵鷳˭Ŷסģ
֪ں³ħ𣬱ο㲻صģħħλħȻع黨һС
ϸ⻰æǰץŵ䣬˵Ķģħˣ
ǧȷŲϸڳϣ㲻ٵĳħ׷ɱѾȫˡ
ϸӯỨƺ˹õĻ䣺һ......һ˰......
ŵݸһŲԺŲ滺
ˮɬųһڱ㲻ٺȡ
ϸŵлֱһٶжࡣ
ҪҪʣ㿪ڴϣ˸Ϣ֮⣬һ㡣
ϸҵæ˵ֱ˵ұض֪޲ԣ޲
ŵڻ߷̣к쳣
쳣ϸ˲۽ǵỨΪʣҵûע......
ŻʷӴʲô𣿡
......ħٴʽĴУӵģҲǵò̫ˣϸüͷϸĥ
̾˿Լǰܡ
Ҫ˵쳣Ļȷʵǵмº֣ϸҧ´ʵҲʲô£ǵħ޹һʽħĶħʱصذڴͷšҼǵ쵱ʱиСŮһͱħݺݵغǳһ١Ҳ֪ħ׺ͣӲЩŮģǴħ˺ôĻ𡣡
Ų죬ŲôɰɣȻӻͳ߱תͼֽ˵Ĳɡ
ϸϸ˻ͼֽ
ûͼֽû뵽˹ʲôϢû̵Լɻˡ
ôҲǣˣ
ϸͥԺһûʳʰ˶׼ħ硣ǰϸԸһͬȥϸ˵Լס˽һٶ꣬ϰԸڻȥǡ
ûǿ󣬴Ǳϸʱʱ仹硣Ѱ˼ħҲûʲô˽ļĴתתԭϸסĵط뼯жξ룬һ·ĥ߱ת壬֪͵˼С
˽ļûйڣʤڸиصĲͬ˺ƣ֦Ҷʢϣ֯
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Զһе̨ƫͷʡҶӰ͵ͽǮѹֻССϣе˸ҵеӮ˸ſžȤ̨ʰͷС
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ſŻһֻУЩµ
ֻһֻб𣿡һչУһֻҳļǮ
ееģŴδ˴󷽵үϽϻһֻгֻֻûֻá
ŵںЩǮʣµİţһִһйޣ׼ظ
˵ǻظصҲԼҵĸۡħ졣
ʱպýôûԼͷ׼ŴĶʱ򣬸պÿŴչ˹
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ҲûֻǺȵ¸ˡ
õʲôȥš
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СŻش
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ŴûЩѧ˽Ще˵ӣڵϣչޣûѡһˣֻеȡ롢ֻܷһֻãֻ֪Ϊϳˣָߵչޡ
ȻȸˣûɵѵؼǵǸŸԼֻиãû뵽ˡСʤ֣Ų鲻Ըذߵչ޵ݸ˻衣
һԴǼƽֻʱӦýſĲǡ
ϽĿ˵ҪұǸ䣬ž͸ϽұߵչƸ˻裬ԼߵĲ֡
ûŻôʱһӵذĻҳ۳У˸ȻĶ裬ıԵе
һзŽУֻΪռһͲһ𣬴򶷼仹С
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ŵȾžѬ͸ĺ죬Ŷս֣üͷ
ֻл˺ҧɱֻſ棬ͷŶԷҲ֪ĸʹľһգ۵ĹֻбһһգָۣԷֿ迴ֻû˶ԣ˸ȥŴȥʲô֪оʹյ˻ߡ
յĽͬϣֻҧסֻе򦣬һڱ
űŻӮˣ
ŻδЦݡ
ټ˿ģӦһӮˡ
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ۡղء


25 
账׼Լӵ״Ҫʲôʱ򣬷Ѿ뿪ħ硣ʹŮ֪Żعȥˡ
ƽĲȥˣҲûôʣȻȻͻ
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ƿԼ侲һ¡
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赱ħ𲻹࣬ȻеȥţǾôŻҲ˯š˼·ȥ鷿ĽԼڰ
˵Ŀɽɹȵ⣬ŶƿɽĿɣôħ᲻ԿʯΪˣʦıԹңĵĵ飬ɽĿڳħλʮ֮ͻȻǵģԼⱳʲô顣
պҹҲúһµ˼
ƻ綹һⶼûУеİ
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......·ˣŵʲôʵģطô󣬻·𣿡
һЦ˳УҴȥָҡ
һ£ûӦѾץ֡
˾ƻһ·ôҲˣ賰Цš
ŰƫһߣҲҲȥ·Ҳ㡣
һů
ʲôԼˣһ顣
......ӹ֮ȥ޹㲻ǣŵȻҾȥ㣬ħ̫ˣҹֺڣҲ......
ò׼һȼŵƻĵطŷɱȥǱɵеͷ
˵еίͰ͵ġ
Ժ......´һġ
šŷס֡
Ժ......ʣܲܲҪ뿪̫......һ......
á
ȻȥĶǰ˵һҪ㣬Һ֪ȥң
á
ҡ
á
һʳԼһֱʵǾ仰Զ뿪......
ŵֶһ£......á
費ŵؿţŵĶķ·ܵѪ
費ԼĴ𰸣һԼ䲻ô죿ûһΡ
ź񿴴뷨ظһ䣺˵á
ħ缫ҹһξòôˡ
ӦˣӦҪһֱԼӦԶ뿪
......
һƳģڻ......
鶾ǣҩʯˣðΣﻯ̬ҪȥȵǸˡ
ֱסţҺÿ......Һÿ......
ͷҲǡ

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26 
ڴϣʾԼܺڡ
ϲ˱¶ļĻ裬˳ԵͷĹ
Ͳſһˡ
ǰڱֲ䣬ȻڴշתԼǲΡ
ֱŷ˵˾䣺㲻˯һҪ˯
ŹԹ͵͵СĴָŵСĴָڱ͵Ц
ˣ˯Ȱ裬ű˫װ˯˵ӣȹһۿԼߵˡ
Ǹܵ˻ߣҲۣˣ첻ǻҪ𣿡
賯Ųһ㣬̫˷ˣ˯š
ʲô˷ܵ......ô˵ǲسŻŲһ¡
ΪҺϲ㰡迴ŷǸľرϲ֣ˣҪҪһʲôʱʼкøеġ
žû˼Ż裺ʲôòµģҲ顣
Ŷһ㡣
ұεʱ򣿡žЩԾַ˻
ǲԣҪһ㡣ӿš
Ҫ磿ųûӡԼѲĴҲٲμᰡ
Ҿ֪㲻ǵã§ţĶǰޡ
һʱĽ죬һŶҪҩӵꡣ޲䣬ֻǿƯһ˿͸ǵĺȥŮ磬ȴû뵽ȥ·˿š
豻װŵ˴ӵţź·ﻹŸ¸ŮǺ«
ӵϹŮָŸ˵콫۲֪ĳӣšͻͬ꣬ɴȴرֶûȡͱӵ˾ӪˣеھţʼӪ˶ƺΪɣۿǾֹⲻȥȡ˸˾֣š
ϹŮ˵ʱǲмƫƫȴϲսʱĽһûϴɾѪ顣
СಡӲЩУÿο趼˷ܡ
˦ϹŮĵܵǰŻΪǴĳ֣ٽͶŻ裬ٿԼ
ϹŮϽ׷ȥǳţĽħӣҪ˵Ҫÿ
ջ˽ϽϹŮץŵ֡
Ҳ֪Ҫ˵ʲô׷ţúÿ
һϵѪɰһӡڻϣô꣬ûǡ
ôһӡҲûУŻĽ͸оһȫİĹһ̫ˣҲǲˣôˣ
Ų²ⰴԼԸӦû᲻һ֮ɡ
......뵽˹ȥ飬ŰľѣҾͲ㣬Լĥɣ˯ˡ
£һ±ˡ
ԴҲ벻޷ʲô£ҲǵԼʱĻ衣
ֱˣ˯ȥŻǰ顣
ʱھӪﳤûҲûǣȨսţٳĽ֪ĸ֪鴦ھӪųѧ˵ı£ѾӪƦҲմ˸ס
ʱӪͬĺӴ򲻹ţһǸûûûҪСŲʹ򣬴ǱΪֹǻˣﻹи
·ʱǸŽۣϹźβ͵Ļ裬һһǺ«ܵԼǰΪ֣ܵʶؾ;˽ǸŻϹŮﻰţħļϳŵĶӣ۲Ҫӡ
ż֣۸裬ֲ֡˻ŵǺ«˹˸⡣
ˣŻǩ˻
㻹һǸ⣬ֱ......ɻ費ױƵİϹŮõĵĺС
ŴСھӪԹЩöԵľǱʯͷӲͷӪһһ뿴ԹõĶսʱʬɵĿ⡣־µ㣬δżδ
ǶߴߴģҲŲϡĶżֵ˵СһĻڵġ
ͷ˿Լ·Ҳ֪ǵˡ
Ժֲţ˸Ȼ»һԶˡ
վԭأŸշǸ⣬ŵıӰðŷӦ˾䣺ʲôѽ
û
û뵽걻Լֲŵ꣬Լš

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27 
۵ʱ򣬿бڴϣͷԼﻹһֻħеİ껨
𣿡ժҧŵĻŵǰ͸ġ
űرۣ˸Żװ
ţҰϽţ㲻ϲ𣿻㲻ϲƺҪǻһҽʲôӣ๫磿
ҪʱգһϵԼ
Ҫ豧ŲȥҾ̫......
𿪣»ıҪȥ硣
磿ſţȥʲô
߱ת飬£Ū߱תôܰ嵱ࡣ
ʱæħ飬¸ˣһֱڲ顣
·Сģϵ
粻ͬ磬ͨһʯͷɵĽݡŷ⣬ǰ֮˵ִ
ִصˣ̤ʱͬǧʯ
һʱݣŵһɡ
Žò޺վڽݾͷţӣѵóԸ
ŻҹǸðʧԼ¶ļӣǲԾ𣬡лʦӡ
ǲ͸㣬Ƿ͵ģ޺۵οǾŽİһ£ǿӿ
޺۵һμţԼĪһǰ
ʱŸմڤ֮ѧѻķҵ˻Ĳл꣬ںɽڤ֮ţҪȥҪǰӡ
űǰ磬ִ̫أǽݵķѹȴƾ־˽ݣ˷ڴ
ô׾ͽӸӲǲٻغϣҪؽ֮ʱ޺ͻȻһӳ֡
˵Ե͸һöǰӡܴȥúϣܿ
ζлʦڵʱǧһ֮ʣΪǿӣٴαʾл⡣
ȻŽԸˣչΪ£޺ʡ
Ŵӻͳ߱תͼֽŷڱչأǾͷʦΪҽ󣬴ʦ֪ͼеıǺ;
޺۽ӹͼֽϸһûǴĻǷ͸һڤ֮ĺ񡪡߱ת壬;......ҲҴδóùڴ˴ȵȣȥҡ
鷳ʦˣ޺۽ͼֽţԼСչš
ӵһҲ޺۹˺ģڷĴתһת
̫أûʲôأֻż·һЩޣҲŴкȫûһ
źǴ˵еķǰģĴѰңԶиط˸ŷ⣬׼ȥʱ޺ͻȻһ鼮
Ž޺۵ҵˡ
޺۷ҳָһ仰Žͣļأ߱תҪ;Ӧʹǳ˯߱תǷʧսƷԴʺڤΪڤ֮
ʹǳ˯ǰ𣿡δģΪ߱תǿĹߣû뵽ֻʹǳ˯
˵ͨ......
......ֻдʹǳ˯޺۵Ĳδ̫ࡣ޺ܷðһ䣬Ž߱תΪ£
ŵ˵ҵڤ֮ϰѻǷڤ֮һ飬ڤ֮˶ԱĿ¼ʱֶ߱ת壬飬֪߱ת;׷ҲҪһЩ
һΪŽΪħ鱼޺۵ʵ߱תһвֻһּƷˣһʧ߱ת˺ıŽɸڤ̫֮תĶʧ粻ƽЩ
һתڤ֮ģնлʦŵʵĶˣʦûб£žȸˡ
Žߣ޺۵
˯......
һ·϶ЩѼ
û뵽߱תֻܳ˯꣬ܰꡣ
˵֮ǰȥݷλס˽ĹŮʱҲᵽ衱߱תڴͷ
ѵ˵Ǹʱʵδᣬǻǳ˯

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28 
Żھһ֮ǰ飬ɻѾʼһ֮顣
⼸ջҪǸĽ졣
ħڼ佫ֹҪһĳħ֮ǰɣõķʽǴӸĽ쿪ʼ
ֻлЩԼС˼
ĽεڻεŵĻƸ¼ŻҪ
һָ֮ǰģҪߣҲ쿴κһֻߣУԱ߸Ҽӡ
ɶεܻˡ
ӣ˻𣿡ȻţԺҵҪҡ
εͻԸĻƸϽ¡
УպϵҲˣЩ߰ĵҲҲˣǸ㲻ҸͳħôôϲŮˡ
ħǻ˵ЦŮˣѵ𣿡ε֪źͻſھŵûϽס졣
⼸ֿ˻һûƽϣ˵ʲô¾ˡ
εŻķӦ֪Լ˵˻Ͻ첻Ҷԡ
һԵĻ˾䣺£ǰպϵˣԺסЩɡ
ס޹ʲô㲻ģޱ͸˯һ𡣡
ԺչҪȢ檵ģ......ʡ
ˣҲҵģ󹬵ЩԺȫҲˣĶˣǸԡظ......Ǹһͦġ
εħǳ飬ɻң֪ϲš......ŲǸõǫ̃
콫޸踸ңҪ......Ǹˡ
֮ǰǷ̻踸ĹˣۼΪ˸Ӱѻĸĸĥжңû뵽赹ãֱϲһˡ
Ҷ죬ֻܳ԰ʾ裺£ܸӵ޹ɡ
£......ǰ¸ˡ
ɲһŵϲ֮ǰĳлѾˣºҲǻһܾģ뻹ǵŻ˵ɡ
һϲСֻܸϲˡҿźͦϲӵģлҲãϧѩҲ......
Ҫͺ......
ȻӲɰǻ˱ſ϶ܿɰ......
ͷˣֶҪĥŻ᲻ᱻŴһ٣»Ժ˵ɡ
ȿŲɣԺ˵
òˣΪЧŵȻٺͻϸ̸̸¡
УǳԺӣεԸƼ£պǾס
ЩѰֵĵطҲˣ԰Сһ룬֮ǰħץŮӸЩǮˣǺͼžۡЩŮ͹ԸߵģЩǮߣԸߵģ취ǰЩĹ
ֹһȦƻĿǰסŵ޹ûʲô䶯ֻŰǼֻ߸ˡ
ε͵͵躰һߣ嶼ڴЩĶŪ˵ĶҪϲĻ޹ﲼãվ깤
踽ε䣬׼뿪ʱײ˴ӷš
ڸʲôָȺ޹Ĺˡ
ûʲôûʲô۾ƳߣæߣǰǼֻѿ߸ˡ
û룬˵˾䣺º˵
ȥ鷿ϣԼ˵Žڷ£ץ档
˵߱תܳ˯ʱͷͻȻ
ôˣͷ
ûʲô......̫ѨÿһȥҾͻͷۡ
Ű˰ͷЩ𣿡
§סţſԼһŷ䵭ĺҶ㣬źЩ
ǻƫƫá
ŵıٱһ......
ûƵ˯˻軳
ʣۣڻȤʲôʱϲҵģ
ʵش𣺡ǰҽǴ˯ڲ㱻ôҸȡůʱ򡣡
Цһꡣ
Ҳһ꣬𣿡ҧŴڻؿڡ
޳ƿһ꣬໥ȡůˤ鸽һꡣ
һһ֮꣬
ڶһ꣬
źͻ趼ΪǵŶԷΪһ޼յĸ飬ΪǺǻĽ֡
ǲ֪మˡ

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29 
豧һ˯֮仨˸ղźε顣㿪˾䣺ϲС𣿡
˯Ժģû?ôͻȻ⣬ʲô
͵......ҿл˲ϧѩǲǱȽϲСӡ
û˯ţش𣺡УԲ԰......ԵĴһپ͹......
ţҲ԰......
Ҳû˸Ҵ㣬Ҳû˴ù㡣
˵ʲôû壬һ顣
Ͻ˰ػװʲôû˵ӣûʲôûʲôʲôû˵
Ż˸˯£˵˾䣺ҪСҾϲ
ŵı仰ͻȻͣڿС
ȵȡ
˼¡
ŵ˭Ǹ
ǰɣһ......ҲˣҲˣͲһĴгˣȻϡ
һͺŲƥô죿һҲǸô죿
ϻſ϶Ǹôͣ¾ɽɽϵޣô......
ôĻԼ͵档
еͷʹ
ħûʲôˣɣĿ϶ֵóЦԼϧѩ˵ɣֲ̫˼......Ǹ֪ʲô¾Ͳˣǲˡ
ĥԼţҲˣҲˣͲϴãøϽȷ
ⲻպǸ׵߸磬Ҳ߻ħȾȴ˴ǮˣܵǮ찡Ծˣ˾Ǯ軹Ͻ߻ھ¥˼СŪ˵òˡ
Ҳ̫ˣҾǽǮôҺˣ߻ò˼ͷ˵Ҷ˼ż˴ɰѱȫ¾ȻһǮûС谡´ҹŮˣ㶼ħˣαһˡ
ҡҡͷ˸֮⣬һ鷳......
㾡ܿڣ߻úɣֻҪܰ쵽ģҾԲƴǡ
............Ǹ......֧֧죬ֻȴ˼˵......
߻ӶŻ裺ûʲô˼ģѣ˵
......軹ǲ˼ʣ......
߻ÿŻһȵӣ뵽ʲôһŶǲǰ˹˶ӣ
һ±Ƶؿôܣ𣿡
߻øϽޡԣǸûġ˵⼸ĺõҲ˰ɣʱ򶼲֪ôģѵĹﲻҪҪǸƢĵܵܣ㶼֪յʱΪǵĸĸΪź͸Ҳ֪˶ټ......
ʵй......֧֧˵
ŶӸˣ߻ʡ
ȥȥȥϽ߻ƿһ쵽ĶɶͶûϵеģеģܵܣ㻹֪ǲе𣿡
ǿɲһ߻õĸ˵ˣűǼܸɣͨģʲô¶ܸɣô֪˺......
豻˵
Ŷˣϴβ˵ϲţ߻ŷӦ˵ôشģ
˵ˣᵽ»ЩСӦ......˵Զߡ
ţֵ߻ɵˣɶ⣿ӦˣŴӦˣֻȻӻ𣿡
߻֣ȣĻԴãĿǰûʲôȱĵط
Һõúܣ˦߻ӵ֡
ŴӦˣûҿЦ߻ʡ
......ӦˣҲϲңи⣬ҪǺ......ž£Ҳ֪ǸǸ
......
߻ʲôû˵ſŻ衣
ǰƣôˣ
............߻ŷӦ⣬Ǹ⣬þͺ......ô֪Һֲ죡
ҾǾôҲ봦һʱ䣬Ӧ......ж......
ðһ䣬裬ǸǸ߻ʡ
ָͷȻָָ
ˣҲҲǸ߻ӵ
ü㲻ǺϵµҲһ׼ɣ
Һϵòһ£ô˵һģ߻ӵȣźǿǿɱ˶ϹޣЩ޵ͷȡſҺüϳʱ㱻֪𣿡
ʹرۣ֪ûô˵
˵ԭϲͷ­ŷŵð......
㿴ſ϶Ǹ߻ն˵
Ʊǿûʲôϵһϣܹأϣܱأ
߻ӲŵؿŻ裬̫Լ˭Ҫ˭㶼֪ŵǼ米ɹʲô۸ţߣ֪ŸɶŰ߰ƤĨĴϣ˸ǿѪడǶʱ类ŵʧ飬ɶһѪζ
Уƽˮأ֮űĺӵˮִˮȻƽȥپȳѭ֪ٴΣº󻹾磬ҪǸҰ¸߸ĸžͰĹθˡ㶼֪絽ڶȥˮǸʱŵã
󣬻Ұ˵ܣҰ˵ǼֵϲһĸΪһΰ˵ܵɼҵţ˵ŵ϶ǸҪļ͵͵ŲŰˡʱǻΪĸţžҲð˵ô֪Ÿɶģ°˵ּܵѽĹλһƪ......Ŀ޴ʣµǣ޴ʵ˹ǰ˵ܺĸ......Ӵ֮ҸûۿҰ˵......ĸҲҶ԰˵ܺ......
ʵ......󲻺˼˵˾䣬ҾŸɵͦԵģɵƯ˭Ǽ۸ţã
㻤̣Ҳ˵ͷĺܿ£˸ռıˣһ֣ҪٱǧҪ
ͷͻȻɬڻһ֣ǧٱĳ㡣
˵裬Ļļ򣬡Ҫ뵱ǸҲǲУҸŪһҩź£ҩ˶ãʱ»㡣
üУҲҩģ
......ɣ߻õܰЩҾŲģ㻹İɡ
û˵˦ųĶӷ
һûһ䣬ÿó˼Լлͥ
Ҳû˵ʲôĻú󣬻·졣£һ·϶л㱵ġ
ԴֻҪԷţʲôҪģֻҪž......
ֻҪ......
迪ʼԼ
źÿ¶
ԣԲ
Ż۵ģܣ
֪Ϳ쵽죬ǰվһɫӰѪīһ˲䣬ƽ޲˻ա
ͬͶʯˮ
ţ迴˵ϽѾ˹ȥ
ղеľ뷳ƶڿŵһ˲һɨ⡣
ȵؽס˻裬ţˡҸո˯Ҳ㣬Ů˵߸Ǯ......Ӧܼ......
˯˵Ƣõը˵ºͺ͵ģ仹͸ŶԻĹġ
鲻С˾䣺Ǹ......֮ǰ......ž......ǸǸ......ûʲô˼Ҷܽܣ......ʣǶи׼......
Ųͷ˻һۣûŤֱӻ֣档
ţֵˣķչҲ̫Լ˰ɡ
öŴ˸Ƿ
ԭأûӦ

˼ֻûͷ˾䣺ڸ
ϽĴ׷ȥ
ţ֮ǰûù
ţʲôʱʵһ¸ղ˵Ǹ⣿
ţԺһúźġ
......
......
øס˵죬١šغ
˽糣˵ˣɫܿȾ
Ǹɫ͸㻭˸ʰ쵵簡
淳

ۡղء


30 
ħûµʱع翴⣬һʣÿλлץŲ뿪
Σлصرֻë׵ĺһĴβͣͼЩȿɰ岿λš
ϰ壬㲻Ҫлץŵ䣬ÿһˣǲǲϲˣء
ûУǣ̫ʦϣѳлԼϥϡ
лԹԵֳԭΣŻԭһֻ׺꣬ڹ￴ÿɰˣû뵽ȻǸЩеĺſСؼңǳлǲ͸¶ԼԸ뿪ſԸȥҲûٱлڵﵱСơ
лβͷһ
ϰ壬סħ𣿡лʡ
š
Ǹ......裿
ԡŻش
л𰸣ŻΣβë׵ĶҿɰΪʲôϰ㲻ҪңҪ˻һ𣡡
£Բ˻賤βͺͶӣһЦ˳
ں˵£㻹Цлš
˺ˣ֪ʱһֱħ㣬ҵĲԣͷԺġ
Ǵһסħ㲻Ҫ𣿡лʣ......ڹźģֲ棬µֻ֪߶Щ֥ùӵ飬ѽͶ̥һͶ̥һӻǴְģֲ......
˵һġıųлұ֤𣿡
֤ʲô֤Ƕ˵úúõģתͷͲҪˣлʲôõĻ䣬СԹš
......ҪʲôҶӦ𣿡ǣųлС֡
Ҫʲô......ǲɣҸһȥħ磬лԣҾܺһֱһˣھȥʰ
ŻûӦлѾıȥԼʰˡ
׷ȥʱ򣬵̸պ˽
˴һ˪ɫĳۣưĹЩӵʡǵĹ磬ǵһμʲˡ
߶ˣ¹΢Ҿϰ塣йǡһ³ɽͼ
Ҿǣŵʲô𣿡
΢æͳһ龫ɵذףͷеذ׻Ǯϰҿô
ŽӹذףذƽĲ̫һذ׵ĵпǳͨذ׵ĵǶ߿űʯȴ۸񲻷ơ
ű˾䣺ذǴģ
ҼҴഫıҪͷеҲԸˡ΢
Ī˵ѣ⵶ʺذ׸һףذǺϵĶ𣿡ڹô꣬Сıǧô𶼿
ϰۼ⣬΢ԼĻѻˣʵʵسϣȷʵϰ˵ذ䶪ʧˣֻʣ˵......ẉ̂ϰ忪˶ߵļ۸񡣡
ȷʵ̫ߵļ۸񣬡ŵĻ㣬ʮ
Ҳ̫˰......΢ϰ⵶ϵıʯǱʯɫ󡣡
˵ҽЩ£ֻܳʮʣǲ⣬Ҿû취ˣɡ
Űذ׽΢΢ҡҡͷʾԼ޷Ÿļ۸񣬵Ǳ뿪˵̡
󣬸ϽغԺץлɳлѾʰˣԹԵڰϵŴԼȥħ硣
㻹ѧҪϡóл
ԽҰлش𣬡ȷӽ̵ĺá
ħûô档˸ڣڹ绹вС顣
ĸС飿ȥתͶ̥Ķǵ˵ĺлʣ˵ˣû׼ȥħһʶµĻ顣
Żҡͷ
лóԼɱޡ
СһƲüͷһ壬̧ͷһԡ
ŵıǵضɽҡĿκϺԩ궼ܺڤ֮״ԩĵҲֹסᡣ
ħĻԼĵǸ꾫ǸĹ
˹ˣǰסл죬߰ɡ
лֹסշ硣
л˲۽ǵˮƨƨߵ׷󣬡Ӧ˰
һûڣϽߣ

ۡղء


31 
ɽĲ͵ˣϽŲҶţû뵽ջ޹Ϳڶ顣
¹ϣ䣬ʫŶصɡ
ȵȣΪʲôһ˵......
ߵýЩŶĳл
ŸպҲ˻裬ϽվͣлҪħ磬......Ǹûǰ֪ͨͰˡ
ŵΪæûû£ûŸ䡣
ҲҪҪϰסһ𣬡л飬ӵҪϰ˯һ𡣡
лŵȲ֣迴ֲܷ
У˳л
˯һлԼĺβͱ˳
ûֻ꾫УϽ˵˾䣺һ˯
ɶźͳлһͷŻ衣
˵һ˯ָָ̡
ܺùźͺ꾫˯һ......ӿɰ˵Ѿˡ
˯ǰŴųлϴ֮󣬳л˯˴̵м䡣лϲβ˯ѩ׵ĺβͣŸ˯ǰ¡
ǰɽиϺУһ飬ƺǸ¼ϺǸɮŷԲʮĴ񡣵ǺϺ̫ˣϵò......ϺϻҪǰôأ
žùЩ֣ųлѾ˯ˣ˺Ĺ¡
ϺкܺԼߺûܹûҲûͽܣϺае¸ǰ
ͻȻһ죬˵ˣұǧĻԵķϣȡһƬҵĻɣƬܹطഺ
Ϻˣ»˲ͱһСӣǻֻάһഺڶ죬Ϻˡ
̾˿ҽ̸ԵϣٸһƬɡ
Ϻлǲ֪㣬죬죬......
ֱʧȥеĻֻ꣬ʣһ
ǸʱϺѾˣץŽ׽ŻڵǡΪԼܱǸˣͿԶ
ŷ鱾һҳʲôûдҲûнϺĽ֡
û˺ĺۼѵдûдµĽ
ŰŻȥ̾ħĶͯѧ......ʡ壬֪ơ
պʱѵǰסţС꾫˯𣿡
˯......Ų⻨ĳƺ֣гл
֪ǾǸС꾫ЩԴףС˵˾䣬СҾͲ𣿡
˻£̫ˣ˯ɡ
ŵǸѩɫëӣȤСʱһһģһĺëΧ
Ҳ֪лǲ仰βŵһ
ļл뾡˸ְ취ͻ衣
Ҫű飬д֣ﵽ䣬ιųԷԼԷҪһ衣
迴ǸŭԣװһνžԼСۡ
춼ôܰѳлĺëˡ
ĳ峿̵ܵħ磬˵ǵ˸⣬ŻȥʳлҪҪһȥлܾˣűһȥ˵̡
Ҳ֪æʲô˻ûл˹׼ſʱ򣬸պײ˴µĻ衣
лѽһŻ裬ȴ賶ס˴β͡
ŵúù𣿡ʡ
лϻش𣬰︺ųлĹŮǰ˵˾䣺СŻûã¡
ȥ׼ɣԸȻųлߵ˷ǰԵ㶫ҪȻԺ󳤲ߡ
лӣŲڣûڵĵŮǺܿ˹ŵǰڷŵʼȣлû˾䣺𣿡
ǡ
ħҲģлʡ
ħ˵أףлʢһ뼦
......һֱϰ𣿲۸Ҳ......лƯŵͻ֪ǰϰϲһ쵰Ǹ쵰ˣܲܲҪǸ쵰һ
֪лﻹŵĺãҲܱ֤ΪҾǸ쵰
л̧ͷŻ裬ȻĬĬصͷ˿
......ǣлҪúö
ãҴӦ㡣ŵ
л......úβΧ
......
лУ´ȼʱԹ
......
ϰҲʱԹ
......
ߵʱҴֻռֻ

ϺеĹºںҪ


32 
˳лСڣ˿ֻ꾫ԼƭֻռֻѼһ鱦ʵʵػ˹硣
ڵﳤģʨӴ󿪿ڵ硣
⼸찴ջԸиĽڵĿӿݵġЩԺӱƽˣЩԺ˿δţٴʧȥ˷
θص㣬Сܵ˶źǰ
ź......
ǰ޹......
űǧеĵطҲѻĵط......
Ķź˷棬Ǿ뵱ѻʱ޶¡ͬĲԫߣͬ
йڶźĻ䶼һһǰżǸһ뿪˶ź
û¸߻裬ϲ¶
һƣͳ⡣
ſʼجΣҲֻһجΣźüŶͬһجΣһαһһαһʹࡣ
صһǰĶźĻÿ϶ƿźĴţߵȵ񻨵棬ϵ̾߱
űڷϣŵǱʩټʧѪ࣬ʧأŸûа취ѿԼ
ֻŵ⻮ԼļѪڵϣųһѪܵĻ
Ҫ......Ҫ......
ţţҡţѳ
͵˫ۣǰʶƿ裬㡣
ôˣձȥû뵽һͿ˵λӡ軹ΪʲôȤ飬û뵽˵ȫĵĻ֪جΣϽҡ
ŷӦԼڲڰǰĶźԼǰĻҲǸԼǧеĻ衣
û......һû......
˵Լû£ϵĲ˱ţųʲôˣ˵û£μʲôˣ˵˵¡
ûʲôرģŲ˰Ѷͷϵ亹εһЩϡŹֵĶ
ӹźĲ豭ŻϣȻߵЬӣϴ§˻......ûµڣ˵˵һᱣġ
̾˿εһǰ㽫ǧеˡ
ʵӸղ˵λҲ˸ÿ˵ǧСĸ֣˾һۡ
ǻζ𣿡Сʡ
Ҳһʱűۣ·ź......Ƿֻʣ·ӣ֮һֱج......
һΣ
ֹ......֮ǰҲйŻ
ûȫǸסŵ֣վѶź......
ˣֻجζѣûôƿ裬˯ɣѾˡ
֪ʲô¶ﲻ˵ʲô鶼һ˿š
ʵȥЩʣŴû

鿪ǰշԸεװĴͷ񣬷һû˵ŵ˫һ
ڸʲô裡ţԸҲҪһЩ
ţҺò......İŪˣϽ侲
仰ƺЧû賶ŵŵϡ
......ſʼһǰǸϣʼܵһ˿־塣
ţ֪㺦£֮㲻ܻ᲻µġţҲһֱڿ־档
Ų֪ҪʲôֱɵĿ־壬žô
ϻȥڰǰĶźȻʯ米󣬱ס˫ۣӾܹᵽľǱǻûѪֻܹԼصĺʹʡŲ֪һҲ֪ʲôʱǸͷ֪Ǹմ𰸡
ŵ忪ʼɫҰףС˾䣺裬ſҺòãϽſң
ߵߣţĶͷһǡ
ûֹĿûһıʣûѪ̷ֻܵǡ
ֻһǶѡ
Ǹ֮һŵϣϣϡ
ûй𣬰ŵͽڻһһغţţҡ
裬ĽܾãĺﱣĻ衣
ӴԺ㲻ٺ¶źҲٺҡ
ΪĻ裬ס˫ۣס˫ֺֻһ¡
ǰ㡣

ۡղء


33 
𣿡ŵ
ŵͷ˵Ұӽ⿪......
Ͻʩ⿪ס˫ֵŵ˫֮󣬳۾ŵĲմЩա
´ξ......Ļû˵꣬һ˦ϡ
ȥ
ҹﻨŵĴ˺ܾãʲôû˵ˣӸһͷһ̺ӣن¾͹ȥ˯
ڶ컨趥ϺָͮͮӡϳƽﳯΪϰ˳ħĹأ̧ͷԼҵľǣϧѩĸҡ
Ů˱õ־һˮڹŮߺͿʼЦ裬ǰôˣôݵ֣ľŽȳİƺЩͨ˾ǲһ
죡һۡ
濴˿ϵӡֿ˿Լ֣Ȼ콫Щ࣬Լöһ
Щ඼ܳţҪÿ춼ĲϳȥԼľӲ
𺹽ϣˮӴƤһ˲䣬۵òû
˵Щ߰ˣ֮ǰȥɽ𣿡ġ
֮ǰɽĿɼ¼ֲ̫֮󣬱һŵùȥ
ˣⲻǸչȥٵȵȣֲﲻ׻Ϊʲô²ţʵʵŹȥ
У˶Ķ𣿡ʡ
ȷˣֻǡ
ֻʲôʵ
˪ɹȥļ⼸ʧȥϵĵ
Ĭһǵ˪һֱǰ˶ҵһǳʲô£˪Ĵ𸴡
ǡĽ뿪鷿
Լ˺һע⵽û뿪
ô𣿡ʡ
Щ˽¡
ţɻ˻ʲô˽£Լ
˶˼鰸ԣʲô˽ºġ
¡þŽµʦ

Ĭһ£˿ӡ
ȳлɵԼ󣬶ҡϲŮ......
ԼȥɣԼ
ˡǸֱӣʲô˵ʲôҲܹܻ⻰ɫжѿ
ԭӽҪħصشƣĺƯĹŮûУøЩеûģùŮֱӽȥˡ
ѧһղԸµĹΡīа˫̫֦ΪƷЩŸɾĽʽܻŵĲ֦
ù򣡡ƳޣľŽ
Ž֦̺һԵĹŮȻȥڽþòΪ£
Žҵʦ浱ŵֱӹʱĽϣܹΪͽ
űǷɤŵһڽҲ̫ͻȻ˰ɣ˵겻ʵǲҵʦ֮
ܰλֵͷŷţ̽Һ𣿡ǰһҲһ
һ......ʵûʲôܽ......
Ϊͽ֮Ҿ濪ʼſˡ
ŵ......ֲҪ......
ûƴӣ㹻ˡ
ԺҪ˭ܸ֡滻˸
ŵһ˾ܽˡ
ͷܰǰħ......
ųĬһҶͦĵġ
......˰Ҳ벻ԼʲôôԸš
ļ򣬡ڽֻҪħĽһ죬Ҿ޷ʦ
۵ж飬񶾣ϵҳϵŸеӦչĳӣŴûǹ̫ˣԷֻħıܹϧѩܹɱĸ֣Ψܵһħ罫ʦ
ΪŵĽǴѧģΪͽֱӽĽ͸ħ硣۴ӵϻĹϵϣŶô
Ż˼ǸŽֻǳĽڲҲТĵز
֪ſο棬ʵǲҲТ֮ˡ
û˼ֲ׷ţֻ˵Ǳ뿪졣
ǰŸߣһλŮͳһš
ⶼµĵ߷ˣŵĹŮҪ˺
ûģֱ˺ֽĸ׽ǿ뻨Σ޸һһֱƺΪ岮ˣԭĸ𣿡
Ů֪֮ǰЩƵ飬һ£ش......չǸŮһ......
㸸׽ҴҼ˵ԭΪҪɱأʣ㻹һɱ......
ʲôŮؿţ˵ʲô
԰......ŽֽƬڿУֽмȥҲǲȥǲܻȥ
жرгҲر
˶˵콫ű۹Ӳţ뻨Σ޸˺һǰħ
Ǹ쵰ΪǰΪͱȻһ֡
ֻǴҶ֪ĽǲǱˣǱַϵ۷ϵŵԭܼ򵥣ҪɱֻۣʧˣܿܣۼɵŵʵϽ͸ħ硣
ɱԭҲܼ򵥣¾ɽɽϵеޣΨûҵᣬΪ£Źⷴʡ
ֻõŵĹŵĹ
ƽﱻȡֵطˣҲûԹԵعžˡƫƫηĲֻһˣĸ٣£ľӡ
ۼǺߣɵűӻҪ㣬ͷӣе
Źǰʱ֪Ļȫɱ˸⡣
ֻʣŵĸ٣Ѫŵǰţûˣе˶ûˡ
ģҲϲ˽ʲô֪ЩʿԼĵġ
Ϊǿŵġ
ƽϰź˸ٵۣ˫
ۣȻ˲ϲԼȻôӣΪʲôҪԼ
ûлش
ž˫۵ı
ˡ
һ䡣
ϵǣ뻨Σ͵ħ硣
ڻﳶ׼ļ£˷ϼֻһİ£ֻΪڱɥ

ɨصĹŮҪˡ


34 
ŵ黹ûȥŻͷϣԻ⼸ն˯ڱĵϡźһʱ䣬ͲйŮԼдǹƨͨʫˡĥӲָ췢ģòŲŷ˴
˴Ͻ§ڻŷĵ㡣ȲظԼʱ˯ڵرŻζ
ž÷ë׵Դƿˡ
˵뻨ŽҲһʱ䡣ȻճԴסжһ𣬵ǲûʲôΪ赱Ȼڴˣʼʲôʱܹһ˵Ĺϵأʱ˯һʱװ˵һЩ绰ţʱɴཫŵ·ḧļ
Ȼһֱöǿ˼ʱھӪ Ļ绰ҲȻ٣Ҳ֪ôһ£ӻĸоʹӱĸоȫһӪĽʿ˵£ֻģ޲øǵ͸ϣ˵ŵĶܻķ̡
Ҳ֪ǲǻԵʡ
Ϻģѭ򽥽Լëëŵػţֻʱ鵽Ũ˻𣬻ҲƲסΨһĻᶥһӡȥϳˡأʱ˻Ҳƿһذ
һһ顣
跢˺ߵʱҪ죬ú棬ҧһ£žòԾϽߵض˱
ڻЩʱܻͻȻ˵Ҫһ֡
Իħ֮λ⻹һδҹ˺񣬻о·ͬСɣȻҲʱԼϽ·ȥġ
ŰͲϽߣ߿㣡
ԽԽ֣־ˣʼˣ
ŶڱĿԼƽߵòУƤ÷̣ᵽڱζ˸Ͻ
һϻûһ顣
ɻڵ˲Ż˷
ŵأ³ţû뵽žڴԵһҹ
ô˯Ͻȥţһ뵽˸Լһ۵òУԺ......
ʻ赽׳ʲô£ΪʲôҪҹѻĵظŽͣɹȥ̽˪Ķɱ˻ȥļ죬˽ϵͼȡħݡ
˪ҲǺͻ˺ųѹȺɻ費׶һֱϣܹƽð˶ԼΪħʵǰ˶ĶͲһôˡ
ʵڲоֻܶˣ̾˿ĳķȻȷʵЧĽ;
ϣԼȨڰ˶Ⲣ˶Բħǿȡ֮
㲻ϣ𣿡ſƺЩ̫⡣
ȻϣһͲ֪ҪӣǲĻ˪ͻԽԽ֣һ߶ЧµĻħҲõˣǳĲȷ̫......ҪʲôҲ嵽ǵķͺ......
˵ģ⡣
ŵĿ콫ţŷɥɱ
պϳû뵽ճ޹žͱ֪ͨſڳˡϽϹȥͿſڷ˪ͷ­˳㻹һıͷ­
衢ĺͲϧѩ֮ǰĳûʲôرķӦĳӶһйһ亹Ͻ没ؼҡ
迴ַ֪Ÿù곯Ͻ޹ǲɵġ
ųˣЦħ̫ˣвһʱ͵˪ϴ뻨Ȼ졣
֪֪жΣգ迴һƵӾһǧ֮ȡн׼㻹𣿡
ͷһηôĻ𣬵ǰŸŻסˡ
ؿŻ裬֪Լʲôڻ֮ǰδˣ֪ǻΨһᰮķʽɱ¾
Ҫɱ˭žɱ˭
ǻҪɱ˭žɱ˭
ֻŲŸȷԼмֵģֵñϧġ
֮󣬻ֿʼڣϽźǸǸǸҵĴҲ......ţ̫Σˡ
......ֻɱ˶......ŲʲôΣյģɱ˱ǿǴҹ͵͵ȥģֺܿ죬˷
֪ΪԼãֵֹģ֮ǰҲôͻȻʶǲϰԵذԼɱ¾õıˡ
......Ằ֣ЩǲΪҿģ
ŸϽܻ
𣿡׷һ䡣
ŵͷ
ŵľѣ......㲻ҵıİ֮ˡ
Ųе
ҺܸԸΪǽѣţҲԸԼΣյľ֮У´£ǰңȷ˰ȫȷܹңſԳ֡
......
Żû˵ϽҪǳʲô£һġ
ŵͷӦ˻Ҫ
УţҿĲֻɱһѡһŵĲ
ʲôʡ
......·⿪ְʾŮ޵Ĵţ˳ȥ
Ůˣһ˲޹ֻʣ˻ˡ
Ųµ˻Ҫʲôʱ˸ס
ڻǴ......
㣬ͳͬĺ
Ÿոռʶ跢𣬲ҾֻܾܹԹԵؽ⿪ԼûԼºúһѡ
ϵļƤһһ㣬ʵܲס˲ƿ衣
㻹ɱ˰ɣ򵥡
ھƹͰ˶˵ð
Ҳ٣˱һ
Ÿոߵ𣺡ܲסˣԺô죿
˵ɱ˰ҪҪһĸо
ں޲㡣
迴òٺʱ򣬾ûٶţǻһףŵͷǲϰΪ콫ϰȥɱ¾ֺñˣ
ŵͷ
ʣû˰Ҳ֪ΰˣ
Ųϣջǵ˵ͷ
ԺһúýģԼļϣȻҲ̫ᣬһúչġ
ģ
ҵȫ

ۡղء


35 
˪ǽˣһλµĶ鶼˶Ķȷ֮󣬻һ
⼸ջ˹磬ųȥһꡣ
ĹԱǻ踸׵ʦܡľ괺Ϊʦ壬λʦ䵭ڻĸȥ󣬲ԸǣЩ꣬һؾǰꡣ
ľ괺绨еʯɫĳۣһѳѡľ괺ˣҲȣֻǵ˵˾䣺ˡ
λһ࣬꣬ľ괺Щ
ʦ壬ʵ߲
ľ괺û˵ʲôҽ˻Ľͣ㸸
ǣ˰ݼһ......ʬ
һյĶ˸⣬ħƫƫڷؽ졣Ҳ֪ΨһõͲڻ踸ʬϡ
ľ괺ػͷŻ裺㸸
̧ͷľ괺ҪΪ𡣡
ľ괺Ĭһ̾˿Իɡ
ľ괺Ĺ˽ĽŲصĹУ߹һŵĹ餣ľ괺𣺡ܺЦɣħɶӦǲϲģﻹôħ𡣸ЦǣΪάħϣĹ餶Ƶģάħǰò
ûнӻֻǸľ괺һߵһ߹ײ
ֱӴ𣿡ľ괺ʣʱ㣿
򿪰ɡ
ľ괺䣬ڹϵ⿪ͻȻ仨踸Ĺ餿ʼ𶯣Źײİײ֮¶һ˿϶ľ괺û֣һ𽫹ײİƿ
ǵ򿪹ײ֮ȴǿտҲ
Ҹأָſһ˵Ĺľ괺
ľ괺ҲˣôʲôûС
˽𣿡輫ѹסԼŭ
ľ괺ҡͷ
ľ괺Ͻ¹餣ɹû⣬ħרõܹάסǰòĹײġֹײĳܹάò֮⣬Ҫ˵ܴ򿪡ֻһȥŻὫתһΡ
Ǿ......һʼҸʬûбŽȥ
Ϊʲôľ괺˼ٰ......
ҡͷң㿴ǸǱ֮ҡ
᣿ľ괺ʡ
󲿷ֵ֪踴ϢǶеϸ֦ĩڲ˽⡣
ͣȷʵ巢ʲôҲڵ飬ֻ֪Ҳû֮ļ䣬ĴҶǲˣҲ֪ԼôģҲ֪ôġֻ֪֮ѻķҵҵ꣬ҵòѹǷһɡ
ҵģľ괺ʡ
ţشΪʲôľ괺ͻȻԼ⡣
֪֪һذףԽش޳ľ괺Һ㸸ʦҵ......һű
......ǰذĶæ׷ʡ
Ƚֵĵطľ괺̾˿ĸ֮ǰذ׽ˡ
辯ؿľ괺һۣ......ûƭң
ΪҪƭ㣬ľ괺㸸չұͺ֣ʲôû˵ҽǰذסҵʱ̫Ըǿ㸸˼ȵӣذ׸󲻾ұյ㸸ϢպҪˣұ裬ҷ˵ľʵ
費ŵؿľ괺ܣܣ......Ҹҵģ
ľ괺Ҳ֪......Ѿ֪Ϣ......
......Ҹͷ۵ôģ
ľ괺밲ο裬ȴ˺һ㿪侲һ......Ƕ֪㸸ʲôˣģûе鴦֮ǰҪӴ......
仰΢ƽһ㡣
ΪˣǸ˵鰮ϲ̫ǶԼһֱܺá̻˻ô棬ô֣Ҳ̻˻ôùôд֡
ûڼϳԶʳԼһͷûԼʫ̨ĸֻ߻պҪԼСŻԣ͵͵ؽԼҰ޷ڻĿ
δݺеÿһɫԼŬ
ĸףô˺Ķӡ
費š

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36 
Ӧ֮ǰԳлŵԣڹ˼һлҲ˳һµֿ̲ŵĶ
ʱսĶ̫ˣһ̣һַŲֿĻЩڲĶתˡ
µͷֽʼ¡
лѧҵæ𣿡ſЩģæѧѧһЩҪ顣
......л......һᵽл¶һʲô֮ӡ
ôˣ˷ӻǰŵͷˣ֪лƽƤͷû̧ҪǮҪŵǸ
ǣл......
ʲôˣ
......˼ڣԼȥʰɡ
ſӣһɴ²õĸоϽӵе̱ܵڹҡŮԭ˽һλС㣬׵ĵѪȼ»Ҫ졣źͷĵڸɱڴɷƿĳ......
ƿĲɷ֣һĳǳֱӹᴩĸδܽ붴򣬶ǽͽܵظ
ɱδڤ޷㣬ֻùš͵ܵ˽ɸҪȴڰ޳ץ˻ؽúôһ֮Ÿۡ˻ȴų;ƿݡſһŮӣ¹еİؽӣʱϰæǮ
ǵŲ￴ԼЩ֮ŸϽԼˣӴ֮㾡ܿ......Ϊ˳лֻȥһˡ
˹ҵţܿű㡰֨ѽһ˸졣ĵ˾䣺˭ѽ
ңš
ϰ壡Ͻͷ·ӭŽݡ
ҲȥˣŵҾ˵ǲǳлִˣ
û......л......ͦõġｿߵؿţֻһĬĬջˮĿ⡣
лӣŻƺˣлȹ˲٣Ȼն̵һ
......
Ҫ۸ˣֱ˵һѵģ¹ﵣԼỤ̣Ͻ̬ȡ
ǲǣϽȰסţл˵ˣҪ......ҪȢΪޡ
ɶ
֪Щ󣬵һģϰ㲻ҪɢǣϽסŵమģ
Ū˳лǵʲô
㣡һɤӰڵſڰæ㺰˹æȰȰ˳߹л굽׼꣬˭˭ʹ
ȥ׽лû뵽;Ͽлֳ˰׺ԭΣΧı˰ǰѩ׵Ƥë
лؿһѣҾһ¡
ǵԱߵĻġ
ֶڶ˦а˺Ũûųлķ˹ȥԱߵĻŵĶӣлס˲֪δܡʱأȥ˳лβͼһСë
лٺͨͨͣ׼ʵĸ۵ӵĽȴ˵·ǱŽīš
԰⹴Сı±ҶŵĽָųл
лϽ˼ұȲұȣϲ......
ȥ˼ǰ׽ס˳лĺβͣ˵̡
Ŷ˱ʫóл飬㲻˯
ѵлһ𣬳лЩԼҲ˲ٿ࣬ŲǸչ˵ˣʲô鶼ǰԼ졣ڤ֮Ҫл͵ðԼĺԴǵѡԼ֪ĸʲôģָεס
οڻ踴֮żеעŲ˻裬ȫ˳лĸܡ
˵лϲ˽ռ߱ˣþûлȥԹˡ
ͥԺͤ
һеΪԼŻóлŮѰοлڱԼĴ
ϰ壬𣬡Ȱʵ......лһֱ......Ҳһ......
ţ̧ͷ
һֹģռسлʱϲڵĹʱҾСӣǸĺӣ뿿ҲпԭֻҪÿǾù־......лͿʼ......ʼͿЩ绨ѩʲôģι͹......
ϸ룬лƽȷʵ͵Ů˴һֱû롣
......ʵҲĿ......С˵л......֮ǰϲܣﲻˡ
ңָָԼ
ţͷԼ˵ģȻϰǸеģǳƯҲԿһ......
ŵһ׼ȥѵлʱ򣬻ͻȻ⡣
ɫ䣬˻ڳֱסš
ŲΪԭӦôħĻͻȻܵˣԼ֪ͨҪü֮ٻȥ𣿻лʲô
......
Ÿպ֣˵ұһͺˡ
ûٶ죬ʹ˸뿪໥ӵվԺֱ滺
ڣҽ죬ȥ......
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ذʱɻɵλй΢Ĺϵ䵱飬Ӧòôɣűûᡣ
㵣е鶼㸸ָʹģʡ
ţͷ
Ի̫ˣõΪһֵ顣
ûв֮ǰҪɣͷЩˡ
˲ŵģ֮вģʦ尲οңһܶûУ˵ˡ
ǳЦ´μʦ壬һʵתղǷ
𣡡׽סŵ֣ˣղҿǸ......Ǹ˭......
Һĳл飬лһҲ֪лһǸ˭ѧģѹܹƯﶼ˸飡
ȵ......лͻȻЩ졣
ĸ˻֪ܵʮ˽޸
......ԽԽϤˣʶˡ
ųÿɰܵ˰ﹴ˵ʲôǲԽԽͷ
ҵһ......
˭
ش𣺡ɽϺ
һ˵֣ŵҪˡ
ʵ˵ɽȷʵǻ⼸ύֵһЦҪǰɽϵĹ±ھ׸
껨ǼΪ˸ƺ󣬰Լ˽ȥ
뵽ﻨϽͣҸһҴûȥ¥ҲûͱйܹϵǼȥҺ߸ǶԿ
ҲΪʲôͻȻ£ں
......ں......
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ΪʲôóԳȴûУʡ
ΪǳһھͲ˰ҡŵĸ첲ҪңĲģ
ûУŴ˴ٴһ¡
ҡͷ
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һСܺò......ҧŵĶ䣬֪ҵһboqiʱԴֵĻʲô𣿡
࣬װ򶨵˵
֮մѪӡ
ŸϽƿ˻衣
һûվˤڵϣ˵ʵĺ˧˰Сʱ۸ң˲õĻ䣬ô񵹳ҵĴ
Լƨվյߣߴ˿
ѽˡ
ѽҲˡ
ŰţƤôô......
ʱͻȻɽá
ŻûӦΪʲôɽϺͻȻ˹Ѿһ·ߵͥԺſڵûס
ŽҪ......Ϻ˽ȴ뿴Ҳ˳ڶ˾䣬ôҲ
§סţô
֮˵Ϻ˻裬һţŽ㣬ǲһֻ׺ֽл
Żûſ˵ֻл˷ţվԺϺ˾䣺ôˣ

Ϊڱ̬߳ҡ
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37 
ʲôźͻ迴һϺֿһ۳л
Ϻ̾˿Լë׵ĺβͣ𣿾䣬βͣҶӰ
˵ͷ
õ츳ҲϺ̶
лضϺ˾䣺ҲҪһȥ㲻ﻹҲȥ
仰лת صؽŴˡ
迴ϺĬĬ˾䣺˭
ϺԴҸĵطҺ͡
ûϺȥ£ԸϼСˣȥһ
Ϻžƺŵһʶ˵˾䣺ϰ嵱ǣѹֻǵħģպ㣬㲻ҡ
Ϻӱ죡轫ϵĿӱɵкϺĲϡ
ŶǸϰˣϺȸɾ˱еľƣԷһ
ϽԼĴȣϽҾ֪ĲǸԡ
ŶԻ跭˸ۣ˭Ҫϡ
ԾŲŲӣ߿
ɽǳлȥȻ޿ɺǣŵڳлҲˣҲ˵ǲѳлĽ⿪ǲԸһȥġ
֪
Ը⣬Ҫǿаѳлȥİ״СҶᾡȫ
Ϻ̾˿лǺҶ¥ĸŮ
Ϻһֱûи߹ǡ
ԼĪڼǰϺµҶ¥Ҷ¥˵˾¥ѰֵģֻҶ¥λúأϿʹţһҲҶ¥λá
ϺǵãһμɳĮɳ֮ϣ¹ճļӰҹ紵ͷϸŵĺɴɳײؼɳĮİ衣
ó裬ʱ˽Ǯ˦Ľ£һֻۣеá
ǣϺ㿴Ůӡɷǲ͵ģﶷùɽϺҹҹʱ˷ĳ裬Լ졣
ʼ󺮱ӲǱϺˣָᡣ
Ǿ˳л
ϺҪ뿪Ҷ¥ҪȢŮˣǷܾˡ
˵ⱲӶ뿪Ҷ¥
Ϻȥ˺Ҷ¥¥¥ֻ˵ӿԽϺǷ뿪ʱϺҲ˷ԸԼеˣֻͷ˫**͵͵ŷ뿪ɷǲԸ뿪Ҷ¥
лˣҶ¥¥Լл͵
ʱϺΪԼⱲӿûԵˣ벻ͨΪʲôԸԼ뿪Ҷ¥ϺΪԼû⣬û뵽ڻû죬ͻȻܵ˵Լˡ
ϺĻϲͷΪԵΪ֤ΪޡϺͷһɾ°ӣһлɽ¼һճŮӤϺ˵ȥţոŮ˫ȫ
ϺΪӿԼȥĳ죬ͻȻʧˡ
һҲûУúõһͻȻʧˡ
ƱΡ·ʲôûдǰѾ߻ڲһת۵Ĺ˾ͲӰ
Ϻ˺þöûҵлҲΪϺûչ˺ԼĸףϺһܣ͵͵ܳ
ô˵Ҷ¥ɺܴ......ǲǺҶ¥˰ץˣ
ҵʱһӦҲǵȥҺҶ¥ʱҷֺҶ¥ҲʧˡϺȥбĺҶ¥ĿˣҶ˵ҲҶ¥ټˡ
Ҳͷۣ֪˷ҲҶ¥Ҳû취
ȴע⵽˱ĵطո˵󣬷˵ˣ
ԣϺҼǵ÷ǳ֮Һ̫ӡ߻˺ܾöûҵʬ壬¹ڣΪͻȻңûиԼΪºö궼û˵
˼վͳһֱŵ߱תͼֽݸϺ𣿡
ϺӹͼֽҡҡͷûУʲô
Щʧջͼֽûʲô
Ϻͼֽݻţô꣬Ҳ֪ôźãֻóлصѾʧȥ˷ʧȥлˡϰȰȰлһΨһˡ
̾˿ҾɣлĲԸ⣬Ҳ޼ƿʩ
վ׼ȥ鷿ͳл̸һ̸

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38 
ſˣǴûСӣοҪȰĶǳлվ鷿ſǻ˺þã˸Ÿҽȥ
ƿţлڵϱԼĴβ͡ŽлʶرܿŵĿ⡣Żע⵽۽ǵҺ죬ƺǸոտ޹лϽԼĴβͲᣬβԭ˳ëճ顣
Ÿ̾ԭβͻᣬʵá
ڤ̹֮ţҪȰһˣȵðԼںͶԷȵλϡſųлһڵϣĳлļ򣺡лոոľ......ҺܱǸ
лԼβͲ˲ϵۣ˸顣
һܰɣлͷ
лβͻ˸ߣȻѩ׵ĺë棬ϰ......ر......֪ڹúòãҲ֪Ƿ񻹻......
˵һֵʱ򣬳лŸϽֱס
лȻƤһ㣬ǻֵܷġ
֪²ȫϺϣǿƲסԼĸף˼˶ϺָָΪɷϺôûбӣָϺô꣬Ҳûаĸһ
Ų֪ôοָֻͷ
ϰ......лŵĻ˲䣬ллһֱչ......Ҿһá
ЦŵôˣһıһҪá
лͻȻ̧ͷţҪȻ㵱ҸˣҾһħĸɵȻһиɽ׵ǶˣҾ......
קУ
ŵһɢ***ͷ붼룡
......лͷϰֲϲ......ʹûдң
ûвϲ㣬ԼˣϽлͷ˭ͻȻġ
лŵ֣ˣҵǲȰһȥģ
ŵͷš
ҪҺȥҲǲԣԺϰܾܲȥ𿴿ңлֱŵߣܾȥħ翴𣿡
ԣʲôʱԡŵ
ھ߰ɣлŵ½ǣվ컹ţ
ô𣿡
ͻȻֱ˵ĸоԼлҲô꣬ôϺлͲϾߣһû
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лֻܺȥ顣
˭Լ
ŻǾ÷ȥʱͻʱ̫ɺϣ̲סϺ䣬û뵽Ϻ˶ӵıȫȻ֪
ħ......
ֻܸ̾
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ϺҸĻͳлú̸̸ȻӦŵ󣬲Ҵסڳл
ԸôûԼǸøദĻᣬϺȥ鷿лûԼʰӡ
ҲȥæյŵĶߵ˵Ҷþû˯Ĵˡ
ΪԼŸϣҪôŵķú۸
û뵽̧ͷ˾䣺ΪʲôҪ˯Ҵϣ
ҽסﰡ˯㴲˯Ķʡ
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̫ˣ֪һ
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ӻĻѳû뵽Ķ˵˾䣺ֽͰ㣡
Ȼ......
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ŷ˵̺˯һ㶼Ӳȥ÷Ըε޹Ūëĵ̺
ëģ

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39 
Ϻÿ鷿ţʱлеʫģ׼ϡ
Ϻţһųл֣л......
ԭΪл϶޻֣û뵽лķӦƽͺ......
ôԿˣϺ߹ȥסлǵûչ˺㣬ǵĴ
лͣ˺ˣ......Ĵβ͸һ£Ҿԭ㣡
Ϻһ£СʱлϲԼβ˯ϽβлֱסϺĺβݺݵҧһµ
ϺҸлƽϣȥˡ
л׵βС˾䣺û𣿡
Ϻش𣺡ãڻ˵ˡ
û𣿡лʡ
Ϻ̾˿ûС
лβͣת£˵м......һֱû......
ʲô£Ϻػͷ˳лһۡ
ʵ......ҳߣ֮⣬һԭ......л˵Ҳ֪ҵʱǲˣ
ʲôϺɻ
ʧٵǰͻȻҽе˵һֵĻ......˵סǸҪˡл֧֧˵
ϺϽתץųлļ򣺡ôң
лҧ촽˵㵱ʱﶼˣ˵ĻһԼȥţҴһȦߵ磬ֲСı˷ץסˡԵɺϣ·ҾҾߡ
ϺŵؿԼĶӣѵǱ......
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˵ҲǣϺԼἰʱűֳӷǳ
ᵽֻǺҶ¥֣Ŷһİӡ
źԼйأҲԼڷ顣
ң˵ĻǸҪ......ôһֱ仰˵ĵʲô˼ΪʲôҪʲôطҪлԺҶ¥һֱտڲ̸ôᵽŵڰʾʲô֪ʲô
Ϻ***ļ򣺡и𣿡
лҡͷ
Ϻһ£ǻһȥ
......лסϺ䣬ξϰ塣
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ֻܲԶһ㣡ָϺͳл˵һֻԵĴ꣬һֻԵС꣡ΪɶҪһ𣡡
ҪǲԸһߣŵҪãҪôˣܰʬΡ
ħͲ̰ˡ
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Ϊ˲ʬΣֻؿһһСֻ뿪
ŴӦ˻裬֮ǰ϶ϻħ硣
ҷſģвţҪ֮ǰزһˡ
Цһش𣺡Ҫ֮ǰһˣҾͰˡ
㲻𣿡ʡ
Լƿ˻裬Ͳˡ
оӴĽһҪȻԼ군ˣ
ϺĸۡһƬ֮УŻǵһǺľۼأ˵ϺӦʵĺֻһϲȺӣϲغȨϺһԳΪɽΪˣǺһ
ƣΪ˸СĴķˡмŴɫ֣Ⱦɫһ㡣
·ľͷҼңлһδͣﲻЩ˷ܣҰرóԣҵʱժ㳢
ãŴӦ
ɽ»кܶҰҵʱץһֻԣлһʯͷϣűȻҰĴСɽҰô󣡡
֪ˣϽˤϽǣ֣ʯͷ
ϺĬĬؿһУʲôû˵
ߵ·ľͷɢл׼źúùԼļңûſȴΧһȺ
ߴߴģʲô
ɽˣ֪˭һǾɢֱʱŲſΧſĵʲô
һŮ˵ʬ塣
ŻûӦôһ£ͱ춯صĿ޺



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40 
ǰ鿴û뵽ϺͻȻͷ
Ϻ˫˸ɫĹâһͫ
˫۵˶ᱻħ֮С
ź޷˫Ȼͫױǡ
µǸ˲䣬ŵֻ뵽һ仰ôô......
ŵļ䱻صһǰʱո꣬ŷƬҲûҵʬ塣۵ڷ֮ϣڤ֮ߡ
ڤ֮˿ڣʱסĵطʼնô˵
ҲϣҾȻǸˣڤ֮ҩŵĴǰҩɣš
Żʲô˵
̾˿ϧѩˡ
ץס󣺡˵ʲô
ˣǻĺӣѾ֪Ϣ......
δ䣬Ȼ뿪ӡ
Ų֪ԼڸʲôԭŽȥʲϧѩģߵ·־ò̫ԡʲôʸʲϧѩͻ裬ֻԼһԸˡ
ôһԸΪ踸׵ĺȴ˻衣
֪ˣһԼ
žòȥϧѩŵģӦ㶫ȥú̥úðѺϾǻΨһѪˡ
ԣҪӡ
۷عУõİ̥ҩ̲ɲݣ˺ɫӣĹĸ˺ΪָӺƽƽسƽƽس
ǸŮһÿӵźͻһǵۣ˻ħŵɽ硣ŻᱣĨǵƭֱҵķ
Ǹкһͻһŵɵطǵͷ۲ѡŻʰо֣ħ֮λĵС
˴㡣
ǷĶ飬᳥
Ѿڡ
߽̩ĶǰԼԼȥһ㣬ϧѩ˻ĺӣֵø˵顣ҪֺòϧѩֻǸӵߣΨһĻᡣ
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......ϧѩɫһ䡣
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ʯԣ֪콫ţһȭȥʯɾͷˣڤ̤֮Ѫɫı˰㲢Դ˽磬ʯȻǰ
ŷ֡
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˵Ϊʲô飿鰮ζôࡣ
Ϊ......ڤ֮ߵߣŵͷԸеĿȥһ˿䡣
ԹŴˡ
ǧټƻһλ
滻һĶ
ǻ˫ܾԼ׬˸ԷһͿȴ֪Դʼһ̣Ҷ̽䡣
ţ׵˶Ѿڡ

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41 
֮ħ紫˲ϧѩҪ뻨λ׵Ϣ
͵͵Ǳ˲ϧѩĸۡԭֻҸԶĵطλ̫࣬һʱﲻȥֻƿһŶ˽ȥ
ûƿǲϧѩĹ뷿ײԽϢ벽ϧѩһ
ԽϢϽƿϧѩ׼Ž͡
ȴû뵽һԲקס˲ϧѩ󣬡𶯣ȻҾͰ鶶
ϧѩŵòҶֺ
ھӪѧ򵥵ҽ֪ϲǸʲôġ
ƭ......ջ֣ûк......
ΨһϣҲˡ
ûʲôӣеֻһƵƭ֡
ѹ˼ʣѹʹ࣬ѹиеĲеУŸӳ󡣵ͻȻûк......
ͻһϵҲˡ
ת߳ӣ֪ʲôҲ֪ȥѾزȥˣħҲסȥֻǸʱס......
һͷβǴģԭһ͸ֱԼ߳֡
ñ۴ȥ÷ϲϻ裬ֲ÷Ųµ......
Ž޺ۼ¹þòһΪħϵˡ
ʦ......û뵽޾ȻҲħ硣
˵ǰʱһħôͻȻ˾û......޺̾˿޳ϰ
ûнӻ޺ԹԵ˵ʱȴ............ô˵أԸ֮ǰ̫һһƵġ֪ŽǷͬĸܣ
ŵһ¡
ȷʵˣڽǧеĻ裬ƽյĻ迴ȫˡ
˵Ǳ˶ˣ޺۵貢ֵܣҲԸΪˡ
ʣ᣿
ֻҵĲ²ѣ޺۽͵ħǱˣҵĻǣ˵......
޺ͻȻյŶߣ˵˾䣺һ
ξ⣬
ڸʲôлϺɫĹâ֪ͫ
ҪԼȷϣϺ·ʬ壬ߵǰ
ܹͫŵ񣬻ܹ˵滰Ͼڰѵ״̬£ܹѡ
֮ǰʶ𣿡Ϻסŵ½
ʶ**صҡͷ
ͺҶ¥ʲôϵϺʡ
ûйϵŴ
ϺۣôܣΪʲô˵Ҫ
Ҳ֪ͫڿŵ˫ؿϺ
ϺԼҲˣ֮ͫ˿˵ѣžʵĲʶҲҶ¥޹ϵ
ϺȥѾˡ
ˡ
ȵ߸߹ҲûеţŵİȫϽȥû뵽̤ĵؽ磬ɽᰡ
е󷨣軹ûŪôͻȻԼжΪˣͱһֻεĺ˦
ħˡ̤벽ǷϺ衣
һɵۣ컹ˣôͻȻͲӭԼˣ
ǣҺϺֵˣôͻȻˣ......ֲ......Ǽֻǲ棿
й
ߣλӰܿ˼ֻ
Լſ³ʲô£ϺŻŲԼȥ
ħӲҲ߲ɽ󷨵ģֻŻ裬ϣʲô¡
ͣ½Ų
ǰǶ˵ܴ
ǰأɽ
һȥһ
迴ĿĴɫԼʧ˷
ϺŬѹĵŭ𣬡ҲΪʲôɽ֮УŻңҶԲƽϡ
Ϻûлش
ϺûУɽĵУϳϿ죬һΪвŻң
Ϻڵϵţһ飬뷮ûйϵ
Żǻش𣺡ûС
Ϻһ˺ѿϺϮϺϽܿ
ϰ嶼˵˺ܶʶ㻹ҪôŲŲͫ𣿡лŷ޺š
ϺͷųлͻѪķ
ǲţֻ......ôץסΨһһ......
Ϻɽ󷨣ɢȥϽɽ·Ϻۡ
һ۱ע⵽ڵϵţִΪϺĲϣʲô
ϺҪڵʱ򣬳лͻȻӷؿóһѪܵĶ
ϽĨѪ¶Ǹԭģ
......߱ת塣

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42 
ʱϴ
Ӱӳϣ°߲Ĺۡ
մӻһʱֲ֮úʵֻʹʧĸо̫£Ͻס˻衣
ģ¶ȵĻ......
ŵĻ......
豻ͻĶŪѣ˸Ƿʣ˰
ţֻȻĸо׼ſ裬ȴְػ
Ϻͫ˵ǻεһѵĻ䣬ͣһܰ......
ãӲûʲôо
Цһ˯Ѿ͸Ͻұţ˵ûʲôоҲ²£ǲεˣ
ѳĻûС
Ҳţ϶ңȻ˭͵͵ϲˣϲˣչȥһڣŻҵı飬ֹͣЦ˾䣺Ż˰ɡ
һûѻӵԹԵûȥ
ˣϺ˵֮ȥУʬҵ......
ҿˣ߰ɣŲҵ󣬸ϽͻһȥϺӡ
Ϻˮŷ壬ǰؾܹһ˵ĥȫ¶Ǳõ˿ڣѪˮ˳ȥһһ衣ϺԸóлԼױ˴ȥ˯ˣԼһѪ
Ž֮ҶԲס㣬ϺŹϽǸʵûԲŶͫ
ʹʧ飬ʵ޷ΪϺᶢԼΪֻΪʲôң֮ǰδ֪ʲôǺҶ¥
֮ǰ˵ ҪϺҲ˵⻰˼......ôҵΨһ
ûٶʡ
......Ϻ˷ڷԵǳлӷؿҵģϴθҿͼֽЩ......㿴ǲ߱ת壿
ԸϽӹѪѾøɾȶͼֽʵȷʵ߱ת塣
ͼҡʱ򣬻ͻȻץס
......ɫ԰ף
߱תĪĿ־壬ǿתͷ۲ѡ
֮ǰĺʲôǣŵ
㣿ϺɻؿôҲǣˡ
赱걻˶ᣬҵ֮ǰ̹ĹŮŮһ߱תڴͷ......Ž͡
Ҷȫûӡ˵һģûϵ̯֡
Ϻ׼ԻʹͫͻȻˡðҿ˵˿𣿡
Ϻλ𷮼䣬鿴ֱۡ
ôˣϺʡ
ŵһӱò԰ףֽ⿪˷·ˣԲסˡ
ڿ˿ڵһ˲䣬ŵ˼
ôˣôˣϺץţ˵
˿......ҵ......һģһ......
͵űǧʱ˿һģһ
ʶһʾ
ö֮ظţŵجδûʧ
ۼɫãϽ¡ѰһԸϺ֮ǰ顣
Ŀǰõޣ轲ÿĿİͰ͵أܱϺʲôûв鵽Ҫá
ſ̯߱תͼֽ
ΪССѾǣ˶ˡ
ڤ֮ħ绨裬ɽһ壬ǸĪĺҶ¥......
ƾϵ޷ƶϳĻ׵ĿĺʵݣµǣһȥˣĻ׸ûŹԼ
Ϣѹţ
ϺĻ߹ŵļ
......Ҳٰ......߱תͼֽֽΡ
......Ҳ뿪ˡ
ڶջŴǱϺǲ֪ԷĿĺʵݣֻܵȴŶԷһж
˵ΪЩңҲĿǰźͻܹ뵽Ψһķ
лٰ췮
Դſ˿֮һֱѻлиޣűպڻߴ粽롣
ֵԼ֮ã޲ñϵ·ļϡ
粽£˵ףûôˡ
һԷһ˯˵账ʱŻӣ鷳ԡ......

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43 
迪ĵصȴźһϴ裬ԡſڣŷƺԡء
ȥ㣬ſſϣħȫ
˵Ҫңʲô˼һֳֻſϣһֻȥŵ°ͣͲԡðʲô߰ĶҸ°㵽ʱȥôõ๫ţ
......ŶŻߡ
跢ûãϽ˸ʽѧųлӣ˫§ŵʼвУϴһ˰ҴҾͼˣ
´Ҳϰߺһϴ衣
Ҷ˯һŴ˯ôʱ䣬ϴʲôûرܵģ
˵˲оǲУ֡
ϴ㻹Ҹϴͷ......չȥÿĲÿҲ͵͵𣿡
ҧŴûлش
𣿡ƣͬϸŵĶ䡣
ŵͷ
ŽҿǴԶһģԺһܵ飬ҪܲˣԺô찡һӸҾֻױܵҿܲˣҪ......
ᶨȻŴһһϦϷǧĸ顣
............СػӦ
Ų鲻ԸظŻԡأذԼ·ڳرϵš
ħ޽ԡݻ**ԡǻһȪȪԭģϿտȥǡһƬ޴ĶƽҶԡϿһ㵭ˮ˲СĴֻΪɽĳɾ
ɾ˵㶫
ȥԡصĸѵ·ǲ̫ϰ̹ԵӣΧһȦɫԡ
ڷ䣬ˮ˶Ǳһɴһ㣬ԵøƮͬɣ˸
費Ծʿˮɾ
ڳرϣ˫Ӧˮ²س**ӡ
յߣԭ٩ôȦԡǸűˮŵòĲ̫С
ữǺſˡ
ŵӴչȥһڣҪҰϴͷ𣿡
㻹ϴ𣿡ûԼϴѰӶˮűԼҲðﻨϴһΣǲ֪ôڡ
԰ȥץŵͷſ˹һ£˸գ˫ĴˮϽˮ
ɲɣһ
Ҳǹ......軰δ䣬һĵˮϡ
˲۾ˮ......Ҹ˵۴ˮ̣ҵ......
ԡˮУȥű˸͸ڷϣͬϴõĳС
ŵһ֪ﻯпôá
ĬĬһ½īа˴ɱɱһôûС
ѽīа˳ѽɵ˻ǰ軹ΪҪɱԼû뵽ѽͣ˻ǰʼ˴ˮ档
ˮ˻һ˫ۡ
Ϊ֤ԼãѽǷѾĻ
ѽѣŭˣ˹ˮһⶼŴȥ
Ųٿаīˮ棬˸ߵˮǽ
ѽԸ㹻ˣ
ԡˮ˸ףһԵĻϴﶼ꣬͸ˡ
ŵŮĶΪڸʲô̼顣
֪ħߵǸħŶԳĹŮСĹŮԡ
ħ......ָħ𣿡СĹŮʡ
ǲǣλħĸףʹЩĹŮЩĹŮһ㡣
ŶŶŶ......СŮ͵͵Ƴһԡأ桪
˵ħ֪˿϶ҪϳȥģʹĹŮѵ
ŮŶԡźͻĶ
ˮ˴˲ԼͬԲһĿĻͼ
......
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޶ȣˡ
ԡﴫһ߹һ
裬ſң
ţ׼Ū۾棡
Ҷ
ۣ
ĹŮ࿴һۣܿˡ
ǲСĻһӣͷײ˸·Ҳ˸͸ʪĻ׼ԸŮ·ʱԭſŵĹŮѾˡ
ʲô
ٵùһ

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44 
㣬罫죬ֳ˫ͳʮ¾ɽޣһ̫ƽ㣬ħﻯ̬Ŀţħˮ֮......Ŀ˯ڴϹűҩˣֶ............ǣ裬ţզģԡشˮ̣Ҳ°ˣ
Ŵҩǳǳسһڣ
ܿ𣿡ζƿҩ롣
ѵҺúţķ˻𣬡ҹĴʪ·ܣոð
ǲȻô죿·ܣС
ѵܲ𣿡ŷ˸ۣ˵˲µ𣿡
ֲǹ......
죬ûķ
˦ȥĲˣӣ
ġ顱һ˷ţȥǶѻɽȥˡ
źͻĺһҩűһ˸⣬뿪͵͵һ۶ԷһЦ
ŴûôĹû˷ܵȫ´Ҹĵط棬˲׼
Ҳ׼ýҪΪ˶㿪īҲڻײ˳رϡ
Ҳײͷ飬......ײĵط۲ۣ
......ԼԼı˳ŵı
Сĵ㣬գ˴ˮ̣ſŵĹŮˣֻܴʪ·ħ缫ҹص޹һȥ˱㶼˲
ûû£Ͻñӣš
Ѱͷϵ˿ڣСһ£һ¡
𣿡ŸϽջ֡
һھͲˣֲʵŵߡ
ŵͷŻĶͷͷ
Σ˻Ĵ
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ֻ̫ˡ
һƿ裬ΪʲôҪͷ
ҲȦˣͷ𣿡
˳Ĭһ......˰Ͳ֪ʲôǽ......
......ͻȻһص⣬֪˺֮Ҫô𣿡
һ ֪ſܻҲɡ
ɶ
............Сʱ͵͵һ**ͼҲûǸƣž......ˣҲ֪ҳˣƹˤ
ڿǸ㲻֪ôһɻؿŻ裬
ھӪﳤİ㵱Ȼ֪
㻹ӵܣӦ֪
˳ųţͻȻһЦ˳
ֱţͷԼĸ첲ϡ
ʵʱ룬ҲͦЦġ
ѶԶԷô꣬ڳȻֽͬһ㡣ڰԷһԲŶԷĵŷ֣ǹҵǸ˶鰮֮һϲͨ
εȻƣȴֺεˡ
εȿ飬ȴֺεȵЦԷǡ
ѧź㣬ѧչҺòãȿ˿ڣ࿴飬ԣܻ֪ôġ
......Ӧˡ
Ұȥ......ѵһǡ
źС˵˾䣺š
һ𣿡ʡ
......Ҷ......㲻Ҫ......ҧһ»ļѡ
ǻֱſɰˣֻ۵˾䣺һأ
죡һ£˯ˣ
Ϣһ죬ָæȥĴ޹
Ųȥ߱תôͬ޺˵߱תֻг˯ǵЧûиѻǵЧ
ôĻӦľ괺ǰذ׸ġ
ħ......
ֽд֣ԭΪħܹʬҵͻƿڣû뵽ħʬȴʧˣһʼûбŽȥ
Ȼľ괺֣ŲȷǵѣϾϵذȷʵԽΪʲô걻İƺľ괺
žԼ©ʲôؼԵ
̫Ѩͼһǰ죬ԼԼٻʱĳһ......һʲôԼ......
ſֽϵġ衱֣ͻȻһֱһҪڡ
ڶźԼųҲǡ衱

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45 
ؼǵãһǰڶźڱǧУ֮̿űŵòᣬʱֻҪƽŲŶµҪ
ΪԼڡ衱ʱ조衱ͻȻϵֻ˵˾䣺ܣ
ŵʱûӦ衱ץֱ۽˳ȥȻ˵ܰ
Ųŵؿš衱Ǹʱɲȥɣȥʣֻܳ죬ȵͷȥʱһƬ⡣
ҵúܣʵ벻ͨĸеװʲôɫΪʲôҪľ괺ǰܹذס
Ϊ˻ãôͼ
ڵǻ
Žϵֽһţ˳ȥ
ܻպţֽţʱţֻܱϹϾؼڵϵֽţŻصŵϡ
̧ͷŻԻӡ󲢲ֻǷߵĹˣػ죬Ҫһܹܵסµܣ֪ŵϢ졣
첻գټĺ󹬾סһˣǸԳԴˣҪʲôοűǮҲûǮƽҲеúܣûʲôҪܵģҲûʲôܹܵϵġ
Ž˸񣬡ÿūһġ
̧ͷ˻һۣܴ˲ǰԳΪūûôءҸպпգʲô¾˵ɡ
ǰΪħ𣬡֪ŽǷħЩԹԹ
ĸĸ󣿡һ£ûֻţоϸڵǺ
˵ħ֮ĹϵħҲй֮޲ֻΪû......껨ĸĸ֮ĶԹгϸµŵΪûǶôʹ಻֮Ĺϵճ
ǲ³˻˼
صԼǸˣܸӣպúͻ踸ĸһ³
ֻҲǺֶΣȥһԼǾԼҪȻһ㡣
ĿŰ
һ֣ǧٱҪš
ܣ˲˵˼뿪𣿡ָԼīҲϲƣֱ˵˰ɣܡ
......û뵽һضŽǸˣǸ޸ħˣħȷкøУûкϲһӣǸʱ......
ǸʱԼͻˣŶһԵĲ룬ŵǻصΪ׼ĲҶᣬȻصĲ㡣
ŽҰҺޣƾһŭ⡣
ܹܿ²֪ųľŽ֮⣬Ҳǹľϰ壬ⳡϵıҼˣЩҲδ̫Ʋˣǳһڱ̵ĲҰ裬ҲΪֹһֱҲҪΪֹ
ûȶ֮ħΪЦ𣿡ʡ
ҲЦžÿЦȱЦӣȴûһȵùҰ֣ǲЦħͳħ꣬һߣǲЦͻϮ磬ڳһܹӦǲЦ㿴......ںЩû塣
ħպٳ谮ʹ𣿡ʣպħ⣬ȢҪô죿
˵ˣߣŻش𣬡ĹҲ֤ҵĽīа᲻Լͷ
˵ʲô˵ʲôԺԺˣԺ󶼲һšһħһΪԼͬ٣ͬ⣬󣬻ǳ֮ǰôƲ⣬棬ұȥڵѾ㹻ҷˣûҪΪδܹûбȥæɣŻбҪ
֪ŲԸԼȥֻתǡ
ڻ׼뿪޹ʱһѾͻȻʧɫش˽
ѵ֪Ѿ߷ſ򣬴ڴŴ............ħȥź......ڳ......ħ......
ûӦѾͬһһܳ޹

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46 
Ÿϵʱ򣬻һʯϡ
һȺΧŻȰһȺΧʬ塣
ʬŹȥһۡ
Ž......ˣ
ħǰǷʲôҩʬ屻رһٶʬ......ͣҶ˵
ﻯУŻش𣬡˵𣿡
Ҳб............
죡ſںǳ⣬²ض˵ħʬ屣ãȥʾħ𡣡
Ҷ໰ϽɢĹպáǲɢΧ۵Ĺˣߵ˻ߣһʯϡ
ɱ......迴Լ֣·մԼ׵Ѫһ
ûҪʱ㱻˶ᣬƲԼ壬΢߿һ£㸸ﻯҲ֮УϾﻯУһ㷨Ҳ˵
ħʵǿţܹɱĿֻпѧﻯе̬׹ǻУ壬УŻʬγɵ˿ڡ
˿ڵ֪˻ĸľ괺ذףɹ᲻ỨĸһеĻʹϾħҪӽ貢ʵ̫ˡڿˣħ˺ۣ֤ȴǱﻯˡ
ܹǻеҲֻеĻ衣
ȲĿľʲôǸỨҪԼĿģȻǲԸħͻģȴɱ˻ĸ......
ĸ׽ħֻ豻ĿҲС
Ż˵Լ뷨Ҳ²㸸屻ռԴľ괺ذ뽫ĻǸ룬ǿܳʲô⣬ûгɹ......
û˵Ĭؿǰһһɫʯס
СʱҲˣһһ¥ݣߴĥ仨ûÿζѿˮ½ϡ
ڻǰûħļӣǾԼŬŻ裬ֻżڻ費εʱ򣬲Ż
ŲᰲοˣҲ֪ôûֱ˵ѳûҪúõһ˯һЩԽܵʵ
˯֮󣬻軹ǵЩֹͶĵˡ
ԼʱÿηƢܻ͵㶫վȥԱȡһںľīýСȻ׽ֻذ״СĽīڶľϵһŤŤĻ
Űľ񻨵ݸ˻裬겻ȥӣһ̧ͷͿŵϣմľм
ʱҲǣ׾ůģ֪ôԼãȴŬسֺԼ
лˣӹʳָĴָľ񻨵ľ......
û迿Լļϣı޾Ϳްɣûˡ
˺ܾö벻ͨΪʲô......ΪʲôҪôңʵĽҲµˣûʲôֻǾñѹԼŵؿڣûеʲôˣҲûʲôƲĳңΪʲô֮ܿܿУƫƫҪҵ᣿
£ԭô
ûΪʲôļֻ𣿡ʡ
ţ
˾䣺ﻯе̬......
촽......ʵһֱûŪΪʲô˵ﻯе̬......
ŷˣ˵ûӽΣּ˸֦ڵϱȻ
ҪɱˣҪô֪ɣſŻ衣
ͷ
ɱңõýʵԿҰ벽ָָָָ֦Լﻯе̬ͨܵŵʯױɵУ˺ңҷӦ죬ܶܵǻ裬Ҷ㲻ԼѪ⡣㽫ҵѪɵУһ˲ҵУµľҵĹͷ̽ҵҪ޴ɱܡ
......
Ҳζţܹʹﻯе㣬ܹ׾ٵɱκһˣǿߣĸףۣ𡣡֦ڵдһġɱ֡
һĺӽŵࡣ
ѹֻ˴ۻرص죬Լ壬ɱԼĸ
޿ɱܣ޿赲۷ɱС
˭ǿķС

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47 
˫ɱҲǵһγˣŸ̾Ԧ֮......ֻǲ֪ôƫƫ䵽......
ⷬ߶Ҳ֪ȥ˶٣Żعʱ򣬻Ѿļ˯ˡҲúƽϣֻû˯Ҳá
ܹܴӶ¼ɿ
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¹ڻķϣĳȾ˪
Ļ裬˿˺ÿ
ʱһֻԽϿգ˴ɫ׼гû뵽䣬аĽ˳ĺ
Цʳָڴϣ˵˾䣺......
ŵһצߵߣȡ˰ԼϵżȻӻƵģ뿪졣
ŵżѺѣֱ˻衣
ٲĻԹԵŪֻץľ񻨲Ϸ֡
޵ĹŮ뿪Ȼ󽫻˴ϡ˯ú㣬źţպõȡ˻ŵľ񻨡Ųĵظϱ죬ĩע⵽˻˯գˣ¡ӣڻĴ˸ǡ
§§Ҳһʱ䣬ŻǻΪ͵첻ѣԼ촽Ÿղѵˮһǡ
˯ڴϵĻеĶߺʶضָͷűǱץ˸еС͵Ͻ
鰸ǰװ·һ㣬ȼյƣ˺˸ոŷ⡣
ɫֻֽд֣͡
һ˯òšԳⱲÿÿ˯ʱ򣬾߶û뵽Ҳд˵Ч
Һ˵£ָøԼ˯ˡ
ɽɱС͵ҵˣ裬пձһ˹硣
辯ؿһţȻץˡ
ҪСڹ⵽ȥ磬ǰˣ᲻ӣֻܽҶŻزޡ
Цãһ޲Ҷ˱ˣα˽ڼһȲ𣿡
ŷľ񻨲ĸ⣬ôӣ
趮˼̾˿ߵŵǰӲҶȡһöҶ᲻á
˵գŲҶȥŵĴ
ɵĲҶҺ͸һʱ˵Ĵ֮һɵĲ㡣
ζɽĲ裬ƬҶյŵĶߣǶΪôϲȲ......
ߺ
˳Ƹһ̨£߰ɣ˵Ҫȥ𣿡
ŵڹ磬Ҳ˫ݹǮһǵ̵һڤٺ»
ڤ֮Ҫ˴Уʲô£׷ҪͷΡסȺùŷ
ڵʱ£ʺϵѡ
Ž˲֪˲е˵˳ŲΪ۰£¾һħͷеնħţȺɱĶǴ˳ȥ
֪ŽҪڹ翪̵ʱ򣬹˷׷׼β£ǵŲϾҪʲô£û˵ԽԽᣬڤ֮̾ȥ˹У뿪Ͷ̥ĹǶ˲١
Ͷ̥ûſ°......
µʲôزڹϲСıʯͷ£Χڹ׷׹ϴɵۣԼ߸·ע⣬ʲô¡˻ҪôΧۣŵɫһӾͱˣû뵽ڹΪҪɱ䣬һĸϽߡ
źڤ֮˵£ڤ֮̾һԼΣһҪܵظ
ڹסʱ䳤ˣĹҲտʼ꣬ԴҲͬһ㡣
˹ǹĹ͵ǰǸеģڤ֮Ƥδ̣ǵ˹֮м͵һλˮɫȹŮڵظŵ˱裬иÿҵǽˣҲѳ塣
ŮǹİҰʲôϢܹǮ򵽣ǰҲһʱ귽˱㵱¥ĸҲǸֶεˣǣ˻λ֮˲ðˣеƷ
ڹǻ꣬ͷͶ̥뷨˲ٹԹŮˣҲǷˮ𣬰˵ЩϢһĲֵЩϢֵǡ
֮ǰҲ¹ɽɱӦ뵱Ļûʲôϵµֲַ̫ڣǸ˼ܹǱỨˡ
ɻûʱС͵ҰüȥӾۡ
Ŷʱ򣬻һţĲҶأȶ˲ȥҸɽƼ⡣
ŵȫǽ绨躬ŲҶԼ龰ϽеĲ롣
ҰȻǸԼθڵˣǿźͻ֮䲻̫ѰĹϵο迴ȲҰɲ鷳Ͻ˵˾䣺ĲҶȷʵأŽ˺вʣһǲ˸һˮ
лſѹڵϵС͵˵ɽ͵ģҲɱģ
ԣҸɵģ֤֤һܽƱʲôС͵֪Լ޴ӣţװһúҪɱҪ㣡
赣թʹ˸ɫŻ⣬ʣ֪ߵôģ
岻𣿳ǮʲôС͵ش
ſ˻һۣʵ֪Ҷ¥𣿡
֪ɶ⣬¥𣿡С͵
ŽضʣȴֻǸС͵ˣŽҪ޹ϵҰش𣬡ŽĲģɽܵظİƤʮ˲һ⣬˵Ĳ˵Ķ˵
ȻˣǾͷˣлҰˣһ£͹顣
ҰŮӣѺ͵ȥܵظźڤ֮ϵڣʲôĶܵظ䶼ʳ
ҰԼԭȥָ
֪ŽʲôҰߵʡ
˽......ŵ
迴һһüĿӱò
ôһ£ԼͺͱŮ˴ΣԼ
˽£Ұһ䡣
ԣܷһķ䣬Ȼ......ŵЩݡ
ɶ
ݣ
ԼŴ˸ϡá
ǸԼһȥĶˣ
ǸԼľͷȥĶˣ
ͻȻԼһ㣬òǸζ
ǾŽҵңҰ롣
ǰ˼ֻ軹ԭվţϽץ˹
³Ȧˡ
ȵȣôͱŮ˽»ҪԼ
Ҳ̫˰ɣ
ʵ
֪Žĵ˽ʲôҰҲ˹²Լ㿪ʵ
Ҳûʲô飬......׼ڣȴɤһ˵......
輱öţ˵˵ʲô
ŻûڣԺԲһʼı硣
취зõ𣿡Źʣֻ֪˽ֶ......
ȻҲУڹ̫ҡڵسȥֶźͻֵ衣
ɵˡ
......
ԭΪ
ͻȻ˸֮ĹѪ֣......ϲɺء
ԭˣҰЦ򵽣Ǯҿɵöһ㣬ŽҪ٣֮⻹ЩĶҪ𣿡
......̧ͷۻ衣
ҡͷҲ֪Ҫٰ
Ҫʮ......ŵĶͲ......
žʮӦòˡ
ʲô͵ģҰһμ˾ȵӣ˶˼Ż˴յʵȤҰ࿴һ
......ȻôֲԾĿһۻ衣
¿ˮ׼ʱͻȻûûζģ
еģҰҪȥ򣬡ҰбķԸ𣿡
ûˣŻش𣬡鷳ˡ
ŸǮŻ뿪һ·ûôͻ˵ҰһֶžѾβѣƫƫҰ֪ô£ҪѺԼʶ
޹׼ȥݲʱһѳס䣬Լ
ţ֪Щģʣ֮ǰǶ𣿡
ϿģŻش𣬡˵Ҫѧź𣿡
Ц̫ůˡ
ڴ˵ĺͿ档
Ӧѧź㣬ͷģУʮ......ŽҲĲҶһһ㶼˷Ѱ


48 
һƿ˻ë׵ԴҲСˣôһ쵽ûΣСƵġ
ˣŽǴ飿𣿡֪ܵӲŻ￿˼󣬱㿿鰸ߣۼ޿ˣ԰ָ鰸ϣȦ˸
ţ......ź˸ɣɻ衣
˭д鰡óҲ£ȥҧŵĺᣬҲºݾȥҧ£ʱűͬǧֻҧһ㣬ͷˡ
......Ǹ͵ģ˵ת㣬ֻ......
ţ跴ʣ˵ԼԴӻħ֮ͺǹŶϵҲ֪ûȥֻ̨Ͷ̥
......֪޴ӣֻܰԭԭؽˡ
ǰŻصʱŵϢһ˵Լ˵õĶݣǰԹˣȥֻ̨Ͷ̥ȥˡֻǾûĶδôͶ̥ʵĲǹűǰд˼˼Ļص׸裬ܶϻθھòˡ˵ǷصسۣСԸ⣬ͻһ𿴵Ҳ
˵˱Уκŵķһȥͷ
źŵдЩʲôҲûж룬ַһû뵽ǲĿ
ȴֺ棬ûסַһԡ
ػع鵱ʲôţ񣬸ϽӽٻͷȥѰʱ˸ϡãֻʣһƲ鼹»ûû뵽ձʵˡ
֪ҲǴⱾ￴ġ
˵Ҳ֪ǹǺεǣд֮Ĵ֮µͦóġıʸӹټһƤָ
嶥ţдʲô°ô̼𣿾ְˣ
֪......ȥƻ裬ûöûͬҩһţ......
͵ҵ飬ˣ˼Ҳʣ˳ŵĲǣֱҧס´Žδ̫˰ɡ
֪Ϊ
ҵˣҴôõ飬ʣǹſͶ̥˰ӵǹ±±Ǯ򲻻֡
ΪЩԻ˵ҪøˣǸô죿
㲻ǿ𣿡軵۵ֳŵȴ⿪˵ò㣬Ҫ˵òþͷŽȥ˽ѹŵת¸дһһģһĳ
ôܣŷҪͲҵţתﻹǰļ䣬ζдͬĹ³
Ҿ˵ǰ£˵ȫϣͷŽ顢ïظңǹдĵʲôĹ£
......޿ˣҪ鰸ϣɻȫأһ
˵ɣ˵Ҷġ
Ųһֶ˵˫ʪҲ֪Ǽûߵá
ôܸ......
Ǳͷβûʲô飬˹ıʶ̺˾һֱ˻һֱ½
ԾᱡԼһ仰˵......
οӦҪŻһԤϵᷢµġ
ŰʾԼҪ̹һ㣬Ҫѻơ
˵𣿡ôĴָŵ֡
˵......ˣؿڻļϣҲĶ......ҲҲǸˣ......ұİ......
һůϽ˱ڻ˺壬ģ÷㡣
......˿־տģ˻һ۸ԼĻᣬȴá
ֻǿϧǱ飬ŵıʲд𴲵֮϶㡾ޣϧ˰ϧ......̾š
Ҳ֪˵Щʲô˼ɣٿЩ飬տ˹дĶͺʲô˵ĴһϽˡ
ҪɣȥŪ͵뵽µĵӣһ......
ʣɾͫڵ÷
ȴ˵Ű಻Ľס
ִ
žǰԼԵġ
ˣҲ⡣

ۡղء


49 
⼸æԼʬ顣
ԭ¸һ񣬲Ȱһǰٻٰһο»ǳ鷳迼ȷʵˣ뷨ֻܲʬȥ꣬겢Զһˡ
ŲģҲһȥ
ľ괺һõϢһͳվŻ衣
ĹоٰһС͵ʬ帴λľϣһ˵ء
ļͼο衣
ľ괺ƺʲôͻ˵ǰס˻裬ʾԼ뻨ҪҪϣܹرܡ
ȰŲعڵģľ괺ʵ仨踸ҶԴһҾľܹԼİȫ
˺󼸲˻ľ괺㹻Ŀռ䡣
ľ괺ۼ⣬ó֮ܵӣʣ......
Ҳڳϣϲ
ˣˣľ괺ﻹûô£
ʵ˵֮ǰδǹЩ޷ˣųս׵裬֪ȥˣͷβ涼û¶ҹŵı죬һ˯Ҳ裬֪˯Ƿ檻ӲŵʲôϵٵڸƤӵ£Ҳû˵ʲôȥŻָŵĹϵҲ˱ʲô¡
ŶˣûмŶǸ......
ħ𣬻仰˵ħͷʲô׵µαӣҸûм涼˵ʱңҹңҲҺôͲһˡ
չ㸸ңľ괺
֪㲻ú̸Щ......ŭӿʦ......зִ磬Ҫ̵
Ժӣľ괺βĻû˰취Ժ......
ľ괺ϽҧԼ촽סԼ죬Ѳ˵Ļ˵˳
迴ֵӣ̾˿ҲǸ׶Ӷ𣿡
»вһλңûһܹ¸ãƫƫǸΪȢ檶͸־ӶĸԼӣҪ˵ûʲôè壬ϵľͷš
ֻô껨費ںֻαЩеûģԼãĸҲԼãƾЩ͹ˡ
ֻľ괺ἰ£һʾ˼
......ľ괺޿κεسϣԭ֪......㸸Ϊ㲻һ......
ľ괺ʯͷϣߵ˶ɵɵģܱˣǵͷɵ......
ľ괺ţνô͵ҵȫְĸס
ľ괺ǵõ껨ĸѻ豧ʱľ괺ָ
⺢㣬ݽߣǱһ Ҳ֪֮ǰʲôĸĸܶһС
ľ괺ĸҲ֪ǲĺӻⲡĺӻ֪ܲ
ĸûֻľ괺úչӡ
ľ괺˺ܴ˻ֻܳһʱ趼Ǳҩӹ
κ˻󣬻ĸһľ괺ȵأ·߲ȡľ괺ޣľ괺ǵһμԼʦǱģ
ߵ飬ǶԲסĸ
ͨ㱧һӹ˵ĹϵҲߵز
ڰڵóӶˣǻĸȴҲ̨ӭˡǸŮ˿ͦģȴôǿӲԼҪˣԶټڶˡ
ԳȡˣԼ̲ڤ粻顣
ľ괺ЩۣǵߣҲȨС
ʱĸ˵պ賤󣬲ϲ˭ûãνֻҪϲǸҲԸرˡ
ʦǸ൱ˣӢˬ绪ïħ֮λӴ硣ƽң鳼޽죬ҲħĽ
ЦЦһӢΪõʹ಻뷢ɽˮꡣ
ʱգľ괺û
û뵽Ҳһ
ˣôôɣľ괺̾һǸ¾
踸ܹĿ࣬ľ괺ϣûڡ
лʦȫϽ񣬡Ȣʱͷʦڸ̨֮ϣ
ľ괺ûӦѾˡ

ۡղء


50 
ûע⵽ͻȻܹ͵һˣֱˤڵϡ
۲ۣ۲ۣϽʣҲǹ......
ҡͷûϽԼվſڣһɺͳ
Ͻվ˳šһƣǿϾ꣬ʵǲ֡
ľ괺ǡʱ˹Ŵ˸кŽ
ľǰŵ
ղţѾ鶼ˣľ괺ҲܲסôôɣסԶѾұ˶⣬Ҳ֪ŽԴǷͬģ
һ£ľ괺ʲô˼
ŽĪ֣ľ괺ͣĳһϲȻҪúӵģĸһǳˣҲǵһ᲻ᱻ֮ðˡ
Щ̫ԣϽȰ裺ŶҺܺãûʲôͼ
Ȼ˵Ż裬תͷľ괺ľǰôǡ
þŽ֤ԼԻѣľ괺ش𣬡κηʽ......
......
Ӧˡ
ּīаѽɳ֮С
軹Ҫʲôû뵽ͻȻץŻĸ첲ߵѽǰ
Ҫʲô費ԣǸ˹ȥ
űĿѲɳıͻȻ֣ѽڿնŵֱϻѪۡ
Ѫνɳ֮УѪĽƾɳ죬ʱƱɫ˫裬վڷ籩Ȼ
īаһβŵڷƢһ㣬ŵϻ˺ۡ迴۲ѣְæȴľ괺¡
Ҫľ괺ͣ˵Žġ
Ъȥæ˼
ѽʵʵʵزڻɳ֮УŻͷ裬ȡīûסһ飬īȾ˻Ѫ
ŷӦýīаԼΪ
֣У
£һָֻңа
......
ȥ׽һֻ֣**ѪȾ˽С
֮⣬Ҳܹʹýīа䲻ͨҪʱԵĽܹס
Ÿľ괺֤
һõģʧȥ˵Ķ̫࣬ŵֻѽʼնߣҪ֤Ҹˡ
ľ괺û뵽زκһ˵ǿĶȴ˻衣
ͬڽԼϤ˻衣
ŽδҲ̫Щľ괺
ſۻ裬̾˿ֵá
ľ괺ķڷ˾Ǳת뿪
ۿľ괺뿪Ҳ֧Ųס˵ϡ
īаĸıûɹ϶飬ǿϻȴѽĽ˵塣
ţϽȥסţ㻹ҴȥҴ......
û......ǿվϢһͺˣѽƢ......
˵ɣɻղһСģѽܹŵ̸꣬ɸɾ
ᱧţõȺһԵĹ˴šΪ˷ͻ踸ʬףصطԸ˰˳
ſңӻ軳ȥɻر֡
ò׽谴˯£̺ӡȻ˸ʼԼڵ͸š
ƽղٵʱŷԼڵٵÿ
ûҪ......ջԼӦ˿ڡ
֣Լһæﲻϡ
ŲԸСڣҪǾԼﲻæҿϣ......
δ䣬Ͻ뻳
ɫմȾŲѪۣǸղѽŭµ˿ڡ
ôܰôҪĶ͸ңʣͲøĶŪһʦ𣿡
Լ½ǣҺŪԼ
ȻӦҪ͸õġ
Ҳã챦Ҳã⡣
ܹ֤콫ŵҪĶϡ˲֪˲
......Ķô죿Ҹγ............
ۣ
ҷԼֺ㣬Ұ֡

ۡղء


51 
轫Ǽŵķ䣬ϸƿò......ŽҲһ𣿡
ڻؾЩֲΪ˳Ҫô
ССգſƽ·ҡҡλΣ˹ƣɫĹںɫϣͻȻְ߲½ĸо費ֵϣԼļҲϸѡ
룬˾䣺ѷɣڸ......
ҲҪҪϹҩһջԼھһ
ɻȴ񣬰԰Լ˸ӸԼŷôıҪǿ˷ɣڡ
𣿡ſٳûΪ費Ըб;Ǿˡ
ϻţûƽЩ׼ЪһڻžˣϽ͵Ǹ......ʵǶ
ţûʡ
......ǲǵ㱻̧ʱ򣬲ˣҴҩ޲𣿡Ǹҩ......Ƿɣڡ
Ӹı͵ģ׹⣬Ϲҩ
ϵ£֮Уֻһֻڡ
ħر˶ٴҩһڶˬ
۾ûգһ£ӲιţǸŵ޲Ϊɷˡ
Ϊ£簮ĸù˴ʮӣҪǲϧѩ飬˻˾Ϊ£ųΪĦ󲻻ֻʮ¡
......űŵ˵
ʶ촽Լ̳Թôҩ
֪Ҫ˵ʲôϹҩʵ˷ѣ޷ˣһػֲ壬һŵͷ˵ˣһǰùģ⣬ûţ⡣
һǰĸ߶⼸仰ǰϺõѪħ֦ƿ˸ϡá
ǣ̾˿ͻϢӿһʱ֮ͷĿѣַסӣ............ӣ
ϸȥ΢
һμʱҡţܣҸ˵ˢˮҶˣһζû˷ѡ
ûشҲ֪£һʲôı顣
㿴Ҹɣڣҽīа˭Ƿ......⻰˵ôζϽ˸˵ˣǻǷȽϺá
ûסԭɥţͻȻת磬Ц˼ת˸ͷڻĻ
ͷָ뷢У̧֣еĳָ仮ͯһŪŵĳҲȤ
ҹû˯ţֻǲ֪ôԻ裬ԿڻĻ޲ϵ˿ڡ
ˣɣҲˣĶֲҪǸռ˵ĺûᣬϽץŵ½󣬸Դŵһڡ
ֻǿɲƽ赭дϸ೤ǣû뵽ͣŵƤ͵һڣһ׵Ĵۡ
ŵɵˡ
ֲ÷ֻüͷƿ˻裬أһ˯Ľ䡣
ˣ᲻ŵĸܣֻǾԼǿʧܵģ̽Եʣ׵˵Ҳˣ
òţû뵽īаŵ˳ָŻĲǰһ
䣬ֻ˺űһľ롣
˵𣿡ֵ½īĽΪɶңǿܴۣ
űĿװ˯˵ӡǶƽȵĺèߣڻ
ѽһʱ֮䲻֪˭ģҵû
ʲôãЩֵЩ
ϣԼֱ˯һ㣬ҡβʱͻĵԴΡ
Щͷš
˯˵ŹԣҲ˵ƽҲ᲻ô˲Żȥ˯ذˡ
չԼģ̧־ͣ۾ûգһ¡
뵽ƱһŻһ£Ķůġ
תתֹ
ΪΪΪĴΪû뵽ȥô꣬Ǳ˴˶ǹŶԷ
ָо˵ֻݡ

ۡղء


52 
ħ֮λ࣬ճþиǻ䣬ɻûЩеûã¸úûἰ
ֻ費ںںġ
˵ħ֮
жħĶҪɽˣԭĹϵͽţֱĸλŻͲ١Źϵܣ˶ƲŻ᲻Ϊϵ񻯵ĵϾǧ߷ɷס
ŵǱȼǰɽϺҪ綼ڴŴϿױǽ˿ױǴū˻ĸĶҲŹĺħħȲһָͷдԣֻ̧ۣܹǣߵ
ÿĴԻͻյŵĶʣǶ˵Ҵ߷磬ô֪
ʶģֻŭ֮ƷϵƷ硣
ڴˣЩһҲԡ֮ϲڱ˭
ĿѾ飬ÿζǱϣȻֵͷʼ㡣˵Ҫɣɷ˾ʵŭţ˵һ䣬ɻֻǸϴ
Żǿƽˣ̣װʲôû
ԽԽ̰ζҹעԼ˻ӣ֪ߵذ쵽˻·費ֻãһͨҪ
һűϷ࣬͸ԱĹһͦصس޹
ʲô߷磬ֻһԶ㡣
ˣĸҪŪʲô......۵......鰸ԣһڴϵţңȥ𣿡
뻨ڸʽŵĹӸ粻ͬźٲμᣬμҲԸ˶˵һ˶ڽƾơʱ䳤ҲûʲôԸҲȥ
֪ϲȥġ
þûȥˣʱһֱ˩ϣȻֵģֻ......ĸᣬµʱвɼҳϯʱⲻһ
ȥɣŵĻشǳϣΪǲԸȥġ
Żʱħ϶ĻˣȥɽҲ͸͸
ȷ跴ʣһ𣿡
Ȼ㻹˭һȥŷ˸賣˯ŵһ࣬ζֻҪһ㻨ϢðĲѡ
϶㰡Ķбˣԩˤ鰸ϣֻ......˵Ļ
㵱ҲȥǾͲ˵𣿡ſдţԼ뷨˻賣˯ǲ࣬һĶǻζŸڴϣͬ§š
ֻԼڵΪůĴūͼı֡
鰸봲֮˸磬迴Ѿ˯һലϡ
ŵĻشﲻЩۣΪ羡ľͷһöӣķʽ
ſûػʶԼ˵˼ˣЩлˣͳһƤЩ˵ŶҲóī˵ͷǡܲס˵죬ҲܲסԼν֡
......׼˵ǲȥȽϺãû뵽û˵꣬žʹ
һȥɣŵҺþûعˣЩοߣҲ˵ʲô̫Ļ
żҪȥʸĸţԼŶϯ
ʺ󣬱齣ȥ㷢Լıѱ˯ůġװ·һĿ񣬻ŵαװŽ˵˵౻ôů͵ģ
űץ˸ţڳ˾䣺ҲС˯Ǳȥˡ
ڼˣ賶ŵ´ʵش𣬾Ͱ¸ˡ
......ŵʵʵػشˣҲǺܶ......
Žôһ£ҵİ˵ˣ뵱ůĴūĿɲ񰡣⿪ŵ´˽ȥ˳ŵߡ
......űֶӲҲûкƿ衣
ڴֵֺ֮£˼뷨ѭ򽥽ӦԼĸҲӦ˲٣ȻؿʼԼϿ
ķչͬԤϵ
ô볹׳ԵŵӲԶˡ

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53 
ĸ۵̸޵ĵõѳ۵ʮ꿪һΡӣ޵Դ绹ħ磬ֻҪĸ۾ͻһɽɽ̸ĵá
ŴûȥҲĸĸƲţʵǿĳЩ͵ȴûȵ˶¯ӵʱˡ
ĸҲ޿κΣĸԸŵͣˡ
Ϊ˸ᣬר˼ʽѡʱӰڰɫɫƽﴩŵ·Ϳ׶ɫƫƫǸȾѪۡ
ɿЩΪµӣֱӽ·ӸţԼϴ
ŵݽ󣬱ʽ۵Ĵš
һȥ۵ᶼ˷׷ͣ¿ˣԼ˽ס֡Ȥչȥ˵Ҹûִܹ
ŷƶ죬Ժеˣÿθ綼
պϺҲˣϽǰԲͻ˽̸˵עŴӻƿ
Ϻ˷лտʼЩ̫ӦѾӦˣлϲãҪϺ£á
ϺΧ˲עǣᵽ˺Ҷ¥ͳһͼֽţ滭źҶ¥ʧǰټϣܰܲҳʲô
ͼֽŵԼȥúõ顣
źϺĵ𾢣ûҪԼ˼˵˾Լȥһ࿴ѡ
Ҷ¥ͷһʱѾߵ۵䣬Ŵȥϣû뵽Լֱȴ˳סˡ
ŻͷȥĴӡء
ôһξãԺŵÿùҲôùġ
дһ˵а񣬵һ ڶǴأȻʱܹԾӵһεͷ
ҹѹķŭȻС
̾˿ֳʲôʵʵظ˹ȥ
ߵһɽ硱ֶû㱻صĳ޳һ£ûӦֱӱ鵹ڵء
ĨǵѪ׼
ҪĶڶͷشŵĶǣ˯˯ӣӽ̵ܶȥ𣿡
ûڶͼվʱ򣬴һӳޣסŵСȣȻ˳һű㱻űߡ˿ûԥֱӲͷϡ
ŵķɢң
дôٻȻǣӵĽżȣô˸ɵߵ𣿡
Ź˲ﻹĸ۵ᣬа˴ӵϣӳʹסСȵףűվ
ʱļӿͷ......
뿪磬ΪʲôǻǲԸŹ......
ѾʲôҪ......
ŲԸʹǣת׼뿪û뵽һλɼҸպ·ѪźͱʹĴӣɱ˰ɱ
ɤǸͬһı飬˲ٱǰΧָָ㣬ټ˵ԣһʱ֮˺޲ýﻯӣһһͱŰˡ
Ҳ˻裬迴ǱӣϽȥڻ
ӵ̴Ҳ˹ۼηħ𣬸ϽеħĪҪⲻҪĵܸܵƭˣСһģҸɣҸͽ˾ӪھӪҲ֪Ͷ˻һ·Լ˯˽λãôҪղڼɽȻ֪ܵعң
һ⻰ոհΧȺ˺壬ͷɢңϲ˿ڵӣ˵û˵ȾϢǲû뵽ſǡһµģȻ......
в˿źÿʼԲȻģ
Ц......
Цʲôͬһȭ޻ϣû뵽žȻһ㷴ӦûС
һˣ㻹ֻһУЦЦ˭Żش
㣡ٴλӶޣֻһΣޱɽĵиסˡ
ӱĲУ˵ıµǲ迪ڵܰ⹦ϣҲͲ˰ɡ
ⷬڳ۵İ˸ӣûһܱȵš
ħ㾹Ȼ˵
˵˵𣿡ŵĳ˵Լĵܵܣӵأ


54 
һǼɽĵб㱻Ĵ飬ʱը죬ڵһҳٴ˵ţͦվǰػ
˫ţһӽŵ˼㡣
粻ϲŵܣҲôɣĽȺ˳ŵľƣƺУŵܵĽȺܵ콫֮λȫԼʵտƾαס
һҲ֪ӵǿʲôޡ˵̭˵ĻղŶ˵ŵ¾ɽɽϵ޲ŵ콫֮λʴɱޣһŵ
ؼάţûгԱһ³ͷħ𻹺˼վάţң˯Լ׵ˣ̸ܣ
֪ԶһƲġ
ķͶ쳤˲ӣ䣬ҪôԿС
УҾģתһȺΧ۵Ŀͣӣ㵱۽ʱҸܾ
Ƿ׷ȷʵв˼ĸŭۻӹ
صȷʵܾˣôŲǽ𣿡
Ǵӣ˵Ҫǰ¼׵죬ŵ˭ʡ
......
ǲǵã㣬ҽӵģҸͷβûгֹԴ˵ŽңķҲŶԡ
ΧſɼвٵָŵĻȥħ磬绨˵ƿͷǻ裬ûνҲǻ衣ҵдԣ鵱Ǻͻ˯һġ
ſǣ۽͸ħħҪתָ˻衣
˯ҵļ檣кιϵ跴ʣɽ̫𣿲ħ飿УûǴĻӲǸӰˣҿħӼңӦ𣿡
......ƿԣ۵λ൱ȷӦ
׼ڳƣȴֿڵ˳һᣬպҵޣħΨһô˵ǲҲӦأ
ô......ָţû뵽ͻȻһԵ֦УصʳָطӦÿ죬˻ָֻס
£趯ŭ԰Ĳľȫֱָأҹ£
ħô˵ҲĴӣô......
迪ڴҽɱ㣬ۻ߸ӣħ磬ֻһ֪ܷΪӣħΪС
˻һ۵ħ֮˷׷׾УħħΨǴӣҪöࡣ
֪ԼķԼҲҺͻƽϣĸǸûʵĲݰ֮£ֻù£
ųڶ뿪ĸŮҪ˼ͷϵ˿ںͻҳ
ǲǾ۸㣿ʣ֮ǰ߻˵۸£û뵽Ȼۼˡ
š
㶯֣㲻ȥ߻˵Ǳ㱨һΣǾͶѧˣô㵹û֣ʡ
......룬̫һ
ű۴ӾӪ칬ʱ꣬ѪգھӪմһƦرܲð۸ĻӱˣЩֶ۸ţŶһһ˻ȥֻԴ޲ߡ
زӣӲڱˣֶΣֶζġ
źԼ޹ñӳʱҲȥ޹鷿ܵһӵŴӲ˫ʹƴӱóеһѷסŵֽţá
ʱΪԼܴ˸֣ЩײصŹԼĳŹΪ˶ͷء
ֻ䣬Ŷһ㡣
ʱֻ໥һۣ˵˾䣺ֵ֮⣬ֵ̫־ˡ
ŰĿͶۣ֪ƫӣ......۰ԼģΪսķ......ۻΪ˵仰İɡ
ֻ۲ۣŶùˡ
ź칬֣һȥ˼졣仰뿪ˣŹڵϣմѪ֡
뿪ץסŵ½󣬸֮˵ģ֪ͻȻһŰŵġ
԰ŵġ
ĳ·ߣŹʱ׼ðһȴûġ
ƫġ
ţǱƫһ
֮󣬴ôĥţҲõֿ
֪ӵۣԼһˣȥȥȥȡͬ鶼û壬Ϊû˴Լ
ԼһжЦŻӣӣ˻ЩʲôˣվǴ˹ͷŽļˣԼֻһˣһֿˡ
Ƿһ򵥵Ĵ־ԭ£Լһ󶼻ᱻŴ󣬽ľԳܵĳͷ

ֻûбŰˡ
ֻ......
߬䣬زմǵĳ
𣿡ЩϸСĲˣڳսﲻֵһᣬɻ軹۵ذ˴ĸ˵ģһͲˡ
ǲˣЩ̡
˵......ģ»ᣬûЩ......
費ЦֲɵһЩ𣿡
ƫͷȥ......ɵ......ͦǿʶġ
һ죬Ӳǰѻ˵ģ˵ɻġ
һЩڴֿʼˣҲŵʲôӵģһ롣
룡ź˻һѣô£˵˵žĵϡ
٣ôҵԴҵԸôô룬 ķڣŽܵÿ
ͷ¼鷢ڵŶǵ˿ڡ
ˣűӵ޲ðȾܣ߰ɡ
ƿ˷ţϽȥ
Ƕδվ
ڲһˣŵıһָӲĿɽ㹻ǿ㹻ů㹻Ҫ
Ӵˣɱ֮Ĺ;ʧ֮·

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55 
˵۵ԭǸ۵ĵطԸҲΪǸʵʵա
۵Ƿ
˵ҲĴ
ܽþϴꡣ
Ԧ֮֮л߽Ϊá
ֻӪͳɽ˽磬ͳħ޽硣Ӫذȫա
Ժγɣ˲ҵ
չأԦ֮ˡ
ҲãҲã˭˭ʷŨīزʵһʣǺԳԽ䡣
Ҳˣ˻裬˰ѽīԼյǰ棬۵ϸ·ֵĸ̸ۡ
ûޣͼλպɣҲ˳̽һºҶ¥Ϣ
۵Ĵ඼ɽ֮ˣԺҶ¥˽١
ħʺҶ¥𣿡ǡڴʱһλòʵṫ»ļ򣬡¹΢ǺҶ¥ĳͣħʲôⲻҡ
˺þòץôһ˽Ҷ¥ˣȻŹϽ΢£Ҷ¥
΢˽ϢҲ࣬ϢǺͺҶ¥Ĺйصģ΢ֻᵽҶ¥ÿһʱͻỻһص㣬Ҷ¥¥ƺǸˣҶ¥Ĺ׽á
ȻЩ΢鱨Ի˵Ҳ
ȥţ͹΢ǣתȥʱ򣬹΢̯֣һ˿ߡ׼֣û뵽ȴ˻ƮŵĽī
΢֣̾Ż겻ɢ
óȻж۵ϸƼ΢Բ׼ԼܰȻ
ֻգﳤȥ
շתѰţŷ֪ʱѾյ۵ġ
Ų֪ЩʲôΧ˸㡣
òײŷֿȺߵߡ
ϴǣԦ֮ǣô˵־ѧͬһԴͷ
վŵɼҺ첱Ӵ֣ŻһȻģΪϴǣΪǣϴħֵǣΥԣƵԻħԣǣˣմǡ
Ƿɼ˵ţôܽ˻Ϊһ̸
Ϊ𣬺Ϊޣ̫ͼУ֮Ϊڣ֮Ϊס˴˵µļӳ֣ҲǵʱǸʱһԱˣһ޶һ𣿡ŷʡ
дɼţ˦ȥ
һվŵ޺ƽкãŽҴδֹԦ֮Ȼ֮ͬ
ûע⵽޺վԼ󣬸ϽǸֻƾƲ⣬ġ
޺ۺͷǶֿѣԼ޺۵˵Ԧ֮ƣֱ
£ҾþŽ˵ĺе޺۵ǷڴˣҲͬġ
Ųҡ
㲻ذö׽ҲԼӣ޺۵
޺۵ϸһ˿ǳǳЦ⣬Ų²ضǼΪ׽ˣ޺ἰţ᲻ԾЦ
ǡҲˣ޺ȴ޺ֹ
չض꣬޺һ˴㣬޺𡣵Ѿʽħ֮λ޺Ȼ
˺Ѽ޺۱Է񷱶ˡĸûжŮ޺۵ɽ¡
޺ߺ󲻾ãźͻҲ뿪
ŻﴧϺԼĶϻˣҲԸ۵Ϲ䡣ĸ½ŵѴҲ뿪
ûмŻմ·ҲûŸǵı޺ҩǸϽϺԼĶ
һͼֽǺҶ¥һʮֹλãжʱ䡣
Уʮꡣ
˽ᶼǣʮꡣ
ħ罭Ƕʮꡣ
ɽݣʮꡣ
˽籱Įꡣ
֮ûйںҶ¥ϢˣŽͼַֽ˺ü飬ȷûбԼ©ʲô
յƣŷ鿴
Ҷ¥Щ껻طԽԽƵˣ迴˺ðҲֻܵóһۣ ΪʲôһģϣͷԽԽ𣿡
˵ҪĸͲƤ⣬ǱĶŷܵػش˻衣
˽磬ħ磬ɽ磬磬Ψûз磬˵......ָָͼֽ
˵ô˻¥ȥűЦˣҵɣæˡ
ǿЩַȴҲʲô
ǽеһˣһǰ顣
һ......
ڹдʮ֮......
ȷʵʺĵط˹ƣҽ׷࣬ʮǰͻȻ˹Сû껨ͳ£֮󣬺Ҷ¥ҵƵԽԽߣֳ״̬
ΪʲôҪƵذ......
轫͵ֱߣȷһ־ֲڲСײ豭
оЩ񣬻̣ȡƿҩϡ
Ż벻Щطʲôϵſ鰸ϣɻԼҩ
㿴˶ٵˣƿҩ඼Ҫˣ豧ԹͲעһ㣿
ţ֪ˡ
軻һߣŵҩ
˵Ҷ¥϶һǰйأ㲻ѹϢ޳һ꣬Ҷ¥ôѡλõġ
žѣȷʵע⵽˲ͬѰĵط
һҶ¥һǰǼ·֮ҲûлعС
ڶҶ¥ѡַѡ˽磬˽صλá
ص......
ʢɲݣɽΪĵط֮һҲɼҩΪҪĹء
ؽǶʲô£Ƕ棬Ǹ׷ٵĵضΣǶ˽ķƣһϵħ綼С
ʮǰᵽ˽Ƕ......
Żʮǰħ磬ȴһʱڹ翪ԼС̣û˼ħ飬οħö̡
裬ܰҲһʮǰǶʲô𣿡ʵиħ𣬲ðײá
ʮǰ......ţǶ......ȵȣҸо仰......
跭鰸϶ѻɽۣǵ˭ǰᵽǶʮʻ㡣
ҵˣһɫۣϽ
۵ǽǶǵĳѯʮʷ䳡ǷҪ̸䳡ǳħ죬ҫĵط˵ǸòֻǻնɱħҲǵĳѣ⵽ǲǲ𰡡
ſۣţĪħҶ¥ʲôϵ
ҼǵóħЩħ粻ĸӽ䳡ڱ֮ǰҩȷԼӮŵ......ЩȥĶˣ

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56 
ǵĳϽڿ䳡ʲôΡ
շԸ꣬׼Ъµʱ
ģһҪסµļơ
߻ӣ............ɻô
Ҫסţð鰸һ顣
һͷˮúõ칬סɶУ㲻Ǻ𣿹ӭ㣬ҸŪһֻһ㣬㵱ǿջ𣿡
......һƨϣҲû취......
ùŮ˱ˮ
͹һڣŽľ
ķۿűϳ칬ǴϣֵľǱʵףǰȥѹҲδܵóѣǰʱӣȴЩ
дżͼٻţȫǣ˵潫ż˺˸ϡãۿſڵ֮ϻæȴ˾俴ڵ֮ûʵҽá
ﻨ˸ƣˣӲֿᣡ
÷˸ۣ˵òã֪ϲţȻ䣡
Ȱ޿֮˸һѾķӣס
׾ͺװɣϾ綼һƣӣûԸȥЩϹӲֻ׵ѡ⡣
ǿ㲻ϣڶжǱײ㡣ֻԭҲǴ壬ֻΪ˴ȥǣű
ȻûмλԸ޸ҲȰǣҾָһλɲɣѡľϲλ̲ӡ
İ۴һܣʰħ硣
㵽Լ鷳ҪҪˣôͣ𣿡
ǣñ̲Ӻһ˽õƺûʲô˼......
˭ǳһڡ
š
һڲˮ˳ʪ鰸ϵۡ
ϲţҪܱԸһ˽ˣõҾʹᵽŽҸô
............Բһ£Ͷ̥......Ŷֻ˽ܹͶ̥......
ûˣҲ֪Լ뷨ʵڽǰʵڲĿԼİŮԶޱҲ֪Լϲ˳жʹࡣ
ǰ֪
ҡҡλεػÿһǲĹѪ֮ϣĲȳĭ
仰Чߵõߡ
£õļ򣬡Ż˵......
ԼбŵĿ𣿡
ûС
Сʱ򻹾Լͦšõ

ûп𣿡
죬Ȼͻ칬
ʱڹ磬ԼʱȡҰʮ࣬ҰһţԹ¿һϷݣҰ⡣Ұ밲ȥϷݣϷݶΪϸҰĹǻȥ
ҰҶüüһҲ֪ôˣһȺҼҹˮ裬ϲ˳Ϸ
ҲûˣŴУȻûʲôζʲôüģǲǴոְˡ
չҵ⣬ͰʮϽˣҺø»Ұ
űǺһڣɣȥ㵽ǱߵϷ̽µϸﵣⵣǵġ
ͷϰˡ
ûжԣһ˽Ϸݡ
һ㷢طĲ֮ͬǹ磬սʱŻΪɽء
Ϸ뱻һ룬ˮ֮ϱ˴˸Ϸ̨ӣɫ̨ڳˮȾ졣
ŸǮѰ˸λ£ʱϷ̨³ѽѽĵϲƽﰮϷ磬ϲ󱯶ֻ踴֮Լæ˲٣ҲûϷˡ
ƽŶȥ˽Ϸ˽ĹԶħɽ˼ĺ˰ͷ棬ϻ˽е
ֻ¿ϷݣҲŴպпվͶһ䡣
ϻЩǮŮǮʱֶ˳ȥŵŮл
Ű׼뿪ȴ½סˡ
ŨŨķī󣬲ӹϿҲܲ³Ǹˡ
ϲͣ½Ų䡣
һıʱ䣬ֱͻȻŵļʶָ˸ˤŷԼˤ߻á
վĬĬһøղźŴкĲԼ
߸磿ŸϽȥôˡ
˵......߻ԼԴ
ԭúͻǴȵŻħģû뵽ҵҲȥʱͻ轻ȥҰȡ࣬õȲ˱ŻҵҰҰָ·˵Ϸ
ϰ£ǲ´ģ¿ۻãҲԼ£иǡ
ЩϧԼþöûôĵˣʱˣȥ
費شһϷݣֳµΣһΣӿͷ
ϲŵôô࣡
ڻ·ϣøŽԼ顣
ûʲôķӦֻ˵˾䣺ôˣ۵ôǰ
ô˵ԼĸȻﲻ̫Ըæˣôô......
ŵΪսķ
ñҭ˵ֻɫΪڣȥ͵ЪϢҲ޵
ҡҷһȦɫĹӫ
ſڴϿ飬ħ糣ս˲ٱ飬Ľ⼸ȫ˳ͬ򵽱һ㣬Ͻ˲
˹ȥ׽˸
ҲˣѧĶѧˣʱֱˡ
ŵĴֶıڵϡűɬػӦǡ
׼һʱ⹬Ů˾䣺߻
̾˿˴ΪЩëƤԼһƤι
ܸܲŴ߷磬Ұ......ø˯־òԾţǰ˵ԼͶ·ˣԽԽűһ衣
ѹеŭ𣬡ȥú˯ңԺ㶼̤һ
һ⻰þ͸ŵĨһϽ
ŵձڱǵͨ졣
صϣǿŸϵıӣĶͷһڡ
߸磬µԹңŽ͡
š
ŵÿѹ߸ģ
߸ԭҲֻǰ̫ˣŰԼԳˣűޣڻﲻزһ¡
ûҺÿ......
踩ȥţȴƿ˵ʲô˼
ţ費⡣
ûÿųӣڻǰ
ͷȻ˰ҿдڵһλġ
˰ΣŵԼдģ
дԼҲû˷԰ش
ŴС󻹴ûɹòұúÿ
Լò֮ţ콫Ҫôÿʲôֲɱˡ
裬һ˶˵İ֮Լÿġŵ
ÿİ......ţ֮ÿ......
˦֣ڴͷ˯
ǲв˵һԼÿ
迴ſտ֣Ҳڴϱ˯¡
ַʲô裬Լÿôǲϣ

ֿʼˡ


57 
һҹȥ˻Է
ϴԷϳһ𣬵ǲͶԷ˵
춼˲Ƿ׷˵׷ʲôס߻ͼӴ׵ؽԼûݵĹ¡
ȥϷһüȥģץ˸ţǶû......
߻ӿֲ´󣬲һ磬Ͱ⴫ֵ˾֪µ˹ȫȻ֪˻Ϊ
ŮǿŻڰ뿪һųһħķġ
һӴĹŮˤڻǰַһѣŮ׼װӿڻ軳ʱû뵽ħͻȻ˾䣺Һ˭ÿ
Ůɵˣʶػش˾䣺Ȼħ
¹ŮһǰⲽҾ˵
ųͤı߻ӺòץŶĻᣬȥŸôñ̲ϲԼԼһ˽
ûش𣬵ûͷûԵ˾䣺û˭òЩ
Ȼ㰡߻˳ŵ뷨ش𣬡ôͻȻ
Žã˵һ䣺ôô򵥵鶼֪֡
²ۣҲ֡
Լ飬Ͻʣ......ŵ......˵ҵҪôźã
˵Ǽ𣿡ַһҳԼеıҲ֪۵ĶôŴ۵̣ôһ򵥵⻹Ҫǵôӣ򵥣ɱ´ˡ
ⲻûǸʵ......ţֻҪԸæԺҶġóŵĳ䣬㿴֮ǰʱҴû۸㣬мһǵ𣿡
ûұÿҾͿǰæĵػش
úú......ȵȣ˵ʲôøմӦ̾ͷֲ̫ԾʲôÿÿģڸС
ҿˣ㡣뿪˳ͤ
ƨƨߵȥһ裬˵ǰˤ˵ϣ̫˰ɣֲʲô壡
̾вʲô塣
ҸæһвУΪԼҸǵȰһΣԺһӵֵܡ
ֵ跴ʡ
......ؼʱ߲嵶ûش
ΪԼİŮѾŲˣİ֮˺Լֵ۸Լĸоͦܵġ
軹ǷֵصġˣֺͿѱ̲ͳȥͲܽ⣬ֻԽԽΪ
Ҿ˵ɱ˲޹գħʣֵûȥ׷ˡҪ鷳ȥɱ¾ˣ֮ǰŵҪַʽֺԼ
ô˵ȺŷȻ֮İšû뵽ŵʱȴҲˡ
ʹŮŮش˵ȥˣ
˿Ȼ鷿ߵű㴦֪鷿ħĻҪûҸȥֻҪ˱ˮԼĿͷŻ
ϼ֮ʱڳſڡ
ȾϼůƣȾѪŨ졣
էһǴۡ
һﳶĳ룬ק޴ͷ­һֻֻװۺͬԹˣӦܻ
󻹸λ°ߵħŮӡ
ŻϢϽ鷿û뵽պÿѪڵϣŮӰѵӡ
ôôѪץŵĸ첲ûˣ
һ£Ѿһ춼û˵ˣû......Ҳɱ......
ʵźֻ֮ǰҲйڣûʲôʱˡἰ֮£űȥһֻڱʵһ㡣
û뵽յѾɱˡ
ˣ°粻ŮӹԼ֡ЩŮܲҩ˯ʱɱˡ
ȥʱպʹɢȺŮʬ岻֪Ǻá
űһѣȺŮӳ˱ֻʣħŮӸŻħ硣Ϊ꣬ŰҪ˹ЩռƱû˽ָЩŮӡ
ףͷ......ſקŵľ޴ͷûʲôãֻǶϰ......
ŵĶȤζ
......һŸزһһǲ֪ô˵ˡ
ˣÿˡţմѪһǡ
ţŵһλǻ裬Ҳܺÿ
Ϣҹÿž޴ͷһαŵᶼ˳ŵܸܲĸϰߣ
źͻͺã˿
Ƿ޳ܴͷβͰŽ˭˭ٴκͺã̾ħ;ŽŶþֺͺˣͨķ޹Ҳ
ÿһͨҲܺ𣿡
ļҷΪ˭ÿģ
ֻͯܲŻɣ
˵˲˵ˣֻϽ硣
ħ̫ˡ

ۡղء


58 
ҲˣҲˣøʲôأ
øΪûмȥˡ
ȰһۺӸ˹ŮǣϴɾսⷿŴȥԡϴһѪѪѪȳ˰ٱֹ
˷ͰˮƤˣϴɾϵѪվԡУˮ˳ŷ˿£մˮĺڷƤϣͬǧĸ
ſˮԼĵӰľǡ
ͻ賳Ǽ£Ҳ֪ô£һͻһԼ̾ͻ½Ϊĵ鳳ȥ
ôϻһζˮԼƤ
......ϴ𣿡վԡſڣŻеҪ·˿Сĵԡ̽ͷҰ·ˣ......
ȻȥңϻйζŻش𣬡·ϡ
ˣź·Ǻī׽ŵʳͼ۾·ҲڵīˮУţ......ܼ𣿡
ӶɵʶǰûйҪΪʶػش𣺡˵𣿡
û˵ˣǻȥ˯ɡ
ߺ󲻾ãŴԡ˳ϵζϴһϴ
һæ͵ҹ
ôȲţҹˣڴϵƤ类˹ǦˮôҡͷԵڴأһԵ˵ϡ
֮ǰԸùŮ޵ĵ˳ëֹ̺ԼŸ´ʱˤôһˤжۣԱŽһţڴϵš
ƿ޵ţ㿴ϣһŽõ¹⹴ͬɫļӰ
ͻȻǰ죬ҲһŽǻҳĲԼԼ踸һλΪѣ˺ܾòŻ˲񷿡
ȥĶˣΪʲôúô֪֪¶˵۸㣬Ͳ㻰𣿡
ʱԼôػģ
ҲҪ̫ӵ²ġ
أһ͸˰ɡ
ɰǰĻûһ㣬ֳסԼĸ첲ԼУħҹҪģǴ˯뱻콫ڲ
ʱ˶Ը¸߹ͷ­װ鲻Ըظ裬װ鲻Ըؽܡ
£ŲЦһƺһǳǳЦ۾̧ͷţ¹⣬ѩ׹
»֮ϣͬˮ
迴ˣԾ֣Ƴϣʳָͬǣε˿ߣ˿ߵһ˲ŵŵġ
ҲͺƱĵһһŻ߽
紵뻧޶ϴŵĲɴƷڲϢƺ


ʳ֪ζһһɱûʣֻ
ڶ۵żָ֪֮󣬾һŰѻߵ¡
콫ŭδ峿ŭϽһͰͣī֮ʣɫĽڿӹವһ˻˫ȡ֮ĵשϡ
һ¿ɰѻˣ˺ü
һһ......ųڴϣ㡣
δɫ԰ף㲣Ψһ˫촽ۡ
迴óˣȫȻǰ˸ղģ
ǻ´......Ļû˵꣬һа˺ѳգĳ˻ĻϡǷĽڻһǳǳĺۡ
£Ǻ˧......
Ƕ衣
ǳԭûѻĻϣһ䳡ڳʲôû뵽ڵһʱ䳡ضɽҡسѺۣѺСѷ죬ϸСʯڴ֮ϡ
ʯ볾һͬ׹䣬ͬһɫٲ𶯹ȥ̽ͷȥŷ䳡һ޴ҡ
ٵ̽ͷȥңŷڻɳ֮£вٴŰɫʯͷ
ʲôΧſ۷׷ס
ɳǰɫʯͷҲģ
ǲʯͷǱ˴ص˹ǹؽڡ
ǺǣǺǣиۼϳ˺ǣŵ˺üڵϡ
ǳ˫ڿ裬ɳŷ֣ŵĲֻһǣϰٸɭɭİ׹ǡ
ͷǣȹǣһӦȫ˿һ㡣
ڳδһ˿ֲĻ棬һʱ֮䶼ס
ǳ侲ִ֣죬ħͨ

ۡղء


59 
ڽӵϢ̱衣
䳡ڵĴʯ鶼ѾɾֻʣһЩҳʯӡǳصؽʬڿڣԭ״ֻ̬ʬǶʯҵñΣеѹ÷顣
ҵ֤ݵ𣿡վڱ䳡ԣ޴˿ӡ
󲿷ֵĺǶǺͳħħ֣Ǿ˭Ҫʱ˲飬ǳش
ſʬͷǵĳ򣬻ʬķֲƺ￴֡
Ƚֵľǣڿӵķһײģǹײǿյġ
ײûʬǣײȷʵʬǳɶѡ
ʬͷ­ȫĵĹײģֳɰУͬݡ
Ž......ɿʲô......ǳʡ
˸ӵףֻĹ
ƿǻҳĹײģտҲŵעڹײײĸǡ
ǹײĸﱻɰ˼ƣͬٲڹײĸϡ
ǣʡ
̧ƣڤ֮´һʱ䣬ʶֹơ
̧ƣꡢѪڹײĸϵĻơ˽ĳЩķʿΪʬʿѡ׶֮˵ʬǣǵĹײĸϻ·ȵͷߵգƱ˽Ĺ»꣬»׷׽ײĹʬɣֱһܵеĶʬ
ŵĻ˲ǳûԼƤӵ¾Ȼһ
ΪʲôҪôԼΪ𣿡ǳʡ
ɡӵԼеĹײİ壬˹ײڹײ˼űò̫Ծײǿĵġżаһײĵףŷֹײ滹иܹһ˵Ŀռ䡣
˫㣿
ﻹʲôûз֡
ǳЩˣԼ򱼸̽ϧѩ
ʱϧѩͥԺﶺԼŮС׾ֱۣŲϧѩ׼ĲżޣһһЦʱʱѿˮȥ
ŽǰϧѩҲû䳡鶼˳ȥ
ħħ֮λһֱԼĵλȡȨǺԼȨһᱻ˶ߡȨ֮⣬ħһֱԼΪܹһ㣬Ѱ˲Ϊķ
һλıʿҵ˳ħ𣬸ṩһȫķ
޽䳡ЩԼħַŽ䳡ڣڱ֮ǰιֽƣҩЩﲻħҳӡЩĸǶᱻͽ䳡λıʿ̧ܹưħЩϵ
νһá
ƻʧˡ
ıʿҲ֪ڼƻʲôһʼƭ˳ħ𣬡ϧѩ̧ǻǲħղЩǡ˺Щħ𷢾Լûг׼Ǹıʿ˵ʱıʿѾҹ뿪ˡұЩ֣˵ıʿæôõΪʲôƭǮ𣿶Щǣǵȷʵˡ
ǸıʿһܳĹ......䳡ֵ˫ײģкҶ¥ÿζѡַ֮ء
ܳĹϧѩʣֶ𣿡
ûش⣬˾䣺㻹ǵǸıʿֽʲô𣿡
ǵãй΢
΢......
ವһվôɰɡ
ôˣϧѩŻҵ飬ʶ𣿡
գһѵ뵶вذԼ䵱ĹӸ磬־ǹ΢
ֻԼˣת
Ҷ¥߱ת壬еͬ˿ߣ׽΢ȻԸ֡
ͺڳЦŵΪһ㡣
˵ϵ˿ڣҲڳЦ
......
ذ......
չ΢ԼʱǴһذģذ׵ĵʺ͵вƥ䣬᲻ľ괺ǰذף
ŵײײ߳ϧѩĸۡȥľ괺
Ϸݡ
ھǰжȥŨصī¶ؾǹ΢
¥վŽαػ̨һѾʵЩ׿ͲֵӴ
ҲĶѣ΢ͷϲ䣬䰴˳ϣȥһħ磬ǺúÿϷݡ
ȥѾʵѾǵ˰ɣ
û취˭ŵֻô̰ԣħĿɽԸɾˡ΢־Ĩ˶մϵһīۣٲȥħ͸ò鵽ˣҿɲǹģ

ۡղء


60 
Ŵһ仰û˵ľ԰ļɽһͨ񿳡ɽʯ⽫ľľмϱ䱡Ľ۶ϣŲͣ
ֳܰǵذףͺҶ¥ǧ˿Ƶϵ΢ҡڵߵǰȴ˿ûв
ֻԼһž޴һֻ۵ֽſ֩ȴ֪Ǿǲʳߡ
֪ŻϢ󣬻ϽѰպײŹڵϴһĻϽȥŷʲô
Ž鶼г΢ʱһ£ⲻǸĸ۵ϸԼ¶Ҷ¥Ϣ
ҲץŻĸ첲ûжôɣ
ҡͷʱֻһЩںҶ¥ϢЩ̫ҪϢҾû˵ᵽ޷ǾǣҶ¥һʱͻỻһطҶ¥¥ǸˣҶ¥ڵŮӴ඼׽á
ˣ׽ãϸĦ仰ǺҶ¥¥𣿡
ⲻ˵϶ͺҶ¥һǰǼйأȻ֪òպͻòһЩ㲻طģҺһǰ߹ҲǲɱģϾյ鱨ʵ̫ˡ
ѾҰȥ鹬΢ˣǹİӦܲһЩõĶӵľ˰ϵĺ
Ҳ֪Լһֱ˾
Լ׷ôܹ鵽һõϢˡ
ȻҲȷ΢ĿĺʵݣԾ֮ץסһƺ˳ܹҵԼҪǸ𰸡
վɵ㣬һˡ
ֻǾʱһֱڱˣˣȥģǰơŵ
ȷʵ......ŵ֣صģһúôߣҲͻȻʧˡ
Żס֣ŵųĴּ룬ĦƣͻȻһ˿ġ
պҰйڹ΢Ϣ
õ֮Ȼࡣ
һĪڣ΢ĻѪ
΢ңĵ֣һȫ󣬹΢ȴ漣Ļ֮һֱʰľɲ
......
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Ⱥ......
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ȡģô깬΢ʲôûиıԼ֣Ұ͵ҲˣҲܲ鵽ôϢ
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һǲţܹ˵ĻǣʿΪã˵Ѫսʮʮҹ֧ɢҲǳѪս֮󣬱չضҲǰһ
ʧȥӴ֮ͬһɢɳȡɢʷ֮ҲҲټ
ھӪ֮УӪĺᵽжŷǰδеĳ֮飬вһᵽǳʮʮҹѪսѪѡ
˵һóķǶй......
ֱ......
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ҲǸˣȫ𣬷˲ɽ......ľħɽ磬޽ˣɹ΢ȴʼû......޽磬ƾ޵ĻѪЦ......Ұ̾΢ŬǾлˮ£һӰѡ
޽......
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ﻯС
ƾԦ֮۳磬ܵУΪжǿ󣬶Ϊһֵܹǧ̬ﻯУҲǲɱС
Ī΢ðôķնỨΪ˵õﻯе̬Ҫﻯ޽
껨ܹʹﻯ̬ҲɵϢ磬˶컨Ķź΢еһԱ......
΢ǳֵһ......
ʹΣչģŸп
ǰ......ʱҲȥͶ̥뵽ǰЩ£Щ......ҰŹԶʵա

ۡ


61 
θرá
͸ι˵Ĺһ**ֹסԼÿȤǱȫմԼζſһСһ
ŲţνвҲֻûͣһС赱Ҳһʱָ˼ѪһſСˣҵطŵټҲ˸ţعĵ̻ᱻһȥȥϧѩҶҲᱻߣ֮£ֻܶڤڤ֮
ڤ֮İʦڻһŲæķȥʱľ֮ǰɽ棬ûʲôĽ飬ҲΪڤ֮˾ľİԼÿʱڤ֮ش˵顢ʹΪʳɣŲǵϲʹˡ
ҲΪԲ̣ʹΪ֣ɽ粻̫ۡ۵ǻ֮ʵǿΪ䵽˹磬;ϵڤ֮
֮໥ã໥̣ȻֻһҲƽµضȹЩꡣ
˼ȥҲֻܵظĿǰǲ֪ģ΢ħ֮⣬˳㻹߱ת¡
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лŴл
ŵģһģЩʧʧȥİ֮˵ſľʳԼֻˡ
ɣһŽڤħҿɲֱܵ꣬Ӱ㽻ȥ
µ˰ӹ£ԼŹµķˡ
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Ǻͻ֮󣬱Ⱦ
ڤд඼Щǰ˲кԩЩΪĶר־ظȥˡ
ǰɱ𣿡ڤûжٰӿ󣬻ΪڰɣǶеļӣš
ţ˵֮ԭҲǸĶ塣һ͸ĵɫۣҲõġ
ǸҼǵǰʱΪֻš㲻ǴôְǣʣǵʱвӰˣֻʱŹִһһش磬һıۺݺݵزڽ¡
˵ҲĳӣǺϣűۣ硣Ͼ̫飬̫̣˵֮ˣ֮鶼Ӳ˼
ɱģŵָͷͷһ£Ѫӿ˳Ⱥ°ߵĹɱģֻǴ߳ˣΪرҪۺ
˵һֱ취ȥһΪӦǰջְʱλɽ̸¡
ûӦżҶ˺ˡĵػش
鸴ӵؿţɴԸǶԼθڣҲδ̫һЩ㵱һֱħ𣿻𣿡
ͦõ......ʱе㷳һ裬Щ죬ر......
治ףˡȻŵʹΪʳǺϣŵĳиõĽ
һûһ죬ȵʱŴǱڤ֮졣
վڤ֮ǰŵıӰ˿
ôãΪԾŽʹΪʳ𣿡Źȣ˹ڹ磬ѻ......ˡֱԣôĳˡ
ڤ֮Цţ˿Ϻݺݲһţ顣
Цһûʲôԭֻˡ
ŵıӰͻɫһۣ۾ܿĲΪһλ𣿡
ͷţ֪
Ρ
˦뿪һפ㡣

ۡղء


62 
Żʱ򣬻վ޵ſڵɫÿһֻһ㣬ɫƣü˸ŭ⡣
һȦҲûҵţűȽĹŮǹŮȴԼ뿪ȥ𴦣ǰֻ˵ʱ
ȥȴˡ
ڸİ֮˲Ψһ֪ͨԲ۵ĹŮͬӭ潽һˮ˸ƣȻЩġ
ܿϧһ̫ῴɫˡ
ûѾˣŭ𶼿յͷˡûһøʲôʲô֮ǰ׼ţ룬һڷ֮Ųʶûй
ŻͷŻ裬ֻ軹վԭأ˫ͫԼ
ˣ衰ءһţԴԼķŭ
ô£
ǵԼдϡˡ⼸
žӻͦȤģһֻС⬡ΪֻǺԼ棬ȫûѻĻϣڷһ䣺ˣ
ԭء
ͻĲһ
ŲӦùԼԼָԼǸ
̬ȣ
ô
ˣǿڿЦˣǺص֣
ʶƺЩԣϽ·룬ķˣæ˾䣺ôˣ
ʶˣһеԹȫ˳ȥĶˣΪʲôһҽһ죡
Һ͹Ů˵......Ž͵
貹⼸һֱڱŷӶңҵǵˣ
⼸ͻȻ뿪죬ȥĵطϹ䡣Ҫôȥ磬ҪôȥϧѩĸϣҪôǶĳȻҵţָоܡ
ͺڿضһ
ò׵õİͻȻʼԼ¸˭˭ܵ˰
űͷһָŵˣһʱ֮䲻֪ôش
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㿪ʼᷳ......
㿪ʼ֮Ĳı
ŵһ꣬רһ
ɱˣ꣬ͬƶˣذĽһꡣ
ÿųھӵǰУǸƽħ̫ӱϽͷؿǴһֻһͨͨȵ뿪Ÿ̧ͷһıӰ
ʱŵıӰͻƶһСİ׵㣬߲׽
ƶ˵ħ̫ӡ
ԶԶؿһۣѾ֪㡣ȻߺװǸκĹӣոеĻϲʰãĽ
ȴǷݰһոá
ֱ⣬ƿӿ˺۵ţĺƱһ㡣
ӸƲһܵ裬ǻںޣװӣϹҩɣڡ
ȥ˹磬ܵظſӣǲȷʵڿ......Щ̫......
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޵ʱѾ˯ˡ
ƽﻨܻڴϵȴԼȻԼѵǱԼһһԼʲô
ɽջ裬˯......
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Ŵսʱװ
ڴϣʼ˼Լǲ˵ˡ
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˵ǰŵ뷨źһľ룬žǾﲻڡͻȻЩ֮ǰ豧ԼԼӡ
գ׼ȥһ»Χö¿׵ĴСŽ鷿պĺͻ
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ţ
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Ҳ⣬Ұ׵ôá
ţġţ´βˡ

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63 
ĳǣĮ
΢һͭɫۣʯ֮С
ħʯʯ̲ħҪԴ
¥һŹƵŮӳŹ΢ǰ
ʯһʱ䣬Ȼʣж졣ɽȻγɵʯߣʯ뱻俪һźĴɫصһײġ
΢Ħźɫ꣬ⴿɫǻһˣһҪʧǼеˡ
΢ĸĸȴޣһҹĲĸͨʱ㱻ĸūг˼ʯȥơ΢ͱūһҲ֣ԹϲūС棬ųūгﹶš
ɫһԴ⣬͸ĨһǡûƯݰ׵ĺ͸Ǹǲһ΢ԭǲ뱻ߵģūū⣬ū˸ӣǺֳ¿ˮ΢֪ūӣʱԼʲôС
΢һУϽװԼÿϴ裬ǽϵĺͿϣװɰģʱĹ΢һλ㹻ûжٵĥǹ΢ܣҲһܹ׷Լ

һ޶ΨҶߡŹ΢ûмƯ·ϴŹ΢һ֪ܹΣ߹ÿһطūū£ῴЩڵϵһۡ
˹΢΢ȺŵΨһһ̧ͷԼġ
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ūūıǮˣūǱгĽ˿ڲ󣬵ϣһ۾ܿԼָմŵѪĨ˹΢ĴϡѪ΢Ĵ죬һζ
𣿡ָĨȥ˹΢ϵѪա
΢ͷ
д𣿡ʡ
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һ£ʣ˵𣿡
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սΪ֣ʱ΢룬һͳ磬ȥʲôطս
ӲЩ⣬ĿУÿ̤ƽһУÿոһ嶼УҰֻʹ
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΢ɵʵȰþգغͷͻ
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޵Уһͻݣֱһȥ
Ǵսʮʮҹ嫵ƺΪսһʱ֮ذʧɫɽҡǳԿ־ˣ׷ƵСأ칬Ԧ֮ܲٿضٻǣ͹ĵ˷ֱۣȻȹǡ
ľʢ֮У㣬Ʈɢȥ
΢ˣӴҲûл
΢˼ɳˮ̤أЩߵĺҶߵײԱߡ
򿪹ײģŵĹ̫ԵһСľͻᱻȥȫʬһߡ
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ײĹﲢûӦ
¥һŮͻȻ˽ˣ˴˽
΢üͷһû뵽׷֮죬׼ײ֮дߣû뵽֮Ѿʯߡ
ⲻ֮ħĵܵܣڳΡ
ڼһλֵܣ棬ڳΣСʮǰ˳ħ𣬱Ϊ˸Сܱ桢ڳֵ踺ǱڳħߣȡóħΣħڳħ򰵵벽ϧѩ֣ɱħļƻ
ƻɹħͳ죬ڳ졣
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ڳȥննĶոΣҲԲ׼ɽ׷ʲôֻǸڳΣ֪ΪĿʯڳ֮󲻹һҹʮ֮һʧȥɳ׵ķϡ
ͺʲôʳĹһ㡣
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ڳǸֱģҪ֪﷢ʲôֻȥڳν˸Ӻͻѣ彣˼ܴʿ˿󶴡
Ŀ󶴣ڳԼϽʿϨѣһʯСĵ̽ӣŷֿмλĹſڡ
ڳ̲ԣӳһʯͷ˹ǵעʿЩսƲӰƿǡڳó˼Լ߽ʯߡ
һڳα㱻ʯļƸŵˡ
źɫأĵĹײģվˮĹ΢
΢һϸߣڳܿ˿Ȼϸ纹ëСֱӻڳʯ顣ڳֱڵĹײģһ˹ײĵһǣûܿ
΢˵ײˣ˿ߴзɳڳηܿûܶ㿪˿ߵ޵˿ߴ̽Ĺؽڡ
ڳˣ΢һ˿ϢĻᡣղŹƵŮͳڳΣ΢Ὣײս֮СʧȥײģӵѸٿήݺɴˮ档
΢ų˿ߣڿɽɽ俪һڣӿڴ뿪
ƷŹƵŮӣٻͷѰ΢ʱѾŹײʧӰ١

ǿ֢βá
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̫Ž̲ǱԼȥô죿
һپͺˡ
̫ϲԼ´ô죿
ȥ
ŴıԵ׼ȥʱ򣬸պײųԼָָذ壬ֻ㬵ջ֣ڳһίͰ͵ӡ
ţ˯϶岻ãҧű˵㿴˶ٴˡ
˶ٴΣͷ¶ϵǺۡ
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ԭЩۻ裬ʡԼĴ̫ˣ仰˫ֲ㻹˼˵ۣ
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š

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65 
ôҲǸ°ſŵ룬ҪҪħҽ㿴
أź˿ڲˮǲ̫Ϊôż壬Ҫʳά
ֶĲ룬ҵġ
תͷԸȥħҽüġƺִܵ£ͬձϣҪ롣
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мһΡ
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迴Ͻ룬ﲻЩС˷ܡ
ſŻӣ̾˿ˡ
ͷ˸ɾܵòУǾҩ֭
ɫҩ֭ߣȡһС㺬ͷסŵĴĸ㻯ˮ˵Ĵ֮䣬嵭ԭĿζ
żǵã֮ǰ۹ԼԪҲζ
ģ֪ĳ˶ǡ
֭ˮŵĺΣᵽĲϢĸо
ͬǱʳͬʳʱ򣬿ǰܹҵķʽ
ſŵʱ⵽ŵ۾ͮͮġ
ѩ׵Ƥһֻá
ôˣϽĦŵ۽ǣûۣûп޹ļ󣬡ǲҧͷˣǲǼã
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վװʲô¶ûзһ˴Ϣ
Ͻ׷ȥҿҧţ

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ħΡ
Ǽ΢ߵŮӱʱѺŹʱ⼸Ů϶ˣ˫ֱһ
һŶֳѾֲˣɻǵһμЩ档ƣЩɭֲ߲̾Щ£
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ɻôѯǹڹ΢أ
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辪ȵؿš
Ϻϱл
ԭŮӶҧأʲô˵ģû뵽ûʹ΢飬˵˷
мͷƽܵĹɫˡ
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ʲô......ѣһŮʡ
ɽϺӦ֪ɣϺȢ˷һӣȡΪлŻش
һţ︽͵һСĺ꾫
......һλ￪ʣڹú𣿡
΢ԷĴܽеģ⼸ŮӲ֪
ʵش𣬡ˣ֮ǰǧУл߱ת塣ʮңǰûмԼɷͶһ档
ܣһŮӼгܣ¥Ӧҵģ˷ģ
Ůӿ޺ţ֡
žһͻƵ㣬ڳΰŮӴȥֻһλ
ǰɰ󣬵һˮŮӲϽܣֻǹڵʹ顣
һ߿޻һߺţ............Ӧ......
ûٶʣǵȺһԣƽ
ȵˣſڵʱŲ߹ȥݸһ־ᣬǷʲôˣ
Щţһ󣬻ǽӹŵݹ־
ᣬŰԼľ˵˳
Ƿ׽㣬
ǵĸħĻѪ֮ûãõĸĸҲȥ˴С͹ӡ
ֱ˹΢
΢ĺҶ¥ֻѪˣñ˳µؽ˺Ҷ¥
ǽҶ¥֮ŷ֣ﲻǸ˵΢϶ǺܺãʳȴúҶ¥˶໰˽ж˵жޣ͵⣬Եʱ˵ܹԱѾʲôҪˡ
ǺϲϺ뾡һа취Ҷ¥ɹ΢ǲߣ΢˷ѷͺҶ¥ļ飬΢Ҳûߡ
ֱǰ΢һصˣܺҶ¥ͼϤĽ͵͵ѷߡ˵Ĺ΢֪뿪Ϣ󣬲ûйǣ˵Լպ󲻻ҷ鷳ˡΪһϺ˫**ȥˣû뵽......
ҵͲôҶ¥ģ뵽̲ס˳¥Ӧҵģ˵Źģ
ܿϧûسŵŵɱ˷ǧеķʽ
һ뵽ԼΨһ˱΢˶Դ֮ңҧгݵһֱκβ˳˶ᱻɱ
⻰ͻȻȤѵҶ¥˶Ը湬΢
ҿԴȥݷſøһЩڹ΢顣
̧ͷţõ׻𣿡
ǡŴسˡ
Ҳģ¥ʲôҺͷǲᱳġ
û뵽ôӲһΪԼõ޳Ǹӣһ뻹վڹ΢Ǳ߶ԿԼ
ȷʵΪѹ΢......˹˵ô......лأ
лôأʡ
ûô......ŵǺҶ¥˶ѪôлǲҲ......ô˵΢᲻һ߳лأ
......۾......ܴ߳л......
ʵĺܣ΢ʱǲܴ߳лġɽǰ󣬹΢Ͳ߳ټ֮ǰŵ֪Ҷ¥һǣ֮󣬾д֪ͨϺóлҪ벽
ֲ֪ŸպһŻ
˵׼żŵлǷϵĹѪǱ΢......
......ڵţѾܹûɵӣóлҲлǷǰΨһǣˡ
Ӧ֪˭ɣľŽҿԱл......ųīשҲԴȥķĹң֪йڹ΢Ϣ
̧ͷţĺһ仰֪ҲǺܶࡣ
ֻҪ˵ҴӦŻش
á
ڷ֪Ϣࡣ
΢ǺҶ¥¥ĳӣ㴴˺Ҷ¥ӪźҶ¥¡Ҷ¥Ĵ඼ĻѪʵҶ¥˶ûмѪ壬֪Ϊһһҹ֮ͻȻʧӰ١
һǰ΢ˣȥҺñʲô˴ˣغҶ¥ʱȻ΢ɫ̫ãѾָ˴롣֮⣬΢һײġ
֪ײŵʲô𣿡ųڴϡ
ҡͷ¥˴򿪿˵һ򿪾ͻᱻĹе
֪̾Ķûд𰸣ֻй΢֪Ǹˡ
ʵͳл˵ҺҪ֪Ϊʲô𣿡
˼һش𣺡ʵںҶ¥ڣҵְλҪߣӴϢҲ࣬ҲŽʲôϵ֪......ħ......¥ķħĻ񡣡
ţ⻰Ͻתͷ˵ôͻȻֳԼϡ
ǿŻ裬һҵҪôҽµӡ
찡ذĲʶ΢
֪һǰ΢Ϊ˵𣿡׷ʣԽù΢һǰѲϵ
Ҳ֪ش𣬡֪¥ʱܵ............걻ˡ
............
Ż࿴һۡ
ǲԼͬһ¡ǰ

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67 
ǷͻȻͷ۲ѣԺڲһЩֵĻ棬ЩŤת޾У·Ҫ롣
裡裡ſŻҡҡ׹ģϽַס
ǰ𽥱ģ壬ŵӰڵƻ֮У·صһǰС
ǰ
޺۴ʦҶΣĸһ糾ͣմӳ֪ͨﻯе̬ĸϽеۣź
ʱڻĴǰ֣ˮ˻ָ֮С
Ϲ̫ӵµ壬޴󰭣޺۵ֻҲﻯеľʽ֪պ᲻......
ĸ̾˿ħʷʹùһ⣬˥ߡ
ħ½ڰ޺˾š
ĸע⵽ڵϵţһμ˵е콫Ҳ֪ŸʲôԻҩѷɣ͸ˣҲˡԻĸôˣѹŭʣţ
ǣŻش
߰ɣĸŭҲټ㣬ΪһٶԼѾƵز......
ħ............
ŻŻ裬ɱŭ֮µħĻ
ź֮ïܵڤ޴ĵУǸɵ֦һŵ˫˫ȣ˶ź֮⡣
޺ۿһȴûж˵ʲôֻ˾䣺Ե......
ĸԸ˸ţԺ̤һ
û뵽ǣ費һʱ֮ˡ
ڴϿԼĸиһѲ֪ĶĴ˵ĵһ仰ǣû𣿡
û......ĸҲ𾪣˵ﻯе̬Ӧȫݽ߶Ϊλһ¶ûУ
һǿˣϱӣʼࣵԼԣҸ˵ⱲԲ˾ˣ˵ȢôžһӣһԼ......֮ô찡ȢŲҲûðҪһ£ȥЩ岮ûж......
Խ˵޵Խ
ҺҲûʲôŲֵģҵ......㶼Ұźõ......Ҳ봩˰ɥᣬҪ̫ӵĳ......Ŷ˱ʲôҲϲ......ŶˣȥĶˣ߶߶һȦŲڡ
ĸʣʱˣ㻹ڼǹ𣿡
úúҲʣ֪㷴ϲڴ̾˿ܸŰŸطסزȥˣԺûطȥ......
ǲܵģ......
޺ͻȻһħסڡ
ȴûע⵽޺֮ӣ˵ϲϲֲҪΪʲôΪʲô......
˵ˣԺ˯˹ȥһ˵ࣵԼԣ¾ŵ㶼ԣҲû
ʱ˲ŷӦţǧΨһһλܹʹﻯ̬š
Ӧûˣô˴ĴԼ򣬵˼˼ĹӸ磬֪ʲ˭
΢ǰĴ¿ݣ˻ŵһɵҩ㣬ҵҽвͬú̫ӵ¿
΢ҩ֮ȡһͭԱǵλöʯ
ʲôʡ
߱ת塣΢ͬħƮɢڿУͷĿѣŲ鸡һԵڵϡ
Ӵ֮ĻǱ˯Լһκóʱ䡣
ٶʱȴԼĸվѪ֮Уд壬ﻯˡ
ôˣ辪ʧ룬Ͻӭȥסħ𣬡ô£˭ģ
ħŻ裬ʣǻ𣿡
ǲȻһ˭費ΪԼĸҪԼ⣬ôˣ
ħָŻѪɫӡ˻ϣ......һ˵ꡣ
辪δôһͱ˵ôֵĻ
˵ľ괺һذ׿Ըǣҷ޹ȥ......
δ䣬Ķٴλȥ
ٶ֮ʱڶź
һۿţǧеţһͻڽɪɪš
迴Լ֣մŵѪЩǸ˵Ǹġ
һꡣռ壬ɱԼĸ˺š費֪ԼѶãֻץʱһС
⿪ŵܡ
ǰܡ
ܵԽԶԽãҪͷ
ҹõ¹ɫĵϣɫκ
ȡ˸Լذף߹ǣϽ뿪졣
ûиɣֻħѹˣ뿪
۵ľڿһ˵ĹУ¹͸ŵĺɴ߲Ӱذ׵ļ֮ϣͬƬƬۡ
ΪǰذܰҵĻ𣿡Ժ˹΢ܵ......ǰذֻܹ룬Ҫηֿꣿ
裬ǿзֿĻҲΪ֮˵ġ
㲻𣿡
΢ľڻĶϻصɻ⣬ӭ¹⿴ذ׺ķâȻֽذ״ࡣ
һʼͲ㰴ո˵΢޳Լ塣
Ҫģǰͬʱϳ塣
֮
վɫͬȣ𣬻ӳϣյͨ졣
ڸʲô㲻ˣ
ذ״뻨࣬˵궼ᱻˣ㹬΢ĻܹǿĻҲӲȼյ
һʼͬھ֡
һذױֽ˼֡
Ƕ˵ǰƣһĻֱϲ
ڳ谮Լĸ̨ԶԸԵĸ󣬰յ**ѣһ˿ķӡ
ɻ迴ģϵһѪ
ǻɰ룬Ŀһꡣ
˶˵ƣǻ費ƺ֮С׹ĺǻ
......
ҿĲҴĽҳ......Ϊʲôǻǲһ
ûü㣬ϲ......
Ѫ˳ذ׵ķâӿؿڣɺѪڵͬһѪɫ
賯ڵϣǷϿգɫĻ⸻ûʵĹеı޶ڻҽ֮С
ŻͷĻ⣬ҽͬսѩ
һ˿ڣ˻¶ȣۻͷȥ֮Ѱ粻̫ӡ
............
˿δϣδ߽֧Ųס˵ϡ
ֻһ֮ң
ųǰѪڵɫקۼأʶʼģ
ȥǸ......
ô찡............
һûü......ϲ......

Ҳ˵ˣҾеŰ


68 
˫ʱڴúΪ
δһѳŵĸ첲
ô......ͻȻ˸ûӦʲôʶֵŻļͼƿ
Ҷɢǹĵζ޵ĵûĿ˶ܰ
Ű˵ģҶԹԵؿڻĻС
ֻñǻ֮ŵζֻҪԼߣͿηеķ衣
һ˰ǰ췢飬ŵĶ䣬ξ֮Ĺȥ
˵ƽ֪ղڻĴߣ˺öᡣ
һᶯĹϵҵ΢Ϊ㣬Ϊұ𣬡Ļıϣһ㡣
ҼķħұضѪծѪŵ·ȼյŭ
ŭĻ͸Ȯһġ
Űο˺һƽѪɫ꣬ħȻӣˮͬһĺ죬¿˱ڻĴͷ
ϢɣŻ֣ҾĶҲȥ
ǣץһ㡣貢û˯⣬ǱڴϺ졣
˯......Ųţ׽סַŽ
ɣ費ģץŵǣ͸һһ˯š
һҳʼ轲Լ¾޵ĳ
ʲô۾ֱۣȵ裬ѪԽཻСｿ̫Щ棬ŵֱű졣
¶ıóѵĻЦ˭û˵һ١
ŴѪ꣬ɫҲˣѵ£ƿ˱죬˻Ļ
ԭıůͺ͵ģһһŲӣű
ôô䣿ŵͷ
ħ籾䣬Ѱһůĵطôˡ
......ַԼϣ˭ҹ㣬㶼......
Ѹŵǧһ۰ɡ
ǵãǸžǴѪ̳һѪܵģ˿ڻܼ׹ǡ
......ۣѵ÷˻ر......
ֱýһЩ
ӵŻȡůҲһ
Ժ˯ˣȵڶʱȴյĽǰݷõϢ
......ƢõǸ𣿡·ͷŵʱ򣬷ָ´
㲻ȥ𣿡ʡ
ڴϣסͷͺ˵ˡ
˵ʲôĻ𴲣ϴ۵ϼ磬̬ͦõİ
˲¹ͷЦ滢ˣۣ϶ͺģﶼǼùơ
̯֣......ҶģҾ͸磬㻳ˣ˵߶......
ƿ
˵Ȱ𴲣Ҫɡ
ŻϴȥͶӼ˸档
Ľı湦òëһħĲˮġ
ĽӹˮǷڵĲĬĬذѲˮ˻ȥ
ŵôûĽʡ
......ΪĽش˵ˡ
Ľ˲֣΢΢
ŵܻһذЦĽħĺܳžŵܣҲ֪ħ˾ŵһ㣿ħĺ󹬶ˣŵһ𣿡
Ҫ......
ĬĬ²ۣҵĽֱ˵ֻװģ˵ϲϵÿһ㡣
Ľħôģ˵ôôͷԡ
Ǿŵܻħ......Ľŵ֮ǰӺݶٹ￴ţû뵽󷴶Ǹ......
ǰͦ˵ģŸպôԼɫ˴......磬˵Ҷ˵ˣװһҹϵӣˡ
Ľһ֣߽㴦ƺ磬ʱ˾ԵԩҡĽһΪûж٣Ƥӹ򵹲ڵ˵ɰ׵ģ׵˵ɺڵġ佱ӹϸ£ʵڷ̴ıǸֻǰĴ佱Ϊǿ¾ޣһز治ףʵڷΪ˺ݶΪĹˡ
˶ĻܣӸӲһҪǧپȥĽţűֱӰѻ˦Ľϡ
ĽųԱ񣬲ۻĽܻ˵̫
ħ硣
иرϱħ
Ȼؿţ˵ղŶǷôôԾôҾͶˡ
Ľɫһӱѿ
Цһؼʱ̻軹ǺɵóġúĽϻֱʣ˷ǰΪ£
ȥ硣Ľ
Ų˼ؿһĽûҲȥġûϾ칬ɱѾҵʴˡ
ŵܣ̫ΪѡĽ֪˻ΪɽŻţŵٺ»͹ְպͻһĴֻҪ......
ĻĽЩ˵ﻯкͽīаźͻͳԼˡ
ֻҪʲôʡ
ֻҪħϾϵ......δ䣬аī˫һһƾճʣֱָĽ
ܵķνԻУĽΧ
Ľ亹Ҳ֪ΪԼĸҪԼһֺõĿ£Ǿûֻ棬ײɢ
˵һһڰ
ǾŵǲԸ⣬ҾȸˡĽ׼ȴųס䡣
һٶһȥΪʲôʣҵڹôʱŲʣôħ֮һֱͼһȥ
ĽҲ֣۱㲻ϲԸŹֵӣһֱʹãŵĵؽŵĽŪ飬ħ졣ôʱżϻҪһȥⲻӦð......
Ҳ......Ľʵش𣬡Ϊ˽ĸ󶼳˺ü......
ſƺĲʵ飬ſĽȥˡ

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69 
Ľ̤һ˸߰ƺʲôݡ
ôģϵޱȣŭ⣬Ҫ㵹ãϸŰ͵ħȥˣ
ĽƲ˻̸۵ţ׼͵û뵽ǸΪ߳٣׵رĽ͵
󽣾һϼĽصϣŵĽˡ
Ľ¹ǰſ˵ģ
һۣ׷ͯգü뾡ףΪǳĽ֮ǰδˣҲ֪͡
ɽĵ۾......վߣһǫ˳ӵģ۾ҶӣĽ
۾......
Ľһ
񲻾Ǹֳ......
۵ĵλǴӸ̳жģǴɽĵ۾øԼĵܵܡĽ̸µʱ򻹾֣ɽĵ۾ΪҪѵλøˣԼŲ
ֹ֣Ľû˸еĽμ۾
۾һ뿪ڽѵĽΪʱúĽƽϣĽղȥħľſϻ𣿡
ĽŵУ۾Ŵħ̻ͼӴ׵˵ħ罺ᣬޱȣȻǲԸġ
ħ𣿡۾ȣǻ𣿡
ĽΪ裬۾𾪣Ȼǻ衣
۾һ⳯۴ȥ۶۾ŭɵĺ£
治ɫػش𣬡ɱңҷϵ......
㹻ˣ۾۵ĻΪʲôɱ㲻ҰЩȫ˵
Ľһ
......ɱ
֣۵ŭͷϵһأʱӰɳ۾ŰΧ
۾ⰵӰЦһôɱң
Ǹֳ......۱ۣҲŻ......
䣬Ӱܵ⣬۾еķӰӰΪΪâУǡ
㵱ڤ粻......۾̾ӣΪץס͵òĶ
ӣ۵ı
ǻӵʱ򣬱㴦ȲԼֳ۾
Ӵƣþ˼ı֮λ۾С
ûһ⣬۾ˣҪչУڱչǰһҹ۾һ໴Ӥӡ
ӳұ֮λ㡣
Ӥ棬һ֪̽պȻӱźӲԣ۾ͣɾУֱ⼸ղų
ʱӤһãȻӤ۾ӺδģĪ۾Ķ𣿿۾ԺãδŹļŮȾ......
Ӿš
ӶӲģմӵ˾ӪֶûȡӻᱻͻŪսУû뵽ȴúõػʱţԽɫʱعˣŷԼǰ˸ӣûһȵš
ıǰ˸ӱˣת֪ȽŴɽڳĽīаǷıѵһƷڼ֮ھӪ֮гģ콫ְ֮Ȩ֣֮ͥƥС
ȫλѹ......
꣬ԼԶȲ۾һ㡣
ִʱͰļӿʼ־壬۾ĶӣһŻԼ֮λ
ò׵õ֮λøκˣ
ÿһۣÿ־ޱȡ·ʱأͻԼλȻԼ޾Ԩ޳ͷ֮ա
ʣ־Ǹ׵ꡣ
ͲסϧκδֻۣҪš
ǶնȥŵȻϵŵĽǡ
Ҫɱ𣿲СҪ޳ͷ֮գҲصϡ
˵ķʽΣǿͽħĺ֮СֻҪħϹϵպ磬ҲܳΪۡ
ˣһħΪۡ
һֺ̣û뵽źͻһˡ
˷ɣ޲ŵĽǣ˻һ꣬ϵħƷħֻħ֮λ
ҲνˣֻҪŲ磬ħôڶ޹ء
û뵽ʱϣ۾ˡ
ֻҪúôŵ飬ұ㲻Ի......۷ų۾˫סŲԸ磬ҲԸά״ɡ
Ļˣ۾ʱķͻȻӿһӡּһ
ֲˣʱҼдŻȥħţΪʱ׼ۻսķ䣬ǵ۾Ҳ޷ѡ
۾û뵽ҧһҪڵλ֮ϲϷ֡
۾޿κΣ¶ضŵܣǵҸģһۡ
ӵֶһ......
㻹λʼղҲҵģ۾ŭļλţ
ܣʱŵ㣬ûгŶ......ץס۾½󣬡ŲĶ𣿡
......ҵĺӣ۾ЦǷǰеһ䣬ǸѪΪѡĵ
ɿ۾½
ǰĲ......ҲǸ......
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ӿ۾ʣ⻰ʲô˼
ǰֻΣ۾֪һοŵĲʲô𣿡
˭
ǰһǺڰ䣬ǷΣ졣
ˤڵϡ
δ뵽ŵȻġ
Լ߽һ
ڶţû´ĻӦǰɫ֧Ӧħ衣۾㵹ãѸòŰװ͸ħ磡
죡ǰȥס۾Ĳλҵģ˭õ
ĽۿԼĸס۾ֳϽǰȥȴû뵽һĽ˹ȥ
۾ɫϣҪѿʩ˺ʱʮɵ䣬һʱ޷
ҵô֮λ˭ߣ˵գּ˼ȡ
С㲻۾
Ŀ⣬ͥɼҵͣԶֻ׷ԼĻ֡
ò׻ˣԼ˵λȴҪøһ޹ϵš
ͬ⣡
۾Уã۾Ѫ鴤ѡۻعʱû
ۿԼƣմ۾Ѫ
Ȼһŭ֮£ɱԼֵͬܡ
ۻŵػΧҹﲢޱˣΨһļ֤ĽҲ˹ȥĽԼӣֶ֮λҰĲ֪Ҳ׵˵
ͳܹĽң۾ʬ˽ȥȻֻ㣬ԭѪĵط顣
ӽԵĽߡ
ӽǽ廹εĽ۱㻻˸͵ףǽ͵ĽԼЩìܣֽѵĽû뵽ˣĽιȥϵѪۣҲĽµġ
ǽŽɣĽԼ޹

һ
ڶţ衣


70 
ħһ˺ü꣬硣
Ҳ˵磬ֻǲˣħһ㣬ʹűħЩȤȥݷĻᣬ͵͵ﵽ˽ȥ档
Ҫ˦ģǸһֱԼħ
ħħĴæˣοҪһ𱼲ž죬˸ǷŻ衣
У̫ΣˣҪһȥɲȥһһСİ׺Σնȿɲʲô͡
ұ֤뿪ŵ
Уɲͬ⣬ϴžϺУɲٶϺͳлȥɡ
ֲֻͬ⡣
Ϻлδ䡣귮ִ֮Ҫչ˳л֪ܶţҲٴħ磬ˡ
źͻʱѾˡ
պȥ˽绹ܸϵҹУűŻȥˡ
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Żһֱѹźͯԣ磬޷
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˶̣˴ȴҵಫĶ
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ŵ·ûʲôرģصİɫѡ
׽ŵ֣һͬǰƻ貵ҹС
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ղȥĶˣץŸʣûԹֵģҧһڣƤմ촽ϵǣȴ֪
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ŸջڰԼóֵģԼĲĶˣʲôһⷬ⣬ãѾģ
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뿴Ůװ
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71 
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ֿһۻ裬ʲô˵
Ӧðһʱ趼Լһеİ
Īˣ
󿴿ҿҲ֪ôû衣
һ·Ի졣һûдȥ鷿ǰЩ˯Լ˾ͲõԼȥ˯ɡ
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費֪߳ܣⶺŪţϣڴһ㣡
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˯ߣ˯Ĺײ
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72 
ü۵ĹǴѧģͦİŶͭϸţϸ꣬ǵ
ĸ󻭹ŵĸ󰡣ǸʰԼŮˡ涷޵ĺпΪأħλͷǱŷسЦ
㸸ĺ󹬣ֻһ𣿡ʡ
԰˵毺õòȲħĳ谮Щǻǻᱳżĸ󣬡ʣüɫȢ檣һٶȢĸȥ̨ǼǹŸģдҿó֬Ծױֲᣬ֬ͿϵǣʱѧŰױˡ
ҵĸ󰡣ҵĸɾԸԭ
ΪΣŲ⡣
԰΢ΪȴҪ
֪ȻҵĸȴͬԴİ֮˵ķʽŵһʼ֪ԼǸðˣһʼѡߵ·ͲӦð;ϡ
ζԵǸһ̤ͬ·ˡ̾ĸⱲĴ󣬾ǴӦĸһһһ˫ˣȴֵͷ⡣
ĸȴԭ
ᣬĸ裬ɴ棬Ҫø
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ħ綼˵ĸֺģһ㵱ֶټħһ档
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Ҳܸһӡŵͷ˳Ľë֬۵µӰ
Ž㲻ǺôʱˣȦסţ˿⣬ǿԱϲĸͱĸѡ̳ˡ˵ˣҲҪлֻ꾫
ž̫ף껨ĸҲĵɵ󣬻ǺͰ˷ֵ𣺡˷ԡ
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ĽǵԼǰĻ棬ĸ۾Ĳ֮ŨŨɱ⣬ĽӲġ
ĽӡеۣһֱǸĸ󣬻Ϊ̫ڣ۶ǼֵܵҪҲ˲٣Ľܸܵ۶Ǽƫ
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Īûо
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۾۵ʵĿ𣿡޺ۿѵľżˣ̾˿˵ֵһ
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73 
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74 
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С㲻ôϰ䣬һüͷһ𣬿һӡ
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ֶǽīմǵͣ»裬һȦӡǡ
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˵ŻЩԴס
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ȻҲôģ˵ԭľŽ֮бǿߣ......չȲĳЩ֡
ɻƽﶼôˣȴ׼ϡ书
ÿһ뵽ž볶ŻúйԼļġ
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ԽǿˣܹŤתƷԽ࣬ǸȺս൱õʽһаٲ⡣
ﻯе̬ǽ廯С
Ҳζţʹﻯеˣ뽫Լע˵֮У̶ԷŤɵС
ԭǲʵֵʽ
˽ȫķӣκ޵ߵ嶼Ŷص磬һµᱻա
ﻯе̬Ͳʵ֡
ǹעһе֮УԭǿŤת幹졣ôĻʹﻯе˾ͻΪݽߣѸ
ôģؼǵãƤİ׹ǣǷǻ轫ĹͷУ͸塣
Ҳ֪һֱҲɻԼôӵаŵķģҪ֪ҾͿ˽Ǯ֤׬
̾˿һ쵽ûΡ
ҲˣڵҲûϵˣԼֱۣͦõģܳܺȣӲ......
ͷ
˵ʵ豧ͷίҪǱɵô죿
໨ͷɵ㡣
𣿡軹ΪŻ˵ԼǮ
ٵģźòû裬Լȴš
赱Լûӣֿס
𾢵ʱ򣬸ڳ̫
Ͻȥɾ·ϴ˰ȥ̫ӡ
̫Ӵһˮɫĳۣŵɫɴ۽****࣬ƺպ˭ܡ
ʵֹ̫ӣҲһˣϺΪҪлǸ޷û
˸һ㿴ڻߵţеһˮ̫ôͻȻŽˣ
æ˵˺˵һһѾļˡ
￩һ
߻ǻߣ˯Ž
Ȼ˵ڻеĵλҲͲɡ
̫ӿʼ˵Լ˿ڵԴ
ܼ򵥣顣Ҫ̫ȢĹ̫ϲȴϺİ
Ϊ£̫һٽѵҷ˳̫Ӿͷ
̫ӲԸ⣬ֶ֮󣬱ҳߣȥһӡҵǱһɾͱˡ
ž̫ӵ˿ڱ̵Ĳʲôû˵
һֱҲûðȷ˻ҵġ
Ҳ֪̫̾˿ҰԼ뷨ԼĹﶼҸǲͬ......
ܹͱһƱܹǿҵ
ϺǸʲôǸְͨˡ
ôװɱ߻ÿʼ⣬ҾͲؿȥ
ùˣܿȥ̫ӣ˵
ûʲô˵ģĻ¶Ǹĸɲ顣񿴼ԼֵܺԼͬĴͦζġ
ϺİΣʣ˼𣿡
......̫ҧҧ촽֪ϲ......ҲǼһΰ......
һ̾Ϣ
ô˵߻ӵǰҪҲϲ㣬˫**ҲѹͲ֪Ը......
̫ͷ
迴ţԽǰ˵ϧסŵơ
ŴʱŲгĲҶ䲻ֱһ£ҪקŻֱ׼Ĺˤ
ϲҡûгǶ˸͡
ûףͷСʣʲô˼
Ц֣ûлش
̫ˮ֮ˣȰ˺óʱ䣬ŰȰ
ǰðһߣʣŵܣնȥûʲô쳣
ŲΪôʣû......ʲô𣿡
ûʲô£ǾöЩԾûش𣬡һΪýŻˡ
ôûͷûԵһͨŵԺҲˡ껰뿪ħ磬źͻվſǡ
½űߵʯͷ
㲻ңûǴλƵĻΣҹҲ......迴̫ӵıӰ̾˻£ע˵Ľ֡
ܰ......Ų̫ϲûļ衣
ˣŵıϣ˫ֱŵĲȼŵ
ųǰһ£˻衣
һͬķǰУ¹ϡ
ǻؼҵķ

ۡղء


75 
űŵĻ迪ʼ˸ҥ
ͬ
ĸǻ˯Ȼذﻨϱӡ
˲ŵı
ʱۣħ˵ǧ²һգۡˣ޾ʱжʧôˡ
......ǳװ......
Сʱ򣬻ǲΪһҪһʽ֤֮ĹϵǰǲײסһӡΪһҪűڡȥˣ˭ҹȢ˭С㡣
ˣԼϡͻȻˣˣϲš
ţľŽǵǿĺǹ統̵ϰ壬š
㿴......ҵ׿˷˶Ѳమ......
£ʹػش𣺡ð......
һҪĺܸܺ䣡ҪϹЩ˵л˵ĹֱۣȻš
á
ҪͷҪΣҿŲŵıҵľŽôÿһҪôҶȢʲôϱ
á
аȺ綼ҽйҪǵķ¶һ˯һкҩõĶҩħǣ
ʧЦð......罫кҩɢһ𣬶Ҳȥé
öŶ......˲ŵıҺϲ......ϲš
š
Ҳϲ裬쳤˲ӣյŵĶߣԲԣ
ŵͷԡ
ԣϲ㡣
ϲԼˣǶôҶ񶾵ˡ
ţ϶һ㺮
ΪӲ˰ϰԵȥܾ˸ĺ⡣
һ죬贳ǿеذѰůܾĻᶼûС
¶ʶñ˰ζ
Ÿ뿪ڣԻ˵ǾǷõġϲ㡱ɻѾıϣ˯˹ȥ
......´˵......
ǻкܶܶĻᣬ޾ȥ˵仰
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Ȼ......
Ŀˮˣ
𴲣»˯кѡ
źŹΣû뵽ͻȻһߣҧס
˯оѣӭһɫѣϡ
ϴɾŻһ˯ذ塣
ץ·һ£һŷӦ
ϴ......·
ҷϴ·
ҵʲô⣿
˵뿪ùŮϴɡ
Ҫҷñ˴ϴ·......ŻͷŻ ˯һµذ塣
仰뿪ˣ迴е·ûסԼڳ֮Уһڡ
ŵζ......
ϴ·°ɣ˵Ҳ򵥣˵Ҳѡ
򵥾ǣˮһݡһ¡
鷳ľǣŵ·ǰ׵ġ
Ҳ֪ϲɱɱΪɶƫƫϲ·ΪԼϴ·
ˮӡǵ鷳ǻűԼʱЬŵ°ϲ˲ٻȥ
˰죬ҲûһɫӡǸŪ
ԱߵĹŮľս֪ħʲô裬ϴ·ϴ·ˣȴȥ·......
ꡱһŵ·ħڣ롣
ˣ
ȫˣ
迴е·ᡣ
ŻῳģȻա
ħ......ԱһŮŵ˵˾䣬Ҫµģ
ⲻҵģŵġ
Ůס˿ڣĬĬ²ۣײİɡ
豧·ֿʼ
߷ɣ϶ᱻġ
ûʲôܹԭ
У硣
̧ͷħ......
һһصģŪͻˡ
˼ȥֻȥµ·ˣʱٸǸʲôģǱ߼š
ģҲʼ޿
Ų͸˸ʱһվơ
費޹ڣʹŮ֪պȥ鷿ȡ顣ŹŻһͻһ
ûãűע⵽Ǵһѩ׵ձˮŪʪΪƣȥʸȫͬ
̾˿֪϶ǰԼ·Ūˣ˼Լ
ˣǻϴԼ˵ײǼ·ˡ
ŵ˱ˮУϸ¡Լϲ͡۹⻹ԣûŪ̵ĸԼ
·û뵽Ѿ޹żյ
һŻţһеĲˮѩ׵ϡ
......˲豭ƬĴƬڵϣҵ·ʲô𣿡
ŵһôҲԼŪˣ
Ҳǹ......Ͻ´ϳĲǹģҸϴϴ......ԷһһùŮϴϴɡ
ؿ˳
Լϵģ
Ͻ·޵ſڵĹŮ
ŶһĵǸűҲƽʲô˵˾´עЩû·ọ̈̄ˡ
ۿԼû£ֿʼ첻µز
ţ֪˵ʲô𣿡ŵ˵ʺǰ·
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ô֪ҵĳߴ磿ɻδ߹裬Ҳδѡ
ÿô飬ô֪ܲȻţôΧôΧȻ......
ųߴ磬ŷֻȫƾ˱һĸоųߴġһĴ̫࣬嶼ס˶Էӡ
뵽ŵĶֺˡ
һ֪Щĳߴ磬ŵߴ磬ɲܺͱ˵......


76 
̫鲻ԸȢ˱ĹĵĲУĹƸΪⳡ׼̫꣬һͷ˳˳ˮؽ
ѡˣȥħˮμӻ硣
ĺѳףȻֵĻᡣһ񣬸ȥˮ
ȥģսˮŻһɧҡѾֲˣ¹ܱⲻ⣬ſľС
Ȼ壬Ϊܣ֮ࡣ̫׵ĻϣŵĴɼҡ˽һϲٳԻŵĹϵΪݡֲŵˣɼֻһۣȻҡҡͷ̾
̾ûҴף
ֽǼ̬ɼҵıоƻУ˾Ʊİ׾ƱЩ˵ϣΪ
ôǣֻǿŻ裬̫ơ
Ҳˣ˲࣬ڻԱԼϱſǵȢλӣ֪һ
棬Ҳȥֱʡ
ӵıͿֺħ裬һĳƣˣ˸ڴŻȥĺ԰ߡ˳ѾƣȻԼ͵ñŻȥ
ĺ԰Ĺһֵɺ뺣塣ɺ̳ɲͬ״ȻЩ죬ϰ֮󣬱һֲһĸо
軹δֻ¶ǣЩκģŴ˼·˲١
̫ӻȢ˹......̫ħһ裬ŶĲİšŲԾ̾˿Ҳ֪׮µһǲҡ
δش𣬸̾˿
ͻȻԼԶϽŶɺԵĺ棬͵˵̸
ҵ......ǸŮˣô
֮ѾˣԺܲҪپ𣿡һ˵
......
һЦû뵽԰￴ôʵ־硣Ĵ𣬶ɺԺű˵ܡţյŵĶС˵֮ǰ͵......
¾еġ
˱ſֵ̬͵
㲻Ҫ뿪ңƺֻˡ
ˣúùӰɣ˦֣ˡ
Ҫ޵˺ѷΣ΢......Ҫ뿪ң
΢
ɺԣ֦ͨķ϶˵ס
ǹ΢
ǰԼøɱűǧеĹ΢
軹ȷϹ΢ݵʱһаī˫˳ȥ
һһ˫֣ʱˮӿ
΢ɵۣȷϹײĵ״û뵽̫ӳɻ飬΢´뿪ȴû뱻˾ݣôֺײˡ
΢ų˿߲ˮȽϣ˿Ź΢ܿ˽īĽ
ճӦҲ̫ù˰ɡ
иùġ
ȽͻȻУ˲˿ߡ΢ͷȥŷħվŵߡ
ˣ˫
΢ҺžֻѾҪеһãԼһʤҲûС
ֳ˫콫ܽﻯеħ
ϢĺˮУһʱ֮䰵ӿ̤ˮ֮ϣȴܹŹ΢ٳȥŽעаУазӡӳ֣ǶԸħõ
Ӷ΢ų˿߲סŵ֣һᣬֻȥ˹΢ļ˿
΢Լܿһ
ˣڶ֮С
ܵĺˮﻯʩչĵط
轫˷ˮ۳УŹ΢˹ȥ΢רĶԸţע⵽ͽˮУΪ֯һε
ˮ˷Ź΢˹ȥ
΢ŻһѪһ䲻֪Ʊһ㣬ʹ쳣
ˮŰΧ޴ɱܡҪϳ棬ɺˮ̫һʱȥ
ὣ㳯Ź΢ĸȥ
΢ѪͳڵֻҪһܹҪ˹΢
ɾؼʱ̣΢ͷէֱֻۣЩֱ۳ϮʶýЩ֣Ȼعʱ΢Ѿˡ
ЩֱۣҲ֮ʧ
أԼ۾ղŹ΢ԼĵΧסôһգ۹ͲˣղŲǻ𣿡
ŵһôһ£ղŹ΢ͷôô֣
Ҳ֪......ŶŹ΢ԭסĵط£ȴˮʲôûС
Ҳù죬԰ѰһȦҲûҵ΢Ӱ
΢ʱ޺ɫġ
˯һ֮Се㲻̫䣬ֻ˿˿˳ŷ϶˽΢ģŲŲ
޺֮ϣľ㣬ŷ𾭣ƺûע⵽΢Ѿ˹΢ͷΣպϱ˵˯ڵϣоú˯һ
ʲôȺеߵģ
ﲻǸ˯ĵط޺۲˱˻Եģܶͱڵ˯š
΢Դӣ챧Թôʶô꣬Ҳ֪˵Ļ
޺۲ԸԼľо
΢ƳϷһڲҩ֪޺۸Լ׼ģҲͺ˸ʹ졣ҩǿģɼЧ죬պ¶ǣõʹоʧӰ١
޺Ƿޣͨҩѧ֮ܳҡ껨ĸȥΪΣҲǿһ㣬û뵽ȴҡ
΢˴ԼĶӣѾôˡ
ҵξ......޺۵ˡ
һΣս󣬹΢ץΡ
ڶΣ𣬻貼˻󣬲㽫˸ɢ
Σǽա
֪֪΢Ŷ䣬⻰Ѿö˼룬Ҫˣƻͽвȥˣ֪УܲҪһֱ߶𣿡
ֻϣܷϡ޺۵Լ
Ϊ뱻źͻ˫𣿡΢˯ڵϣҪǱҲڱץ
޺ľͣһ£ǻҲ˽˹ϵǸһˡ
ã֪΢ں˵´ע⣬ҶǵԼϴκŮ˯ʲôʱ......
޺վӣŹ΢˹
΢ԭû⣬Ϊ޺ҪҪȥ㽫ųһţ׼ݸ޺ۡ
û뵽޺۵һѷذס
ذ׵ĺ棬˹΢ۡ΢ʶԾ˼УҪ
ˣҵļƻͽвȥˣ޺۸ŵ棬......ԹԺһطɡ
ҲȥҲŲȥǸط
΢ܣȴ޺ץסͷ
䣬һ˿ڵϡ
΢ŵڵϵĺڷ۲ѣ޺۴Уſҵͷҽűһ㣡
ȣ޺ޱָϹ΢һƷ˿һط硣
㲻Ҫ

΢һסͺͷ֮衷


77 
û⹫̫ӳײһ㳳òɿĨᣬŰ˺ез˱
ŲĶһ̾Ϣ̫ӸϽ˸׷̫ʱһţƢˣӲǲȥ˵˾˾ͺ롣ճ׾ͺ룬棬滹ҪҪˡʵȰֻ̫ܰƽսõֵǶ˹ȥȰ̫ӸϽȥ׷
費òȥ£ħƵģȥӡ
׼ȥϷϷ²ڡֻȥڤ۵Сۡ
սܵظĴţű㿴һһŮֻڳ֮ϴòɿץ۾ʲôʽʹˣڤ̨֮ϿϷ
ߣ˾䣺ʲô
ƽûʲôⰮãϲһЩγϵĹºϷڤ¹أƽܲҵŭԹģȥʮ˲Ŀ̡ЩĶѳζǣʾ֭رŹ£һѱһڤ֮Ͻ
ûһֻҪһ̨̯¹ŵĹƽһһֳ˭˭٣һĿȻ
ЩֱĹƨͨĹ£ãʮ˲֮д̡
˵ףž˾ǸϷϷհˡ
ǲҪǮ֡
ҳ̵ĹˣһӣţͷԷԹȥˣ̧ͷţʣôȤܵˣͻʲô˵𣿡
ҡͷԼڤԵɣû뵽Ű̫μҵĸ˵һ˵
һ⣬ס˿ڡ
˵˼ҵ£˻ĵġ
˵˵űĵ߱תϣϾºЩϵźʶҲԸ΢Ҷ¥г
΢һ¡
ʶſ˵Ҳ֮Ĵս֪Щ΢
ʶ......һڰı˰ֹʶ......
Ϊڤ֮Ǹصص塣¹ɱʹΪʳ˵һЩȴǸʵʵڵ֮ޡ
ڱǰ¶Լԭͣϲ¹ͷֻ޴¹ǣ͸ɿݵ֦һܴ޷˹飬˵˫飬ֻ˵ʹԹŮĹ£ֽкáⲻÿɫӣעҲ֪
ʱոտʼΪڲͬ޽磬Եס
޽磬һ׸ıһˡ
ãŮױ
ױҲ֪ӵаһ飬ģôҪ޸Լݺ񣬲ܺйľȻױ׷
Ĺ̫ңξܾԸ
˹ҵơ
ΪϴΪ˴Ը⴩ķɫɴȹΪѧʫѧ衣
Ǿܾ
չ壬ǽҪֳ¾ˡ
վҪճİ飬һʼͲҪһ
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죬ױһɫļ£Ϲ˽ɫҡ壬˻Ƿϲ
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ȥױŸղŷһУʶԵס
˲Լ顣
ԭͲһ·ˡ
£ֵݸױױԸ⣬Դ뿪¹ʼµ۸Ĵۣᱣױ
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ͷ߹ֻҪԸ⣬κδۣỤƽϲ֡
Ĺע⣬ĳԼĲϡ
ʳʹ뱯Ϊ......ױűĽ棬ĺɫսôպʳԼʹ뱯˶ɡ
أѪƮ㡣
Ѫϣʬ嵹Ľ¡
ӴԺʳԼʹ뱯˹......
ȷϰ⣬ǽݰĵд̽ؿڰˡʹ಻Ҫȴպʱĥ
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֮ɽ֮˹һ
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Ƿױ࣬ȵҪʱҵĹڵϡ
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ʼգǶһ·ˡ
֮һֱ٣ΪӹŹ֣磬ڤˡ
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ʳʹ뱯ˣȴ̨֪ԹĻᡣ
еĴֲеĴطꡣ
С

ۡղء


78 
ϸϸŹ£һſ־ȷʵܣ......ڤ֮΢أ
һԴ˵ˣʵҶԹ΢ҲûʲôӡˣͼǵǸϲܵС꣬ƢͦģֻǰŻһЩ
ŴҰ֪鱨࣬׼̾ʱͻȻ˵ҲϲԦ֮
Ԧ֮
žôվ
˵Ԧ֮һ飬ȷϡ
԰ŵ꣬ҼǵǰȷʵԦ֮˹΢к羡ȫ׽ù΢Ȼӳ˵Ρ
û
ˣ߶ôҲˣ̾˿ÿλͷ鴤ͬԭŧ˿ٻһ
ŴǱ졣
硣
һıħͣס֡
ߣд˾䣺ôˣ
ħ......С̽۵˼һᣬҪħ𣿡
Ҳû룬ȻҪģħϵܡοħλ֮󣬺һֱôħò׻ˣܹ뻨ħ......
ǣ»һ˵Լ뷨
ϲš
ѾǵĲϲˣǵʹ޵ĵز
ͲԶħ磬ħҲ֪ŹʲôԻʲô¶һ𣬾ͺڸŵĹϵ
Űɣۻش𣬡ͱټƽˣЩҲס
鲻Ըؽд˱͵ϡ
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ŲʳѰ
ɱŲףο߸˸ħ衣
ܹƭ磬ܹô˻ᣬҵĨɱŵķ
ʱڳΡķز֡
֪˹΢пѧԦ֮̿ʼľ콫ֶοڳΡһһ㶵ġ
ʱҲøڳΡ˵ʲôħ֮ˣħ䡣ĺ󹬶˸ɾʣĿƽظպ㹻˭͵ģһ˦ȥ˰춼վ
Ҳ֪ⷢʲô裬ȺˣôԼ
ԭΪϴһȣŽøɻأƺҪѻһĸ֡ÿ춨ʱԲҩһʱ仨ᵽҩζ¡
ϴβ˵ˣΣᱣҵ𣿡̫ˣ̫۰ϧ첻㣬ûкûú䡣ڻֻǿܹʹﻯаˣˮƽҲڳܴ忪
˵˾䣺Σô죿
⻰˻һ档
ǰһֱڿԼΣգԶ
ôΣգ˭ˣ
⻰Ļ͸˼ѪһҲˣҲˡ䳡ҲüĿ迪ʼÿԾؿŽīȥľ׮īԼʼҵط㻨衣Ҳīֿʼаִаȥľ׮
ѽõһŵﲻ
ᣬ֣Ȼ󱻱һ١
ʮ죬١
ѾӴ󵽿ԺԴˣʱ濴ħķû֡˼˷ӿ佱СͯһŽܵǰ͡
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Ĵ󣬸ŵķ̷ϡ˹ͷĶһıյػ䳡
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ûŵķ̣͸Ƥһʼ֪ߵغȥսš
Ի·棬Ѱ·ҪԼ䣬˵仰ͳˣƫƫҪԼŽȥŭš
Ųˮ·û뵽һŵ侲رܿӣеĲˮȴһء
ĲҶ
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غѾŻƺüǴϸϾܹŽĸܹ߳뻨£ýƻ·ǲ˵Ƥ⡣
һůȻֺݣԸԼº֡
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īӻлԭˣɿŻͷϡҲʲôزˣֽذ廯УҰɫʯУŤ峯׷ȥ
һһܿܲľа顣
̫֧ŲסڵϿʼ
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ͻȻһƬƮŵϡ
ħеڤΪɫںҹ֮ܿĹâ
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ɻȴ˶ŵ˼ŵ˾䣺֪ڤĹ𣿡
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ܹͬʱڤƮĻˣܹһ𣬲ҵõҸڱ˸£ӪķΧ
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ĶչŵıǼ⣬ôǲˣͲ˵ҪһֱһĻůůҵ𣿡
űۣŻָıǼԾ
˵ڣźܻ䣬ֱ˵ڣ⣬Ҿ̫ůˣʱ򽽵ˮȥˡ
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취¾ˣ»գ......Ӧúóůɡ

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Ϊһӣű𷣳......
ſŻɫװף֪ΪԼƽˡȰȥɣȥȥһᣬħ̬ȡħ𣬱֮ĸڹ֮С

ŴˣԸ⻨Լ빫֮ѡҪѡĻŻǿȻȥħΪȣԼ
ȥȥɣνؿһȥ
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......ԭء
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ȻֻẦԼѻԶϽİ취衣
֮䣬Ƿ뱻̵ĹϵͣƽƽӣɷеĹϵƽȵġҲ
ûŪΪʲôԼ˵һ仰ķӦô
ã´ע⡣ڴӦû·ϡ
ȥһǰһ죬˯òȡ
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ʵûôӣֻǹ¶ѡ
Ҳ˵ҲҲ˽ģϵȥֵܶھӪżܺ壬ʱһš
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㺦»𣿡Ǹ̬ȣš
......ϸ˿ƺԸʵ
ǱϾǶβõĹȥ
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Ҳιһ֮У˭ܹԼ˵һѵĻ
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ӣˡˣͷͷһۡ
ÿÿȥôǸԼִųȴر֪۵ãȴĸԸس֡
Ը磬ԸԹȥԼ
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ĵ¶ȴͷŵۿɬ
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˵̬Բˣֻ֪Ѫ׵ָ᲻ϵůʲôġ
һģ˳ŵķ˿ŵļ򣬡һһֱ......
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Ŵͷȥˣ磬κκҳϹϵˣûʲô³
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ŴŻȥԼסĸۡĽ
⸮ۡԼ뿪󣬱㱻ʹ͸ˡſżҲǰȥʣֻŻԶԶؿһۡ
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ҵģСĵذѷͷϣУΨһˡ
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ŵǷͲŻڮţŶ㰲λαطҪħһ𡣡
Ŷ
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֪ҺͻѾ......Ųػش𣬡Ҳδŵķޣһкβɣ
仰ٱͿʼ۷׷ס
ףŭЦ㵱Ǽ޸˻ĸôܺף
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گۺͷ۸սӴگһ˲䣬ͱˤڵϣ˵ϧ˳۾گ֮УûԸǰ
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һֱڸǰУÿһǧÿһǱϵѹѪζ
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ǹ⡣
Ǵ£ֽǰе
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ʲôҲã콫Ҳãϲǹܵ𣿡ţҪһѵңܺԼɡ
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ճţǾ䡰һԡŵɵ۵ڷӦ......
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֮ȷʵ̫Ҫ̸ˡ
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۾ۻ裬ϣܱӣɻվǲ뿪
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۾̾˿ʵһԲ
............
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֪˲ţʼмص鼮ָûмء
֪˲Ļ裬ʼԲһϴ裬ŸͲܴӦ
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迴մȾīˮЦŲû뵽ûɾԽԽڡ
Ͻ˴ˮϴ
Щ죬ǲϢ硣ͼӴ׵˵ЩеûģƽЩԣϲڹй䣬
˵ⲢĹϵ˲ʵӰ졣
ǺóԳԣúȺȣףñ
ѵڳΡֵѵ̫ɵ΢Ԧ֮ԺܲڳΡ̱ɺһĸ֣ܹס죬İȫ
Ա˺ݣɶԼݡһٻҲ鰸ǰһô룬ô飬ҲŪеĹϵ
Ȱɵ㣬ȫȻ
°ǰݣֱ΢ļƻûɣΪͻȻѣƺļƻ΢ĿĻûдﵽ
ڵĹ΢ͺһ޴Ĳʳͬĵ֩룬ȴĿȻӺڰ֮ͻҧ
۵ظŵͷ
ͷƺŵߣα꣬ÿֻҪһͷžͻԻ˵Ļ˻Ļһֻ۱һֻۡ
ԽԽϲͷˡ
ŰΰʱͷŻ᲻زһ仨֡ҪţҲ˲Ż֣ϣܹԼһ
ľŽʵ˰ѳֲסÿ춼ƲסԼ֡
ʵǸȤķִ֣˲ƣ
ʱڴϣϲŵͷŵĺףĶǡ
Ÿ׽......
Ҳá
ƺ֮ϣ硣
ձ֮һֱת·ɼ۵嶼ûɫ
Ҳ۾һ˵ò壬û۵񣬱Ľؽ۵ְŽᣬӵ˭ʺϳΪ̫ӣû뵽ϳһ֮ͥΪ˭۵
ԭĽġ
ԼĶӣˣĽȻǶӣҲģʱ˵ϲ֮⣬ҲϾ֪Ľôˣƺ϶֮λļ̳ˣ˵¶ʼͷ
׺ֲԸãһȥ˵ìԽԽࡣʱһҪµĳӣɼһһš׮²֪˭ȥ磬˶˵ĴӶӲͣ۵һĻᣬ֮λ
۶ǼȺ֮ˣݲð
󲻵ѣֻܽ˿ѿʹ࣬
ԭһɢɳΪߵɼҸΪ󣬲ħǿħ
ĸ·ɼһ۾˵Ļ˶ʼﰵضۺֱۡӵ֮˲ʲ壬ֵܣͼı졣ͼ۾½ӹ֮λ
ᣬԼĶӲɷֲأȻ֮ϡ
۵ɲת֮£ֻܲȥ˷޺ۡ
޺۽ӵźϸΪ
۲޴󰭣ǲẦģɷ......޺۵ֻŵˣмöҩרȶ񣬵ģ۷£ٹһʱգ۱ܹת
󲻽̾޺
ҩ޶۵ʲô޺ȴһۿ˳˶Ӧҩ
ȥҩûעĿյ޺۵ǰһơ
޺ۣޣľͨҩѧ
ɴ˶֪޺۵ҩѧڷαչغſʼѧġ
ʼ޺óģǵĻ


84 
޺֣ԼĻ֮С
ⲻͬϺֻͫͫ˻һڰ£ãȻʹ˵࣬޺۵ĻǱ֯ù̶ĻþԻ磬ֱԾ
޺۱֯ûþǱǰһҪ۰ʱҩҪҪƽĽص꣬޺۵һݣ޺˵ʲôȻ
Ҫæֻܲǲ㶮µ߻޺뿪
ǸصģûʲôĻǷϲྣ޺۱ҩ䣬㿪ʵʦҼǵ֮ǰҲȥεİɡ
޺۵һ䣬ǵ߻ƺħߵúܽ......
ң޺Ӧ߻ӵķӦ
оʲô֢Ҵʦ缸λУ㲻㣬Ҳ˵ܻױӣܵ޺۱ЩĽʦضǸҽ֮߳ˣʿǲǶǺʹʦһ㾫ͨҽ
޺۷òǸԼϢģӽͣǣʿҲޣҩޣǧˡ
ǴʦΪѧҩʣ޺ǿ׳ѧ䲻Ǹ
޺ûлش𣬶̧ͷ۲ԶţصѾˣ߻ӲͣСɮˡ
......ûûӦ޺ȻȥֻվԶ޺۵ıӰ㻹ûشҵ......
Ϊѧҩ
ǰΪѧҩ......
͹΢꣬޺۶Լҩĳԡ
糤ףŽɫķ⡣
֮ϣڶɮж꣬Բ֮ķ硣
֮ǰҪ߹һ˼ݡ
ٰ˽ݣŰٰ˷ա
ִߣŵķ⽫ữޣڿߵϡǲٰܼ˽ݣ˵޷㲻徻̤硣
磬ȷһִ
зնȴ¡
޺̧ͷ۳׾ͷտҲһ˵Ⱥ
޺̾˿̤ǧط֮С
⻯ޣÿһһ¡
޺ۺ޸оѾϰʹеִôӲ¹죬ٰ̤˽ݣɰٰ˷գȴԾɴڡ
˵Цʵʺ޷ŷ𷨣ĴԿգӦ֪Ӧȥħ磬ǹţΪԭǸĶħ
ֻ......Ρ
εԴһԼ
ʱ޺˽һͳ졣ױ쳣ƹܴƬɽӣΪȡԼĹߡ񲻷ɱӣǲҲس
õԽ࣬Խÿ飬ǽǮŮһȤ·Ȼ͸쳾
һգһɮ۵䣬Ρ
ʱλǷֻǷһССķޡ
ʱ޺㴦һŮūŮū͵Էʳԭǲģ˭ײ޺ۡ
δ벿Ӫʣס޺۵
Ź......ζ˵ĵһ仰˼򵥡
޺۲֪ƣҲ֪ǴӺδðģʿȥ֮˵Դ
۵˲ΰ֡
޺Ȥ챦ûмˡ
֮ڣɱҵķұ㽫еεܣͷŹ޹Ůˡ
޺Ӧˡ
ȤһŮūһӣкβɡ
һգ˽õзʽɱΣɶЧ
ڶգ޺µʦɱɻЧ
գ޺ȡ˱дŵޱ׼εʱ򣬷ĳߺš޵Ŀںţָ޺ۡ
޺۱ĳΧӽΡ
䣬޹ͻȻָĽ¶׳Ƴ
λŮūվѹ޺˵ˣûɱңԼҪɡ
Ҳ²ϵˣ޺۲ȻϲҵȻ޷ɱ㡣
˲ϣǲεֻǻûҶԷˡ
޺ŵȥεļϺݺݿһ
Ѫ⣬Σ˵Ρ
㿴......סУдѪаγܹ˵ҵġ
޺ۿŵϵѪΪβ㿪Ϊβ㿪
ÿ˶ĵУܱˣȴΪβ㿪
ΪҲ......һõĶ̫ˣΪõ̫࣬ʧȥΪʧȥҪõ࣬εѭսԼԨýȡ
˵û
ԽõԽʧȥ
Ϊ˲ʧȥᡣ
Ǳһѭţýѡ
ȨҲãλҲã޺۵жĶȴ޷¡
֮Ȼûеˣĵ˴֮С
ԸȨλεһͬ꣬ұ߾ɱҵķ
⽻ƣֵһȨλⲢף޺Ӧˡ
Ȩλ˵Ѿ˵Ķɡ
޺۱Ϊɮġ
ĻĮѩӽϵˮ絽ԭĳһֱС
θ޺ɱķ޺ȴû뿪Ҳûö֣μˡ
βȥΪ˵޺ۻᡣ
ȵ޺Բţαվڷ糤׾ͷ
ʱ޺ۣ治ɫ߹ףкִһС
޺۴ӲԼܲ͸ֻǾԿգ׷ǻҲãҲãû塣
һУֻΪһҪУԸⲻԸ⡣
ڷط꣬ʱѾǷ
ΨһֿѣԶվߣԶ
ŵΡ
Ǻս磬սʮʮҹαչز......
չز......
ʱ޺ûע⵽ԼѾƵ˷ǰء
ȥʱǰزֳԭģ
ݺɱأҶڳˮ֮ϡ
ϣŷΡ
ݲ䣬˫ֻۣ......
ֻһ޴ݣƤ͸Ѫܾɼڳ͸Һ
𣬱չˡ
ûҲš
΢һֱ˵Լ֪
ȷʵ֪һսǶʧȥҪĶ
΢ʧȥ˾޺ʧȥֿѡ
޺ǰȥŤε壬Ψݡ
޺ָֿѵӣΣұضնɱ


85 
գڵ⼸ħ񷱶࣬ͻȻʼûʱˡÿûлľӵŻЩ̫ϰߡϵĿÿ¶ú˶һΣûʲôˣź˶һʱڵ̡
ô죬ûл飬ټ첻һĹˡ
һеķҲ΢ŽһЩȡ
⼸գֻྣ˵۵Ĳ֢ӶӵΪԸڲͬżǷָı³Ҳźõȥ
Ǻҳһ࣬صţࣵǷǡ
Ÿտʼϼ䣬ʱǨͻѾóԸҲȥЩǷǶԹ˵۵ĲԽԽ......

۱Ͼۣôһɡ
ЩɣҲûжʣɲκϵ
֮ŲҶϽʰħ硣
û뵽ս죬ħڳڴǰһأƺƵģаʮˡҲϵЩ˵˭ƵС
......ĴôЩ˶ڿԼ
ûᣬ޹ķǰУȴһŴſ׵ĺӸ
Ž......Ǻ˵ħ֮˵ҪȢΪޣ֪𣿡
֪㣬û뵽ڳ֮£ڽعӣڹܿԼ
Ҳ֪飬ʵش
̰ͼȨƭħȢ㣬һλڵϵĳǳ⣬ħô
Ų³Ⱥ˹Ϊܹջس
̫³çˣջħ֮λŶãҪԼףҲħٴҡ
֪ˣŵĻشϣȥ˵ջس
ƹѹѹŵĳ񣬽
ڣġϧѩڳֵڵϣмλŴδϳ
û˵ϰƽƤԼڵӡе㿴ϰߡ
ôˣţЩɶ
źһڵϣҺһջ
ţҲվһ𣿡
ڳ֮ϸ˵仰㱻Ⱥͬһں䡣ˢˢعһƬջسĺͲϧѩƹ
һŭ޴йˤ˶ɣǲջسġ
豾ΪվԼߵģû뵽Ҳ......
Ƕȥŵ㵥һġ
뿪·ʱ̾ҡҡͷ
һӵĻֲҷϣֻܱ˵
ô......ʱ˵Ƕˣַˡ
֪ԼͻȻԣڵʱãոػλ˽¡
ţ
Ƿڼ޸ԼǾʱ
۾
ŵֻڣ΢ûץҵûȫŪֱԭ֮λ̳ߵϢ˶֮¶ˡ
ЩһֱòˣҾһֱȥ𣿡ʡ
Ѿȫ㣬ΪηҪǸʽɻͻ֮Ѿͬһ㣬ͬͬסͬͬ£ΪλǾһп޵ʽջô̡
ֲһҪýȢ......
ֻǣҵģش𣬡ʽȷʵҪţҪʽҰһᵽʱ򣬼ǵҵ......ֻ룬δĳգҵʬǻܹ˯㻳
Ŵͷһֱ˻
ҪĻˣȢݵľŽ
Ǹ......ŴͷȵȵȰɣȵʱ......
֪ˣԺ󲻻ôˡ
ٶ֮죬һûӦ
ΪҪȰȰ裬û뵽Ȼô׾ʹӦˡ
Ȼ޹ɣպ̸
ŽŽɵ뿪һ˻޹
ĿȥصϿеǿ鷽ӡ
ԸĴԼǷӡϣֱϣӡ·
ı£ֻĺԼ
Ĵŵӣԣħħ......
ħں֮ʱҲȺ۸ݣҶõָ㣬ͳһȨƣħ֮λ޽졣踧ϺɫӡǣԴ֮ħ֮ǰֻҲ硣
ɻ󣬻ôͻȻ˵Щ
ҸǷ˽磬......૵
òħ......Ĺά
ҸеķӡʼնûбİŮˣǴʲôʱʼħҪȺͬˣ
֣ǷӡڵϣˤƬ
ҺţҸĸ·......谵ԷģԲ䵽͸³
Ⱥ......һʱ͸뷨
ĵļ򣬡˵ĶԣʱãҲôͺ˺ħ֮λ֣һô׵طʱһȰסǣǻ......
ĵŻ
Ⱥ֮Ȣŵľģ֪Ҳܷ뷨⣬ջذ˶ĲȨʱҲð˶Ȩ֮ϡ
֪ڶ񣬡ãһȥ졣
òϧѩǼͷԵĹԱǹ£ϱңڳ⼸ѵʱýʲô񡣡
֪Ļش
ûʲô......лл㣬ģһֱ֧ҵľ
̧ͷŻ裬ֻ֧Ϊ......ŽʱܵĿ࣬ҶҺڳ涼Ϊ͸ˣڳħ¹÷ǳѣڼСܻһ׼ħͬھʱҵǣ㻹............ֱٹħ硣
ŵĶ飬ҶǵãĵŽܰ......ЩҶˡ
軹ǵһ̸˯һ꣬ԭġϧѩڳֵܣŰŵ
֮ǰһֱΪЩҲãԱҲãǲϧѩŵġ
û뵽ǣߴŵˣȻš
ȻΪԼô......
ҪúչĶЩΪѾӹ......ħȻʸǡ


86 
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Ǽ֯͵ѾˣǰʱΪæµŲ¸ˡֻһƬۣҧߣ̯
۱ԭŴһ׵ġｨĳƽҲܴϣжӱϸϣȪˮ档
Ľ飬ԭΪԼôϸĻƣû뵽ľ»ˡ
ŵȻûһԣû뵽عͷͿſվ￴Լ
ʲôʱģžȻûиܵϢǴһʱ䳤ˣŶһ䱸ûˣһԣϲ
˹ȥȴûнӹ·§Ĵһǡ
ǵңŲ㴭
һ£Ųˣæſ
ôˣŲĹ졣
֮............϶ز֪ôȥʡ
ŷӦһֱûڻǰ¡
ѵĻǣӷڹ֮УŵʱϧѩոռУѳħ֪ûлУĿǶȡħ磬Ϊܹ֮ػħ磬ұ㿪ʼϵ㸸õЩӡ
......̾˿ħʱҲھȫȥ㸸ԪϱɱоĵĸףڼҵСܡڼֵܵʱ֪Ѿҵ꣬ͳħӲӲɱȻͬھ˵ڼֵܣǲҪȵ֮㡣
ʱǶ֪ʲôʱѣֻôţŵãǵ壬Ļǵӳ㶼֪ˡ
ˣвϧѩŲڳħԲϧѩĸ׶ʱұһϧѩǱǱ죬ڲϧѩ̽ӡҸڲϧѩɱ֮ǰڳħߴ˺ܳһʱ䣬£֪ܵٳħܡԭֱɱģֻ˺ӣְǲ٣ұһ·
ſŻЩӵɫһ䣺Щûʲô˵......
ְУҲûʲô˵ģҪǽĲ˵ǲԶң
ں˵˾䣺һʼûҪ˵·㻹Բԣ͸л......
Щȥ飬Ұѳл˳
Ǹ꾫ּ𣿡һżʲôʱ£ǲֲ㣿
ŻͷŻ裬лŶ˵Ǻ꾫𣿡
ǰû˵ǿţ͸......˵øҷƵ𣿡
·ȴ˵˰֥ùӵ飬ŹⶺŪŻ裬ȻҪ......
ҪһѶ߳ϡƺƬʱɽȪ
ˣͱڱҪʱȫ
ô죿ŵ֣ӡġ
ЩԸؿŻ裬һܴù𣿡
һ򲻹ģ򲻹......
......ֱҺϲѽ......
ſĳ˼ͻȻƮԶ

Ĺ΢
빬΢ĶԻҲżȻϵ
΢ΪʲôҪȥˮ......
ȥμ̫ӵĻ......ⲻ̫ܣ̫ӿǸ͹΢ˡ
չ΢ö֮ڶˮ߶ջûϲǽģ˽ԼϲԭǱıͣ
跢ֻ彩Ӳһ
ô£
ŲӦñԼ˵裬Ҳܺá
ҵӵˣˣ
ȥһ˶ˮƿ裬΢ճˮ˵ˮһʲô
ҺһȥϷˣŵ˼׼һͬǰˮ
û뵽ճ޵ţڳλæ˵̫ǹɫЩ̫Ծǰ˲߲ƣڳθϽͨ裬Լǰȥ̫ӡ
ɻ󲻽⣬Ǻʱ̫ͻǰʱʱǺͺģôͻȻ
û̫࣬ڳһ·ţֳֳǹ׼̫ӡ
裡̫ӿ裬ǹ룬һǹ棬է֣ɼ硣Юǹ⣬˺ѳգۿžҪ뻨ؿڡ
ͻȻ䣬˫ճһһѳסǹŤתǹнվǹ֮ϣһգһ̤ǹһת˻عʱվ̫аѾ̫ӵĲ֮ϡ
£ſڣ䣬һ˿һĸ顣
̫ŭģԼֻŵİţ³ǹ
̫Ƕѣ˵ˣûкۡôֱǹɱ
̫ӣ軹ûʣͱ̫Ӵϡ
裡ʲôʱˣ㾹Ȼҵĸ̫ＤңŲزס
˵ʲô......һͷˮʲôʱ
**ˮִҸ̫ӵ


87 
賹ɵۣ˵ʲôҽһֱ죬ΪȢΪºȺǶ£йȥˮ
㳶̫嵽ǰһѳ˻м٣Ҹڻڴϣ
̫ӣħȷʵһ춼ţЩسǵħ˳ͻĳӶ֤ǰ
ǶħĳӣȻ˵̫ӷ
̫ӣκһλħĳӹǲţŵջΪ......ҵ˽£ڳ֮ڳܹΪ֤ʤ
̫ЩɶҽȷʵҸ......
̫ܽظ𣿡ʡ
̫ֻʵʵˡ
⼸뱱ֵò̫ʹ죬ȥ˿ͷ̫ԭ뱱룬ϰˣһʱ֮䲻֪η
Լ԰棬̫Щӣ˻ʱٹȥ
ʱһ˲̫ȥףû뵽ȴħҲڳ
ֹֽǻУûϵ֣УǺ˳ûȻ뻨һ뿪ˮһӱ㲻Ӱ
̫ӸϽȥȷ
ûд󰭣ЩˣҪóһʱ䡣
վ￴ҸǺ˴ˣȴ޶ԣ㻹˵Ǻ˲һ𣿻ħ軹˭̫ʣ裬ô䲻ֵܵʤֵܣԲ㣡㾹ȻҪôҸ
ȵȣŴ̫ӣ˵㸸ֹǻ˵У
ԣ̫ӵ
ⲻ......̧ͷŻ裬ͬ𾪡
֮ŲûһػʬףһͷûҵŲȥ˷磬ٰ˳ףΪҪһӣΪպʱʹõǡ
岢ʹﻯе̬
......
ŵڲղסеа
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˵ʲô̫ȫĻ
ɿ̫ӣعڵϡ
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ţϽȥסţûµ......ֻˣڻ......
̫ӿһУȫͷԡ
վ𣬶̫ӵҸĵط͡
̫ǹͻ졣
̫Զ˲ˮȥǰסɼǵҽտг죿
ûͷûԵ˾䣬ʵػش𣺡ΪȢȺƢһֱ֮ڣʱ졣
֪ˣȥɣתͷ̫˵ո˵ձҴɱʱڳ֮һֱҸûлҲûʱͱͨ籨ţԻ˵ľʵҽղû뿪졣
̫ϵûҹ......
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̫͵վ𣬡˼......
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ҵ壬˴ˣģԭ塣
谲һ̫ӣû뿪
Ȼعͷʱϣ֪ʲô
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......躰һţ
γѣŻ衣
ǣϵ֣ʮָգ......
Ѿ˰Ҵ߶ˡ
һֱڱ΢ڲţŵ֪ģȴץ裬ҺڼƻŸµıʱҶ......
м𣿡跴ʣţѾ֪......
ʲôãЩ꣬ԭоԦֶ֮ﻯУʲôҪʲô
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ȱʲô......ŵʱʲôĶ
ţҲ֪ţһҪһ𡣡
һ»Ĵ
ﻯҲãҲãҶԲҪֻǺٴζ㣬Żѣ裬֪ƽն㲻϶ã......ǰǴδҲһͬȥ......
ס죬˵ʲôҺܺãǲµġ
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˺һ΢Żָɫ԰ף촽ʧȥѪɫ
շʲô޺ʵô⸱ģ
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ûлǣ޺ʣôõԦ֮
֪ˣҿ壬ƻ˵Ǽҳ㷹˸СĻǽȥס˻壬Ǳ֮ǰֹǱ˵УȻûߡ
޺ĵ΢ĵӻǴҲ˻𡣡
˴˱˴ˣ΢һۣңҰѻ硣Ŷ֮ǣһʱӦò鲻硣
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΢Ҫͬҷڷ磬ҾͲÿƵĵҴˡ
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΢ƺ˼ûץһ㲻š
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޺۶һжνΨŵԣǩµԼζء
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΢ɢڵϣɢ¶ѩ׵ļòǰķޣϾһ߹ô꣬Ҫұְˡ˽綼˵ݻĺϵߵĳԶ
ҲгԶ......޺̾˿
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Ϊô֣Ҳƿһʵشڻߡ
ķϲϲ
һֱҲ̫ãų⼸ħǼλԼĳӿʱȥ̨ߡ¶Ǿͱ̬ȡ̬ҪģͻǵһķҪһߣľͲö֡˼ȥ粻̬ȣ㵽̨ȥôô
һʼԸ⣬찲ȫòѵڳεһʱðȻ뿪ܾò̫ãܲסĥӲݣŵܣŵһҲϣŴӦ裬ԹԵظ뿪졣
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ħ纱֮أ껨ĸΪ˱صѡ̨סӴ֮ûȥ
ĸΪ徻ѡסԳȴҺˡ
Ź̨Ĵȴδ̨̤ڵĵذϵӰŴɫҶһʱ֮侹ȻֲδδǼ١
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ڶ죬ϵ´˯Ļ裬һš
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˵һŲԼħ񣬸Ͻ˿ڡ
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ǺŵģŵģļǣӰΡ˵ԭˣȴ
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˵ԭ£ΨһԭµģǵԼ
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費ٶʣĶʺ󷴵ǣЩ¡йƵرסڣŹ
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ͨһ֮뿪㶺ֻͻȻǰ˵ϣܹżһ档
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ҲжţĽصƲпᣬֻħ磬ûдеϸڡ
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Ϊܶ𣿡ʣһʼһУֻҪͷ֮λҶҷкιϵ
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ţ㻹ʲôеӹһӵ־˲֡
ޱֱ˵ԼЩ̫ԣ
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ͳ˫뿪ˣˮᣬľ˺ܿںϵһ
Ĭһ䲻ãֻҪ֮УϵĹŻӽƵʼӿ죬ͼˮҵһͻƿڣ뿪ء
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94 
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Žͼصˮ;ѰҳڣЦţҲ֪ڳЦԼڳЦ󣬡ӣĺѰ......ҲãӴ֮Ҳϡˡ
Ҫ֮λǴҪ֮λҲǴ......
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˶븾ˣ۴򶷸޷Ӯţ֮£ҪȫѹҲǱȽѵġ
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£Сʱֻһ֮Ե֮ǰǵ°ңֻһٵЦˣ㲻ʲô˺
ͻȻЩԾ
Сʱ˵ĴΣ׷ʡ
ָŻͷصǴΰ.......㲻ǵΪ˾Ҳˡ
......
ֽڰմ
˵ʲô
ʲôʲôȣ
.......
δȥأѵ˵Ǹȥħ֮ǰ
һֱΪӽšԼʱǶǻδ̥ǲµӤѵǰʲô
Լţ......
迴Լ˫֣ǵãԭԼ첻㣬ʱ޷赶Ūǹ˺öҩſ
ȴ棬ͳ콫ľŽ
ͬǲȴ˴Ĳ֮࣬ǰû£ƺЩΡ
ѵԼй
˵ϸһ𣿡ץŵʣҵôģΪʲôҪȻ
ͻȻͷۡ
Դڻ軳ѹԼ̫Ѩ
ְԴˣˣû´˵
ȴûзͼץסԺƬΣͷ­ͬǧֻϿʳһʹ쳣
ƺ˺ܶҪ.......
Ǹϣںڰ׽֮һеԴͷ
գûסҵͷۣڻ軳˯ȥ
硣
ϷݵĶ¥΢СϸµһֻżֱֱۣǱԭϲľͷġ
˵ѵһŮ΢ľżֱ۵ָϣͿϵĺɫû̧ͷȥ񣬡ֶˣ´עһ㣬ϾעԼС⸱ľͷᱻŪķѵġ˵Ļױ
񣬲Ӧýױ
ױ챧ԹôһУһ쵽˵˵ȥ
΢Цţ㲻ϧϾ⸱.......
ױƷէ빬΢Ĳֻһ֮ң
΢˵ߵĻ£֪պ󲻻ἰ¡
ױջ֣װղһжûзһ˹΢ǰϸϸġľżֱۡ
Ѫܣָ.......
΢һϸ΢ҲˣֲΪô֡
ǰʱҸӳûʱϸ˵ױҡӣյʲôûУû𣿡
΢û̧ͷһۣڷܵ㲻ϺãҲ㲻ϲá
ױԼָͷҿ㿪ôһϷݣӦùûɡֳǰ̵ľ㣬֪òֳضᰲĵġ
΢ûлشŷһԵǦۣɨľżֱϡ
ױû˵ʲôʣ֪ıʲô飬ܲµض򵥡ֻ......΢һֱϣܺúûţǣʲôΣ,.ضϣ
΢ЦŷеıʣֲŲҵ
ǹܣ㲻ᶪһˣŲã¶ˡ
ǹܣ㲻Լһ˸Ӵ֮ȪҲҲӰ
ǹ.......
΢ҡͷЩ뷨Դиߡ
΢ľżֱۣؽνӴ׼ױ߸첲ֱ۸պױյǺϣֱۣ۱һ壬·ڵţԿȻǸľżֱۣ
´עһ.......΢ױŪˣұ㲻ˡ
ױƤգ۾Լ첲һ˲ʸУ֪֪ˣ⻭治һ
ڹ΢߶ȫûע⵽ʰ쵵硣
ױСײϣǵ񻨻ʵȻ¶˱ܡ

źͻ費ǷתҿԷġ


105 
絹º¶һʯ̨
ʯ̨һīʯ̶ɵģͨڵʯͷԴԱʱ֮衣΢׼īʯ޴֮жϺʯͷȻδֲڣɴս˿ܿʯ̨汻ϸĵ̳ÿһ·϶ںɫīʯĳ£˸ͬǺһҫĹâ
Ƿʯ̨ŵǻ塣
ֻ˫ۣ˯Ҳ֪ʱܹѹ
ϻԾʱŵĺɴô꣬΢ûҶ
ֻǻһ͸ļ룬ų
.......ױ׼ǰȥȴ΢һס˻
ȥ΢ױעⰲȫֽ͵崦ʧص״̬κο˶ᱻʳ
ױԹԹԵ˻ֻױΪλ⸱ģüͷʣΪʲôֿɴûʧع......
΢ҡͷҲô꣬ҲѰʧصԭ򡣡
ױ˾䣬ʲôʱ⸱ģģ
һ֮ǰ΢ش𣬡ҵĻǿм壬һ˫꣬߱תĻԣҲٿػ壬ƽճҲãʹﻯе̬Ҳãûгκε⣬......ǰܹѻǵذԾҺĻǶ˳ȥ޺۾ң˻壬ֻǴ֮ʧˡ
ÿնҪߴΪ˲˲ֻܲϵǨƺҶ¥ڵλã΢̾˿װ֮ǰģڼͲΧ˵
ױһôµ𣿡
΢ͷֻƲ⣬ʧصԭΪûлĻǡ
ǣױʡ
ֻǲ²ѣ֪࣬Ļǲ࣬΢ʲôָ»ָˣһ벻ͨĵط㿴֡
ױ˸Ƕȣע⵽ָźü͸ݡ
ʲôױһݿЩˣƤ͸Ѫܶܿһ
жʱҽڶˮ֮Уȴɱ֡ҵʱ޷ֵˣ˿ǿвٿػʹﻯСպָϾͳݡ΢һ£ױһ䣬£㣬ûиκˡ
޺......ױɻ󲻽⣬Ǻϵûи𣿡
ҲеĶעѺ޺ϣ΢ҡͷϾǷˣǸֵȫεѡ
ױͷ̾˿Լ̫ˣе̫򵥡
΢˵οҲûиеֺ࣬αظ֮ĺ໥ðˡͱʹߵ飬޺ۿɴûжżȻ㣬Ҳ֪ⱳıȻ֮
΢һ£ɤ˵㣬Ҳ֪꣬ѡ·Ȼ˼ѡ
ױƺҲܵ˴ҧ´û˵һ仰
ͷؿǸʯϵˣħ𣬻衣
˹֮ױ˲ٹڻ飬ΪԼֶǺĹϵױضȥһЩڻĴš
еĻ裬ֳһϡš
һ֮ľ
ֻ.......
ֱˣ......ֻüš
ΪһΪһ
ǳԣࡣ
ֻ֣Ὣеİ𶼷һߣһȥ޷翹
......
ֵѡ㣬޽磬ױӯỨ֣᲻ᶼúһЩٲ......һɻңһʬ⡣
΢û뵽ױᣬϽͳݸױ
ѡҵģ΢ԭһױͷ쵽УȴԼΪ氹಻ѣûдױʸ񡣹΢ַ㬵ȭͷջ
ҪѡңͲˡ
ͲѡЧҵǸˡ
ױ˵ʲô΢ȴٸпˡ
ЦױȻ󽫷źϡ
ַ磬ڵúܺá
ÿͼ裬ͬһʹѸͿչ΢
΢Ŷӣ˿ԴҲǰΨһ
㱻ĥļȥ΢Ҳ
Ŵ򿪷ţȥѰҲʳ

дһıˣ
ƪĵıһĲ㡣
һǻ
ڶǲ

Ĳ
֮ǲŰģ
ŰĶǹȥ£
ȻЩߵĵǰ˵һ£ͷǲḴġ
ŲתͷֻΪͬʱǺǰˡ
΢޺ۻbeûиߣվcpŰ
ᷢµҿȥ΢Ŷ
󣬴עⰲȫǵóŴ֣ϴ֣ȥ˶ӵĵطڼ׷粻


106 رƪ
ųû
һС⣡
-
ħڹڡ
˸磬ȴûš
ģΣͻȻһֻܷɵϣʶž͸һơ
ôڻϡ
İʵ˸飬۾ͿŰίͰ͵ؿԼ
ңָűԹ
Ÿе¡
ңǿһ顣
Դ˲١
ոմˣߡ
ʹˣԼţߺģűˣͲСĴһ£ʲôñԹġ
˵ô˵Žʶذѻ§˹
ԹԵŻѵõᡣ
ŻûȫŻ˲±˯ȼ˼֡
ŽǲǸ𣿡׽֣ѾͲ𣿺ų֮󣬾ŽҾԽԽˣ˰ȻõľͲϧˡ
ſڴϹ࣬žúЦ˯⽥
ų׶ðҵδҲ̫˰ɣԹ㶼ʼˣǸ......
žúЦ׷ʣôǸ
̧ͷֹŵ°ͣһڡ
֪ƵűȥˣԼȥ
˺ˣô߰Żô֣ԽԽܼűƿ
Ա˵ĹһŴζŸղŵǡ
ѣһϵһ߶Ż裬´α˯ʱңҲ֪Ըߡ
迿ڴϿŻ£ƫƫϲô죿
Żͷһۣš
Ц˴ߵߡ
ڴְקѡʱŲžȻһЩ
˵ֻһָôߣɻ迴ŻǾЩۡ
ȻҸߣ˺üΣȷʵԼߡ
źһǲǺҴСɱɱģСֻ֪죬ڶȻߡ
üǲǷƫ㣬Сʱཽ˲ˮ
һ±ƣˮ𣿡
Ǹ㽽˷ʣ
ôԽ˵Խģ
ţҪȻôñҸߣڶü𣿡
ˣɡźػش
̾˿
ɻûô׷ʼʲôܳߵķ
Ҳ֪˭Ľ飬˵ǶܹߣÿŶܼԼǰQ
ҳ𣿡迿ľϣŰԼһۡ
ڿ飬̧ͷۣûС
費̬ܵȣ׼Թʱڻ˾䣺㲻иطҳ𣿡
ţ
ţ
ڴؿš
ַҳ飬......볤𣿡
ˣˣ

Ϧҹ˺
ȥҵ΢ҳȡ
@ǳqian
һ


107 
Բ·ء
ǸϿ·ϵ̲һʱ˸⡣סջҰպһҹȴڡ
ɭɭķذԡ¹⣬Ӱ֮С
䣬֣ż߳ȥҲ֪Ϊʲôھͺ߲ͷһ㣬Խ߿ķĹԽࡣ
ӻˣԶϵƵĳǰȥ
ȴɣײһˡ
ôôң˴ţĪǼˣ
쳣ϱ鲼źɫ·䣬¹˸ɭɭĺ⡣
ȥȴǸֳԼǰ
ӱ£ֲǹֱ̽ץסĺ죬
˿зɳ˳ϣǻġ
һǿ࣬Ȼһ֪ķذָѪա
Ա㣬ǹ̵㰲ˣͻȻЩ롣
˯Ѽ䣬ص˺ܶǰ
ص廹ʢǼ꣬صةǼ꣬صŵǼꡣ
΢ӡæ
ÿնпۣÿնд񡣹΢վԶĵطҪȫϡ
żױһ֣˵ԼûĻ£˵ԼȾָף˵ͷ黨
±ʣЦױ޲ɼ˵۹Ϳε۹һ
˵ŴӵĻȴЦúܿġ
֮аÿ޵ĸһױָϽϺóԺúȵȥ
΢վһУֵֻòɿʱȥȰܡ
ǸʱҲÿгкȣЦᣬеķìܶڵڶ۵ʱΪС
ֱĳһ죬ͻȻҪ硣
΢֪Ϣ̸֮ϸסǵعһصĳӣȴȰת⡣
΢û˵ģʲô΢׷档
ѡȥĵطǵɽ𺣣ǰǵ
ҹͻȻס˹΢
Ƕ˵˺ܶȰҲҪ̵Ļҧűʸˣ㲻˵Щʲô𣿡
΢ҡҡͷ
˵ʲô......ͻʲôʸ£΢̫ˡ
Ҳˣ΢ͷЦſôȻԼɣһУΪһ塣
ǽ޽棬֮ϡ
΢˽
Щ죬Ǿͺ......ҪҲ֧ңĲ֪ôˡ
΢һůҲûбֳʲô
˼֪Ҳ֪
͹ˣֻ֮о֮飬
¹΢ͷǸһӻˮСūҲúԼˡոԼʱʲô֪ôʱ䣬΢ѳΪ˶һةࡣ
ΣŹ΢
Խеܶи
¹΢ļ򣬡յʱңйԦ֮ܡ
йҵġġܡ
ڶգ΢Լ
Ԧ֮һаٵɱУܿƲٿ˵ǣܹоΪáǿһɱУһһ
΢ţȻҪϡʽ̸Լ
΢ԭΪԼҪһЩһЩʽû뵽ȴ˵ʲôüǵá
֣ദ˰Ž𵤡
ǽͨƣɢҫ۵Ĺâ
ǣ΢죬֮Уֻ˽ʿֲҪᵤôһĶ
ôֻаš
ԭ壬޽罻紦ʢһ͵䱻˵һѪʱ塣
΢֮ǰӲ̸¡
ţҵģץ΢֣סģԦ֮ܣġ
΢ϵǰĹ̲ѡ
Ϊֻаţ΢
̾˿Ϊ޽罻紦֮⣬һİģϡֻһֱûҵ......
΢˵ͷ
СشöģͨԲҲһǲβĵطͺ֮У
㲻ҪסκҲҪʲôʽֻҪģܹٿˣҲоѾ˺ܳʱ䣬µҲ֪һϢˡ

~ղ~


108 
΢Ľ̫ˣҲ¡
΢......ӹģֻϣһȥܹҽӹ޽硣
΢˦뿪ǰһ䣬ǲ
ʱ˵ɣΪһһ֮ͬô򵥡
ľϯħ磬Ǹͽľӣױҵİ֮ˣȴֻ
΢æǰæ󣬽ǻĵ˸һɶ
ֱ
һ۾ϳǲе
⣬ֳȡ
ĵ죬ܿ˹΢뿪޽Ӫأ֪ȥʲôط
ڶջʱˡ
΢Ͻ˴֮ϣ׼ιҩʱȴͻȻץס˹΢ĸ첲
......ҿҪʧˣؿڵʹӴǴҵϰķĩ
֣һЩָ⣬һЩĩӴ֮ܺһʹԦ֮
㵽ȥΪʲôĻᱻ˵΢עĵͲһ΢ںģֻİΣ
طſ΢ĸ첲㲻Ҫ֪......Ҳ֪.......
΢ҧŴûٶʡ
ĿͻȻָͣŹ΢ӦһºˣҪúûţټҲҪúû......ֻлȥδ
΢ûӦ֮еĺ壬ͱ
ǹ㸽ڹ΢֮ϣգͬ
ֻǣʱ֪һݶôء
պΪ˹΢ʹĥŨҵΡ
΢˯ڷذϣ˸ܳΡ
ʱ۽ЩʪĨ۽ǣȴɳ΢ץͿʼ۾ֱֻ۶úͮͮĲſϰݡ
㱼䣬˺
΢عͷȥȴ޺ʬԣתȵľ顣
ȶȫҵĸļޣ΢ؽ¶ƽС׵С㣬¥ֵΪȣ
޺۲ûǹ΢
΢ȤһβͲݺ
ζŸղŵΣͼǸ˵ģ۹΢ôŬͺһ㱡ڵһ㣬ֻǵǸЦʱůȴǵ٣ò
޺˾˸ӣʬ˽ȥ
ֳ𣿡޺ֵݸ΢һƿҩ°ɣܹάһʱתɱˡ
΢ӹҩƿŷŽлˡ
֮ǰ£æ޺۵㣬Ҳô׵ؾͿסš
Ҳ֪΢ǴǣߣȻܹԻǣ˵һԸš
΢ÿɷֻǿڷذҧſеĹβͲݡ
ֻǣ費ԸǸ壬ȥţ޺ЩգԤĲһԭΪضԸһһû뵽һӳɵȥҲԸ⸱ȥŵǡ
Ϊ.......΢ָԼĸҪֻлţδ......ת
ڵŵķĩ

һսʮʮҹľ٣ɻʧڿС
Ӵ֮ϵ£죬Ӵ֮塣
Ӵ֮Ҳ޲ѧޣĶŵĹ΢
˺Ҷ¥Ϊ˻ȥ֮ǰݵ顣ʼͨһģΪ벻ͬ˽/ϣΪ˸Լ˺
Ԩоֽ꣬ٴƽԨ
Ӳд
΢ԼԸȥеǸˡ
Ѿ֪ŵΪʲôΪԼȥΪ......ߣֻΪ֤ŵʹ࣬ȥ١
......޺۷׽ʣҲôشҵģ˵ԼȥҲ޷ôš
΢ҧĲݡ
ǰЩܻᶣŻŵҪúûȥ
ͺô˵ǽľڸˣԼͬλһ㣬˷ȥ˸ɸɾ˼䡣
Ը˽ᣬةҪȥʲôط𣿡޺ʡ
һΣةƺ΢
ة࣬ĵ¡
΢ժ˿еĹβͲݣȥ............

أʵ΢޺۵鱨ǲԵȵģ˶ûȫ߶Ըࡣ
֮£΢֪Ŀܸһ㡣
źͻ裬ɶ֪~~~


109 
Դϴ˵ЩֵֹĻ֮󣬻Ϳʼעšʼ뷽跨شŵ׳һЩص顣
֮Ҳ֪ôһ£ǲԸ˵
û˰취ֲֲܴֻһһ
ǱҲûеݹʲôµϢ
ҲǡʱϺͻ˳лٶȷ졣
лһ·֣ԼβͿ޵ÿˡϺ̾˿ŽǺãһھͰѳлƤëô
Ϻʱ򣬻ںųԷ
űͲԶڿɺã֮ÿ춼ŷֻԡ
迴ۣÿ춼׷׷ι
ոպã轫һӱ˵Уŵһ⡣
ҲˣϺ̾ԼǸˣڵãִŸӡ
ԭǿ԰˦չˣƫƫıˣԼΪԼ۳⸱ģ
ãô迴ŵﶼǰ⣬ˣ쵥мº
Ϻʵʲô£
ʹͫش𣬡ǰ˵Щص飬Ҿÿܺ͹΢ʲôϵÿϸʣֲ˵ˡ
źͻǲ£ϴһһ֣Ѿ羡֪ˡ
Ϻ£Ҷͫ𣿡
Ц£ҿ᲻á
Ϻɵۣҽ𣿡
ãָָԼȻ̨飬żǵãҲǵá᲻ȥЩʹĶɡ
ЦŵŹ㿪Ȼ˸
ӻóһŽϺ㰴дңҵĴ𰸡
ϺѵͬεԼȥʹļ......
û£һ׽ţ§ڻУԣұ㡣
ȥμʹĻ䣬ܻǷʹ˰ɡ
ſģԹԵӣ˯ڻĻ
ϺͷϺ䣬˫۷ɫĹâ
迴˫ۣ˯
豾ΪԼεǰԼɱĳű֮У̧һĻ
ǣпֻһƬɫ
ͷȥպÿһɫ
֪ΪΣһ۾ϳˣɫš
ǻδε......
üۣҲɻ;ãҲüĿ㣬ĵԼĻġ
ɾʱһ˫˹ӰУڳ˰Žɫɵ
Ҫкȴκε
ԲС......ڤڤ֮Уһ˵
С˭
......ָ
Ҳˣ罫һ......Ǹ˼˵
Ŭ̧ͷǸ˵ģǻ֮УܰԼ뷨תӡ
ģӮ֮һϻĻ㡣
䣬һŲ
˵Ѿ뿪
ǰΪʧȥģĻѸٿήƣȥ
......
ʶҪţ嶯ãֻۿſήȥ
һգգ......
ŵĻӿݻƣʧȥ
ֻܸɿţʲôæﲻϡ
ֱʮһգһŲ𣬻²⣬Ǹŵĵ˰Լˡ
ͻȻһﵹص
ˤ
Ͻ
ѾŲסˣ
ϽĻ
˵ҪʲôˣֻܶήŸɵۡ
ڻżϻʱ򣬸ɿݵİɫͻȻһӤŲӴз˳ȥ
ǻε
......Ӥ̬Ųظ֣......
û뵽Ǹ˵һ˲䣬һɾ޴˹Ʒڵء
ţ
ԭήˡ
ӤУָ̬ͬݺһƯˮϡ
迴ֻۣϽţϽѡ
ûû뵽ǣ֡
ŵĻꡣ
ҰôͿո㣬첻Ծؿʼźϣ......ܻ˰ɡ
ֵԻŵ𽥻ָǿݻƵҲٶȻع鵽ѩģ
ҪúûŰ......
迴Լֱ𽥱ÿݻƣҲģС
ҪúûŰ.......
һֱڴţٶһ졣

٣һŽ⿪ˡ


110 
軺ۣеΪ˱Ťȥġ
±ӣ٣Ž֪Ƿһˡ
Ųԣӹڻϣĸ첲ǧһȥ
ʵ⣬ѾдˣϺֽݸ衣
ӹһۣмĳࡣ
ֻֽȷдǸ֮˵----ס
ղ˳ƺΪСףӦǰղȡĳνżȻСףôȻǷΡ
Ϊվսŵ......Ҳ˵ͨϾ֮ƥУҲηԲų²ߣŵġ
ԼȴҲõ˽ͣΪ˾ȻĵţԼȫ׸ҲΪٶԼŻ
ΪͿеΪϵǵѪϲš
ȥһֱûƿˡ
ˣ깬΢ǧУҪѰҵľŵģҪŵĸʲô
аĵĻ.......ôԼǲҲУ
˵֮ǰһֱпʹﻯе̬Ԧ֮ǱȴһֱпûͻԼκһϡ
ôǲΪȱģûӵνϡ
ֻĵкãﻯе̬Ԧ֮ΪʲôûܽĻţ
·ʱΪոսս̫ࡣɱϾô꣬ƺһûҪĻ¡֮Ҳû߳ǰء
չô꣬˻.......
סԼ࣬ǻ֮ǿģѾԼԭࡣ
ﻯУģ.......
еһж֯һ𣬻ԼֻһҪࡣ
׻δע⵽ģĸطһֱӵģ
ŭشԴȴ벻ͨеϵ
ָŻԴˣ......
Цŷ֣ŵıӣҲۡ
һԴεӣϺûۿ˵˾ǣҲܻûͽŵĨͣ˻޵
豧ţĶһǡ
Ҿ˵Ϊɶĵһ۾ͶвһĸоȤԭǷô˵˵ɾŽô
ڵŪ˵ʲôŻǹĵطͷԵ˵˾䣺ˣľҵġ
оݣе
٣ѧЩ߰Ļŵɵ˵øϽ༸ѡ
ҲԲ⣬ʵؽţϿġ
ı飿ʵ
ץŻ䣬ȥ
϶ӵĸι֮ߣ汾˵ӦоУȫǻռģȨпõĵ׺ǲģ鵹Ҫû뵽ŵϲֳһϸϸƷζ
Ƕ𣿡豧ʡ
ˡͷش˽ֻСͯ
Ҳ𣿡ֳһ׻
ħŵ˽ͱƷˣΨħ˿ںö֮طڴϽ
ŵͷ
Žô鶼ŵĶСʣƽǸߵӶװģŽ˽¿öࡣ
Ϊڿصͷ
ɵ˵Źǹԣ֮ǰһɱ֮˭ᱻҲͻԸĵرQ
˷ǵĸп㲻ٶ˵ŵ֣һڡ
䣬ƳϣһС顣
ûϳ˵֣ҲûзƤ
С飬ַһҳ
úȻǵлĹ£ϺкͰĶԹ
ǡýջļ䣬Źеôôš
Ϊŵ.......
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Ǵģ
˲㺰ʱȴץס䡣
.......ӡ
˵ҲǣϺųԷʱͻȻãŴ뷹ûгȥǸöˡ
̾ԼԽԽľԱˣһûͷûβĹ±²ǲǺйءЦһŵ֣ȥ˷

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111 
⼸մϷУױʱҲʼϤ
ԭױܹһЩϢɱױƽ˵ֵģһᵽ¥ͱ죬ʲôʲ
ԭȡһױΣǡʱױʧˡ
ճȥɨױӣɸմţͷĶúõͺױһԶһ
ܴϵ߾ôһϽ˴ױȥ򣬿ϷеҪô֪ҪôͼĬ
ֱϷлʲôΪ֪ܡµʱݲҵ壬ȻҸʵʱԣûϺǱϷݣ塣
ûȥĵطǹ΢ķ䣬ĻħӦþС
̧ͷ۹΢ķš
ȥ
ڤ֮ƹŹͶ̥ʹΪʳΪɣȴ֮Сϲŭ֣ȴϲŭ֣͸˺쳾ţȴ֪ν쳾š
һֻһ飬ȴˡ
Ӵ֮󣬷Լڤ֮Уٲ̤һ
Щͷۣ̫࣬ѹҪֻãԼƺ˻þ
еʱܾԼױӰ
ǸܸԼЦúŮ
ĹǸԼܶױ
ЦԼô˻Ųִ˶޵¹ŵĹԸйټԼС
Ǻˣţͷסһ޵̽ͷ̽ԵŮӣ
......ǸŮԼ½ǣҲǵ......
׼Ըţͷˣһ̧ͷ㿴ǸŮӵģ
겻ˡ
ǳЦܿѣ۽ǵĻ߶ġ
ױ......еıʵڵϣĵشڤ֮վ𣬡𣿡
ױգ˫ۣ֪ҽʲô𣿡
Ͽ޹ֿȴȭͷ
ҪΪ˹΢ļƻΪ˱޲ھͰǰ˵ͷš
ˣֽԨˡ硢ɽӦϣԼֳɷˡ
ߵǰԭױ˫֣ȥ£ɵĿױʱֻܸɿš
һΣһ飬һģѿ
еǸŮˡ
üۣòȫˡ
㲻ǵԼ˭𣿡ʵ
ױҡҡͷ
ҿ𣿡ָָͷʡ
ױԹԵ֣Լָ
ע⵽ָеľмָֿһ㱡ľɫ
֮ǰΪ˻˼֮żȷʵױĲл˽ȥû뵽ľżȻܹ
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ǲζţܹ֮¿ʼˣ
¿ʼĶ˹Ե׵ݣǲܹúõİһˣ
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ױѿ͸ˣȴǱ仰ѡ
ôųΪӣôһһһ˫ˡ
˻ΣΪ˱˵
ױҧ촽װƵģһ䣺𣿡
ͬͭһ࣬ĺһ
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˸ѣһĻԡ
ǸӵСˣǱԼı˶ˡ
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ʵʵӵˡӵȴֻױöģθһɷĶĸУ޲ýθͳµ
ķǡ򦣬ϲŽΡ
СرסױķСһǡ
ֲײ
Ļ̥˸ѡ
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o(**)oȻǣǸС
Źģ


112 
һ죬ױߡ
ױͭǰľᷢһһ˿ð¡֪˽ʱý¼ᷢ˵Щ黰
žеױŮĶ˳ױȴһԲԲۣɰֿ
㶢ҿױʵ
Ͻ˵˾䣺ǸȻջĿ⡣
ױûٶ˵ʲôͷΡһˣôбôΣ
Щ𣿡ױһ֧ʡ
ͷҾʺ㣬ˣôṳ̂һЩζǴӹģÿʽһպҴȥħɽ磬ϲġ
ô꣬ױϲģ
ö֮Ͷѻɽ
ױûηŻľϣȻͷԼͷ
ϲ𣿡ʡ
ţϲױش
´Ҵȥ......𣿡ϸͬҡ
ױûлش𣬶ϵʣԼü
ǲϲΣЩͬҶϲˡ
˵׼Ҫôǡʱţͷ޵¹ȥо
ױúôױȴ֣Ҫһȥ
ڵҲǰ˳Ӧױ
޵¹ŵĹǸǰΪһֻ֩Լˡһ̰ȴ˻
ţͷǹ뿪
˺ѷεŵױϽͷ׼ױĶ䣬ױȴɫ׵ʣ̰ˣΪҪµ
⣬ֻǰ涨¡̰ڤĹء
Ҳˣֻ.....ױʵҲ𣿡
̾˿Ϊﶼɰ.......
ﶼ......
ħߵս㡣
Υɸġ
һ
ʹߡ
ˣĩڻ޵·ڳһҡ
ҵǻĸľ괺ذ׵ĵطʱ豻΢ƣǽذףŽ΢ĻǴԼߡ
ҲСİԼŪ˾......
ѣﻯеؼͷ֮С
迴ǰһؼԳؼҲûʲôãԼֲкﻯд˭
ǡʱ˹ʱҹħúܣʶůĵطֻлĻůģžĻꡣ
˰ŵͷҲ֪Ÿղȥˣͷմ˿֦
Ŵ֣Լͷϵؼ
ѧ𣿡֪֮ǰϲЩҫﻯеؼ
ĶҲѧԼ۾ȥؼݡ
̾˿һֱԼԽ׳һ
ֻǿѣûµģÿ֡
ŻǼԼĴ㣬ȥ
ûټ֣ǷؼԹԵĿ
ﻯС
길ʱ˵ﻯܹ֮ﻯУΪ˵֮УӶŤתɣΪԼáһܿƵĶɽľЩɼ򵥣ĵ٣Ĵ߶ֻͣڿɽľĳ̶ȡ
ɸӣвͻᱻøݽ߶
һŹȥԼܣһ߷ؼϼص֡
֪ͷһҳ
һҳϣдעͣƺǻ岻ͬħ𣬼¼ĵá֮ǰﻯжĸഫûмﻯؼϵע͡
ų̀սȥ
ͻȻһīɫУһ仰
ﻯ̬Ϊ޾
ʼ죬ֱʡ
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ȵȡ
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аģôǲԼҲаģǰܹ޾ôʹﻯе̬Ȼڻ¡
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.......
߬סеҳע͡
޾Ͼ޵еġ
Ͻ취û

ˣ
治ף


113 
Ĺвܹƣڤֻ̨ȴĻ
ڤְ֮λԭģÿ굽ڣ͵ûְ
ױһһ붼뿪һת۾Ͳˡױɱľױ壬ױŽľСױܹɵȵԼɽٶ˼˺ױȻ˹
ղѣһţױۿĵһ˾Լ
ιڣȻǲ뿪ױģɽĽ۵λãǲȥǷĽԡòʵʵشźüȥ磬ǰױҪܡ
ǰŸճţױͽϷݡڤԶڤɻĶûӵĴͷӵĶæĺܣûʱ˵ױױ˿鲼ΧͷϣסʹӺųڤ
ϷҲ΢ΪŮˤһֻͰѺüŮϳϷݣڹȥˡ
ױЪ˹ӣͻȻƾһ˷ݵıСĹ΢ȻֳЩӵֶΣֳǰԶǫǫģȴ⸱ģױʲôû˵˸ĵط£Ź΢ٽȥƳɨصױҲûǰȥкһԳͷϵΣš
þɣֻ黨ղ͸ģ˵˽͸ױŴͷϣڣȡ
΢ˣױ˲Žȥ
΢ʵͲ±ڤ֣֮
ȥְˣױش
պãҩߣ΢ϵϻȡһҩ۽ױҶҩ£Ҳҵļƻ
ױӹҩۣЩʣһȥͻزͷˣġ
΢һ£ﵹǷһɬ벻Լ󻹻һ
ֳÿһգ˵ǹ΢Ŵ⣬ԶʵգˣӦףڽѡ
ϸ˼ɵЦݣһôЦ
ûпֵķܣҲûǵұڼ򵥵Цš
ãױǰҩۣףһֳ֮ٶԲ
˵仰뿪һ빬΢˵
΢Ŀױ뿪תȴƳͥԺڴɨ
΢ԸԼҪȥһˣ뿪Ϸݡ
˵Ǹ̽΢ӵĺûᣬϷݲŮ΢ڣжķΧʹࡣ
ȵҹϷУַǷŮæʣ¼ϷĶϷ̨Ӹ˩š˲ע⣬˹΢ķ䡣
ħ硣

ŷаŵһϷݵĵͼлڹ΢ӵϢ
ҰǱҲյϢҲħ硣ܰﰲ**΢ϷݣҰİ硣ȻѾȷԼڹ磬ӦϣֱҹϷݣԼû
ڳǱϷݱɣĵ̫״ݾߣҴһСӦǡ
ͷ󣬡ϺҵͫܶݿܰǿǱϷݡ
˼ƻճŹ΢δûʱתƻǰ
ǰĹһҩݸ˻衣
Էһնǰ㽫ҩͿϣҩǰĵϾ㣬µʱ汻ơ
ӹҩл
ĻصҲлңܻնоŽĸ͵ڱɡ
ڻŲ䣬ƽܶĺڣֲڳʱ졣żĵĴҲ˺ܶ࣬ŵӡУĺİûʲô
ĺܣʶ˾Ϳʼ·
ľЩᣬȴֲἰΨ˻ġĬĬ֮뿪ֻ»Ŷˡ
Ҳûȥˣ뿪ץ·Ϸ֣죬Ҿܰκˡ
̧ͷǲҪˣ
£ţ㣬Ҳûԭ塣
Ȼһȥٰ̨֮ϣʷҪǿġ
Ҳһ޵ϡķ緢ľŽ
ʲô̬Ǿʲô̬ء
֮䣬κ

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114 
еֽǮҽѾϷݵĵͼԼ΢ķλôݸ˻衣ҪȵģǻҸʵĻ
˿⹤ӵҲɣҰȻԼǲģ֪Ҹʵ͵ĻԼ٣ܰͽħȡ
´ҪҰ͵֬ˮۣԼҵĻ
Ϣ߻𣿡
ͻȻ˹΢
ͷһӲת⹬΢³ɽĳۡ
ʶؾܣ˫ѱ΢˿ס˿Ӳá
ǻ棬һһ·ĹϷݣ΢Цôô꣬軹ô
ͬǺȴûаƵĵط
ҪŻţüι΢ֱӰ˸ƹ
......Ҫƹ΢
֣ҪҰ£΢֣˿**塣
˿ͷ­ǣĻǣһ·Ź΢ķš
˻Աߡ
΢ԶԶվţ˫ְ˿ָһԵĵ
ʱ岻ԼƣֻؿԼǰѵߵ˻ԡ˫־ŵ΢ָţŻֿȥ
ǵ滮ֱϵݣǼӿͬҽһ㡣ʧصڷĴҴܣ΢ЩĹûôˣߵ˸ңճɻҽ
ŻһŻҽʧڿС
ҷת˵ľ
΢͵ؿѶϵ˿̧ͷ˿塣ʧƻָԭһϸ΢ĵ˶û¡
Ҫġ΢жϵ˿ߣ۽ѳ˺ɫơ
ԸӲдҲҪȥĿġ
һҵ˵ʵֵķ
ͷ
ڵʱ򣬸̶ڽ͡
ŵĵѾûпӭˡųɵ֮һղһգά֣ԾǰѵŹˡ
պõϷ㲻Զӵ̺һС·ֱͨϷݵĺšһڵ֮УȴϷݵķΧﵽ߳
ҲˣڳչšԼϺһǱϷڡ
˳˵Сһ·Ϸݵĺţؽŵ򿪡ûзʲôǱ˽ȥ
ͼֽһ·ͨ衣˹΢˳󿴵Լԭ塣
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......ȥĶˣ
뿪ѻǸ壬ɻѾȥˡ
һᵽɤϣɻ壬Ҳûʲô
ŷ
轫绯УסԼԭһͽǸ׵Уȵر
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ûж˵ǴߴŻϺϽ뿪
豳Լ壬ǽϷݡһ·Сܣص˵֮С
̹˳û趼Щ̫ԾҲ˲ʲôˡ轫Լڵϣ⿪ﻯе
õ𣿡ڳŹſϻ壬ΪˣϽܹȥ
ŵĲһûˡ
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ҲЩ壬΢˼ܣܻô׾ͷǽϷݡ
ڳ׼ȥ壬û뵽ȴһѻ屧ڻС
ҵ......ץŻ֣ñ˿תͷŻ˵......һᱣġ
һᣬɵİǾû嵱Լ
賶ţڳαţߡ
ſ裬ֿ壬ЩͷۣôͻȻ衣
ڳγԺʱ򣬸Ͻѻ屳

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115 
֮У޺վڷǰԣŤķ
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Ҳ빬΢ҽ綼ƽ޺̤ؿݻƵأɫˮȾĵɫҷɱ䣬˴£ܿһԭҡ
Ȼǲʵ˵Զ
ΪǣסļƻֻܴͬΪ˰ġ
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޺ע⵽ʱ򣬷ѻȫݵĹ
Ϊˣȴͬħһ㡣ݣʱԽԽԽԽࡣ
޺ַȥٵ⸱壬õǹ˲֡
ͺǵ۾ʲôķСеԴ
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һԣ΢磬е˿
ΪһõͻϽƻ꣬û뵽αýˣĥĥصȵҲûж
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ķ븻ضս
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116 
һνӴ죬ʲô쳣
æ񣬿Сһ˯ߵһֻƽͫס
ǣִͫ׽ǰȴֺԶߡ
ﶼߵսᣬܴһλߵҲ⡣
ĴѰԴͷ
ܿ죬ִһŮӵǻŵˣħڵ˽磬磬ħ綼̮һ졣
üͷܾǰƽͫڵҡ
ֱһӤ˽ߵķսرգϡ׵磬ύħУˣĩʱջᵽ
˵ʲôǾ䡰׵ύħСòԾ
޿Υֱһӵﶼߵͷ޿Υ޿
㵽˭ûֳԭΣû뵽֮Уûһ˿һ
.......һСŮҲĴߣ㲻ҵ
ʲô
ǻƽͫͻȻǰ˵ҵԭģάеģױȵԦ֮ǰͣ......㰴ԤΪ
......Լ˫֣Ĵ
ԣǻƽͫͻȻԶûʵ壬Ҫжˣʹߡ
Լڲͬĳǿġ
ԼʹߣôһоͶ˵ͨˡ
Υҵ־ͻȻޱȣ޽÷٣Ը⿴ġ
Ϊʲô
˵ˣﶼɣһľ޽硣ǻƽͫͻȻһ޽˷٣Ǹı޽Ҫ֣޽ȡ
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Ȿٴξۼֱ˻ƽͫҵӦҵķԸ
Ҿܾ˦䣬ôˣ˵˵𣿡
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ǵش𣬡ֻʱοͺ壬ټԣǲһҳ㲻ϡ
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ִԲ޽ضŭ⣬˶ȥǸʱһ㡣
仰ʧһ֮С
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һԼܹҵʵļ̳ߣ޽磬ڹ΢ߡ
......
͹΢ûеȵһ졣
޽ͬ˵ʼ̮
ϵ̮
޽ĵϿʼһЩֵӣԭɲݺʯʼĪʧܶ˵ͻȻͱ˷
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ԭٵ޽磬ԭΪ᲻ɴݵ޽磬ȴֵһССŭ
ﶼɣһʧľ޽硣
仰׹ĸо
Ĵ޽磬Ѫ޽磬еһССߡ
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117 
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ĹȣҪĲǵؽ磬
ֻҪڣǾͻǷٸҵ޽硣
Ҫ𣿡ŭһͷէ֡
ܣȴȻǵ׵塣׵ڵģļӲޱȣ׵磬Ҳֻ˼ĩѡ
޽緱ٵˣҡǼĩ
ӵΪˣҡ
޽û֮ʱδԮ֣޽緱֮ʱδһשһߡ
ƾʲô޽
˵ұض
ڰģͬȪˮӿڰлǣײߵ׵硣
ܴʽ׵
ܴӵصޡ
ջ޷ΥŤĽк
ƫҪΥƾľ
ɲǼ䣬رãʧɫ
׵㽻ǵ⡣
һǿһεڵءǸ˲䣬׵Ҳм
ộһ˲ʧ
ûʱϵ˿ڣбµļĩ
һͲĵĲԾ˴ȥоĵãӶ֪ܹ֮ãĩˣǷҲʹԦ֮
Ļʤֶһ֡
˭أ
Ժгֵĵһ˾ǹ΢
Ǹ˹΢ԼĿ֮УҲܺúõػȥ
ʱ򵥵Ϊ΢뿪ԼҲܺúõػš
֮󣬹ħս졣
ľر㣬ܹʱѵ䣬ҡܿħļֱħǡ
ҲǸʱˡ
˼Լһֵ̳Ĺ΢ټױǸСѾͷϲŰױױԸܹװסԼ¡
һٶľܾ͸ױġʵûʱ˼ЩŮ鳤ױˡ
ףԼкǻãôͿˡ
Ȼû˼ԼһĶ֡Ρ
ʵϵˣ䣬ԼİţôضȥҰ
סְɡ
һμΣɫģֳȡ˵ǲȴԼһ
ϲޣԼϲ
һУԼһС
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ãϵֻаţžڷϣԼܹʹõķͬҲܹʹáܹǿ˵ôͬҲԽǿܹٿǣôͬҲܹǻָ
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ڴůУͷꡣǼ³ɽĳۣԼ
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ҪٹţҪΪ˼óеһУҲ鰮
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118 
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Ļѱɴ廹ǰǰĵļƷ
ô꣬޺۳ԹַҪνѣɾͬǵһμǵǽ˲ΰ֡
ǵոջΣҪȡԼĵţʧصθˡҪǻȫС
޺γԣʧܡ
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ⲻǵ˵ģܹɱķʽ
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119 
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΢˫˸ɺɫĹâƱ鲼ȫԵұ쳣
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ҵȻ㣬ʦһУ֪ħûһʵ𣿡΢޺Ťı顣
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ô֪أҪεĽѣҪʹ࣡Ҫۿػ绯ӰҪŵģҵҪľοػ΢˦޺۵֣˵ʲôս𣿼Ȼˣһˣ
ղٿػʹﻯУù΢֧顣
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صһͷĹ磬̮ڵ޽硣
΢չֳһ˿ᡣ
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к͸˷磬硣
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΢ɹˣױת˵㿴Ǿνɡ
ע⵽쳣ǵùȥ飿ſ!........
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ΪҰҵֳΪҵİΣһССĻҳҵĻ֮УױһҵĻǣָҪһĻҪǿԲʹķθ֮ԡ
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ָԼ־ǰҳһŵķǰء
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εȥ
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