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ҵĽŲпٵĴȵõϵĿҶ죬 ̵°ʱʱе֦ƣ·ͣ ۵ʱ䶼ûУ·εûԭӡ
񱼵Ŵ۾ŷߺ޺;֣ڱ лҪʱʱҪͷһ£Ӻڿǲʲô׷ ˣ׷ĶӦúܿ£꾫µС࣬ ܱЩɶļһ׷Ϊ׷ĻɾĻʬ ޴ˣ
ԸΥһһ޵׵걻ͣ ȻܺõڸȥתԼ Ķͽ
ȥֱ׷Ʈ Ʈ䵽ϣȻ˿£Ц⣬ ȴһɵòȻӵʮΪףΪʿ ĵرɲΣ϶ᱻܶ˿ӵģ ɽǰҵķϣܲ˳ģ ȻҲġ"
ǲ֪⻰»ᣬѽڱտھ ǳ㣬¶ǰǱӵȴһ㶼û飬 Ϊ˵ĳԿϵĳԣԷһİ ˡ
¶һʮֲʺıӵЦ"ǰ㵱Ȼ ñ˳ңɲǺεȵ˶õĵ ôø˳ˣҪңԣʱʱ ҵĲ֭ҺҵĲҵʱɵ͸ˣ Ż㣬˱¶Լݡ"
˻˵ʲôȴڶ׷Ĵиˣ ˵أǵòȻ˸˵˾"ӷ''Ȼ ͬĶӵ˼ֲ ⣬ħУҵȴƣҪ ɲΪħϻħȥȻǧ½ؽͿ̿ 
鶯˶ȰѻɲƭߣȻ ˵ѾѻɲҩˣȻóûɲ ҩͿˣʧȥһĻɲֲ Ժãħеˣǲ ˡ
''ɲЦһ"ħлЩòȻļ ȥǵģ˼ҺúõĴħƫƫΪҪȥ ˼ҵħʥ˻׼˷"
ħпҲǸˣƤӵˣɲζµһʱ ˵ϾάǵòȻӣħҲ ȷʵʿԼǵĻ˭ԼĹأ
ȴ̰úԡ
ͼһֹһһͼ޲ȥ û¾ǴƵɤӵħǵôֻҪħ ˵ö֮㣬㱾ʿΪĵ ǲ׽кβɣˣԴһ  
ʱ϶͸¶񣬶ݺݵ̫㵱 Ǹʲôħûǧ½֣Ҳû ʲô캦ô˵ö֮ˣ ֻͬ ѣǲǼĽ˼ΪѸٶѣõ ˼ҲԸ⣬ǾֱҪ㣡"
ûħƽ˵Ļ ƫһżЩνأǱȴ ŹǣȳˣħħޣЩʿв ַ˻ɲΣ̰ڸŹ Ʒˡ
ȻûƤģɲָһɵ ֱ׳"˵ôʲôã㱳 ȥ޻أѾ·ˣԹԸǻ ȥǻЩ"
˵öôòȻħкҲŹ ɲĺöģ󵽵һ Χȥ
ɲιŹһЦ"ôôأ"
˲ԣ࿴Է㲻ɲʲô ˼
һƤʲô˼  
ɲ˿"ǻȥҲˣ ЩΪΪʲôѡĽأ ǵļƻգҲǸ˵ġ"
ɲλһ˾Ͱһ㣬Լ ٶɲȥ
ɲλһ룬ɲξվڽ ϣһֱֱȥˣɲӡ۾ľ ʹļ׵ı飬ǳ졣
濴ʱ򿴲ʲôֹֻܿ£ ǻɲһ֪ΪʲôΪˣҵ Ҫ˺һʲôΪﶼûãɲ оԼƤûֿܹĻɲ ᣬΪͻأû뵽֮ǰȻҪ 죬Ҳȱһȥãɲֻ οԼˡ
Ļɲ۵Ѿû֪ε񵾲һͷ ˿һ˿Ϲԭ֧һ˲ģ ˲θͨ˲ûʲôǰװЩ ƬҶɲƽûѵġͷɫ· Ϊ·񻨣ϸǲԵù죬һ˵ ҲΪɲε
粢ûΪǸѵõĵرɲɲ ۿҪ׽壬ɲͷϵɫ·ͻȻ һƬϹɲΰɲıСȴû СΡ
һлɲԺһоȴΪ ɲεȻԼȴں ˣҲˡ
ʱɲξ׼ԶԴҲûж 뷨ϣʹʧˣ֪ɲκ ۵ ô˳ѽ
Ҫ֪ɲ˳ΪۣʿҪһ Ƭˡ

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2´Խ
ѩΪڷǸ˶鲻Լһ ¥ĺɽԼϲǿŴ´ɽ磬Ŵ ûй⡣
ѩվ͸һѩյļǷȴ ϴŲĲ̬ȴƵĸӵ ϧͶһʣϧͬʱȴ ̬
ѩյûܶãͱͻȻķˣ ؿڣһʹüͷöҪˣȴûпԳ ЩѩնϰˣΪҲҪǰÿηһ ҪʱȴûС
ԭڻѩ̲סҪʹʱϵ Һε˴ʱ޷Ļѩյѩձȸ ȥһů֫ٺӿȥ˲µʹȥЩͣ ѩտԳܵķΧ
ΪʹᣬӻתĻѩոоĵѪζ ü̧ͷȥڴ֦ѾмһССĺͯ ӣˣ֮ǰҶ֦ס Ϊ£Իѩûע⵽Ѿûк ѪȴûѪζĺͯ
źͯǵѪѩҰ֪ղ¾ǲСĺ ⺢ͯѪԲʹ
ѩṦԾ֦İѺͯȻƮȻ ϣһƬҶ˭Ҳ벻ӵĻѩ ʵ书߾ǵһ¥¥Ҳǻѩտ Ķˡ
ѩտĺͯͯգ ͯССģģˣϧɺͯȴһ ӣǾԶǴֵ˯˵һ ʱ޿̶Цѩֻ֪ǺͯһЦ ѣСԺ˵ӣҲڶЦһ 
ѩϲãΪͯʹϲ ãΪͯϲãָоǴûеģ ӴȥʲôΪ¥¥ѩմ û¹ʲôš
ɲԺоԼ˱ţΪǱ ЩܵģǱŵʱûзУú ΪɲֻܹԹԵı ˡ
˱Լ˵"ȻԼҷʱʹ࣬ 档"
ɲ˵Ļ˰أѵ
ҲҪֻܱ 
ѩջص¥ס´ˮȫûµ ʱƵıҪСϴ裬ڸоﺢӵĽӲ Ц"ǸоΣ𣿷İɣҲôģ ڳûȤġ"
ѩյĻûиɲʲôο˲ԣ˲ܻ ġ
ѩƺǸоСˣ֮ǰСʱ СʹԵҲĿ¶ܵı飬 ȴįһûУˣ ʱû˵ӡ
ѩոо⺢ӵĹ죬˶ܼʹ Ѫڻֵ֮ı֣ûѩ֪Լ Ӳ򵥣̾һ֣صҴСҪǷµԶӦ 飬ھ͸㷢İɣ㲻˺ҵ£ԺҪ ˺ˣͲú׺䣡"
ɲʮɲΣоõԵĳ 죬û뵽˾Ȼģĺøһ 㣬ԺԶġ
ѩոоСЦһˮϴ 
ɲȻɾˣȴûһ˵ܣԹԵ ѩն֣ܵĳ˹ȥ˯˹ȥ ˲εʱͲ·
ѩհϴװ׵Сֶձϣò˿ϸϸĸǺã ѾԸ˸С·ˣûֻС ˡ
ϵеѩʱžúÿС ֶգ⺢ӳú٣ƽ˼ҵĺӣҲŰ ȴǸӳںɽ̫࣬ٶСҲ ûʲôϵһôСĺ֪ʲô ô ڻѩﶼˡ

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ɲδĿԼ̶СС֣" ʮһصǰ ûĵĻ쵰ģԼΪûг˵ 𣿾ȻȥǸԼ Ȼ ң  .....лȥһҪǶ͹ըˣ ЩҰǣߺߺߣ   
Щ뷨ɲҲֻˣΪԼ ֪Լܵˣѩոϴ裬˯һ ֪ԼѾԭˣûû ,Ҳ֪ôȥҪΪɲԴҩЧ ˿¶òˣʵɲλôصǸΣյ ȥǸ״˲ΣҲΪǰһֱ ɽûб߳ԵҪΪһֱĵط ⣬Ҳɽ㱻ˡ
"ʲô"
ɲóһ ²ۡ
ɲ˼ı飬һĿٻһʺС ӵı飬գ۾ˡ
ѩտСԺϵСûбСı ԻȴҲûж˵ʲôСյ̫ˣٵ һΪС쳣û¥Ĵ ˣȻסˡ
ѩ߹ȥɲΣԼϣѻɲη ϣٴʵʲôأ"
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ѩһ£⻹ǵһô˵¥ ˶......
ѩպܿ췴ӦЦһ£ɲξ"Ҵȥ ȥ"
ɲιԹԵɻѩձߣ˼ѩն ʣڻѩֺγûʣѩպѪ ֪ģȻΪĵرȴ˶մõģʿ ܵסҩЧ˵ͨˣǻѩվͳס ˣһ¶ûУô
ǻɲҲҪ̽ѩղ̽һҲ ȥ̽ѩգǶôڶԷǾʹŰɣ ⷽ˶Ķѡ
ѩհѻɲαӾͽȥ׼ˣԼ ɲβ֡
ɲȻʮˣ󲿷ֶ˯ ־˵ǸСӣϲѩգ׽ ɻѩձץͷˣѩյͷ˳ ܺѩһϲСһһµ ץͷ浽ĵʱЦ¶ľ ѣϴ۾žޣɰˡ
ѩտԼСֶգҲܸˣʶ ɲϵľѶȥɲҲȥ
˾ҵͷľѣҲ˵ȴ ֱܰ

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˺ܿóˣѩ»ɲҵС֣ ˹һ뵰Ӹɲι⻹ǻɲ Եĵһٷʵû̫ڴģǰ˲β Էȥ磬ΪѾҪԷˣ Ҳæڿڸ֮ǹѵΪΪ ųԷġ
ѩհѵιɲεСʱ򣬻ɲζ
Եҩһ飬ǵζﻯʱ򣬻 ε۾˲ˣôôóԵĶ
ɲץӣָŵ۾ĿŻѩգԵ ӱֵüֱҪ̫ԡ
ûѩҪֻʱ ɾҪⲻɲγԵˣǻѩյĻ͹ԹԵĸ ɲιҲСӵĻɲγԶ˲ã֪ ɲεĲ򵥣³ԵӦûʲôֻι˵ ΣιЩСܳԵĲˣЩǻѩսر׼ ģֻǻɲγô࣬Ȼָˡ
ѩιÿһ˻ɲζϲܺóԣóԵ ĵĻɲβ̾Լ˶ܵĻᣬ ӻȻû˲Σǿڲľ ֮ģҲôĵġ
ɲγѩղſʼԼģɲǸñ ѩյӣѩտʱһԼ Էģ´βιˡ"
ѩЦЦû˵Էˣȴ"С֪ ˣǰ˴ԼΪκ鶼 Ȼ......"
ɲοĻѩգ֪ôͻȻЩ ˣΪԼղǵĻѩˣѩ "Һϲιҵģҳ˳ԵĻ˾ ˣ㲡أ"
ɲεӰԼǸӰӣѩտŬ Լ͵СֶЦˣСֶȥ"Ҵȥ ¥ĺɽɡ"
ɲβ֪ô˵ɽˣѩո ŵԵϢѾûˣҲͲٹˣû кúÿء
ѩմĵط˺٣ƽźûб ˣĻ¥Ա˽ԶĵطǲԵ¥ ĵطģԻѩմ˸Сһֱȥ 飬¥˶֪ģһ·ҲûбΧۡ
ɽҲ֮ǰѩռ񵽻ɲεĵطһƬܴ ɽΧл¥˰֣Բõ˴
ɽľˣ˺ܶĻһ Ļ԰һѩÿһ˾ʱͻᵽ
ѩհѻɲδɽɽ±ߴŷ磬ɲ ΣһͷڻѩյĻŲ£˸ λþ˯
ŻɰС㣬ɲЦˣԱߵԼ Ҳ˯ˡ

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Ǹڼľ˵ǻѩյ֮ǰ᲻ڣΪ ѩȥʲôҪˣһͰѻѩո ˣɲηӦʱ䶼ûС
ѩպʲô˼ûдɲߣѶ ˣɲɵˣһֱѭ"ѩն ˶............ˣ"
ɲκʵǸ˵˲ΣԼ ϲ߲ʱ򣬾ôãͺܲã ɲĺ¾ʹûˣԭص˿޵ﶼ ҲˣһƬңС¥ôϲ¸Ū ûˣǲҪѽ
ɲεΪȻ˴󲿷֣Ƕ ˵ˣǰ˺ѭŻѩյ Ϣ˹ȥ
ڼѻѩͽӺͳˣԺֳ︡ ѩձһСֶյĻ棬֪ǸСֶģ ѩղ˵ҲʣóСֶյĻѩպƽ ܻ֣ǾͺˣСֶգԸѩ ձ
һҪСֶվͳԼǰ ʽֵģڼϵһγĿɿڴı飬 ǻǸС 
ɲξ÷ɵĻ̫ˣߵĻ̫ˣ ѩڸʲôȻҶ뵽 Ȼҵ˻ѩȥĵط氵ķأ һ˻ѩյ⡣
ǻɲβ֪ǣһСֶųֲط ųЩûһ̩ɽǰ治ɫڼ  
ɲεٶȺܿ죬һҲԶգۼ͵ڼ ǰڼûзӦܵİѻɲ""
ɲһ㶼ڼľţ Źţʲôڼɲе㷳ˣ 죬һڼͷ˹ȥһǽ 
ڼл뵽ԼסˣӻѩҲ֪ һͲţĿŻɲǿЦ ƣҪǻɲҪʲô¶ԸѩյĻڼ ֪Уǻԥǰģոһ
ΪɲλͷŤһѶȵĶ ￴͸һʳĸˡ
Цȴôˣѩտǰ̾ "ʲô"

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ѩǰһ꣬󿮶ʮһ ȻѩС꣬һɽϢǿ ЩòȻļһɲζԴ˺ܲð
һߵĿŻѩ"ôô ʸû 
ѩձ鵭ûпڣΪ֪˵ˣ ҲȥֻҪΪǶԵõʱ򣬾ʹ ġ
ѩյӸˣϴյѩյľ飬 Ϊѩֻһʱ֮춼ˣǻѩ ȴһȻı飬ЩûףҲЩԹ˵ ˰ˣԼί
Ҫǰѩտί϶Ҫοˣ ĻѩնѾûиˣһδεİĸо ĥˣίģѾֹˮˡ
ѩյ̬ίƢˣ ӵŻѩ"ϴβ׵Ĵ磬 ˿ڴѽҩ"
ɲ⿴Ȥû뵽һĻѩվ Ȼˣǳϰ
ѩĿ⣬ǰã˵ùһ Ϊ˾Ͳ˺ ֪ǰԼģҲ֪Ǳƭˣһδε ԭһ٣ٶѩҲ֪ Ӧýˣû¶ĵʱȻ һ˾ֹܵĴһ˻Ǿì ܵİף˾е磬Էÿ ԷŻѩա
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ûÿοϲѩյʱ 򣬶ƢֵüȮŻѩպͱ ɣռúܣȴҪѩնݴ󷽡
ѩվûʲô˵ˣҲΪ ֵԺύ¥ˣͬͿ ˡ
ѩóһƿӷϣ뻹˵һ"Է ǸиĺѡԼɣ"
ѩ˵ԷĻµӲ" 絽ĵԲ㣬ҪôڮҲ ңҺֻѣ
ֻǰ㵱"仰ѩû˵ڣ̫ ˣѾûйϵֻΪ֪Ǹ ˣֻ̫Ϊˣ£ҪԼţ ѩҲôˣҲܲˡ

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ɲûпɲΣ߳ ȥڼݺݵĵڼһۣǰΪڼݺݵ ѩֹǲԩûйκܵĶ 
ڼһֱȻΪǣǰѩ ϲڼҲˣǿѩķ ˣԺ......
""һԵ޹ʵ˵ϣѸٵת ȥڼһֲԣոһоûУԼ ȻûлѩպãȴҲڼϢ֣ ѩջûгҲôɵ飬 벻ֻͨúݺݵĵڼһˡ
ڼ֪˭ֱʣʱȫûҿ ˣſղСֶմĵطѾû ˡ
ɲѩǰĿŻѩգΪ ɲЦѩûɲεĲȵ ʵôˣ"
ɲСڻѩյϣĳǰ Ȼϲˣ˵壬˭ ã˵˾˽ΪģԵúȫ綼 Χת֣СײӴ"
ѩտЦ"Сһ֪Ļ治٣С СЩԹٹܣúóɡ
ɲֹ"ұүү֪ٱأСߣ"
ʲô"ѩû塣
㻹ϲ'ɲתƻ
ѩҡҡͷȻҾ֣Ѿ"ѩ ˵飬ʵ׻û˵ôأ˲ ܱҴġ"
ɲζŻѩչЦһ£Ȼʱһ˳ ȥֵѩձŵˣ֪Ļ̫ ˰ΪѾ֪ùˣСֶÿÿս 񾭡"
ȻɲúѩȴûдŻȥ ǱȥģҺհСֶշŴϣһֱһɲε Ѷſ
ѩ̧ʾڼȥˣڼߺ󣬻ѩת ɲεҾʹɽ"
ɲЩȥüͷԥ
ѩմûаѻɲεͨСҲ֪С ԣôСҾɽҲǱұ ŶѣֻǱȥĵط˶ѣûʲôı䣬ȥ 棬Ǻܺá"
ɲҲԣСƵͬˡ
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ѩվͱŻɲɽˣɲλû˯ Ժɻѩնˡ
Ȼɲ󿴵龰һͼѩ ɫ԰׵ϣһÿ˵ӣҪϢ ɲʵѩյ岢ûбû
ѩŻɲδЦĲӣ Щ
ɲγ췭˸ڻѩϣĶ СèѩҲ浱СèָץƤȥˡ
εڼһĻ۽ǳ˳飬ޱ ǰȥ
Ϊȥĵطտʼʱ ɲλʣ˰ͷˣǸСӣ ԼܳȥɣҲֻںһĶѩˡ
ɲһѩյϣһҪѩոһ Ҫʵ̫ˣڻѩյɫһڣ ѩն΢Цԣ֪ѩҪɲʵ Ļ᲻ô򶨵ĸɲˡ
ڼһֱĶڻɲε 쳣ѯʹѩյõҪ̽ĻͲٹˣֻǻ ʱʱĻᱻһš
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ɲαѩձڼȡΣѩձ ɲȥڼǽһ
ʼѩպڼԵúǰɢ ϢɲЩϲûѩղǶ Ҳˡ
ڼŻѩղûţǴӲŽȥģſڵС ˿ѩҲǿ˸ţӽһѩү ˣܵúܣѩȴϰΪһ
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ɲβĴԺӣԺӵСΪ ˳ò˴ɨҳء
ɲβѩЩѩҲǸõİԶ ȥڼȻɲҴˣڼȻѩ ջǸԵĺöЩ˹Ӵ򲻳ƨɲ ģԼˡѩ֪ɲҲûйΪ֪ ɲεı£ѩҪ˷ֵĻ˭Ҳֲ ġ

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˺Ļɲڴѩ룬ֻ Ҫ뱻˷־ͿԲ˷֣ʲô£ ֣˺񣬴һԵҲ࣬ κЩԻѩյҲЩ˽⡣
ɲιŹһƫƧĽĸ Сﴫ˹ֵֹʮɲΣɲ ʲô֪ѽֵطµĿ϶͵ɶģ˲Բ һȴϷǻѩյļңԻɲζʲôܸ Ȥչȥǽˡ
˱߰»죬ɲԶԹʲôˬˬ 治Ļ⣬ȤĻ⡣
˵ǻʲôǻüҵˣҫ иʲôãֻҪһüҴ󽫾Ϸ֪£ǻ ˡ"
Ů˳һү²ͱ ȥһᾡүģʱү˴󽫾ĵˣ ɲѽ"
˺˺ܴЩŤ"ôС أ źôãԺٲ˸˸㵱"
Ů˿뵽Լ˵ˣЦúǿ"Ȼ Ŷӵģô񶾣ôһֱΪѶ أ"
˵ʲôɲξûȥתվĵط ȥˣһܴԺҲڽ̸ȴû ֵֹ顣
źϵλϣԱһ Աûź򣬿ѾǲȥˣҪ̸ʲôܵ ܵĻɲϲˡ
˵Ӻһڲ˵֥뿴 ңȻе㲻ãĸû˵ͷ ʵôĻ֪أ֥Ǵ ˾ĻʼˣȻǻʼ˹ػܲˣѩҲѾС ˣ˵⿤Ļ¾ˣ ҶӶûеĺ¡"
ɲһ⻰֪⸾ûģһɲλῴ ࣬⸾Ŀ̱࣬Ȼݺѩգѩտ ɲŵġ
ôԵ飬Ǹȴȫûзһ ˵ͷ˿ǵܵ¾ͽȥɡ"
˲ûо˵Ļش𣬶ǷŹ˵ "ӶСˣѾףǧҲˣҿ үҵĶӣǧҲϲǼûʲô 飬»ҪʱԸү˵˵"
۾ɨ˸һۣҲӦ
ǰҪ˶Ӧ˶˶ˣԥ ¿ڵѩռȻҪˣҵʱ ЩⶫȻǽĲг⣬ĶҲ ǿϵģ㿴"
ν˵ʱڸ˿춥ס˵ʱ򣬽 "ʱȥ̸ɡ"
˲̫⽫ĻشȴҲû˵ʲôװŮ˶ ⷿԿڻѩ뽫ȥһѩҪģ ˣԼȥҲûʲô£ѩ˴û лȨģԼңҲ𣿸οӦ
ˡ

10Ĳң

10Ĳң
ɲηζըˣҪĶ̫ˣ ɲξʮĲƤȲ˵Ƥ
ɲ˿ݺݵĵڵһۣ֮ǰ ķ˻֣ʲôĶ䵽˵Ĳ豭 ֪޾ĺȥ
ѩյСԺڼѾ˴ɨɾˣȥ˷ ˣհϻɲξͳˡ
ڼ˿Сֶհı飬ǲԾһ £Ȼٵ˻ȥȥ
ѩհѻɲαʵôˣò ģ 
ɲοŻѩղ԰׵Ȼ֪ûô ȴҲزģֻΪ֮ǰѩûбֳԻ δĴøˣʱˣӻѩյ ѩյԱߣĿŻѩգʵ ô£"
һЩ󣬻ɲξı Żѩֻǲˡ
ѩһ£֪ɲο˺ܶ಻˵ 飬ЦһµȻ˶ϲң ҳ֣ǰĸױңĸȥˣѾ ˣûܹ˵ңⲡʵҲǲûĸ óʲôҩûãҾЩҲû Ū"
Ϊһ¥ѩϳЩŷ
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ѩЦŻɲεԴ쳣úܿɰ"
ɲκ˻ѩһۣתתӣ뵽ǸС 龰ǰǧ½һЩåӣȻ վڵϣִڻѩյļϣרעĿŻѩա㲻 ֪ҿ԰ҪҪѽ˵ңͿԺ ˣˣ"
ѩտǰֶåûס""Ц˳ؼ Сֶ̫ɰǸå̫ˡ
ɲٴڻѩյϿһڣѩͣЦ §Сֶգ˵ˣҲ˺㣬Զᣡ"
СֶȫûɿϸƿѩʵǼҵ ô° ֵôԣҲǿѩղ ЩʵģʵҲǸ˲εġ

11¾

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ѩ뿪ʼ˹ڻüҵ"ԭĻüѾ įܻʼӣ󽫾ȢҵΪǵ ŮȻûй٣ѧȴãܻʼҾأȢ Ļᣬ󽫾½ʼҵۣǴ󽫾ΪԼȲ ȢǱ׼Ĵҹ㣬С⣬󽫾 ԼԺ˺ĸ۸ʱû ȥˣȻһС檱˳Ͱ¸ ȥˣ˱´鷳Ǵȴ˵Լ ŮôǸôûõģɷС檶ܲˣˣ ûŮۣȻ˽ˡ"
ɲδӻѩյĽó˶и ˶İˣĵ
ѩռʱ󽫾ԼﺢҪչ˵ ɣȢŮŮҲڵĽˣǸ ģҪҵģҸ˹ȥ أǶΪãһʱẦң˾ ԼĶȥˣ˻硣"
Ǻأ'ɲʵ
ѩհѻɲ§˹"ʱѾʮһˣһ ĸ׵˵Ҹѧ䣬ûоܾ Ϊ츳ܺãѧúܿ죬ʱ򽫾ΪҪչ˻ ûʱעңҾһѧ䣬һ˵İ½˻ ¥"
Ϊʲôл¥ ɲξ֣ѩӦòϲüҵ ˲ŶѽΪʲôҪûԼ֣
ѩЦЦΪ˼ҲŸ뵽ҽ ¥"
ɻɲĲ֪˵ʲôˡ
ɲ"ô𣿲뱨Щ"˵⻰ ˵ôһ򵥡
ѩû˵Ǹ˻ɲһЦݣ δЦ˲һĶĥֹ"࣡"
Ĳô£"ɲ׽סѩԼϵ֣ ǻɲĵˣȻҩȴҲʲôҽ ģѩյĲһ㶼鿴Ҳûκν ѩյûʲô飬ѣΪʲô ɲһⶼ
ѩν֪ô£Сʱûô ԽԽ귢ʱؿۣҺȷ ˭ĵԼиоԭ"
ɲԼСֿ˿ֿ˿ѩգе ѩѪ»ѩһԼ
ѩȻ˻ɲεľᣬܸСֶն ⣬˵СֶհԼˣȻɲοԽ ʹ࣬ȴСԼʹࡣ
ѩҨһ׷ιɲ"ԷȻҴȥ 䡣"
ɲŷ˻ѩһۣȻʵĳ Ҳûãǰ̫Ӱ

12Ǵү

12Ǵү
ɲξܾ˻ѩմȥ飬׼˯ þ˵
ѩձ»ɲĲȥģɲβ Ȼȥˣʵ⼸ĸ·Ѿˡ
ѩ˾Ĵ󽫾Ĵүؼûһ˻ ӭգӵúǻѩȴӴ󽫾 ˣڶһѩվҪȥ밲
ɲץŻѩյ½"ȥģ"
ѩڴ£ЦĿ۾Ļɲ"ȥ ǹأ˯ᣡ"
ɲβҲɿ"Ҫң"
ѩϴε鲻ͷۣҪǽɲλô ôճҪǱ֪˻ɲε쳣ֻʲ ô
ѩ"  ....."
Ҹһȥ''ɲ˵նȴûһҪ ˼
ѩʵɲȥģû취֪ βԼ"治"
ɲιһѹŻѩյ½"ģҲ ģֻĲѣ
ѩһ£εЦЦʼԵС ·ǻɲѩҪܲϣڴϹ ȥʮ㣬ѩҲʮ㣬ɲÿ ᣬ˴·ùЦ
ڼڵЦṴ𣬿ǵڼѩձ ųʱЦ"ӣ"Сȥ˿ ʡ͵ĵư
ѩҡҡͷȻɨһۻﻹ۵ĻɲΣڼ ˲ϴԼѻѩմߺ飬ҪСֶ һôֱ
ڲ֪¥ݵ˵ѩǸʮĲӣ ȥ밲Ȼȥġ
Ϸ˵Ժ˺ܶ࣬æ£ ȴûһѩģҲû˸ѩͨѩպ ڼѾϰˣҪԼȥи˸Լͨɲȴ ˴۾аʵ󽫾Ĵ ү𣿿ǺְЩ˺񶼲ʶ㰡 "
ɲεСԺ˶ˣԼͬ ͣȻ״ƲſѩƵ߹"ѩҰӺã'' ǿӻѩգ²õ˵ҪǱ˵ȥ ˣùֻǣѩǰҹЩ ô
ѩǿ˵ȥĸͨһɣ"
һѾǰ˸תͨȥˡ
ԺѾǲֱӼϷ˵ģֻܸźϷ ˵ѾͨԻʱ䳤Щ糿һѩ ֿ
ڼ׼õѩϡ
ɲСüͷԴ󽫾ӡֵ˺ܶ࣬ ͵͵ûˡ
ѩպЦɲϲôɣ Ȼѻɲ§ס紵
˺þѾ߳ˣȴ֪ǧСϷ˸
·Ӳڣûѩٵȵȡ
ɲĥĥѩȴѾϰˣ˻Ѿ Լȥ

13´󽫾һ

13´󽫾һ
ڼνϷ˵ʱѾһյԺˡ
ϷȻϣѩձɲ˽ ȥѾкЩˣԹԵ˵Żڣû ۿѩա
ɲ۾ɨˣ۵ľλϵ̫ ţ˴Ӻݻ·һõǲ һ˵Ķģ˾ᡣ
̫ŵһһŮͶСеĲʮ ӣŮʮ꣬ϷǰԶϷ˿ ģûɲθȤǸеľȻǽС ˣôСȻͻɲβѩĳط  ȥѩǲҲ  .....
ѩȻ֪ɲοʲôһ 飬ٿĵط֪û£̧ ıʾ档
ͲɲתһԿȥϷһ ˣ˵ҪѩȢ׵Ľˡ
ĿϷԱߵŮӣ⡣
ԱվżݺݺŮӣЩѾᣬЩȴ ҲŶʮ꣬ѵЩǴ󽫾Ķ檣ɲЩ ԼӲҲ󽫾µ˿ڡ
ЩվŵĻмŵģЩ궼С ʮ꣬˰ѺԺܵúϰûĸ ԼĺǰֻлѩԪģѹô ܻѩա
ɲΰ˶ˣǱ߻ûжɲοɲ
С§סѩյĲӣôү ȻΣñ˶㣬ô ģ̸Һòãò"
˲˵ͣš
ѩոЩˣҲϰˣǼɲΪ 򱧲ƽԼôԲ̨ء
ѩǿŶŻɲЦЦô Ȿ£Ǵĵ̫˰ɣ"
ɲͷʵǸղŲѾͨ"
ѩ˼һµһʱ˰ɣ"
ɲ""
"ž''һ˻ɲνҪʵĻϷĿ ŻѩճļҵСôûѩ ʲô "
ѩҵ밲ΪŻɲΣֻ һֱ밲ֱϷˣ չ˵ĺӣСһҵԺҴ ˡ
Ժ ....."ѾߣϷƿˣΪѩ ԺûѾߡ
ϷԱߵЦⲻǴ ѽôҲܵ˵һҺȥѽ
˽ʽӣһֱø˳ƺԼĶ ӴүȪĻֱڴ
ѩյˣûдŴң ÿԼ"

14

14
ϷߵŮӣҲǽ˵Ůǧȫû аѻѩշһ۾Ƽ˻ɲΣԺи "õǸСһҪõ"
ɲβɫĿ˻ǧһۣ죬ղ ˿ͬѰһξûˣɲβûе þǼǧҪúעˡ
ǧõĴϷܵ˻ѩյߣ Իѩյѩո磬Сÿɰչ˵𣿿 չ˻ˣĸչ˴Һ͸磬ֵܽã ĶҪСĸףҵʱ򻹿 棬Һϲѽ'ֻҪȥĸǻ ˡ
ɲֱתȥ˻ǧһƨɡ
ѩȴһɵȻ"⺢úܣ ֮УҪǲúôǳˣ СճҵúܣÿҲ˯ֵá'޷ د L)o
 .....'ǧЩˣǶûôϹһ С֪ʲôõģֻҪǶҪģȻ ñŪ
ˣѩռȻҪԼԼɣҿɲǶˣС ӣǧΪѩպã֪ĻΪҪߺ أ'˴˻ǧĻûȤ˿ӣ ǧӺϲǸӣﵽʱҸɰЩĸǧ ͺˣѩյĺӣء
ѩռĸﲻæϺȣˣһ ӿϷˣϷҲϲѩմŵĺӣ ´ĶԻǧҡҡͷҲûдӦʵû취 ǧֻʱ
ѩȴԻǧ˽ģɲε쳣֪ ģǧ˽ر𷴳ƽϷǰװ ɣǸƢ𱬣ûĵˣСֶô Ȥ϶
Ȼճĸ˻ѩɫȴŹ
رǽˣѱߵһС ȻǸλЦŶԶԻѩյѩѵûĸ ĸ׿"
ĺӶĸĸףڽҵ ĸѩհǸýĸ׵ġ
ɲĻ˽䱸ˡ
ѩձŻɲڽԱ£λĵܵ ЦЦΪվ̫ˣºѩǻһ²Ų԰ Խ˵ĸʲô"
˶Իѩռܣ˾廹𣿾Ϳʼ "Ϸ˵Ĵ٣㵽ʱҪϯɲǰ ںˣ֪ӲãʱలЩտ ģǽĹӣֳǱҪԵģǰҲ ˣοһҪȥ"
ɲЦ"ȻҪȥȥôѩ ϱ"
ѩȫ֪˵ĿһͷӦ ѩմӦ˽˾ѩգתͷϷ˵ȥ ˡ
Ҳûѩգһ˴ﻹ ѩղںȻø

15»ǧ

15»ǧ
ûѩǣǧȴʱʱİĿ䵽˻ ɲεϣûɲѩͷ¶ûˣ ľΪеĿˡ
оɲı仯ѩʹĿ˼һ 쵹ģĿжλϷ˵ ʾȸˡ"
˼ѩ±ȾˣȻͲЩ ϷҲͬ뷨ְ˰ڣʾϽߡ
ɲúܣЩ˼ֱ֪ôдһ Ķжʾ֣ôŹɾͲǻɲˣ ɲζڻѩյĻⵯһ㶫ȥ
糿ȥϷˣ˺Ͷүǧ ҲûֵѩϣΪүСС檶 £ҪΪ˰ѻѩյɣҩ
ѩձŻɲһẕ̌ڼƹϣ ƻԺӣڼѻѩշŵϣڰѻɲηŵѩյ ԱߣȻȥҩȥˡ
ɲοɫ԰ڴϵĻѩ¶µģ¹ ȥڻѩյԱ£ѩιѪͷˡ
ɲ"֪ҵѪܾ㣬Ѫֲ ôͲأ"
ѩղû˯ţֻЩ"Ѫڳ ʲô 
ɲ"ܲһѵΪң"
ѩա .....''⻰ôô֣
˲˵һ˺ˬ"ɲβ֪  ⻰ѻֵĵطȥˡ
ѩոоɲεĵǣ٩"̫СҪǸ Ļ˵ͳˡ"
ɲһһ֪˻ѩʲô˼ ѩǰ"ô֪ҲǸأ ҪҸ꣬Ҫ"˵ڻѩյϿһڡ
ѩձɲεĻ"ѵǸꣿôС ꣿ  
ߺ"ɲ»ѩؿڣѩյĻ˯ˣ ˼ĻѩգѵǸ꣬Ȼôôʲô ֪
ѩڽǸεүȫû˹û ҲԺӣǻѩȴǺУΪл¥ҪҲ ֪ôģ󽫾ԵˣÿҪ Ĺ͵ѩյ
ɲβϲ󽫾ŲϲʳǣԶ ȥ棬ѩչžڻѩԱ˯ĺ˯ һ˯ǧɲΰ
ǧΪ˵õɲμѩյСԺÿζ ϻѩյĹɲκͻѩնܲϲ ῴɫһ
ǻѩջصĵ죬ǧһˣҲû κֱͨӴ˻ѩյԺӣҪǻѩ书 ǿڻǧﻹкԶʱͷˣѲóֵĶ ǵҲױ¶

16СҪ

16СҪ
ǧһƿԺӾͳŻɲܹȥ
ɲ֪Ҫһתѩջȥˣ ǧһۡ
ǧͣС˵ǸҪȴ û¶ЦӯӯĶԻѩյСһɰ 
ѩհѻɲ§ڻﲻûѩлӴ  "ڼദôöһµġ"
ǧӴɲΣֲô뿪͸ѩ ˸ƣ"ϲ֪ôºǲ ˣɫҲãѩոпյĻȥɣ㳣 棬ʵġ
ѩջûüػǧ͸оĻɲһһ ģΪôأæӻڳٵǰϵ һ˲ù죬ΪЦöһˡ
ɲҩЧڿʼˣ鶼ã ǸԲҪķһ˯ģǸ£ ˶Уǹ̫ˣ
ǧŻѩյģǿɲεģ ֪ô£վǶơ
ѩۼֿİѻɲθѹỳ " ĸ鲻øŵˡ'֪˵쳣˭ù ˣϷǲ˶ӣ콫С һﻹǲǰ
ѩβǧҲ֪Ҫ˵ʲôˣ ʼѩվһֱ⣬ٹңȻûеģʱ ڼöҩѩգǧ뵽һ˵ˡ
ǧŶӵѩҰ磬ǧԻ˶ӣܲ ˵ѩո翴ĴɲԸý ܣ"
ȻҾڳļÿģҪĻ԰Ѵ 'ѩհһı־ò
˵û˵ˣǧֻվˡ
ǧһߣɲξЦŹ˻ѩյĻҪǻ ѩסҪȥˡ
ڼԵĿŻɲ"Цʲô"
ѩһڰҩˣҩȻԲûʲôãȴԵһ 塣
ݸڼǧǧټƵҪӽСһ ҪСһ˶ҪݾߣҵҪʲ ô
ڼûõ𰸣Ҳʣ˷Ըˡ
ѩհѻЦĻɲαȥ£˵ ɣô£"
ɲͣЦ岻Ŀһۻѩĳط˵ ҸҩǸ"
ѩշ"Сô鰡 СҪ ģ˻ɸåˣ"
ɲһĲ̣ܽѩû취ԼԺ Щɣʵжã"
ɲεһָ
ѩ"һ죿'ǻá
ɲҡҡͷһ£"һôĸأ
ѩա .....'ԼԺҪע
ɲο϶Ҳҩģ"
ѩաO "

17±۵Ļѩ

17±۵Ļѩ
Ϸ˵Ĵ٣һͿʼˣ󽫾մ ʤ̣ͽ˺ܶ࣬Ϸ˴Ȼ١
ѩȻӦ˻ᵽǰȥͣȴûдȥ 磬˲Ŵ·Сֶգڼų ȥ
ͻѩյСԺ·죬СԺùֵ֣ ܣɲεûʲôӦģڻѩջ쳤Դ Ŀȥ
ǰд˵Ľ˿ѩˣ¶Ц ݣڿѩĻɲʱʱԻѩյ "ô°ҪСûǽʲô ϣȻô˵ö˹ "
ɲץסѩյ·Լߵͼ
ѩĻɲεС֣ĸף СֻңʵڲеĻҾʹСԺɣ ֪岻ãҵġ"˵Żֿ˼
ºˣȴûѩû취˦뿪 ˡСӵԽԽ󰡣ȻвˣҪ˭ ȢǸҪĿȥ
ߺûٹܻѩˣ˾ֻҪȻ ϯʱѩڣȻӦȢͿˡ
ѩҲϲľۻᣬĴ඼Ǻͽõģ ˻ѩղϲȥˣŻɲ˸ ȥˡ
ɲζЩ˾͸ȤˣſڻѩյĻ˯ ֱõ˯ɲϲòˡ
ǻѩղˣȴעˣȻѩպ ڻʳǣǵ֪˿ɲ٣Щ˶˾ δﶼҲ˵ǻʳǵ׼ ʱ򿴼ƽѵһĻѩգͷ׷
ѩվ˵Ϊԭһֱٻģ ǻˣҲٳϯᣬ첻֪ôˣ"
ѽǰֻ˵ѩղòᣬһȻ Ǹӣʱᵹһ"
ҲǸģĸˣҲŴլ
ܻҲǲˡ"
岻ãⳤ࣬ȵǺܲˣ ڵĽĻ綼߳һѽҪĸײ ǵſлѩվŵŵѽ"
ԭ˵ѵһ˰ǲԸ޵ ģ֪ôͬˡ"
ǰʱȢ˿ɶˣ岻Ӧѣòʣ ֪ôʹӦ˴󽫾 .....ձ"
ѩպһҲǸѽ"
۲ȴС书ǿĻѩպͲ˵Ļ ɲȴ
ɲָն˶ͱѩץסˡ

18±

18±
ѩڻɲζߵҪǣûҪ"
ɲĥ"ûô"
ѩЦһµǶЩ⣬ ñ˵ңģʲ ôҲŹģҴίԼ"
ɲ"˭ίίˣҾ˶ ѡ
ѩպƢЦǣǣǣ˵öԡ"
ɲЩ꣬ѩܵĴӣѩ ղ⣬񵽻ѩջȥˣѩպЦ ɲεԴƨɣţָкܺá
ɲһƴƨϵ֣ѩҲ Ϊɲζģɫ¶һĵЦ Цպ߽֥Ƽˡ
ѩճñͺÿһЦǾ֥ʱ ۷ŹĿŻѩգһԽӴĽ"˭"
˳֥Ŀ⿴ȥͼ׼ ׵Ļѩգɫ¶Цݣѩյû׳ ӾͰѺɫ֥סˡ
ɫ֥ܵȥ˵Ľ µĺӣлѩգϲ޾һֱ⣬ΪϷ ˴ٲŻġ"
֥⣬ֱֱĿŻѩգѾ¶Ҫѩ ˣΪɫӣô ܷŹ
֥⣬һĴɲ⣬ѩ ˵ǸӣôܹԼŮҸ ܲס֥񣬻ǴӦˣҪǻѩյʱ ˣ֥ټޣұˡ
֥ô޷ġ
˼֥ѩˣֿ ˻ӻһõ
⼸˻ɲκͻѩ͸оˣѩղ ֪ʲôɲȷڣѾð취 ˵ıˣý²̨
˺˾òˣʱҲˣ ϯ
ŮûôϵԼϯֻҪֿ ͿˣŮ첻ͬסֿ
ڿǰˣԼӣŮκŮ Ҳһ󽫾
ʮ꣬ҲǱѩͲ˺ ࣬Ȼǽ֮Ůȴ͵ģ˵κ ̳ѩŮ˶ܲסʲô ã
ɲ̾ʱȢ޼˿湻ģʮ ͿȢޣŮʮ˿Լˣɲǰĵط Щ˼ֱͻǸ
˵ѩ仹ûг׵ĲǸ ⣬ΪأҲôлˡ
ѩձ˽еλȥѩյûʲô ӦһһιɲγԷ
ɲһʳһߵźϷʼ

19Ե

19Ե
ϯǳԳԺȺȣִϯû ѩרעĳԶġ
һֱ磬ΪԼĳ谮ȡ һɼΪʳǵſĸΪ ˵ѩҪûĻԼǱȲϻѩյĶŻѩգҪ Ϊ֪˵ļƻԸѩպͬһ
ɲθоԱߵĶ⣬쳤Դȥѩ ڻιһ׼
ѩ֪޾ȴü ѩջĺô£Ѿ˽˰ɣ  ô֥
﷭˸ۣΪŮأ ǧ ˯ģȴɫѩտģѩ յĺӣʱͻߵģܷģôҲ ƭ"
ɫһЩԽ˵ǺãͰ֮ǰ˵ İɡ"
õȷĻظֿ˻ͷ"ѩ Ȣ֥ĸ޹һúö ġ"
ĵ˵ͷתͷ֥һЦݣ֥ ᣬ֪ѾˣĿѩգЩõ ѩգ
ƹѲҲԵòˣʾվ ˣλͽܸлμϷ ˵硣"
"˵˵ˡ"
ЦЦҪһ Ϣ"
һͷˮ󽫾һҺʹһڣȻ ֪ʲôģѩûʲôӦ治֪ʲô 飬ɲΰһ"ˣ"
תѩյķ򣬵ѩǽµĺӣ Ϊ岻һֱ˻£õȴһֱû ģѩϲܣҲ˼ɲô࣬ѩ δȢҵʧְ"
ôģ˶ֻ˵û"ⲻǽ˵Ĵ ĸڲԶΣѩչӦöڸĸǰТġ"
˵Ƕ֪ѩչ岻˭Ը ģЩģܻа취ġ
ҪԵֵģѩչԵûɡ"
Цø"ⲻиɮ˵ѩյԵ ֱȽⲻ"
һ⻰֪Ҫˣ׷֧˶䡣
ѩһƽĿŽˣȫҪƿ˵Ŀ ˡ
ɲαӵĿŽˣСȻÿġ" "֥ΪһЩ鱻ᣬˣʵ رõŮӣѩպ䣬ǼҺʹҾ ӳؽ֮ãһ׮"
ڼҪˣҪǻѩյһۣԽ ƿڴˣ֥Ǹ˽֪Ь⽫ ˿˵Ϲı·ӵ쾡£Ҳ» ͷ
ٺõݼϵı鶼Ҫƹˣѩ Ȼвȴһӵ֥˵֮ ˾֪ΪǴ˼һ¶Ƿ 󽫾Ǹɵðɣ
ڴ˭ҲҶ˵ʲôȴҲ˵ʲ ôףĻֻܵͷӦǣʳȱľʶʱˡ
˺˵ı֣֪Ҫ̫࣬Ҫ ˣȴһ۵ˡ

20²Ȣ

20²Ȣ
ɲаĿŻѩʵ˵Ҫ  
ѩյ˵ͷǵġ"
"  'ɲһϳܾȵı 顣
ɲε̫֣˶ˣ˲ȫ ˡ
üһ"ʲô ''սɱе һƾͳˣɲαŵѩջһ ꣬ҿڡ
ѩ§Żɲı£ڣ鲻 ᷢġ"
ɲЦѩҲǸģ涮" һİ鶨ȴ û⣬ʻѩ"ô£"
ѩտ˿󽫾ͽûпڡ
ŭˣó"˵"
ѩջûпڣɲκŵ俪ڣ˫ ۽գһСɤӺǻǰиɮѩ տ˵ڲܽӣ  ....."
"ʲô   
СֶհԼһ£ứ ĺ"ҪȢˣԼһֻϣˣӼһ Ѫ֣֮ϵȥҲӣӣĸ ׶ֻϣҪ𲻺𲻺ûᶼ⣡
᳡ͻȻİֻлɲγ ɫѿҪɮĻУް
ѩպڼͷβϳ鴤ǣСֶտ ܱࡣ
ǲôɺϵģҲʧȥֺ ĻᣬҪ˴κ󽫾֧֣Լ Ժ󲻻Իڴ 
˽ӲĵСӺ˵˵ôôɡ ڰʾѩղȢСƭˡ
ɲôܾˣ۾Ž" ɮ˵ˣڻѩոճ굽ǰ궼Ȣģʱ ѵȢʱ䣬ԲȢõģⶼǸѩպڼиɮ ˵ģûиһ֣ûУûУ"˼֮ǰѩ յȢ׵ˣȴһֱûΪޣΪѩ ˾ǽˡ
ɲΰһʲôСӣԩʱίģ 쾡¡
˲ԼͬĿ򽫾ˣζȫ һ񶾼ĸ
˱úܲڣҧҧɲΣܸ ⺢רǿģҪ˵ȥ֪ôأ תŻѩ"ô˵"
ѩյͷҲλѹ"
Ҳˣ»ѩ֮ǰ֪ ȴ֪ģҪѩոѼϼܰ˿󽫾 ҲˣȻ˺кѽ
󽫾Ѿôӵˣȴֲÿڡ
ɲֹ"˵ã"
˻Ҫ˵ʲô"ôһСӶʲ ôҪиɮ˵⻰ôó"˵겻 ˷Ӧ֥ˣ򲻻ԼŮ ޵ġ
֥Ҳźÿ˻ѩһۣŴˣ ãҲֲԼѽ
ᵽҲȥˣͷ׷׸ȥ
վվˣϷ类ûˣ࿴ ѩһ۶ᷳǲ𶼶ˣͻǧ ˣݺݵĵŻѩա
ѩձŻɲҡҡ׹վһ

21ˣ

21ˣ
鷿ɲαѩձţζĿǰͣ Ĵ󽫾룬Ҫ»ѩ̫һӾͻᱻ 󽫾ѾִˣҲۻѩղ
»ѩ鷳
󽫾ݺݵĵŻѩգ㻹Сʲ ô Ȼұҵǰ Ǽôô   Ƕۣ"
ѩճ󽫾˵ɲСʱ ڴ󽫾˵ûʲôӦƽ"Ϣ ŭȻҲ֪ˡ"
㣡  󽫾ֱҪͷð"Ϊ˲Ȣ ֥Ļԣ˵֪ˣ ֥ Щԣǻʼҳģܲûйصģ ˣ 岻ãô Ȣʲôģ "˵ 󽫾ֱúġ
ɲμֱĿɿڴΪ󽫾֪ܣֻǿ ߻ѩգϲѩգѩճԿίģû 뵽ΪǷݺԵ
ѩޱĿŴ󽫾"Ҳû˵ѣʵˡ"
ھȻҧŲţһҪ˵ѣ ʲô " 󽫾ͻȻɲΣͻȻͨʲôָŻɲ ԻѩյΪ 飬Ϊ ܷŹ "
˵Źˣ󽫾ں޲ð˻ɲεƤ
ɲοŴ󽫾ҪƤһ£ѩհ ˻
ѩĿŴ󽫾ֳΪ¥¥"һ СӶʲôײҪͿˣҪǸҳ ɱʧ˴󽫾ȣһʲô֪Сʲ ô
治"󽫾ͷʱ򷴶ָһ˿  ǣĿǰԼû濴Ķӣ ʶһ"ǶˣΪС ޣһֱ㵱һ޺Ĳӣһ ôܶôεݺɱأҵô 󽫾û뵽ԼĶӶû͸"
ɲвм㲻֪ĻأΪûа ѩյӹ"
ѩյ֮УôҲǴ󽫾Ķӣ ӺᶪԼĳŵ"
ѩҪɲΣɲ̫עĿ
ѩմҲ򲻵ãһ˵ˣѩʲôʱ ԣΨڲԡѩҲ޶ԣһСӻѩ ҲĻţ󽫾ûа취еĲʶΪһ"
ѩڻΪĶӣЧʵıŻɲιˣ 鷿ڼߵģ󽫾֪鷿ļ ߶һ顣

22˯

22˯
ܴ󽫾жĻļҾߣڻ κͻѩ˵νɲαѩձط󣬾ֱӹ ȥˣڴ˲ˣ⻹㣬 Ȼſﲻˣۻ˵Ƥйˡ
ڼһۣۻѽʼһֱѩձ ţضû£Է¶ǻѩźģҪ ֻۣŲżˡ
ѩպЦĿŻɲεĶ"ôˣ"֪ɲβ ˣСһﾫõúܡ
ɲб۵ڼһۣתѩյʱȴ¶һ ɰЦԲԲľѵƤ˳"ȥʳ£ û .....طأǰǰҲٳȥ ģȥɣУУҪȥԺóԵģǰû úóԹأ"
ڼ̲סĿڣƽûѻɲ"
ճԹ"
ѩʧЦҡҡͷڼһ°Įû뵽 ɲκҲûڼҪ֪ѩôģ϶ Ҫֱѩձɲδ۾ˣĿ ˣǱСֶնθ̼òòѣ Сֶ̫ƮˣʱһСⶼܰڵϣ Ʈˡ
ѩաʳȻкܶɹĵطҲô ǻʳǵĽȴֵһģкܶССԣ~ طҲԴȥ"
ڼü"ųô飬ʳǵлˣҪ ʱȥĻ ....."
ɲѾȫڼˣʬ״̬Ѫ һѱסѩաǺãǺãھȥ"
ѩҡҡͷڼҪûѩչȻǿ׵ģѩ յһ仰ֱӴĽҡ
ѩյϾͰˣʳ棬 ȥ"
ڼüͽʲôôİԣɲһ ʧģʱʳǵĹԱҲͦеģ ԺŮ˻Ҫ
ɲμȥɣָֻʬ״̬ˡ
ѩ֪ɲڿҲ˯ˣ̫ ˣСһǺñӺҪڼȥ飬ȴ ߲ˣͷһͼԼ½Ǳɲθץסˡ
ɲδ˯"׼ߣ˯"֪ѩ Ѿæһˣ嶼ܲסˣɫ԰׵ֽ ˣ˾Ȼȥ飬ֱ̫񻰣
е࣬ѩոСһԼ˯ڼۼ ֿĳȥˣ˳ĵĹš
ѩ̾˿Ƕȥ ģҲȷʵۣСֶŲŲԼɽ˱ ۾Ϣ
֪˶ãڻѩΪСһѾ˯˵ʱ ɲεͻȻ𣬵һûƽŴĵӣ ζ"Ҳ˵ЩǸʲô֥ô  

23ɱ˾

23ɱ˾
ѩȥɲλǱ۵ģҲ± "ɱ˾ǡ"⻰˵ȥһƽֻ еѪȺ͹ȴʵġ
Ȼǻ¥¥"ɲεָֻƽӣ Сһ̧ܵѩյϣ˫§Żѩյĸ첲յ ֣һͺȣ˯ˡ
ѩյԱûɲ˯øԼҲ˯ˣ ˭жô쳣һ̣Ƕ ˶Էһõģǲ֪ƽСһﳤ ʲô뿴㳤ʲôҪ㻹̫С Ҫþãҿܼˡ
˯˵Ļѩղ֪ǣúͻ"󡱵Ļ ɲˣһɲô
ž"ˤڵķѣ󽫾ɸֵָŽ ˺㵽ôµģ Ұѽ͹  ôĳԺͬţ ...... ֱ޴ "
˵ͷҴ𻰣ȴȱԼɷ ǸãΪǵç򣬵Ϊ˳ͷȢ˻ѩյ ȴΪ˵Ů˶ѩյӦõ ϵȡ˻ѩյ±˵̫ݶԼֵʱ ֣Լ˹˼ɣȻѩˣĻн 顣
˵ԣʳֳβ֣ ʱԹۻѩյһУܻѩôܣ 侮ʯֻûгɱѩնˡ
󽫾˰죬ڰڻѩ˳һЩ ӱߴ
ô󽫾޸ʱҲֻ ˣ󽫾ͣϽ˱ˮصݸ ҲãΪѩȻٸסһȴ ͦģβ֪ô¾ˣҲû ͨãˣͱˣСӲĶ ȥˣͬǶġ"
˽˵Ļ󽫾ɫÿ˺ܶࡣ
ٽ"æŽŴӻȥ ˣ˵Ҫȥ״ԪҪĶָ һأ"
¥磬󽫾еЦģˣԼ ԸĺӣεĺӣҲȻϲ
ڻѩǲơȢƣҪ ơ
󽫾ӣ˾֪Լ˺סˣԺ Ҫ̳д󽫾֮λҪءɲ˱ԺС ȥˡ
ТӵģȥϷˣȻ ȥ󽫾ǧҲһ𣬲ĻǧЩĲ ɣ˵Ӽɲ쿪ʼǸ˵õ ǸСʼһֱ취Ϊѩջ̫ ʼû취֣ǸҲߵüҲЩˡ

24³Իɫ

24³Իɫ
ȻѩմӦ˴ɲȥʳǣȻʳԣڶ һ˾ͳˣñȻѩȥ밲˳ѵ ˸ա
ɲ֪ʳǱضкܶóԵģҲ õĻˡ
ɲαڻѩջѩڼ ߵģɵһϽֿ緹ģСڵƵĳ ˳ȥֱſ˼ҵˣһֻιʳСһ
ڼ۾ۣõһɻ¥¥ص˾Ȼô ûϢӣȥЦ¥ǲǿÿ ˣѸСģ֪СһǵóԶ٣ ûбһ
ѩʧЦ̧ʾڼȥûСһҪ ٲȥҧˡ
˶ûг緹ͳģ½Щԣ κܿͰԼǷݳˣѩռ״ֽһݣڵĿ ڴпٵĽˣΪŵңѩմŻɲ ˡ
ɲεĴθͷɲǼٵģô㶫Ͳ Եģ뿪һҵ꣬ܿͽ˵ڶҵ꣬ѩպڼѾ ˣͻɲһ˳ԣΪ˲Ҫ̫עĿһͻỻ ֱ꣬Եھżҵ꣬ɲβɿ˵ˣ ɻ˻ѩյĻ
ڼүϹ˳Եģԭո ɲβ˾żҵ꣬·˺ܶԵģһǴ үһүȻֻΪС˵ڼˣ ȻΪСˣȴδ¡
Զ˻ɲξͶԻʳȱȱˣĶٺã ҲЩûʮɲǿϵġ
ѩոо˻ɲεڼ˵˸ط ڼתˡ
ɲ"ȥ
ѩЦЦʳһرĵطʲô м٣ͿԼ۹òˣ򵽺õ׬ˣǾ ҪǻǮ򵽼ٵģҲ㵹ù"
ɲʵûʲôȤҲЩƷ벻 ۣǿѩѵõ˵ȤҲʹ˾
֣ɲξ֪ѩ˵ļҵֻ̣ ΪǼҵ̫ͻ̫һ
Ǽҵһ㶼̻ԻͣЩңȴһ ζ˲ᣬҲӵ꣬ǺӦɲ Ȥ
ʳǵǮ˲٣Ҳ٣ЩҲֻ뵥 䣬Ŀ˲٣˽ȥСӴ"͹ Щʲô"
ѩձǴɲģȻûضĿ" ȿ"
СȻĿÿﶼв٣¾ˡ
ɲζеȤҲͿ۾ɨ˰ ҲûпʲôȤģɲεǵȤûˣȥ ԷҪѩ˵˵ʱ۽ɨһ˲ѱ ʹֵøҲۿȻϿ Եһ˳ȥǻҪҪͣԽһְֻ Сץ

25

25
ɲθհѶõǻûüͱһֻ һѣͲڶ㲻ģ̧רע Ķˣڱ˸ţ󵹷ɳȥ
ѩĿһڼѾȥס˻ɲΣ˳ ͻ˻ѩյĻ
ѩ§ŻĻɲΣޱûпڣɲû ʱȥģר־оĶͼǸӨ ͸СӣرСֻһ˵ָô дƬ̺ʧͬһͨһ
ѩû˵ʲôȴȷˡ
ָŻѩյѩô ˵Ŵһ˳С 㵽ôģǿˡ"
ǵĶС˶˲ϿĶˣǰ Ըǡ
ѾСо˵Ļɲܺã̧ͷ˵ ȥͼ˻Ǹˣȥҹѩյ Ҳǻѩյľˡ
ɲθղŵĺЩƻ֪ô£ ᣬﻹ¶µģ֪ѩյһ ݡ
ѩ䵭ĿҼ²ģ 㹫δ˵̫ˣĶҪ ģ˭˭ãôͽˣ"
ûбѩԴһʱ䷴Ӧ ˣߵӰԼߣŻԴ ֣ҲΪãô ңҲðϰ"
һӵĻʧĿѩգѩ ʲôԲһ
ɲξȵĿǰӣµ˿϶ ν磬ֻŮİû뵽Ȼ еİ棬գŴ۾ʻѩ"ôû ˵Ӱ ô˵أ  ѽ
ѩջûпڣڼ˵"Ҳû л֢ɡ"
'ɲɷµĵ˵ͷ"вҪ
Ҷ֪ġ"
Էˣһһ͵Ϊ һǸС÷ǰԼ ĺ
˻ɲһۣԻѩյС ڼʲôʱܲҪӣڿΪ Լ㸣ɡ"
ɲֱŭˣĿ"ʲôû ȴôһѣΪ˭˭ ҿŸüڸҪһ쵽бˣ㲻 ûʸκˣ"

26Ų

26Ų
ɲλһڣΧ˶סˣһС˵ óģС......
ڼԼֲ죬ûסСֶգ˭ ǸͨСӣ 
ֻлѩղŲæİ˵ĻɲЦ ѧ˭˵أʵССһѧ ʲô"
ɲһתίָŻѩյ㣡㣬 ѵǸ˹ֵʱ˵ģ"
һ⻹Ǹĺӣѧ˵ ѣ̫ࡣ
ܾǾ˹ڼٸС ۣΪ˭˭Ҷ˵ˣӼƽ ʲô
һãҲˣǸ ϵģãҰɣҲԸСӼƽϣֻ ԺùӺúùܹҪС̺òС"
ѩյĲɫЩ䵭"ղҾ˵ˣ˭õ ˭ģһǶͲģǼȲ ģҲ͵ģûʲôԣԺע㣬 Ҫ˵ҼСãźܲˡ"
ɲ۾һղŶ¶µ˲俪ʻԼ ûע⵽ԼôܻѩӰ졣
ɲθˣȴܲˣŻѩյ۾ ˣѩչ˺һʵ˺ø ǻѩգֻûˣٱ˺˶ѡ
ΪѩղóӣȷûȱԼö ûõ־ͱˣֻúԷ뿪뿪ʱ ĺһһֱͷѩգǻѩһĿⶼûи 
ѩվʱǧãԼ ϧҲ鱻֪ĥ˵ʱҲ ˡ
ԷȻûкͻѩպͺãǻѩԼ ģеʧˣҪܴӻѩ ǻѩղҪˣ񵽡
ԵһѾˣͶ뵽Ʒȥˣֻʱʱ Ļǻɲɨۡ
ѩɲεСצ"ʲôôۣ"С ˳ԵɲһޣξȻô  Ӻܲһ㰡
ɲûĵ٩ߴٵ"ȥǮȻȻ ô죿 "
ѩѵÿĻɲΣͻȻҪ ǵǮոն˳ԵˣѾûǮˣ Ķɶˡ"
ڼҲһԿϷȻ֪ѩһС յҪ

27ûô

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ɲһ֪ѩǹⶺģڻѩպڼ ֵУչһЦȻٱװһа תƹĵƹƹ~~~~ûǮ ~~ǵʱȥô󽫾Ǯͺãԣϴο ĴӾġ"
ɲδϹ࣬ѣ Ǳ˲֪
λ˿""ô󽫾ĴӲǻѩ  ǻô󽫾ƵĴȴһֱǻ磬 ôСڷ̡ɿаֲ 
ƹ""˼ҳԼǮĺܶ࣬ʱ  ӵҲ˭֪ѩڻô󽫾 ȥյǮ𣿿ֱֲ˵üһ ԼƹĵôûϢ
ڼֱҪСֶյˣǰ ӣҲûⷽ
ѩվЩЦԷˣСһҲ֪װʲ ôһ쵽ضࡣ
ɲκڷֲˣС""
ƹ˵𣿵ȻУѩڻô󽫾û λȻǹܣȴȥ˵οһСƹ ֻӲͷƤͷ뵽ʱȥ󽫾˵ʱ Щ޿
ƹĵͷɲθ˵Цϵ 𣬽ĻȴŵƹˣѱӺúõĲڻ ҡŻѩյӵ"Ҳ֪Ϸ˺ʹ󽫾ô ˣǸЩȥɣÿҲֻҪ ͻܿĵģϷҲῪĵģ''˵껹ɷ µĵ˵ͷȷԼ˵ĺܶԡ
ѩվϷǲῪģпܱ ôأ˵Ǿȥúɣ"
ɲαıľڵڼԴ˵ûʲ ôֻҪǼ˲ùģԸĵ ǰȥСֶճ⡣
ѩεĿ˿ѡûʲôֹĶˣ ûֹǣƹһֹĿʱת 𴦡
ܿɲξ˶ҵĶˣ ɲרȻҪʮڲ ô󽫾˵һʲСǮư
˺˾뿪ӵ꣬¿ƹ۷׷׵ ˣǰѩնڻʳǵ˵ǸˣҶ֪ ôˣȴ֪˭֪飬ǽһ ѩȴļˡ
ƹֻܻŻŵİѵ꽻СţԼ ϰȥˡ

28¸ղŵ

28¸ղŵ
ŻɲξЦ˻ѩյĻ
ѩεƨɷֹˤȥ"Цʲô
ɲΪЦ̫϶"  .....  ..... ֪ӵ飬 .....ǵɫһܺ .....ܺÿʱ 򣬱˱˻˵Т˳Ǹرر  .....ɵ    ..... ..... ..... ....."
ѩҲ"ʲô"
ɲ"пǸô˵ĵģ "
ѩչĿ˻ɲһ"ܲϲ"
ɲСûЦݣϲܲϲ Ϊǵļһ"
ڼ"û㣬ôˣ"
ɲбһ"ղŲ͵ˡ"ŸС ôƳȥҪû˽˵ʲôء
ѩպڼһۣҲСһôǺ޺ ɣҸղ˵ĻԷƵġ
ɲ񿴴һĿ˿ˣָڼ һҾ¥ڰ£ŵĵһƲ˺źɸֵ ָָѩպڼ
ɲ"˵ʲôһ¥ ¥ܾӪȥûе"
ѩû˵Ȼ֪ɲξ˵ ʲôǰȴʵ
ɲΰѱĲһں˿˵"ǰǲ ˣ"
ѩպڼȻɲ˵˭ ĵ˵ͷ
ɲ"ÿξ˶ɹ󻹵ǳ ܽ飿"
ѩպڼŵͷ
ɲ"ǲǺ˭˵ã˵ĳ Ϊ"
ѩպڼֻʣµͷķˡ
ɲμ"ЩȵҲж£ Щ˰㲻ȥǸԷһ ȴûм־˵ǣ"
»ѩպڼûеͷˣѩŻɲ˵Ļ Щסˡ
ڼߵԷǱԲ ֣Էø࣬¥־ǣ Էȴϲ˺ô¥䣬 ˴¥һ¥"
 ....."ѩҲ֪ЩԣǾ͸ղŻɲ ˵ЩҲȫ֤⡣
ʱѾˣڼСȥˡ
ɲδڳ˼в˲һĨ˵ȷʵûʲô ЩȱۣĵغãҪû ʱȴأΪʲô˶˵˲ ãǶôܳĺꣿʵһ㲻"
ɲ˵Ͳ˼ͷԡ

29¾Ҫθ

29¾Ҫθ
ѩպڼ˺ܶ࣬ǰܶûʲôԵĵط ھɲһ˵вԾˣ˺ú÷˼һ ۾ȻСӶȲϡ
ȻɲγԺˣͻȻϻڳ˼" Է֪ǻ¥ˣַˣǻ᲻ ǵݶȥ"
ڼҡҡͷ¥ռ˽ܣԷұ ¶һ磬ᱩ¶ȥȻͲ ˵ˡ"
ɲһſϣǿ棬 ǰǲ˵һҲ˵~˵~ ?ô򵥵ģ˵ȥҸҴģǻ ǳСĵ˵ȥġ
ڼеûѩȴӦ˹ڼ ȥһвԾֹ"
ڼ˿ˣתȥˣһŻѾԸ ˡ
Ѿܶ࣬Ҳʺٹȥ˻˻ô󽫾 
ѩշԸڼĶȥϷǣʼ ԼͻɲȥϢˣǺˣɲȴ
ˡ
λɲȴû˯ţڻѩ˯˺ СӣһһĸűӵıԵ"û뵽ҵ ֶ粢򵥰֪жٲ˼ 鷢أ"
Ϸյﲢûɲ˵ܿģ лѩչȥѵһٵģڼԻѩ̫ ˣּɻѩ޲ûѩ˲źã ʺһ䶼ûоͰڼˡ
ڶһѩȥϷ밲ɲҲȥ Ļ˵ȥϷȻһϷ
ѩȥ밲Ϸ֮ǰ챻ˣȻù ԣϾòýȥʱѩѾɫ԰ ˣȻ밲ʱ첻ûѩ˰ ɲκѲûг֡
ҡҡ׹ĻѩգϷ˺ͽ˸õ ˵ӵϰˡ
ɲΰˣѩǣŻɲһ 
ɻŵѾ"Ҫʲôˣ˭ӵ 7? 
ѾһŵĻѩûҿڣ⸮ ѩүƢãҪһСģͳԲ˶ ߡ
˿Ѿ߰첻ڣŭˣһվ"˵U ˭ "
Ѿŵһ¹ȥսľ .....ѩү" Ϸ˺ͽ񿴹һѩա
˲˼ʵģ  ӣ "ôȣʵǰѩ̫ûдڸˣҪ ǿѩղ˳ۣ鷳¶ע 󽫾ôһˣѩյ󣬽Ҳûٸ ѩշǮѩҲûҪµһ㶫 ţ̫׾ˣԼܳȥһӣ ӣ⻹ǻѩյһĿŵ󽫾ӵ ͷô󽫾ӣ뵽յЩϷ˺ͽ ˾θ۵úܡ

30Ҹ

30Ҹ
ѩյĿŽ"Ҳ𣿻˵Ҳý ӣ"
ƾʲôãǵĽʲôϵ û ʸýӣ͸һ䣡"Ϸ ˱ÿڲˡ
ɲǺ鶢Ϸˣɫ Եر顣
ϷֱӱŵûԼǸ߸ϵĽ ϷˣôᱻСųʲô˵ ˡ
ѩϷȥӵϰ˵ҵ ʱԻȥӵġ
Ϸ㶻ع˦˦ͷ벻ղűʲô ˣֻǿ־廹ڣʱѩյĻ˶£ ʱ˸ղŵĿ־壬ֻǲ̫ɲǱ߿ȥ־Ѿ ϡ
Ϸ˺ͽȻȥӵϰ˵ǽ ҪҪ˱ͻȻǿƵĻѩմ˸ֲһ ʱûа취ѵѩգǿͿ쵹µӣҲ ޷֣ҪŪ˻ѩգʳǵ˶ע Żô󽫾أʱ±ȻѩջŻҪأֻ ðѻѩպˣüֱ࿴һ۶ۡ
ѩձŻɲθߣͻȻʲô
ϻûѾߣ˶ӣ"
Ѿ߰ͷ͵ĸˣСö"ʮ
ͷĽ˺Ϸͬʱ֣ͣȵʵʲ ô ٣  
Ѿ֪㲻ļӴ"ʮѩү ӵ껨ʮ"
ͨ"
Ѿ߾ʧ"ѽѽϷˣ ѽ"
һ"ˣˣôˣ ˣ"
Ϸ˵һƬңþûƽϢ
ô꽫ǣ౻Ѻ άֽıʣϷҲǸּжȵģĽ Ҳһ˼ںԺϣԽһֱ벻 ģʮڽ˵һʴĿ֧
뿪ϷɲζܳĬЩѩ Լ
ѩСһԲСһＫȲϣһ ζ㿪˻ѩյ󣬻ѩЦһǰҲ ģҲǣȻҡ"
ɲεŻѩ"ǹҶǣԸ 㣿  
ѩյһ»ɲεţЦ˵ʲôأ СˣҪԣܻᰴסʲô ϵ  
ߣ"ɲΰİͷŤһߣ쵽 Сӣ"Ҹ'ҪҸطµõ ָʵ˵ʱͿ֪ѩյôˣ Ϳҽˡ
ѩ"Ҫȥ"

31Ҵȥ

31Ҵȥ
ɲ"ҪȥһԶ̣ܿһ̫һ ϼĵطǸطûҪܺܺõĿ"
ѩԺֳ︡һѵĵطʣ֪ȥ һط"
ɲйƤ"Ҳ֪ȥȡ"
ѩЦЦ֪ôһطܷ ԶȥˣûһصĲȥ"
ɲε۾˲ˣץŻѩյʵ "
ѩЦҡҡͷ"Ҳġ"
ɲα죬ûе¶ʧı飬ѩȴ ˵ҿԴȥ"
ɲƫͷɻĿŻѩ"㲻Ǻæ"ʱ ѩѾȴڴ飬ѩ Ϊ鷢εһĲôùģ¶ úܡ
ѩ"˺ܶ࣬¥ＸҲѾȥˣ ʱ䣬ôҪҴȥ"
ɲЦ⣬ȴԴĵǾ ȥɡ'뿪ҲãЩҪȥǸطҲ ܺõĵطԻѩյкô쿴Żѩ һŲ԰׵ܡ
ȻѾѩջȥͷԸڼʰ׼ˣ ѩպͻɲζٴطѩһֱûжԻô ֣Ϊ˼ν飬ڵʱ죬 Ҳܲ뿴ЩˣԼûסֱƻ ļƻ
ѩǵĶȻסҲûŽˣϷ ǶڻѩҪּɣһ㶼࿴һۻ
ѩգ󽫾ͻҲһֻлǧˣҪ ˣôõǸСӣУһҪõ
ѩպڼʰ뿪׼ɲȴҪ κε׼ʱֻҪԼŻѩ뿪Ϳˣ ڻѩæʱȥˣʵ󽫾ûʲô ģϹ䡣
ɲߵһߣмβεװ ڳرͣһֱŵڰͲס ǰȥ
˴һӣ˶ɲα£ ˴˰ڻ׼ռҩΣ ˭֪ɲͻȻܴһʱû пסɲεĽ˿ȥıɱ ˵ĺܣý˶
˱һֲԾľɿˣɲβ ǰʾԼĲһΪƨɿ˭֪ڵµ һ̱һ˫ȽסˣҲһӣ ɲȴҩζе֪˭ˣ˻ѩջ ˭

32²ػ

32²ػ
ѩһѽסɲΣȻһԭתһٳֻ ɲεˣ˱˸ֲɳȥһѪ³
ѩձٲһƻ߿˭ȴ Ӧǽˣ²ٳɣŻɲһԾ ʧԭء
ܻɲεҲ˵弱ææˣֻԭ صһ̯Ѫ
Ƚ˲鿴һʲôûп󽫾˱ 󣬾һȥѩմѻѩѵһ٣˵ ǣ鶼ǵˣ˰ѽ˽Ļ˵ ꣬һ㶯ûУɻͷڴ￴ ﻹˣѾȥ¥ա
ٵһ۶ڼǣʱ ʱ￴һۣѩСӵϾܳ ȥˣ϶ûиϣټѩյʱ򣬻ѩһ ѪͲˣҲ֪ô¥ֻжã Ӹ¥𣬾֪ôһ죬ȴ֪һ ô졣
ɲΰִӻѩյÿָ˿ڿٵ ϣѩմѪҺ촽ƵɫӲ԰ףȴ ˡ
ɲŻѩգպޣ֪ ͣôȥҪ֪Ҫ ô죬......ˣ......ô죿
ǻɲθԼʱΪʲôҪУ޴󽫾 ˣҪǼŴѩȥֱô󽫾 ˸ۣ
ѪֻʱĿסѩյĲ飬ȴκѩ յ޵׶һҩЧˣҲҪ ȥѩ˵ȻԼյõıָʵ ˵ .....ʧȥѩգһᵽѩյ ǶôôĴ֮ǰε̫ãż ɲζˣʵúأĺʹΪɲ ʮûеġ
ڼϵҩɽǻѩ˵ ķϻɲҪĵطҲδҩĵطڼ ֪ɲҪôŴѩ ΪãкܶҩģԻѩջкô Ҳ֪ϣã
ҩȥˣҩɽƣƽ˸ ڵҩɽһҲûУڼҩҩԲ ŻɲϵɽһԺӣڼ· ѻѩհһӡ
ٺúѾǰˣɲæóıԺ Χ鿴ѡһѵλðСӷȥȻԼ £Ŀˡ
ڼɲξȻ˶ֻԼıӣЩ ¥ΪԲѣһȻôĮģڼ ĹŪƹƹңʾԼŭ
ɲλعͷƽĿڼ"Ҫҡ"
ڼ˵ֵúԡ
ɲ̾˿οСһҵ ҿѩյôˣҲҽⱭ ӿ԰һָʵʵָˣ˵ҾͿԾȻѩ ˡ"˵겻ڼרԼȥˡ
ڼϣ֪ԼΪʲôŻɲΣ ѩյĲҩް취ģ֪ô¾Ƕ ɲαϣΨһлȺûѩյˣ ܶԷֻǸСӡ

33Ҫ

33Ҫ
ɲλôаԼԻָΪΪõı ӲͨӣǷҡⱭǧ½ֻǴŴ˵ жѡ
ҡɾĶҡ˼ ǵõΪͿԷҡֱϣõĳɾһǧ ԰߻ָƺʵǳɾõ ķû֮һ
ɲû뵽ûеĵطõ ҺⱦıûĵطٺҲû ãҡһҪĲ¾ Һû¾õġ
ֻҪһҺͿ޸ɲȫˣһͿ ָȫʢʱԺŷҡΪ ΪֲΪǵ̫ȣ˵ֻҪ˷ҡ ɲҪΪǧ½ǿҲûпܣʱҲ ЩСˡ
ǻɲһ㶼û뵽ǧ½飬뵽 ԼǷԾȻѩա
ҩɽѩ˹ɫ԰׵ һûʲô⣬Լ״ ηôأǻɲʲôɲ ܾľѪȴ֪Ӧôһʱû һɲΣ˭֪ɲαס ɲζûҹԴ񵽻ɲοʼûй ġ
ˣѩ̲סˣԼҩڼ"С ȥˣ"
ڼЦһһΪ¥أ"
ѩպһۣڼɫںɽ"
ѩɻ"ʲô"
˵õǸǸ԰ָʵ Ŭ''ڼûаѻɲοҽûѩյ߻ѩ գҪǲУȴ˻ѩϣʱʧģȻ ԻɲδϣǱϾ̫ˡ
ѩȴǣɲҪָܻʵĻԺ ˣҲܲκˣҲá
˸µҩɽס
ѩż¥ڼչ˻ѩպͻ ɲεɲר־÷ҡת¾Ϊ Һ
󣬻ѩյԽˣڼȥɲε طǻɲλһ㶯ûУҪˡ
ѩһɽϪ߿ȥﲻ ĥԼжӣŸöԻô󽫾ˣȻ ûʱˣʶģˡ
ڼһֱŻѩգ龰˳ʱѩѾû ʲôϢˣʱһ
ڼѻѩձݣѩ۾ɢˣ һ˲ĲԼûΪԼĸױ𣬶Сһ ֪Լ˻᲻ޱӣſۣ˿ ڼ  .....˺úñҪ۸  ûǧ⣬  ....."

34\"󡱵Ļɲ

34"󡱵Ļɲ
ڼò¶֪ѩ˵˭ʹ""
ڼĻû˵ͱŽ˴"ֲ˵ ЩʲôҪҲ㱣"
˲ǻɲ˭
ڼϣĿŻɲΣǵɲ˵ ԾȻѩĻ
ѩտɲκЩˣ̧ "ټһҲˣɲҪޱӶһޱ ӣټЦԵúܹ죬ϰڿޣ° Цһһ㶼ɰ"
ɲδѩյ֣ЩᣬԵĵ˻ѩ ۣŶ˵óҡŻѩպڼ һҺ嵹Ŀɿڴб˸ ˡ
СߣֱС һʮꡣ
ѩպڼȫסˣ˶ˣɵɵÿŻ ɲΣҪǻ¥˿˵һ䣬 ӢĻ¥¥ǻ¥¥ܸɵ֡
ڻָģĻɲκǸˣ֮ǰǸС ܹˣ㵸һ±Լϲ֮ 顣
'ѩջûлعűܼʱֹ˻ Σڼ˵"ȥüҵ·"
ɲκڼһŷֻɲθղΪͻȻ СС·ѾƵˣڵĻɲҲ˵ ȫŵġ
ڼָӸϽڵԱߵĹ׻ѩյ·Ӹ ɲΣɲαûʲôǰ˲εʱҲ ·ģǿѩռҲʹˣȻ˰
ѩȻΪز岻ãݵúܣ СĻɲԵЩˣɲβʵĶ ȥɲξģˣЦ;Ѷڣһ СֶĿɰ꣬ü䶼óСֶյӰӡ
ڻɲδ˵飬Ҫ˵ĻѩսնȺ ߣЦЦɲθ·"ȹ˸ .....' ·
 "
ѩյĻû˵ͱһиˡ
ɲκͻѩתȥͼڼһִ ϵŤ鿴ŻѩգַָŻѩա
ѩղԵĿԼûʲô쳣ڼ ķӦʵ̫ˣϸֿ˿Լûʲô ׼ӿǲǴʲôǵŵһʱ ͻȻסˡ
ð󣬻ѩǿԼֿ֣Լ ֣ȻԼؿڣһ㶼һ Ҫ˵ˡ
ѩڼڽʲôͿˣʣһ ȻûкȴѾûҪļ󣬻 Լӡ
ʲô"ѩ̧ͷɲΣı ״ֻлɲΣѵɲʲô˺Լ 飬Ը岻Ҫã뵽ѩյɫ ȥ
ɲζڻѩյ״û̫⣬ո ʱͷ˻ѩյ쳣Ҳһѩյ ѩյɫ֪ѩˡ
ɲεȻΪңҲǴõһ ЩڻѩձǰɲΰѺٵĲ"ǾԲ "

35ϫ

35ϫ
ѩ"ʲô"
ɲҪ˵ȴڼִ̧ˡ
ڼȻ֪鵽ôɲδ˺ͻѩ մӿ״̬һж̫ˣȻǰҲ֪Щ ѩյ쳣ͺɲε쳣εĳ̫ˣ ȫ壬֪ǻѩտԲˣ͹ ˣ˵ʲôﶼҪˡ
ڵѾķΧˣ֪ˣ ڻɲοǰһˣȻ뿪ӣֻҪ 컹ԿѩջžͺˣʱʧȥһУǻѩ ָһУڵĻѩҲһС
ɲζűڼϵ죬Ȼڻѩմ £ոӦұʱйȻ ϱ"
ɲڻѩһɻ˵Ŷ~Ҫʲ ôҲûС"
ѩȴץס˻ɲλ©""ȴû ʵ"㣿"
ɲΰ˰ֵûʲôң һյһǻ"
ѩҡҡͷ˺ֻܶ࣬ҪСһ  ..... ѾܽСһˣýлѩڲ֪С  ʲôء
ѩ"ʲô"
"ɲû뵽ѩڵĵĲԼ壬Ȼ  Լ֣ҲڲԼûи ѩԼ֡
ɲЦĿѩգϳڸ 㣬ˣҽ~~ϫ"
ϫ''ѩհַ߶ĿŻɲΣ Ҳϫ"Ҽˡ"
ϫѩտƤеȣӣ㵽׻ ҪҪ֪Ĳ˰"
ѩյ˵ͷʾԼ֪ȴ룬 ˵ϫǺСӵһƢԣոյǵ㲻ӦҲ ʧˣô⻹񵽵ǸСֶա
ûѩûСֶŸϫȻϫ÷ Ƣˣ˵ˡ
ϫҲ֪ôҪӦþ ΪȱŻһֱȥŲס ֻҪˣҲͿԺˣǰ㲻 ӦûΪʲôһҪ롣"
ѩյ˵ͷʾ⡣
ϫȻҲ֪㵽ô£ҿԱ 㲻"
˺"ѩʵ
ϫһЦ"ôʧȥһô˵ң ˵зҡ .....Ŷ~ҲӵǸӣǿ ıֻҪڣҲֻ٣ԽԽ

Һϫºȫתڱ ǲεϫ˵ǧ½յҪرࡣ

36ҽ

36ҽ
ȻѾ˵Ҳϫ˺ϫͿ ʼѩˡ
ѩڴϣϫַڻѩյϣ˳ ϫϴѩյڣǰ˳Խ ϫԽòԡ
ȻԻѩյЧҲ˺ܶ࣬ȴ ûȫָһԲBһϵ ϫ
ѩղֻ֪֪Լԡ һûйůʣһֱĶԴԴϵ 壬ˣɼˡ
ϫɫȴԽԽϾ֮ǰ˿ˡ
ԵĻѩۿϫһɫһ "ôˣ"ѵϫʲôõ飿
ϫҧҧ촽˺һ˵Ч Ҳȱȱ̫ˣû䣬ֻ ӷҡҺתͲҪģֻܾ 㣬ȴҽ㡣"
ϫͷЩѹĺҽ˵ģ뿴 ոǸҪӣĻۡ
ѩȴЦϫֻ Ҫû¾ͺãոһΪǶʲôأ ҲˣҲܺãҽҲҽðɣѾǰ ̫ˣұΪԼģԽŻȥ Щˣʵʩ𣬿ҲȲ ˣȱоõһԻܾãⶼҵģѾ
ˡ
ϫᶨ㲻Ȼҽ㣬ҿһֱ ΪͿһֱˡ"
ѩձҡͷܾһô ôõСһСһ¶أ ϧһڸԼ뿪ҲҲһ ˽˰ɣ
͹ˣ''ϫͻȻŻѩյʮ ɲΣĲĹЧͼǿ֮ǰѩպѪ תΪѪ
ѩеĸжɢݺݵĵϫһۣ ôͲܰϧԼһЩأ
ϫ÷ҡռ¾ĹҲ ֪ѩôڼ˵ģԺڼϫ̬Ⱦ ˣǰǶ¥ϲС̬ȣڱɺͶ¥һ ˡ
ֻڼᾭɽȥҰζϫó ģϫռ¾ˣռ¾ҡ ԼͿɣֻҪžУȻڼһ ˣԼˡ
ֹһ꣬ѩպڼϰ˱ ϫһҺҲˣһʱ䳤˵ һ겻ָһӼѣúܵġ
ϫҺΪָǰʱѩ廹 ãϫȴٴΪȫʢԼ ҽûѩա
ʵ֤ǲУϫֻʱ

37㲻

37㲻
Ѿɶ֣ϫͲٶ룬÷ҡռ ⣬ǾԸʳ
ϫȴûҵڼҲûҵڼ ʳطһѩȥˣ˭֪ڼڻѩ
ϫָڼͷ͵ˣҵķأ "
ôܳԣڼ۵תȥˣȥ үȥˡ
ѩպЦĿűıϫʵô  
ϫǱܵҡҡͷ뵽ʲôƵĿٵĵ ˵ͷ
ѩεҡҡͷְϫͷԼ ָĸϫĦ̫Ѩ
ϫıۣһ󿪿ʵǸո˵ʲ ô 
ѩյͣһ£ָֻԭİĦ̾˿ "˵ĹȻûĲ˵©ҵݣ Ҫ˿ţڿ˭֪ô󽫾Ǹ ӵѩչӾǺպĻ¥¥ˡ"
ϫŲ˸λ"أ"
ѩ"ģʲô˶̫ˣԭ һֱûп"
ϫĬһͻȻʵ㿴" ѩ"ûС"
ϫһͣһѩսŵȻûп 㣬֪㲻ҡ"
ϫ𣬿ȴ"ǿɲһ˵ֿ ء"
ѩЦŴ˴ϫľ"ˣҲԸ㣬 ҵĸоҵģһʼͲһ"
ϫһҧסѩԼҵ֣ѩҧ ţҲ˳ˣĬĬĿŶԷ֮䷢ ͡
һϫռҺ£ Ϊǧ½ʱ˲٣ѩյĲҽãҲ ˣʵȻѩҪʱͿˡ
ϫմӴѹͱʳζˣ Դζų³ǻѩգǵĻô¥ Ҳ³רΪϫ³ڼûгԹѩ Ĳء
ϫ̿ҪĿˮһʧԭأΪ ʳóˡ
ҲҺ˷һ󵨵ļһԼ ʳ
˵ϫѭʳͿһɫ· ħצѩĿ⣬ѩձҪģ ˵ٶȶûϫĿ죬һգ۵ĹϫѾѻ ѩĿ˹ٺݺݵĵ˵ɫ·һۣ ԹԵ³
ɫ·úǲһ浾ʣ ǻһǴʱüͷԼտ Ҳӣƻŵʡ
ڼʧתͷΪڿԿϫԱ أ˭֪ĸֱô飬ǸˣûȤ

38ҩ

38ҩ
ѩպЦϫͷôһˣ ȴϲԣһʳԼڼ ֵԵġ
ɫ·Ӽ˶ģȫԼȤ ҡҡͷߵϫԱһƨ£ʵ㶼 ˭ 
ϫ񿴰׳һĿ˵ɫ·һۣȻӹ ѩ¿õ
ɫ·ɵ۵Ŀѩգѯ"ʲô ˼"
ѩЦһ˼ɵѽ"
"͡ϫڼͬʱЦ
ɫ·Ӻ˻ѩһۣͷʱ ӣܾûѩողŵĻֻڵ٩м 档
ϫһ߳Ŀһ߶Եɫ·ӵѩ ֮ǰ͸˵һҲ㲻 ˣѩôϤԴҩ㣬ҩ ˭أ 
ɫ·ӣҲҩĿϫһ ƿ "ʱ˵ǵĻ¥¥һֱһ ģСӣ챦ĺܣһΪѩ һʱԼû¥¥ԴСأ ʲôͬ"
ϫרĳſûҩ
ѩĵ˵ͷ鲻˵С ģӻȥˡ"
ѩ̧ͷָָϫǺӵĸ磬 ϫʵģСļԿġ"
ڼ .....'¥ʲôʱѧˣ⿴ĸС ĻһŴˣһ㶼ûб䣬ôɡ
ϫ ....."רĳԿɡ
ҩ" .....'ɵ
ҩȻ⣬ȴûʣΪ֪ѩ ղΪΪЩ֪
ҩȥûѩոտõĿ⣬ȴϫһ˹ ȥѩտĶϫ£û ġ
ҹѩΪ˯ŵϫñӣԼ˳ȥ ˴ʼʱסһģϫ˴ ˣȴĬѡ˷ַ˯飬ÿ˯һ 
ѩһ뿪ϫ۾һ˯⡣
ѩ·ɽȪԱߣȪȻγ ģ궼ϫϲȻѩⲻ ϫġ
ѩȪԵһʯͷ¿ʯͷð ̾˿ʲô飿"
һƬžͺѩһ˲֪ ãʯͷȪһ洫ˮһ" Фӡ"

39в

39в
Фӣ'ѩɫһ䣬ԭʯͷģʱ͵һ Ȫҩ"ҩв Ҫҽ ԼҰԴժˣФȻΪ  ȥ "
ûУ''ҩϻѩ"ôܣФҵ ѣģôҲģʲôأ "
ѩһᣬҩĻһЩ һ¿ "ǵô£"
ҩһߣʵҲ֪ô˵ ңԼڸˣѾ첻ɿˣѩռȻ ҵˣ֪ѩղ֪ʼĩǲưո ģϸһĶŵӣʵмֵġ
ҩĽ"졨
ͷӻѩ뿪û˯ŵϫ ű򿪵Ų𣬻ѩ˽һ
Ѿ˵˴ߡ
ѩձĵĲҪϫڴ£ ͱΪѾ˯ŵһĴϡ
ϫһ»ѩգһӸڻѩϣԼ ѩյĻ
ѩշӦָϫԴڵȥ ҩˣʱҾͷЩˣȥ ġ
ϫ"žǸù"
ѩʧЦϫͷ"˵ֻͷʱ ˫ۣһЩѣ˻Ƿֵûġ"
ϫƲƲ죬ղ˵ģʮ꣬ һȻ˵ͨȴҲóһЩӦ˴ ඼ῴһЩοҩǷˣҲͿø׼ˡ
ϫһۿҩʱǿҩӵģ һȥҩ˾Ȼ˸ı䣬֪Լ Ǹҩ˱õˣʵûʲôǻɲΣ ǧ½˼Ϊɲε ϫк˵ļӳ֣ûܲǴ ûйء߶ΪɲεõˣΪ˵ҩ ˸ıҲ
ϫ"'ܺҩ
ѩյ˵ͷе㣬ȫסˣԼס ˡ
ϫ"֮ǰڼҩһͽܣǸй" ѩεĵ˵ͷǸ˻˭ҩ أ˵Ĺϵе㸴ء"

40±Ҫ

40±Ҫ
ѩ"ҽСӵҩʺãҩ ͽܣҽֵĻͲйҽˣҪҩΪͽֱӰҩ ˣҩɽСҩͺͼ˷ֿˣ͹ҽһ 𣬹ҽͲúѧҽֻǲҩ ѣҩĺܹµ"
һ죬ҽһСҩɽǸС ϣ˵ʲȴҽͽҽ˳ְ Ӹҩȴʦͽҩ ˺Ǹˣɽͱҩ󣬶ڼ˼ǵҲ Щңҩ޷Լ뿪ҩɽ'ѩҡ ҡͷ뵽ǸĹҽҲͷۡ
ϫڹҽΪ˸ۣʵȻأ÷ С޲¾ͺˣ"
ѩεĵϫһ"ͻ˵˵ôСʲô ҩСһֱҩɽ󣬶ʶòϣ ҽҩȽϺãΪúЩ͹ӽҩҩ չϣһҽ ͻȻϢˣʱҩѾĽҩ ҽͺһ뿪ҩɽ˳ȥ"
ϫ"쳾ǸȾס"
ѩյʱѾС쳾ʱҩҲѧ 鰮ϱףϾܾˣҲûʲôҰ㣬 һҪңϲܾҩ˵ҩԭô ĺöǾϲģ뿪ˣҪҩϾ ϵ"
ϫ"ⲻԼʼȥӽҩ"
ѩӦúϣһ˵˭õĻѩգҲ ˲"뿪ĸҩˣҩ ҲԸҩûйϵ˶ԹۣҲͰˣɶ ǺϺһĺ֮మˣһ۸ ﲻˣϰܶ࣬ǵϽ ˵ģѾҩҩȹ ء"
ϫ ....."治֪ô²ˣô Ҫء
ȻиҪģȻѩղôϺ ࡣ
Ȼѩսŵǵı²ֻô㣬ǵҩ ȲˣϾȥҩҩϴҩ æҩǸӲõľȻԭϣæˡ"
ϫ"Ϊʲôѽ"
ѩ͸¹⣬Ϸŵķҡ սתӨ͸Ư
ѩյʹҩ˵Ͼһȹô꣬ ϲҲͽͰͽܣһûû ˡ
һô£"ϫǺ档
ѩհϫ§§"ã СгɾֻͣҪ˭;ñ˿ ȻͻȥƣǵܸǱ ۸ķݣǲԼ£ǾЩȨ ƣˣҩʱҲ˵ģʼҩ֪ Ϊǳͷ"

41ҹ

41ҹ
ϫľҩǸľͷ"
ѩҡҡͷҩ֪ʼĩȥǸ ˣǿ϶ԭˣϾ˭ ҽѾȹҽߵҩұΪҩῴϣ ˣҩҩȥˡ"
 ....."ϫǲҪҩˣ"Ȼ ôˣ"
ѩɫ"ҸղҩˣФ ӡ"
Ф˭"ϫ棬ѩյĿӦʶģ ϵһ㡣
ѩѵһ飬ЦһФ һģܸߣȻЩȴܺã ҩѣҩܺãǴҩڷ ûüȥФӾʱҴȥ"
Фǲϲҩ"ϫͻȻʵ
ѩա......ô֪"
ϫЦ"ո˵Фĺѣȴ˵Ф ӶҩܺãⲻΪ㷢£ʶظ"
ѩշСһԱĲȤǶЩ鰮 Ȥ"㻹СҪ쾡Щ"
ϫüͷһſѩϣ§ѩ գоѾɳʵһС"
ѩһ£ϫ꣬񵽵 һСһСӵϫ̫ӡ ԾϫѾ꣬ʱǻ᲻Ծİ ϫСӣϫһ̣ȴʶ Ǹꡣ
ѩһˣϫƤ˶ оûа~?"
ѩһѰסʹϫ"Ҫʹ"
ϫЦſѩϲȥˣˣΪ ſźҲ
ѩһֱܳϫģȻ˳ְѱã ϫȻ֪ϫ
ѩ"ФϲҩȴһŤŤ֣ϲ ͸ҩ˵ˣҩȻϣǸ黹ڣȻ ܾˣФҲûᣬһҩȴ˺Զ ܶࡣ"
ϫͷڻѩյļϣʵΪФϲ
"
ѩյĶ˲ͺˣڵĶ˶Ž˵ ȥãΪФκγŵŵԼᰮ ҩǰФӵõѵģӦ֡"
ϫûѩӣ§øȴʵ һ  .....'ˣԼõѣҪѡ
εûɵ͸''˵⣬ѩնҩɸֵ ˡЩ֪ǵФӺô£ Ȼ˵ФӹԸǣ˵ΪФϲҩ ҩŻᵼФӶ֣һжҩ ҩһðæΪⶼġ

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42
ϫһֱǸʵģϲľǻѩյͷ Сӵʱ;ץŻѩյͷ棬ԴȻ ŹָѩͷͷԼָд "ҩ֮ǰΪ˵ȥæģҲ룿"
ͷϫ飬ѩѾϰߣ ڱѩҲܵȻ֮"Ҫˣ ҲΪˣҩȥ˽һȻФ ӵģܴĻˣ֪ԼǰʲôҲ ЩŪ嵽ôˡ"
ʲôŪģ"ϫ⡣
ѩٴ̾"ҩǺһ𳤵ģ ˣҲû˺ֻÿæѣҲ ʲô£ϵǺõģԵ޹ʵľͺ ϾԹϵ"
"''ϫһ"ûʲôֻûʲô ѣֻǴûаҩѣҩҲںû ʲôûк֮ģֻûʱҡ"
ѩü"˼ǣ"
ϫ˸Ƿָ ˣ˯˰ɣҩѾˣ㿴Щͺˡ"ѩ ãʺϰҹΪôӲ˰ҹ
ѩտŸղŻȵˣƤҪһˣ ˵ͷ§ϫۡ
ѩյĺƽѾ˯ź󣬸ղŻϫ ۾ģһ˯⣬Żѩյ˯ տһᣬȻ°ͷŻػѩյĻ˯ˡ
ҩҩɽûжı仯ܶҩ ̫ˣ˵һ㣬һֱͦģѩպڼ ɸ֣ȥϫӲȥҩ
ҩһ˰Թ˼죬ûһο ˣܳȥһ˾ȻܵɽȥҰȥˣ ûԣҲû˽ԼеĶӣʱ˲ ϰԹˣܹȥͳԡ
ϫһۣƲƲ죬Żѩղ˵ɽķ ˯Ȼǻѩյѣȥɡ
⼸춼ƽϫͻѩȴǱǰ ûдﵽĿģФӣФӿɲǸƢ õģԶԶûꡣ
Ȼҩɽ´˶Ϊʱĺ ҩϾϵʧҩɽʸ񣬺Ӳҩû £ѩղˣʲôǣϾͶϾָͻ 㵱ϴ϶أٺõƢ̲ˣѩշ ˣҩҪ㣬Ҫҡ
ҩû취ֻɽΪҹѩյ 鷳أǻѩ˭¥¥ܱôû ҩҩԴȴǺܼ֣ϻΪ˺ݺݵĺҩ ƢѩΪϲҩ˭ֹ֪ ϵƤ鷳ı£ûãҩæѩջ Ϊϧء

43ÿ

43ÿ
̧ģż벻ҩҩ Эɽɽ·ѩ˻أû ȥֻɽŪҩ
ҩһ»ɽˣϫ뿴Ҳɽˡ
ϫŻѩգڼյɽ¾Ϳһʮ Ůҩ޿ް"ҩһҪȾҪ ˣһҪȾҲûˣˡ"
ŮӳдգʲͬŮӣһ һӵŮˡ
ϫԱһ׳̧ŵĵһ 棬״Ѿԣϫϸ˿ûǲ ĴݰףѹŮ˻ῴҲûп ҩÿأǿо綾ˣҪˣ ȴһ㵭һʱ
ѩסϫ"ֱ"˿۾һ ӣʲôأС۾ۡ"
ϫɻѩЦ"ûʲôأҿʲô ҪҲǿأÿˡ"
ѩ֪ϫڶ֣ȴЦˣһĻñ ʱָۣŻѩŭѩգȻЦó ǲһֱҺ£ҵˣ ҪӶԴǣ㲻Ǵ󽫾Ķʲô˲ ģЩӸ֪ˣЩʲô ǿģһ߸ϵģóǣ ƫƫһõһüͥΪƺǾһȺû õķ"
ϲ֪ѩվǻ¥¥¥֮ǰֽϺ ѩյ飬ǻ¥¥ǻѩġ
֮ǰ˵ʲôϫûȤֵֻģ ˵ѩվͲУھۣһ¶С
ѩջûôأϫȱˣŭϣ 㵱Ǹʲô ʲôǣƾ ʲôҪȥôԼ̫ߣΪ˭ǿ ˲㲻ǿ㣬û˵ۣ Ҳûʸ˭㿴"
϶ߵˣǴʱǵ˶Ϊ û̫ǣûиرأȻǾ˵ ĿˣǣһֱƣԼΪ˸ ۣ˭涨ıһҪرǣ˭˭Ȧӣ ˾òر㣬㲻ڱ˵Ȧʱ򣬱 Ȼѽѵ˭ҪϹϾ ӣƾʲô 
ϫһ˵ֱӲ˵Ѩϣֱ ³һѪ۷ĳϫ˹ ҩҪ̫Ѿϫǰ
''ϱϫһ߷˳ȥײһŴֹ һѪ³о綾Ҳò ȥ

44

44
"  .....
ҩֹĿ˿ϫʲôû˵߹ȥ زϡ
̧˵Ĵ󺺱ŵµܾˡ
ϳĿҩĻۺᣬĿ Ӽֱģᣬڳĳҩе㷴 Ӧˣһװȫ޶ԡ
ϫɿղֹѩնǣһ֣ߵҩ ߣ"ôˣ"
ҩ̾˿"дҲôصѽ"һ Ϳˣ˵úأһҽõ֡
ѩЦһĴҽãСѧҽϹ ﲻҽðɣСܸҩӰ죬Ϲʵû ܶص˰ɣб˶ǰˣҪ ƾʲô һ֪ҩʲôҩһӲ ɲ뿴ϫίղҪϫ ֡
ϵɫ˰ףҧŴûпڡ
ϫĿһ˵"ȻҪˣ ֺαزȫأ"˵תصѩԱߣİͷڻ ѩյĻϷ
ҩ㶵Ŀ˿ϣſѪһʱû̫ ࣬ʱһֱҽιҩι ǲһġ
۾˸£ӣ˫һͻȻҩ ҩ֪ǰжԲĵطѿ ңҲԹ˭ҾǸСߵû˵С Ϊô꣬ͲܰĲû ࣬ϵΨһ˰֪ԣ㰮 ңȴˣһΣľһΣ ξ࣬ǾԶԶģҲͷˣˣ ......"
һֱţҩͷ֪ʲôֽ š
ѩպڼҩûг
ϫֵͬʱʱڱڵϵϵ ˣúܷûιȥȻо綾Ҳûʧȥ жȴԼŮˣĿ޿ްˣ˵ йԸҩæ𣿲˵ÿҩæ˶Ҫ䳰 ҩʱ޶ʲô Ǹ⡣
һᣬҩûзӦѾ˲Χб ˣóذ׼ڲϣĿ"ҩ㣬 㣬ȾɣĲûûԸ ȥôΪĲԸҩҩ 㣡
ʱϱ΢˼㣬ҩûмǿŮ ӣһʱתˣ".?.."
"
ҩûгھͳΪ˽ڶϫ߷ɳȥ ˡ
ϫջʱ̧ߵĽţվڻѩյԱߡ
ǵЦݻûüͽסˣһʱ Ӧ

45Ը⣬㲻Ը

45Ը⣬㲻Ը
ҩӵЩĵϫȴڰ; ѩ䵭Ŀ˲춯˶޹ʵ ѽ"
ѩĿҩɸֵѵͲ ΪʲôҪжǷ֪ҽҪʲ ô  
ҩ"ô£"ĿͶϡ
ϲŷ޵ĵŻѩգҧѽҪ ЩΪǵļһҲǺģ ǣ
ѩûϵĿߣǿҩҩ˻ѩ ۣƲҸʲô֪ʲô˵"
ϫһۿ˵ӣе
-O
ȿ"һֱ忴Ϸڼɤӣ׼˵ Ա˵һȴһվ˵ϣ޵ĵ ˣǲһȺү඼Ҫȴ
쿪ᣬʲôܵκ˵ʲô Ҫ  
ʧҩ"û뵽һᱻͬ Ҳô飬Ϊݽ棬ѧҽѵ֪ 죬ҽӦԾΪ ǿˡ"
ϫмʵҲѧҽģԾΪ аѱ˵ǰ "
ϼתͷϫ"ҵȻ ....."ϫȻĿ УϵĻں²ȥˡ
ҩһ±ƵĿżˣôԼʲ ô֪ӡ
ڼҵ˲ĻᣬεĶҩϫ ˼ҽߣȻҽͶˣʶһ ٣ҪҽҪʲôϺһֱû ᣬһֱ࣬˵أǲϹ"Ļ ڼǿʵģạֱ̊́Ӵһֱڲص 
ҩȵĿϣϻûü鿴˸ һôãһԼ û˽ŮˣѩԵҪȿҪѪҺȥ Ȱһû˴ѪҺܻܿģֻмСĻ Իѽ
һҩıˣĻˣֻ Щ飬ĿϣܾΪ СҽιֶҩˣҲǱҽιι ҩģİ֮ˣĸԸΪ ѪҺġ"
ϲ˼Ŀҩû뵽ҩȻ˵Ļ 
ҩľľĿûзӦΪŮ˸ٶ࣬ ԼĸԸͺãֲκˣȴû뵽Ůһֱ ԼһֱԼоú͸ղűѣĽ ͨˣ֪ԼǰôôŮһֱܴ ȴΪܶ඼Ϊˣԭ£֪ ʷʲôŮ 

46ФӲм

46ФӲм
ҩͻȻڵĻ߽ˣһʱ֮䲻֪ ô죬ҲԼѪҺȥˡ
ҩȫһһ޶ԣϫ˿֣ʱ ǲٿ
"ȿȣ  
ԭڵϵͻȻҵĿϰԵķ ࣬ĸű˳
ڰ˳ãȻĿ˿ܣ ҩϵʱһ£ȻӾҵĿ ߿Ȼ߶˵ .....ʲô ѵ  .....Ǻ Ǻû   .....  ..... .....Ҳ Ҫȣ ̾ ....."
ϲߣ˵Ļ͵ԼѪˣȵ ͵뿴ġ
˽ֲ£ȴûһȥȰǣȫԹۣ ɻ˵ϣĿҩ
ˣϻպΡ
ŵͻȻڵЩ߹ܾһУ ֪ЩײǶôܵõ Щò˵Ķǵǿֻ̤Ϊ ӵһУƾʲôƾʲôôƽƾ ʲôФФӲһ˻  ҵ𣿲Ȼ  .....ֱˣƾʲôң ƾʲ ô ңϣҩ˵㰮ϣʵ㲻 ҰͻΪͷҲФӵĶ֣ϣ أΪФѣ;ԲΪϳ֣ Һϰң㣬Զᰮ 㣡Զᣡ"
ҩޱһģԲФ Ӳǡ"
ӣŭҩ"ƾʲôô˵ƾʲô "
ҩ³һѪĻ"ΪФӲмô 
ģһѪЦ"мһ мЩ߸ϵѽЩ ѽֻ߲ȵͣˣʱһμң˵ ФӳңΪ˲ͬҪʶȻ Ӷȴ·𿴲Ƶģ˵ ҲƾʲôмȻʲô ǣʲôǣǸ......"
"ס죡
ϫüĳƪ"ƾʲôҪʶˣ һҪʶ㣿ƾʲô λ͵ģʶ ˵ƽȵĶԴԴÿһ˶м "
ʵƿԣĵϫ
ϫǲм"Ҫ춼˵˿ ˿ļ壬ļˣǶǰŬˣ ûŬкĳɹǵûŬ Żʲô鶼һԴԵ޹ʾ Ǹа˭˵õľʲôʲôˣ  ˭˵ģ 书 úö飬ѧʶ  ЩѵǳþԴ  벻û Ľʺ޶ѣ"

47Ф

47Ф
Ťĵϫģҧǿʶ 
ϫȴŹ"˵ܲϲҩ㣬 ÿζ͵͵ҩæģ㵱ɵ ô Σһζסÿζ֪ϻȥҩ  ˣװߣЩĶˣ"
㣡!㣡''ָϫ˵ҲԶԣ Եɵϫﶼһû 
ҩߵ߶£ʵⶾôģ" ΪҩͨҪˣϲҩֻ ҩȤΪҩڸȤĶҩͻ¶ һ˲ϵˡ
ϲشȻشҩȴһ˵ 
ΪȥϼɽѩңԼСж ˶ѡ"
˳ȥͼһӴ˳ ˪Եе飬һ˲ɸʵʣҩ ȴŵ¶ȡ
Фӡ
ѩϫ߸˵ݣϫ︹̣ ˲ҩϹôϲǸ߰ˣ ϲأ
ҩ˿ˣĿת"˵ģ"
ЩҿҩҩȻûбֳܷŭӣ Ͼ֪ҩǰʲôֱ׳ ҩǽҩˣôֱ׳ ˣ˶Ӳġ
๣Ųӵңϸ裬 ƾʲô "
ѩĿФ"ϸ裿 ''ûëɣ  Фбһ"أ"
ѩޱĳһ"㲻ᣬֲʲô ɫҩ㿴ʲô谡"
ҩüĵһӦ ֪Ϊʲô"
"Ϊʲô "
໹û˵ȴ̲סˣѵԼô ԼҩΪʲôᰮԼ
ô⣬ФӲ飬Ҫʲ ôȺӵķӵԸģûȤǿȤ ģҲϸĺǻǿѵ飬Ǳ ǵ''ҩ̾ ϣһֱ֪Щעص ʧעһνĶֻҪ־ͺãȴ ֪Ѿһп̫ء
ǣ"Цһ"ЩʲôеȻԼ֣ Ф֮ӣոǿͽɽׯΪ ѹȥ裬ⲻ˭˭ "
ɫĿ࣬ί ˲СίίФʲô£ûҪ ɽׯҲûбʾͰʾ󿴵ϳֵ ʱ뿪ˣ⵽׹ʲô顣
ϫգŴ۾Фӣаʵɽׯ ۾ǲǶⰡ"

48ֻҽһ

48ֻҽһ
ФӰĿתϫղžע⵽ڻѩ ϵ꣬۾ںڷлżһϹ⣬͸ аȴִſ͸׵ǣһ鶯Ϣȴһ ɾɣĳһìܵ꣬ᡣ
ФЦЦҲǺӦǵġ"
ϿʼûзӦ˵ʲôһ˲ը "ǾȻ˵۾Żѡң ......̫  
鵽һϫʼȤˣ˸Ƿ ĵˣѾˣҪٳЩеûˣ ôôɣ'˵ſҩҲҩ
ҩɨһФӣƮˣ˶Ŀ "ⶾҽ"
ϲԾ¶Цݣôҽͺã⼸ ˵Ҳûʲô˵ģԺͺˣǲ ֱ󱨸ˡ
ԭ˾ǿű˹ŸôΪԲ ФӱȥҶõ񱨸Ҫ ѽ
ѩպФӲͬĿҩФӸΪֹҩΪ ⶾģ·ϱһ£ϲϣҪϫ ҩѾ꣬Σˡ
ҲǻѩհӦѾȥ Ϊϫû˻һֹҩ࣬ ҩǰϫҩȹᣬı ˡ
ûȻѩպФӷҩȴһˣ˵"ҽ ԣܲҵȥҽֻҽһ룬Ϳ λԼˣһΣιλҲҪ ңҲҪҵš'˵껹Ŀ˿ϣ Ķ򵥣вԱ߻лѩպФӰæ ʲô⣬츳ûߵϿɾͲһˣʱֻô ѡأ
ѩպФӻü˾ȶģ˵Ҫ ڵѪȣ˶һۣФӴǿֹҩʲô ԴӦǿ󣬿ҩԼУҲΨһ ǿģĶϫĻˡ
Ҫ⵽ʲô̶ȣҿԣѪ"ϫʵ ѽöѽЩ˻Ҫĥʲôʱ򰡣
ϫһԼǧˣ˷׷׾ȵĿֻлѩ ڼھȹ¶ȻѩյĲа취㶾 Ӧòڻ¡
ҩĿϫûʲôǿͷˣ Ŀתѩա
ѩȵ󣬷Ӧҩ˵ͷ
ҩְĿͶФӣФӵĿֱҩ ڵĵͷӡ
Ͽתҩҽࡣ

49Ϊʲô

49Ϊʲô
ҩڻأ˵ôҲ ܻǰһԴϡ
ҩղżȻ˵һ룬ڵȻǡ"
ͷ֪ʲôȴЩĻ䣬ʲ ôԶȥˡ
ϫν"Ǻðɣɽҩ˭ ˣʱֳɱˡ"
ǽ֪˿϶٣ʱˣ ɵĶ϶ҩɽˣȻ£鷳
˷׷׿ڼڼΣϫȴҡҡ ͷڼϲһ£ƽϫóԵûа ûϲãͱϫĻˡ
ϫڼУΪҪҩ"
ѩȻ棬ôΪν ˡ
ФεҡҡͷһװԾ˳ ФӴ¡
ϫ׵ˣһ˦ͷתŻѩջɽȥˣ ѩѾЩˣɫףΪû
ѩůůģƽøʲôƵģֻҪǶ Լ£ʹǻ
صҩɽϫȷŻѩսϢԼڼ ҪһˮҲ㵽ﲻˣҩҪȥȴڼ ˡ
ҩָڼ֪֪˭ĵط "
ڼŲÿ֪ҩɽ"
ҩ"Ϊʲôҽ"
ڼüʵ¥ķ䣬Ҫ¥ߣ"
㣡㣡㣡 ҩ˵ڼͷĿФӣȴ ϾźȲء
ҩй߹ȥſϣָʹФ"Ҳһ"
ФԹԵĺȲûҩִۣФ" ҵһ!"
ФӵĿ"Լ˽ȻӦϾ 뷨ҪˣʲôƢĺã ҪлѩţǲǾֻܼһʬ 壬 .....˵ȺأΪ
ҩоФӵԣİջȥˣ֧ ֧һֹѩնҽȥҲǴ 
Фӳ￴һ"ҩӦûĵط"
ϫҩ̵ȷʵФ˵ûҩ ĵطڼˮ£ӣȴѩһ סˡ
ϫԵĿŻѩ"㲻ȥϢҸʲôһ ҪҩأȻ˯"
⻰Ҫƽϫ˵ѩҪ˵˵ˣ ʱѩȴ˲ϣɫѿĿϫ"ҩҩ
Ӹʲô"
Ŷ'ϫ˿Լŵֱ۵ϴְϴֲ Ҫʪ·㲻ǲҴʪ·"
ѩһ㶣ڵɿ"ϴְԭϴְ" ϫһתĿŻѩգԴյѩ ǰüʵΪʲô~?"

50½ҩ

50½ҩ
û .....ûʲô"ѩЩתߡ
ϫȴŹȥ"ΪҪѪˣ"
ѩڴ£ʱɫѾЩ԰ףϫ £Ǻñӡ
ѩյҽ"Ѫ벻ϫ˵ 취
ϫƤһЦڴſڻѩǰŻѩ ֶһȥ
ϫİɣ㣬һûмԳ Ѫˡ"
ϫôһ˵ѩյǷ˺ܶ࣬ϾԼ ԶӦˣҲҳڶˣ ڲͬģ
ѩաôȣ"
ϫ"Ҫ಻ѣѾҩǼһ˵һ룬 鷳"
ѩʧЦҡͷѵ˵ѩϫ˵ȴ ô"ɣ˯ᡣ"˵껹ͱ۾
ϫᣬӻѩؿڳӣű۵Ļѩգ ȴڿ԰׵ʱ˱飬ſţܿƵİͷ ѩգĻİѴӭ˻ѩյĶͷ૵  "
δ˯ŵĻѩһһůůĸо
ڼ˺ð춼˳ڼ ǰȥ÷ţһžͱˣ˯ʵ ϫͷڼ"ã˯ˡ"
ڼĥ¥˯ˣҲ˯𣿲ҩ "ҩأ"
ҩ"ϫһ²ŷӦ"~ҩ˵Ҿ ˡ"˵תط˸СƿӸڼ
ڼսӵƿӣžǰˣڼĥ˺һ ҪпܵĻϫһ٣Ȳ˵ ù¥ҲӦģֻ롣
ԵҩΨ²ҵĶФӵ㿴㿴һΪ ǲһأԱ˰ɣ
ڼתҩһۣѸսӵƿӳҩһ" £Լȥɣûˡ'˵תˡ
ҩæӹƿɵˣָָڼ뿪ķָָ ƿӣĿФ""
Фεĺһۣ֣һԾ˳ ӹҩƿӣɽ¸ȥ
ҩ²һ´ҹӾǴҹӣô࣬ ФվŻȻʲô"һûоǼһʲôҩأ"
ФûԹԵ˸ˣҩһ վ"ҵҩɽôһıһ أ 
¹ŵϫϴѽѩյĻۣ ѩհַϫı§ˣͬ۵㿿 ң§˫˫ۣů⣬˲ƻһ õĻ档

51

51
ҹ
ɽȪҩ˫۶ţԺﲻʱȥ
ܣԼ̫ˣҽ߾͸Źҽѧҽ ҽ͸ɽʲô鶼沨Լ ʲôûУһֱڱãΪҲǺܲϸ񣬾 뻼ߵľףԼڵҲ߰㡣
"
ҩ·˼ʱԱߴһˮҩ һۣͼФӲ֪ôʱˣһɫ Ա
ФСϰ䣬׳ʵȴ࣬Сɫֵ ͵Ĵݣͣ˿鸹ФӵĶ ϣɢĺɶɣҩĽˣ Լһ͵һӶФ ҽٸߣҲı䲻Լġ
ҩĿ˺һŷӦԱһ ˣָФӲߵߵ  .....ʲô "
Фˮͱʱҩ⣬Ӧ "Ȫ
ҩᣬȻ֪ФȪģ˼Ҷˣû ȪȪôȪ ô󣬻 .....ϲǰݣ
 .....ⲻĿŵĹʲô 
ҩĹĵĵФӺһᣬФһ㷴ӦҲûУ ԼҲִ˴Ф"ǲǺⰡ ú׵飬ȴһֱûп͸ɵ ȥ"
Ф۸ҩһ"㻹֪֮
ҩۣοԼ 
Ф޶ԣҩйͷȥ"ǲǾҺܻ 鷳 .....'һǴ
Фεҡҡͷºְҩߣ ̾˿ὩӲҩͷļϣ ɵܶҺͻѩվɵ͸飬 ãɵúܿɰҲ᲻Ƿǣ㶮ǷǶԴ 鷳ΪĿǣϲ㣬ȴѳ ҲԶңҿ˵ģ㲻֪Ȱ ⣬ȴÿÿģɵôɰô 㣬أ"
ҩ۾ģһʱΣԼһ Ĺ§һůůģһФӣЦ͵ ɵأҿµһҽ"
ФҲЦ"ԣµһҽҲɵҽ" һҩʲôҪˣԼ˵ģʱ ڻԼرȫԼɵô
ϵܰһĻĴţ 
ϫŻѩչŽʵȥˣ" ѩ뵽ղſһĻЦЦ""
ϫһѽϴůֹ֣"Ƕ
ȥôãֶˣˡ"
ѩյЦ

52

52
ڶһ𴲶ˬֱڼյ ſʼ˲ˡ
ڣѩʵ˵ɣ׳ʲô£ ˡ"
ڼû䣬ȴ۾ɨ˻ѩһۡ
ϫڼղڵɻѩա
ڼ״ԪԾҪʼˣϻʵԽԽ ã̫ϣǻȥ"
ѩ˵ͷ۾ȴûдڼ뿪
ڼüʵ¥ʲôԸ"
ѩ"ʲô£"
ϫҩФҲһڼ
ڼһ£û¡"
''ѩհڼһ"͸ղЩϵֵ ǲǹģ"
˫Ե۾ڼ
ڼƲƲ"˵Ϊүף׶ ¥ûǧ"
ѩü"ţ Ҳɣأ"
ڼıˣ˵үڴϾ˸ 绨ŮŮΪ"
ϫͻȻڼĻϲĽ ȥ"ȻҪǸүүǲͬ⣬Ȼ ŮͱʾԸţʲôԣֻҪүߣѾ ҲУȻҹ"
ȿȡ
ѩԴϻѩԽԽ׵Ļȥóʲ ôǣ
˭֪ڼȻĵ˵ͷ"˵"
ѩա"
Ф"
ҩ""
ϫƴЦ"Ȼ!"
ȿ"ѩֿڼ"ô֪ .....'ôࣿ
ڼɫ˪ҧĺУ¥úö Ǻпʱѹүϸµд ҡ"
ʳ
Ѯջһʳ⼸춼Կһ棬 ߳ԷһòԱţȴԷֻ
ǳӿꡣ
ٶ촽Ժ׳ʵһǸе㺩 ӣŮĿԷҲ޶ԣ Ǹӡ
̩ɽȴ˿ȥˣһȴ еָųԷ꣬ Ĳˣʵȫȫ⣬ô˼ أ  
Ϊӵ껹ûзǸвʵĹﵹ ˣվſڵ˵λ㲻 ˵ӣԸӵģң ģôԵġ"
⻰ͱˣ˲ˣ ʳǣҹӣݲ͵˲ ٣Ҳû˼ɵӵݣ۸ʵĻ ⼸ݣѾкܶ˲ˣʱ׷ָ öԴŮ˵⼸Ů˺ö࣬Ϊ˾ͿԶ ˼ΪΪ̤˵ġ

53¿Ϸ

53¿Ϸ
Ӳ̫˵˵"ŮԸģҸ ߣҲ  ....."¸ǻˣЩһָӵ ˵ûģûͬģû .....
¥ϰϫζĿ¥µĴϷ¥Ѿ ҳһˣͻȻתܵԱͬڿȴû ڼȥڼĶ߿ٵĶһͨȻ˫Ŀ ڼڴ
ڼ˼Ŀϫ˵ʲô  ..... ......ûи "
ûд''˵ϫɷµĵ˵ ͷʾͬԼĿ
ڼĿϫһۣĿѩգϣ¥ ˱뷨
ǻѩѱ䵽ϫԼĿⰮ ĪֻܵûȲ衣
ڼĵĿͬʳǵˣܺãһ ԵĿԼȻҩһ̩ɽֻɨ ԼһۣФӡ
ڼ˭Լ׼Ծȣ˫۵ϫ"Ҳȥ ȥ"
ϫ˲ͱˣղŻůھǺ ˣݺݵҪǲȥҾѹȥ"
ѩ" ! !
ҩ" .....(? 3)-?
Ф"
 .....'ڼֻǿһϫˣ ¥ȥˣǱӰôô񱻱Ϊ潡
ϫԾԾԵſű濴ҩҲ˹ȥѩ պФӶһۣҲͲסĺ˹ȥ
¥սѾȻˣ俼ϾҪʼʳ߶ ǣѾҪˣҲëˣҪ ˣǸвʵҲһֱͼϿ ӿŲôȴҲһֱš
ʵͻȻһȥһҪӶ ȥˣȺҲˣܾͱشˣʱһ ŭΪյ϶Ҫܾˣʵ͸˦ˣҪ 㣬סʵˣ֮ͥ£һҲռ˹ ˣʱȢˡ
˿ϷȽĺľ׼ ֣ʵΪıɹ¶ЦʱһͻȻײ˽ ײ˲ʵԼӵĻ
ֽסͻȻͶͱӣ϶Է
˫۾һ˲ͫϧڼʱҧгݵ ϫϷʲôϷ룬ûϸӵ 
һ̷·羲ֹˣԭȳµû ӵʵҲͻȻıʸ̫ڼƷ һʱ
ϫҧָٺٵЦϲϷˣк ϷˣҩҲϫͬȤýζѩպФ һۣڶԸ￴c (J - i) ro

54ڼ

54ڼ
ȷӦڼʵλû ɣ 
ڼһߺĿ"㻹 ǰ㲻ңҸмǵʱû ر㣬ΪҵļˣΪ˲㣬ˣȴһֱ ģڻˣһ౨ ԸΪţֻҪߡ"
ϫ"ݵòǸղŻһɵӣ"
ҩĿϫڼһֱŸô ˣȻϫ²С
ѩգФӷ"ⶼʲôʲôѽ"
һ£ȴܿ췴ӦȻԭ Щ껹ðɣ 
ڼ۵ܺãһֱǹŹӣ˯óԲ ãϣЩӸǰӵľ֮ء"
ʱȫһ֮ǰʵ˵ʱ 񾭲һĿ˼Ůվǰһ òӣȴɵɵӦ"뱨 ''
ӵĻȾǰڼѵ
 .....˻Ǹ𣿱ð İɣ
ʵΪʲôңȴԴˣƾʲô 
 .....'ϫתͷѩաǸϳڼˣ ʲôԨԴ"
ѩյ˵ͷӦǵģȻȴ ɵӦ˵ܴڼ .....һϳҲֻ֣ ڼԼЩŰˣԼĵλ ˱һμԵ"
"Ϊʲô
ϫҩͬʱʵ
ѩպФӶһۣͬʱԼ"˭һ ʲô鶼ֵôЩĳЩϻ ģǲĲȷţ̫ʧȥ"
ϫצצͷʾʮû 룬ѩվ¥ȥ"ѾˣûʲôϷ ˣȥɡ"
Ȼ¥ΪڼĳղŵĻһƬΪȫͣ ȫʼ˹ˣֻвʵı壬ǿ һǿŷǰģӵεĿ "ȻģǾһȥɣ壬 кñʵΪӸ"
⻰˵ȫԼڷںһȰο ˣֻҪˣܸԼ
ҲоóӶ˲ͬڲ ˣԼ͸ˣൽʱȱ ЩҪԼԻӵĺӣʰˡ

55º

55º
" .....
ҪȥͻȻˡ
˲ʵô죬϶᲻ڼѽ ѽ'ڼڼû¥ݳʱõĻ¥ ߣѩȻҲ⡣
Ѱȥͼ˵һµ꣬껹 һһߵ¥滹 ꣬һǳɫ֮һʮֵ ϳ˻ѩնصߣ"¥¥  
һַ׷׺ÿ·ͷٶԶ ʵ¥̫¥ȻǽɣȴǺܶ ˶ǵģκܶ˶֪ȴû˸ȥ ¥ùͷµƵģû˺³
ϫŻѩǰȤΧһ Ȧתǰͦģ  .....Ծôˣ ô"
ڼĥⲻԼ𣿻ֱˣ
ӵûһ¶κκµɫ Ǵ"ıȵϻ¥¥ҪĺãҲỤסԼ ˡ"
ϫλﻤͦأ"
ӿûʵһۣڼҿ ḸԸӰḸף˵Ҫ𣬿 һҪңҲû취Ҫʲô۸Ů ˡ
ģ֮ǰ˵ӻߵ ǻ¥ˣȴһŮַӣǿ ӶŮӺãʵν౨鵽ô£ ô᲻أֻΪ˿ӵֲ˰ˣ ʱ¥¥ҲǸлڼҪǲ֮ǰ ΪһЩҲ֪Ҫùʲôӣ 
Ŷ'ϫϳԭˣҸ濴ţ ΪǷʲôأôҶַ㣬˵ǲǣ" 仰ϫʻѩյġ
ѩնϫĻǾģȻĵ˵ͷ
" .....'Ȼˣô죿ҪؼҰȱ ˰ɣ
ҲЩģ"ҡҽͰ ߡ
ϫбڼһۡ
ڼһҧ̧ͷӵʱȴǹ΢Ц ƽĵӲˣҲʲôˣֻҪ ѣ̫ƽˣ"
ʵ㲻лڼʲôȴһ㶼 ߣӿϣⲻôʵ ֻҪһԺٻ٣ӯӯ "λᣬģҸĸСͽҪ֪ͼ ҸĸѾȥˣҲǵĽ̻塣"˵Ż΢΢̧ͷ ѩյˡ
ϫüܷвʵŻѩյ΢΢ס ˲ʵĿ⣬ЩԼղųˡ

56»¥

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ڼϫĶﰵЦ"вңʳ ˰ɣߺߣ
Ҳ޻˵ԺôǸŮˡ
ȿȿ ....."ѩ˼¶ɫЩ ס
ϫŻѩոڼһɫ
ڼӵ㿴ҪȻҪ㣬һ ......"
Ͳܰ˴أλһȥ Ҹϣûйλסĵطǲ١"
˸ơ
ϫʱѾû˿ֵ飬Żѩվߣ ҩФӸϣڼ̧ҪϣȴͻȻʲôͣ ӡ
Ӳ"ôˣ 
ڼ˳"ǹӣ~롣"
һ£ڼļ»ˣڼ˼ ϣȴߵűߵʱͣŻûжĲʵ"㻹 һ"
ȻϲˣȴܶҪǶϫ˭ ȥɲϫŪˡ
ס˵ĲʵŷӦ첽ϡ
뿪󣬴˲ٴһԼ
˵¥¥زٰ"
"ȻˣûҩҽҲҪǵĻǻô󽫾 ĻѩôܺΪѣ˵Ϊ˶ ϧأ"
ѹأ˵ôѩÿÿ»¥˶ְæأ"
Ҳ֪εʳʲôѵΪ״ԪĶ ԣ  
Ӧòǣ״Ԫ¥¥ "
¥¥ʲôͷΪʲôʳǵ˶   
˭֪أǲã֮ǰиƷԱ˵¥ ̫̫Ͻ鵷ٻ¥ڶ죬ǸԱ ״ɣܿͱˣ"
? I I I "
黹ֻһη󣬴Ҳ˽⵽ ¥Ŀ£˭ãҵ¥"
"
Ӿ˻¥ˣڻ¥λͣ  Ӧߺ˰ɣ"
ǰиʵǸлڼĿ ⡰
Ժ˭ҪǸŮ˺飬Ȼ  
"  !!!Ǳûʲô飬ûУ"
˵Ǹڻ¥¥Ե˭ ¥¥ó 
ǰǰ˵ФӶûзأ"
"֪û˵Ҳûм"
϶ҲǸ򵥵ģڻ¥Фǰô 磬ܼ򵥵ȥ"
ǰȺ֣Ǽûһ򵥵ģǸ лڼҲ򵥡"
¥ܼ򵥵ȥǲֵ֪ܱʲôʱ ǻ¥Ĳ.................."
˵仰˽Ļ˵ˣס"  ¥ĶĿ޴ڣҲǣ"
ס˷Ӧŵ亹ٿڡ

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ү
ǰȥţ־𻹡ûüţžʹ 汻ˣһøЩȴȻͬ ˳˴һһӴŲʵ ü"ӣô"
ʵͷ˵ҴЩӵ⣬ȴ λǰ֪ô£λ ӡ
ͷЦһ£"磬Ȳ Ǽ"
˳ָķȥͼɫվ ߿ʵһߵһͷ ȹ¥ĻڼλڼǱҲ˳ư һү"
ľ˿ӣֿ˿ԱߵĲ ģ
ӸˣʵҲԼҴ磬ֻ˵ǻ ¥¥"
аһ"Ȼ֪'¥¥˭ʶ 
йһ"¥¥ݹ٣ɸ ԣ¥ͼλ"
ϫûȤһžͶȥ үеûз䣬Ϣˡ
һ£ǡɻѩմʱ̲ס һӷӦ¥¥ǳ岻ð ʰӣȻԼ˵Ϊ׼Ŀͷƽ ûʲôסȴʱɨոѾԸ׼ λȥϾͿסˡ"
ҩҲЩĻѩգ֮ǰϳѩѾ ޣ֪ôģľǾ
һ°Ժӣϫ⣬һط ϫ˵Żѩսȥиѩհŵӣ ѩԼķԱߣȴȫû ᣬԼҲѩյĴȥˣָסѩյ۾"˯ Ѿүʲô飬Ϣ˵
ѩεǣ˳ӵıۣҲ֪Լ ׻˶ãھͶ˳һЩɡ
ФҩҲԼķ䣬ҩɵĽȥ ʶûһ䣬ڼϰΪĿһĻתк ӵͷλˡ"ˡ
ͷȻЩᣬȴǴ˳ӵˣ ȴµĿڼ"㲻Ҫ"
Щˣߣôûڼ ʲô˿......
ڵﲻǿԼɵܵܶ ˵˼ˣ۾Ӹղſʼû뿪ˣȫȫ ˣɵ֪ܵܲô죬Ͱ
ڼһ£ٴ²һϫȴ侲 ǵģҼ¥첻ʣٵӸǰ 𡣡
ǼþյˣڼȻѾӦˣʹת ˣߵſڵʱ򿴼ʵڣʵ ˵Ŀ;"
⻰˵൱ˣһ㶼ûڱǰİ 磬ʵһ£æ˸ˣܳһξת ˿ѩռ˾סĵطڱصãôˣ ûһ˻Լ

58ν

58ν
ڶһϫͱСˣʵ 󣬿˭ôã벻Уü㵽
ѩճЦЦӱ˳ "ˣ˯ô绹ûϢ"
ϫڻѩջﹰȥǲ
ѩ֪ϫ˯ֻңҡҡ ͷԼˣȻûһϫҲӱˣֻ Ÿͺһ̵ϸߡ
ʵһ̣һЩͣʱں Ļۡ
ʵ"ǰź漸λӵģͣ ҽȥ˹òǵ"
˿"˵ˣ˵Ȳڡ"
ʵ"Ҷ˵Ҳ˵ȣ͵ģ
ÿ"
"ʲô  
ϫޱĿˡ
Ͻһ"ʵڱǸϹӣŵˣ ͰŮ˸ߡ"
ʵȻԸߣ̸ϫ" СŮͣȻλƽԹƷȴ зζϣϲ"
ϫ뵽Ů˿ѩյͲˬʱ һֱᣬʵӱģ"
ʵ֪ϫΪʲôôʣȴʵʵش"ǵģ Ӱң......"
ôģһƽܵүһ סʲôʲôֻҪǱĽھͿ 7? ! 
ʵ "......û......"
ϫͱ˵ʲôүס ɣ ԺүĲٰɣ ñǰǧ򱶲ٰɣ  ˲˵ҪȴʲôҲû ɣ ҪģһҲûٰɣ " ٰʵѾҡҡ׹ˣѩҲ Զʱǻ̻̣ЩĿ꣬ڿһҲ ˣЩԭ͸ˡ
ʵתӣȴԼҲվ˲׵ Уˣ滹żˣǻʳǵĹӣ ǻкЩˡ
ʵоƤ˰˶ЦƵĿԼ Ȼ˹ȥ
е̧ʾ"ӳȥ"
Ҫ֣ϫȴֹ"˻ãܷ ¡"
޲ɣ˰ŪʵԼסĵط
Ϸ꣬ż˽ѩյ˽ "⼸λҵıܱãĽ¥¥ڸλ ۳ͶûҴżλݷһ¡"
ϫ˲ȤٵĿŻѩգû˯ ء

59ټ

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ѩմò˴к඼ؾأ ܼ˵еĻ¥¥Ǹˣֻһ۵ģ ǹڸˣһǰͳ嵽ѩǰֱϫ ѩüһסȥϫ
пѩյĲ䣬˵˼仰ʹż ˣǸ۵ߵʱ򻹺ǲԸеһ۲Ų Ը뿪ߵʱ򻹵ϫһۣԻѩյ ӡ
ϫرϲ˵
ЩΣ˶"ǸΪλ׼ Щͣλ"
ȻүȻҪȥү緹 һᣬŴȥүϫΪֻǼ ӵϵټյͱ ˵
үǫˣӿǸѵõĺúӣҺҼҽɶ Ǻϲأ.."
ϫһ
үͺүȵλϣλ Żô󽫾˺ͻǧղ˵ľǻô󽫾ˡ
ǧҹһ˶ӵ ʱﺬ飬˿ϧעҪü׸Ϲӿˣ ӳ˸˵ʱǰĿڼϵģһⶼ ûˡ
ϫɰ̾˿СӼҼҵľѧ ű̸˵ǧ½ǧ;ͻǸޡ
ѩյ˽үͺү˶վ үñȽϴһˬЦŵ¥¥ҩҽ ФӼλݹ٣ǻӭκдܵĵط λ¡"
ѩЦһðţүԭ¡"
"үԻѩյ̬Ⱥ⣬¥¥ ҲǸ֮
һԵĽȴǲŮʱ ûүͺүô飬ȴһç֮ ôмӣûѴ󽫾أ
бۿ˻ѩռһ۵ӵǽιأ ǿʲô˸ýʲô˲ýĺá"
ΪѩպڼߵĹϵǶ֪ ǰľǻѩգϫСɴˣҲ뵽 ڵǸǳ˴Сֶգڿɶ ǺŻüأ
ү˴˶Խ˵Ĳм¥¥ ǻʳǴСԱɵĶ󣬻ͻʹǧ˿ƵĹϵ ҲֻнֻźԺԴ׵Ů˲¥ ǶôĲǰľǻ¥¥  ֪
Ȼ˵λǻ¥¥˵ѩ ѣ֪ôˣϷһܵò ӰҲǵأ"
ǲŶǻ¥¥ûѩ̽أ ţ˭֪ǲأ֪ǣû˭ ð¥¥

60±

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ѩһЦѩպܺã˵Ϊҵ ˣϣϲҲһֲ"
˾ͺĬŲ˵ˡ
ϫȴŹգ۾Ž"ѽ ..... ѩ˵µʱҲأҲ֪˵ǸŮ ڼ"
" .....ôܼˣ۸ڶ۵ ôԸȢǸ˾ɷŮ
ϫɷµĵ˵ͷ"ӦǼ˰ɣϾΪѩ Ȣ˱ضõĺܣĹ϶޵ѽ㿴 ʵʲôǺ
" .....'Ҳ˵Ҫǹû˾ǽҽܡ
үͺү˶һۣСС꿴򵥰˵ ʲô¥¥һݵӣФӺҽҩû ԴϻͷԺҪԴ
  .....'˱ϫµ˵ǧȥ ˶͵ż޸ء
ǧһµĺһϫ"λСӣ ˸ĸý֮ԣǻСӦùԣ ãŮҵ飬Ӿ͸öˣСӼ£ ԺԿ"
˳ĿԼŮԼ ġ
үüҪ˵ʲôȴѩˡ
ѩյĿŻǧ"ϫع̻壬ܺá"
ϫĻͱѩյһ仰ˣѵ ѩԱ߿ڻ¥ֱϣϾʵС Ǹʲôأ 
ǧ֪ϫʲôҲΪϫ ˹һ죬Ǹĸһݷ ģ˵һЩӸ飬ЩԹ "
üڼһۣӸˣίĿ ڼҪҲû취ѽûǹ
Ŷ~Ӱ'ϫ"ﲻ֪ Ӹ㲢κιϵܵһӼ ʾģɱǸŮҵҪöɣ ѽ"
ǧϫɫࡣ
͡
ҩϫĻǵФһڲˮæѾߵ ëФӲãһн֢Фȴûз
ϫͬĿҩ"ҪԼ֪㲻֪ղһ ڲ蹻ϰһµˣ˻ãڶ˷ ˡ
ҩⶼ˭ѽ
үûû£Ҷġ"
ү˺зǶ˰
ž 
͵վָϫŭС ӣڮҵŮҲʲôݣʲô ˣҰȥ......"

61ҵ

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"ˣ"үĿŽ"ҵĺүǻ 󽫾Ҫˣؽˣ"
˱ǴŻǧϵ̸һµģ үͺүһֱˣʱٱϫһ̼ʧ "ҾͰҽãܿ˰ɣ  ү!"
ϫȫûһµģĿŻѩնû
ѩ˳ëһ˳ϫͷĿ򽫾 "һ¥ˣҪĴãҲû˭ܴõһ¥ ˣ
ȴڽ˵Ķ˴˸ սָЩǣô󽫾˵Ļ
㽾֪ʲôҲ֪עһ 㣬Ҫȥǻ¥ˣҪǽ˳ʲô飬 ܳе𣿣"
ʱǸƷԱ¥ʱô󽫾 ˵ĻΪʱĶӳɣҪԻѩ֣ȴ ѩպͻ¥¥ѣ˹ϵһ㣬ΪƷԱ 飬˱ͣ֡
˲󣬽ֲ֪˺ã˴ ׺ݵĶ»"²ô˵ģ'˵Żǧˡ
ǧ߻ؿȴӣǻѩ պϫֱӸ˹ֵֹģʱɵ ѩգҪǵǸСɽ俴 ǸСҲðȥܣŪԼ˲˵ɽҲ ֪ʲôԭ˯ѵļ󣬲Ȼ⼸Ҳ ˳ɽİæˡ
˺ͻǧˣһӾͱˣ ϫһӾʹӱս״̬״̬ˡ
ү˶ȥѩûκαʾ ӹš
үصĿŻѩա¥ʳڵѾ ˰ɣϲأӲƣ̫᧿Σ"
ϫ˻ѩһۣԭ˻ʼҵ£ѹֶԸ ʲôô࣬ԭк̨ģ˵һ Ҳڹٳô޼ɵк̨Ǹ̫ ӻйؾͲһˣ߶ԣڿ̨
Ⱑ
ҩ̣Լ嶼ˣ 
Фȫǲɽ˭֪ʲô
ѩյҴѾ֪ҲһЩ׼ҵ ݱϾͬʱܶ²档"
үͷ"Ȼõҵĵط¥ܿڣ Ҿƴǡ"
ѩաôʹǳʲô"
үص̾ ƣ"ǻʼ飬ȷ ϸ̫ӣҲûʲô"
촩֮
ġ촩֮£飺ʮٹ Ű˻ɢ֧ӣɯ֪Լһֱ Ϊһƣݴʵһֱ˺ŰˣÿһԼ ıҽֶðɢɢǣɺʱΪתһ ֪
ɯ޷ͬ˵취صȥıÿһ Ľ֣еļع飬ֻΪ˶
ƪŰˬģϲѿղ£?һ?

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ѩ۾һĿү"˭Ͳסˣ"
үεĵ˵ͷ"Ƕӣҩ» Σ̫һҪ˼ɻϣһҪŶӣ" ˵ſҩ"ҽְܹæܷΪϽⶾ ҪǻϺˣܻ򵥺ܶࡣ"
ҩ˿ѩպФӣǶûзԣү Ļӻ"ȻԣҲ֤ܲܽⶾġ"
ȻȻҩҽܰæϷѾм'' ү˻أȻ˵ҩҽеҽ һ붯˭ҪӲģ˵ҽԼı£͹ ¥¥ФӾǲҪãǻϿҲ ˡ
Ǹǲرа "ϫͻȻ
˲ԵĿѩҲЩͷԣ ʵôô˵"
ϫ̧ƤżˣĿڣ Ҫ ̫ôôпնԸֶԸǸǵ̫ӣ Ū̫æˣԲŶԸǸӣȻӦò ȶӲɣ"
ФӹǣĿϫ"˼ǸǸ Щв̫Ӿͬһˡ"
ž''ϫִ̧˸ָԣټ ǣǸӻܷȥ"
ãüƲߣ''ү¶Ц⣬תȴȥ"Ҫ ʲôأҪǳ齻æ ǸǸӴ볯͢ڲԲУ"
ϫƻĹâѩպЦĿ͵ȵ èһˣһͷ"㵱ҪǸѾͷԭ  
ϫ¶һЦЦһˣȴ ѿܿɰ
"ԭ㲻ѽ 'ڼ
ϫбһۣڼˡ
үӶû˵ʲôɻĿˣ ʵ˵ǣ"
ȻһЦ"ϹӦ˵ǲʵ"
һʵʲôûȴǲ 飬Сϱһ͵ڼڼߣʵǿ
ʲôЩ
ϫͷ"Ӵǰ˵ ˣҲסиܼҵǣŮ˵޵еģ"
ֱڵǰܼǵĺү""
˿˺үһۣĬĬƿۣϫ ....." ѩϫͷ"￴Ϸѧġ" ϫ˸
ҩ"ǸвʵĲǶжô ɶӵİܼأ"
ϫɸֵĵҩ"۾ճФϿ ۲ˣ㻹ûעأ С˱㶼֪ 
ҩɴίĿϫаФ  .....Ųҵأ
ФҩͷΪǸŮһ ¥ͰҪͳԴ׵һʶ"
Ŷ'ҩȻĵ˵ͷ
㣡"ϫֱըëФ˹ȥ;ѩ§ ס˳ëĨһѣϫŲʲԸĿڻѩջֻ ǵФӡ
Фڵĸҩ裬ȫϫ ϫĥ
ү˿ֿǸԺﲻԼŮ ˵"ڵĺ˶ϲȥ"Ļ⼸Ӷ쳣 㣬Ҳǻ壬ԼҶôôûã˼Ҷ ˫ɶԣԼҵĶֻСϱһվ˼Աߣ뿴 ۶͵͵ģûϢһӵ׷Լû УҪԼ취
ȿȿȡүɤӣЩСǵģҲעһ ϣϼһԿ
ҩĵʵүҪ㿴 
үһ죬εģ̧εĿһ£ҩ ۾ĬĬİַ"ҽҸղֻ......ֻЩɤ "
ȻѾ˰취һ뿪취ʵʩ ҲҪʱģпգѩȥ ߣ˳ɶɵĽġ
ϫǸвסģѩȻסȻͬ⣬ ڼϣټϴֵҩ͸ҩФһ ȥȴҪʱˡ
˵ĲǱϼۣܵѩǰһ ˷ܵŻѩ"ҪȥҸһȥ"
ѩյЦ"ȥɡ"
ۣʵôûֵܽ ȥ"
˴ߣƽ˳ƢЩ 󣬻¥¥ǲǺõģҲ˻¥ˣ ۸ǡ
ϫɻѩգô˭㣿 
ѩ޹ӣҿû
Ǿͻ콲Щԣ֣û˼ˡ" ӵҲȥϹѡ"
ǳݵĿŻѩ"ǹֻ֣ҪǸŻ¥¥ 𣬶ʲô򵥵飬رһ"
ӼȰˣΪѵĿѩռˣФӺҩ νϵǻѩա
ϫҲûʲôֻ̫ݻѩգҲҪ һЩӣѩյȻСҪȥһɡ'֪ ʱ⻰Ӧö⣬Ȼжڡ
һһȥ˵һĵ˻ѩߣҪȥץ ѩյӣѩղźۼĶ㿪ˣʵܲϲ ģϫڼƽܲ֫ӴӴ
ġ
㶣ֿ˿ϫŻѩյ֣ 䣬ȴԣ˦˦ȥ߻߶"ǿ ֪ʳ棡"
ФҡҡͷҩϣڼһҲˣ ޹ĿѩգѩЦЦǣϫҲˡ
ʳǸϫϴ뿪ûʲôֻͬϴϵʱ 򣬳˺ܶԵģҲȥӵѣο˺ܶ Ķ
״ԪĿԾҪʳǺ֣СյҲ ó۶ԻʳǺϤȥĶر ֵĵطϧ˶ϲֵˣϫҩ ֺĸоһûȤ
ۻһֱͼѩߣ⵹ûʲô ϫҲûѩ߼ټһ۵λûеģ ֪ô£뼷ϫǱߣϫߣȴ òôԣȻǶˣȴҲ˲˵ʲô ѩֻһδεסϫֱ§ϫ
ϫƢͲã뷢ģǱѩһ§ ʱҲҪСʹôõĸ ʱŹۡ
ٺҲζˣ˵ѩ ߴˡ
ϫע⵽ѩӦ岻ˣѩƽװ £ʱڼƭȴƭϫֻҪһ 㲻ʣϫܵһʱ䷢֡
һѾ꣬²Ҫȥһ֣ ϫŻѩղ"ȥԷɡ"
ѩʵ"
ϫͷ""ԷζſϢѩҪ Ϣ
ѩաҸطԷɣʲô"
ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

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ФӵҲãҲˡ"ȫ۵Ļɼ ˶֪ϲۡ
ۼ״֪Լ˵ʲôҲûˣתתЦ ֪һҺóԵĵطҴȥɣ"
ѩյĿһۣ۵ƿһ ؾϫۣȥɣ"
ѩղͬĿϫϫ޹Ŀ"Ժó ġ"
ϫ֣ѩֻҲ֪Ϊʲôڱ ˶һûʲôĵģȴϫޱȵݣ ʲôԼԸ
۽ܵĵطһҾ¥¥ȴƽķˣ һֽĶϸС¯ţһ ЩĲˣȻԼųԾͿˡ
¥˾ζ˱ǶҩݺݵĴ ˸"жѽ"
ЦЦû£ֹףһһֲ ģܳѡ׾ͺˣĻ ףϹǸԵģǿҽѡ׶"
ϫÿɷ"кβɣôƳԼҲ ϲ'ȳԵĻ䣿
սĿ"ȻҪǵȻͱȱȣ"
"Ⱦͱȣ"
ϫĿԣĽѩͷ۵ϫ ˡ
ĺܻӭ˺ܶģ ۵һЦĿѩ"ʳ˶࣬ҵ ãԷĵطпϯ֮ǰͽðˣȥ ͺá"
۵뷨Ǵ¥ʳģȴΪϫ ҪСϲȻǾ ʱĶѾвˣȻڲôϫ ˳㻵ӣܳģ ζܵģ
СĴ¥ȥᣬӺڼ ڼһһӣӻûü˾ ڼÿǱܲҪɳʲô飬 Ķϫģ¥Ϊү ôϫˣ .....ʱ˭ҲȲ"
ʵͷãһῴġ"
۵ףǴһģƽر𰮳 ϫȴûдչȥоףһȥ˱ˮ ѩգˮһ·˵ѩյǰ˲ĸ ϫֶıӣФӶ̲סʵ Ɑʲôоͺһ ˬһ"
ϫ˿ӣФһ"ҷŵĶ ϶ˬ"
ѩտϫݵǰıûнӣɲϫֻ ǷŵĶµľϫ˺Լ壬 ˵õĲҩԼϫ ȡ֣أǲ˺Լ
ϫһ֪ѩʲôƲƲһֻ ͼǰװ۵һССӣɢϢˮ ȫͬ
ʵϫԼģԣǸԼ˼ ǴϵµģʮҲĲĻɲεӣ֮ ǰһֱûոռѩ岻ʣͻȻⶫ ʺϻѩա
˻ɲεҩЧкܶãҪ Ļѩ˵ҲкôҪǻѩҪĻ ɲεӾ͹õˣϫ֪ѩҪ̫ ˣȻԼ͹ˡ
ѩռӺˣӹϫˮһں£һ ůů˳ź£֫ٺƣǣ ѩһ˲оԼȫһûһ ֻ֪Ǵ֮ǰϫʱͬйĴ ֻκȥĶһЧ
ҲϫóӸѩշöҪ ɣѩճȱĲ䣬屻Ϳգܵˣ ѩյĿȱô޲ò壬ֲ ԸԼҲлɲεҩЧʺϲˡ
ѩմߣȻɫı仯ȴоó ѩϢı仯ղŵĻѩһಡ齶Ĳӣ ڵǸˡ
Ȼԭ˿ҽû¥ѹֻ¥ ôǲ˵ԼлģֻҪûü ֵ¥Ȼͻᶪģҫʱ
ڼҩϲĿϫ۶ǣǲǾͺˣ ȫˣФﶼϣ֮⡣
Ȼô£Ҳͬһϫ һʽһ
ϫҧŻѩգӻѩ￴ Ϊҽûѩա
ѩչǵԵرᣬıӷŵһ ϫԼԱߣˣԷɣ㲻Ƕ"
ѩָϫһƬ⣬֪ϫⲻġ
һʲô׵ģҲرʧ ѩջţñĶã .....
ȴϫڹӣһκû¥ ¥벻ˣ񶾵˼
ۿ˿Լղ⽻Сϵı̬ףһ Ц̧ͷʱϵĹЦѾûˣսĿϫ"˵  .....'ڿʼȰɣ
۵Ļûȫ˵ͱƿ˺ ȥͼǧҴҵĴⴳڵ 
ǧһӻ𣬲ȥĸ׵ɧ ɽòѣһ˾Զٻףһ £ûԵɽ͸о˺ö Զİɽ˵ĺöضܺãǧ ԼںôǴ󽫾Ů˭кö вһӦþŪˣǵ ʱ֪Լض޹ˡ
ϫ˿ǧپԶԣ׷ʶӿ ʼԷˣȴװʶڼĿӲ ͷƤǧк"СãҲԷ 
ǧǲŹöȻҲŹӣ ̬һЦ"ǰɰû뵽ѪԸ Ҳӡ'˵ǺԵ
ڼƲ죬ֲֻһˣѵǶԵ 
ϫȤĿ˿ڼǴյѩն Сǧҵϰ塣"
Ŷ'ѩ˻ǧһۣԴ˵Щ⣬ ôˣǽôôһ׾ݵģ 벻ư"ô֪"
ϫָָԼĶ"Ҹģƹ Ի"
ҩչ⵽ʲô䰡 ôԶ аȻ͵˼Ů˵"
ϫбۿ"⻹͵˵"
ҩνĻӻ"ʲôϵ "
ϫĥ"Ҹûϵ"
ѩסצϫģʵ ǣ"
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ϫҲ¶ɻ󲻽ı飬Ӵսѩգֻ Ҹո˵ʲôöҪ õ˵ʱڸʲô˽̸ûио ڡ"
ѩü϶ʲôܣ"
߼˲ԸǧҲĲɣ˲ϲ ˼䣬ǧ뿪վűҲû˽Ե ЩΣۺͦϲǧģЦŻǧ ôԵһ÷ɣ"
ϫ˻ûüǳ" ˵ʲôأһӵӣûСһŮӸ ÷⴫ȥûСδ棡"
۵Цסˣĵͷսȭͷ
ϫüŶ~ҵò
ǧϵЦݸΣģʲôĶ ˵治ôںģӶ˵ˣҪǻ ƤĻԵõùˣôϲ ģòǲŻϧ
ǧΪЦ˸뿪ˣ˳ʱ ۾ɨ䣬ʵ"Ƕģ"
ڻǧԺг"ûӦӦǲ ˣǺ֣ﻹж׷ĿԲضĵط ̫ˣ"
ǧ¶м"ϴǸѩմŵС㲻Ҳ֪ ʲô𣿾˵Ҫõɽ俴Ҳôף' ЩǧֻԼ룬ȴ򲻸˵Ǹ֪ һжҪɽء
ǻǧ֪ǣǸʲô֪Ϊܶȡ ǧ˼룬ɽ֪һȴװ֪ΪʵҲ ҪǧǻǧԼ֪ģҪǻǧ֪Ҳ ضԴˡ
صһţһʹ ʲô
վм䣬ȫǱٻļҾ߲ߣ ŤԺﲻϸֳѩԴϫĳܣ ϫȥԻϫģ ϫԵñ˭ȶûбȾֱϫ ڻ¥һһͿء
һֱ˵¥¥Ĵ˵ҲԶԶļΪ¥ʱ ĻѩգʱĻѩȻͬŲȴ˾᲻ ɴݣݣվﶼηĻ ¥¥ۼ
ڼ¥¥ΪԼڿԵó
Ը˭֪ʱĻ¥¥߶һϫϫʲ ôһˣֶڻ¥¥ߵС˶ѡ
ԣ¥һΪҩŲòϫõģһ ġ
ۺҵһ˵ԼɣᶨֻҪԼҲ ﵽ¥ֻҪԼõҩ䷽ϫҲûֵ ˣ¥ʱһᷢҵĺõģᶨ뵽 Ϊ֮š
о
ϫŶӽݣֱ̯ڴϲˡ
ѩպЦĿϫӣ߹ȥڴ£ ϫĶӡĹĵģ"Եòٰû Ͳ˵Сù۹⿴ǣʵ֪ǣ ˶ĶƤ"ϫôķϣ۽ Ϊһֻ۱һֻۡ
ϫץŻѩյָԼӣ~еš
ϫ̫óð䷽Ū֣ʱ Ҳ㡣"
ѩһԹΪϫŶӣһĿ ϫʲôͶԳԻúܡ
ϫźĺʼ˯ȴͻȻѩ "˵ǻǧô£ܸоЩΥ͡"
ϫߵ˱£գ۾ ˯գȷʵܹ֣һˣ ӦǽסʲôԽ"
ˣѩӵĿϫǧ ˣأ
ϫŻǧĲ֮ͬһʱûзֻѩ̽ Ŀ⣬֯һԵĺܶΪһ㶼 ŮӸеģƽװõô£һ˶ʱ ȫ˸ȥҹǺרص İΪܹ죬˵ĻҲǣ ..... һʲôⶫҲĹؼ ԽĹؼ''ᷨô̵ľ۲һ˵һ СһȻ˲ԡ
ѩհԺϫҲ˵뷨ʱѹ £ʵ"ϴζȤ ....."
ϫһֵû£ǶҲûʲôģ֮ǰ ΪԱһʲôҺˣȻʲô ֲˣҲ֪ҾǵʱǸСӡ"
ѩվǶһµĺãδ֪ĶҲ ϫôġ
ϫȫĵģϴ˾Ϳ˵Ƕ ѾȫˣΪҡǾ͸ˡ
ϫߵ߶ſڻѩյϣʵڸо ô"
ѩ"ҳԵʲôҸоúܶ࣬һֱҵ ÿ£Ϊȱ˵ʲôͬʱҲ ˥ܣʲôҩûãҩ¹ҩҲûã ҳԵʲôҸо޸һЩ"
ϫ"ҵĺӰ'
ѩ͵һ˼Ŀϫ
ϫûѩմʱıرȤסЦ ôɣ֮ǰң㲻ԣҿɱȳҵĺЧ Ŷ'
ѩյһ"˵˵''Ȼô˵ȴо ϫȻڸ֣ղŵĻȴ˵ģЩĻţ Щ֪Ǻá
ϫӻѩŻѩյһЦ" СͷƵģĺˣǶ֮ǰĵʱҲ ԣʱҲԣİɣ"
ѩĿϫ"˵ĺӣ "
ϫȻĵ˵ͷ"ǰ"
ǰƤЦϫѩڷڶԼ ˣһۣת±ۣ׼һ᲻ϫȻ ǲˣ......
ϫ죬˵ѽӲǺ𣿲 ڻûдѩ˵ѩһԼӣ ϫЦһֱȥѩæֽסϫʲô ˵뷨˲ʧӰ١
ڼѩպϫͽˣԼҲȥݣ תҲطԼӣӣ¥Ҫ Ϣˣûʱк㣬ҩҽФδҪû Ȼȥˡ"
ӵҲǣҾ ....."
ڼη˸"һһˣӻʲôû '˵ȥϫô飬ҪǵȻһ ʲôЦϫָѰˡ
ӽڼȴ֪˵ʲô˵һֱ 㣬һֱǵ㣬ʹ߻һ۾ϳ㣬˵  .....̫ ĻıӰȴһҲ˵
ڼоĶε̾˾ʲ ô˵ȴһҲˣҪΪǼ£ǻһ ֱճԼЩˣ  .....ûϰ߹
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˳Ĭţ֪ߵ˺Ļ԰԰ĺү һ۾ͿĲɵˣεҡҡͷԼ ôôðŪŶ~
ү˵ͷ˿ĻͻȻеùӣ ӣ
ȥ԰ĺүˣԹԽˡ
"
ڼ"ү"
үЦеĿ˵ǲûʲô°" Ӻڼһۣӵʱûʲô£ "
үЦøˣĻǰ޼ Щݣˣ޼ɣ"
ͷ"~Ɀֱŵģ¸øѻ԰˾'
ôϻ''үԼҶӣת ɫĶڼС԰̫"
ڼǳ鴤˵һôأ
ڼǿЦЦ"ȻԣֻҵҲȷʵãû ãϣ˲Ҫ֡"
ֲ֣Ȼ''үֿ˻ ⻨԰ҲνҲǽ޻ġ
үһڼӰԼѾĻ һ"ҪſŶ"ʹѾʧӰ ١
ڼ̾˿Ŀʼ޼ȴûж ĿڼıӰͻȻԼĺܱʱӦ úõĸڼ˵𣿲ӦЩô𣿲 ӦԼʲô԰𣿻 .....̫Ļ˵ ̫ʣֻҪǵĹϵԻصǰ ԣڵӾһ仰Ҳ˵
һԵĺү˶켱ˣôô ˼һ¥Фӣϲշ÷ ԼĴӵ׷ϱʱҲֵô
ͱأ 
үһɻѾ"ǲӲѽ  ôôһأ "
Ѿ߽ӲЦЦôش𣬻ܺúõѾ
ԺүҲҪСѾ߻ش² Ǳ˳Ĭˡ
ڼһ̾˿ԴٴӺ ̾Ĵ̫Ρ
ڼתӵ֣Ӷ׼Ҫ޵Ļ䣬ƽ ɣôˣԴҲ벻 룬һ߸ң޻ɣү˵ Ҫߣһô޵ꡣ"
Ӵڼ˵ȥ⻹ûн ûܺڼú̸̸ѾãˣڼĻ һ⣬֪ڼǰڼǸں ˣԭµֻڼˣԸһǸ ѡ
֮û˵һ仰ûжӣȴ ܰһֳ䶨ܰ崺硣
ү˹ǣԭԼɵõɵ취׷ ȻȴҲЧ"Ȼİ"
Ѿ" .....'׷ŵľӣ׷ľͲǣ 
ô󽫾
ýһظֱ˵ķ䣬δݾʵô үô˵ 
ܵ䵭أļ޸ ʲôڻԴ° Ӵ׵˵һ飬󲹳ôһ ôɵʲô û˽ӣ ߵ˶ôҵŮǴ󽫾С㣬˿ ָֻŵİǸүӹŮ ӻµĻΪǸ֪ɽҰ֮˺Ƕ ......"
˵ĻڻýԽԽڵɫס˿ڣսս Żý" .....ôˣ 
ýŽ"˵¥¥
7? !㻹Ҫߵˣ "
Ϊýɫʵֲ̫ˣû˸ղ ӣͷӦ
ý񿴸ɵƵĿžˣһεĻԼ ȢŮ˵ľǲǶԵġ
ýҧʵ㵽ûаҵĻ㵽֪ ֪¥¥ܵ֪ЩǱϵģ Щ˶û˸ҵ¥¥Ȼ .....ȻҪ ˣ Լµģ ֪֪ Ӷ ֣˻乬أ "
ɵˣӣǿǻϲĻӣ ȻΪ¥¥......
֪ˣȥץý"  ..... ô죿 .....ȥвУв ....."
ߣ"ýһ˦ӵ˵"֪ˣ ǰ˵ʱ㶼Էˣװ׵ĸ ˵Ҫǻ¥¥ȥˣ"
ˣƲסһ ˵ϣ˹ȥŻýĴ"...?ҪȾң  .....ǿǧķҲҪȾңȾң"
ýǸЦˣ֪ˣ ʱһᵽԼϲӣ˲ˡ
һЧ˳"֪һ ࣬ӲûҰɫĺӣ˭Ҳ Ǹѽ"
ߣ"ýû˦ˣԭؿһ ںӵķϣҿԳְ㣬ʱͺúõı ˼鶼ɣҪ ˣ֪รɣ"
ʱʲôʵý˵ʲôʲô ȴţҹ׼ҪǸӸʰˣȻ֪ ʱ򹴵ĻýѹܼȨ
ýһ㶼ڽȥʵ ʵĴӦ˾תȥˣߵ¶һֲͬڸղ ı飬Цʵｫֻ˵˵ѣΪ ¥¥¥¥һ㲻Ů˼ƽϣֻҪ̫֣ ԸᣬȻ˻¥¥仰ѣ Ի¥¥һǲƽϵģղôҪ ѹ˶ѣڵĽڸԽԽˣҪ š
ǻý֪ǣ¥¥Ͷķˣ ҡ
뿪Ļýûзתǵĵطһ½¶ עŻý뿪ĵطݣ֪ʲ ô 
ʹ
糯ʱ䶼̫ӴжĻ ϳ̫ΪȥȥˣŲ ϳ
ʱӦóòҲǺӢ ΪжԵúȻѩƽӶҪ
ЩԱ岻ãǱҪ鲻ᣬЩԱ ȴǰѴǰûС¶Ҫóۣ˵ľκ Ҳǻˡ
һϵķϻۿҡҡ׹ˣ ү޿̣վֱԵκ󽫾㰲ʲôģ ɫѾ԰׵ò𣿻ϲôأ Ϲ ЩС˵ǹģ "
жûκ֤ݣΪ˿סֶƵ һЩؼﶼ֪ġ
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Ҫˣ˵˵ЩκҪ 䣬үôֱ׵˵κһʱҲֻ֮ ܱ죬˸û˵ʲôѵʲô¿Ե ϵеĻһᣬؼûС
糯ڽүȴûһȥǱ ˹ҩФӴȥӵȴΪ ޼ƿʩҲүõģ ڣȻûô˳ҩȥϽⶾ
ʱĶӻ֪ҩѾ˻ʹ ȥ찲һϷҪȥβҲ Ҫԭ
ӱؾ֮·ĿջΪѵĿŲʵ"֪ ĵ뱨ʵܲ˹壬ϲˣ һŵģҰĶ飬㲻Ҫ ôִˣˣʵ"
ʵ֪ôһ죬ϫ֪ˣֻ ֪ǣ˾ȻôúøԼ˵ɼɵ
ʵＴʹٲмʱҲװһĿ εӺαô˵֪Ǹˣ ЩӸ磬ֻ߱ѣϲ
ݲң߾'֪ȥˣ˵ת ߣЩأԺ˵Է̡
Ҫߣӷһ̬Щˣȥ ڼڼεķ˸ۣʾһ ľƱ
ӷӦæסҪŵĲʵʵɻתͷ ɲΪӻᷴڡ
Ӷƺ"ʵʵǺܱǸ Բס㣬ҾһԺǸǷ"
ʵɵĿӣһ¶Ʊͷ£ Ȼѱӵݸʵʵŷĵ߹ȥһ
¥ӶٴģҲ⣬ʵհѾƺ £ͻȻһ𣬲ʵӱһֱӴӴߵ˳ ȥһץסȴûץĳ
Ÿ·˭֪ȴһˣ ڱܣһԾסˡ
һؼͻȻӽסڰĬĬ һ꣬Ӣ۾ˡ
ջڼĬĬȥ

ϫڴϣ汻Χһ ӣһױȵĹʱ޿ ݡ
ϫţбһֻﱻһ 㣬ϫһҧ۾һ"ϸ⣡"
ѩһЦ"ô֪ģҽڼ ģ 
ϫƷϸ⣬ȻȻĳ ϣĸһ"ֻҪҶܳԳ" ر𽾰Ǽر˲ıһ
İնǼ羭˴ӹģǱ磬 ǧʳǣǻֵ̿ģģ̫ӵĳ־ һݣץס֡
̫ӱԽԽΧţԱ߻άͷ ʰգ궯İպôҲԽ Խ
ϵϫͻѩѾֲԣע⵽мɿ ˣЩԾͲǰգǻڰɿյ þԽԽҡ
ϫͻѩո밵г־ЩˣЩȴȳ ˣĵɱԼߵİա
Ѫնŵˣ׷׼ҴܣЩ ˷˶صĻᡣ
̫סҳɱ˵ˣֻסԼ ȻԷбɳɱոǿס̫ӵ ת˲ͱһĲˡ
̫ź˳ֵԼΪԼҪ ӣǰѡĶǱۣ̫Ҳ⣬Ǳ ۵ȴþûиоʹɵۣӳľ һѴѪĵ˳ŵȥһ˫۰׵ָס̫˳ ָȥһˡ
һСʱı鶼ƺЦһ ˫۾鶯ǳ̫Ӳ֪Ʋ 鶼ˣĶϫš
ûǧһ̫ӵ˾ϫǱǽ Ϣһָɱ̫ӣһ ŵġ
ϫһ߷ɺˣĵĶȥվ̫ ǰ棬ǰϮɱһĽˮַͺ ƽԷһ㣬٣飬ɱȴ ֿ׼
ϫ̫ӣѩȥɱɱֺͱգ ѩɱ˵ĸо񣬶ºͣȴÿÿɱ Ρ
ζѪɱԴԴϣЩɱֻ 书ͣټϰջңɱ˺ܶѩ Ǵ˺ܶ谭
ѩɱ˾˵һתѪӿ ֧ŲסһѪ³ʺѪҺ̺ϫ˫ۣۺ ɷݺһó˷
̫ӸоƺվﲻȲſϣò סһüһȫſˣЩɱҡҡλε Ρ
ϫýһһѵһӣ˫۵ɱ֣ "Ǹ"
ɱµĿС꣬һ㶼Ҵ⣬ȫ 䱸ڷŭϫ˵ȫûá
ϫһʧԭأ˻ûзӦʱɱ һ˵أһӰ֮дһ ʧϫĵ£ֱһɱȥ
һ˭ҲҶ̫ӺµĻĿţӦ 
ѩղǵѪ̾˿ߵϫ ĵ˳ëϫͷû£ֲǲ֪ ֻЩ˶ѣ˵ڣҲµģ "
ϫգգۣգȥеɻѩո˳ë
̫ͻȻûѩոϫЩۣѩղ ʲô̧ȥȴֻ̫ӷԸա
Ըû̫ϫȥʱϫѾ ѩհãԹԵվڻѩԡ
̫ǿһϫֺܿƿĿ⣬ֵл λ¥ò㻹ôٴαȣ
֪θлˡ
ѩϫһ£һЩԼǰ ϫĪĿŵԼǰĻѩգȴûκζ 뵵͵ɡ
ѩյ̫ӲؿڻЩعĺãε ˺֣к֡"
̫ӵ˵ͷֿ̧˿ϫûסʵ"
λǻ¥¼ǰû˵أ֪Сӽʲ ô֣ңպñ㡣"
ѩüƵĿ̫ӡ
ϫӻѩղӴ̽ͷ̫һۣǻ ¥ˣֱӱ¥ͺˣΪʲôҪⱨң Ҫ𣬾Ͷ¥ˡ"
̫ӶŻѩյĿ⣬ϫһЦ"ҿδ ΪӲǻ¥ˣʧˡ"
ϫɻתͷѩգʱǰͷڻѩյļ ϵģͺͻѩհرһתͷڲһ Ҫѩյˡ
ϫ"Ҫ߲ǻ¥"
ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

67Ҫһ

67Ҫһ
ϫĺϣѩе㲻ڣñȸղ Ѫʱ죬ȴһƵģ"㲻ãѵ㲻߾ ȥĵط𣿾ͻ뿪¥뿪"
ϫ"Ȼᡣ"
ѩЦ"ǲˡ"
ϫ"һҪߣøһ"
ѩĵͷ""
̫ӿ˵Ľ̸¶µģѵԼҪ͸ һվǵòⰮ黹ûѿѾע ģ¥¥𣿸ĳ谮ֱȫȫ⵫ ԼҲ̫֮λ治Ҳա
"̫һжٺˡ"
ʵǣ̫ӣѵޱʵ ʶ㡣
̫ӶԻѩյ¥׼ھ뿪"
ѩյ˵ͷã̫ӻع"
ߣһѩպ̫Ӷһ ۣ׷׾
ϫķȥͼһ޴ ͷ֮ǰ˲ʵĶӣʵʱڶҲ֪ ƻ׳ɹûС
ϫѩͷȥĿ⣬˵ɹ
ѩҡҡͷȥ֪ˡ
ԶԶͿߵΣһصĴ̿ȫˣ ĸоԼڵѪⶼǮѪ ˰һξֱ˽ǣˣ̫ӻû ûһ˶ûܣֱըˡ
̫ǰʹĵд̣ ðɣ"
óӶˣҪװһѵܹ ̫ӣڶҲֱ˺ƤҲ ٳ֣˲ٵĸҲһ¥¥ ҲһЩѣ˵˿  ôȥһҡҡ׹ӻҪô࣡
ϫоԵĶ⣬Ѱоȥ̫ ѵܹĶϣϫ⣬κ ѩյŹ
̫ӵǰڹұʹڶ֮ȴ ô֣λǻ¥ȣҿҪȪ ˣĳЩ˾ͿԳˡ"
ĿŻѩյ¥ͻֻԵ ֶն˻¥˵¥زͲ֪ ¥ӻ֧žһּΣ "
ϫƵĵŶӣΧһ"Ҳ֪¥ ܾ̫ӼΣֻ֪ҪǱ֮˸Ҷ¥֣Ǿ ûܱס"
һʱ֮䱻סˣƽ첻µز£ĵ ĸʶƵ¶ıȴϫ˵ 
ѩվϫǰֱŶӣЦͶӹ ģҵĲ֧ţҩҲһˣ͸ õˡ"
"ҩ
͵̧ͷѩգ뵽ʹжĻϣһʱ ûµ飬ҴҺ̫˵˾ǾͲˡ
̫ɻĿѩա
ѩյ̫ҲȥɣӦñˡ"
̫룬ϫһۣЩԼ ˡ
˶ˣѩϫϴɫʵ ôˣϢǲȶ"
ϫҲˣ û£Щ ˣɻ伱꣬Բȵġ"
ˣ"ѩɻʵ
ϫˡ"
ѩյ˵ͷʾ⣬۾ϫ"ڼʲô" ϫεĿŻѩ"֪Լ嵽ж ֣ҪԽԽ࣬͸ĸǱˮ нܵסȴ֪ܵãҸԵҩȻ 壬ȴסٶȣ㻹һֱͣ"
ѩָϫȴԶ 죬һζǿֺα̰ġ'ֻ ΨжĲͲ̣ʧȥҶѹ
ϫĬĬսȭͷҾֻҪȥ طͿˣֻҪܻصǧ½ֻҪܻȥǽ .....
ү
ϫͻѩոһݾͿǵҩˡ
ѩϫ£˱ݸϫ ϫӹʵô"
ҩűûȵѩյĲ裬ֻԼһ"ȥ ʹ˻ˣеĶȴѲסңҸˣ  "
ʲô"ʵ
Фӵǻ屾оɼټ϶ҩк 壬Ѿǧٿף˶Ҳˡ"
ѩղ֪뵽ʲôһʱЩĬһ̧ͷ ʵڼأ"
ڼʵüƭջҲ˳ӿջˤ ±ӾˣʵһճȥˣӺܳ ףԸ˰"
ڼ˵꣬ϫվ"ˣ ͵ΪֹǶȥ''˵Ű˶Ƴȥ
Ӽʵ̫أ "
̫Ѿعˣ'ϫһͰŸˡ ѩεĿϫϫǻѩ ʵϢȥˡ
¥ǸְԽ۵ĵطʳǵĲ¥Ҳ⣬춼 °İԾǹڻҵġ
˵𣿶һڽϾ˸ŮȥŮС ֶϲûþͰΪأ"
ʲôСֵģ"
"ǵ檿ɲͬҪ  .....һ죬ô檲ͳ ......
ǰǰӻ檵ĺܣ ǰԱأ"
"Ůӿ湻ģʲôͷ
⻰һ֪˷׷¥¥Ŵ һʱ䶼ס졣
Զ˻ͷһˡ
˵ϵˣֿʼٳˣ̫ӵ ˿ѾȥүˣҲ֪ȥ ġ
¥¥סү˵֮ǰ¥־̫ӣ̫ȥ ллҲûʲôֵİɣ"
ǰ¥Ҳûپ̫ӣû̫"
"̫ȥģ "
ﱾýζϫҲɻ˵ ȥģȥ˻ֵԼûѩҲ ֵֹģû취ֻһǸ̫Ҫȥ˳ ˡ
ϫƱҪȾƣȴɨſڽļˣʱ ĲǱˣԷ
ϫ˲ԱİûȤ۷ŹĿ ˣѩյ»ر˵͸¶ѩյ 飬"С''͸¶ѩյĻ¥¥ݣֻǱ ƻˡ
ҲûѡᣬڴΪ ̫Ϯ¥¥ȼ̫⼸˵ĻҲ֮ϡ
ԱȵӵϾ͵״Ԫԣʳ
˲ٵʿҲ˲ٴ£»Ī ڻ¥¥̫ӵ°˵¥¥̫Ӿʲô ϵ ¥¥Ȼγȣ"
ߣ"ԷЦһ"˭֪ʲôϵأ !˵ʲô ˵ĹϵأȻôÿ̫ȥȣ֪ ¥¥ĵĿûôĵĿһҲûУ ֮ǰ  .....Ҳûô"
ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

68»¥˭һ

68»¥˭һ
ԷȻұ¶ѩյݣڮȴǲµġ
ϫΣյĿԷ˿ģ ˲˵ڮٲ''ȻԷ֮ǰ Ϊȴͬڮٻѩա
ûԷĶ⣬ίĴͷ ô˵¥̫ӿֻΪǡɣ  .....һ˿Եģ˭ҲҸ .....˵Ҳգ ԺҲҪ˵ˡ"
ϫĵ÷ҲԲ£ҲȲˣĿ װģ
ԶһͨɵĬĬĿ˿ ϫڵλãĬĬĵͷԷˣпڼ ˵ϫǲãڼǲģҲˣÿ ˵Ķϼˡ
ˢ'ȵһԷĻ򿪵һ "ž
ӻȻǲ˵һˣ ¥ߵô¥Ϊγ֣˵ ֪¥ǿɶĽ¥أҪ֪ ͸˵˵£ǿ϶ȥģĻڣ Ƕٲи֪"
ӵĻһڣͬе˶׷׵ͷ ԷʱԷͷƫһߺûп 
ϫǿ
ӵıҡҡͷ"ȷʵ֪¥ ˭ҴӦ˵Բ"
ü"Ҳ˵ֻĽ Ҳ˵ȥҷģҪңҾԲ õ޳֮ˣ"
ϫͬʱ˸ۣôˣһ˵ ʲôЩôô޳ܵģ
ҡͷĿȴ޵ƮһĻ Ŀ⣬ȴֹ˶һĿȻ
֮ǰʱͣ˽̸ר ־˵Щ˶ڻ¥¥ݱʲô棬һ ӷ׷ױʾѽĻ͸¶ȥ İѵһĶ
ΧţǿҵҪǻ¥¥ ˭Ƶ˵Էߡ
üԷ"㣬һ˵Ƕˣ"
ôܹңǰⲻС˵©ͻ¥¥ Ĺϵ˲ŻǳԷ͵أ˵ ˵Ҳûʲô"ԷɲҰϣҪǻѩ ֪ˣҪһ֮°ĳ¶ȥɾ ˡ
ûһܲס˵İԼЩֻ ̫ݻ¥¥ˣһ˵ȥģǿɶ أ
¥¥......"
ڼϣǻûһ Ц
ȥͼһʮʮкЦȫû Ѿſȥˡ
ɫѿĵϫ"Цʲô "
ۿǾҪʳ¥¥ˣкȴͻȻ ң⻹⣡
ϫòͣЦ̧ͷĿ˵ֻ һ˼أ"
ʲô'üϫܸок ڳЦԼ
ԷϫʱһŲˣô ⣡
ϫָӵղŷģ˵֪¥¥ݺ Բ˵ȥΪ㲻Ǻõ޳֮ "
ӵͷΪ⻰ȴʵ˵ġ
ϫֿ"Ҳ˵ģ֤ĵģ"
Ҳ׷׵ͷ㷢Ծ֪¥¥ݣ ʲô˵ģԺԼ͸¶ȥˣô ¥¥֪һ͸¶أ
๴һЦһЦݾһͷƤ鲻õĸ ȻϫĻǺݺݵһϡ
ϫǶ֪Լ˵Ļƨһ ܣ㹫ô᲻֪أ 㹫˵ûи¥¥ ˵û֮ͬ¾Ͱ͸¶ ˣ  
ԺƮŻѩշľ͸¶ݵĻ 棬ɫһס
ϫЦ"˵ˣһ!"
˸оϣҪգɷĵ ϫ"С!㵽Ҫʲô"
Ҫʲô ''ϫĿ"Ƕ ֪޳ܵΪȴҪ𣿼 Ȼǵô򵥾ͿԱǷй ƨð"
""
ϫǣĿͶ"¥¥ְ ٣ȹٴΣ ٴΣ ʲô Բ£ ˶ٶԲģ ڻ͸¶ ݣ 㲻Ϊ˱ģҲðԼĻƨɣ ˵͸¶¥¥ʲô£Ծʲôˣ  ô޿κ!ֻ͸¶ݣ"
ǰ;ǰˣȱΪЩԻѩ 顣
""ϲ԰׵øĻѩƵģ˰Ҳ û˵
ϫЩ˵Ͷģ̧Էһ תȥ
Էϫһۿñ εļ
ϫͻȻͣ½Ųеķ򣬵"ߣ
һ£ǱģӦְأ Ժڼ˵"ϫ˵ʲôʲô¥ 㣬Ҫǲ¥㣬Ҳ㣡"
ƨƨߵĸϫ
˻û߳žͱסˣϫתͷ "ң"
ЦһΣΪԼǸʲô ʳǵǴǣȫ  "
˷׷ӦӵĻϫΧԷȴԽ ԽԶֻעⶼϫϣûע⵽
ƾǣ "ϫȫûЩ˿
гݵĿϫСС ûһҲмʮˣСȴûһ⣬ѹ¥ ôӣѹڼ
˱ϫ̬ȣ˵ϫ ȥ̲סֵĽһֻ̣ϫһ ֣˾ͱһεƷȥ˲ˤڵ
񿴹һĿϫȴ˲̬ ȣһʽϫ
ϫˣתȥ
Ӵӵַϣһת ϫǰ档
Ҫ˲佩סˣֻƽѾû ˣȡ֮һڼһߡ
¥ˣ"
ϫͷҲûصˣмûһ ϫˡ
"ž ....."
һߣ˷׷ſ˵ϣֻһͷ" ¥!"
ڵϣӲİͷת򿿵ԶԷľľ ʵ˭"
ضʵУǱԴ ϫ¥˳˶ҩФرһ⣬û
ҲԷԷӲͷƤλ¥¥ʳǴ ĸФӣҩһ¥ǸղŵǸ ꣬¥¥ȶҩ⡣"
ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

69濴˶

69濴˶
һ˲оģǰѩնõʱ £ԼѩѾˣѩճԼ ԼӦõģǵѩղٳʱ֪ ԭûһӦȫĶһ˺õ飬ǰѩ ֻΪԸ⣬ڻѩղԸˣҲʲô ˡ
ү
ϫһƿţ˿ɫЩ԰׵Ļѩգ ƵĵһԵ̫"ô⣿ "
ЦŸϫк̫ӡ"ˣ 
ѩϫ£ϫڼѯ "˭ˣ"
ڼָָ̽ͷ̽ԵС
ѩȻεĿϫ"ЩʲôҲǽ ȥ"
ϫüë"û!"
˫һͰ͵ѩ"¥ .....д õģҲڣҪǸ .....'ʲôҾ͸Ҵȡ
еĻûб꣬ͱѩˣѩЦ Ŷϫֿ϶ˣΪЩ˲ˡ"
бĿڼ"Ǳˣ"
ڼüһЦ"ǳеģҪϰߡ"
Ϲ鲻ҪҪȥ䣿ʳиõطӵ꣬ ʲôģʱ򵽺ö'̫ڵĵ
ϫܾȥ"
̫""
еӵͦõģʲôĶУͣ ҪʲôͣԸ˾ͻŶ ġ'ҪСڿˣǲǾǴһˣ
ϫ"ȥѾȥˡ"
пߵĿڼʣôң" ڼ"ΪʲôҪ㣿"
ĥôλɽڼô࣬ ڼ
̫ӺжԼֺյʱϫ˿ ѩȴͻȻı"һȥɣϴκ澡ѡЩûõĶ ˣ"
ѩա .....'ûõĶָ͸Ϸ˵Щ
̫һϲ"ھȥ"
ϫһ"ȥˣ'ûѩΪĴ۵ ڻߣʲôأ
̫"ȸˣúϢ"ܸо챶  
̫ߺϫѩȥϫδԶȥ ڼ
̫ӵģôãҲע壬 㻹ľأѵ濴ˣӦùˣ ûû˵Ĵ㰡"
ڼɵ۵ĿѾûϫͻѩӰȣ "˶Լôٶ۵ģνԹ壬 ̫ϵԼ"
ڼһϫĶûУɲԼ¥Ū һг
ɵɵĿڼ"ô°"
ڼûش˵"һš"
"ҸҪһȥ"
ڼû𣬵˵ڶ֪ڼΪʲôһ
ˡ
Ϲʳﴹͷɥĸϫˣһ ϫѾǸкû취ϴιʳһ ĻѩձˣѾŻѩˡ
κϴһľǣϫһ·߳Աġ
ӵ껹ǺǰһҲ٣λѩմ ǻ¥¥ݣӵһСϽд ˶ڿĶ׷׶ŻѩյעĿ
¥Ŀ¥¶ϫЦĻѩգ ĿֵЦûйģǵûѩ ܶෳգȻֳȴûô˿ֹѵ Լûи𣿿ڵѾûʸȥʻ ѩˡ
ǵԼвѩհˣȵ ˻Ǻ޻ѩյˣʼѩЭˣ˻ ˻ѩգûѩյԺҲˣ ΪѩѾںˣѾ˽ˡ
ԷĸΪѩյ˳˺ܶ࣬ ʱ򿴼Իѩδ˵ӣȴ Ȥڿɲǰһƻѩˣǰƻ ѩΪѩںһỤ ڵĻѩѾںĻѾûˡ
ϫͻѩȻо¥ߣ ǲںˣһѡӵġ
ϫѵԵĶһ飬ϴȴû ˣһҲûпۡ
뿪ӵʱȴˣû ʲô飬ϫķŻѩȥ
һ˼ҺС˼һſ ΣСС磬ҲΪ㣬˲κܲһ ժģܿͿˣ˲ο϶һ
ǵ˿һ£ʵҪӣҼ̫ Ӷˣ˲ǧѰģ и㣬Ұɡ"
СεҲ㣬˲ζˣһ ҩЧûУҲΪеģҲǰ˸ɻģҪҷ ȥʦʲô죬  ....."
ͷû˵˲ʵָֿݣû ǽڵģԼҲûѣ˲δͷɥ 뿪ȴһסˡ
˼ҵһȡ
ͷŽסԼСʵʲô"
ϫɵЦЦ˲ϲô"
ͷһ£϶ˣ  .....
ͷ˲ǽڵҲƭ㣬Ѿ
......
ϫֵû£Ҷ֪㿴ҡ"
ͷЩĶȴЩɣ޿Ų󣬱 ˲֪Ķȥ
ѩ̧ʾڼǰ̧ۿͷ˼Ҳ ɣ˵ǡ"
ϫ첻ĿͷȻС ǵڶӱˣ
ͷȰĿ˿ϫ˲εݸ"㿴Ÿ á"Сӿɰһôˡ
ϫİѩյĻͣһͳһ ǮϫǮӶͷǮԼţ 벻ʣְǮ˻ɻĿзԸ "˼һôҲزס"
ϰ"ͷҲ֪Լزסܶϰ顣
йһͷһȥ'治 һҡˣ뿪Ҳá
˿Ϸĳ治˵¥¥ ӰôĶȥѩǮˣ кҲưΪ˰ͷȻ˸ûõĶ
ڼЩ棬ɲΪϫôĵӣ 򵽸ö
ѩЦϫ"ôЩûУ"
ϫŲӵ .....һˣҪЩ ôæһһЩ
""ǳһٹ
˶Ϊʱȴ⡣
һ£"
ȥⲻǻô󽫾ĴСô ʲô
ϫϾĿŸϵǰĻǧʵҪʲô" ǧΪЦݵã԰ ת"
ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

70ºڰײһ

70ºڰײһ
Ϊʲô"ϫʵ˵Ӧöֲ ˲εĲ֮ͬİǧȻһ
ǧʶתĽָԼû֣ϫͻ ѩȴۼע⵽һۡ
ǧѾ˲֮ǰϫǵĲˣ ˲һֱҵģòϢҸȴһ ˲ѾҲûʲôõģȴҪһζҩ ø"
ϫ֪Ҫûã֪Ҳ֪
÷"
ô֪˲ֻŮЩôϾ
Ѿ''ǧЩˣⶫӦû֪ģҲ Ϊɽ֪ģɽںҪ˲ΣҪ 
ϫȴϵ"˲ҲãԲ!"
˲֪ôûʲôõ˲ô ãѵ⻹ʲô𣿲ǱҲûԵˣ ΪǧΪѩԱߵϫĸҺͻ¥ Ҳô󽫾ĻôС㵨ôˡ
ǧϫĻҪ۽ɨɫ ¸ıƻգգۣգˮ󣬳Ŀϫ"λ ӣ֪㻹ϻү㲻ҪŮ µ飬ҲΪð㲻˾͹Ϊң Ҫ˲εģøҰɣ''˲ǻ¥ ǲµģͿ¥ڴǰסСˡ
" .....'Ů£ǺôһϢ
ѩҪȴϫס֡
ϫѧŻǧӿŻǧС㣬û жô˵ǲڹһŮҲҪȥ˼ ˰ΪðŮһЩĺأ"
" .....'ϷԽԽ࣬Ҫƽۿˣ ȴҿڣʵǺܰ
ǧû뵽ϫôΪ˵õ˲ֲ һʱ佩סˣֱһⳡ֡
¥ͬĿŻѩգ̲סҪ ֹһĳĶԻѩյ¥ֺαظ ŮӼƽأ˲αûʲôãûȥҲò ڻСҪֺβ֮أô˵Ҳ ....."
Ļ˵ڣſЩţ յĴݶˡ
ϫĿ"ղ˵ʲô"
 ....."һղ˵̫˳ѻѩյ˵ ȥΪʲô˵ʱȴ˵ˡ
ֵĿѩգǡɿ˻ѩﻹδ ɻ󣬻ѩҲ֪Ǿ......
Է񿴹һĿϫĻţ˵ ׶ʲô 
ѩտŻǧС㣬ȻѾ £ǾǵˣдȨǸҲҪ ܽø㡣"
ǧ⼸˾ĿһҪʲô ᱻ⼸ƻ뵽ĵڼһۣ ˣΪʲôҪϲ˰
ڼɵĪһֱΪǧëģ ëˣᣬڻѩյָԼ¥ˡ
йؼ˶ʣµӣ뻥һ£ ȴû˸ſ˵⼸ͷСŶǻ ̰ɣ
̫ӴҴҸӵ꣬ȴҪѾ뿪һʧ 䣬һŵģΪʱȻѾ ˣȴˣѵĸҲһʼ ˻¥¥ôá
ʹ
һƬһ״ĵʵ̫ӽô Ҵҵĸʲôȥˣ񾭳ܰ"
̫൹˱ڻǰ˻һۻص̫ȥ ʳǵӵꡣ"
ϰѸõ۷һԣûȥñۣ ̫ȥˣ"
ֱڻߵĴ̫֪Ҫ֪ʼĩ "̫ǰʱϮ¥¥ߵһλȣ Ժ˵̫Ӿ;ȥ¥ھסү̫Ӧ ֪¥˽Ҫȥӵ꣬ ....."
ü"ǿϻ¥"Ѱˣһ㶼˵ ĴȾҪ˶Ը⣬Ҳǲͬ ⣬ӻΪɵ룬İһ
̫Ц"̫Ӧÿϵ  .....ǻ¥ߵ  ꡣ"
üһЩ¥ߵӦòֲǻ¥ ˣҲôģǺ°̫ Ӿ֪񲻶ԣ³ʲô˵¸  θڣ"
̫ජŵذ壬ūãϢŭū ˵ .....̫ӿϵӦǺͻ¥ͶϵģȻû ʲô̽ӻر˵˵˺õøһƵ"
ס"ĶҵĺӶȲˡ"
̫һֱϣԻϺܶ鶼֪ȻҲ֪ Ͽ˭"ϲҪô˵ʶ¥ѣҪ ̫......"
Ҫ̫һǺô" ̾˿
һδ̫׼ʵǻѩջϫֻ ˵"¥˵ɫҲ˲٣Ǹÿɰ ϲԻ¥ҲǺõû˵"
ǾͺãǾͺã''˵Ϳʼۣٿڣ ԱߵĲһҲûжɢˡ
ү
ƨƨߵĸϫ󣬲ʱ̽ͷ̽ԣϫ ˣȥµ
пϹӣңҲôǲ ѽ
ϫ޿һеƨϣ"Ҫǲµ
ʱöûķݣ"
кö۾ˣһܳȥˣӦ ȥȥˡ
ϫڰ
ѩϫߣŪ˲Σ ǻԻ"
ϫͣĻ̧ͷ˿ѩղ԰׵ε ҡҡͷһֱװ˲εĹӣһŻѩԱ 齣԰ѻѩһϣ˳ְ ԼҲԱߵĹϡ
ڼһˮϫ涪һŻɲεӣ ˮٵݸѩգѩսӹʵʵĺˣɫۿɼ ˺ܶࡣ
ϫٴαԼĹӣԻѩյͻû ˲νкڰײΣڳʱͻȥһ ɿݵòӣʱûҩЧģ෴ʱܶ Һ˼֮ûˣȻҪһǾ ˣ˳Ҳ涾ǵҽҲȲˡ"
ѩһϫĹӣ"㻹ţһС жô죿 "
ϫƲ"ҩⲻˣҽⲻ˰" ڼʵʲôкڰײأҩЧ"
ϫѹӷڹϣʾڼ˹һˮ
ڼĪȴˡ
ϫˮϴ˻֣Ȼڼϴˮװڰ εĹ
ˮûе꣬ڰײξͿʼ˱仯Ӹɿݵ״̬ ʻһȫָӡ
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ѩպڼˣȻǶϫ˵Ϸ 룬ɻǾһĻ档
ϫĿ"ھǻˣµ һҩˣ"
ѩȻ"кڰײΣΪͬʱǶҩ 棡"
ǵģ"ϫͷ
ʲôҩЧ"ڼʵϫúõĶһ㶼 
ϫĿڼ"Ϊǲôģ 书ôҰѺڰײδˣǳˣ ǵĹͻǣûã˵ʲôһ ˣ۸¥۵ɫ԰ףǻŬ ֻˣ"
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ѩη
ǧһҾͰԼһžž ѾǶҹȥֻЩһֱŻǧ֪ ƽڴ֪ĴСǸôϲŭ޳Ķ ħһǧĸĸ֪Ҳ˵
ǧһӵǱŭ𣬡ƾʲô˴ԽԷ ҡֱϣ˼˰ȴʲô鶼ô˳ нָɽ䣬ȴΪָƻƻ ǰʼԣǴǰʼѩգ㣡òҪ  ǰȻ .....һ"
״ԪĿԾҪʳӵ˺ܶʿԹ ޵һ޵ڶʳÿ춼Կ˶ţ䣬Ż ˵㶷ˣҲһ˹ģɲһһ Сľͻ˵ġ
ѩռȻҪ̫ӣҲΪ״ԪԶȻ Ӳ¥ڻʳǱ鲼˺ܶೡҪƽ ıȶ¥ǲܵġ
ڼÿ챻ָӵתҲƨƨߵĸ ڼæҩ챻׳ȥЩ㱻ˣ ѩյˣФӵǸҩһȥģү ǴүӣÿȥҲֻǸȥѣֶ̧һ £ñź˭ҪǸҶҩֳ֣ĵ Ǳ˭졣
ϫͻѩҲڻʳǻƣ̽ʳǵϢһ ˸һ˵һСͬ
СͬȫЩƤļŮļŮļԺ ļŮǸ򹤵ģԼС⣬Ϊ棬 һ𣬺ý⣬Ҳ棬ȻӵҲǲβģ Ҳߵ֡
Ӻԥשһңϫ̧žȥȴ ѩһסˣɻҸٲ˾Ͳ! Ůĵطѣѵ㻹"
ѩεĿϫɰùֵ"Ľȥ ˵أ˵㰡"ֵطŮĿɶ ɫã߹˻껪ġ
ϫһ²ŷӦѩ˵ʲôû 죬µĿŻѩ"ôǲ  !"
ѩεı鶼ˣһϫԾ ¥ӽķϣƿƬ￴
ϫҲֻѩգ߹ȥ㿴˽ȥ
ˣߵѩߣûüһۣͱѩѸ תס۾
ϫԸѩյ֣һ쳣г ר
ϫĬĬİַڻѩԼ۾ֱϣ һЩ
ԽԽ󣬸оԽԽңֲ߿ ǻ¥˺þòŲͷȴû뵽ְá
ʼ˻Ƚƽһᣬϫоѩյĺ ˣϢҲԼԽԽˣ·ԼֻҪһǰվͿ ˣϫôģҲôġ
Ϊеûеǰ˷˿ˡ
ѩձΪ񣬿ŹԹԱԼס ۾ϫͻȻ˺ܶ࣬·ħһ ϫϾҪϫЦϵһ̣ϫ ͻȻϮһҵ˿ˡ
ϫΪɻתת۽ëɨѩյ ģѩվ͸оʲôòԼģԼ ġ
ѩѹ֣ǰһôãȴ ֪ػãԼǿܻģҪһ ۵ǰˣԼôѡ
ϫĸо񣬻ѩյı仯оˣҲ ܣ˳ŵ˵һҽûѩգȻ뵽Դ ѩȥǧ½ϴδԽǾһټϻѩ գûаա
˶ĬˣԽԽֵҲ·벻 ǵĶˡ
һ󣬷Ķͣʼûκζ ֹ˺һӲŴ·ӴߵİŽȥˡ
ѩɿϫ֣˸Ӻ˰ţ ǼŮʱѾ˯ţû˷ǡ
һƬڣϫѩߣʲ ôһ㶼Ѳסϫͻѩգرϫ ĵطһҲû ѩ֡
ûʲôǹתߵͨѣ 浹Ǭ
һƬï֣ܵҹյĴǰ ںϫͻѩӰΡ
ܿ˾ɽѩոһ쳣 طֱǸ͵ʿڿ 䳡ϾȻϰţӾһ㶼
ϫͻѩնһۣӽĸӴ 䳡һ䷿⣬Թΰţűнȥ
ѩոоﵽǸ֣ҪϢĸȥ 첻
ȴѲϫһѩգȻһѾ ӽķˡ
ϫı»ѩѾѧ˲ôȣ Ϊ뵽˸ոڽǰһĻȻҲ֪ ٳ顣
ϫûѩô࣬һƿһƬƬ￴ ȥ뿴ģȴǺʽı
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ص£ûУҽ밵ķʽ 뵽Ҳȷû˸١"
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ѩ˵Ľ̸ԽԽĿ 廢Ȼڴıλ⣬ûѩ ߵǽ뷿ˣ˳أһ ͲǱ֮ˣǿű֮ˡ
ǵĻлѩյ֪ӾȻѾˣ ȡûλһǳΪѩĺ벻ͨ ӵôĿԴѹֻôҲԸ λ
ϫЩıʲôĲȤŻ ѩյģʱѩձˣֱӳȥЩѵ ѩۼֿסˡ
ѩҡҡͷڲ˳ȥ̫࣡"
ϫ̧ճȭ"ҿ ....."ȫɱˣ £˵ϡ
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ϫνģѩղӦҲǿȷ ʵҲѩ˵ģһһĴ취 ֵģҪ̫󣬿ܾǻɲεҲס ء
˰ɽ̽һϢ뿪ˡ
ȥѩֱȥ˻ʹϫιһŻɲ ӾͻүԻʹһȤûУǸ̫ Ҳرˣÿζ˻ѩգ治ϰ߱ оꡣ
ѩȻҲϫȥʹϫ֪̫ӵ˼ ̫ӵ񾭲ĺܣϫȥּɡ
ϫصүͬȥҩҩ ģϫʱ򻹺һۣļϫȽȥ ˡ
ϫԵĿФӣʵǳըҩˣ Ż˭۸˲ɣ"
ФȻҲЩ࣬Ǵ ɳµģҩˣ˵˵мλ 㵢ҩˣ֪ҩˣһ£ Ҫȵʱ˭˭Ҫҳ֣м ˿Ѿˡ"
ϫ߱"ͶˣĶˣ "
ҩФͬʱϫ"˵ .....ϸⶾ 7? ! 
ϫһ̯֣ô֪"
ҩФӣФתȥˣһֻˣ ԸȥˣΪԺ󶼲нû뵽˻ 겻ɢأ "
಻һ۸ڶôͶӣΪ" ϫʵ
ҩһмҼˣ֪ ˼ô˵ 
ϫµĿҩҩɤӣѧʢ ˵ӵ׿Խ߷ڣǸ廒յĺû ӣҰԸ⣬ڰµգ"
ϫ......ɵİɣ"
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Ϻ̫֪ӵ󶼺𾪣ȴҲ֮У ֮࣬Ҳ¶˾ģӲˡ
ѩհ齻ʹǣ̫ҲȥȴΪ ̫ضѲ
ѩյȵ"
ͻȻסѩգûϺ̫Ӷ֪¥¥ ʵݡ
ѩյĿŻʵϻʲô"
̧ۿŻѩա...?ô󽫾ϣ֤Ҳռ ԽԽ֮࣬ǰģԴʲôأ"
ѩմʱǵģ˵ĲһֱҪ һ"Դ֪ĸ׵µһֺ ҵֻһҰĲҳӣ .....ô죬 Ͼôɣع˼ҡ"
"ʲôȻҲˡϼվ õЩҡҡ׹̫ӸϽס
ʹü"Ҫ .....Ҫ֪ҲΪ ˼ĸ׶ηŹǸЩǲĸ ......Ͳ......Ͳ......"
ѩտŻϵ̾ 㲻ˣΪ ĸѾˣҲܸм㣬Ҳã ±ӱضҸġ
ϱ̫ӷ£˻ѩյĻƽһЩ ĸĺҺû㸸ףߵ ǸСǲҲǱģ"
̫ӷŻϵһȴ·ûиоһû ̫һۡ
ѩտ˿һһվĻϸӣϫе ãϣ֪"
ЦЦȻ֪ҲУҴ ˣԼúðգ˵Сһܲ㲻Ҫ˼̫࣬ ʱܶ඼ԲںӵйҸģ㲻Ҫ Ҹˡ
ѩһ𣬿˿ϴʱӣӾڻ ʲô۵˼дҸ
ѩպһӶʲôָ̧뿪ˣǼҴҵı ӰûϷЦ
̫ӿŻѩ뿪ıӰ񣬱ϷԼֱϵĶ ѣû˵ĿŻϣʧ䡣
Цݣ̾˿"֪˼Щǿ õģֻԼСһﲻǸ򵥵ģ յסģѩյߣֻΪѣע ҪģҪҲ㣬ӷְɣҲ  ŹԼ"
̫įŻϵֺ¹أ"
οЦ"ǰ˵ףѣͰ ɣԶķ......"
ѩԺһֱŻϵĻүû ȥϫҵڼȥȥһ£ ϫ֪Żطϫȥˡ
ڼڼӣ֪¥Ҫ
ҩФӸϳȥϫָ оѩջˣ嵽ű߰Ŵ򿪣ͼѩֱֱ 
ϫգۿŻѩգʵôˣ" ѩһЦ"û£Ҹ"
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ѩǣϫһ׼չ ʵҪʲô"
ϫҡҡͷĶá"
ѩЦˣתʼæϫһԳ Żѩʲôû˵ȴ쳣 гûһΡ
״ԪڵϫŻѩռޱֳ ȫʢر࣬ܶά򣬻¥Ҳװ ȺС
λϻϺ̫ӴڴѾˣϱѾ ʼ˵ʢˣϫԴȴûʲôȤͻѩ մһԣŻѩָСʳ
佥ȻĽ׶ΣֵԽԽȴ ûôĿ䣬һֱĿŻϺ̫ӣż ѩڵĵط鼸ۣʲôһ
޵Ŀҩҩû˸߰û ϣһǸ߸ϣӲģȴǴΣ ޣ
ԱߵȴһѾĿҩǴֻһ Ķȥྭǰ̾״û취 ֻΪⶾȴŪԼһɾҲֻ ǰοοͰһԣʱ룬Ҫҩ أһԼðգѾԼ׵Ĵҩ ϳˣҲزȥˡ
ô󽫾ŻҲڳҲ³Ƕ ״Ԫĸߺ֮һǧСС书˵ãʢ Դͷģȴл¥¥ǰۿۣ һֱƻӵ飬Ͷ˶ӵˣȻǺ޻ ѩյģҲʱúŻѩա
Ҫǻѩյ˶һЩĻô˻Ŀ âڴˣȴûпϫζû 
Ҳμӱˣһȡ״Ԫĸߺ ֮һǰı벻ֱۣȥ ڼˢڸȥˡ
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ڽӽӺͻ綼̨ˣ һʣµҲֻˡ
ĵĿ"˵¥¥һֱסǼң ⹷úȻһ˵Ŀջ Ц"
ĿŻǧѵõչ˶๥"ϱ ˣסǼôˣ 㵹ǲȣֱȢκ ŮŮһ٣Ǻõúأ"
''ɫףֱӾͳȥˣ òɿһѡ˿ŮˣȴҲ ر𷴸б˵£ֻκСĸκ󽫾 ɽûܶκС֣ñ
ֹ˹ڼ"˵ϱأ "
ڼһۣûű䳡֪ʲ ô
ϫڼһۣĵ㲻صģ ģ״ԪӦҲˣһôãӦҲ
˺ܶ࣬İɡ"
ûףɻϫ"ʲôиã ǵҲ"
ϫһۣ
ڼҲû̫ףϫô˵ˣȻţ ʵУһ
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ʱѾӦү̨ȥ ǰ棬ڼҲһʱȥˣ⻹Ӿϲһѣ Լǰĸ׺׸ˡ
ô󽫾һû֣ͣոǿӸ ó׺ڼ£һƿˣƴԼ ӡ
ô󽫾һƾҪӵʱȴͬʱ ȫռϷ磬ô󽫾ɳȥǿס Σ̧ͷȥͼһվǰ ǻ¥¥
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˻¥¥֣ô󽫾֪Լɱӣֻ շ磬˲зӦʱ䡣
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ܶ˶ڶӵĻǾȣö¥Ҳ ԣ׷׽ͷӶô󽫾ͻҲɻĿŶӣ ̫üͷѩռȴ̩ɽ
ѩЦһ̧ȡߣ¶ѩĶ ݣ˻ûдӻ¥¥ȻǻѩյʵзӦ ʱһöذϢ"ӶıԼĸʻɱ ֻ֣Ƕһ度ĸ׵ֳ֣ʲô أ˵"
Ϣֱҵû˷Ӧһʱ 
Żѩգ֪ѩղ鵽˶٣ ѾҪˣһжġ
ô󽫾ӦŭָŻѩգ"ԭһж 쵰ģ㸸ףôôң 㻹û һ"
ѩû˵ʲôϫȴʮֱӵĿŻô ȿ˿ "ô󽫾~֪𣿽~Ҫ̺Ż ģ㺦˻ѩյԼֶŲʣκ Ҫ "
ô󽫾ŭĿԲɣ"ӣ"
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ߣ"ҩһ"һСҪʲôһ׵ ҪôĺĸףͱһҲδ ˣ
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üѩĵһҲΪ Ҫҵĵһɣܾˣ
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аѩյĵӷ̧ϣѩպϾ£ ϫҲһƨɼ£˰ڳһϴơ
ϲĿŶ"㵽ʲô "
ӡʱ𼱣֪ˡ
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ڿѩգȻû¶ʲô ϫȴǿúǷ
̾˿ĸ׵ýһΣ ˣ춼źԺŮˣȻΣȴҲ ΪӾ͸ӦˣҲңĸܣֳ ôһʱûй㣬ߵһҴ ˣҴ"
ߵ߾һƽľ ˡ"
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תѩյΪԼĲ¥Ϊ ڳ͢Իҵĸʻְ㱨𣬸Ϊ ĸ飬Բ˳͢˰հһ𴦷ҳ ĻϲǰҪģ"
ѩպͻϵ˿ŶǱݣûر𼤶 ϿŶʵأ"
һɫĹ"ʣղҪһ² ǷǵĻϣﶷ븸λ"
󵨣"̫Ӳ˼ĿŶӣû뵽 ôĿŵ˵
վ̫"ȻλҲø֣ Ϊͬ£ҵĺȵġ
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սȭͷϫ"ѩղТʵǴ壬Ҳ ⹫϶ģǻӣΪտǵ񣬲ܵ Ը£Ϊ˴壡"
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ѩЦһҲǣѾһҲûʲô ˵ˣ綼̯"
ѩûκθĿͻý"Ҳһ ӣĸʱǾѾûκιϵˣ ҲΪСʲô֪Ȼǽ ҲͲ鷳ˣһ԰ǵαƤɡ"
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ס죡ס죡"弤ĳŮȥҪֹŮ˵ ȴڼ
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ҵĽƱ"û......û......"
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Ȼýǲģѩûж˵ʲôֻǳԱ һ֣˴֤֤
ʵǰ̯ڵϣûǰǹ ˾öģû뵽ԼһֱصĴȻ ôĵһˣ׷׶Ͷĵ񣬴Ŀ ޴ӣû뵽Ӫһȴɨء
ýҲûһʼֱ׳˵Ļ綼ˣ һԡ
ȺеһĻ뵽Լ֮ǰûѩպͼ ͺã˵ýûԼԼǴ͸ˣѹֻѩ ÿζԸ˵ΪʱԼͲŻѩ ġ
ѩתӵڶӻҪʲôڱƻλ
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ĲѵĻϰĿͶԼĶӡ
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ӻ䣬Ƭʿӵʿ ˼
˱һԭȵʿæΧߣѻϺ Ǳѩһ֣Ⱥл¥ҲΧ˻ ߡ
Фҩһѣҩִİͷ 죬ФһѰȥ
ѩվϫվԱߡ
˷׷ܵǱѰ󱣻
ЩһɵĴ󳼺վ˶Ǳߡ
ӿ˿¥ˣһ֣һȺԾ˳Щ һǸ֣¥˷׷ߵľ衣
ϿŶʵҪһ"
Ц"ʤ߿ܣ첻ɹʣѵ ˣ㻹Ź"
̫ӵŶ"ִԲ"
˵ϻϣ˭ܰҶûλӹٽ''Ӹ һµ˸ӦͣеŶֳ˹ ȥһսʹ˿ʼ
гĸȻ书ɻ¥书ȴһ ¥ϫ˸ǵľѺȵˮǸм ˮȷʵǹȴҲ̫Ѻˡ
ͬܵĻлѩգȻǺȵˮǰ ڰײζ˰ϫģҲ֪ϫ ղǲαζϫ˵˵ǲα ôѳԡ
ѩֱӶϵĻýýȻɳϱȴȫ ǻѩյĶ֣ҲУ˶Դ򣬻ѩջ ¿С뵽"˻ûôãԼ׺͵ֶܵ Լ"
ǻýͻҲûڻѩֵãԱߵ κҪְæȴһѽסˣס˴ Ż¥еߡ
κһʼûر⣬ҪЩȥý Խ˴ԽľԶ书ܲ κýʵ㵽˭"
ߣڼݣȴֺƽڼ Щ΢Ĳͬ
κüǻѩߵǸСˣ......Щ ......㵽˭ "
ڼЦһ"㻹ǵһңȴ үǵ ֮ǰֻ΢һױγ ǰȴϵãɱɱ̫ "
κһڼѾϻֱὣ˹ȥ
ǲκҲ˺֣ڼȻ ˺ڰײεˮȴǲκĶ֣¶ κʤ׷ۿڼҪнͷһѽ ˽κĽ
κ˺һžڼӣЦ㰡 ǰǹϵͺãһСˣôû ұԭ֪û"
Ӻڼһۣὣκɱ˹ȥ
ФӻҩŽǰĵһһĿ Ķ·ɱĲһ
ɱһ·ФӸҪ͵Ϯŵҩŭ ˣֱһҩȥӦûо͵ڵϲˣ
ϴҪϲˣ˼Ŀҩ"ô ɢۣ "
ҩȴϻŭ"ҪɱФӣֻɢۣұ   
Ѫ⣬һ޵ϵ˵ ȥȴǲϵǰϫһĻͻȻ ȴηΪʲôֱǰ ʹΪԼһɫʡ
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ʺ޳ȴǰúƽĻɲԸ⿴ģ վսм䣬ΧεӿӿԽԽ죬 ԽԽ
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ϫȴÿ˵ĶУͣ еĶ׷׿űЮֵĶӡ
ֻûͣ
ڼӵİһκؿڡ
ѩպͻýĶԴҲûͣýͻ ĹŻѩգ˵ȴǻýͻ硣
ͣ˷׷׿⸸˵ĶԴ򣬲ԣӦ˵ǻ ѩյŰýͻ硣
ѩһӳлýͻֱۣ Ľ˫˫أס˿ڡ
˲²ѩǲҪ߱ʱһֻ ýؿڡ
˳żķȥͼĹ£ ŻѩյҵûбȻȴ ٰ֣¡"
ѩղÿɷ񣬶½ϫȥû߼һ Ѫ
սʹ˽ѩպͻ¥˶û ܣ̫үʱ˵ӱͶˣ ɶˣϫŪȥӸĲʵ̫ӻ £Ҳûú³˲ջøﷸ
κһɸӵ˱˼ңķ䣬ͷ ͷˡ
ڼӸ㣬˵ֱ˳𣬿ȴû Ļԭ֣ڼ֣ȴٴ߳ˡ
սѩվͲˣڴ˺ü죬ϫι ɲεӲźתԴ˻¥˶ϫӹˡ
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ϫͬĿŻѩ"Ÿպһ㣬׵øһ 㻹 Ȥܼ֮Ȯ"
ѩĵЦһ"ڣҲµģ̫˵ý ˳˻ѺˣĶڻøҪô ãҲһۣҵĵط"
øȻûбѺãȴǱģſڵ ӦõõϢѩһ͹ذ˽ȥ
ø˶֪Խ췴ɱϢѾͨͨΧ 𰧵ԼԺˣȴǵֻбٴηҪǺ ģõңǻãﷸҵ˶ ҪģرЩѾߣƽñͨ˼ҵС㻹 ãһǾǴֱӵȥѽ
˺ϷҲûǰĺڴø
һĳһ˵ǼҿӺһһǸ ùģź󺦵ҼڶԷԭ򣬺 ԼͲñһ
ǧһԲͣĸϵĽָｹ "׸ô죿ô죿 "
ΪԼԽԺǣ˼˰һѵ˧ 磬ʿãΪҪҪ˭֪ʲôǣ ǧС㣬ԭӷ̣ҶˣкЩ ϲЩѩյ˵½ǶȲϣʲôã Ҫȴ϶ǼҵĴǧԼֱ ù͸ˡ
ķκСʵ˸׵ ɷ򱻹صѾЩˡ
ѩպϫһݣüͶ޵Ŀ⣬ ڻĻüϱһ˲һ¶ָŻѩտ
С֣ˣüˣʲô  ͷüҶʲô㶼òûеģһò 
ǸһĺĹװģԭصô ôȥ˾ʲôˣҾͻǽ ˣ˶öұϹϾ͸ȥ"
ɱǧģ㺦ɷ򣬺ҶӣԼô ȥ㲻ǲΪʲôôöûв㣿 㣡"
ϫбۿŻѩգɣҪģʲôÿ ģѡ
ѩϫ˸λ£ҪǾ ½ͻԻصǰǾɡ
㣡 ˿Żѩ˺ü"㵽 ҪôſϰݣѾˣͲܷŹ 𣿻ҵĶӣûйϵûг ʱкãŹɣ"
ѩ"ҲǸ޸֮ŮˣǷŹ "
Ϸ˵Żѩ"ĸ"
ѩ"ҵѾǰһ㣿 "
κСͻȻŻѩ˹ȥ"ԼܲɷΪ ʲôҪǣҪκң"
ϫһ֣κСѩյ½Ƕûͱȷ ȥ
ѩյɱ飬ȻɱˣǱ˵ȻҲ ɱǲ죬ǵأûȨױˣܵ "
ѩӲԣŮ˶ûڵأ 
ϫתͷһֱû˵Ļǧ°ͺ ô޲֣Ϊѹ"
ǧ"
ΪͲǻü˰ɣ"ϫ⻰˵ն
ǧһ͵ͣ¿һ˫׵۾ ϫ"˵ 'ŮǴģȷǻ ûȴҲ֪ϫûƭıҪ
ϫûὫˣֱֱĿŻǧ ˵ǻüҴС㣬㲻ǣ"
ǧɲĿϫƬ̺ͻȻȵĿ ϫ"ǸС"
ϫ´һ»ǧ"Ǹ㸽ϵ ģ 
ǧϵĽָǿɲʲô򵥵Ķ ôرӦҲ˰ɣ뿪Ǹ 磬Ǵ󽫾֮ŮӦٻ֮ ɾΪǣʲôûˣûϵֻҪɽ ڣҾʲô£ҵĽָ˳˳ˮĶ"
ϫ۾һ͵ǧץȥۿҪ ǧǧȴͻȻһʧˡ
ϫתĿŻѩաԸѲǧ䣬Ҫ Ҫʬ"
ѩյһμϫôӣ˲ʻǧ £Ҳ˲ϫΪʲôһҪҵǧϫһ˵ תȥˡ
˿ʧĻǧζӣԼһֱ谮 ĲԼŮԼŮȥԼⱲӹ ǸŮˣһöӣԼĶڻ δȥһӣͷˡ
ϷʵǸ˽ˣصģڶ ˣصľԼڻǧʲôģǰõʱ ĵʱҲˣѱڻǧ ʧǲǻǧˣҲֻǸеȺͲ˼飬ٶҲ ûˡ
ϫһŮûʲôȤתȥ ſԸµĻѩա
ѩյѾԸȥˣǻǧʧı £ҵץס"
ϫЦһµνɽӦޣ߱ʲô ţһֱǧģȻǧܻ ôңҪ֪˵жɱ ɽ֪"
ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

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ѩͻȻ㿴˺ܶ࣬ʲôõ "
ʵѩһֱ֪ϫڵʲô֮ǰԼѪ һʱŤһȴϫ˺ܶ࣬״̬ ʶϫʱЩ
Ͳ'ϫ˵һ˦ͷתˣղ ǧ˵ɽ뿪뵽ǽָӦ дõˣǾͿԴŻѩȥ ǧ½ʱ㹻ѩվͲٳˣ ˣ˵úܡ
һ˺󣬻ѩվûעüҵ飬Ϊ֪ ϲǺùֻҪ֪͹ˡ
ļϫͻѩնڵȴŻǧϢȴһֱ ûлظϫȵ춼ˣ¥˼״ˣ ûû
ûǧϢȴ˻ϵٻ
"ȿȿȿ......ȿȿȿȿ"
ϫͻѩոڴҵĿ ϫ
ϫҡҡͷϵѾĴֻʣһ ţԼҲûжȥҾȲġ"
ϫ䣬ſһˣ̫ӳվڣ ȻղϫĻѾˡ
"ɣʵ"
ϫͻѩո̫ӽ뷿䣬ͼɫ԰׵ ǰ
Ͽ˻Ǻܸ˵ģЦЦϴμһֱûʱ ǣѩô"
ѩ"һ"
"ǾͺãǾͺá"
ѩաΪұᰮԼ"
""
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ϫ˵ͷʾͬѩյĻ
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Ȼѩһ㶼뻰ҳ
̾˿һۣ̫ӽӹݸѩա
ѩɻĿ̫ӺͻϣۣϫҲͷ ȥ
д"ڼʿѾһָ߾ս 岻ͨʿ彭 æڡ"
ϫ°͵ȫ֮ڱصõļ ư!
ȿȿ ....."ɫѿǰ϶ǽˣΪ ǿ˺ܶ෽֮ţǵ׼ҳȴ ϽΣ"
ѩ"ʲô"
̫ӵ˱ˮϣԼΪѩս͵֪¥ ĵλ˽ҪʿԿ ǿܻʧأҲ֪˻ϸԵʮ ٣æһ½ˣһǵϣ ǿԴΪأ¥ǽһǻ¥¥ ڽһܸߣضкܶ˿ǵġ"
ѩһ£תͷϫϫĵĿ ʲôҲû˵ȴ֪Էʲô
Ϻ̫ӲԵĶһۣⲻ̸ ôͿʼüȥˡ
ѩתͷ"ȥ!
ϵ˵ͷãȥټǣ岻ãʱ ȥսˡ"
ѩɫ˵Ҵȥս!"
!''̫ӾȵĵŻѩ"Լ㲻֪Ҫ ʲô£ .....Ļ¥ô죿 "
ѩյ彲ΪǵĽǲ СҼȻټʿȥ򲻿֮ܰ"
ǾͲټ!"üҪǻѩ˳£ ôȥѩ
ѩεˣҲ˵ټ õѡҡ"
!ȱ㻹 "̫תͷһֱûпڵ ϫ"ͿҪǳʲô飬 ....."
ҪʲôʲôֻҪڣ!"
ϫȻȴһŷĻ ̫ӷ·һưˮû˼顣
һ£Ǿǻ¥¥Ļý ѩչټͬԿ壬˵¥ ʿһ𣬼ȻزĻ¥Ը ʿ䣬Ϊ˱ңʿӻԾμӡ
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ѩմϫһСũׯũ ũ緹һȥƽ꣬· 
ϫǣϫһСԺԺӲĶ ѣ沼õȴܰʲôȫȻ̻Իͣȴ һּҵĸо
ϫԺӶ˹䣬ǰ˼軨һС ǧϫȥԣѩ΢Цںһ ǧϫֶԺˮȤˣѩִһͰ ˾ˮͰڣоˡ
ԺѾһЩ߲ˣϲˣϫȴЩ"Ҫ ⣬Ҫ!"
ѩճϫȥ˲ԶɽϣĴֻ ҰٴŶҰˮϫСԺΪϫ ˼˺ռ飬ϫԵú㡣
һ˾ʿһеƽ ˵Ŀ֣оδйĿ֣ϫʲôûʣֺǺ һֱŻѩա
ʱϫŻѩڴϣһʱ˯ţҪ ѩո¡
ѩտ˿߹ϵͷۣ治ὲ "ôŪķҡˣ"
ϫһڻѩϣ°ͷڻѩյؿڣ ôأȻҪЩ ˼ ~ҲѾ˼׼ط!"
ѩ׽סϫԼǰҵָЦʲô ˼飿ʲôȽȤ"
~˵ҽ°!ҪŶ~ҿɲɵ أ !"
ѩͻȻһϫƷȥ˫ֳϫ ߣü˼!"
ϫһ£˫ĿŻѩգ ˫ִ򿪣һ˲ժģ
ѩջΪῴϫߺû뵽ȴ ϫӣһЦˣɿֵһԡ
ϫִ˴ѩ"Ĳԣ"
ѩε§ϫһǸ㽲°ɡ"
ϫȻЩϧȴҲʵĴڻѩջû ŻѩһĽرû˼Ĺ£˯ ˡ
ѾϣʿڻѩյټҲӻԾμ, Ƭ˼ڻʳ⣬ϴ̫վڳǽͽʿǰ ء
ϫʶ˻϶ȥˣΪһ СȥģϢı£ټʱڣ 󹦣ܿͿλõġ
ФӺҩҲһϫóǺܲĻѩյ 壬ʵϫԼҲЩǣöѩճ˲ˣ ҲֻʱסˣⳡӦòôҪԱ ʱѩղ䣬Ҳù֣ѩտ϶ۣʱʵ ڲУҲֻԼԭβˣҲ֪ǧȥ õڻҲ˰
¥Ҳڣϫڳеǰһʱԭκ õϴϴ㶼ϴƤˣȻϴˮָ˻¥ ˣɲεϴˮǿǿѽ¥˸ ǣǻѩսϫΪ˾
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¥˶ܸˣرмϫҪ֪ ѩյϴˮ֪ô飬ڼ֪ 顣
ֵһ˵ҲڶȴûԷ
ϿűʿƺƵ뿪ʳǣŻѩû˶ ˸ѩӰϫһжˣ ͻȻһᵹȥ
̫ӻҵĽסϣûкУȴ
ԶĻѩͻȻͣȴûлͷ  ǰ
Фӿϫϫҡҡͷÿ͵ȥˡ" սԶпĵطϫôȻս ߵսӲңһһƬȴûⳡ սϫдһһȥʺ ѪҺ˾Զı۾ǺսʿȴǸо Ŀ־壬һǰͺ̣һһϡ
ѩմŽ½Ľ¥ǿ ϫİæվϷ磬ϫͻѩ ɱһһ
ϫеĽûȴǳһ ֮ûһܵùһɲ ֲǰúƽģƽҲǷΪⳡ սУϫȴоԼһ˿ɱ
ϫȥɱУϻȥķϸȾ һ˿Ѫɫѩ͸ϫȴûиоʲôã ɱһп飬ǰ̫򵥣̫̫ úƽŻı׷ɱ·ӵľ硣
ⳡսһʼֳĲпᣬȥ ҩжĬ
ܶʤ٣ȴһҪ˵˼ûУѩ 㲻嵽ʲôֻܴ˼ֱǳ Ϊֹ
ѩյɫԽԽڼԽԽģϫҲо ˼ȣսԻѩյ̫ˣѩһս ϻֱѪˣΪϫûпһֱעŻѩ ϫô֪ܲ 
ϫ̲סԭΣһѩգ ޸˿ڣֻҪԭΣѩվԿǻѩվ Ƿˣ˺ü춼ûϫԼüѪҲ ϫҲϫĻɲεӡ
ϫӴٲҸѩԼĲΣǺɻ ѩΪʲô֪˲룬ͺú̲סˣѩȴ ֻĵһۣȴûлشһϫ Ļѩմûжϫľܾ
˶ΪѩճŲⳡս۵ʱսڽ βѩմ˹ʣ彫ܡ
ѩջӽҪɱ彫һԵʦ" ҪɱҲ޿βŴⳡ̵ģû ڶԹһŮͻȻ壬 Ĺʱչʾ˵ ģ춼վߣȲķ ģ!λְ̧!
ϫһץʦȵǸŮǲǲģ ǹҵģһöָ!"
ʦͷǵģǵģչʾʱ ǴǽָгֵģҼǵر!
ϫʵ"ģ"
ʦָԶɽϵӦǣʼʱǻ ҲһˣȻǴ̵ʱһֱǣ ǰܼˣԹԣֱӲˣ棬 ɽ֣ϲȥʱ֪ϵˣѾ ·ˣǱƵ!ǷŹǰ!"
ϫ¾ʦתŻѩգѩһͷֱ ӳ˳ȥ
ϫһߣѩշԸ˰彫;ʦ߹Ѻ ڼҪʻѩչϫ飬˭֪ѩȴͻȻѪ ȥٴμڼֽű̧ͷϫȴ ϫȥǸصŮˡ
ϫһʦָɽţо һ㱡ϣЦһִϣɽϵŮ˷ 쳣Ҫӣȴϫ˸š
Ůӱһ˵ָϫ!!!㵽
ҪʲôѵҪϾɱ"
ûŮϫʶģǻǧʱָ ѩպϫǰˣȴָ壬ŵ ӣָȴһð취ԺޣǾ սȻָսȻָͿǿ 磬ǧѾʲôûˣѡ Žָȥ壬ýָƻսû뵽 Ǳϫ
ϫѩΪսӲһ壬Իǧ ˼㣬ʱסˣֱһŲڻǧĶϣ ȥλǧϵĽָȴһɲ˳ȥ
ϫЩ㶵ĿԼ֣Ǳ ģΪøղŵϤǺܾԶϤ Զǲˡ
"!"һϵӻǧķ򴫳"û Ȼ!ҷòҵ㣬û뵽Ȼһ ʿңûܳԵ㣬ʿȡ˴󲿷 ֻͬĽָмҲûֵúã ҽoռˣҲ֪ǲǻɢ!! ȴ!ǰȻûз㣬һ Ź!ֻҪ!ֻҪ  ....."
ǧָħŵˣֱӰӵϣ ʱָҪǿʱ֪νɽ¸ ħ䣬ʱǲٿָǰС˵ֵħ 㶼ġ
ϫûԼ ˵ĻüŻǧĽָʵʶңܾ ǰʶң "
ָȴûлشٴιЦһε ϫȥ
ǧɽ߹ȥϫֵ ǹȴ󺣣һöûУ ϫʱֱϫԺȥ
ϫоԺһ룬ҵĴȥ Ҫϫӡ
ϫЦһԺһɴ׵֮ǰ ȥ񣬴Ƶ· ӡ
!ôܻ Իô꣬ô ܸ㣿 "
ϫ˸"㲻ʶô˭ ʮĻɲ!ұȻóϺͿ˰!
"~~~"һĲҽʧ
ϫûü⣬ȴ͵һĶͷ"ѽ ʶҵˣԼһ㶼벻ѽ!"
ʤӦϲģǾӪ¥סĵطȴǳ ƲҵѩյĿԼ"Ϊʲô ҽֻȥѩնѣҽȥ!ҾԲ Ϣ!"
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һ飬˷׷Ӧ"ѽǾȥɣ ¥ѣȥǣҲİ!"
ǰ!¥ǳˣ ⲻǽȥô° "
㲻ǽȥͻ¥Ĺϵôã ȥܿ԰ɣ "
Ȱ棬һֹ۵ȴӲûд Ӧ
̾˿֪ǰԲѩգҲ˺ 飬ĲǹģҲˣı ӦҲˣѵ㻹"
ֱûпڵ⻰˷Ӧ "ı䣿 ˵ǹҵ ˣ˵ҲΪ棬ѵģǵԼļΪ ˵ɶҪѪծѪҲ λԭ!ΪҲ֪!"
!'ָУȴ˵һ仰 Щֻһ˵ֻǱû뵽ѣȴô ̯
ҲЩףûã ׷Ҫȥѩգ¥Ϸأ˲佩ס ˡ
ϫʱľһ棬һĨõԤ һ˾͸оһԱ߹ι۾һ ֪ϫˣ¥  .....
Ӫڣϫ˲ԭأǰǻѩ ϢڴϵĻ棬ǻѪ˿ɫ·ϴƬ Ѫϫİۡ
ǰڼҩФһתͷϫ ̣ﶼ¶ϣĹ⡣
"ڼϫһգϫѾʧԭأ ϫѾ˴ϣĨȥѩߵѪ
ѩ˶ԺŵģоϤϢѵ̧ ϫ״ַŽѩյѩϫ һǰ
ҩѾ⣬Фһָ̧סԼ ۾ֻڼϣĿϫȴʲôҲʡ
ϫι˻ѩŻɲӣרעĿŻѩͷҲ û̧ĵǸˡ"
ڼҩФӾȵĿϫФʵҪȥ ģѩȥģ"
ϫŻѩյȥһҲҪܿ ĵط"
ҩΪϫѩղˣͻѩһѰ ɫȥץϫ"Ҫʲôѩôϲ㣬϶ϣ úõģ㲻Ҫɵ!"
ϫҩЦһµģҲѰҲ òġ"
ڼĿϫ"ֻ뿪ǻ"
ϫѻѩ§ڻ˵úõĻŰɣ ǲѣϣǺúõġ"
˵䣬ϫԭǧĽָʼ׹⣬׹ ϫͻѩգ˵Ӱ͸
Ф˼ˣ׷׳ֳ˹ȥ
Ϊ׼СԺΪµĶúõĻ ɡ
䣬ϫͻѩյӰʧФ˸ա
ʳǳ¥ϣǰ̫ӣڵĻӭӴ Ӣۣ˭ӵˣûӵ ˡ
ս۹һ⣬Ǿǻ¥¥ ߵȥΪ¥˿ڷرִ󣬻 лҳûеõǲ²һֱУԲ˭ ֪
¥ûΪѩյȥɢҲûл¥Ƕ
ػ¥ˣǾФӺҩФӼڻѩΪ ϫ׼СԺõϫµĶǼ׵ˮǶ ֪ЩˮͨˮЩˮ¥ʵһ¥ ФӸǵ֮书һ¥Ѿ޼᲻ݣֻΨ ¥
϶ϫŻԵĻѩռѵߣħȻ ΪǵȥһֵĿռ籩ȴкܶεϡ
ϫĻŻѩգѾ˿ڣΪˣ ĺܶಿֶԭΣһʱϫѾѪ ˣôŬ۾ıˡ
ϫ۵һ̣ûǻѩͻȻˣ ѩո۱ܵ¥ǰѩȾ˵ֲΣϫ ʧɲεģѩۣո ϫһİѻɲλڻ
ռ籩һң˺Ļѩȴû һѷѩյܣѩղԣȴ õԼкôģܵĿʼЩռ籩
ϫԺоΧ˿˿Ŀʼ ˿ĸԭ
ѩհѺ˵ְײηˮСĵϴܿѪȾɵ ҲαӨƯѩСĵŰײɽϴ󣬲һ һֻӻصϪͣ
ƤӣȻʼѩˮ
ϫ˯ģ˵ζһֱɧ ̲סˣ͵һֻ ݵǰϫҲûץͿС
ֻͷϫ̧ͷͼѩ רעĿԼһ¶Żѩ¶һͺЦ" û¡"
ѩԼѩ׵Ӹϫﻹۣ "ԺҪҪԼ֪"
ϫ"ʱ㶼Ҫ!"
ѩ̾Ϣһǰϫӵ뻳һʱ֮䲻֪ Ҫ˵ʲôϫҪԼ𣿿ԼҪˣСһ ôŶǾԼ뵽ʱϫѪĻ棬 ۼˡ
ʱϫӦܻѩůĻȴ һƿѩգɻĴ"ôô٣"
ѩղԵĿϫϫתָŻѩ"Ϊ ʲô붼ȥˣа!ʲôʱõĹ ôˣȻȻѾΪ!㵽ô £"
ѩȻϫʲôȴʵİԼ ֪˵˳"Ҳ֪֮ǰ͵   .....ҲģҲûȥҲ֪˵Ϊ ʲôҸоһ֮ǰ￪ʼ ģ˹ȥʱķ籩ȴû˺ң ܣҸокôˣԺȻȻ ǵİ취"
ϫɲĿŻѩգû뵽ѩվȻ ռ籩˴ﵽ㣬ǽָͷ еı£в֪ôֵĹһж̫ˣ "㿴ˣ  ....."
ѩǿɵĶ£Ŭҿ һװֵ .....
Ҫ˵!''ϫڵϣоûˣȻ ˣ!Լһֱ߻ѩգǲ֪Լ ְֵĲΣǻǱˣˣ
ֵĴϣϫͻѩɻĿܣ˺ Ŷ֣˸ź̵ܶͷֵ·Ů ©첲¶ȣرȴûһȥָǷ ϰΪǲ÷Ϳܶӣһ жϫͻѩյⷶΧ
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79ʲô磿
ϫôҲûмôֵĶ ȷ֪ԼûܴŻѩջصǧ½һ ȫİĵط
ϫſڻѩնСģҲ֪ ̫٣ԭȵĵطҪһЩȴǲ ȫһ취ȥһĵطġ"
ȻѩȻѾʼɫҲ֮ǰһô ףȴ˵ķɫǴŲ̬Լȴô ţͺܺˡ
ѩЦЦû£ѾúܶˣһʧĻ ˵ҿɲٿһΣѪˡ"
ϫƤͷ"ǲ⣬˭֪ͷô װ!µĽָôû!
"!쿴ѽ!˧еѽ!ѽ!
ǰ!ǰ!аŶ~COSPLEYһҪ ķ˿!
˵ǵȤ!ҪݵǵĽ ˣϥһ!"
Ҫÿ춼ҲԸ˾'
ΪѾԽԽ˱һһתͷ ȥͼһȺŮһԼߣ˲ Ĵ˸սȺŮôоô£תٵ طɵ²"طŮ˲֪㻹ô ŵģֱ̫!"
ȺŮ׷ϫͻѩӵ̫죬ת۾û Ӱֻηȴǲһֱˡ
ϫоѾˣŻѩͣ ʶ£۷ŹĿΧСꡣ
ѩձϫ̰ԵЦˣԭǸղһֱܾ ܵһСԽϣѩղɻɣϫζܹ ġ
ϫȻ֪ЩСԶʲôȴú㣬Żѩ ˸λΧССԶһ飬 ȲĿʼ
"~ó!''ϫ¶ı顣
COSPLEYʢУȴҲû˾װ֣ ϫܿɰһЦ
ϫʳ׼һңѩͳͭ ˣˣǰ˰𣿾Ȼͭ帶ˡ
ϫͻѩղԣôˡ
ѵӣΪ""
ˣҶǮ"
ڽֲ£ϫͻѩղ֪ôʱһ ˽
ϫͻѩתͷȥͼһһ ɫֽݸңתͷЦЦ
ҿ˿꣬ģĺƱӣ ⼸ҷˡ
ϫͻѩףǲͭģ Ҳա
Żѩպϫ뿪СԽ֣ȥһ俧 ݣȣϫŵһֱЦŵһЩ ġ
Ա뿪󣬻ѩտλ .....һʱ֪ ôƺӣү񶼲ԣطƺҲԭ ĵطǲͬ
ȴû⣬ЦŵҽĪģֱӽҲ Եġ"
ϫĪĺкøУЩĿĪģʵ㲻 ǺǮ֪ô!"
Īĵ˵ͷֵͦģִҲˣ COSPLEY,Ҳǰװȴûͭ帶ˣ ´αˣ˵ᱻ!"
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ۡ
ѩհѿȵݸϫ
Ǯ"
ĪĶ˹ԼǱȣ
Ϊǵ!"
"  .....ȿȿȿ .....'ϫһڽպͺȽȥĿ˳ ֪ǱȸģΪĪĵĻġ
! ĪĴЦָϫ
ϫˣѩεҡҡͷĸϫ ϵĿȡ
ĪĿǰ˵Ķ¶˻飬ǸҲǾ չԼģ֪òãһʱûˣ 
ദĺǢǱϾƼˮ꣬ĪĺǴһ ˣĪһߣϫŻѩ䣬˸䵥 ˶ļ
ѩϫѷ磬ȻҲˣֻй ʲôĻᣬϫѾڿʼˡ
ϫ˵ļ䣬ڶһ ⣬ͻѩһ˽꣬ϵһӻǮȻ ϫѻѩ̳дɹ
ȥ·ڲҪߵĶΧۣ· ǺһֻһͷԵе 롣
Ϊ˽⣬û뿪İ취ħҲ Ϊ֮ǰĿռ籩˻δ޺ã˾ſȥһ棬 ˵̫ˣúܿġ
԰ϫϲĳԣΪ̫ģ ǶûзΧı仯ࡣ
ҹȥµһֿʼˣһȴǰÿһ ͬ
ôˣ㲻Ҫ!÷!
Ϲ!Ϲ!!"
H ~5T I I n
ST-ST! -st-st!
"үү!үү!
һ˻Բѣɼôлûκη ӦҽԺ˲ˣǻʿҽҲкܶԵģһʱ ף죬Ӷˣȴδܰ ˼رУԼļˣر𼤶
ϫվڴ߿æҵǣ"Ҫ !"
ѩ߹ȥ֣һ棬 ɫΪԽԽô԰ףú ЩȴûиоˣһֲõԤУҪ ˣϫ˵ʿӵеԤУһ㶼׼ġ
Եǲûһֱȥڶ˹ Ѿԭˡ
ϹҧҰ!ʹ!
!!÷ۣ㲻÷𣿲Ҫ
ҧ!"
ҽ!ҽ!ѽ!ôˣ ǵ׸õ ʲôҩ !"
ԵϵľԼߵˣ ȫضı磬ӵʱ䣬˰ٷ ֮ʮ˿ڣµ˲֮վäĿѰ ѪҺͣ˵£ѪĹ
һߺ"ĩ!ĩ!ɥʬ!ɥʬ !"һ߳볬УСʳʱܶ˶С ˵ʲôģ֪ʳΪҪʡ
ϫͻѩվһǰһȺ˺û 𣬷ǳķȥˣϫ֮ǰе֪Ǹ ϼӹڵ˶ųԵˣҲûںûζ ϷǱģǳԻϫĺܣɲԺʳ ﶼûζ
ϼӹһȫϫı ռ˵Լıռģ֮ǰ ӾǷģЩǻѩڵ֪ϫǻɲεʱ ֪ģһǲ֪ģǾϫ ꡣ
ʼʱһֱƣɥʬ۲ˣֱ ǰ˲һһѵܶȥ ץһ»ᱻͬ
ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

80Īһ

80Īһ
ϫͻѩտɵĽɥʬͨȴл ȥģһ˳ˣǾߣЩ Ҳãɥʬ˿ԶԿ
׶·ϣһװ׳Եǰţȴ ûзڷϣŶڳԣǳȴһ㶼ûп ⲻǱˣϫͻѩա
˶Щģɥʬ̫ˣȥһ ⳵ѾɥʬٵĲģʵ֮ǰϫ ֿܵöˣûмʻ֤ҲῪҵ ֱʹˣſһ߿һ߳Զ
ڸʻϵĻѩרĵѧϫ̸Ķ ϫȴͻȻͣɻȥͼϫ̧̫°ͣ Ŷûж
ѩĿ³Ȼһ³˹ ˳ɱѾǰɥʬ
˰ĿŻѩգеİŮǰ۾ ֱĶŻѩյλ磬ǺͰְ軹еܵ εģ˭֪ȴͻȻĩˣǿɲк ȥһᱨǵġ"
ŮʵúƯһɹŮʣǻѩվ ϹһŮòٹȥаȫ ǰ͵ɣʱԼ취"
"~ȿ!
һѩյĻ˵ʲôȴﴫһܴܼ Ŀ³˲ųˣ׷Ǹ Ůϳǰ΢΢ͷԻѩЦһ"ллˡ"
ѩûŮֱ˸ʻҲʯ ĳˣʱ԰һѵĶһ£֮ǰĩ ŸտʼԴ໹ڣҲûʲô£ĩѾ ʱ䣬Щ˾Ϳʼ˺αߣ¶ˡ
װ׳ǰŮˡϳʹΪ ˣһЩԵӣŮ߰ĵܵץԱ Ϳʼ˶ˣܲ˵Ŀʼ
㶼ûǱ˶㶯ĸ
ϫоĶüĿƵĿ Żѩգ~ǵĻ¥ߵﶼôܻӭ һĵطôͶͱ˰!ллŶ~¥ ûоúð!"
ѩҲԼ˵ΪеҪԲһ㲻 ʣʳô󣬾Ͳֻ΢һЩ𣿿Щ Ϊǰ˿Դȣġ
ѩε̾˿ǰ氲ȫͰǸȥ ɡ"
ϫͷһŤͲЩ˿еĿ !"
ѩպЦϫ죬ϫ˲о ɫϽͷµĳԶѾ˵
ѩսӹƿȨû̫ϤųǰΪ ̫бб泵˸о ĵŮΪǰ˧粻ǣϽŸĸֹͣ˳ ѵܵ±һԡ
˺ܲŮľٶѾһʱ䶼ûгԱ ˣжԣǶŹܻܵ޺Ů ֹۣ
ŮСԸĸ˵"ҪǻؼңѾ ĩˣҪǶǣǻ֪ܻܲȥأڳ ѾˣҪ涪Ǹô죿"
ĸһŮ˵öԣһŮͬС ﰡ!СӿŲҲҪ취 㣬ǾͲ!"
ｿŵͷ"Ϊ˼ˣһŬġ"ʵ֮ǰ ѩյʱѾϲˣ˶ص Сûеģرˡ
ҲǸϽӵҪҪ
ԣ̣ʱ˰ݵĽºôô !"
ƲƲ죬ȴҲû˵ʲôǰҪʲôʲô ģԵˣҪǰϰô˵ǾӦ ģǰӵľʵǲھˣǿͷ ӦˣȴŵʱҪôѩա
СıţΪǰȴ֪ǰ ĶߣǵĻһ
ϫбۿŻѩղ˵ѩӣ¹ ȣѳ߰㡣
ϫȫµǺȴˣˤö ᣬȻѩպòͣʱȲ³ 
ʱһ·ϣΧɥʬŵζ˿ ŵ¶ˣװ׳ܡ
ϫͻѩոһѿ˳Ŀŷֳ һ˾ȻһС꣬ҪϫƤۡ
Χɥʬʮѩպ治ɫĳɥ ʬ˹ȥĿһһ䣬ɥʬͷ­ ĹõǣЩɥʬڻѩ˵ֻ֣ ϫ˵ϰɱˡ
ðǵĿŻѩ֣оԼİ ˣʱʲôҪȻʵѩյʵ ˽
ɥʬѾżѩյǰЦ λ֮ǰλǣԺλҪʲ ôҪģǱض岻ݴ!"
ʲô'ϫЩһŹ ģʲôԱΪڸǶѰˡ
һ£ղֻΪһֱ£˻ ҵĽڣûʲôһʱסˡ
̬ǧǰŵˮݸϫͻѩ գλСֵܣ֪ǣǱϾ ӣЩ黹ûŮúõģʲôҪĶ ԸҺ˵ҰҲԸǴء"
Ů飿ů𣿻ˮԼģŮȴ һϫЦһˣת ˳ѩҲȥ
ǺϫϳӰûô ӹأ
һ߷ɽűߵʯͷŭĪ"Ŀ ǵҪ̵ʲôʱ "
ϫرϲҼˣ·ûûѩ ˣԼѳ÷ɿ죬ֻϣ㵽طѽҼ˸ ˦ˡ
Ůһȥƴ ǾȴһĶ복ԽԽϫҪ ǿ˵ĻͻϳⱻĲǱĪġ
ĪķĽкţȺħ!ǰξǣ ô!ô!ſ!Ҫȥ!ſ!
˲ΪǿӲĪȥ
ʲôԵģҪ㣬ǵȻӦ ĶӣȻҪǵ!"
!ܵܣɲˣԸˣҲԸԼ  "
Т!Ӱ͸ҵ!
Īᶼ "ƨ!ҵǰû !Ⱥ쵰!ſ!Ͳþ!Ⱥ ĥii
˲ܲĪƣĪҲǱ ˳ߣһŮһţĪıȥ Ҫ׾ʱһװ׳˹
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81°˶
Īıϣ!!ң ʲô!Ⱦ!
߿׷Ķ!Īĵ˻ˣӿ ٶҪĪȻߣʱȴȵķ Ѿˡ
ĪĸоצԼˣ˼װ 򿪵ĳų˹ȥϳǿĴǰ ĸ壬!ȥߵ·Ҫ ˣ!Ȼ  .....Ѿˣ  .....һ Ҫȥ!һ!ԺҪʲôԣǣȥ !ȥ!
ʵڵĪȻŬʵΪղŵ Ѿȫʧˣڿ˻Լȥȫ ǲϣġ
Ե˵Ǹ򿪵ʱ򣬶Щ ûзӦ
ĪĴһȴ¶˲ı飬ֶ һˣԺʳöָһˣҪȥһҲ֪ ʲôҪΣô죿 ҲǴģ ǻҲֻϱֲȴ˵ʲ ô
Ϊȥˣϫѳúܿ죬Ҫо ͻῴ⣬ĳô졣
Īһ۾ͿɥʬİȻߣ һǽ󣬷ֹɥʬӱ󹥻רĵĶԸ ǰɥʬȻѾսܾˣֽŶѾЩʹ ˣüζ㱻ɥʬ˵νǼ
˿һƬɥʬŵʱҲ˼ɲ ݺϫǵ̬ˣ˵Ĵţţ "!ôɥʬȥ!߰!"
ǲǻ!!"
ﶼάֲסŮ󣬷Ĵߴš
ǳɥʬԶͣĪĴž壬ȴ ӻ˳ϡ
ʵţȥңһ˺鷳!''ϫ 仰ͺͻѩճɥʬ˹ȥ
Īĸֽýɥʬȥ磬 ˿Լ˫֣ûǰȥңȴĶǱߣ׼ Ҫʲôͳȥ
˺޺޵ĿһĻ˶һۣ˳Ƶ ͷϳ۰ôûã˿ Աɥʬ໽ŵƨ Ļص˳ϡ
ɥʬϣҪسţĪȴһ Ӻݺݵɥʬͷϣɱɥʬ
ϫͻѩջӵɱһ·ϵǰѩշ Űߣϫǰ濪·ʵûˣղ ֻӲŶѣ֪ΪʲôԼмĵ ͷ
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ϫϳʱ򣬽Ҽ˻⿴˿Ķȴ ûпϫʲôرĶֱӴ򿪳Ŷѣ Լղô򲻿
ĪļıŰֿЦ"̫!̫!㻹ڣ ΪΪ .....治֪ô!!"
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ϫǰ洫"ȵˮȵιԵģ̫ ˡ
лл!лл!'ĪԴЩգȫһָһ תͷȥˮȴһŮѾһƿˮյ ιȡ
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ˮİΪϫһģмЦ ЦȴЩϲ⼸ˣȴΪϫǵĹϵûб ֳתͷοĪ
ѩտ˿ɫϫҪˣҸط Ϣɡ"
ϫ˵ͷóĩǰĵͼһָ ĿȥɣǲԶǸСĴׯ"
ѩȻϫ˵ʲôʲôû飬ϫ ųĿĵؿȥ
ϫٶԶǸգСׯʱ컹û ׵ĸСׯСܹҲʮ˼ң ֪ǲĩˣЩˣׯһӰҲû С
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ϫһȴû˵ʲôҪһʼû ѡ¥Ȼ......
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"!װ!
ϫ˦һԼĳüΪأ ôҲܿ!"
ĪĿ˿ϫͻѩһװȴȻڸǵ ʣĵĵܲҲܿ!"
ɻĪ"Сģʶǰ "
Īŵʱϫͭ帶˵飬ɵЦЦ ǰ!֮ǰһ棬ʱҸоǺ˼û뵽 ȴǸˡ"
ĪĶϫͻѩյллˣҪ ǣ治֪ô!"
ѩյ㵱ʱǽԵǽľ ˣҪˣǿҲȣǿ϶Ҫѡѯһ £ͻᵢЩʱ䣬ʱλ .....ܾ;Ȳˡ"
"а''ĪָŰܵ
Щѵվϫͻѩվһ" ллˣҲˣûչĪ!"
Īһʵˣһ֪λ ʲôأ 
ϫָԼϫ''ָָѩ"ѩա
㶣Īĵֺرѽ!"
ϫü"رͺãϲر!"
ĪĺͰﶼϫЦˡ
ǰѾˣȥɣոտ ˿вٵĶȻͣˣũׯ
յģӦÿġ"
ˣֻԲ .....ѩģԼԼİ"ϫ תͷѩա
ѩϫͷתȥ
ȥæ''Īĸڻѩպ˳ǿˣ Ŀںϫǹϵð
ϫûһԵĽӵĿ˿Ȼ תȥˣһһƿˮݸǲ ҩˮ˰ɡ"
Ȼԣȴǽӹԥȥҩˮ ¶ǣ͸о˲Ѱһůܣ֮ǰ ʹùµı޸ƣһɨա
ȣڽǰȴû˵ʲôֻٴθ ϫл
ϫһ˦ͷȥˣҪȥѩո ʲôóԵأ
ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

82ԭֹϵһ

82ԭֹϵһ
ϫһߣĿˣһ˵ӣ Ȼϫ⼸˲˳ۣԼϫˣ Ҳ⼸Բô⼸һǿϫǵģ ȴһԾûС
裬⼸̫ˣĸҲ ЩˣŮѰѽɥʬУǿô 죿 
˶ģȴûзֽ׺ݵ۾С
˳ˣϫ˶̬ȣѾڱԵˡ
Īջ𣬻ѩհϴõŹ￪ʼ ζܿͳˡ
ϫͷڻѩյļ϶Źˮ
ѩպЦҡҡͷ"ȥϴϴ֣ܿͿԳˣҶ ٣Ҷ˼ˣȻԷſ˳ԡ"
ĪĿԱһŵĲˣδ̫˰ɣ
ϫùһƬԽͺ˻ѩһ ڣıˡ
ѩϰΪĪȴߺͷȥԭ ϵ
ѩհѷã˿ôˣΪѩջ һԣ˭֪ѩոհѲ˶ͶǵѾ ꣬ǿȥˣ˺ǵðѳʰá"
""
ﰧԹĿŻѩպͰûһ רĵİϫĪļвأ
ҧŴźͽĸ˳ϫ ˵ķһȴ§סȥ˳
ϫһ۽߽ıӰ˦˦ͷûᣬץ ѩռеĹͷ
ĪĿϫƲеĳһѹֻѩô ˰!ԭǸϫԵģһ£ѩΪ ˻ӭǲأ
ƽһ㶼ǱķҪԷ Լ֣ҲֻǰѱŪõʳķŹѣũׯ Ǹãڽİ£òװѷ ǿŶ¿ڡ
ҹ
ϫһ¥˯ˣһССӰź ҹʲô¥Ȼܵĸķ ˣĸԣֱ˽ķ䣬 ȥ˷档
ʵҪʲôϵģǺò׿˯ þġ"
ȴЩԼܵһʲô ʲôʱҲǺܷǼΨ ĶӣĸԼ
óһ¶ı" ңҪǺÿ!ǽҵүǾ͸öұϹϾ!"
￴ŽĴſζ Ԥ"Ҫʲô "
"!Ҫʲô "ЦŴȻ˴С¥ "ѾֻͣҪҵĴһӣͻữΪ Щ˶ʱǿǵĳȥˣֻҪ ˼ң˼һж!"
Ҫȥס"㲻ҪЩã ǣǲ˳ؼң鲻ô򵥵ģҪ ģһ·ҪԵģҪûǣһ·гҲû ð!Ѵ¡"
ĸҲϫǣҪˣԼ˿ ҲԣһɷĻ֪鲻ô򵥵ģ ɷһҪ¶ӵĴ
СӾԽʲôԽҪʲô ĸˣٴεȼֱ ȥ
"!!!
ҪֹѾˣĿŴ ӷȥ
ΪʲôˣȴǰһֻȵĽס ˣ˳ֿȥǰľϫޱ 
һӲ󣬴Ź .....С̰ 棬£Ǳȥ!Сʲô"
ѩ·ϫϣĿŽ"С ôĺ֪ǲֱӾͳɱħͷ!"
ĸĿŻѩ"ô˵أ СӲ¶ ѣбҪ˵ôûн "
ѾǶ˵ѩûˣѩĸ׵ ˣЩȴһٶϫĿŽĸ ɱ˷ŻǵϰΪ˵Ƕ! Ϲ˽̵̣ôû㻹ʱûн ƨ ô!"
!"ĸ߸֮ǰ̶Ϊһǣ ڹıȴеʧȥˣצľҪ ȥסˡ
һΪѵĿϫԲҵܵƽ ˣͻĩһʱܲ˲Żɵµģǿ Сķϣԭ!"
ĿŽ"˵ʲôأ Ÿɵ أ Ǹ߸ϵү!Щ˾͸һĶԴ!"
Ҫס죬Ķȥˣָ ĪĺͰ"ƾʲôôã ȴҪҳЩѳ ҪĶ!ǾЦӭǾͺüۣƾʲô!
ĪĺͰС߼ֱԶԡ
ϫһһƾ!Ը˭ãͶ
˭ãǶûһϵǹܲ!"
!"˲˼ĿϫһֱΪϫ Ϻˣ㲻ϲǣҲǴǣϺʱ ӦýΪʲôԱ˺ãǺã߽Ʊ ˵һͬϫ·ȫӲȥ
"ȿȿ......"
ϫһۿԵĻѩգĿڣĪ
Ͱһ֣Żѩȥ
ĪĺͰϡ
ϫϳͿʼƳӶŷӦ ϫҪʲôĸͽæܹȥڳǰҪ ﱻ£ֻ·һ
ҲˣҪٹǰ̫ ˣµֱӴĿҪĩǰ ûҪ˵ʱ򣬳Ｘ˶һ£ٴȥ ȫڣûһᣬϫųܲ˵ ǰȥǰһ
ʼҼ˻ܼһΪϫǵģǵ ȫûмٵĿǰʱ屾ܵһԣ һ¿ˡ
˶סˡ
"ž! 
һƴ˽ϣֱӱˣ ˿ˣһ۰ĸĸβûΪͷֻǴ Ŀϫ뿪ķôҲû뵽⼸˻ô 顣
ϫӸտھͣĪĺͰһΪ ϫˣĪøȰǺȻСȴ ¸ͥйأ˵һӦԶã С¥ǣѾ御ˣҪҲ ԣǿ԰æǡ"
ϫȥ壬ҡҡͷΪǣҾ СЩԡ"
ѩյ˵ͷҲòԣŴӿŲ˰ ˣոһ·ÿû룬ûаҵĺ ֮ǰǸС¥ۼأ˵һֱҪ ĩˣˣӦðҪĶߣӦú ңЩûС"
ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

83¹֦

83¹֦
ϢϫͻѩվòѰ ˹ϫͻѩոоģǶ϶Ӷ 
ΪȥĪĺͰ￴ϫͻѩϵ ࣬ҲŽ
Īֲܣûʲôȴǲ ۣĸΧֲϢðܿ ʱڸоһ㲻һ
Ī͵ۣҸоԱߵСɽһ㲻Ѱ ΧֲϢ࣬Ψҵĸо֡"
˶һۣѩյȥɡ"
СɽϱϿûʲô⣬Խߣϫȴо һ·Ӱˣȴûϫ ĽָҲΪĵϫһۣȴû ˵ʲôָҪ޸ãǻȥǧ½аġ
ϫŻѩղ԰ɫ˵㲻Ҫ 㿴!
ѩҡҡͷʾû£ϫ̽ô ܲҪһֱϫƤ²Żġ
ʵѩôˣ"
ѩЦû£ӴëˣǿЩˣ ʵûµġ"
!û£Ҳ֪˭
˴ʱѾܽӽɽˣϫѾоõǶĴ
ˣˣֹǰߣΪǰһ壬 ȥ˾ͳˣȻסϫ˵
ѩΪߣоϫоģֻԼ ΣգĶĪķм䣬Χס
ʲôںҹţܶţܶ
"!'ĪͻȻоʲôסˣûü ͱϫһŸˣĪֻ߳һ
ѩһǰĶһţһǽε ǰ棬סͻ̹Ķ
ⶫȤĪ㲻ûйҽ һ!"ϫЦ˵⻰ԭؾѾʧȥϢ
Īļ"ϫʲô!"
ѩĪĶһӵʲôΪ̫Ҳ û"ģϫµģʵš"
һϫһѾɽһצĴ չצһ֦֦ӼųϫϮϫ վԭأ֦ǰһ̣һʧԭ أٳѾɵĵطовٻ֦ ԼѾϫѾֲڲ һӨ׵ӡ
ʧȥ˲ɢԭسһʬ壬ϫ ֪ׯЩȥġ
һʧڵȫ˳ħ˲ ֶ
ɽ˸оͻȻͣˣǺһϫû ѩնЩˣȥ˵ʱ򣬾ͼϫ ʲô˹
ϫĶĪһ㲻ֲӦ ÿԴ߷Ȼսӿѿһ 㣬"
ĪĹܵѿѿԺԼҲսˣ Сĵİպã̧ͷϫǸȴֻϫͻ ѩѾ쵽ɽµıӰ
ЦһĪľ"߰!ҪлҲɽ˵ɽ أԻѩղãҪٵɽʱ䣬ϫ 㼱ˡ"
СϪߣһװ׳ͣϪϣһﳤ צһ֦Χɥʬ۾ȴʱʱһ ߣһһָʲôоЩ ҡ
!ץסˣȻҽͳ!"
ĳϫһ˹ȥŪ һˮ
"!㵽ȥˣץס!Һòҵģ ɾûбɥʬȾģ!"
ѩץȥ̫ƻĽűߴ˹ȥ
"!㰡!Ҫˣаôôûð!!Ҫû !ҿ޸ǿŶ!
ѩպͰζһۣһȥײһ Ҳˡ
Ī޿̸һ֦ֱ֦ܳӾ 廨ôûá
ϫЦųĪȥһ߿һɥʬ˵Īĵ "Īˣ˶ûУ춼ûץ ˡ"
ѩպͰһۣĬĬⶼϫ˵ֻܹ ץñ𣿽ĪܣȻ˵Ī ϫϴҲܿ˵ʲô
ѩĽӹĹɥʬĪ ϫӣɱɥʬȰﻹ֦Գ ɥʬֱӴɥʬĲӣɥʬʧȥж ҪܻȽ϶һЩ
ܸȴǷϫǽ ̣Ȼ󹥻ɥʬԣȻɥʬһ ͱˣϫûô֣඼ĪĺͰ ˡ
ѩյҲˣĩҲˣرĴ󣬱 ƽʮϫĩտʼʱռ ϣֱ㼫ˡ
˷֮һȫϫһ˱ſ ĪĺͰѾʶϫķѾᾪˣ 𣬶ϫƾóҲΪǿռ ܣû̫£ܺãȻܳϾͺãп ǶԵúãԵζϫĳԻ
˳Եģ˲ûֱ·Ϫ ϢϫͻȻĪĵ˵˵ô°!"
Īĵɫȥļ両ǰһɱ ӿ˿ˣһԵİ§ ı
˵Īģƽһӣϫͻ ѩյһμʵһܲҸͯ꣬ ᳤궼Ϊ˰ѡ
ĪСʱȻкӣѾһ 磬ܳ裬ĸ֪˭˵ֺ׬ǮͰѻ ĪĶ˽ȥ֡
ÿһÿһеĹأҲһһͻȻֵ ģֵȻ˳ֵ˼ İ࣬۸һСҲ
СĪÿÿñףĪĸһԶſţտ ʼʱõСĪǮǻԵİοοСĪ ģԽԽϰߣԵİοûˡ
СĪĵһˤϿʼûЦݣǹ ǮĪȴûһ⣬Ϊܶ˾ĪĿ
ǮСĪıҲãΪǮˡ
ʵǰ껹ãЩֵ˼ĪôС° ˣǺĪԽԽ󣬰걻Ŷס㱻 ǰʮꡣ
Īĺ󣬴ȥҽԺǹ СĪĵһᵽѰi
ȥΪǮؤŵˣûдǮȥ ˶ü۵ģ˵ûãȫĪϲ ̶õһ
ĪĿڸĸҪ·ĸ磬 
ڶĪվɱȥ˽֣ĪѾСˣĪ Īĸ˵ˣҲΪˣû ְĳ֡
ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

84򱱻ң һ

84򱱻ң һ
Ժ󾭳ȥĪģԼĸ ϵĪһݹڷݸ˶ӣտʼĪĪĸ Ը⣬ΪӵĹûֵĸߣĪĸȴ ĪĪĸͬ⣬ǺģΪԺ˵и ֵĵܵܶѡ
ԺĪûӺһЩʹΪʲô ҪôԼ˵"һܵܺ󣬱˷ӹ ˣǼһֱ֪ǲǺһ֣ ҪҪ֣ܶͺãϣ ܿ⡣"
˰ĻĪĿʼıԼŬΪ ᵽ˵ﻹ֣뿪˼ˣĪ ĵԸı䡣
ÿĪķʵʱĪĪĸҪĪģĪĵĹ ȫߣ˵԰סûǮ
ӹĪʮպĪڲĪķ ǵݵĹĪһݹʸ ĹǾǸ˳
ĪĵһηˣΪҪǳѼˣ Ψһ⣬ʧȥ׹ڰġ
Īһ˶ϰĪĵ˳ܣķĪ˸о ȨַˣŭĪ˰ĪĴһٹˣ׼ʱ ͰĪֱϴ
ʱ׵ò!֪ϢȥĪ ֪аôˣȰ˵ûã޿ѡ в˵"ҪǲĪģҾȥĪĸѧУĪ 鶼ҿʲôѧ!
Īĵĸ籾²ؼģĪҪǳԺͿ ĪĪĸҪǮˣԴּɵģҪѧУ ֪Īĵ˵ĻûȥѧУˡ
Ϊ˴ӣĪͬ˷ĪģȴҪĪøǮ ȥĪĲܿԼݹȻۣ ܲ뿪ЩҪ
ΪĪǰֵˣû뵽ĩ ͻȻĪ˱ħҪ¡
ĩˣĪҵûһ˱ɥʬȴ Īļֲܣܴӣǲˣ ȴսɥʬڴĪңΣʱ̣Ī İǡ
ļѾûˣ˵ҪľĪˣ ĪһȫȥΪֵĪ˵Ƕ ̬Ⱥõˡ
ＸľǣΪﰲȫĪ ˲Ż۶ӣ˭֪Īĵĸƽóˣûʲô Ъȫ˶ܲ죬һ 㱻ɥʬ˵ʱĪľ߱ȸģ˭֪ ȴĸĸɩһƣһ˸ǰ棬ֱ ɥʬҪǰǧһ֮ܵסɥʬĪĿ Ѿûˡ
ˣĪĸߣҪĪˣĪҲĻ 䣬˵͵ȫ͸ߡ
ЩĪ֪ˣ֪ﲻԸٱǣ ĪĵȴǺõģưѰɥʬѣ ĪߣĪĳױҪϫǣ֪ ô죡
ôأ'ѩʣԼҲһļ ˣܺĪ
ĪԳһЦ"ưһ̿ʼǾͲ ĸĸҸѾûκιϵ"
ĪˣҪһѣôĪҰ ҲûжôǣֻǶûκθѣҪǺ ˣҲǺ޵ó׵ġ
ϫһߣɻѩոϴ֣Ī ĵ˵ͷǾͺãҪǻһ ůͳ!"
ĪЦźϫһۣǣǻ ǱһӵĶ!˦!
ϫԺֳ︡ʵҪĻ棬һ Ц˳ָĪĶԻѩյ㿴ʵǸ Ĳʵ̫Цˣ
ѩҲЦ
ĪȻ֪ϫ˵ĵ˭С˵ʲôĿ ٣ŮӢҪ֪ģϫ ϷŪȥϫ⡣ ϫȻ־ܣܣĪĽ׷ᡣ ￴ֵĶˣԻѩյϫ!" ѩҡҡͷֻǾĪĴͷɥӲ˳ ۡ"˵Լ̲סЦҲЦˡ
ϫһ˵ѩյıϣ˵ʲô ĵģ˵ҲĿ!"
ѩշϫ˵ÿɰ" ϫתͷһĵ˵ͷϫҪ ˵ʲôȴ׷Īĸ͵һˣ˵޺Ĺ˵ ϡ
ϫ"Ī!!!!
"ȿȿȿ......ȿȿ......"
ѩնڳѹţȴǿ˳
㻹"
ѩһתȥͼϫޱվԼ 󣬸ղǾ仰Ȼǵġ
ѩһεӱ֮ǰ˿ 籩Ѿúܶˣﻹһжǰʮ ̫ˣֻǲĶѣû¡"
ϫ˻ѩһۣתߣĪ ڲȥ׶ˣҪȥһȥȥ  
оϫ鲻̫õӣ̽ͷϫ ѩտȥô°
ѩεҡҡͷ
Īĵ˵ͷ˵Ժǵģȥ ȥǲǸ!"
ϫõ𸴣ת˺ᣬʻλϣѩҲ ȥʻ"û£ֲû֮ǰ"
ϫ͵ת۵Żѩգ!Ǽ ܵ!һѪҪ!ǲҪϰ Ϊ ü˾ϰ!"
ѩŷӦϴԼΣŵϫ §ϫԲҲãһúչԼ ٳ飬һ!"
ϫȥߣҸоԽǱԽʢ ôһЩ"
ã˵ȥľȥ''ûϫľ
ϫ"ҪǸ!
!һᱣԼΪ!''ѩĴ ӦϫκҪ
װ׳ֱǰ򱱿ȥܣɥʬҲڱ仯 һʼжӲҲǿǻ ûеԺװ׳ĵزװ׳һ·ѹȥɥʬҪ ѹҪײˣ
ʵⶼҪģҪôһȻû ӹͣĪĺͰûмɻȴûʳ ϫͻѩܣȻû˵ȴװ׵İ ǰǱ˾ȵģѾֻҪԷҪ ʲôЩ飬ҲͲôҪˡ
·ҲһЩ˿ȥ˲֪Щ ű䣬ɥʬܻЩЩϫĬ »Ǹ"ߵɥʬöԸЩ෴ߵɥʬ !"
ЩȻ飬ǿϫҲȥģ͸ Ӳˣ˵"֪''ͻȥˣֹ 񾭲!Լȥȴű˲ȥ ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

85ϰף

85ϰף
ѩϫļԾˣ ˡ
ϫȴûжپɥΪֲģƽЩ ô꣬־˱׷ɱӣѾ˺ܶ࣬ ˣЩ˲飬Ҳֻת뿪ѡ
»ѩտЦã黹ˣΪϫ ѹأ
ĪĺͰһĸϫ˳ϣ۽Ǻȴ ôҲѹסЦ⣬ѩεĵһۣϫ" ôϳ岻Ҫǰ!''УĬĬ˳
Щ˾ϫ񾭲Щȴϫ װ׳ĳӶΪԸԽԽǿɥ ʬѾûʲôƣװ׳ͬô ׼װ׳һֱں档
ʵΪϫЩģΪǵĳͣʲô ·ܿƽʱûһֱŵرע⣬˸ ˣҪװװˣǿɲڱǰ¶
ԽԽˣʱϫѳͣһվ վȻѾˣˣѩװģ ͣĪĺͰüվʣµĶԼ³ʳ ÷ľͷϫȥվҶȥˡ
ҲͣĩѾȥʱ䣬 ˺ͺѾȽѿˣȴв ˺ӣ񻹲һȽϸӿ 񻹲һЩ
Щ³󣬸ȥȥˣ˺ֱӽ ˼վıҳԵģһ˻˿ĪĺͰ ıȽ϶࣬"С治֪!ʲô ʱˣȻô˷ʳһ׳ģʱ ʡ˺ͺӣȴ .....!ûϰ  !"
˼ˣҲĵĿĪġ
ڵǱۣû˹ѽ!"
Ǽû̺!ѽ!"
СҲָĪĹ"ҪǸҪ!"
ûҪһѷĿ
Īֱˣ˭˭ˣ
վĪǰ棬ϰǵȻ֪! Ӧ𾴵Щ¸صˣƤ! ĩģûаѹ⣬Ǵҡ ڵĽѾܲ!õ˱˻ԣ!̫ ѿ!"
ȻĩˣЩ˵ȴûյĩ ĲпᣬһĻָŰ"!
ѩ"Ӻ''˽Ŷŵʵô
7? 
ϫӺ߳ԼѾһ£ ĪĺͰһڻѩյϣת Цһôˣ⼸λүԼү ˣĪĺͰЩԵľ˼ǣ ˳ʲôԣӦϰףѳԵĶ!"
һͷֱ׳ĵû!ϵ·һ ׳ģûЩ˶ 
ѩҲǶֻԼˣϫ ſ˺棬вٵĴ£Ҳÿһѣ ԭر˲˿ֱ׳ҪأĪ Ҳùˡ
һ·ɱɥʬ٣Ѿһɱ ʱĿЩΪǵˣǰֻҪڳ˵ļ ӣ˾ͻǱϹϾڻ濸͵ ӣԲŻô󵨣ʱһ˵ļȴЩˣ ǵ͵Ӳѡ
Žûüĵϵĺ͸о ﲻˣ֪ô£̾˿ ϫǸЦһ£λʵڲ˼ ˣλ˼Ҳ˺ܶ࣬鲻ãҪʲôĵ ǵǷλдȥ!"
ϫҲøͷ̫ųû˼մˣ Щͷ̫ȴΪӵĵֶָϫ ʲôԭһ£͸øЩɫƣ ֪ߵغ!һĲ£˼ҽѵΪ ãû̵ģǸС!
ĪĺͰֱŭˣѩȴǼæתͷ ϫԭѾûϫӰ
"!!!
ҽȥͼϫŸղҷƨ ͷ˾ٵУ֪ѩΨһΪ˾ ĸףȴƫƫȵȥϫѩѹ ԼѹҪͷ
ҪͷϫˣҪ ȥͻᱻһεϵš
ղͷᶶΪǸ ߣʱһöûУǶŻˣһ ˽䣬СӸŵÿ˳
ĿѩˣĪĺͰŤͷȥװ ȻϫķӦЩȴǸͷ ȣǿɲȥϫùͷ
ѩûκϰǰȥϫļ ϫתͷʱҡҡͷ
ϫΪ˭
ΪѩջȰϫʱ򣬾ѩ ˡ"
ϫԵתͷ˿ͷӵ֣һͻ Ȼ˦ණƵ˦ͷۼֿĽסͷ ˤֹǵ³
ϫֵݵѩǰѩһ֣ĪľͰ ƿȪˮ˹ȥСܵĽɫݵľ֡
ѩרĵĸϫϴ֣ĪĺͰרĵĿѩ գϫרĵıϴ֣ûٹȺˣȺҲ ϫŵˣǡ
ʱһҵСŮ˽Ǹ ϫеһˡ
ûˣǸϫ˵ͷ 
ѩòĻصһͷ㡣"
˸䣬ɷȥҶȥˣ˼״Ҳ ȥ
ӾͽһЩʳ˰ɸСŮСŮű ɿţ۾ϫһգգġ
ϫʲôСŮȥСŮæСŮ ڻϫһӰ죬ҼŮС 档"
ϫЦЦû"۾СŮոڿʲ ô 
СŮ˿Ǳߣϫȥӱ ͲСŮܵϫߣյߵҸ ſˣѽ!"
Ů˹СղŵǿˣСѾ ƽˣ ....."
ѩտ˿򶨵Ůˣʵ㲻ǣ"
ŮСŮСѾԸ׽ĶǺҲ¡"
СѾϲϫٴܵϫǰ ϫϲСӵģرǿɰСӱСѾҲ ᲻ɰСӣ˵Ǳߵġ
ϫñδӿռһĪ󷹻û Ϩĺ˵ݸСѾСѾûнӣתͷȥ衣
ʹãԼ԰!''СѾæСѾȥˣ Żѩղ԰׵ⶫôԲҼСѾͲ ˡ
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СѾְҲ·ˣҲҵ٣ Ǳˣһû˶̫·˽ ߵʱͶڸ·ȻҲô ˡ
СѾְΪСʳϽǸλ˼ СѾ£һȥú˵ģʵڱǸ
ϫεķ˸"Ҳûòû !ĩű۸˵ˣ "
Щͷ̫ŵͷռһʳﲻ˵
ϽҡͷСѾǺˣλ綼Ǻ ˡ
ĪİõʳõһʢԼ˷ ˣֶСѾǱӵģСѾ þûԹˣҧҧл ³
СѾһ͵ߣײȣһֱ ֣ΣСڵĺһ㣬ְ͵ĸߣ ĸҲ͸һһСڣСѾԼ
ϫСѾĶԼʳﶼó˺ܶࡣ ֮ǰϫӵͷѻҧֹ˾"װģ" ϫ̧̧ۣûжԷ
ҹЪϫ˲Զ˻磬 Ϊɷ򿪳ҹ
Ǳߣ˺СѾ˯ˣҹĺȦ ̶ȣӦ˲ٴεҹˡ
ϫڻѩյĻ˯ˣΪҲ ҹĪ˯ˡ
ѩŰϫŭֵЩ˯ţѹֵĿ ۾ϫѹ˸ʵʵ
ѩЦЦСԼԼҲ ԼһֱչԼڼҲˣֻϫ ûĺӣȴǰԼ󣬻
ڶһ磬Щͷ̫̫ʹˣ ϫǣϫ˵ˮ޷š
һҹȦ˺ܶ࣬Թĸ ˣϫúϵһļʻλ Ҳ˵һ컹Ҫ
СѾĸףҲǮߵϫԱߵһֱ ģҲˣĺȦһαһأ Щ˼ .....Ҳֶ֪ܼã"
ϫֶܼÿԼᴦ飬Ҳ ͲֻһζΪԷͷ̫ţ СͷΣ飬ҲԼ!"
ǮȻϫ˵ĻЩ飬ȴҲ޵
ʰһ£򵥳˸;׼·ϫ СѾǮǼǼǺ߰ɣ Ҳ԰ȫ㡣"
ǮȻԸ⣬˼·
ɥʬٵʱϫֱӿѹȥʱ˾³ ɱɥʬȻɱ࣬ǮȴҲûдڳ ɣ³һɱɥʬϫ֪ǮҲ ߣǻϵܣҲԣҪҲԶ
ϫųǰȻɥʬˣ·ȴûô ٣һ·úֻܳͨԽԽ䣬ҵҲԽ Խ࣬Ȼǧ½ǲԶˣѩյɫȴһ Щ
ĪļҲԼϫж ΪҲΪеģǲ֪ɥʬǲ ҲΪ
һ·ڵʱһֱںǮȴѳǰ 棬ϫѳͣӴ̽ͷȥ
ǮһĶϫǰߣΣա" ΪСѾܣ ѩʵ
Ǯһ£˿ȵˣЦһ ûǣСѾǸ֪ܣ̫С ....."
ҡҡͷֻҪûк˵ģǶ 'ԼҲкܶܣӦ˵ϫͻѩкܶ ܣĪĶѾ̹ˡ
Īתͷϫ"ô죿"
ϫСѾʵʲôΣգ"
СѾҡҡͷҲ֪ҾǾΣգӦò ɥʬɥʬоһҾͿˡ"
'ǮҲ㲻СѾ˵ʲôˣȻɥʬô ƶأ
ϫۣʶӳȥ¶Ц"ˣǵ ȰɣоϲŶ!"
ϫôһ˵ѩռ˵Ƿˡ
ǮЩˣϫȴȫһȾϲ ӣǲ֪ô죬ߣ⼸ദѾ ϫ˵ˣ⼸˻ǲ٣ߣʵŮ ˵ΣգŮû˵
£һʱ䵹
һᣬѩ˵!'ΪΪϫͣʶ ȻϫڲŷʲôҲ֪ϫ Ϊʲôˡ
ͼԶһضɽҡһȺû ϫһȺ⣬ΪһȺӣֶ óԶˣѩոӴϲˣ ֻӺ֮ǰԹе㲻һҪһ һڵӡ
ϫûܵǰͿų˳ȥѩεҡ ҡͷҲȥĪĺͰȻ¡
ʮͷϫӭȥһˮ ӣǮҧҧŮڳϣϳ ţԼȥæȥˣǵȥһԭʮֻ ӣѾֻʣһˣĶ˵ϣ ӣɱ׵ľϫˡ
Ǯһ£ʵǶൽУ˦˦ Ҳ˽ȥǻֱӾͰյò ˣϫ˳
һʮֻӳƽǮ˶ϫ˵ʵ µʶ֮ǰɱɥʬʱûְ!һ⣬ °
СѾСѾ³ô¶˿ϧı"ô ⣬һӳԲҲߣϧ"
ϫЦһ£߹ȥʮֻӣЩӾ ϫʧˡ
"ռ!
ǮͬСѾĿϫ ӳˡ
ʣµ߷һ£һֻװڳ￪ˣ ϫų⣬ҲˣѾߵһس ⣬ųȥҸУ׼ҹ
һһŮǰһлл λȣҪһҿľҪǸСׯ !̫лл!
ʱȻЩǱʤһƤң ĽĿŻƵʱ򣬳Ӻܼӵı
Ȼ۷Ź⣬ȴάһ˾ӵӣ ѣǸҪС㲻ؿ"
üȥԱߵŮȴͷˣʵ˵ ǱϫͻѩǸСׯģ"
ǵģС㣬˱ .....ҲӣǾͰһ £ǸЩ˺Ϊɰ!''ί ŮǻƵãͽϻƣȻ 
ŮģȻοСȴ߿ˣĻ 󲿷ǲŵģôܿϷǳĽ ҪŮӢۣҲһѣֻҪȷ ȷʵ˾Ϳˡ
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ٵڽֵϴ󣬴ɥʬں׷ᣬ ϵĴǹϵĹɥʬɥʬ̫ˣ ΪѾƣ޷ʹˣӵҲ ʱ
һ"ӳ!ô죿 ӵϾҪ!"
!''ӳ͵һĨҧ!"
"!
 .....һ!''˼ˣ浽һ̣ ԸҲܳΪɥʬͬ
һƬӵ׷Ųŵɥʬ໽ ͣÿʿ϶¶㣬ڼԹ ԣʿ
ӵ꣬ӻڼţϵʿǹ ϵ·ǲڱɥʬ׷ܣ찲 һ˶˸
د11ѾˮȴȻȻóһ ָѾ
"ž!'Ҫһ̣ȴһĵˣӶʱ˲ ñˣ䵽ϱɥʬܻת ͵Ϯ˺ʲô û񵯣ɥʬ  !"
Էȴû쿴ԶɵЦ
ҲһĶӸоԣ˳Ŀ⿴ ȥͼһװ׳ذʻ
"о!о!Ԯ!о!!"
ǵģҲû˭Ҫ
װ׳ֱ嵽ɥʬһѹŴ򿪣 ȵǣӳĲʲôԮĸˣ Ӧװ׳ŵҲһ
һԥûоͳɥʬѣɥʬ˸棬 ôǸȵľ˴ɥʬǽһ УرƮƮ꣬ɥʬ񿳹вһ һһôǶԾԼϣΪ
Ŀ ~1/ O
Ƕӳ˶ЩȷӦŴƨ ӣһһ˶ȥŸأ  Ⱥڱ "
ղ׼ԾΪǿ϶Ӯˣ ϫ˵İæǾʹһˣǱϫͻѩ ɱɥʬӼѪԣһѪµĳȥ
ϫΪΣǼ͵ģСѾСѾװ ׳ѵļʻװ׳ȥײɥʬҲɱ˲١
ǮΧһƬ𺣣˶ҿŲȴأƬ ̷ɳȥĿ꣬Īǿֲģª֦ ɳɥʬ񴮿һĴһĻϫ ĿȴЩ֦ǺͰס
ѩѾϰ书Ҳһ ģ͸Щһر ر˧
ϫڵϸϷһӵһƬɱ ɥʬģҲĿġ
Ҳ˺ɱرͣɱۣ ϫҪɱɥʬʱעЩԼȥ ˣɥʬצһ£Լöһµ鷳
Դ֮ǰһսϫڵľһֲһ ĸ飬ػҵģʹԼСȴһ εӭŵϣûһ˿
ǧ½ЩΪ˸ö˺ܲͬ ͦɰģȻô󽫾ֵ⣬ĳʲ ôҲı䲻ԡ
ԸղϫߵŻȻȻĸ˹ ΪΧǴЩΪɥʬ׼ ɱĻ档
ֱɫһɥʬڻѩյĵ£ת
ϫķȥȴֹסķ"ȿȿȿ...... !"а̾ҪⲻҪϫˡ
ϫüѩߣһŻɲε ӡ
ѩЦҡҡͷʾԼû¡
ӣղŻӢĴһתôɲ ˣ
ӳżƣϫǰЦŵ л
ϫִ̧˽ĻѾˣȻ ˣȻ˺ܶɥʬڸǵϢȴǲ ȫȥԱߵĳɣлȥ˵"
!!!''æͷӦ£кʰ׼У ѾƣˣҪɥʬĻֻܿɥʬҧ ԼˣҸڵĵطá
ҶˣʰٶȾͺϫ߹ ȥֱӰս˿תŻѩս˳С
ĪĵҲŽȥˡ
Ⱥ̫˰!һôôܻ࣬ ͣһռ!ĿɿڴĿϫ ıӰԼְ˵°̧ȥ죬кһȺɵ Ĵ˳С
ⳬʳסΪһģ¥ƷϫŻ ѩհõһܴռˣѩɫЩãϫ ׼´
СѾҲһǵǰʵǲǲѽ"
ѩЦЦû£Ϣһͺˡ"
ϫСѾָŻѩյǲˣ ģһֱϲǿ֪Ƕൣǲ ǣ"
СѾ֣µĵ˵ͷ"ǵģ˵˾Ҫ
ǲԣ岻!
ϫҲͷ"!һ㶼!
ѩεҡͷ
ĪĺͰڳռ·ȥˣǳԵĲȱ ⱱͦȱЩȡůġ
ǮæǮڸղҲѾ꣬ žһЩֽƤľͷջ
ʵڶ˵ḻ̌ţܶľͶְæռʳ Ǳ˱ůĵǲȱ
ϫһ̧֣ͷӱ˳"ɣȿ ůů!"
ĪĵƽϫԵòûʲôȴ ð⣬ƽæɥʬֶ࣬ܳȥҰζΪ ȥ֪ǲǱ!ڰȫæʳæ ˭ѾܾûгԹˡ
СѾҪȥȥＱĴǰѻ˹ȥ ̯ڵϵĴ˹˿ɵĿˮ
СѾҡͷЦЦӹϫݸĻȥȥ ˣпڳԵľҸ!뵽⼸Ůȵ ϫȻЩСƢȴǺ õġ
ЩӱˣȴˣСѾѴõ һ˵ϫͻѩյǰ һһһ
ϫȶһѩգŶԼ룬ڵĳ ⺮ıôȺһ⣬ر ¾Ͱһ¶ˡ
ԵĴԼĳܻܾˣܶ ھǰװ˹ĵģֱӱϫĳ ˣȻӲ³ٶȴʵˣҲ ֪ϫͻѩˣΪʲôСѾҪ˸
ˣ
ϫҨһ룬̧ͷ˴һۣʵô ôɥʬ׷!"
ȹ⣬һĨ죬̾˿ĩ˺󣬴 ֵ˱ɥʬݣʳȱȫȻѾ ֲˣȴǹӦ˸ˡ" ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

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88ɥʬ쳣һ
ӽӹоʳֲоԺһ ӵȫоԺ˵оԺо˿ʳķ оɹоԺȫһҪõо ϣ!"
ĪĲʵеӦ˽⣬ô ѽ ⲻ뻢ڣӴһȥ"
ӦͷӰ!ͬڳ''ѩտ򽯺" ôЩɥʬģ "
Ӹ⣬ԼشǽкС ģҲû룬ֻ򵥵̽һѣһвԾ ˵ģϾôˣһѾݵĳ˵ λС˵Ӵһȥء"
ϫͷǻǲ㱻˽Ӱ"
̾ǰǽӣܹһ̲ˣ
СѾаĴ۾ʵӺóѾþ ûгԹ!"
˵걻ȥһ⡣
ϫ˵ͷһӺóԵģͷ !
" .....!''СѾﺬشȴĵ˵㡣 ַߣֵĻ⣬۹ ɨѩջЩ԰׵ĬĬİַǸս ʱܰΪǸսǵĹϵʹٽ ȥһЩ˺һȴûʲôһɥʬҲûп Ǿòԣȴܷ񣬼ǰȴҲ ˵׼Ǵ˰ӣھˣ ǵĸо̫!"
ΪɥʬݣôԶɥʬɥʬһ ǨƣҲӦʬ''ѩշ뿴򽯺꣬ʵ ǵ׷ʲô "
Ǻ˵ʱµĳЩ һʱǾöԲ˵û ߳ԶƬɥʬʹ˷Χ˹Ҳ֪Щɥʬ ˣʱͻȻ֣ǹ 룬һͳ˳һ·ɥʬ׷ᣬô˦ ˦ôӶԵϤ⿪ȻϽ ˵ǣȻҪлл!
Ƕͷ"ǰ!ҪǣǾֻѡɱˣҲ ܳΪɥʬ!"
ԺʲôҪæһ˵һҼһ˵һȥ! ȵĿɲֻһ˰!"
԰!Ҫˣĩô!"
˵˵Ŷںò׳ԵⶼûζĬ Ǯ޺ĪİҲ֪Ҫ˵ʲôĬţĩ òϣԼҪ˶Ա 
ϫͻѩȴ뵽˱ģһۣü ϫͻȻЩɥʬǸսǵʱûг֣Ҫߵ ʱȴͻȻΧ˵ǵж֯мɵģ ɱɥʬʱȴûиоЩɥʬǻۣЩΧǵ
ƻ!"
˵ .....'ﾪȵ۾ԼԴͻȻγ 뷨ŵˡ
ЩɥʬԼûǻۣȴмƻжǾֻһ" ѩճĬһ£Ǿʲôָǣ˵ Ǳٿ!"
˴ˣһеߵȥûио
" ....."Ҫˣ˼ֱ޵ˣֻҪٿɥ ʬ  .....Ҳ벻ʲô
СѾСѾ§ڻ̫СѾˣ ɵĺȴûп
ϫҡҡͷ"ɥʬ˱Ǳȫļˣ˿ ˵ɥʬʳɥʬ࣬Ҫ˵ʲô ˣҲܣʱҪôɥʬضҪ 룬ȴȫûз쳣Բ!"
˳˿û꣬˽ӲŶ ϫˣʲô 
ɥʬ״̬һַӣַͬУͼ Ӹ߼ģ࣬߷ǿߣʿӽ!'' ǿʳ˭˭ָ߹˭վڶˡ
Щ£ԴЩתΪ̫˼ˡ
ѩճĬһ£ϫ˵Ӧɥʬɥ ʬʱɥʬڲϵĽѾԿƵͼ ɥʬ!"
ѩһ仰ǧˣǰζоˣ ͷԼ֣һʱղ˷ܵ״̬ûˣ ǿǻ۲ɥʬ¹ӲдɥʬҪ ໹л· 
飡 
ľľĿϫ
ϫִÿƲӿأ  µˣʲôأ ɥʬտʼʱǾӦ뵽 ⣬ɥʬ˶ûѹ죬ɥʬѵѹ  Ȼ  ....."
ѩգ"ȿȿ......"
˲ԵĿѩա
ϫӼȻܣǾ˵ һɥʬܽܰ!ʲô "
!'겻ǴӳߣһĴվ £ѵɥʬ ʱӦź £!ô⣬˵Բԣ Բԣ 
һ˲䣬׷תͷСѾ衣
"λŮͬ־ٸһ롣"
"ҲҪҲҪ!"
"!Ѿ˼˻Ҫ!"
"һ룬һ!"
"ʲô!Ų!"
귴ӦʱڴѾԵĲˣ һСѾ
ϫĪĺͰеһǹſȥ ϫһֻۣίί˻ȥתŭս ȥˣʱһټɹ
ҹǰҹˣϫŻѩõ Ŵľ˯ˡ
ǮŮǰץǵ֡
Īվڴǰ󿿽
¹ĪĵϣıЩ"˵絽 ô"
ҡҡͷҲ֪ϫһ仰ܶԣ ʲôڳ˱˴ˣʲôûУʲôµأ "
ǰ!''ĪЦЦ˵㱻ɥʬѵʱҲ ʲôνˣֻҪ㻹á"
㻹ܵ"Īʵ
!'￴ϵϣҪǻţƽƽ  .....ĩһʼģҲ"
ĪĿڰ"ұˣţҸ ġ"
˵!''Īĵıӣͻ˼룬 㣬ڣĻ㡣"
ĪĵϸЦݣҸĿŰ
ϫǰʵ"
û!"üϫʵҪȥ ɲ֪ жɥʬأ ǲʲôѹѹ㰡!
ϫûĿ˽һۣʲôԵģ Ҳԣ ѵȥ "
" .....'תͷѩտȥһֱ˱ϫ ס
ѩҡҡͷǼȻҪȥͿ϶һյ!" ˹ؼʱôҲǲ׵!"" 
Ҳȥ ''ϫüûдѩһģѩ ȻԼһǻѩȴǵ ֣ʱһһ࣬Բġ
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89߲
ѩյĿϫΪһһȥ"
 ....."ϫۿŻѩգ˵ôһʼѩû зأԭǴһ
ĪĿпǸʵǵ˵ʲô  ϫҪȥ"
Ӧþ콯ӳϮĵطϫ ȥ!
ô֪'ĪĲʵһģû ˵
ϫİɣȥ˳ҪĶû" ʮĻɲΣ磬ûиов ģҪΪɱɥʬ޲ħ ѩ뿪ˡ
СѾСѾ"ǰΣ"
СѾ룬ͷ"еģӦкֹܶ!"
Ǯһϫ
ϫ˸۵ϴСѾҲ˵Σգһǰⶼ ˡ"
һȥ''һҧôаգӦñ² СǱٴҲ˫ȭѵ֣һСӴһ˵ УǾնҲϫ˾ȵġ
ϫӵĿŽ"ȥϺȰ!
""ȷʵˣҲô˵ɣ
Īľ""
ϫһһҲϺȵġ"
ĪĬĬİַ£ȥأǵȵ ʱ"
ϫһü˰һתǰȥѩ ϣϫۣʲôҲûУ ˡ
ǰʵû"
Ĭһµϫɲ⣬ҿ ԲûѩյЦǿԷģ
ʲô£ҲԳŵʱ취Ҳˡ" ˰ĻķһЩϾȥɥʬѣ ǻû뿪ϫµҲû, ϫųĳӶһ
ǸʵڳеģҲϫͻѩҪȴĵ 
ԽߣϫԽ֪࣬ԣ ϶ʲôͬѰĶ
ϫѩպһߣ䱸Χ
ϫţѩȴоܺãΧĵط ͬȴоãĸоúܶ࣬ 壬壬ɿݵõ䣬 ׵ɫ˺ܶࡣ
ѩյı仯ϫȻ֪ɻв ˱ģѩվȻãǸй
ǰһΣϫоΧĶѩն ۡ
ѩյ˵ͷȴûͣȴ˾衣
ѩյԽ࣬ΧĶԽһ ϢĿˣ˷·֪޾ǰѾ˱ ϫһתӿϫǰҲ ޷ǰһ֪Ϩ
"!"ϫһͻѩռǰ֮ǰһɥʬû а쳣Ľֵ·һӱɥʬӸ εǷϫͻѩգɥʬһ ѪҺ˹ȥ
ϫЦһǰͲס!һΪ!" ѩóõխ"СģҪ⣬㣬Ҳ֪ ɥʬץ˻ô!"
İ!ɥʬңС׼!''ϫ˵ô ˵ȴó˵׼ϸӦսΪ񱣬ɥʬ̫ ˣ㺦Ҳģ
ɥʬ˵ĵµ£ɥʬϵӿ ϫü"ȥֶҪ!"
ѩһӵɥʬԾϫԱ"ָɥʬӦ ڳģоԺԶ!"
ϫһѩգ˲ʧԭء
ķһ˫Ѫ˿۾ŭĶĻ ʧӰ﷢ĹĴݳȥ ɥʬʼȥˣ˾ƾʧһ ûӰ
ϫŻѩնһһɥʬ˿ ģϫоһвӵ ƽȴһϫܲϲûȥ գѩȴӦãϫҪֹѩյģ еռ籩ôѩնգҲûֹˡ
ڰе˫ԽԽŭԽԽȺ죬Ⱥ쵽˺ ˮ̲סһƿ˳ȥ
ʵ⣬ϫͻѩտǰĹﲻ֪Ǹ ʲôζǰˣȴ֪ʲôԭɥ ʬͱɥʬͬƤٻȴޱȣ۾ ȴа쳣
ֵɥʬ޵ĿŻѩգŭһ!!!" ˷ɥʬӵŻѩվ͹˹ȥЩ ɥʬרѩգϫȫᡣ
ϫűɥʬΧסĻѩգ籩һ ɥʬ˹ȥЩɥʬǲɼ ڹŻѩգ̵ġ
ɥʬȻʮϲεĶ֣кͱϫ׷ Ŵ򣬶ɥʬĿҲ͵ˣѩյԴ
"!!!"
ɥʬϫˤˤȥһϢĵڵϣΧɥ ʬΪأڳʧȥ˷ǵһʱȫ ԭأ޷
ѩϫǰҡҡͷҲɼ ʹ!ǿԿЩһ!"
ϫ˵ͷһɥʬͷϣͷ˸ ϡãҲ޷
ɥʬˣɥʬָǰϫŻѩմ ʵҡ
ʵණѾˣһ̨ʾţϫͻ ѩϹŶſʾǰȥĿ
ϫҲһöûûз ȴ˺ܶͬôĶЩȷ ãǸ绰!"
ѩ̾˿һжˣɥʬ ˣҲָ֪ܻܲǰ"
ʲôǸ绹ʲôûУǻǻú ãѾйǰƣ׶"ϫ ˵̨ǰ̨ڷһˮӣ һӣ׺ͺ˿ֹâ
ϫ򿪺ӣѩղܿƵ߽ ͻȻವһ·˳ûѩնͷ
"ž!"ϫһˮӵڵȥַڻ ѩյĶͷҪȴûκô һûѩյĶͷͽʶһҲ
ѩշӦץסϫֵģҸо Ӧöûж⣬кôҵ״񶨵һ 㣬ǰֺ˺ܶ࣬ΪҲ˲٣֮ǰͿ쵽 ˣֱӿ絽߲㡣"
ϫü"˵ΪǵÿͺãҪǸȣ!" ѩϫЩֱץѩյ֣ȴ
º͵̽ѩڲ̽һɿ֣Ŀǰ ǲģԼҪע!''û뵽ǿӾȻô ѩգѩߵΪȴûһȣǹ Щ֮ǰħеħͷģҲЩռ籩ģ벻ͨȴ ȥǧ½Ժúò顣
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90½ȫһ

90½ȫһ
˵𣿽ӳ˵"ѩղ ϫ˸ۣһָһƤӷ ǡ
ĪĺСѾϫͻѩ뿪ķΣʱ ȥ˺þãûпϫǳ֡
Ƿ·Ĵȥɥʬʬ壬۾ȴʱʱ һǸ
ǮСѾŴǸɻȴҲĲɵģ ȻûкϫǴãȴܹٵİĩ ˣǾúˣҲܸмʱҲⵣǡ
"!!
ϵɥʬһӣһƨߣʵ "!!û"
ĪӰûгȻϫû ⣬ϫ˺ûҲˣ˾ Īϫǰ࣬ǸȻ˵ǱȴʲôҲû üҲЩĵһϫ˳ʲô飬  ôĲ
쿴!!......"
ȥͼԶӰϫͻѩ ˭
СѾһȥûüϲ֮飬ϫ ͱǰ"ǸɥʬɥʬѾ ˣɥʬѾˣǸϽߣȻҪ˽ ˡ
˻ˣͷ׷ϳӣϫųװ׳ ȥವһ´ܳȥĴɥʬĵͺ ˾ͷƤ飬һеɥʬ!ҪǱ׷......
ܳˣ˲ͣСѾûΣˡ"
һȫ̯ղֱӱųһ亹
ʱлϫ"ô" ԲٿɥʬɥʬԼֲоɹȽҪ
"!!ö!''ϫ̯ڳֱӲꡣ
һ꣬ϫЦȥӣ ԵȣǺ!"˵ŽߣûģΪ һֱֻǸӳҪ۵Ļı ġ
ѩմӳ̽ͷȥСѾȻϫģ þͿˡ"
!õ''СѾЦӦ,ϫϲԵľǻѩ ˣͲˡ
СѾ̿ˮҲԻĺóԵģÿ 嶼ãúܣⲻԡ
ȻѩհѲһãϫȲĿʼ ӹԼˣһҲûƽ"Ű表ĸо˻ʳ ʲôá
ٴʵоɹʱϫҲĻشˣ ǰʵҵĹ̸ˣ˵ηʽã ·ȥģɱɥʬҲΪµɥʬˡ
ȻŲţϫͲˡ
Ҳʶûʣĵ§
ѾõҪذȫϫȥ ҲǾҪȥߵģȥĪĺͰȻϣǮ Ҳһ
ϫװ׳ߵﶼǰ©ģҲ ûװ׳̫ͣû˻ãֻϫԿ ܡ
һȫſڣ⵽˴ҵΧۡ
ŵ˽һѣĴָţ Ȼ쵽Ĵһ񲻼򵥰!ȫ ȫβĻˣ˴˰!ɱֵҰ!
!"һƿ"Ҫ쵽Ļñ˿ѽ! 쵽񣬻ҴãҪȥ!˺ô  СƤ!"
ͽϵó˵ģ˲ ۿװ׳Ͻ˰ȥ
ϫĽĿаѳ˽Ľ ȫ
һȫϫĳϫüӾ Ž꣬ʵԼг!
"ǺǺ!ͷɵЦ˵
ѩЦſڿʼһֱעսȫ ˸ţ뿪ˣӦȥȥˡ"
ͷȥɵЦ
ϫôأȥô飬ȴֻ СӣҲ֪ӴһȥᣬȴǱͨ 顣"
Ǹ۹ĽǾǵڻң µߡ'ѩտ򽯺ʵǲǣӳ!"
̧ۿŽ"ǲûи£ ˻......"
"!ϫҡͷôӣǵ ȫѣΪǹǿ!"
ƭ!"ĪڷӦ˸ Ž꣬ƭİְͲѰƭȥ 
ЦһҲûƭǣֻûи˵ѣ ʵǽȫͦõģΪ߲һìܣԲŻ ˣҪǸλϰæ"
껰û˵꣬ͣ
ϫ"³ɡ"
꼱ˣ⼸˲ԼҲˣȴᣬ Ǹ𱨵С"ûƭǣҲûҪ ǣ......"
ϫ췭˸ۣѩҡҡͷӳط ˣ㲻ǻҪȥ"
곯ȥ浽ڳǣ߾Ǹ߲ĵطˣ С
Ŷ~Ŷ!"˳ͬ³Ĵһߣ ͷ˵ȥ쵽Ȼȥǡ"
ϫųһ˦β뿪ˣֻһ ƨɡ
װ׳ʵ̫ۣϫ˸Ž˿ռ䣬 һ˸г˸ ѣǻѲǮʹĥķֻڵ Ǯʳѡ
ǮΪԺϫ˷ֿˡ
ĪʵҪס𣿲˵涷 Ǻܲȫ"
ϫһЦﰲȫôƽĶ̰ ģȻﶼһʲôأ "
ҲǶ!'Īĵ˵ͷ
￪ʼʰӣѩȥæܾˣѩ Ȼƽû£ȴǲõġ
ϫѻѩոȥϢˣҲûָϫɻ ȻϫűæĪľܳȥˡ
ղһֱڳȫ˵ǲ֪װ׳ľ ϫˣʱûбΧֻۣ̫ɾ ˶࿴ۡ
ĩѾ˲̵ʱˣϵ˶Ѿʧȥȵ ɫʣʬһĻţ֪Լʲôʱ ɥʬ
ȴҲ˶ˣЩǿߣҪȨҪ ֱǰҲһٲ֡
ϫЩ˫ۣȴţ絽 ΪʲôȻĹɣĳͷͷ ڣ˵Ͷݣپĥѣʣʲô
˼Ұŵʳݸһ꣬ ù˼˺üεĿˮȴȫ 
һ˵ʳݸһ긾ŮŮ ҡҡͷʳƸ꣬˻ãöԷԣ ȴֱֱĶʳ¶ĵĿ
ĻĻĳȫ﷢ϫĬĬĿţ 򣬻ҪģҪģ
ĪĿͻȻϫеţҪҡϫ ȴڰ;ץסˣתͷһǻѩա
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91»ڶ

91»ڶ
Ī۾ʵ"ô"
ѩЦЦǺ£㲻Ҫ"ϫ˵ Ķ򣬿һ˴Ϻ 룬硣
ϫһ磬ٵһ ˣʮĶ䣬׷ɱȥѩ յ磬ɥʬ磬ĶһУϫ ޳Ʊ䣬ȴҲĶǿһ Уȴӣ
ڳǣ깧ذϽǰ꣬Ī٣ ǷϣĿһ¡"
Ī׾ȵĽϣٵķ£˼ĿŽ "ôõģ ǿһǵɥʬ!"
һ£ĪײĿŽ"㻹ʲôǲܸ 㲻ң"
!''ҡҡͷⲻõģǾǵ ģǲ̫ϣȫ ....."
Ī׳Ĭˣһ̾ λ£ ʲôҲ֪ҾٲѼᣬ˶ңϣҺúȰ ȰǣȻõϣô¿϶СѾû ĵط˵Ҳǿǣϣܹ ЩԸİ!"
꿴겻ȴѾѪ˿꣬ ˵ͷһᾡģҲȰȰǡ"
뿪һ"Ī٣ЩѾõϢ ڵȥ"
ĪΪֽŶ㻵ˡ
𵴺ϫ۾ʲôû˵ʹ ѩպĪʧԭء
ʱѾˣһϫǰվĵطȴʲô Ҳûҳ
ĪĴĿϫ"ղõʲô ģ ವһҾѾص˷!̫!"
ϫͷԺĴĪǰ߹ȴûдش
ҲûдͻȻͻȻֵĳѹ ûж
ѩεҡҡͷĪĺͰϣǱ i
ĪĺͰʲô֪!ɻûеǶ ϫ̱ƹžͱˡ
ĪĴţ˽ϫһ" Ե!"

Īգ۵ǻû!"
ѩպͰ
 .....'εЦЦǵġ"
ʲô£"ѩʵ
ڼǰ£ץץͷⰲȫﱾĪϽ Ϊ󣬰ȫĹҲܲǰʱɲ ͻȻˣµıȨ˶õпܵľ ӣһĪףһǱŮƻĺĪ Էڴ󲿷ֵĴ֧ĪףĪ׶ô Ȩ......"
ĪԷ!''ϫŽĵôԷʲô"
̾˿ĪԷϰȫڶѽεԿĪ ״Ȩȴ֪ôͻȻʧˣ˻Īףȫȶ ԿûȨԿΪ˴Ȩ˵ ....."
ҪǰĪף"ѩտŽ
˵ͷĪȻȴϽķ緶ֻ ʤȫܻصǰ"
ϫ㿴ңҿ㣬Īĵǵġ" Ҳͷ˵ˣǾǣǵ ˡ
ϫŻѩգѩЦЦ"!"
ϫ췭˸"һʲôΪҲ֪ ԼҲģȴҪ!"
һ֪ƵĿżˡ
ϫתͷ򽯺꣬ǲվԿǱߣæ Ҳԣ׼ǿȣôô"
ϫӦˣʱЦ" õģĪѾ˵ˣǾæͺãǿȵġ"
õϫĴ𸴻ϲϲˣѩտϫ ȥЩʲô"ȻҲô״Ӧ Īס
ϫһ"㶮҆Żѩգ˵ͷ"ҽ ȥȻû߶ԶȴҲ˲ٵĻҶԿ ֺޣĪ׵ǺǾ壬һɳȥ ̸ݾԿǻˣĪ׻"
Īͷôû"
һĪģ֪⣬ʲô Ϊֶ֪ζпܵġ
ڳǵһ䷿ڣԿǰŵĴ"ô ʲôûҵ ˵⵽𵴺ܴ "
ͷҿԿСٶߵһʱ͹ȥ ˣʲôû!"
!ԿϣҪʲô!Īҵ ϣǲ̽!ǵʲô!"
裬ȴٵĵͷԿԼ ķŭ
Īļ˳Ժֻļ춼ûгȫĪҲ Լûǣϫͻѩڷר ѩմϫڷҡԱ߰
ѩմһ죬ۿϫʵѾһ ˣΪ"
ϫ˵ͷûʱҶʱ䲻 ̣׶ףǶȴʹһ Ѿǻˣ÷ҡźܿܵ ɽ!
ѩЦЦϲ''ҲӦŬˣΪһֱ ϫ
ϫ"Ҫ!'˵Լ˻ȥ
ѩЦҡҡͷ۽һֵ
ϫͻѩճȴͻȻ ˡ
ϫִ̧һƣ붨Ļѩ գֹűȥ"ĪĺͰȥˣʱ˭ "
Žվ⣬ϫʶü"ʲô £"
̧ͷһϫһ˵Ǹ...?Īĺ ʱ򣬱ڳļӹ!
ϫۿŽ꣬ʵΪʲôȥ ıô㱻סɲǹⳤղӵ !"
̧һͷϵĺ" ....."
ĪĺͰ˵ҲţҪȥ񣬺˵ ӳһ񡣡ѩմ߳
ϫƵĿŽ꣬æȷʵ ȻȲǣȴҲˣҾ˳æ ûкǵ˼!!ٹҲẦԼľ !
ô!! ϫʵ
ʱȫȫ˳ԭΪĪԷʧ ٣Կһֱ鷳β֪ԿϢ˵ڳ ļӹĪΪ֤Լȥ˼ӹ
Ī޿ֻܴȥ³ʲô⣬Īĺ ʱȥӹ˳ĪףҪûʲô£ ҲǸĪĺͰﲻҪĪ£˵ Ӧû£ǳˡ
û취ֻϫǣڰȫ ˶֪Ӧ˭ˣϫš
ϫתͷѩգѩյ˵ͷȥһ˰!" ϫ˵ͷתȥŽ꣬겻ԣһ ϫü"·!"
"Ŷ~Ŷ!Ҵȥ!"תǰ·һͷ һֱ첻µز££֪ôȴЩ 
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92ɥʬ֮һ

92ɥʬ֮һ
ӹĪĺͰﻤĪ׽˼ӹƬɥʬ ໽Ĵţ﷢š
Ī׵Ѿ˲٣ߵѾ࣬߸ ĪĺͰһҲʮˣȴϰ׸ɥʬ ̫
ĪĪĺͰǰʵڱǸˣ ӦǹģӦûҪ˼  .....'ȴҪλˣΣҪǽһ ҲȻοΪ
ҡҡͷڲ˵ʱǰűɥʬ
Χб·"
Īָżӹڲ¥ݵȥȻ¥ ԾԱߵļӹӹ٣ϣǿԴӵ!
Īĵǿ߰!''Լ£Ҳ֪ ᲻ϫ鷳ջȥĺã
˰Ŷºͨ¥§ȥӹ֮ĲԶ ܶĸ죬һӹû⡣
ӹɥʬɥʬѾ˲٣ Ц׼һ˭֪Ī׵һͻȻ ĪһѣĪײܿƵı§Ī ֦ȥĪףסĪȥˡ
ĪĸսסĪףûüˣĪһ¹ ǰĪıӭУĪ״ӹ֦䣬ǰ· ֦ƣһС׹¶˳ÿһĻͫ͵ķ ĿĪ׾Ҫ䵽ɥʬץϣ˺ѷεĽ "!
˶ΪĪױɣһĽӽɥʬָ ףںҪƵһ̣Īȴ漣ͣ һתͷȥĳ¥ϫֶ Ī׵ķ
ϫһ֣Ī׾һεŲܿ ϫķȥ
Ī׵ˣĪİһ֦ 
ϫĪĿһǸİɻĿѩ գô° սеøĪĳһ
ѩҡҡͷҲ֪
ϫķĪϸļһû ˣ˿𣬴ĳ˿
ĪҲⶰϫգգۣô£
ĪȻҲôҡҡͷ
ĲֻϫˣĪҲɻĿŶԼ̬һ ٰʮȴתİ"㣿
װ"ͻȻĳ֡
˲ԣĪȴס"ξ  ôҡ"
ϫ췭˸ۣɲθ˴ˣ żʰ
ȫĪ׺Ͱһ͹ȥˡ
ϫ˿յķţתͷĪҲڿЩĲ ɵģһ"ʲôأҶˣȥ!"
"  .....Ŷ!''Ī㶵ȥ˳
ѩյĵܵһֱģĵܻܵ ˣ롣
ϫڻѩ"Ҫ㿼鶼 ڲһνˡ"
ѩյ˵ͷҲǡ"
ĪİѷãĪ׺ͰҲˣĪ ϫԱ£ѾҸˣû뵽ô꣬Ҹ绹 ңҲû뵽ôһټⶼҪ ǣҸ˵ˣҪǣˣĺлл!
ϫҡҡ"ⶼûʲôĪǣǴ ȣȻæ˵ĩˣһҲá"
ѩﰵЦղŻһνӣھά ĪˣרΪĪĲž˵ġ
"Ȼ"ĪЦЦתͷĪĵĪĸҸĹ ϵҲͲרллˣҪллô 
Īҡͷ"ңҲҰ ....."
ÿ˶Ǹ壬ǸĸҲûҪΪǵΪ" ѩյ
Ī׵ͷ"ǵģҶҸ˵ˣⶼ㡣"
ˣһôʲôллȥĶ ˡ
˶ЦˣϫһжʼԷŲЩ أҪѩռһӲ˾ͿʼԼ
Ī׿Ϸʢķ̿ˮǲ ҲǽݵˣƽԵĺ⣬ټû ܶ˶ֻܷξͺˣóԷһڿ ôɫζȫĲˣҲ̲סʳָ󶯡
Ī׾ͻȥˣҪȥúôԼ ˳ͽҲҪúõĲһ¡
ѩմŰŵİĪӭԼϫķ 䡣
ϫڴϣʵʲô"
һ˵֮ǰȣ˵Ҫ 㣬һֱڽıŹôãһֱ Ҫģһ߾ܰǡ"
أ"ϫʵ
̧ͷ˿ϫͻѩյҺòҵҵĵ ܣڵҲܺһߣ ǷҪ뿪Ҫȥʲôģʱ...... Ҫûʲô£ﰲĵĴţװ Ҳǣṩ㡣"
ѩտ˿ϫϫԵڴϲѩ εҡҡͷʱҲȥ''Ѿ ˣ֮ǰٱ̽ûиŨҲ 
Ǿͺ!''ĪһЦһ߶Թ˵ ˣȻ˵ܰϫʲôһЩС»ǿ ġ
Īʹͽϫסĵط齲
һ飬ĪԷҲ֪ȥˣԿһֱ εҲùҲֻô ı߰ˣǽģԿǱӦҲ õϢˣҪעһԿСĵ㡣"
ϫĪ׽ʵĪԷôʧٵģһ Ҳû𣿰˵ȫôûʲôͨ ܣôϢľʧأ"
Īüҡҡͷʧûһ֪ԭԿ ǱҲûв"
ĪԷƽô"ѩʵ
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ѩֹ̧Ī"֪ˣ㲻˵'⺢ӻ ͦʵģΪԸ˵ĪԷĻȴֿĪԷ
ԿĪǱʱͣˣȴ˽Ӵϫ ǣϫ䷳ͻѩ뿪ȫȥˡ
ȫƽʱᷢһЩЩ֪ ΣնȣѡԼ
ϫͻѩո˵ѡľѵ
ϫﲻɥʬü"Щɥʬ ѽǼؼ һô!
ѩ϶ʲô򵥵Ķ˵Щɥ ʬȥͻܶ!"
ϫ˿Χɥʬûˣû ֣Żѩվȥ"ʲôȥ֪!"
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濴ףǱɥʬ ˣһϫһ²۵⻭˽ʳ̫ !
ѩҲȾ۾üôɥʬҪĪ׾ Χ֪˺ʲô!ʱô  !"
ϫû˵Ϊֲʵûлѩô ͬܣϲ˻˵ֻȻɣ ̫ˣҪֻǱԼ뱣ģԼ ġ
ԽȴԽϡɥʬȴĸ죬ϫü ΪĩȫΪ̫࣬ܲסűɥʬأ ǵģ
䵽ףΪֵԭɥʬûзǣ ˿ʼ̽
ϫһͨЩɥʬȥģ Ȼû³Ǹȥ!
"ѩյͷ˸ɥʬһΨһͨȥ ഩɥʬԵرԣȴûκһɥʬ 
ԽߣϫԽоԣЩɥʬԽԽ ԱߵĻѩҲϫӴϵѩ ҡҡͷã滹֪ʲô㱣Է ȫ"
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ϫǰѾͿ쵽طˣʱ򻤺Լ"
ѩյ˵ͷİɣûô"
ϫһͷӿٶȣΪϫѾо ĶӦһԼ֪ĶҪȥ֤һ¡
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ʱһڣɥʬѾ꣬ ɽɥʬȴûдӶڽȥһȻޱ飬˫ ףȴܿһӡ
ѩʵôȥ"ԭһĹŴ ˣЩõ֪֮١
ϫ¶һЦݣӦпʱ 䣬ǰһŸճҪûв´ĻһʱӦ һ"
ѩͷϫʵ֪ô£"
ϫЦ"ûв´ĻӦǸñ !"
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ϫһָҡҡ棬㲻ܵ 棬ⶫ˵ɥʬΪȫɥʬ˶ ѡ
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ȥӽ أ "ԿͷðĿ Լ£ϴôõɱĪ׵ĻЩ׳վȻûг ԺҪĻˡ
²ֱԿŭ𣬵ͷȥҹǣ ȫΪ  .....ˣһֱ˸ ǣǽȥǺ֪ʲô ȫˡ"
ԿһվȻΪãǾɱ! ǶҪҽ "
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Īױߴʵ˵Կһֱϫǣ" ĪĵϫǾԲӦԿģ˵ ģԿϫͿ˳ۡ"һصܵܣһֱΪ ͻ˳ĵһλǽȷǰûб䣬Ī Ҳܺã˺ܶࡣ
ĪҡҡͷҲǵԿһĿĲ ݵˣϫǾܾԿĻԿж"
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ǸϽȥϫǣǽȥ!"˵Īľ Ҫߡ
һסĪĵģǵı㻹֪ ǲµģοҲ֪ȥǻ ˵˵Ϳˡ"
ô'ĪͷʵܸߵҲ ٣û˭ҾڰȫҴϫ ַҲʵ߲٣Ҳû˵˭ տƵġ
ĪĺͰĵ˵ͷ"ǵ!ǳ!"
ʱܿȥϫѾڣԶҲû ⣬ǻѩջûбٹȣϫóռʳݸѩ գԼԴɥʬӰʳĴڳ
ѩҲǽˣԵҲϰר עĿŶڣȴʱ䡣
ܿϫ뷨õ֤Eһʱ䣬Ȼ ûб仯ɥʬȴɧӵҪڼȥϫ Żѩһǰ棬˶ڽһɲ ǣѩĸо񴩹ʲôϡ
һ붴͸оǵһƬأڰε ڶ£ɥʬһ룬ɫΧǣ һɥʬŤȥһɥʬ롣
ϫͻѩһǿӲﴳ ɫĳŻѩնȥɫĳϫȥϫ󾪣ȴ Ѿ޷ǿɵľʹѵ ѩյķȥ
ѩմʱɫΧ꣬岻 Ƶĳ鴤ţϣȴ漣ϣһδεظ ţŷ˵ĥ۾ѵתϫķ¶һ ѿ"û''ı顣
ϫ۾죬ɫĥĽϵʹû ޣǻѩյİοޣǰһڻѩ ջﱻο
ϫרĵڵ⣬Ժ ۣѹȻʹ࣬ȴѾûбİ취 û뵽Լⶫһ֪㺦ͻѩա
ѩҲϫһѹźɫΪרĶԸ ϫʼˣɥʬоɫ ʧŭĿű嵽ѾΪ εϫͻѩգȥץǣȴΪڸߴ š
ʱȥˣĪѾЩżˣתתȥ Ҳпܻ¡
ҲĬˣĪ׽ľǴͷɥĪĺͰ
ĪĽŵĿĪ׵ôûϢ Ҳ۴ϣ ĿĪס
Ī̾˿ҡҡͷȫûκϢû֪ ȥҲû ....."µϢ
ǻ᲻Կ'ﻳɣϫǳ  ģԿҲ벻ˡ
ĪҡҡͷǣҲ鵽ȷʵ˸ϫ ǣһȫͱǸ˦'Īվűȥ" ѾˣϢһ֪ͨǵģñԼȥ رʱ"
ĪĺͰ˶һۣĿĪ뿪ȴûдӦ ˾ҪϫͻѩջǾͳȥ ȥ
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һȥһſϮȥѾϰ ʹ˻̲סʹ"!!!!!
Ѿû꣬ûʹеɥʬ·𶼸оʹ ⼸һֱŵ֣Ϸ
Ȼʹĥľɢȴסһ ϫԼıĻסԼԼ ƣȴĵõŻѩգб⣬ǻѩأ 
ڱȫѹԺĹڣϫ鿴 ѩտȥ¿һѾķѵĻѩգ ãѩջһȥϫϽס ѩգͬʱʧԭء
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ȫϫķϫŻѩͻȻ֣˫˫ ڴϣ۵ָ붯ˡ
ðϫͻȻԲҽǰ֪ ʲôⶫϣȴȫ֪Ǹñ ȴ֪ƻҲô  ....."
ѩշַ̧ϫϣֹ˵ȥΪ ĥѾɳŵ"Ҫ˵ԲԶá"
ϫһЦһҲ˵㱧ңҺ~ 㱧ҾͲ˾'
ѩռѵĶ˶Ҫȥϫʵû ˣһ̣ϫѾԶ˻ѩյĻ һ˹ȥ
Ѿȥһ죬Ī׽ѵĪĺͰ˸ջ Ϳүϫүͻѩմүһ ĪĺͰ͵Եģ!"
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ĪĺͰĥĥ󿴵˲԰׵ɫ
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ϫͻѩն˵ͳԣĪʵǺ үô̻ʣǱõĽɹû Եô³ֻʳʧٶЩľˡ
ϫһĨ죬һ̯ɳϣĪ Ⱥʳð!˼ֱ˹"
ѩʧЦҡͷҲϵȷ̫ĥˡ
Īİʰȥϴҵ϶ʵǵ ȥһ߾ͺü죬һϢûУ⸱ !"
ĪҲ֧š
ϫ"ʲôйӣ ҾҲٷ磬˧ û!"
ĪĺͻѩЦεķ˸ۣǰ!ر˧ Ĺ!"
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סˣĪ˳"ǾȻȥ! ÿ˶Ҫ߰!סɥʬģǾȻ ǹƥ"
ˣǵǹƥ"ϫͻȻڻѩջðͷ 
˭һ˰!'ڱϫƱˣ " "
˲ᣬ˶ס˰Ҳһ£һ ¡䡨Ǹתˡ
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ѩյǵǡ"
֪''ϫǲһӴ ܲú͸÷ֱˡ"
ϫ̧ϵħҲǴɥʬѾ޸ ࣬ʱѷϫҲһϢټζ 󣬸ȷˡ
ѩϫ֣ĦĽָʵж ã 
ϫҡҡͷȷҲˡ"
ѩոоõϫĪĺͰﻹǺкøеģ ϫ룬תƻˣǶĵʲô"
ϫһǶĿǱ 󱦱!
ǰ˵汦ףڲ֪ ֹһΣɻɣΣΣֵ ǴһԪӤãӵ汦׺Ӳ˶ɽڵƾ Ȼû!ر!ǿǶɽٰ!ǰһǷľ簡!"
ıѩҲϲʵҪô أ 
ֻоԺһӣҲȫˡ
ϫ죬йſ˻ѩյ"˵ǵõ ׵˱Լεƭʧ˱ףױе ɣ뿪˺зɢ֪ ٣õӦһ֣ ǻδõ׵ģԲá"
ѩȻҲÿϧȴҲûжʧ䣬ЦЦ ԵĻǻõģûԵҲǿ롣"
û뵽ǾȻڰ ֻҲ˵ùȥʱ˵˵õĻǰɫģ
ʱҲֻǵõһ֡"ϫʮ꣬ȻȻ ѩղҲǸ̾һ¶ѣ汦׵ºϫת ̽Żѩտ
ѩղԵԼʵôˣʲô ң"
ϫȻ֮ǰֻ汦׵һ ȴǰԵǳΪбⱣܻ СʿôҲ𣿾˶ûУҲ ûκˣ"
һʵ̫ˣϫôҲ벻ͨ
ѩһ£Ժ֮ǰǹʹ ԼҲɻ˺ӦóŲŶԣ ˣϫҪɻ
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󲻻پۼɥʬʲô˼ ''Īײ˼ۿ ĪĺͰ
ǵģô˵''Щͳϫ 黹Щߣ⼸رģҲ ֪ԼĪİﲻʲôæǸһ㿴ľ 룬İǵѵģĺܵġ
ĪİʾοͰһĸ ʵһЩ˵ǱȴһֱֻЩС¡
Ī׿ˣʵôˣ 
ҡҡͷû£ú׼һ°ɣ ԿƣҪܰӦûߣ Կ㶯֡"
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ĪȫӵɥʬԽ ﲻپۼɥʬԿ"ô֪ôһȷ پۼ "
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ȻĪûоϫͻѩճ֣ɴĪĺͽ е֪ʮģǸţҲӷġ
ȥɥʬĵطЩԶϫͻѩղ÷ ֱȥװ׳ٴγ֣μӽɥʬ߱ ǰʱŽӳװ׳ Ϊ̫͵һʱ˵װ׳
Щѵǵʱ˽ӳˣ"
˵˽ӳ˺!õǷݶ԰ȫ ҪϣڰȫܲкܴĹͰ!"
ǰ!һȥÿԿǵж!"
Ҫô֪ԸԸӣ"
ˣȫôһ㶯ûУ֪˼ ʲô!"
Ҳ "
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ϫͻѩջǰ棬ĪĺͰĬĬȥ ֻǶû˵ϫǰ죬ѩտƢ ʧЦҡҡͷϫ˵ԼӸƢ ĺʲôһ"
δӵǽ꣬ѾΪϴεһ ֱȥϫǣϣϽ¶ֺõЦ"ٺٺ!
ϫһۣų˳ȥûһһִֻӺ ˹һӣϫбһۣ"ڿ 
ѩտϫ̲ס񣬱סЦ֪ ҪʱЦˣϫ϶"
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ѩջһ緶ɱɥʬرзϫ ֮ɥʬһƬһƬĵ
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Ҳ˳̱ƵĵӦ֣ɱɥʬȻû ϫͻѩôȴҲܲˣʱû ܡ
ûĪĳֵһֱΪûйֲܣɵ ڳǿŹ֦ӣ֦צոɥʬԴ ʱǲ֪ĪɱɥʬݵӣΪ ﱻɥʬΧһߵ龰Ȼ˱߳ɵɥʬ ĪҲ顣
˵̶ȾǽҲûȫϵΪ˲ ȥ߶ƴƵĶ£һӵõ˷ת ɥʬµԽԽࡣ
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ħΧһĻָ Ѿָ˲һˡ
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ĪĺͰһҲȥϫų뿪 
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սĪ״Ž˹
Ī׵οĽӵ⼸Ҷ ˿أȴûɥʬȥлл!"
ѩҡҡͷû£Ҳ࣬Щûʲôġ" Ī֪ѩǵԸ񣬱лҲٶ˵ת "ҿһôģɥʬʧȥ"
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ѩյû̧ͷĪʵʲô鷢 "
Ī̾˿üʵڱǸ֪֮ǰ˵ ǵɣϵĴҲòƤˡ"
ĪĿŻѩյҽõϢӲֻ ڸߵĵطһǧˮҲһҪ ....."
˵ʲôĵط ''ϫһͷ˯ҵĳ 򿪷۷ŹĶĪס
ĪױϫͻȻһһ²ŵǵġ" ϫһֿ˻
ĪĺͰü"֮ǰ"
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ĪĺͰһϫһۣףĿͶ ˻ѩա
ѩЦŵ˵ͷȻϫѾȷͲٳ£ ϫϴβҲرϫ
ϴϫ˵Īһ֪ Ǹ֪˵ʲô
ϫѾַǣǻȥɥʬ Ҫˡ'ܸıһˣ йأȡߣɥʬȴɵı´ɱˡ
Ҳȥ!"ĪĺͰֹãһȥʲ ô飬ҲԵһ
ϫʼ磬ÿɷ㣬ѩҲû
Ī˽ϫǵıº󣬶ԼҸİȫȫ ģ˵ͷѵַǣõ취ȥ ģϫͻѩԳ֣ˡ
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˰ãøȻϫ
ϫ˴󿮶ʮӾͣǰСȫ ĪļҲˡ
ϫһЩʳＸ˾ͱŽ˰ȫϫĿ ҵһСԺӣûнȥվ⣬ѩ ˶һҲͣСԺ⡣
ʱԺﴫ˵
"ôѽ "
ѽ!ѽ!ǲ͵ȥˣ һС Щ˺ͺӳôѳԵĶԲ!
ʲôߣҿһöû!СˣҲŪ ҩҵóԵĻô!"
ҪϴγȥǼ´ˣСҲ!һ Сʲô䰡 "
ϵϣССǶͺ ңˣȫЩһܳ⣬סϴ!"
"!û!! ....."
"ϫ͵ƿСԺţĿڵ˺ӡ ѩռ˵ɫҲܲÿЩ˵ĻǴ֪ ֮ǰǶôˣû뵽ôĵˣ
ŻˣǸǰᣬΪ¶ ǣʵǺ֪ԼĴǱɱˣ Ҳûκ˻һ¡
һͷʵ  .....ʲôǿ ߻ŵģ......ҪǸʲô............ˣ Ͳ!"
ϫЦһ"ģѾ!"
һ"ɱ "
ѩղĿЩˣǱ ġ"
Ƕһۣﶼžţŵû ô죬㣬ΪģЩҪ Ψûѹ
ĪĵǲٵǾĲˣΪѾΪ ȥ!"
ʲôнΪģ "һðͷ˵  ǱǱǺ!!ǱǺģǶ  Ź£Ҫǵ!"
ͷĻҲ׷׺Ӧϫ˸չ
ǡ
Ƿƨ!"ŭĵۣ"Щ֮ ǰҶܡ"
Цŵǲܣ⿴ܿ ۡ
ͷһƨڵϣ׼޺֮ǰʲôԸ Ӧģÿζܳɹʼʩ ǰѾϫˡ
"̫!"
ͷȻֹɴۣϫ߹ȥޱ ɨһۣѾˣô ֪һ㶼ں~Ժ ɾͲˣûԵģûסģܺ䣬֪ȶ !"
"!ǲҪ!Ҫ!
ҪԷ!ҲҪ!Ҫ!
!Ҳ!ǲ!"
޺һƬ˺ͺ֪ԼĴҲ ܹñȰȫҪãΪߣ ûǻȰȫ˹û㡣
ѩҡҡͷϫ߰ɣ !
ϫͷ˲ٿԺˣתȥһ Ⱥ׷Īˡ
صǵĵطϫͣԼ ĵ̰񶾣ֲ˱ˡ"
С˼·һ·ɥʬҲ٣ ˦˦ɱɥʬɱ˵ҪϫͻѩգǶ ֪ٻˣɥʬడ!"
˿Ѿ׼سϫʵǾʲô ˰ Ǹϫͻѩõĵʲôܣôûм"
ҡҡͷҲ֪ĺ ˣԼܺ"
һ·Ŀĵأ⻹ϫ װ׳·Ľ
һطһѩɽѩããһƬû εֲϫ̫ϲ
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97»þʵ
ƿ߽䣬ȴһλŮӣһ£ ߹ȥʵСãôˣ"
ŮüŻƵúֲ˼!Ǹ ﲻǸǳĻƿŮˣ㻹Ƕ໨дЩ˼ڰȫϰɣ ΪȫϴҪʲôŮûУ "
ŵЦЦ㣬׼ô ʳټҵʵⰲȫϴǲֵ!ⶼ Ƕѽ!
Ůװ£ƶ˵ֱʵ Ϣ"
ҡҡͷûУ~˵ãǲѾ ѽ ɥʬǣ˺ģ㵽Ϊʲô Ҫǰ "
!ҪҪʬ!ŮӶ仰뿪˻Ƶķ 䡣
ôô׾ƾѩյ֣Щɥ ʬû취˵и֪ǳϫ
ѩɽϫĪĵ˵ǾҺͲһ ȥ"
˵ʲôûУĿͶ
֪ǰﲻæиһأ ɥʬǣҲ԰æ"
ѩյİɣɥʬڲṥǣǶɽϵ ˣȥȷʵʣȻжЩ 㡣
" ....."ĪĻȰȰȴǰһ˵Ĳ Ȼǲ岻֣ҲȥˣɽҲ ԶǾǺˡ"
Ҳ֪ϫֱ˾ڸ ֻõͷ
ϫͻѩɽȥ
ѩʵʲô"
ϫ˿Χ°͵ѩľ ˮӦˮɣҲһЩеĶ˭ "
ϫͻѩ߳һκϫֱһѩգ˲ ԭʧٳѾɽɥʬ֮ܶ࣬ǰ ӻ࣬ϵĵطȻѩˮڰ ˮ̫ʽתţɥʬȫźɫˮıԵ ߣɫǳʵɫˮҲǺڵ͸ģȴΪɥ ʬԵۻ಻
˳ֲû˶ȴҲúڰ ˮ
ϫȷʵ汦׵ĵˮ ڵȻ߻ϡ"
ѩյ˵ͷ˶һۣϫŸˮ ϻӳһƣɥʬôɽ¹ȥɽֻ ϫѩǺڰ׵̫ԡ
ϫͻѩϯضϫΧһ 磬ԷɥʬţȻʼڰ ˮܵǣʼø
ʼʱǷǳ˳ģˮܵǣ˵ķ ȥû˵ڣԺĹԽ ԽѾ˸˲ûжʹࡣ
ʱȥϫȴоЩ ص˴ǰǧ½ʱ ˿ߵ˲Ρ
һĵطһˣ
£˰ߣȻԵ

ӿ˿ϫ ʶ!ϧˣǾͲˣİ!"
ϫҷģĺ֥߹Լǻƭ ˣҲûʲô취ѾˣҪ֣ ڸտǣΪӣӲˡ
ļ죬˶ûг֣ϫķ˽ģ ȴٴγˣϫ䱸Ŀֻ߽һ ѩ׵СƿϫϵһΰɫҺ壬Ƕһ䵽 ϫϣϫͿʼȲ֪ʲ ôȴ֪Ƕ˵ΪĶǵΰɫ ҺϫоԼ˼ˡ
Цٴ𣺡ǺǺǣǸ̰ԵСһ ǳ¶úóɣôװֵӣ ˺һǸƯСӡ"
ϫֹСеģ಻˵к˧ ˵кƯģҿǴӺ֥˵ģΪ ʲô֪
Ȼ֪˲ֹʲôÿһʱͻ ϫһγ¶ϫо˳Ϊ Ҳӡ
ϫоЩ֣鲻ԣкǶԵģһֱ һǻ쳣ȴһֱδܿ ˵ĳ࣬˺һֱϫŬ۾Ҫ 塣
ƿϫ¶ЦݣҪ ˣ˵֣һԶŲ԰׵Ŀǰ~ ԭǻѩհ~!
ϫ㶵ĿǰĻѩգȻשͷ˿ܣ ߵɽϣ .....ûǧ½ˣǸղŵǣ
ѩյǵĿϫʵôˣ"ղ ͿϫһѾ ˣ֪ʲôҲóȻʱò ôһȻӡ
ϫĶͷԼһЩȴҲӲȥǸ еӰ֪⵽ô£ǻþʵڹ ģҪǻþĻôʵǵãѵΪ ʱ̫ˣԲǵˣ
ϫ̧ۿ˿ѩգͷ˹ȥڻѩյĻ о˺͸ղ˵˸Լĸо ѩֵ̫֪࣬ѩյʲô ˣʲôģˣҲһҪ ô£ǻþ
ѩռϫûʲôҲ§ϫ š
һϫʵôʲô仯"
ѩյŴһЩյû˳Ҳûʲôʹ࣬ أ"
ϫ˸ۣô˵ģοѩ ǺɫģӦøӲȲŶԣѩյľȻô˳ Լȴһ֪ٵĳ
ѩ˳ϫǺܸ˵ģҡҡͷҲûʲ ô£ֻǺҺһһҲ֪ǻþ Լʵļ䡣"
"ʧ"ѩʵȻô᲻֪ǲԼļ 䡣
ϫҡҡͷҲǵԼʧ䣬һ̫̫ ãЩȥ룬ͻԺûʲôҲ֪ 
̫!ѩϫ˵ʿӳԼ ϫжˣ һ̩ɽѹڶ®ȻĻѩ Щˡ
ϫһѩյӾ֪ʲôˣƤЦ Ц񵽻ѩջȥûΪѩսܵĴ㡣
ɽµļ˵ȵЩϫǶȥ˿һˣ ǻûۿ춼Ҫˣ˶ҪɽѰ ˡ
ԭ޶һɽܵɥʬʼ ǹɽҲвɥʬʼսˣ˻ װ׳ɥʬ̫ˣ˱ɥʬΧסˣҿ ӭվΪɥʬ̫࣬һţǾͻᱻɥʬ װ׳ҲֻһѣҪ벻취 ˱ɣҲοΪڵ ϫǳɹˡ
˿˿ԷһЦĪ§ڻ ˸׼
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98¿ϰ һ
ϫͻѩոʱľǱɥʬ˵װ ϫȭͷһսӿװ׳ϵȫ ȥ˵Ϣϫͻѩ˿
ϫͻѩһ·ɱسĪĵ˻ûļ¶ ϲЦʱϫͿų˳ȥƳͱ ɥʬ̤ƽˣҲװ׳ϣһ𱻴˳ȥ
ϫıݻ˷׷״򿪳ⷢܣ Żǹɨ䣬ϫĿһۣû뵽 ǹְ
ĪĵĹ֦Ƶø˳ˣǰǿȡʤ ڻÿһ֦ѾӦˡ
ܲҪɱɥʬҪ˼ɳͬİȫֻҪ ɥʬˣǽз
Ҳ˺󣬰ԼĽ仯ɼͻ̣ ׼ɥʬԴ
ѩϰɱɥʬЩõ ҲǵӦֻ֣Ϊֻ߲Ϊɱû ϫôѣڵõ汦׵ʱȴо ԼӾˣָо汦׶Բ ô򵥣и塣
ϫûг֣ȴ˺泵Ἰ˴ʱӢ£٩ ôôûð ٲǾͳɽˣ ܳԵ!"
ɱɥʬ֮һ¸ղŵ龰ȷʵϫ ˵Ľڣ׷״˸ͻԽӰȱʳ ĩԽѵõʳ˿ܡ
!''ϫоѿɫЦ ܵøˡ
ѩεĿһۣ֪ѩսʳǽ ӡ
Ȼѩ˽ϫģϫҪĪĺ һҪӣϫ²òӣҧˡ
Ī˵һξĩԽʹ࣬ϫҪ߳ ¶ܵıϷŪǣǻѩճ־ǣ ϫһȥˣϫǲɣɵѩι Ӻ󣬳ѩյȥˣû˼Īĵˡ
ŻѩոԼιʳӣϫǻ˸Լ ¶ĸо
Ī˰ϫܺúóԷˣǽӣҲ ôˣϾĩ˵ѵõʳۻ֮ǰ ϫռأĿռҲûж١
ϫͻѩգǻȥ·ߵر˳ϫȻ ֱܳɱɥʬȴܿ·ûɥʬסǣ Ϊ䣬·ҲûʲôˣҲûʲô飬һ·ɱ ɥʬϫĿռҲ˲ʳǹõ ζ£ϫи˿ʼڶ
֪ʲôʼһֱĽӽͼ ע⣬տʼûʲôرע⣬Ͼһģ ԽԽֲԣʼĺ ʱŵеŮˡ
ĪɫԽԽÿϫͻѩղԣ ӹ˵˰ ѵǿǰˣֻнһԴ βðأ
ﲻЧﶼˣû һͣϢʱͻȻҵҲ̫ Ūǽڵһ¡"
￪ʼɻ󲻽⣬۾ת£ ͻȻˣű𴦣һӦŶ~Ŷ!!
Ȼȥ˱ȽԶĵطĶԻ˿ȴ û˵ʲô˻ԶˣĪͷ ﲻ֪ʲôԵúįϫüҪ ȥȴѩˡ
ϫӿŻѩյô ĪڸҪǱĪû˼Ҳˣ  ֮ǰȻû˵ȴʵʵʵڵĸһһʱ ô° 
ѩյһϫţѵ ȫû˼𣿻Ǹ԰һⶼû"
ҿɲ֪!"ϫֱ۱ȥ" ôˣȴǲ˽࣬Ȼϲ ڸΪ棿 ΪĪ׵ĸ磿 "
ѩǰһӺ汧סϫ˷ֺû ΪҲǲе˶ô伫Ӧ ǽġ"
ϫתͷüŰͷԼĻѩգʵʲô ˼ĪײĪһ"
ѩЦһѴսϫĶߣӦǷ ģԼĸδɩӿϣܴ֪ʲô һʲôҪǸλãֶκȴ ֶԼΨһĹ⣬һֱĸ磬 Ĺ⡣"
ѩ˵ϢϫĶϣϫһ ðŷӦѩ˵ʲôȻûʲôıҲͲ ǿڻѩջϸƬ̵飬·صʱ ϸϵʱ̡
ϫѾȷˮʱ ԼģļȴûһǸ ļ䣬ѵչһʱ֪
˽ѩɽϵȻȥȫһΣڿ쵽ȫ һҹ˶˯ˣϫԺ˹ ƿžҪȥȴͻȻʲôŹˣϵ ʧ۾ų⣬վһ վúܾãԴҲһ𣬲֪ڸʲôֶ§ŶԷͷ
ҵĶȥ
ϫʶȥſڳ⿴ ýζŽ첻
ϫ³ͷ˯£۹ɨ˯ ߵĻѩʱȴͣ˶Ժղſĳһ ĻĿⲻͣ˻ѩԸеĴϡ
ϫͻȻоɣʶ ڿˮ۾գ £ͻȻЦһ£ͷ˹ȥڿѩմʱ һţ¶һڰһҧڻѩյĴϡ
ѩղûѣȴϫ̧ͷǸ ǳǳӡһЦԼλ˯˹ȥ
Ľ㲻ԳĹһͷֱ ˰ѴĹֹһ"˶ȥ"˸˯ ˡ
꿴⣬ֿѩպϫһĶͷҲ ȥǸЩʺ˯ɣ
ڶ˶û˵飬·ʲôû зһĪȴܸоϫǿԼֵֹģһ· ϶ձ޲ðԼﻳﲻҪﵹ ڣûƤͦģҲûԱ߿ ԶЩ
鲻Ļصȫ⣬ȴо߲ԣ ͷȥҴң˿صװ׳Ҳû˺ͣ £ġ
˶һۣ˼忴Ž꣬˵ͷƿ ȥȫſڣɽŵһ˾ϫ ǵһˣƽͽϵضѯ £ǽ쿴ȴЩ㣬۾һѽ ǰʵô£˵!"
˺Ϊѣ˵ŭƽô  ھҵģ   ....."
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99ĪԷ
α˶ŭأ "
Ц˽ıʣϫ̧ͷȥ Կҹͻѩյˡ
ϫҲ˳˿ϫˣЦŵ˵ λȥѩɽɥʬˣλǿ϶ ˣλ!찲ȫһϷҪ λãÿһ𿴿"
ϫһֱϲˣ˼һǸ ʱҲתͷ
ȴĵսȭͷһֲõԤУĪ׻ڰ ȫ!Īİַȭͷϣһ¶ȡ
תͷϫͻѩգϫƲƲ죬ѩյ "ȻǺϷǾһȥɡ"
֪ϫ˿ԼҲ֪⼸ һȫ мЦЦ˸ Ķ
˸ȫȥһֱĬţϫȴ ʲôͷһۡ
Ѽ˴˰ȫĹ㳡ϣߵվ̨ĵطվ ˣһǺϤĪףһ ˣϰ˸߸ϣͷͦظˡ
һһĪײˣԵЩ ⣬ΪĹϵЩ룬һ ƽߵСһӱ̫ӣǾ㴩Ҳ̫
ӣŹúܡ
ΧѾΧ˺ܶˣĪ¶˲мı飬ָ ԻO
ϫһ۾ûȤĿͶĪףͼĪ ׵վƶԼܲȴȻ ֮ĸо
̧žҪ̨ȥȴѩһץסˡ
ѩҡҡͷȿ˵ʲô֪ȥ ûκ塣"
Ȼżȴֻһ˫۾Ѿˣ ĵܵôСͱ˹ߣ֪ʲôűò ҵԲ˺Լĵܵܡ
ѾȥϵĪ֮ǰˣȴûߣ˫һ Ŀ̨ϵĪף۾Ͱһˡ
ԿЦЦĪڻʲô˵ģΪ˵õĪ ȨȻĪϽӣƽģģ ûǸˣĪԷԳ֤Ҫ 㻹ʲô˵ģ"
Ϣ̨Ψһʶ˿ȥԭǸĪϽ ĶӰ!ӣѹǸçϣǸϽ ֻҪϺͿҲѡĪס"
ѩҲĽ̳ܽĪ ĪϽӦΪɱϵˣôһôϲ̨ ӣ"
ĪԷĸһֱŵģǰűϽһ"ͻ Ȼ˵۾ȴû뿪̨ϵĪ"ϽѾҪ̺ ǾϽԲĪף ֱϽ"
ĪԷǳ޵Ŀ⿴ĪףҰְֽô õĽԴģԲңҲ Ұְ!ȻҪ!ǿ׶ģ Ȼ˵ĪĶӣҲҪ!''˵ֱͳһ ˼£һ¼˳Ī˵ ĪԷһ仰
ĪԷҪϴǼҴ壬Ҳ һ٣õǿܻ !"
ΧĹ϶Ī׵ĲмҪΪʵˡ
˿񶾣ĪԷİְĪϲ˵ҪĪ ϵĶ!"
֮ǰûп!εãȻ !"
ĪӻţȻ˾Ҫң!"
Ѿĩķɣ˾͸ĩ¹ ˣ͸ιɥʬ!"
"!ιɥʬɥʬ!"
"ιɥʬ!ιɥʬ!
Կ¶˵ЦݣĪԷǰ壬ҲЦˣ
ֱѹԼҪ 
Ī̲ס˵һȥĪ׵ߣĪҲһ ûĸȥȥĳǻ˰Ī Χס
Īһֱ侲һѷ죬Цһµǲ ûġ"ĪԷ֪ʲô÷ǳ
ҵܵܣСʱΪʱҪǻ 㣬ľһöûС"
''ĪҡҡͷȥʲôҲû ˵ȴΡ
ͷƳһߣ붪ҡ"
ϫֹͱͱѩգ㿴ǵһ ̳"
ѩεƲһۣǶˣ
ĩѾˡ"
ϫĬһµԵЩĻĿ 
Ī߳˵İΧȦְңҾ ˺˵㣬ְֲûжԲ㣬û κʸ!һұ밵нȻȫ ôҲ!
ʲô˼ ''ĪԷɴ۾ĪףľĪ ʲôʱ򶼷·ȫֵӣԵԼô
Կ˲õԤУͼĪƣһ Ǹˣһ״ӣĪԷһ˾ ۾һӰ˲䵽˰״ǰ˰״ӵ ϡ
˾һû뵽ƽϲ˾Ȼһӱ ôĪ׶ˣһʱ˷Ӧ
Կȴ۾˿Ҳôÿư!Ī׽ ҲҪ취ˣ
ĪԷŰ״ӣͨ죬һ Ҫ"!ưְֵ!һĪ׺ı Ȼְֲ!!!ȥ!
ĪԷۿ״ӾҪĪԷһֻͻȻ ˽ĪԷһģĪԷͱȵɿ֣״ӵ ڵϣƴĿԣĪ׷ӦϽȥ״ӡ
ѩ̨ϫߣĪԷ·ʲô ģĿϫһֱţ!Բܣ ѾõĹɹϮҸˣôܣ ô!"
ϫǰȥһѳĪԷϵ壬Цһ £ôһ㲻ϵĶ㻹ʲô "
ĪԷһĳϫץȥ"Ҽ洫ı
˵ģҵ!㻹!!
ϫһѩһ֣ĪԷͲǰ ˣĪԷģˣô!ôҲ !ô!"
״ڻ˹ߵϫǰϫݸ 
״ĪԷǰĪϽҪ Ҳ˵ģȴܲ˵̫Ͻ!"
ĪԷָĪ׵!˰ְ!˵㣬 ˵!ǱΪ!"
״ȻĪԷʧ͸Ը˵ˣת ̨µ"ȻˣǽͰѻ˵!
Կ鲻ܿƣҪֹȴʱһ ˸ԿѾֹˡ
״ӵĪиͬܵܣܵһֱ 磬ȻչмӣȴһֱŸ磬޸ ԼһУһв֪ʲô˲٣ ȡ磬˭֪ӲɻɱϽûɱԼ ȴԼ"
ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

100νһ

100νһ
ĪԷ˵ʲô ǴҶ֪! ʱ 
ϫҡҡͷ˵ӿ!
״۶ûпĪԷһ۽ŵܵ󣬽 ȥԭ֮ǰռһŵܵܵҺúñ棬Ϊ  ܵ󣬽ĪԷ裬ǽҵıķҪϽ ĴδϵҲ֪֪Ϊܶ ģȻΪǽģͰ͵ȥȻˣѺ Ͻ޳ûеõҪ!"
Ѿ״˵𾪵ˣת...... һѾɾĪϵҲ˵˵Ī׸ɵġ
ϫĪûʲôӦ´Ӧö֪
Կ˵ǲģĪɱĪĪԷ ģĪԷĪܵܵĺӣĪԼǺޣ ۰мӣĪ׾;ԲöĪԷ!"
Ī׵ҾԲܶ԰ְְ֣ȷʵȻ ҲΪʲô˵ҪɱĪԷĻ!"
㺬Ѫ!ĪԷŭ쳣ָĪס
Ī׵ȷʵû֣Ϊһֱܾϰ ֣һֱһУҪû˰ְ֣㽫ص ǰʵôܺ! .....ȴΪ˰ף ԿǸ߾ǺְֵĹؼ!"
Կ㣬ĬĬ
!!ĪԷ·ܵ˴뷴ȴ 𣬰ְԼײߴؼҺÿµġ
ĪױƽĪԷһһûиκ˲ ģְֱõģҲְѲݺõݸְֵģְֿ ѵôԣ뵽ȥĵܵܣο֮°Ѳ!...... ......
ԿƵĪ㲻ҪѪ!ԼԼİ ֣ȴǣҧ˰!"
״óһļ˵ǵʱĪϵ屨 ݣѾӡȫǻῴ!"
ĪԷһȥץŰ״ӵ죬ܣǰְ ĺӣʲôܵܵĺӣҲûְ֣!
!"
ĪҲŭˣǵǸܵԴͷ ͵ְִ߰ŵĶʱҲ͵!ְָ Ķ!"
ϫӦû'ʵⲻΪĪԷĪ ӵ֤ݣĪԷ̫ᣬûж˵ 
̨µӣһʱ䲻֪˭ˣ
ĪԷϣһжˣû뵽ԼȻ ǰְֶµģ͵͵ߵģԼͲǰְ ĶӣǸ˶ֵ֪߱˵Ķӣⶼܹѽ !Щ˲!û!ֻǲ֪ѣ
ĪԷ·˵Լ͵Ĵ״壬 Ǻ˵˵ģģҲ֪ ģûд!"
ԿŵԣǱģҪסĪ׵ĵλ ˣǶǿĪ׻ڣԵȻ˵Ī׺!ĪԷ ĪҹѪʸ̳Īϵһ!"
Կ£ĪԷȴĪף˭֪ʱĪԷѾ˭ ˣҲôԿҲԼ±Ī ǻҪ񶾣תԿһȭԿǰһε ֱͦͦĵˣ´ңĪԷַŵ ˣҳ֡
˳ϫͻѩҲŵˣû뵽ĪԷѾ ôȻߵУҲǴδģ ȴûĪԷô
ϫƲ⣬ĪԷӦΪΪ ѩյôʵƮӲȥġ
ĪԷ֣Ŀ˺µһֱǱ ƲģЩ˾Ȼģúá
ĪԷĪ׵ΣĪҵˣЩһ Ҳû˭ҲûкĪҵ!Ī ҺһֱңѾԭˣһ Ǽʶʶı!"
ĪԷ̧Ī׵һӣ˹ȥ ܿüĪ׵ĻᶼûС
ĪԷΪῴĪ׵촦ĳǶ׼ ʤЦݣһ룬Цȴǡ
ϫһ̧֣ĪԷͱȫ⣬ĪԷٴγ ֣ÿϫɵĻĪԷĪԷϾ 㣬ȣֲܿߵĵ˵ϡ
˿ħԵһĻӦϫʱ ͬʱź£ĪԷѾǺ£ ϫǲǶǵˣ 
ѩû˵˽⵽˸߽ʿ͵ͽʿĲ࣬ ϫ˵ǧ½ԪӤߣ繷Լ ûеԼúúˣõʱϫ ȡ
ûкϫĳ˻ѩգҲֻĪİĪ 뽯ꡣ
ϫҲЩʲô뷨ǾýϷ ģŻѩվˡ
νϮˣ黹ô ôģˣ˵Ҳ˼ڻҡ
ԿĿĪףû뵽Īһֱ ׼Ҳû뵽ԼĪԷȻ֣Կ µҲٳ֡
ȻѾǱΪĩôǣ ЩλߵڶӵĻ䣬Ī׵˵ĿȻ ôȴҲûһˣͷĬĬȥˡ
Ī׿һĻû˵˵һ仰ֱ˶߹⣬ֻ̨ ļˡ
ϫͻѩջȥûٹܰȫ飬ר ںеϫûзֵǻѩں ٶȱҪöࡣ
ڶϫŶӳҳԵľ˸ջĪĺͰ ʵ"ˣ
￴˿ĪģĪĳһ˵ϫ׼ʲ ôʱȥһɥʬۼĵط"
ϫ˿ʵôˣǲȥˣ"Īų £ҪҲ뵽
˭֪ĪĺͰҡҡͷǣĪǿ Ҫߣǿɲԡ"
ϫĿ̾˿Ѿһ Īó֤ݣȫҲľȫһһ ţĸڰȫ˵ .....ңĪ˵ѾѰȫ źˣһҲˣҪĪԷ̫ܣʵһ ʼͲҪְȫģҪǰƽ͵磬Ҳ ģλҲΣ빼Īϡ"
ϫüܵܵе֮磬õŵ ¡
"ǣ"Īʵһ·Ҫǿϫͻѩգٴ ЩˣҪõǵͬС
ϫ˰֣"˵ȥ
Īʵȥģ"
!ҶԵġ'ϫĪĸôʣǰ ǳȥȥģ
Īһ飬ȥ"ȥ!''Ҫ ϫȥǾ˷ʳĩʳǱҪ Ҫϫĺá
ϫбۿʲô˼
ӣװϫ
ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

101ɥʬ˶

101ɥʬ˶
Ī׸ϫ뿪˰ȫһ뿪Ļ ͽꡣ
ϫĪһ·Щֵֹģ ˸ҵĪģײһµôˣǺ ﰡ "
Īһ£ȻҡҡͷûУ֪Ī֮ ......ҺͰģ......"
ʲô"ϫͷʵ
 ....."Īתͷϫĺᣬ ƭ!ʱƭң!  ....."
'ϫֹ̧Ī˵ȥ֪Ī˵ľ ȰǻأʱĪ˵Ҫ Խܵ"ǣҲһֱĪһԣ ......"
Īĵͷȥ֪һעġ"
ϫοĪļ䣬ת뿪ˣû߶ԶͿ վͶһмϫ˰֣ȥһѩ ˡ
ϫ֪Ī˵ʲôǻʱĪ Ѿ˺̬ܶ࣬Ҳ˸ı䡣
ҹںӱһطɱ˵ɥʬڱȽ ԶĵطΧһȦԷɥʬϢʱͻȻϮĪ ׶⼸Ӿú⣬֮ǰһֱڰȫԣ ܶ鶼ǶֵģıȴһӦ ӵˣһų󺣵ĸоʱ
Ű˵ͣأ
ϫͻȻʵǧˮǲô֪ ۼɥʬģ"
Ƿֵģĩ˺̱ǻһЩ ǾǣǰʱյǵϢŵ֪ ġ"Ī׻صγϫͻѩյʵһ µʶϫͻѩһֱûȫر ϫ
"ǣ "ϫͻѩӣӶԷ￴ã Ȼ
Ī׼ֵĿϫͻѩգĪĽ͵ ÿƼ̫յһ  ....."
ϫͻѩ̧ۿĪģĪĽЩ ˵ûһöģĪĬĬı졣
Ī׵"ǿԼӵȫĶǽӵϢ ǣʵɥʬʼ⼸ط춯֪ô ¾Ϳʼۼɥʬȥ⼸طɥʬȱĵطɥʬҪ ܶࡣ"
ط쳣"ѩʵϫ˵汦 Ϊǲ˵ֵط
Īҡҡͷʱ֪ǵϢҲյĲȫ ֻ֪⼸طǺҲֲסˣһ Ϣûнյˡ"
ѩתͷϫϫҡҡ汦ô ܵѾرõˣܶ ǿ󲻵á
Ｘ˶һۣҲڿ˼ﻹ ˵⼸طˣĩҲͽˡ
һ·ǧˮȥѾˣ඼ ˰ȫҪǿ̬ܹ ģϫĲ㣬ΪͲˣһ· ɥʬЩȴܳԵĶˣѩÿÿ׽Щ ϫϿ
곣ܣԵϤһȺ׳׼ȷ ǧˮȥָǰɽɽ߸һͿ ǧˮˡ"
˿ΧߵɥʬҲǧˮ Ϣȷġ"
Ī׵ϫѩգҪˡ"
˵ȴϫͻѩղûǿһ ĿתͰһ˳ϫȥ
ŮɥʬһֻҰȻûһɥʬ ѪյǿˣڵҰǱ ˵ģ˺ܶ࣬ļϣѹ·һҡһ ȥ
ϫŻѩոȥĪļҲȥô쳣 ɥʬǻǵһμ
ϫŮɥʬҰһɽǸɽԱ ˺úòùŮɥʬȥֻǰҰڶڣȻ öھˣĪ׼ȥ׷ϫͻѩȴԭû Ҳͣ
Ůɥʬߺһ˳˿Ұ۾ 漴¶Ӷı飬Ұͽȥˡ
ֱĬŵϫͻȻ˹ò!"
ѩյ˵ͷֹǲĩˣжڶ ǺܲˣЩߵģһƼݵģ Ͷ̥һȴɫ󣬿ҰȻ ȴҲûӦġ
  .....Ǳһɥʬ .....ɥʬŵģ'ò˼ 飬ĩʼɥʬһֱǿĴʣȥ һȻ治У
ϫŻѩˣղŮɥʬȥķȥ
ǸŮɥʬڸʲô
Ī׼ھƨһϫͻѩպ ȥ
Ůɥʬû߶Զɽպÿĵطͣ վԶֻҪɥʬҪͻ ɱǣһɥʬˡ
ϫһػһվһӰ ȴôҲץס
ָڶͷϣƣѩյ"Ҫ üһ㶼ʺϣֻʺЦ'֪ϫΪʲô أһֱ
ϫ֪Ҫ˵ʲôʵǸ޷׽ Ӱ֪ѩոоˣԼ벻͸֪ ôѩ˵ˣοԤУҪѩ˵Լ һôǹңȻȴֱû˵
ɥʬźǸɽ˵ɽǸ ˡ
ڶ죬Ůɥʬֳȥˣɽϻȥ ûеõʳصɽվ˺һߣ˳û мʳŭһɽڣǸ!"
ŭ˾ҪȥȴĪ׸סˣĪȻҲ ߣȴҲ֪˵ʲô
ϫĿǸˣѩյҲû¶ȡ ȥŮɥʬĪǱҪȥǧˮʱ ҲûҪߣǺۣΪѾŮ˵ɥ ʬ
˼죬ϫڲֻǸˣ߽Ǹ ɽѩոں棬Īûнȥ棬ȴ ̸
˿ŽϫͻѩЩ£ȻŮɥʬ ôΪ֪Ǹɥʬ˺տʼҲ ģ֪Ǹɥʬ²Ųµġ
˵" .....ʲô!!"ôɾһͲ ǵġ
ϫ"˵˵ɣɥʬô£"
ʲʲôʲôô .....ô£'ӵͷ㡣
ѩհ̧ϫĬİһϺһݵ 
ѩհѶݵǰֲ£Ҫãȴ ԥ
ϫóǸɥʬģ㲻 ΪҲûõģΪõģֻ֪ Ϊʲô飬ԣԼܲһ"
˿һùѩĶЦ˵! ģʵҲ֪ôţĩ ˣһѣ˭֪ôһǱɥʬץˣΪ ˾ңɥʬôӦûõģ ˣȴԼɥʬ벻ǣ ɥʬȴûץңң .....չҡ"
ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

102ǧˮһ

102ǧˮһ
ѩ䣬һţȴ
ϫŵϣˣʵȻأ "
ƲƲ죬̾˿ɥʬȻܶԸɥʬ ˣܱңǲ뿪ȥȫҲ ɣǵ!ԵֻЩ⣬ʱ򲻻 ζûУ˺׳  ....."
ϫͻѩյĿӣС Ҳ֪Լʲô¶ûУ˸ôҡڵ Ҳо˲˵ɥʬĲá
ȷʵмֻܵˣ   .....ѾˣԸҺúõĻţ  .....ԾΪҲ  .....ҲҪúõĻš"
ϫվҪߣȴһѱסϫĽ "ǲߣҪ߾ʹһ!ҲҪٴ!Ѿʲô !
Ī׼Ҳ˽мĿӣӱͻȻ һȴûзſϫ֡
ϫһ߿ӣ˳ȥһֱҪǸ ˣʲô벻ȴԴһȫȫ ˣϫֱһ۶࿴
ѩĿһҲˡ
ӻҪȥȴһ߿ˣȻɥ ʬȴЩɥʬͬһֱ! ȫΪ!ֱ!"
ĪĵɥʬĶ!"Щıɥʬ ˺ޣ
ҡҡͷʵ벻ͨôõˣô ôô!''Ļ˿ῴһۡ
Ī̾˿ĻˣҲͲˣɥʬһ ûꡣ"
ЦһŲܸõʱû ûԼʲô"
ʲôҪûţǱɥʬľ ԼҪɥʬһȥˣҪź ѾĶˣȷʵܶ࣬ ̫ѰˣѾˣΪԼıһд  
˿ɫı仯֪ûлڸģҡҡͷ ת˳ȥ
ϫŮɥʬվŵĵطĿ
ѩʵô£"һ϶ֻгԵıܣ ɥʬ̫ˣϴɥʬ֣Ǹɥʬֻ к˵ıܣԼ˼
Ī׼Ҳһϫ
ϫû˵ߵŮɥʬǰŮɥʬһϫ Ҫϫ̧һŮɥʬͲܶˡ
Ī׵ۣȵĿϫ
ѩվĿϫ
ϫַ̧ŵŮɥʬͷһŹâŮɥʬ 𣬻ѩ۾һЩɥʬһֱǺڰĴ û뵽ŮɥʬϾȻ˰׹⡣
׹ŮɥʬϫŰ׹⵽뿪 ŮɥʬһŮ˵ĵӰӰ׹Ρ
˾ȵķ֣ǸӰǸŮɥʬҺŮɥ ʬһŴġ
ȹ󣬻ѩʵꣿ"
ꣿ ''һ⼸˶Ŵ졣
ϫ˵ͷΪɥʬѾʧò࣬ ִȴһ˿Ҳһ˿ ǰԸ"
ߵԸǱô "
ϫŵӰʵ֮ǰǱִסԲ˼ £Ұ˳ .....㻹Ҫ± "
Ӱã˺һŷӦʱļһ㸡֣ ᣬΪѾǲл
Զ"ǲǺɵ"
Ī׼ҡͷѩյ㲻ɵֻûи۹⡣"
Ӱ̾˿˭֪أǰҲܺõġ" ϫŵӰ"иоůĸо ǰΧȫůĸо"
ѩ̧ͷϫ
Ӱϸһ£Цҡͷûأԭ ..... һɵѽ!"
ϫٴʵ"㻹Ҫ"
ӰɽķȻҪҲû ٴڵıҪ"
Ļһ䣬ϫһӰʧϫ 겻ȫͶ̥죬ҵҵת ûữΪĵġ"
ӰĶϫЦһ£ڹ"Ը ǸǸů"
"Īĵ뿴ϫǾǽĶ Խ˵һһֱһķӦ
ϫû˸ղԵĵӰһ͵Ȼüʲ ô⣿"
ѩЦЦǸ·ɣǧˮ鲻
!!Ϊ飡
ɽΪϫ˲Ըֻɽ ȻʣɥʬչˣҲôģ´ ˺ú˵Щ˲Ǿ´ξ װС֪ǣûһεĻˣ ɥʬѾɽԶĵˣҲ
ڷֲԣŮɥʬû׽Ҳ ҵһȴô춼ûг֣ɥʬ˻ ⲻɥʬΪôУ .....
ϫеµģԼ걻
ϫˣЩˡ
ϫԴ˾Ƿ˸ۣػѩյĻ
ǧˮϫǰľҲ֪Ϊʲ ôˮѾõˣһطȴǸͼǧˮ ƬɫĻȼţȻǺл
ĪױΪŴ죬µĿϫͻѩգ "طûдҪͷλ!"龰 ҲʲôҲֻϫͻѩ ˲ˡ
ϫͻѩնһۣϫĪĵļһ ӣһƬıĤڼϡ
˿˿ϵĻһԾϣϫ̿ ˮǻɲΣٸ߹ֲֲͱȽη һҪģ˵汦׶󣬾Ϊ˻ ѩҲõ
ѩΪ̫̫ͣͻټԼֱǱ ѹõĶȻΪߣǧ½ΪߵĶȥ ˡ
˶һۣ˵ͷۿʼİɫ ţµĻܵǣ˻۶ȥ
ϫͻѩյ˿пʼſ¶һ ޵ı" .....ôɥʬǸô찡 "汦׻ ĵطдɥʬҲ⡣ʱΪǣ Щɥʬ˿Ѿв˹
һҧѾˣ!''ҲҪ ɥʬᣡ
һˣĪ׸ϣǰĪɱɥʬͬ ʱù֦ˡ
!!'һľҲ˽ȥ
˶սĸ֣ĪףҲһֱûж¹ һʼʱǻסɥʬɥʬʵ̫ˣ вˣ˱ű֧ųŹҲ ɥʬ
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103˲
ϫŻȸУܸоԼҪջ ˣָо̫ˣüͷԽԽ ˷㶼ûеط㡣
ϫҪֲȥʱһ˫ֱ۴Χ §ǻȻڲϵϮ ͵ĸоȴ˲٣ÿˡ
ϫ̧ͷŻѩգʵΪʲô"ΪʲôΪ ôȴһ¶ûУյô˳Լѩ ձţ˺ܶ࣬оԻѩյĻ ԽԽˣ˾ԲһͨûĴ½ͨ ˡ
ѩձۣ!"
ϫ۾һ˲ıˣ ʼǺֱײģڻѩյָ£ϫ ԭڵˮȥкͣº
ԽԽԽ˳Ī׼ȴֱɥʬצӣ ΪԼҪˣĪ§ĪҲ§ һ¼ҹˣ¥Ī׺Ͱ˼۾ ȴĵ
צץϣԤڵʹûеɥʬצӶ ɲ˺˵Ǳɥʬһѣӣһ ʱûзӦ
ϫղ뿪ʱһ֣ʱֵʱ !'ĪĽ˳Ҳֻ͡
Ī׿˿ͬ§һˣ¶Цݣһ ֱΪϫǺܳȻúܿϫҲ һ㿴ǽϫȴΪǴˡ
!ЦȻǾþȥɱɥʬ ɣɥʬﻹɥʬץĿرѵð!"
˶һ۶Цˣһƿϵϣֹ ģʼɱɥʬϾǵùˣҲ ֻˡ
һҹܿȥȥ"!!!ϫͻѩմһ ȫڣϫоԼһǿ ȻãȴʵʵڵĴڡ
ϫû뵽ֱ˲ˣֱƽ Ϊˣоô"
ѩոһµҸоҲûʲô⡣"
ϫѩյ֣̽ڣһǲ ģҲñģΪֻҪ̽ һڣͿ׾ٵĽڵĽ ˣǻѩȴһ㶼ûзԸԼֵݵ ϫǰʩΪ
һϫջأû£ҲȣҲ֪ ô£Ѿ֪ķΧˣ ̤ʵأܳãǱʲôͶȡɵģò Ҫԡ"
õ"Ķѩձϫ֪ĺҪ٣ÿζ ϫ˵ʲôˡ
ϫ벻ͨѩյ״ֻʱһߣתͷ
ȥȴɥʬΧһĪļȴӰ ûС
ϫ޹ĿŻѩգʵأɥʬˣ "
ѩεЦЦˣƤˣȥǲ ᱻɥʬɱҲᱻġ"
ϫ˸תһӳȥѩպһ һ䵽ϣɥʬҵϫŻѩһ ͵֮ǰɥʬΧŵĵط
ϫӣʼɥʬɥʬϫһһץ ȥӾڰܲһѩճҡҡͷ ϫøˣҲˣһɥʬĻ
˵ٶȲν죬ûһɥʬ "ѽ!ɥʬ!
Զ㣬Ľűɥʬȥ!''Ů 
Īĺϫ!ûа!Ҫ!"
~ϫŻѩռ˼۾ſʼڣѩ ﶯ֮ǰ˲١
ڵ˵ףڼգĪϣΪ ɥʬĪͬѹֻн¼ҹſһ ԣʱһϫ"!ˣٲҾҪ ˡ"
ϫбһ"ֱӱɥʬץǵͬ ȽϺ!"
"ٺ!ǵȻǣٺٺ!''ͷɵЦȻ "ֻǸпһ"
ѩշǣ뿪ɣϫķҪ ʱˡ"
" 'һܣΪһֱ أ
˶һ۶ڶԷ￴ɵ֣οһֱ ߾ۼɥʬ뿪ˣϫɥʬ뿪죬Ī׼Ҫ ǻѩհæҪΧɥʬ
"ȿȿȿ!ȿ!......ȿ!
ѩ÷ĽڶһĿţǵ ȺʾѪ֤
ʧѩղѪתȥȴ
ϫվڲԶŻѩգ¹յϫ 粻֪Ϊҹһ"״ʲôʱ ʼģִҵʲôʱ"
ѩյ屾Ѿ˺ܶ࣬Ȼɫǲ ˣȴٿѪҲ˺ܶ࣬ϫҲһֱҲû 쳣òԸִΣ
ѩ˿ºû£ǿ е࣬......"
ϫԽԽĿУܵĻѩҲ˵ȥ ˣ̾˿߹ȥϫ֣սȭͷ⿪Ȼ Լһ
ѩյʼ ʲôؽƵģԽԽ˳Ҫеˣ  .....û£ԭʱ̫ˣ һβҶΪһȥҶˣֻǿ Լ£ûʲô£ֻǲ㵣ġ"
"㲻!''ϫü
!"ѩյ˵ͷԺҲ㡣"
ϫĿŻѩյ۾治٣ ˫գʵǲǺջ֢״"
ѩӡ
ϫһۣ˵ֲҪ!֪Ҳ Ҫ!"
!'ѩüлǻҪõ"
ϫʲôʱˣ ҾûǶһ ôʱ!ʲô "
ѩҡҡͷǵϫҪܵõ汦ףֻ Ա㣬Ҳ˱ôȣԸ ģһֱĵǧ½ôܲȣ汦 ׾Ķ"
ϫ˿ѩգѩջ˫ڻѩձ §ƵĴӻѩؿ"㲻ϺȵģҪ ȥǧ½ģҾ͸ö㸺"
ѩЦˣǰԸģΪҲ ԸأԲҪֹңҲµģΪҲ ġ
ϫû˵ѩȴ֪ѾӦˣϫȷʵ ҪѩԱҪһˣõİ취Ǹ ǿ󣬻ѩնʱΪ᲻ȥôͿῴ Żѩգߵʱͣ¡
ѩʵû˵ģǾõЩ оϤЩڲȫԼһԼǰһֱ ȫģЩûжϫ˵Ϊ֪ϫҲ֪ ô£˵ҲֻϫĶѡ
ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

104ϫԴһ

104ϫԴһ
뿪ǧˮ󣬼˸ط׼Ϣһ¾ȥ 
ϫץһȽζĿţ⻹֮ǰڻѩյ ڼµأһֱĿռڣûѩ
ˡ
Ī׼˳Լ⣬ʱĿϫۣܾû ϫһ
Īƫͷٿϫʵǽȥأ"
ＸһϫͻѩգĪҲתͷȥ
ѩտ˿ϫֹ
ϫһ⣬Īףǻ֪ ɥʬĵط"
ѩֽϫ죬ů⣬ϫ ûһУǰĻȥˡ
ĪʱӦûеģΪҵȨޣ ҰѱߵĶˣ߿϶û˵ģϱ......ҾͲ ľľ11
ϱĪսǣǼ֮ǰҪȥϱߡ  ĪĵļĪһ¿ʲôҲ û˵ֻЦЦЦһůġ
ҾпУ㿴ȫ綼ɥʬ ֵطûϷûа!"
ϫ˵ͷİǾȥϷ!"ǻû ʱҪ뿪黹ãڻѩ ʼãܻǰߡ
ЦǺ!!ҸǴ·ȥ ȥ!''ԣǴ˺þõⰡ
ã˳ⶼ˲٣Ļ£Ҳֻ ϫͻѩղˣӱߵϱ߶˵ ôɡ
ڶ켸˾ͳˣĪ׼˵ĳ֮ǰΧʱ ˣһ𼷵ϫĳϣȻĪȴûоò ãҪϫ⳵ͣܵÿ죬ܵȣɥʬ ֱٺãڳԷĴ󵨵˯
ϫĹǰĵ塣
ϫתͷ򸱼ʻĻѩգͻȻҾЩ ԡ
ѩҲתͷϫ"ôˣ"
ϫһµ֮ǰʱûȴзҡ кڰײΣ˵бʲô磬ǰӦҲû ģȴͻȻ˵ɥʬ У汦ףһжЩӦû ںĵط! ....."
ѩղĿϫ"㲻͹"
 ....."ϫһ˫ִԲ۾ȵ ǿռ⣿ һȥΪҵ˿ȱڣЩ Լȥռȱڣ .....ҪЩڵĵطռ ˷϶Ǳ˿ռ϶! .....ǵô أ 
ѩҡҡͷЩͲ֪ϫ ͸һͷˮˣϫԽǰļȤ ġ
ѩʵ"ôᵽռ϶"
ϫüҧǰǼ˱Ƶòò 齲˳
ѩԽüͷԽȭͷѾճȭϫҪ Ǽվڻѩǰѩտܻһȭȥ 򲻹Ҳһ
ϫνʲô⻹ǺóԺúȵĻúú ģЩˣʱħˣ֪ǻûأ ۸!ҲҪǵѹѹù!"
ѩεĿϫ֪ϫΪʲôԼ 㱻ʲôԺģûǺãӦ÷ʡ ôôԺأ
ѩյ汦׸ڱصˣϫ̫ ˣϫ˵ģϫǧ½Ǹゥ
Ҫǻãゥ͵ñ˸ˡ
һ·ϣһ·Ī׼Ҳϫòͬ 㣬ʲôҲû˵ֻǶϫ˸Ӿˡ
켸Ѿ˱ߣϱߵһСѾ º££һϫЩãĪ ĺͽһͷ˳￪ʼɨɥʬ
ϫͽ궼ǵɱɥʬĪȷʵĹ֦λ ɱķԵĪġ
ɱ˾ȥһȽϴĳ֮ǰԽõģѩ ȥУϫ˳ȥɱɥʬǵϫȥ еʱȴﲻֻлѩգһˡ
ǶʮŮһ糾͵ģ ˲ʱ·һƻĿŻѩյˣֻ ܻڵ˶ôɾˣǱúã µˣЩһǺߣǾٴѣҲ ֡
ϫߵѩԱ£ʵô£"
ѩհϫһ̺õĵ£ ʱǾˣҲͣŵġ"
ϫ׼˵ʲôһһŮ˽˿ ȻЩ糾ȴɾرǸŮӣȻһ £׻˵ҪһТŮһԵɾ䣬 Ǹѵõˣرĩ
һߵЩ˿һһŮ¶ϲı飬 ȥ֣һЩʳЩǰЩ˷·˾ռߣ ׼ԡ
ϫͻѩնһۣĿռ ܡ
Ůϫܴһ۾Ϳϫ ǲˡ
ϫڵϿŮӣѩҲûж
ĪǻԼ飬ֻһ۶ѡ
ŮϫǰվЦһµϣȫģ ҽѩλǴأȻԵ ǶϢҶա"
ѩյСǹ·˶ѡ"
ѩ࿴˻ѩۣĩ磬Ѿѿ ôĶŵˣ˶ĥûǰ ˺ܶ࣬׶ţȴȫû ӰһֻǴһƴɱ⣬ȴûӰ ˡ
ϫüһѩգԼǰ棬С 糾ͣȥϢɡ"
ѩüͷҪ˵ʲôղźһ˹ һѩѩǰҲǽ첻֪ ôȴˡ
Ŀһѩתͷϫͻѩյ"Ǻã λЩϢǾͲˡ
ϫİ˰֣!"
ѩѩһۻѩգǻѩû һֻۣø߻ǶǱߡ
ϫһŻѩգѩյĿϫϫ ֻٴһ˻ѩһۡ
صѩһĻüĩˣŮ ߼٣ܶ˶ڲˣȴĶŵ ˲µˣϾĩǰǻǲ!
Ǳ߿ʼԼģĪĺõĶ˵ϫ ǰΧһʼʳڣǳԵľͱȽ⣬ʹ Ӽ죬һ·ռһ߰ģоĪĴ ˣĩ˵ʮѵõĶˣûѩǱ ԵĶǳͷںı
ѩϫǵĻʳԾʿˮ ˵ԱߵЩˣһ̲סҪȥȴ סˣЩɫ󣬻ôɾ϶򵥣 ȥֱ
ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

105ɥʬ

105ɥʬ
ϫһѩ˵ķﱻһƬ߲ˣ ϫ쿴ѩգϲ߲ˣϲ⣬ѩվ ˵ϫһڵ߲˳ ȥ
Ϊ˲¶ˣѩĪȥѩ˴һЩ ˣѩлĪӦϫŻѩ ˯˹ȥܲϲѩѩյ
ѩЦϫ
Ī׺ҹలµĹһҹڶһ磬 ϫ׼ߵʱѩҲʰ׼ˡ
ʵûʲôǳǺѩĶһԽҰһ ȴϫǺ档
ϫü"ǸʲôǵİȫǸ ʲô !"
ѩյҲҪȥģ·Ҫߵ ء
ϫһۣԼ
ԽҰվ
ͬĿѩҪǣҪذȫ ģҪԶ·!"
ѩЩͷܲҲȴǸ
ģҲǰ˲ÿƣ һ޲ɼ
ѩһǵӾ֪ĸ֣һ· ȻҪһЩ·Σȴ٣ҪƾǴЩ˻ȥ ̫ѣǸǾͲһˣװ׳Կ· ĸ֣Ҫʲô飬ǰ棬϶ϣ һ·Σշٺܶ࣬˵ǻصȫ!"
εĿѩɲѩֻΪ ôģҸôѵ᲻֪㲻 ǿǸС ΪôɾǶ ȷʵĸ֣ǲһ˵Ǹ С!!
ϲѩܾˣѩһֱʱѩ ԶԻѩղȤЩˡ
!"ѩŵĿû뵽!˼ 㣬ɾҩ!
˵ڿ!''Ŀѩ Կ뿪!Ϊ!"
  ....."ѩһʱЩģȴֲ ôΪڻѩջһ㶼˽⣬ֻǱ ѣԼȻЩ£ҪڰȫҲ 
ѩҿûô˵㲻ҪҴˣǻȻ ȫΪá"
Ǻϲѩģϣѩܻת⣬» ɫû˵ʲô
ϫŽָ··ѩһֱţһ· ϫװ׳һǰ
ͻȻø壬ϫѸ£ǰ һСĶ԰˶ȥ羰  ....."
ܻкܶ''ϫŵôȥ ˡ'ֲûдɥʬĵط
ȴûз
ѩ°һ£˼ǣȾɥʬ ϶٣Щ"
ֻûɥʬģҲᱻȾ £ЩܶȾˡ"
˵ͷһǵֻӡ"
ϫͻѩնһۣתͷȥһ仰 ԼԼһֱǰΣյ棬 ԼΣʲôãһһΣķ 磬ɲһ䡣
һ֪ϫϴһŪˣȴ ûʧǶһֱ˱ţԼֻܻڱ ıɡ£һ߳ɡͻ¡
԰ܿ͵ˣϫ뵱ֻٴ 鲢Ըɥʬɥʬؾĵ· ϡ
"!
ͣ£ϫڵӿɥʬĿ ͷֻɥʬϣֻıӣǽĵ ɥʬɥʬﲢûһ·ϵɥʬһһ ȥǹԹԵվڱӵĺ棬ֻԵЩȲ ѡ
ϫ˻ѩһۣѩյ˵ͷĪ׵˵ ӦֵɥʬǿԳͨɥʬ ǵġ
Īļ֮ǰ֪£һֱûмɥʬ ֱӿɥʬ˶սȭ׼ӭС
˶ŵòҶˣǴʱЩʹ ѩ˵Ҫȥϣȫôô ѵҪ 
ɫĿѩѩ㶵Ŀûж ȭͷָ׶ˡ
ϫͻѩһȵȥĪ׼Ҳ˳
ϫͻһֱõĵֻ ӡ
"!!!!춯صıɥʬɥʬ· ȾһҲ˻ϫ˹ȥεɥʬ ɥʬ뵽һٵˣϫͻѩȻ£Ī Ҳֱǰ
սʹ˿ʼΪĪЩϫͻѩ ɱɥʬɥʬҲЩ
ϵɥʬɥʬڼ˵µ£ѩֻ ѩսýӰʱֻһͷһ ҪŪ!֮ǰҲɹѩҪǸ廨ͷô죬 սȴ˻ѩʾʵ
ѾˣȻ»ᷢԼı ˡ
ҲɴۿһĻҲ ѩ֣Ǹ⼸˱ѩԲܿˡ
ֻӿԼСܲϵĵ£ڴסһ Ī˹ȥҲ֪Ҫ󣬿ȴڰ ;ϫͻѩֻԲ򵥣ҪĪ ֱӱˣҲϫϣġ
ϫΪ߶ԸɥʬȻѾֻû Ըûôѣѩȴо˲ͬⱪӱ ֮ǰɥʬҪˣòŷ Ľɥʬӡ
ϫһԼֻɥʬתͷһĪһֻɥ ʬϣۿҪץˣϫĵ˲ֱֱ֣Ĳ ɥʬצϡ
ĪһİҲ㱻ɥʬץϣҲһˣ ֵǻѩա
˸оרĶԸɥʬ
ѩһתһѣҲȥæ"
ûзӦѩüԼȿ ȥ˳ɥʬĶ飬ɥʬѾɱ˴ˣ Ҳ³ˣˣûһ 
ϫһɱɥʬһĶõĸоѩϵĳѩ ղȥѩȻˮܣȴˮɱɥʬνе üĸо˿Ϊϫܲϲ
ȻĿռʹռУɱɥʬ 
ϫհһɥʬݺ߿ȴо תһǻѩ˭ѩջնЦһ¡
ϫĥЦôÿʲôûǸʱ̹ע һЦЦտˣ
걻ɥʬµò㱻ڣϫһŰ˳ ȥȥͰɥʬˡ
оϫԹ䵽Ī׵ķȥˣǲ ľϫҲ֪ССôôÿεʱ ܲ˸ˡ
ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

106±һ

106±һ
һɥʬڱɱ
Ī׼ֱ̯ڵϣȴϫҪǰѵ ЩسϣϫֱܻӰǸȥ ƣ̯˳ϡ
ϫŻѩҲֱӻسϣȴѩ 
ѩǺģʱɥʬɥʬﶼ ˣʱЩ
ѩЦλãߵһ·ѣ һ˶Ҫһ·"
ϫ볰Ƥû˵ͬУⲻҲ׷ ˣ֮ǰɥʬɥʬﶼҪɱ˲ɱ˵ æ ӱڲˣ۶۲ˣ
ѩյǲϰߺͱͬУλԱ"˵ǣ ϫ˳
ϫðݣȴһһӣ ѩֱҡͷ
Ī׼˶һۣһϷ!ĩûȤԾ ΨһȤˡ
ѩžˣƯ ȫĴлԪȴȫ ģɴĶˣѩա
Ȼ߻ѩյ̬ȣȴָѩĳԱҪǻѩ ѩ⣬һᶼûˣţػ ôõŮˣôܹøˡ
˼·ѩǻһĸţϫǲ ûиˣֻҪʲôֵģǵرɡҲû£ ҲҪ·ߡ
ѩһЩΧһһ£ɳһȽ ˵Ϣʱϫǡ
ϫǰˣüĩѾ˱Ŀ ȫǣĪųĵѾ٣඼ Ʊ˺Ȩ档
ʮ꣬£ϫǰǰЦŴ˴ ֣۾ϫֲţΪѾûг ˣѩտɲϫôίţרȥֻ켦 ˣڼ󲿷ֶϫʳûô ֻСֻ͹ˡ
Щ˾÷߷߲ƽǣѩտֻȻֻ ϫԵǰֻֻһ߿һ߿ϫ мϫżһڵѩһнĻѩպ Ȼľͳȥ
ϫɲϲԼԷʱһֱţüͷԾ ѩղסϫʵʲô "
ЩȫûԼ˼︹̣ȴЦ ŵǴλ̸̸ġ"
Զüߣҧһԭϵ ˣȴҲ֪ʲôڲ
ѩȴûעЩֻһֱŻѩպ͸ѩι ϫҪĻϫֶҪ ˣ첻µز£оѩĿ⣬ι ѩյʱָѩյ촽ѩҲֻǳĿ ۡ
±˵̸̸ϫ̸ʲô˳ ȥЩæüȥüȥæſĿ æſ˿Ŀ˿￴ֵ ǸнĶûרעĿĪĿʱʱҪָ £Ī׸˻ȥƽһ¾ˣ⼦ǻ Ҫء
±ζ̿ˮģǱ ѩСǲһ·ģһСİȫ֮ǰûʲô 飬һͻȻɥʬȺΧȫЩɥʬһֱ ɥʬҪö࣬ϸֽƵɱǱȳ ӣǲٵģǺʣЩˡ"
˵¿˿ϫǣЩ˻ԭӣ 鶼ûб䣬ЩżѩǾΪҪЩ ɥʬϢԸǣЩҲϣȫȥģ Ҫô죿ѾˣҪ Щ......
ʵ²֪ǣϫѾжԹɫˣ 񱱱ߵɥʬĵطϫøֽ࣬ Ƶɥʬѵǽ
¼ӵߺʣЩˣ˵ϣ ȫڷֵɥʬ񣬽ܲѩ ǾǳϢģǻһߣҲΪ֪ ϢǵǣȥϣȫǾͰЩɥ ʬľصϢǡ
ϫ޵³Ĺͷʵڹ ˵Щʲô˼"
ܾϫղ޵ĲǹͷԼЩ飬 Ҳ㱣Լһ·ˣԼЩȴҪ Ƥӵ±ǣΪ˸ȫĻصȫΪ иõĿɽӲͷƤҿλд͵ˣȴ ϣȫˣȥϣȫ϶ĬĬ ţҪǿԺܿ뵽ϣ ȫȥվȽŸ!"
ȻҲǻû߶Զأ˾Щ ˣܲܵȫһ!Щ˲һôɥʬ ɥʬﶼܶԸܺ
켸˵ļѾãųѩ׽סҪ ·ϲצӣһ˿ҵĪĵݹˮ צϴţȻһĲɣϵ"˵û ǴȥϣȫǲûдʲôǶ ֵɥʬͦȤġ"
ɻĿŻѩգû㶮ѩյ˼ǴӦ
ǲӦ
ϫָŻȥѩյ֣Ͽȴ ޱ鵭ȻѾ˱˵ıӦ˽ף ĩҲֵġ"
죬ҪãȴΪȻĩˣ ʲô壬Ҫ 
»˵ʲôϫ˸ɫĵ ˵㣬ǵĽ׺ͰȫǶȤ ǶǸֽǰɥʬȤ!ǻǰԭȵ ףҲҪȥȫһ·Ͽ԰æǣʱ ǰǵĽɣ˳ǵص㣬Ҫľȥ !
¶Ǻ⣬Щ˾ͻһֱǰ棬 ̸࣬ˣ뿿κ ϵ⼸ôĩҪǸϹϵ кܶôģ⼸ԲϹĩˣأ Ҳûа취Ѿˣ⼸˹ϵҲûϣ ǲܰø㣬ǰʱѾ ĥˡ
¸ϫ˸߻ضȥ·ѩʱ ͷ̧ɻأǸղŽĻѾ˵ú ҲǸԵ±Թķ̵۰Ͱ͵İȥҲû ֽס Ϊ!Լ!
սȭͷصǶȥ ˶һ˳ϫûб̬ǣǲҺ Ƕϣֻ
ѩ޺޵ĵһۣղǻˣ ˵ǣҲ˵ĩ˻ֵĹϵ ѣҲϵֻϵģô顣
ϫǱߵﰵûȤŻѩս˳ ѩһֱ½ЩϢĺãЩҵȫ汦
Ҫ뿪ˡ
ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

107ϣȫ

107ϣȫ
ϫͻѩڣһ·ϵɥʬȫ£ֻҪĪ ǽ˵ʱϫǾͻ֣µ ϫǸ˾η!ӲǣЩֻ ѩȴǸǡ
ѩûѩռֱĩİ£˺ÿ ᣬȻɫһֱŲãеԽԽõ ƣΪǲˣʱһ뷨˲ˣ ʱҲĻᡣ
ҹ
ϫѻѩһԣǸϽǵط ȥȡ˻ߣѾԽԽˡ"
......ȿȿ......ȿ......"ѩҪ˵ʲôȴ̲ס ϫüͷҲŻѩյĿ
ѩѹ¿⣬ָƽϫüͷģҸ ãҵô֪ҵĵģҲ ģΪ㣬Ҳµġ"
ϫ˻ѩһۣƽȴ ϲ˵ЩĻԼÿζƫʼ Ҫ˵ʲô
ѩһСƿӹʱԶԶͿϫͻѩ վȻû˵ʲôǷΧȴϲ Ҳ岻ȥκˣǲԸţѩջϲһ ˡ
ϫ첻ѩɻأɵҪ˵ʲôʱ һ˽
"ô!
ϫ죬۽ǿŻѩգ"~ô磬 øǸʵһѵҪ "
ѩϫͷһѣתȥĿѩ Сʲô"
ѩޣôô飬ϫôһ 磬ԼôŮȴ˪
ѩάϵı飬ҿɫЩã ǲǲˣĩʹǺΣյģһ·Ȼ û˵ʲôȴǰǺܶ࣬ҲҪ𱨴㡣"
ѩյأл"
ѩһ˲ҪסˣԼάסû зתͷһԵϫλС磬һζҩ ЧǰȫĻܣΪ˻ôԸ ǻǰȫˣ֪ܵҩľ飬 鷳뿪һ£Ҹҩߡ'ֻҪܿһ ŻѩղҪ˸ңǾ ˡ
ϫЦСҪǵı֪ñҩ ѩգΪңԼö Լû 취ﵽѩգŮҲûиоʲôõģ ȻᣬŮҪǺģԴ ûЧҲᱨȥֻ˻ӽ ѩգɲʮҲ֪ʲôп 
ѩıˣ۾Ŀѩգί "ģλСңҲˣֻҪþ ˡ
ѩ˵Ͱƿѩյ˾ܣ ѩվͱȳ飬ҩڰȫܴ󣬿϶ܰ ѩգʱѩһмȻͻᷢǶô ˣǸΪǵˡ
"!
û뵽ǣѩֱ§ϫһ˲ƿ ֱ˵ˡ
ѩ㶵Ŀŵϵƿӣ˺öʳﻻ ҩˮ˵һȥҩвβҩˮ
ϫ˿ѩգֿ˿˵ƿӣ ѩҲѧˣղлסƿӵģȴûС"
ѩ̾˿ҡҡͷС㣬ҩˮô㣬 㡣"
ѩıˣݺݵĵϫһתˡ
ϫ˳޹ʲô° "
ѩһҵĴ"
ϫེһⶼûС"
ǴҩѩҲûȥҹѩգϫΪ Ѿˣûٹû뵽ǣȻҲûж ʲôӦѩȥǴȥһѩգǺѩһֱ ڳķӦԽԽĬϫǵû ôųˣ֪ôġ
ϣȫ⣬ߵİȫ Щͬ˸ѩͨڽ밲ȫβ ڱ߰ȫɽָ߲ɳ˻ֱӽ 밲ȫ棬Ҫڸոսȫڴӣж ǷȾɥʬ
ӲСһȺ˽ȥֻռһСط½ ˱ŵ
ϫֽ˶ܽţΪ֪û˭ɥʬ ȾˣҪͻȻɥʬԼӦҪǱ˸ץ ԼҲɥʬġ
ϫԼûбȾĵڻѩյ ׼˯ȴԱߴ۾˿
ЩҲǰȫˣڱѾϰ Ϊ졣
üÿ!˵һȫڰȫﴳ !"
ǰ!ǰ!ǻ˲ٵʳӣƸܸ ǿûβҩҲ֪ôģ ܣ "
˭֪أ úܺãǶټ֪ ô!"
Ǳ˵ȥϿҪˣ׼ ˵!"
Ҳ֪ǲǻбı£ϣ ǰȫҲ!"
ϫܸоú֣Ҳ˵ʲôȴ ˸ףǱ߼˲˵ϫٴαۿŻѩ ˯ˡ
ϫѹʱһĴϣô ˣΪѩһֱԱߣʲôûܶѡ
Ī˽˵ϫѩ˵û 
ϫ˵ʲô"
ĪЦЦ˵뿪һͻѣû뵽㻹 ˣ֮ǰѩձȥûһ㶯"
ϫĪһۣʵʲôģ"
Ŷ~ѽ!''Īָָ棬֮ǰҴһЩ߲ ֻⰲȫͦƵģУù˴ ߲ˣ滻ڸأ! ֻˣԼģԼ˵ òҸѾŵζˣ!"
ǻʲô!''ϫһӴӴϴȥ
!Ь!''ĪεϫЬȥ
ϫܳȥѩոհʢϣҲ ˣϫ˵֪ĸǻѩģֱӾ˹ ȥѩһѱסˣϫһȥץ
˼屳ȥЦϫˣ ƢҪҪȵʱǸûĺӣǻҳ ЦΪᱨֻڶıȥ
ѩһϫƨɣֽӹ ĪЬΪϫϣٴȥϴˣŰ ӷԷ
Īĵ˾Ͷ룬Żѩһϵжϫ Ȼ죬ȴҲûνһｵһ
ϫ֮ǰȸѩհǷʢ˳ ðݣֱϹĪļ˵ۣǾζû ζˣﻹȥĪĵ֣Īһ
ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

108½һ

108½һ
ϫǸϣȫ¾ ˵ЩɥʬϢġ
µ֮ǰĵطԶǣǸطĩһ ϴһİȫҲǿסɥʬϵ İȫûüɥʬˣǷ˳ һ·ϵĴ߶ɱˣЩں ͨ˻ҪǣҲˡ"
ĸӶˣʣǣҲԱֻܼ
ǿĴǵǷݻȥ"
˵¶˱еı飬ϣЩ˵ͬ飬 Щ˵˻壬϶Ҳͬġ
æϷûǣϫ˵ıǲмģ ͹ݵ̫ѡ
ϫǽˣ"
 ....."һۼˣڷԼùĥĥ ǲҵǣѾˣȻ ҪõȴҲĵڵġ"
ϫĵҪеҲͻǣȫ ˣȴúúõģ˵˺ܴ!"
ѩյȻһҰȫĵﰲȫҲǵط ˣ͸Աذɡ"
֪ˣԼ ȴõһﰵޣȴûбֳҪ ЦŸǣΪЩ˲֮ǰһӳ ʲô鶼ǰ棬ʹ
ߺϫ꣬ȥԶǵĵͼǣ ȻǼϣȫҺͻѩһȥͿ ˡ
Īļӣ֪ϫһ˵Ѿ ˣĪĻ˵ʲôסϫõģ ȥڰȫ˳㰲ٴ̽̽ȫ 顣"
ϫЦſ˰һۣͻѩջ˷䡣
ĪĿ̾˿ѾʺϸǺ 棬̫ÿζҪǣҸоóϫ ЩܸѩԽԽõɫйء"
Īʵѩյô£Ҫ没ˣ˵ⰲȫ βҩˮȥŪһЩƾǵıӦò ѡ"
ĪҡҡͷҲ֪ҩˮӦûã ѩȥҩˮҪãϫΪԴ׾ 򷭵ġ"
"ǵô° "
ҡҡͷǸǺһ㣬Ͳͬ һǶһ֪ľǹ˺ ϺȣȻǵĻ"
ĪĿŹϵķţ˵һμ˵龰
ڶһ磬ϫͻѩվʹŵͼˣǲ֪ ǣǸߣѩȥǣ׼ȷһѩգԭ  ·ѩûȥһѩգΪˣ ⱼôã󲻺ã˻ѩա
һȥ˽ȥԼ ˣҲ֪ΪʲôȻûֹҲ͸ ޼ɵˡĳڻѩǰϹۣȴ ˶ûп
ѩ߷߲ƽ뿪ĪⷿԽԽ һ߿űߵҧϫ!ҺƲ!Ȼ ֱӰѻѩչ!һ!ѵסһ "
Ҳûа취ϫѾԶ׷׷ ϣĻȥˡ
ѩһߣתǳһŮ˵Ь¶˳һͳ 
"ϫ!ѩ!ǿڳ!"
ȫ⣬ϫͻѩ˿װ׳һ Ŀĵؿȥ
ûĪǸţϫѳ˻Ƶģû ͵˵طҲΪɥʬԭ·ûˣȻ׼ Ϊ֮һ
ϫͻѩҵ֮ǰİȫȫѾȫ ưܣϫƿȫõĴźͻѩ˽ȥ浽 ʬҰһϸ״ңö඼ɥʬеĿȫ ǣֱһ˼
ѩձϫһ̵Ļ棬Ҫ ˭֪תͷȥһϫӣֻü ޣʾõ顣
ϫ⵽ʲôأ˻Ȼɣ ȻܲǶõģȴƽ͵ģɥʬ˵Щ жģǿʲô¶ûȴһ ³!"
ѩ̾˿˭֪أұ֪ ̫ĲͬԺҲ᲻ͬǸҪ ͺˣοЩδ֪ģ˶Ҫǰһһֱ 㣬վǰ汣!
!!㣡
⼸һֱôϫ񾭣Ҳ˵ һ㶼벻ˡ
ѩտϫɫԣΪ龰鲻 ãϫˣӦûлŵˣ̫ ҲûһĴ˰ɣҲһˣ ǻعأڡ"
ϫ˵ͷ˳˰ȫ˶Űȫ ϫһ֣ȫȼ ȫƬﻯΪҽ
ϫ·𿴼ȥǶڳϫ ǵķ΢ЦڸлǣһĽѡ
֪ȫȫչ⣬˲ѭɥʬȥĺۼ׷ȥ һʯҵҪҵġ
ͬۼ˴Ƭɥʬɥʬһҿ汦׵ ϫЩҿͼһƬʯһƬ ҫЩɢɭĺ⣬ÿһϸСĹâ Դ˴ƤϫֲЩƻǿĶ
űܵη塣
ѩոоϫĲһµҪȥһ ''汦׵ÿζȽƽ͡
ϫҡҡͷУǰศ ɵƽţεǽӦҲ⣬Ҫȥ һôܳ벻δ֪"
ѩüεһɱ֮⣬Ҫ  ....."
ϫתͷȥǰδеĿ⿴Żѩգ ɵĵ·ϣΣ棬Ҫûһźηģ ôֹֻͣǰ߱ԶԶ˦Ѿ ҿˣôǾͲˣ˵ĻΪԺ ħǵǰ;Ҳͻ!"
ѩһ£һֱŵĶһ ϫһη֣ϫҲЩе ʿ֮һ
ѩͻȻЦˣǰһЦᣬЦ⣬ ȻˣǾʹ!ҵ͵ģ ҲˣοڣʲôΣһ!"
ʵϫȻ֪ȴ̲סģ ѩյĻȴһţ£ ĺڰ
ϫ˵ͷͻѩһƬ⣬ͦصĳ Žȥ
ɥʬо˵Ŀû뿪ķΧڳϫ ǹȥϫֱӻ֣˶Աצɥʬ ޶á
˸һӴ͸оϵĴʹǹâһſ ϸƤҪ˶Ǽ͵Ը񣬿¸߽Ҫ˳ ȥˣȴһҧȥ
ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

109Ѧ϶

109Ѧ϶
ѩҲôˣԡʹ 飬ǰǺƴҴһģڲŻع ԭλȻ۵ȴһֳĸо
ԺҲܹʹʱǱ ңǻعԭλ
ϫǱѾʧȥ˵ֿŻ⻤ Լһȵܿռ籩ҪĴݲС
ѩպϫ֪ǣڽĴݲ £һףʽֻ࣬ǻѩյǺɫ ģϫǰɫģǻ֣ȴ͸һɺŵ Ϣ϶ء
ϫ֪ʱ˶ãԴԺ˲ٵĻ 棬ΪԿʹûп壬Լ֪Щ ϴοǸǻйأŬۣҪ 壬ٿ˵
ŬŬϫԼۣɫԶȥ һŵǵڹг֣......ѩա
ѩϫϫϫѣ ѡ"
ϫ˦˦ͷѹŷѾƬʯˣ һ¶͸ΧĻ 
ϫɻĿŻѩʵô⣿ղ ....." ѩտһϫϫĻǸղŷ ⣬󴳵Ƭɥʬ˹ȥѦϾǡ"
ѩ˵Ųϫӣڵ ϣȻΪʱûϴԵЩǱȴһ ȣ˸ɸɾڿһ
ϫ۾һ£˳ŻѩյĻѦϣлл㡣" Ѧϵ£ҲǳȥҳԵʱⷢǵģ˳ ˶ѡ"
ϫѵǱ˹ȥ' ϸһڣǿŹѾ˴ĿĽΧ 棬ܵҲѾȫָûһ󻼣ڵ ȻûȴӾȡ
ѩտ˿ѦϣʵѵͲǻ"
ϫҲ˹ȥе棬 ɥʬѵˣ˶ҾȣôɥʬԼ ѩվȳġ
ѦЦЦĩˣȷʵԶˣȴ˶ ǣܻôЩˣȻˣȴץ ŶԷ֣˵ﻹŰҾкη"
ϫתͷ˿©ĶʲôûУ һЩӲԼĵطӦѦ˯ĵطȻ һЩư裬ÿһӦ½ҵض ʲôûˡ
ϫʵôǸǸȫ "
Ѧҡҡͷ뵽ʲôɫñȽѿ ϫͻѩնһۣǸйµˡ
ѦϼѵȥԱ߽Ĳݶ˵һ ֱдʳϰߣǶ˰ɣҴĶȻôȴ Գڵġ"
ϫͻѩŷѦϵ⣬ʹģϫ һۻѩգѩյ˵ͷȥѦϡ
ѩյǳ׼Եģǣô Ķ!㡣"
ѦϲԵĿ˿ϫͻѩգϻ
ģʲôҲûа
ѩհѦϷȥϫӿռóʳ һ⣬ⶼǻѩոϫ׼ڿռġ
ѦϿʼϫƾöĶˣ濴 ⣬۾ͽˣٺãһѾʱ߰ Ķڵˣⶼð̹⣬άû ˹ȥѾѵˡ
ѩտֿŵöĶѷãкѦԣ ϫüϲ˳ԻѩʳȴҲû ˵ʲô֮ǰǳʱҲȷʵһˣ ͷ۲Ĳ
ѦȻԵÿ죬ȴرĴ³ѩ֪϶Ǵ СϰߣϰѾ̵˹
һķˣѦϺʲôſˣס̯ ϣһͻȻ˿ڣĩǰҼǮˣ һţĴ඼ǾƵ꣬е⣬Ϊҵ 켣ǰŴӰְֵӹ״󲻸˵ƾҵ °ά״Ǵ´ģ ....."
ĩˡ'ѩսӿڵ
˭֪Ѧȴҡҡͷ˭֪ĩǰ챻˰ѻ Ϳգһûüĩˡ"
ϫͻѩü"ǰͿգ"ѵǰԤ֪
ǵ!ǰͱͿˣһϦ֮''ѦϺ˻ 䣬Ʈ׷鵽һƬؽ磬ղһͷ ĩˣǸȡľȻǼ֧һԱ Ǽ֧ȻҵŹ˭֪Ȼ 飬ҷֵʱĩѾˣϷ ˵ɥʬ"
 "ϫ۴ʵĿѦ"˵ɥʬץ  ˶ᱻȾ......"
ҾȥҳԵģҲһЩ֪Ѧϳ
"Ǿô֣ұɥʬҧȣȴûɥʬҲԸ 䣬Ǹɥʬڸϣһ͹ɽ£ ԶˣɥʬֲҲû׷ӹһ١"
Ȼأ"ѩʵȻһֱ"
ѦԼȣҵˣ߲ˣ˺Ҳ 뿪ǼγȥҳԵҼ˼ˣ֪Ѿ Ǹˣڱ˾ۣȥҲûþȻ ȴ̵ǣұɥʬҧˣûɥʬɥ ʬˣҲܻ"
ҲܴɥʬǴ"ϫ
Ѧϵ˵ͷǵġ"
ϫͻѩնһۣѩתͷѦϵһ ֱȥҲǰ취Ȼɥʬṥ㣬ʳˮܻҲ ҲǴȥȫɡ"
ѦϿԼȣĬҡҡͷȷˣȥ ϶۱ˣҲ⸱ӱš
ϫҪԼȣҿ԰κ!''˾ ͻѩգκȣҲȴ ʲô顣
Ѧ͵۾ϫǲš
ѦϻѾȣǲţ֮ǰϫ˵Ҫ ȣȻûвӦģҲһȥ ӦͱŪˣ֪ȥ˶ѹз ôõȣѾȫˣе㱻ϫŵˡ
ѦϼȦ󣬶ϫлл!"
ϫҡҡû£㲻Ҳ"
ѦϵҿǵʱȻɥʬΧţȴʲô ţɥʬ˲ǣҲǡ"
ѩյ˵ʱҪǱǵĶʧЧˣ Ǿˡ"
ϫˣҪллȥˣѦϣҪ ȥȫ"
Ѧϵ˵ͷȻ!"
ʱˣȥʱѦϣѦϿϫ óװ׳һ̣۾ˣûĸ˲ϲ ôһǰѦˣϫֵڣ õóϣѼʻλøѦϣԼͻѩ ȥˡ
ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

110ĪԷ

110ĪԷ
ϫϣȫϣյ棬ϫѦϰѳ ͣ
Ѧϲʵȥ"ѾԶȺܾˣŽ ȫϴ裬·ء
ϫüȻҺѩȽȥԶԶŽ'' ֱİȫʿֱһ㶼 ׼ġ
ϫͻѩնһۣ˿ųȫſȥѦ ԭһ£ϫĻԶԶϡ
ȷʵһȫҪӣֻҪȷû ˾ͿԽȥϫͻѩձһͨȻŽȥˣ ϫͻѩԸо˵⶯Ǻȷ ûˣȷûдʲôҳҲ ʱѺˡ
밲ȫϫһ·ϲûжˣ½ ˳һȥǸ .....֮ǰסĵطһ
ɻ˳Щߣû߶Զѩͣ
׼ͷϫһǰ
ϫûſȴ"ͷЩ˴Ӱȫſھ ֱţⰲȫˣǸйصģȻס Īô˵"
ѩûлػָ˶ʾԼ˿첽ǰ ȥO
ס⣬ͼɽ˺ΧǶӣܻ ˳"ʲôƨ!ҪĪĵİ裬Ͳ !һ!ʹĩô  ʹʱô   ҶԴԼĺӵ "
ϫЦһµôʮ㣬û¡" ѩҲЦŵ˵ͷϫＷȥ
ȺмĪĺޱĿĪˣûһԼ ˵ĸ飬źޣ§ļ磬Īվ ߡ
ǸƢֱվǰָĪ˵ıѵ
Ī˱Ļð̣ŤˣĪĵĸ ǰһĪģ뵽ת뵽˵ĻѸٻϺ ׵ĿĪĵǺܵģҲ֪Ǽ û飬Ҳûж٣˵㣬˴ ѧ϶ʲôҶ֪ˣ浣ģ Ҳֻ֮ǰΪǸ˶Ƕȥںò ҵˣ˵Щϻ𣬿Ҳܹѽ!˵ǲǣ"
ֵ·ϣ׷ָ 
ĪĵģǸǰ!ûǮѧ ˴ѧԼȴΪ˸еˣ!"
ǰ!Ȼ˵ĩˣһЩ¶˱ԣȴ ޷ͬ谡!
ǰ!ǰ!ĩȻˣŮ˼٣ܶ˶ѡ
𣬿ҲûΪһ˵İ!"
Ƕ!ǰ˺һûʲôȴ ˺!"
ϫһһŮ˵ģҾǸռ վԱߣĩˣŮ˼٣ΪƾԼŮ Իúõ㣬Ϊ˶ٲŮ!Ҳϧˣ Щ˾ȻԼһȥˣֻίԼͶһͷ УֻΪǸǸߡ
һֱʹйϵģԽ˵ йһйϵϫ˸ţϫֱ ȥŮߵ˽űߡ
걻ŵһţ۵Ⱥͣ߳ ˣĪԭЦҲסˣĪ۾һе ϫѩգǻ!"
ĪǶһϫڣʲô£ ǻûע⵽Ƕϫǵ̫ˣ
ϫɸֵĿĪģ˶űˣ ŸʲôƤĶֱӴȥͺˣ Ÿʲôϻ "
Īĵĸһŭˣָϫ˵ʲô  !
ѩһ̧֣ĪĵĸоһʹԾĹ ȥ̧ͷͼѩĿ ֻ˵Щۻ֮ʣôҲҲ˿!"
ű뿪һߣսսĿŻѩա
ĪĪϽһѱסĪĵĸ磬ڻĿ Żѩա
ϫЦһ۶ӵӰ!"
Ī㣬ֵӣɻĿŶԷ
ĪǰվĪǰıȽ϶࣬ǵ Ļ!ȴûһǮҲûϹѧ!
ҴʱʱģǴӣС׬ Ǯѧȴúö!"
"!С!''Ⱥըˣֻ۵Ī˶ ѡ
ĪļôСǾ͸ȥ֣ҪǺüβ 㱻ҪǰҾ!!
ĪȻĺǵĶ!"
ϫмʲôԣ "
ȺĪ˵۹඼ˣȴҲ˾Ī˵ öԡ
ĪҲŭˣǰﲻ!ûĶӣ !ûаĶӣǰ!ĩˣƴ ǣ .....ȴòɥʬ!  ̫!̫!"
ĪĸĪĵĻǵû߳ܣŭˣĪ ȥˣҪĪģȴһץסӻصϡ
ĿĪˣĪ˵ûҲĪ ˣǰΪĪǣҲҪ!Ϊô ۸ģ ᷴ "
Ī˻˵ʲô۾ΧϷȴ ͷ˵ǶĪǵĳӣڴҺ ĪǱߵģЩһӶǣ Щˣһ·ɱǶˣѾûз ˣҪǵ .....
˭ģ "
ͷĪһȥ ϫֱ￴ȥһϾվûб ֵĿֻš
Ц߳ǰվλãȷʵ ҴģΪ˵ǰ·ԼĶӶ£ Ҿţ޲ǵĸĸôҲܿԼİ
Σն"
ΪĪ˵Ϊǲмˣʱһ룬 û˵Ĳôǰ裬ôܼأ 
"Ǻ!"ϫۿŻʵ"йͱϳȥֵ йôСֱñ˵ľй ΪǮľйԼ˲㱻ľ  !"
üû뵽ЩôѸ㣡
Ȼ!''Ī׵үСʱǻ󣬺ĸ Ȼȥȴмһ·֧ĩˣүżŵ ʣܿڰȫվȽŸڸϣȫһָ һ·˳˳ˮôᵽ˵!"
Ī֮ǰİȫͷĿµĵط϶ Ĵ˽һû뵽ǣεȻ һ֡
Ī˵Ļ֧ȴżŵڰ ȫıȨ⵽ô£ǻǰȫĴУǲ ۣǻɵ񣬾㹻û߲ѡ ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

111½

111½
ƱӦõҪ⼸˵ģȴԼ ҪˣǰȫĴУǰȫȴһ ãҪǸˣ .....
Ƴһ֣Ҳ֮ǰ˵Ī 嶪ǲԼģҲֻƬ ֮ʣҲֹҲ !"
ƵĶôϫЦһ£Աһ ָ˵ǲǣ"
ռĽһ£ﷴӦŵܵܣ ŰǰǶǸмĵ˵ͷȻ ¶һ۸ӣλ㣬ҽнһ Ŀ֮ǰ·ѣұϫͻѩȣʱ Ҷܸмǣ˺أ  .....ûã Ǿԭα¶ .....ǻۿĪĵΪһ ˣҪİ裬ʱİҪȫȥ ϣϫͻѩ֮ǰʶĪģʹˣǱ ............Ҳϣ......Ǿһ֮¶һ ңҪΪ˷ҵļΪҼ ˡ"
һЩ˵ģģ뿪ô ô룬ϫͻѩ˴ɫħ
ϫȺӶĿ⣬Ŀ֮һѩ ҧһڣ˸ˡ
ָָϫ"  ....."
ϫʲôǻῴ㣬˵˵ĵ ȵԱˣʱԼδ⻰˵ǿ ⻰˵ĳڣƤǳǽ "
Ⱥڿ˿ѩգֿ˿ϫĻ˵ е⽭һСȲʳڵĻѩ գѾĩˣҲ⡣
ѩտŽ˵Լȵϫ"
˿ǵģôôŷأ 
ư˽һۣŮûãʽ ֣ĵϫͻѩա
Ƶ"Щ˵˭˵أǰɣ  ˵ǾȻԸ֣ǸСӣǵʱȻ ɱ !"
ϫѩգĪĺͰÿ׳յĿ⿴Żƣ ͷƤ顣
Լ֣Ѱֳϫͻѩ ȥе۸!۸!ѽ!!
˵ǰѩմϫһת գֱ˵˵ϣˡ
֣۵ܹȥѽر ۵ĸˣַߺ޵Ŀϫͻѩ"Ǹ !ôô!"
Ⱥڿϫͻѩյ˵Ŀ⳹ױˣȻĩ˺ ȴŴġ
ưﹴǣĪĪҲſĪǵù
ѩǰѾĽĮ ȻΪǺӣôױȾǽ òֺûΪ!һôСĺӾͶɱˣ !"
۾һ .....˵˵!ôСô ɱ!"
Īĵֹɱˣһɱĸ!ֱֻ ׳!"
æǰס֣һʹĵӿŻѩգ Ϊֻ .....û뵽ǾȻˣ ôСôô棿 "
ô棿"ϫЦһϰȫ еĴͿѽ!''ŮϻƵϢôأ͸㵽 ˡ
ʶĿƣƺ޵ҧŮǴˣ ȺѾϷŪˣǾúʼǺ ӣӦòܻɱˣϫҲӦԴһӡ
׷׶ϫǵ
⽭ҸĸҲ֪ôǲһ ѽ!"
ѽ!ĩ˺Ӿ˵̼ʲôҲӦ ѽ!"
"˵һʲôأôС!
"!!"
ϫԽԽЩΪǵˣ ˶ָһȥ
ŵĽһƿ裬Ťָϫͻ ѩգݺݵ˵!ƾʲôԣ ƾʲô ҵүһԴ ΪǾǺ˲ Ƕ Ӧ!ǽү!Ǿ͸ź!  ....."
ֽҪס죬ȴ񷢷һ ֣ǾȻ!! ǵ!ǺͽԼ!ôѳ!ɱô!Ҿ Ҫ!ĸ!!!ʱôû!
!!!ȺѾˣǸ 
ĪüŽĸ磬˾ȻҪ Ǹ .....ô
ǰָϫͻѩյ㵽׸ʲô  ô˵˵!"
Ī׳һ֪ﻰСС;Ǹ ǣѵүҲǸǣԲܾˣӦ ӶԴ "
ĪѾȫΪǰȫĴж˼ˡ
۾һЩŭʲô˼ 
ϫĿĪףĪԷʱȻ ˣȻ¶ˣۣҲĪ ô!"
Ī׵"ĩһʹŴȫǿ ŵĴ󲿷ʣ㲻һԱô ģĶңѦҵأ"
ȻҪˣǾҲˡ
ţ 
ϫͻѩնһۣôɣǸѦϣǰ֪ ĩľǻƣ
ղ˵ϫǵʱȺڷӦܴ˵ ƣЩȴ죬ֻΪڰȫĵλ Ȼۣȴ֧ϳ
սȭͷҧѽĪҺͽҳ²࣬ ǣˣõȥˣô֣ Ҫҵ˾ﰡ
ô˻֪ҪǽãЩû ȫĸ߲ȴһƤ
̾˿˵ĩһѦүҲûг ֹǸЩʵˣҴİ ȫҲѦүģϣϢң ҲһֱֻһֱûеȵЩʶѦү ģֻҪһһ˫ַ!''ϧҲܻˣ ֮Բֱ˵ѦѾˣǷֹ˵ġ
ϫһЦƿЦ𲻺õԤУû 룬һʰ
"!ڻ!׼˫ַϰ!"
Ʋ˼鿴ŴȺվˣоɴ ۾" .....ôܣ "
ѦһЦôܻ 
ȺϳѦϵģ"Ѧϰ! ϿϹӵ!"
ǰ!μļ裬Ҳ!
Ѿ׻ˣһֱûʲô£һֱǿ ڱıߣѦϣֱӾˣ˿ Ŀ⣬ܾôҶڳЦȲԾľ󿿣û ײһˣתһһֱ ˭
ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

112±ѣ һ

112±ѣ һ
Ƶۺ⣬Цݵ˳ΪѺ صĺܺãϫͻѩȴһ۾Ϳˣϫ۾һת Ѿô£ȴû˵ζĿ Ůӣ"ԭ .....!Ӧ˵ǻˣѹ"
ƵõѦүĶȻģֻ иҪ飬ˣǿúõġ"
Ѧ϶ڻõĻȫû̬ȼӣ Ǹһ
ϫͻѩնһ"Ŷ~Ŷˡ"
Ƶսָ֣״ƤԼ ﲻãҪԴԼЩˣôһ ǣҲǣ˻ϲϵǸˣѵѦҲ š 
һ£ӦѦϣһȦ "ǻƵãȷʵһҪ˵֮ǰ Щ鶼С£һЩСҵĶԹʵҲܲ˸ 飬ֻ˽ҺĪ˵Ļǻذȫ˳ְ ѣ鵽ôҺ͸統Ȼǲ֪ģҲҰ Ž  "
תϫͻѩգ⣬ ҷһص飬ϵ
ģҲɥʬֵ!"
"ɥʬ!"
Ϣһը˹ȺҲ˲ʲôңĪҺ ѦңǻôѾΪɥʬͻȻҪûɥ ʬǿ϶ڿյʲôܳԵʲô ߲˲óԶԣڣǳϦһȺĶ ãⶼΪɥʬڻƵþȻ˵֪ɥʬ
"С㣬˵!ɥʬôģ "
ѽ!ѽ!ΪʲôɥʬǵʲôҪ !"
ҵļ!ҵİ˺!ȫΪɥʬû!"
"С˵!ô£ !лл!
"!Ǿ֪ԭ!"
Ī׵˿ϫͻѩգǶûƵ⻰ ָϫǵģｹǵȻ¸ ϫйأǼŮ˻˻ݺϫǣҪ ô֪ǾǸоóŮ˶ϫǵĵ
ꡢo
ƵһָΪ!"
˳ָȥĪ׵˰һ"Ȼ!
Ƶָϫͻѩա
ϫͻѩأǲûһţϫֱ ˻ѩյϣӶ
ȺŭĿӵĿˣӣϾҪ ˺飬ȴ˱ǣʵСô֪ ĩģ"
ŻƵãʵǰ!С ͨѽ!㵽ô֪ģ "
ƿϫͻѩյʱ򻹺ƿȫʹ ǵȻỹô!
ʹĵĩˣҺ͸翴ʬҰк
̣һֱڵɥʬôģҪҳİ취ǰʱ ǲ鵽ɽɥʬ쳣ȥۼɥʬ ǲɥʬǲǸ﷢йأ෽ 飬̽ʲôɥʬ뿪ɥʬ øǿɳ!Ƕ϶ɥʬĶ !"
ϫͻѩնһۣһطҵˣ
ʵôû˵°Щ ʲôϵ 
Ƶû˵ȳײ˵ðȫ ̻̣Ҳȫϣϣɥʬһʧ!"
!"ƵýŵȫɥʬǾ طֻܲһԷǰû˵֪ ĵطУ......"
Ⱥڶˣʵʲô "
СĿ˿ϫͻѩյΪ˾ԭ ˰ȫоʹõ˻ĵ˾˵ Ļ֮ǰõϢڿ϶ɥʬ Ϊˡ"
ϫͻѩ¶ı飬ǵʶԲ̽ Χϫʶǿ󣬿ȴûз࣬Ͼ ˣЩô˽⡣
С㵱ԷųһƵƵϫ ѩսӡ
ڴȺѾˣƵеϫͻѩյ ֱǵⷶΧѾߣǺ ֱС׼ס
"Ҳ˵ϫͻѩվɥʬ!" С㲻мĿһ۰ֵ㿪һļβ Ƶ
ϫһ¾˭˵ĻˣȵĪ Ҳ֪ϫͻѩôˣȻǺ ǻǺΣգرǵһεʱ ....."
ڶǰ"İɣûǶɥʬĶ ܸȤЩӦöǺã ....."
ڶεĵȴضˣĪ׵ "ҷֻѩյɫԽԽѽ!Ǵӵõɥ ʬĶʲôҪѩձȽϣ"
һǽ"!ϫ϶ûѩյ ЦҸоǵõЩԽ࣬ԽˣǺ °!
ĪһĿϫû!"ûг ǣ
ϫĻӻֱʾ֪ѩնǵ˵ͷĪ ļ˲ģСҪ飬 
ƵһȺڳŭˣһɱɱĸ ƵĿϫǣкЩҪˣ뵽Ƶ ľ󣬲ſǺò׻ ŻƺͻС㣬
үС㣬ȻѾɥʬ˶𣬾͸Ͻ ץʽİ취!"
!һҪǰѽ취!Ǽֱ̫ɥĲ! !"
"!!
ѦǰһҪ˵ʲôѩ̧סˣϫӻ ѩֱӣûΪľʧ룬Цӯ ӯĶŻС㡣
СüͷϫǾҪʲô ˵̵Ҳ̫ˣǸ߰!± һ!"
ڴΪϫᷴʱϫȴͬĵ
ͷȷʵ!һѵ޿ˡӦǧ Ҳϧ!"
е£˵Լô˵ôݣ 
Сȴûɵһţڵȥʾ ȥץϫǣ֮ǰѡýҺĪҵ֣ ˶Ϊֻж ô˿ţϫҲҷŭ
СȻǾ͹ֹԹԸ߰!"
ȺڿŻСȥץϫǣһȣ ĩĽһҪһҪȫ˽ ȺһҪ뵽ʱ ҪʲôǸʹ࣬һ϶¶˷ 
Сֶڲ
Ī׵ҪסС£ѩոֹˡǲ ԵĿѩգѩȴ̧̧磬ʾǿϫ ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

113»ǧ

113»ǧ
ϫڻСµǰʱһ»ͷ С㣬ΪǽӵǾ־Ͱ˴ߡ
Ⱥڿϫз˼ۼܵľۼܣ ׼ʱϫǡ
Сϫ"Ҫ ''Ȼ ϫǶ֣ΪǣһЩºȺҲûй ϵģֻҪ䵽
"ϫҡͷԼǻؼңҷ ʲô "
"!!!''
һ±ƵĿϫʲô С㲻ǻƵ ôֳϫеˣ 
üϫŭ㲻Ҫ˵˵! ҪʹϵΪǾͻŹ!"
ϫȴûƣרעĿŻС˫֣ Ц"Ҹ϶ùϵҺͻѩһˣǽ һòΪɣ ҿһһĽйѩ ѽ!ھͲ𣿻ǧ!"˵ǵһθŻѩȥø ʱʱǧڻѩǰװģĽи磬 СӵĻɲΡ
û!ϫͻѩ϶СǸǧ սϫõħûҵǧ ǧʲô£ʧȥħǰʧ ԭѾԽˣӦ˵ǴԽˣ ˡ
С򶨵㲻Ҫ˵˵ҲʶǣҲ ҪĿ֮£Ҵǵı Ϊܶͷ "
Ѧվȷʵлǧ!"
Ī۾һ֮ǰ˽ⰲȫʱ ˶ֻ֪иãȴ֪ýлǧԻС ʲô!"
Ҳ˼Ŀãĩʼǰ;ù ֵģѵʲô 
ǧݺݵĵ˳²ĸ磬һ ˵Ҳ˵֣ΪǼҵ鶼Ǹ棬һŮ ӲҲ......"޿ɺǡ
!"Ļû˵꣬ͱϫӹȥˣ "֮ǰЩ麦Ľ籦Ľ ˵ϴ棬һֱǧǧεʱ ûμû㰡 ĸĸ ףĸ磬ǸСĺ!
ϫһ˵Ļһ߶Իǧͷ 
ϫǧĿԼ 쳤֣Ҫȥץŵú۾ɨվ һԵĻѩգŤ˹ȥеҺ!! ĸףĸĸף㱨źĽ!!ĸ Ǻģʲô£ ҪұƵǸ!һ! һ!û뵽Ҳˣҵ!ҵ! ǸҪ!ǲú!ú!"
"ž! 
ǧӵϣѹãȻĿ˿ܣȴ ˶һ˼ĿԼһ·Ӧָ ϫ"!㵽ʲôа "
ϫ֣ղӵһ
ѩյǲûκаЩ ѣһȻҲãȴǰٰ㽿裬ȴ......ӣ ʵǶ"
ǧ޵ĿŻѩղ˵۾תŰ취 ڵղ˵Ļ̫ˣڻֱӰ ΪãлҲ취ɻأ ġ
ϫôܸᡣ
ϫڻýһûһøУǧ֮ǰҪ ͸ħ䣬ֱ֪
ϫ㲻˴󽫾һңص󣬻Ҫ 磬ݺǣ!ɥĲһ ̶!"
ǧʶڽеҺ!"һ  ͺˣⲻǱʶϫ
ϫЦЦҿҵĺÿడ!"ʱѩջӪ ΪǳսսΪǧ ôܷŹ
ľľĿŻǧѾ֪Ů˵ǲ ˣԼһֱ˽ĩһֱ 룬кܶ©!Ԥ֪ĩѩպ ϫʱļͺѰңƶԸ˵Ϊ ʲôô£ 
ȺҲ֪ôˣ󽫾ˣ ΪǾ·Ľһʱûж룬ǹϵ ôǶûйϵҪĩһ ϫǣ׼ʱ֡
ǧ˵ɫվ˵ٶ඼û ãǱĩ𰸣ǵ˽ ˶Թֵһᡣ"
ѩյͲ......"
ѩյĻû˵ͱϫһֹˣЩ˸Ͳ ͵ģѩ˵ûϵһõûС
ϫ۾һתüҡҡͷãȻҽ ãҲܿ磬Լ簡!"
ǧһɲõԤУۿϫ˵ ʲô "
ϫ˵ҲղŹǵƵ ˣȷʵͨˣҲˣλл ǧСǸǻѩյãǲŷǴ Խȥ!"
Խ!ˣ
ʺţ
Īĵȴúʲôͨˣ˸ǵĸ ԽΪǱͲˡ
ǧ׻ˣû뵽ϫȻֱӽ ѵ֪ı 
ѩղûֹϫȥĿϫ Ҷ˵ҪֻҪϫġ
ϫһЩ飬ŮֱʧˣȻ һ䷨ͷǰǣŮǻ ԭӵǵȥˣڻȥ˻ ԭģæػ!Ǿ͸ˡ"
ѩշⶼʲô߰ģ
ǧݺݵĵϫ"˵˵Ҳи!Ϊ Ĺ "
ϫ̧̧°ͣʾɫǧһɣ תͷͼ˻ɵĿƶһ
ǧŻƺĩһжΪҲӵ УȻҲң "
Ƶͷǧȷʵܶ࣬޷ ôǰ֪ĩʱΣյĩǸϲ ǰ硣
ѩջͷһĪףĪ׻վ˳ λ!֪Ƿ˼Ҳеܾȣϫ ȷʵڱǵ!"
ȺѾ˼ֻ˭˵Ϳ˭
˵ĿУĪóȫʱļƣұ ȫĹˣҽĪףϢźײ ģλԹȥ飬Ҫ˵ľǣˣ ϫͻѩĩߣ֮ǰǧС˵ɥʬ ɥʬǿĵطҲУϫͻѩսЩ ɥʬܱǿٻ㼯һи!"
ллҵ֧֣ôôգ֪

113

114һطһ
Ī׵ĻһȺڸӶҡˣʵΪ ȫĹˣô"
վһĵòȻǵĪүϵң ѾɥʬۼĵطԴϫͻѩ ϷϣϷ!"
ϫû⽯ôᴵ"
ǧѾ˰ƣѦϽĶѹ һݣͼȺ˳ԭղִ ʱȥһˣʱһֻС ֻΪҪҲֻΪ֤һ𿴿ɡ"
ȺΧϰСİһŽغãû Ǹؤһ˾ȻΪ˳óһ
ؤһѦϴֻֻǹڻͿ ʵϣͻǧƵԭʱ Ȼȴ֤ݡ
Ⱥڼ뿪ƺͻǧԶһЩӵĿǣ ţѦϿɶǵĶˣǾȻɥĲֵز!̫ ˣ
ǧ֪Ѿʰʾ£Ż ΧȥպЩΪԶǣѾóһ·
ϫͻѩնǵĶȴûκαʾ ǧûͱոһƱ˸סˣǧһ ̯˵ϡ
һ˴ӵģ˸һ֣ѦϾͽ Բ!"
ϣȫȨ
칫
ЦŶѦϵû뵽㻹ܻţڻƴǼҵ ʱҾйɣһĴңһֱ ǣȴһֱ㣬ڿĻţҲͷˡ"
ϫͻѩնһۣϫ¶һЦ ҪôĻһֱûжΪƴʣ Ѧ ѾڣƾȨģɲõ
ʵҲûʲôϫߵ⸱о ܼ١
Ѧں꣬תϫˣ Ѿ㱨ˣЩЩҲ ⲻˣһµǣɥʬΪǼ طĶЩʲôʲô ....."
ϫЦЦĿУεͣ׷汦 ⣬ɿתʵ"ǲǰЩˣɥʬ Ļ᲻!ٱǿ!"
Ī׵ѾȷʵˣֻҪɥʬĶһ ʧߵѾ˺ܶ࣬ɥʬֹð"
ʵֶжأ"
ϫƲӦ崦ѾĴˡ" üͷ£һµһѾÿ ǵˣϱߵһɽϣɽвɽ ɽΪɽĲϣλΪ࣬ һ!"
ѩյһǻȥġ"
ĪĵǸһȥ!"
ѦҲͷҲȥ!"
һĻü˰Цɥʬ ̲ݻ·;ңԶ!רŵĲӸλһȥ ΣҲ죬бϣλѦֶڰȫ
λͺˡ
Ī׼ӣϫĿֱ׵㲻 ô࣬ҽʲô鶼˵ΪҺͻ ѩռ뿪ĪǣҲ⽻κˣΪ Ҳ֪ʲô"
˭ҲɵʲôǶ֪Ҳ㣬 ǳ!"
!"ϫ㲻Ҫ˵ֻһ Ϊ룬Ϊ롣"
ѩվǻȥһطҲ˸ ǣΪûãĪǣֻҪӦһ £Ҳٹܡ"
ĪȻԣȴҲûʱѡʳ
˻ͦǼ˵ֻҪڣϫ ǲѹİϲ˵"
ѩտֻҪ㷢ģԶẦǣ ǡ
һô򵥣ſھҪϫȴֹ̧ Цŵã˵ĻЩ ţвһıӦŵģǰ ǾǻЧģö~뷢һЩ"
Īĵղϫ˵ľҪ뿪Ļһ£ 𱾾˸УǻΪԼôࡣ
Ѧһ仰Ҳû˵ֻվԶЩ
ǿ׳ɥʬĶڿ Щ˶ʲô
ȻΪ֮ǰϫͻѩȥѺ ǧĵط˽ˣϫҪĿǻǧֽ˻ ǧͲᷢǧٴδԽ ˡ
ѩ˳һ»ƣʵǸʲô
ˣĳЩʱĺΪˡ
ϫͻѩȥģ֪ϫѾ ͸ˬ⵱Ȼԣǰҵʲôˣľ ģҾԲΪǼҲ˺ǣΥ ԣҲú!"
ҪҲ⼸ˣϫͻѩϵ ܣֻҪ⼸ڰȫȻϫ˵Ҫ ߣȴû뿪磬ֻΪ뿪ȫ 
һԣϫ˾뿪ˣûһ㷢 汦׵Ļᣬһ뿪ĻѦϡ
ĥ˿ʼ顣
뿪ĵطϫʵѦѾû ˣô죿"
Ѧûлش𣬶ʵҪ뿪뿪"Զ 뿪
ϫ˿ѩգѩյӦòúͻˡ" ѦϺĪĵ˶Ĭˡ
ϫŻѩˣĪļ˸ȥѦ ԭ̾˿ת෴ķˡ
·Ͽ˵˶ÿϫͻѩգ Ͼ˵̫˼ˡ
Īʵ......"
ϫƤһЦԼ!"
ѩһЦ߰ɣٲߣҪһֱ˿ ˡ
黹Ǳ˽ֵϫͻѩȴ ̤ȥǴطƫϵɽһȥĻĪļ ѦϣǼ֣ϫͻѩҲûзԡ
·Īĺ任ŻϫԵġ
ϫȫȻܣҧĿѦϵ Ѿûʣүˣôǳ ѽ !"
ѦϿЦһµΪҵı𣬽Է ǸСˣûʣΪˣĿİȫȴ Ҳûʲô˵ġ"
Ǿ޲ΪһڳԵƴ!" ѦЦҲǣһڶ˰!"
Ī׿ϫʵǧôģһֱ Ҫ"ϾǧҲǸˡ
ϫͻѩȥǧʱ򣬻ǧӡ
ǧ޼ϫͻѩյģҪûǣǽ ĴС㣬۰ԼԿԼ޸ǰ;ˣһ ûˣΪϫͻѩգûص磬 ǻصĩǰģǰ취ֱϫͻ ѩոˡ
Żǧĺ⣬ȴ޼ƿʩϫЦЦҲû ô뷨÷˰ں ˡ
ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

115·ڶ

115·ڶ
ʵϫ֪ͻѩ뿪Ҳȥ˻ ǧ˽Щ飬֪Ƿд˵еһЩ ʳ糤ʲôġ
һϫõķǧʱ ˱Ľ˵κιǷ
Խ
ǲɽȻʵɽĲ ﲻǰطһκεĹ⣬һƬͣɽ ƽɽ⣬ȴǱɥʬΧˣЩɥʬҲܲһ ȫûкУӵǰվҪǲȥ ףᷢɥʬ
Զ˶Щ𺳣ϫȴЩԼ ֲЩĸӦ࣬һϫתȥ ĪЦһ¡
ѩ۾һЩԤУҲʼĪ ǡ
Īļﲻ֪ôͻȻоģĬ
ϫһطǵ¾ȥˣҸоó ⼸طǣɥʬߣһطƽˣɥʬӦ þ͵õˣѾӦɥʬźܿɥʬͻ ġ"
ѩյԼҲעһ㣬ȻѾģ Ե뷨ܶ࣬һδ֪̫ˣԼСġ"
ǶĬţĪ̲ס̧ۿϫͻѩ ֲǲˣôĽһ ǲȥ 鷳ǿȥأúóԵĵǻϫҪ ҿɾͳˡ"
Ｘ˸ŵͷǶԤУϫͻѩղ ٻ
ϫͻѩһЦأһԾŲ ɽȥ
Īҧ׷סҪ˵⼸˭ ϫǹϵãǾĪˣѩղ˵ϫƽҲ Īã˶ǱϫȹģѦȻϫ ʶãǾѣڵĶѨҲֻϫ ĵĳΪѡ
ϫͻѩƽȵ䵽ɽϫ̲סǻ ͷˣΪߣȻĪĵ˴ߵ鿴һ ᣬ֮ǰ뿪ѩյʱΪѩյ 񻯵̫˸УһΣҪٴ뿪 Ļ᲻õġ
ѩĬĬվϫԱߣϫоˣͷ һ£һתɽȥϫо 
˲ϵŲɽȥֹϫож ѩնоʲôǰ˶һ ۣǰȥ
ɽĵʱﷴû˲ ΧģʲôûУֻһźڰ׵ݣ ݵһƬɫҶϫƬҶ˶ˣ ǲ .....һֱѰҵĲ 
ɲ汦гɺ󶼻һģ ǲΣǲģĺѪ֥֥ģĻ Ĳ֣ɲλʮ껹ǻΪ ʧȥ˲ģؼ֪ԼôʧȥģһֱѰ ңû뵽Ȼҵˡ
ϫĿŲģûڸӦĵ 궯뿪ǿźڰ׵ݣûз ŲĶĻݰɫĲ֡
ѩշˣ֪ʲôȴ֪ܵӦֹ ƬҶĿԱ߿һ£תͷݺɫ ĲֿȥȻ·Ŀ
ҶͰɫĲϫԽԽѩɫĲԽ ԽǶˣͣ
·ֹһ룬ݺͲһ鶯ϫ ͻѩյȥĺͰɫݽϫ壬ɫ ݽ˻ѩյ壬һͬ˹ȥ
˺ûеϣǱһߣϫ Ľָڴʱ⣬ת˲š
󣬲ɽ춯ɥʬһУԽ ԽԶȫɥʬĹ
һɽĪĵ˶һۣǳɹ ˡ
Īĳɽ⿴ȥҪϫͻѩǰһͻ Ȼ֣ʲôûС
˶ĬţǽƳĬô 죿⶯ɥʬʧȥأ"
Īսȭͷҧ!"
˿Īġ
Ī̧ͷ۾⣬ȴᶨĵٵϫ ! .....ȲǾͻȥɥʬĶ!"
"!һӦ
ĬĬǣĪĵ֡
ĪףѦϵͷ
ɽ죬ɥʬ죬 ϫͻѩջûг֣Īļһ۲ɽ ϫװ׳뿪ˡ
صȫսѾʼȻȴ ɥʬģȽҪɥʬҲһֱΣ
ɥʬԽɱԽ٣ϫͻѩһֱûлȥĪļ Ѿ켸ɱɥʬȥ·ϿĪҺͽҵ ˣƶץˣû˭ǣڰȫҲ ֲ£һͷ棬ݹ᾵ڽ䣬 ĪĵʱĪ˻Īȴͷ߿ˣ һ۶
ЩĪĵļˣĪĻᾭ룬ϫԼֻǰ Сæ˶ԼôãЩأֻ ԺҲûмĪҺͽҵˡ
Ǽһػƺͻǧڻǧò Ϊǧ얲ϸ˵һ֮¾Ͱѻƺͻǧ սϣ˶ŹˣɥʬĪĵ ĿŻƺͻǧɥʬӵ ѦҲǣȻ壬ȴһֱž룬 Īĵߵý
ȥɥʬȫɥʬûϯΣգ ʼؽĪļ׼뿪뼸˳Էǰȫ ͳ죬ӦԼȥĪĵ˵Լĵطʱȴ Ѿ˲ˣǰȫصˡ
ЦӯӯİѼָĪĵ˶˵ ⼸λѰɥʬ֮ԴͷˣǿϧλȴҲû ......"
Īĵĵһ"Ҫ"ǿɲô ǡ
ЦŵɥʬȻѾ𣬿ѱɥʬٻ 뼸λǽλǵȥ ҲиףҪٳɥʬ ....."
˼ͷ"ѽ!ɥʬ˵Ĵ !"
ѽ!˵˵Ҳи׼ôģ ֪ԺԼҲ!"
ȫѹǰ
ĪĵĪĵѾ뿪 ²˭ģѾΪǽ⣬㵽 Ҫʲô "
ŭʲô 㵱 !"
Ȼʲôһɵдڽңһ ǸϫԼأҲûʲôƻ ԣôˣʲôֻҪԳ֣ͲΥ
ԡ
Ϊȫ簡!ֺαأֻ ֪ôɥʬҪ......"
δ䣬һѪĵڵϡ
ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

116±ץһ

116±ץһ
ĵ飬Ҳ֪Ե޹ ѪǲٱĪǣúټĪ ǣϫ˵Ǳտڲ̸
Īĵ뿪˰ȫ翪ʼؽȴԴ˵ ĩ˵ģһϫһлѩգ Ҳ֪ôġ
ϫԺĸоԼص˴ǰʱӦø гɣΪΪߣʲôɽҰңҲ ҲʱԼѹѹ
ҵþƣһŴ£˹ϫϲ ȥȴһѪԼĺѪ֥ʧ ۡ
Ѫ֥ϫԱ߶£˺һ̾˿ ȥ  .....ѾûˣѵҪԼŪûѾ û˲ģѵҪԼҲŪ"
ϫûпڣѹȴ쳣СȻ֪ Ҳûе飬Ϊʲôң֪ʲôҲ ֪ģ
Ѫ֥Ȱһϫһֱÿ µʱѪ֥ؼң˺ֳȥֱһ
ǰһƬϤĳⲻǧ תԱ߿ȥͼѩ ȴòԣٿѩվȻѾ
ϫææҳʯڻѩΧһ Ȼ˵ȥš
Ǵ£ǴõʱֱӰԺΪ Ʒٶȵģɲ˴š
ϫվ⿴ԼļңζӣδԽ ԼȱݣԼ˺Ҫ飬Щ С춼֪ȻѩɹȥԼˡ
ϫȥѪ֥ģܿ͵õϢ һӾͿԵģϫһֱţƺ ͦ˳ģϫȴûдɡ
ڴʱһһٵ˹ֱϫ ײȥϫץ˸š
۵"ɲΣ!Ҹ˵ ˻!
ϫ˦˦Сôôççײ ײѽ!"
ȴûΪһŷС֣ һº󣬷"ȥѪ֥ץˣҪ ֥!ȥ!û£Ȳ  .....һ Ҷ!ǾȲ!"
ϫһСƽʱӲ˵ѣͺһĵط ҲʾĻ٣Ѫ֥ΣգѪ֥ ٣Ѫ֥õѣȥ .....
ϫתͷӿȥúʹŵĻѩնӸţ ѩյѾһȥ!"
ľķɴϷţһ Ҷ֪Ƿ񻹻ϫ鴬ϲ йԨ
ϫʵѪ֥ô£ôᱻǸϼ ץȥ "
űͭ廹۾޵ϡﻩģ ԴԴ֪㱻׷ɱ֪ٺѪѪ֥һֱ
㣬Ҳ............ǷħǸУ......  Ѫ֥ѾҪӮˣ˭֪ǸɶϺ .....
Ȼ......°!Ѫ֥......ͱץץˡ"
ϫĥ"Ϻ!ɲθƲ!һ㣬 С춼Ҫ!"
  .....ҪǵѪ֥СС죬ָ  .....!'' Ȼڿޣȴѵ
ϫƲ"ҲҪа!"
ѩҡҡͷϫܵǸѪ֥˭ ȴѼӲ
ѩյ֪ô"
ֵĿ˿һֱŵˣֿ˿ϫ ڤϺбֱӾͰѪ֥˵ģ˭֪Ϣ ©һ˸ȥϺбҪѪ֥óˣ ûеʱѪ֥ǰȫġ"
ħץѪ֥һʱ϶ǷˣôϢ ©ô죿"ѩղʵ
գգ鶯Ĵ۾޹ĿŻѩա
ϫָһͷСһȻǿ Ҳʲô챦ȴԱڶ࣬ǿ϶ǷԱ Ϣɢȥˡ
ͷϫô԰ ˵
ϫ§ͷЦɲˡ"
ڤǷħеĵطķħͽڤģ ΪѪ֥ԽԽ࣬˵ŸǸҲ ·ϣ߲ѣһԴȱΪʾ˵ķħһ ڷ˻ȴֹЩһ̰ˣһξ õòȻǶô˶ġ
ħôǵðЩ˺úýӴô ȥŵѪ֥
Ѫ֥һ޺ѵˣȴ ᣬһһЦŷƵʱ һ񿴹һĶʿЦ ķħУѵõһЩ졣
ЩʿŹŵѪ֥һͷ
Ѫ֥˵Ѫ֥еļƷ!԰Ϊ ʣѵһļƷ!"
ǰ!οڵѪ֥ǿ϶!"
ħпǴȱΪ֪ħУԸѪ ֥ǹǿΪħ!"
ǰ!ллħ!"
ħ޵ҧȴҪһȻӵ !!ҶΪ˶Կħ壬Ȼ岻ݴ!"
Ѫ֥ЩαˣЦ"
! ....."
Ѫ֥Ц̫ħк˶ԼϷҲ ֪Լղ˵ĻôҪѪ֥ôһЦȻ뵽 Ѫ֥Цʲôһɫɫһȥ
ϫͻѩֱӵڤڤڶ, ħеĵطǸ־ۼĵطҪֱӾ˸, ϫ˻ڤ߲̽һ塣
ʵôѪ֥"
һڤ̽ţ ԽԽ࣬ħΪ˲ø˷һѾ ᣬ׼׼ʳѪ֥ˡ"
ϫʵǲǷʲô£"
Ϊ˵źǧҲҪ"
"ž! 
ѩտǰķѵӣٿհ뿪ӵ ϫʲô׵"˺ͷħһ𣬾ǵƵ ˣ"
ϫ˵ͷǧ½ľͷ֮ ʵǿڶɽٺˣҪһֱ粻ȥĿ ǿѾ!"
ҪǶܷɣϻ ҿһֱ粻ȥĿΪǻ̫ԣ ˼̫!
!"ϫĹĵЦƽ Ѫ֥ǹؼʱǺܹѪ֥ģķǵС 
ϫЦЩ²̨ݺݵĵϫһۡ
ѩεҡҡͷʵô죿 " Ϊ̫ˣﲻʲôæ!"
ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

117·ħ˶

117·ħ˶
ѩճĬһ"׼᣿"
Ҳһ˿ѩգ˵ڷħеķħ "
ϫü"ǷħеĴӪ϶Ūù
!"
ѩʵô"óϫ ǸѪ֥ԴûȰ˵ҪðգΣ ϫһ
ϫǹһĨЦݣǰѾ Ҳ̹̹˵ôˣڲͬ ˣҪһ𣬿ܺΣն"
ѩЦЦ㡣"
һۣú⣬һֱôϲ ࣬Ϊ˽̰û뵽ǰȴôΣ 鶼һôҪʲôûʣ ֱӴӦˡ
ϫȴûκ⣬֪ѩζ ǵ뷨Ҳ֪Ҳûı䣬ΪںҲ ѩһֻҪǲԻѩվͺá
ڵ˾еʱźǧΪչػû иϣħﳩЩ˺ʵ࣬Ҫ ˣ϶ֺܶȥȻ٣ȴϴ ԾָЩ˶٣Լǿռ󲿷ֵġ
ڷħǰԺУϵ˶ϲɫ ųѪ֥һɳ龰Ѫ֥ мЦ"ʿУΪҪֻǸǿ Уһ뿿һɳ죬ֱЦ ҲгɣǿЦ!"
ԭ²۳Ѫ֥ô Ѫ֥ĻһˮһƵ࣬ Լʧ̬ŵʱ֪ģô ĥʼǷˡ
Ȼ֪ȴ˭ҲԸϡ
ӣɤӵô˵ѵȰǲҪ ΪĵرȻˣȴĵرʿ
ĵر쾭!"
쾭!"Ѫ֥Ц"ǿ֪Щĵرǲܳ !
Ѫ֥˵⻰ĿֱֱĿŷħУħһ üʵʲô˼ "
û˵Ѫ֥ܳԵġ
˵˵!"һtڷħĶ
Ѫ֥ݺüȥ "
ħкһȥħ۾˲ ϲʧ̬!ɲ!"
˵ͺˣôˣ֪ɲο϶Ҫ ʱźǧþǿƹҲæת ȥϣû˵ġ
ôܣЩѾħˣɲοɱѪ֥ Ҫ󰡣
ϫڷħ˱ƻţȴûһ 㺦£üѪ֥˸к"С죬ûð!ô òȻļһץ!
Ѫ֥һۣŭҾ㲻ҪС!Ȼ ֪òȻˣ벻ôץ "
ϫͬĵ˵㣬ǰ!Сôͺ ¿Ҫʹô㣬Ұ!Ҫ!"
Ѫֱ֥ϫֱתȥϫˡ
ħѾôˣֻҪɲκ Ѫ֥˵Ϳͻһʱ˭ һҪõɲΡ
ħ򰵴˸ƣԼǰû뵽Ȼ Żˣ㲻ɲ֮ܺ!"
ϫЦǰ!ԸղС˵ǶЩ ĵرǳԲõ!"
ħü"ʲô˼"
˼ ....."ϫһЦɲΣϣ 죬õȻȴ ģܴӽŻҪֵǻ  ù......"
ħкѵ㻹ƾѪ֥  !"
ϫӦһ£Цø"кβ!"
һʶĳѪ֥ĵطȥǸղ עȫ˹һԭѾûѪ֥ Ӱ
!һ˽еѰȥͼѪ֥һ һҴ
ħøεѣһ֣һԵֱѪ ֥ҴϫһǰΪϾ˷ ħ̫࣬õײѪ֥һٴ 
ħЦѪ֥⣬һʿһ ûеСѵν "
ﶼŵһĵ һӶ!ͷľǷħУ ڶɽٺѾ̫꣬ٵȥԼħ ˣֻҪѪ֥ͻɲΣһͻƵġ
ѩշѪϫĿϫ ˣǼ̰ĿҲ
ϫЦһȻҸ϶׼˵ ҾԲǵ!"
ڽĳٴڷħǰ֣һã е"ס!"
ͷȰǴٴγֽ 飬ʿҲ׷׳֡
ӭ͵ĹƣѪ֥ϫһۣ
ŵɪɪ§ڻۡ
ڸǰ˶Ϊֵʱ ϫͻѩ˫ͻȻӡͻȻðڰɫĹ âҫ۽ɰʽڴ˵ĹֱӴںڰװ ֮ϣȻҡҡ׹ȴǼסˣ˵ ƶֱӷɳȥת۾ʧǰ
"!!!!
ħбôһһѪֱӵȥ ħ˸Ͻˡ
ӡ
ħоȻ߻ħ!"
Ҳǰ!Ϊڶɽٺڣһ ȴ......"
"ô죿"
ô죿ȥҰ!Ǽ˶ˣҵ .....˭ҵ˵ ͿԶˡ
˶һۣĬķֿжˡ
ϫͷʹѵѹ汦׵ס ǴιǱϾôһĹͻѩ յһȴǱ˵òᣬֱӾˡ
ϫһʱһѩգתͷȴѪ֥ ĶŻԻѩտԼĶûз֡
ϫͷС㿴ʲôأ"
Ѫ֥һ·Ӧһ"ٽС죬Ҿ 㣬ô!㶼!"
ϫͷøΪѪ֥ÿͷ Ѫ֥ȴڹĿһϫͷûת ȥˡ
ϫŷһɽѪ֥ߺϽ ˻ѩߣѩڻţ֪ôء
ϫѩߣû̽ѩյ ƣѪִ֥̽ͷԼƲᣬ˷ǵ ˣû£෴㻹ãֻΪ ûã~ˣѾˡ"
˵꣬Ѫ֥ˡ
ϫѩû¾˿ûüѩյ ô£ôôˣ˹ȥֱ ˻ѩյĻ
ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

118ɽһ

118ɽһ
ѩոоԼǰЩ Ϥİ·𿴵һ˵ֺԼġ
һ˺ѷεʹʹ޷ܣȴһֱи ڸڵֻǿԼ ʹ
"!!!ѩʹĴг˹ǰľ ϫŵǵ
ϫüʵôˣһֱʲôһ Ťˣôˣ"
ѩղ˲ͷϵĺҡҡͷû£ô ǸϺֱӶϣûˣ"
ϫҡҡͷû£Ȼ˵Ҳᣬ ɲΣ챦ܿԼˡ"
ѩЦǾͺá"

Ѫ֥ҵһԵ߹ȥһ£ "
̧˵ͷµ!!Ҳ
£Ǹ඼ȥ㣬Ҹܶ!"
Ѫ֥ͷЦһ£ǿܲǸ ͨ࣬ɶ!"
Ѫ֥̫ͣû壬ʵȪ䣬˵ʲ ô 
"ԭȪ䰡!"
߳Ļѩʵ
ϫСͺˣѪ֥ ѪѪģֺÿġ
Ȫĥ"ǲҪСװ!ְֵĲ!" ϫȪã۾Ҫɳˡ
ѩߣһֱһͶ 졣
ѩЦģġ"
һתͷŻѩգͬ˭ !ҽУҾͳ!"
Цˡ
Цʵô죿Щ˿϶ڵ ǣţϫҲΪֲ ߣô찡"
˵ʱһص㣬˾ͽбƣƽ УʱȪ磬˵ȽϷɣ ȻкܶǣȪϫڣһ㶼 ġ
ϫʵﰡ ''֮ǰ˺ͻѩ ˣͷѾһӡûС
Ȫ״Ŀ˻ѩһۣ"ɽ ɽСؾͻ򿪣Сؾֻܽʿ룬 ȴƣֻǽȥΪᱻѹƵ𵤶ѣ ÿԹǶһʱ䣬Сؾ꣬Һ ϫ϶ָˣʱ׷Ҳһ䣬

ɽ
ѩﻬ⼸֣оһϤԼ ûŪָоʲôҲû˵
ϫʵСؾʲôʱеģô֪"
Ȫһ۵˭֪ڸʲôǧ½ ֪٣ "
ϫ治֪ǧ½ĺܶ£ϸһ ֪̫ˣô˵ǻʮѽ!ǰûֲԣ ȴĶԡ
ϫۿȪ䣬һеֻʮ õѡ
ȪȻԹϫ񣬿"ȥСؾ ȻҪܴضһҲΣ أҵ⣬Ҳ㡣"
"ҿԱ!"ظ֤
ϫЦ§ļɣƤ! ЦʵȪ䳤úƯԣƯƯ ֣ϫȴϰ˵Ƥ
ѩҡͷȴ֪ϫֻǵ٩ϫһ ʱ䣬˶ûмϫ˭ôڹϫ ȻŵƤɰȴ˶һ㡣
Ȫ۶÷ˣֱʵǲʲô취 ԰һָˣǿǷħԷ!
"!"ϫӣӻóһСⱭ֮ ǰڻѩõķҡһֱûֹͣ÷ҡռ ڷҡһҺ
ҡһóȪ۾ֱˣһҡ ҷɵ۵Ŀϫʵ㵽 ⶫ"
סˣûмȪôʧ̬
ѩҲȪ̬ԣϫ˵ҡ Ȫ˶ӦòôںӦû ôʧ̬
ͻѩֹֻϫֱʳ" ôˣǷҡҲ .....㻹ںЩ"
Ȫ俴˿ͻѩգϫһȥ "Ҳ֪СлΪͨ٣෴ħ ٣пĻħʶɣҲŷס ڶвԪӤ"
ϫʵأ˵ǣ"
ȪЦˣҡȴΨһʵİ취" ϫ֮ǰô .....'˵ҡж ã˵ҪҵҲܣҪ˽ ҲҲ......
ϫںˣҡԷ һǧҲѹԼΪˡ"
Ȫ侪ȵĿϫЦ"û뵽㿴ˡ" ֵϫ"ôŵΪĶˣ ôãҲڶɽ٣ҶûбԼ ѹʲô "
ŲѩԱߣʵ!˵˵ʲôʲô ǲ"
ѩտóϫǿ϶飬Ȼ Ը֪Ҳƣ"Ҳ֪"
죬ͷŶ'
ȻҪҡҪǵİΣ ϫȪ仹Ǿ÷ҡҺָȪ
Ȫָʱϫָʹһ ֻѩȻȻĽӹ
ϫЩζǰһ ôЩҲ֪ʳջ̫
ŻѩŪζݺݵʿˮ
ȪڻָϣľϫŻ е棬һѪûΪ⼸ أ
СؾڵҪʱϫαװɽ ѾΧ˺ܶˣΧȫؾ
СؾҪˣҾȻ˵ĸˣ˵ؾһ ſһ!"
ǰ!ǰ!˵ĺöʵٰ!ǰνȥȫ ջٰ!Ϊ߱˲ٰ!
"!ҲҪܳУ˵˸డ!"
ɾˣһֱУֻ᲻!"
Ҳ!ԻôҪ˳õ ͺ!"
ʵ˵˲֪٣ȥ Ҳܲ"
"԰......
"ϫ˿ѩЦˣǸϢԼ ȪԽԽ죬ǵ ޣѩҲҪˣֱ ޻죬ǧ½Ϊ࣬Ѿ ̬ӣҪиĻǿ϶á
СؾϾҪȴ˹ ϫһ˾ŻѩˣȺûԼ ˡ
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119Ȫ
ĲǱˣţħУǧ ˣһԭվǰʿ׷õվ ˵ǰ棬ûпԱʿһۣȻ վǰ档
ЩʿҲֻܰĥȴΪ
ϫСؾв֮!Ȼ ﶼˣǴĿ϶ǼҵľӢСؾﵽ ʲôҪõģ϶ƽʲô!
ϺоȻ!"
ϫʵʲôˣ"
ȪЦһ˵˺߻ħ Ѫ˹ȥ"
ѩյЩ飬Ӧǻûȫָ"
ϫЦѩһס죬ҪǱ ˣǾӲˡ
ɽݱأȴֻһľһĢ һɡ棬СؾھҲ ҪֱߣСؾһҵˣ˭û гɹΪֻҪСؾʱǸͿ ʼʱҲֻܽСؾ޷
ʱһСؾ˷׷룬ϫڽ ʱͷ˵ķһۣеȥ ȴֻСؾͨʿ
ؾϫһеڽ!''û бΪߵˣڿʱһˡ
ʵȥģ"
ѩ˼Ŀһ򣬵ȥ!"
ȪһϫŻѩʵΪʲôȥǱ Ǳʲôô֪ģ"
ѩҡҡͷҲ֪Ǹоѡ"
ϫͷ˿ȪȻѩ˵ҪȥȻ һˣȪͿԼġ
ȪͷǸȻͷ˳Żѩ ָķȥ
СؾһƬԴľﻨ㣬дУ ǳ棬ϫȪ߶Ϳ ȴЩĵر ٶȴȲĻѩգϫ֪Ѿ ȣȪ뵽ʲôҲûпڣֻ۾Ż ѩʵ㵽ʲôѵ"
 .....'⻰ôô壬ɻѩֻ֪ ѣҡҡͷҲ֪ô£!"
ϫѻѩյȪ˵һ飬ʵ֪ ô"
Ȫָʶһ£ȴ"Ҳ֪"
ϫȪлû˵ʣȴѩ ˣóȪϫںѵں֪Ȫ ˵ĵϫҲֻ̧֪ںѩա
Ȫ俴ϫͻѩһıӰ̾˿ "ѵչ黹Ƕ㲻ԸǸ˰ɣ Ūˣ  "
ŻѩյķǰһȻȪ ȪԣСؾĻҪ߳һ룬ϫ ۣϲû뵽ȻȪ˵Ȫϴ 裬ȥʣ޸ˡ"
֮ʱ״Щ״ú裬 Щ״ǲɱģԺܶԽԽѣֻ ΪΪԽԽΪԭ򣬿Ȫ ȫˡ
ѹô˶СؾܣȪ ǿ¶һݡ"
ϫžȪȴѩסˣ ˲ԵĿŻѩգһԵȪӵĿŻѩ ա
ѩߵȪԣһӣһȪϵɢ һЩ¶ڲĺɫߡ
ϫĬĬȪǰȥһ̧֣һ ѪĻðȻɫߣɫһֱ ɢˡ
ϫѩգѩһЦ˵ͷϫ۾һ ҪȪ·ȴȪˣ һͷȥˡ
ϫȪ뿪ķŻѩ ȪһȪ˳ֱڴܣϫֱ ߣѩȴЩ죬һסϫ죬ʵϫ ̫ˣԶȪأ
ϫΪĵرȻûʲôʣȴҲ ٣֮ǰˣʱѩһ죬Ƥ ƤſС죬ͷɨѩյġ
ѩͷһɿ֣ţϫȻ ѩյȴ뵽ڵӣЦ
ѩĥһץϫס죬ֻβ ֣ϫͷҲûˡ
ԶڲأǱȴͻȻû뿪 ڽϫȴоԣͷʵ磬ڸʲ ô 
Ȫص·Ȫ"
"Ϊʲôҵģ"
Ȫ"!
"......
ΪȪ˷һ죬ӵڶ쿪ʼʵ ȪȪҩ֮ǰڷħʱˣ ȪYݶˣϫ٩ֱĵرҩ һ
ѩ뻹ǣɲκѪ֥ǻʵǧ ѷĵر
ϫȪΪΪߣ⣬ѩպ һѩǵڣڿ𵤣 ԪӤҲΪ˷ҡȪ䲻ΪѹƵԭ
һֱ֪ԼħٵݣΪԼͨ أʱԪӤ˵ֱء
ô˵ϫͻѩնһۣĬû ʵ
ϫרȪѩռһ£Ϊ̫ ˣȪϸһ£ҡͷû£Ϊ ̣ģȽ⣬㲻õġ"
뿪ȪȥҲûʲôˡ
ϫŻѩʵǱ߰"
ȪҲŻѩգѩշε֮ǰҲ һʵҶ˽ǻ٣Ҳġ"
ϫ°ԭһ£תһȦȻһ ָ۵"Ǳ!
ѩռ˿ȥǱߺɽڣȪ ȥѩպЦϫͷϫ Ȫǡ
Ҳ֪ǲΪߵоϫָķ ˣ˲߳ûжԶһֻ޴Ċ򼣬 򼲻֪Ϊڶ٣СؾΪ߱ѹ ͣڽ𵤣ڵΪڽ𵤣Һ ϫǵΪҲƣһʱ׷õ
ȶ࣬Ӱٶȣٶȿܶ࣬˱ ׷ͷܣûз֣ǻصԭȵĵط֮ǰ ϫָɽڣϫָķ˹ȥ
Ŵϫͷڻѩյֱϣ ôͷĊ׷"
һСİͷ˳ȥ˺һ ƨϣϢŵ .....û......ûˡ"
ϫҲȥѩտ˿ܣѾܵ Сˣȫһſرɽ ֻЩѡ
ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

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120ŵ
Ȫ۾һѨĵطض ž黨!
ѩʵ黨˵ʲô"
ϫһ黨һֺѵõ黨 ӽĳɹȣʿȻ˵˾ͻ ȴкܶ˰ڽʱ򣬶ֻ߽ɹĻ
II
Z-X O
ѩһ뵽ľϫѾڻˣ֪ ʲôʱҪɽ٣˾黨Ǹá
ѩʵ"⻨ģ"
ϫȪҡͷֻ֪Ѩĵطо黨 ȴ֪黨ġ
ȥҰɡ"
黨һã˲ û߶ԶȴִѰȥ
ϫŻѩմܵһϣЩܴȫ˵ ڸˣȪһ
ѩհοҶϫԿ
ִмľһҶС ⻨ӣȴʵʵھǾ黨Ƕ 黨Ȩ
ϫָŮǶ˶Իѩյ֮ǰǧú ģǧֵˡ"
ѩտ˿ǧִֵһʵأ ϵĺô£"
ϫħˣû뵽ħҲС ˣôû濴ǰ!"
ѩʵб"
ϫҡͷ֣ںܶ鶼ǲǵõģʮ ӣǵõĶȴޡ
Ȫ䴫ûУ֮ǰǺһ αװħǧ½ĹϵǽţսҲʱб"
ȻѾþҪˡ
ŵһǧ½ؾǱͲӦ ĶҲǵ!"
ЦһǼȻҪȥħ͵ħ ʥ뿿ħʥҵпٵؾʲô ˭ֻ㲻ҪҲҪи̶!"
ŵһħаɱҲ 壬οħʥֻǲй죬 Σǧ½!"
;ǸƦֱһڣMģ Ʒб£ȫǧ½˷ģԲо ħ֮Բħʥ!û ģǼȷ!б¾ͷѽ!!
ϫ˵úãЩòȻļһ壬
ȴ޳ܵ飬ħÿɰ!"
ŵһֱǧõĵ׷ һȺۣźͷħжɫû뵽 챻ħ͸ָűҪͻҪ߾ 
ŵһݺݵĵͣҧɱ!"
ǧֵͱ˵²̨ˣ޼ͼˣ ʹ˹ȥ
͵ȻЩȴҲ£ҲͿǧ½ ˣ˫ӶԷΪɱ˰ƴ
ǱϾ͵˱Ƚ٣ܿ·磬Ķ ߣŻŮӣȴҧ
ŵһߵֱһ˹ȥͻŮ Ҫ֣һȥˣԼȴŵһһ ŵһ״ָˡ
ϫŵһٴδ֮ǰŵһ ɱУŵһƵϫŭʲô ˣ Ϊʲôħˣ ѵͬ "
ѩҲϫԱߣȪ 
ϫͬʲôʲô"
ŵһŻѩǣо˵Ϊһ֮ǰ ԼռƣҪ⼸˰ǵĻǳԿľ ˣ
ŵһһɫ͵ħˣħ ǧ½ԣħ˵ö֮λѿҪãҪ ǧ½Ϊ 
ϫЦЦʵǵѣҽҪǰ㣬黨 Ҷٰ"
ɱ˶ͣϫŵһû뵽ϫ Ȼ˵ĻȻϫǣƱ
ǿҪǸˣʹŵһ˵ͷˡ
ŵһһµǺԿħʱⶫ ȥ϶Ǵһʱλйǧ־Բ ǵġ"
ϫЦȪʵˣ"
û"Ȫһҡҡͷǰ㵱ɵӶ !"
!''ŵһڷֱˣԼŭǧ ģǧΪеĴ!"
ϫ̻ȥѩȴȿ˿ڣ"ǧ ͿֻΪΪ "ɻǵǧöϫ 㺦ϫľһݡ
ŵһѩջĺ֪첻ˣ˵ ὣٴγ֣ǸģϫŵһǶϣҲ ϫ֣кȫǧֵȥԼ ȥժ黨ָҪʱһһֱ ͰѾ黨ˡ
ңѾҲˣ֪ȡ߾黨Ǹղ ³ˡ
黨صԼĿռȻµļǧ ֵ˶ԴķʽͦأΪҪ޵ݣ Լ٣ֱӴ˴ͨ٣רǧֵ ŮӵȹӣŪæҡ
ϫ˸ĴָһĿǰĽת۾ ѩչŵһ
ѩնκ˺ϫ˶ʹ޵ģǧȻ˺ ϫǧֶǷǵˣҲ 顣
ϫȻΪڣȴǽ֣ǧ½ Ϊڳִ򶷣һִ Ǳеڽڰ˵˼
һ㶼ϧ!!''ϫһӭУ Իѩۡ
ȪһһǧֵŮϣ߳ȥԶ ҪǲϧŸÿ!"
ŵһϫڽڰˣֻҧ ˡ
ŵһ뿪ʱ϶!"
ϫİ˰֣ѵûн飬ͻ 𣿺!"
չԼĺӣߵϫǰЦ Цлλְæ"
Ȫħô"
ЦЦǽʶʱΪ"
ϫҿҪ黨ɣȻھǼ Ҳ٣ "
ͻЦͲıһ 黨ôҲģǿٷֵ㣿"
ϫ˿ѩˣŴ۾ȪŤ ͷһµӣѩտЦЦ
ϫЦһ͵ҪӲҪ 컹治ˣǼȻôгģҾͷ 껨ꡣ"
üͷЩ黨꣬˼ 룬ֱӾͿ֮һȥˡ
ϫҲÿˣǸǾ黨ĳƷҩ ţǾԼȥƶһɹҩ ׬ˡ"
!"һϫ˵ǳƷҩһڴӦ ôˬ죬ȫ黨̫ѣҪ껨꣬ һŶˣֱӵųƷǾںòˡ ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

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ϫ̸ú󣬾˸ɽ÷ҡѾ黨ľ Ȼ˵ҩ黨֮ƾΪ зҡͲһҡ԰κζ ľ¾ҲҺģһ 
ŵֵľ黨ҩԵŮӶһۣ ϲ
ߵϫǰʵҪлǣ ħжг𱨳𣬽ȻǣҲر һϢ!"
ϫ˶һۣԿͣʵʲôϢ" ͵˵Сؾһһ Ϊʱؾĵڶ!"
ѩʵΪʲôǣħ粻ҪǼ  
رһЦϾǧ½ĵ̣ ħѾףؾ඼ǧ½Ǽҵ Ҫ!"
ϫֲǼҵõð!Ǹ 黨ҩȻڻҰ!ѵô ˣùǼˣ "
æҡͷֻǸһϢѣô ģ"
ʵǵʲôк"
һµ˵һѽѽǵһɽٺ 佣ʱǸʿֹΪߣǱһĶɽٺڶҪ
ܶ࣬Ҳ֪ͬһʿΪԭ ̶Ҳһλʿƾһѽɨǧ ½ȴͻȻ֪٣Ϣԣ彣С ؾ"
Ȫ۾˲󣬲ѩϿȥѩ ղ֪ʲôһ㷴ӦҲûС
ϫֹô֪!ôһ϶ܳ !
Ȼ⼸˲ôᣬȴҲǧ½ ǣ̫˵꣬׼ǣϫҲͬ ѡһ뿪ˡ
ԶһֱŵŮʵ"ͣΪʲôҪ ǣǵΪʵͰ!Ҫܵõǰѽ"
Ц§ŮӵȻһǿʵҲҪ ԵǽҪҵģ۶֪ˣûл ҵģҪҵģֻһ֪Ҳò˵ ɲǷǽǣǻﵽСؾ Ŀģ黨Ե"
һߣϫȪǰѽ˵飬Ȫ䱻 û취ֱӰϫƽ˻ѩյĻѩպЦ¥ ϫˣȻȪ䲻ͲҪˡ"
ϫʵĵȪһۣ֪Ȫܶ࣬ȴ ֱûʣһ֪Ȫ䲻˵һΪã ԼʣΪȪ䲻˵϶Ƕ˵õ飬 ˣԼԸܵġ
ѩ̧Ȫ俴ȥȪҲ߽㣬 ֺܿķֿ

ϢʱѩյҵȪ䣬ʵǲһֱл Ҫ˵"
ȪĬһʵ㵽˭"
ѩղԵĿȪ䣬ϫѾȪ ˵ˣȪ䵽ʲô
"!Ȫüôʰ!ǵԼʲô 飿 
Ȼ⻹Īѩȴشˣ ҼǵǸСģݸҲȷʵ ĸģȻֱ󣬺ϫ"
ѩ˵ЩϫȪ佲ģȪûеõ ҪĴ𰸣üͷĸʵоʲôԵĵط "
!"ѩյ˵ͷҴСͲãûв Ƿ֣ҪǷģԻ֣ϫ˵Ϊ ȱŻ汦׵ʱ˳ڹ оҵ߱汦׵ʱ ֱԭˡ"
汦׺˳ ''Ȫ侪ʵ
ǰ"ѩյ˵ͷϫû˵"
Ȫĥ"϶ΪԼ汦׳˿ͷ ˼!
ѩճĬһᣬʵ㵽֪ʲô"
Ȫ̧ͷӵĿ˿ѩգ֣صҲ鵽 ΣҪ!Ҫ뿪ϫ! ....."ܲһʧ ȥҪˣȻ֪ǲѾҪ ˡ
ʲô"ѩüʵ
ȪҡҡͷóһСӸѩյѪ ֥ӣԹɲεӣٳѪ֥ӣ ǵҩԻкͣٽΪĲ 츳ʱøãٶȸ졣"
ѩճĬһ£ǽ˹лл!֪㶼Ϊ ϫҪˣԼҪ!"
Ȫ˰֣ˣֹ߱"Ȼ֪Ҫ Ļ֤һ㡣"
ȪߺϫӰ˳ѩһ£ Ŀϫ
ϫһۣùĴӣЦû뵽С ô󷽣ӣɱҵӻ!Ϊѽ !֪ΪһЩ飬ɲˣû뵽Ȼ ô!"
ѩյΪ㡣"
ϫǵЦʧ̾˿ ʲô"
ѩ§ϫøøʱ ˵ġ"
ϫ죬ֹ֪Щ¿϶򵥣ƾʲô ұţȴǵ!"
ΪһʱųʱԼ ΪǻѩգѪ֥Ӻ󣬿ʼרע ˡ
һĻСؾռ¾Ҳ˺ܶ࣬ һҺ͸ȥ
ѩպڱչأϫȪΪعأ ûһϫˣȥץһֻ
ȪĿϫȫ£أ úͱſȪһʼ̣ϫе ̫ˣûһ̲סˣһ˶ ĴθûһͿһͷ
ѩպչصڣϫȪΧ Ұ޶׵òˡ
һͷϫϲȪƫҪ ţֱӸ˳ȥ˳ųɳ ȥĻ߿ȥͼֱһͷϡ
Ĭһʱﱩĺ"˭!ĸ˵ҹ !"
ϫȪտʼǻˣһˣȴЦ ϫⲻǷħĸλʿ𣿽Եü !
һ㶣̫Ϥˣħʱ ˵ңǶѪ֥Ҳ߻ħʱ һֱǧֺɽЦ
ｩӲԴתϫһһĴＷ" ɲ!û뵽ǾȻ㺦ķħ߻ħ һҪס㣬ȥ!"
ȪЦһҲҪûǸ!"
ϫЦװģıµУ汾ҿһ ûУǵôһС¾߻ħ  ..... !"
һԼһȣڷħλҲͣ 챦˶ǰ۾ˣһ£ŷħʿ ȥ
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122¾һ
ϫڷħҪȪҲĺݣó Ҫĵŷħͷľ˹ȥ
һֻᱬըĹʵϫŽԼ ϴˮܵŵϲŸܶĵ ЩСֶ࣬ħһжʮֱӱ ͷȪһ°֣ħ˺ܿͽڽڰ ˡ
ʱһ˸˹ϫˣһ㣬 ɽˣͬжʮˣɽͷħȻ ìͷǶʱȴһµĺܣħ˳Ա ɽ˶˵ͼս֡
ϫȪ䰵п࣬ǵΪڽ𵤣ղ սħ˿ֶεռϷ磬ڼɽˣ Ǿе˫ȭѵˡ
ֲӣѩպ涴չأҪ ˣűչؿǻ߻ħģ
ϫȪ䱻Ƶڣ˶¶Цݣ ɲκѪ֥Ҫܵõһˣ
ʤʱҲֱ ԭأǻûзӦʱ򶴿ڴ򿪣 ֱӱˣѩպһһ˲ʧ ԭأ˻ӿԭѾûˣ߶ ˤеĽ
˲ĵõȥ˱Ѱҵʱһ ϫҲڣԭոǲûߣֻһʱ ֶ˶ֻ˹ԵΪˣԶû һ¡
ϫظ̾հ!"
ѩȴüЩ˰ﵱܳԵΪ üЩѾ޳˵ģڻѩյʶǾѾˣЩ ڳˣ
ϫһ֪ѩʲôЦһĹ Щ!ǸˣֻҪΪҲԥ µ!һ̵дʣ˲˲!"
ѩտϫһᱣ!Ҫ˭㣬 һɱһ!''˻һѩյһɽ𣬴Ŵһ ɱ֮
ȪղžҵʵΪˣ" ѩЦЦѪ֥ҩܺãҲ ֹ죬Ѿˣ ȣȥʱӦÿԵԪӤΪʱҲô ĺˡ"
ЦŵѾԪӤˣо 찡!ΪСؾ ҪĻǲҳȥʱ Եѽ!ʱЩ۸ҵˣҶͨͨǴ ſ!"
Ȫͷ㻹˭۸Ҫ˭۸ 㣬ңҰ!"
ɵЦʵһֱ߷ħһ !"
ȪһºЦ
ϫŻѩռһΪô ûʲô⣬Ϊ͹ˣֻһֱȪѹ ţһ⿪ѹƣһЩҲɻѩվͲͬˣ ̶̵ļʱ˽ڣǰδŰ
Ǿһϫûзκ⣬ ѩյúܣҲϵȣЩҩѻ ΪôƯ
ϫȪ䣬ûм
ȪʲôǺ£ Ҳôࡣ"
ϫҲǣʵȥģ" ȪƲۣѡıѾϣˣ֮ǰ ͷˣֻǻصϫѡķˡ
ϫȪٺֱЦѩȪ֮ǰ ϫ
ϫȪһָۣűߵȥ!˵ дѪޣΪ̫ 죬ȥһԼķ빥ǲΪ ˣȴõòϤ"
ѪΪѪҲʶĺö!"
ܶʿרעȴڶ빥 Ծʱڱˡ
Ѫĵطչ ԼüεУ˵ķ͹Ѹ 
º󣬼˸սһƴʱסĶѨϢ ϫһͲʵˣ⣬ѩոƣ ȥɱһͷҰޣȴϫסˣɲ۵ѩգ ղֻ˵˵ѩҲۣɲۡ
ѩҲȷûʲôˣҪڳȥ˵˭˭ !˸Ҫɻȥȴ⴫˺ĸ ȥѪ޵ĵ̲Զ˭ѵһĿģ ԼΪѪ飿
ȴ˹"ڣΪؼĶ ͿΪΪҲĵܵܣôô "
һ"ܴ磬㲻Ҫָ磬϶ Ҳǹġ"
һܻ"ʲôвҪ!ãĸױ ĸףڻңʲôôŭԹѵ  ѵһҪЦӭ ܲ! ʲôҪ!Ƕµĵ£ȴΪ!"
ܲмĵк㣬ؼĶӣ СؾԼûˣҪֱ ԼŬ ΪãҪһŬҲڵ³!Ŷ~ òԴҪŬ! ҵĵ£ҲŲҪ!"
ŭ"!
ϫԻѩռۣһϷЩǶ
ִ˲ˣĶǡ
ѩҲΣ֮ΪˣƣҲ ûϫԭ򣬿ܾΪ˼̫ ɣ
"! 
дϫˣӦǸõ żµ
õܴô죿ȥˣ治ǹģ Ҫ±̫ˣǸһֱϲң ҿأô찡 һֱϲңҲ .... !ô!ܴ!
ܲⲻ㣬ԼСĵȥģ Ѫ̫ȥҲȲˣѾû ڣΨһĶӣɲٳ£ôã һᷢں̫ģɲ!"
ܲղŲиǰײеѪ ޵һ
ֹ˼뿪ˡ
ϫûϷɿ˻Ȫȴ ȥ˾Ȼ!
ϫһɵƵĿȪ䣬⻹ʶǸ ˵Ѫ֥ 
Ȫһۣ˳ȥϣϫͻѩ ջ࿴Ҳ˳ȥҪʲôˣֵȪ ־ˡ
ϫȥʱ򣬾ͼȪڶԸѪޣѾ ˾ȵԱˣֻӺܹŹֱ֣Ӱϵ ߵģڻ廨ء
˰ȪԸѪޣȻ˵֮ǰĶ 
ǸڵľȻҲǿ˴ֱѪ
ˣȻûлԹȥ
۾ǰˣѵʵǵʲ ôˣҪʲô "
ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

123ҩ԰

123ҩ԰
ϫͻѩտȪ䣬Ҳ֪Ǹʲôأ  Ȫû˵˵ͷ˻ȥ Ȫ̧׳һڡ
ָջɣæҵĽס
ϫϷѩռۣй¡
ѩεҡҡͷʾҪҡ
ϫŻѩһۻˣ ¿Żѩ
ڿĶ䱸һЩĸ׵Ľ ָ˵Ҫһʲô£ó ָĻҿңǸ"
Ȫ˵ͷ˳Լϣ ĸװһæҳŵỤһΣ 
ڿЦһʱǿĸ׾ңҿ ûãû취ĸױ𣬻Լⲽء"
Ȫʵô£"
ڿ˿Ȫ䣬ĬһῪʼ˵Ҳ СתޣҵĹ¡
þǸСĶӣͬĸĵܵܣҲ ΪڵĸײŻټϱԭȥˡ
ϫ˵ʱĻѩգкĪҵ 飬ڼҵ£ӸղŶݵĻпҶ 
ϫͻȻѵô "
ڿЦȻô죬Ӧղŵ ԻˣѾһˣ˭úã ؼĶӣǸ˼֮ˡʿʶԶ Щôʱ϶ͷˡ
ϫмʲôǸղŵĻǸǵ ߵĶӣճֵʱ϶Ҳ˿ã㿴˼ڣ ĵ¶Ϊ˵ֶ!"
۾һ˹ȥץϫ֣ȴץ˿գһ ϫ˫۵Ѿ˻ѩѩվĿ ڡ
εĴ˴ˣ˻ԭλ۾ǷĿ ϫʵ˼ǣ"
ϫƢǺֱײĸԣɲУ Ҫֻһ취!Ǿ֮֮!"
ںҪѧǶĵӣ "
ȪôԸ⣿ ĸľҿ ǵãû뵽ĶǸ֪ͨĴ!"
!"ڽһȥĬһᣬĸ ܵĿĸǰĻ棬һҧ˵ͷϫ Ҹô "
ϫ¶һ֮ЦݣֱЦڻҪ ˵Ļ
ΪȪóĸ׵Ķĸ˵Ļ ڶϫ˻ǱȽεģǣСؾ һҩ԰ҩ԰вٵҩݣ˾һȥ
ȥҩ԰·ϫԼۻ"լ鴫ڸڣ ʼڼֱӣʲôװ!ް!ݰ!һֱ ŵھԽܣϫȴԽ ԽеֱϫʵѧʵЩϫ һֻôö࣬һڣû 뵽ڷܿ쾭ͨЩʱʵϫ֪ô ˣܽһ䣬Ǵﳤ𣿶Щܣ ôա
·ϵʱڱϫϢʱȴ ϫȪĳѩղ֪Ϊʲô⼸ رĳϫÿŻϫóԵģȪֱ ԼĻʳ
һʳϫȴûôֲȪ ǣڻѩյĳ磬ҲܵúȻԼԵʱʱ ʱιһڸѩգǱȪǰָڿ ߣǱߣߵ˶ûʲôر 飬ȴĪľЩ죬Լó
ϫצϵͣ䵽ڵߣֹͱһ !㻹ǸһϲǸܵˣ 㲻ỹҪһɣ "
ڷ˸ʵΪʲôôã"
"ϫͷʲô찡ѵȰ" ĬĬĿϫ˵ѩεҡҡͷȥ ڵ˵ͷкȻϫˡ
󣬼ҩ԰ڸҪȥȴϫ ŶԵĿˡ
ϫû׷׿ʼԼʩαװ ΪǸղſҩ԰ŷħˣҪ Ǿ֮ǰ߽ȥ˵ҩˣϾͻ ɲܵġ
ںʲôٶ죬ϫαװã ҡڵ˽ȥҩ԰ﲻֻзħˣкܶ ɵˣܲҲڡ
ÿڳֵʱһ˲ܲǲ
ңȴüͷ
һͻ ֱðȴϫʱһˮ£侲 
ϫͻѩռվϫû Щ׵ģԼΪ˵˳֣ҲֻǾһ¾ Ӧˣѹ֮ǰڱƵǷ!''ûؼҵ˿ үûж𣿻ﵱ׮ӡ
ǰϲ磬㻹̫!ҿ !ֻҪܻôҶԣҶܸ!" ˵͵ͷίӣȴڱ˵ˣ ʱȻа취ڳΪʸ֮ġ
ֹڵڷܲ˶Ϊڻᷢ һֱĵܵܣؼǧ½ҩң죬 һؼүǷǵӡ
һѾϫˣֻ岻Ŀ һۣһۼ临ӣζӣֻ̾  תϫ˵"ȥҩ԰ɣҩ԰ÿһҩ нֹ˭ܴ򿪽ֹҩľ˭ġ"
˶ˣ⻹ǸƢãΪǣѹͬܵ ؼү𣿻ղſһʲô˼֮ǰ ˵յѪ޵ĵ̰!Ҫܲǿд ҪȥأǸղô£
ؼҵڷӦڵǰү!' ȻȽϲº͵ãڲؼҵ үؼҵˡ
Ҫǰ϶һٳȴֻǵ ˵ͷԸǻ
ӣЩܳǰҪǿ
ð£Ĵûгͷǰ!ǳԴҩ
ϫڵĴʽŻѩҩ԰ȥҩ ԰һ߿Ϸһȥֹҩ԰ҩĵȼ ֹͣҲûƻˣʱħѾ ˼š
ϫЦһֱӳ֣ҩеĸߵƷ֣ Щֹƣû¾ȡһҩģȪ ࣬棬ѩո˻
ܲϲãô˳ۣڼίͰ͵ վھȻһɻӣͳȥָ ڵʲô̬ȣһֱģ ܵ!ū!Ҳ̫˷ˣ " ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

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ڵĿܲջ˵ĵһ 仰'ܲǶףֻǰܲҪΪ ˣԼûаҲѹ
ܲͨ죬˭֪ڼΪ£ȴ ˼񶾵ΪΪܣǼﳤΪؼҵ ʵһҪôƣǰΪҪΪ £ҪùϵȽӣΪõԲ ӣھȻ̬ȣһʱû˵ ˡ
ڲٶ˵תϫȥе 磬ô룬һֱҸ!
ûпãǿˣһܺ󣬵 "ǲΪҲ壬ֻһҪλ!Ҫ˭ ﷢Ҽһ飬ȻõĽǸĵ ܣ˿Եǰָұ˵Ҳ壬飬 ˵ָˡʱ!"
ϫЦֲһ£Ѹյֵҩĸˣĵ "ڿҭˣǰֻûҵڱͨ ˣǺڻͨڽЩ"
Ҫָڵ˶һʱ䲻֪ô˵ ϾǱ˼ҵ飬ǲùô࣬һͷʼ ֹǶЩҩĺãʱûȥɵҩ˵ Ϊأ
ü£Ҫοܲһȥֹ
ûϷɿˣʱȴָһļˣ ֹޱȣȷħ˻ħѾ ϫǺüˣħһ˶ǣҪƽ ˱ħһɣ϶ˣϫǲŲܣ ӿٶȡ
ڵү⼸˿治!̫  "
·ħڲѽ!ǳҩһ ҩЩزٵģҲ󣬲ЩСң ħҲǼҵĳͣԷħҲؼң ʣΪҩ԰ҩĶϫ Ҳȷʵջ̫ࡣ
"ǿҵľ˰!֮ǰ .....''κЦһ "СվǾȵأҩ԰Ķ˭Ƴֹ  ˭ģʲô𣿻˵أ"
ϫ֮ǰںദΪƢʲô ö׫ģͦء
ʵǲΪȪóĸ׵ĶΨһ ĵطĸˣŻ᲻ԾѹƢ
˱ڣһʱЩ̨ǱȰˣ˳ƶ
£صأϫǶ֪϶ڸ ˡ
õǶԴϲּһЦˣʵ ϫ̫ˣϫ˾ֱƿ˶ʮĽֹ ҩĿɶǧ꣬ҩҪڴ ȥˣôǸΪصͷ϶ģ ǰֺһжˣ뵽Ŀ 
ʵЩۺ죬ϫȪȴôϣ ԼľͱһԺӵҩĶҪö࣬ЩҩĶԻѩ ãǺҲҩҲõġ
ûһתһ£ߵǰ磬 ˺ܶʿνзݣɲ鷳 ..... ܶʿûü!"
û˵ЩʿƲȴ˵ûüҲǺ ˡ
ڴʲôǴģǰϫվ ͬĿõǸĵ˰!ôΪ 翼һأ"
õʲô˼"
ϫҩ԰ҩе߾֮͵ãȡҩ ǣ"'ĸ绹ǱǾȵģղҲԷħ ˵˭˽ֹ˭ģʱֹǣ  ҺʣôڣĻô˵ أ 
 ....."ƿԣֻǰִ󷽣ȴ ûҪôΪľڽѣô Ϊ롣
ֱܲõԲзһΪϫĻ Եʱȴһάãָϫıŭ ֻΪ˴룬ô˽!û뵽 һҲô˽ֱǳζͶ!"
ѩһѴ֣ܲܲ˲еϴʹ ȵĵŻѩա
ѩճĺľҪƾʲ ô !"
ϫǰ!Ǻˣȴⲻˣ ʲôһ仰ѣ˴󹦳ˣ!"
ﰵޣȴίģ״СĿ һۣǲǸ˵ʲô֪һֱ ңҲ֪Լݲ磬İ ѽ!"
Ϊʲôһʱ뵽㱳˵㻵أ' аͷãʵѵһŪ Ƿǵļһ"
ʻιӶҪըˣֶ Աȴһȡ
ܲһѵؼԭ Ӿ۸ãˣҲؼĶ ӣ "
Ŷ'˵ͷԭùӣ ˣûô㣬 .....~ǲСĵȥɣҲ û˵㻵һΪǹϵܺãԲиղһʣԭ ģղ˵Ҳˡ"
ʲôоˣ Ҫˣˣȴ ŰһŬڵû룬ֻ .....ֻ Ǹղ˵Ϊ .....Ҹһֱϲҡ"
ϫ˵ͷ~⣬ΪǸղҲ Ϊ˵ĻģϲҲĲ һСĺӣĸ׻ĸ׵Ԫ֮һ ҪܻϲϲĶԴ㣬ǿҲԲµ  !"
õ׺ûڣϫֽŵŶ! ЩҲ˵ģڼǴ壬ʲôס ˵ģ˵ǰ!"
ܲаŭȥѵ ϫȴøסˣ⼸ô޿֣Ҫ治֪ غ񣬾ʵߵĿ޷죬ܲıȥҲǶ ݣ
Ȫ䲻ͷĳϫеʲô̰!ɻ!" ϫѩͷ˸ıȥ ƽֹˡ
ЩֵĸŸɶղĶһۣ ˮĺܰؼҵ˽Ҳ򵥰
ؼҼͶͷ֪ʲôȴø ˡ
ֻܲһõԲзۻһֱԱߴߴģڮ ڣ˵ø࣬ȴôѿ ̣ܲʱҪ˵ˣܲЩ ֱ˳ҲϲҪԭ򣬶 ᣬΪڵĺĸԡ
ýüͷܲǺǵ㲻 ʼ
ϫһֱúܲĻ߹ȥײײ ʵôŲܲǸĺ" ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

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ڷ˸۵ôܣֻǶĵӼ ͬʱҲڻԼʱô;Ӽİź ΪҲа "
!''ϫЦ˳Ҫ˵ʲôȴȪ ȥɻˣϫѩտȪĴֱѩ εҡҡͷ߷һ֮ĽѾԤ ˣĿеѾҡù˷ ʵ䷴"
ϫӣҵȻ֪"
ϫ˾ҩ԰֮һҩ뿪ˣ еҧеİޣȴûа취ϫ˻Ŀ ֮ºڷֿģҲûаҩķָڣЩ˾ ڵ鷳ûа취ˡ
ȴһЩϾûõҩģǱ߾ͻ ת
ϫ˸뿪ʹˣߵĻϫ 뿪ķ򣬻ûԶЩģȴμסϫĻ Ҫȥ֪ˡ
ԭصﶼˣǼţʱ򻹲 Ҫ䵽ħȻòҩģȴ־ħ ûʲôϫСȴǶ
µһΣ˸˦ͣ ϫԼĵطһεɽûнȥŵ˱ǵ 㣬˲䷭˸ۣϫǶѾˡ
ϫһڣյѩǰûѩ־ 죬תͷڣÿ!"
ȴûϫĵ٩ȵʵô ǵģǿɶǷħĸְﻹǷħ ĺ֮!"
ϫЦЦҪ㿪ﻹף϶ أ
ڿ˿ˣʵǵ˭"Ҳɵ Ƿħˣ⼸˾ȻĿŵĵǣȱ ۣк̨Ҫ㹻ģ·ħ
Ȫ˭㲻ʣĸ׾ûƭ 㣬Ҳ԰Ըõû԰ ҲҪһæ!"
ںԥʵʲôæҰ!
ϫʵ㲻ʲôæ"
ڿЦһʲôأĸ ϣ˶Һ飬ʲô䲻 أ 
ѩյҲ˱ۣЩ黹תģֻ һֱһĸ뿪磬û˽ѣʵ ֻۼѣֻҪתǹ۵ķͷٽҴ Ŀ㻹кõδ
ڵһ˸ЩЩů⣬ЦЦʵ˵ ɣǵҪҰʲô"
ϫ˶һۣ˶ԷЦ⣬˵ʲ ô޷죬Ҳֻûһ˶øѡ
ȪҲˣǸǶֱӸϵģ ҲΪװ˾޿֣Ǹʼղ ·ˣ˵гؾǵ˲ˣʱ ϣؼҿԸи㣬ģǻᰵ ֪ǵĹϵ"
û⣬ҪܻסǣǱ¶Ҳû йϵؼؼȻСȴ濹ħǼҡ"
ȻҲ"ϫ˦һƿӸڵ øղŵҩƵĵҩΪѾڣ Ӧÿڡ"
۾ǧ½ܿסľΪ ΪһֱϽ𵤣Ҳ׻ôõԭ ֪ʲôѾ˽ڣȻ ôΪȴʵʵڵģҪҲ˽𵤣Ǹ һ϶ºˡ
Ҫ׶İЩ飬Ѿ ˸ûģĸװҪλҪǵ 
սƿӣҲƳˣԺܰæ طһ岻ݴ!"
ϫǵջ٣֮ǰľ黨Ѫ飬 ҩ԰õҩģںöˣеҪʵ ȻؾѾ߲һˣҪǳȥ Ͳˣǵֻ̫࣬Ȫһ˶ɽ٣ ǶɽǰڣȻȴҲ˫ȭѵ֣ϫǻ ԪӤѩոڽڣؾ Ϊȥ
ؾΪһôǾǲ ٣ӽڿʼÿһĲξͻ׽٣ʱ עľͶˣҪΪ׽ٱҵǿܾӲˣ СؾûĹǡ
ڷõҩڶһѨȥˣ ϫȪҲҩʼYݣҩСؾ Ũʼ
ѩջǲһȥضҪһţ СؾȻܻΣգǻôĵˡ
ºϫһչسˡ
ѩ۾ϫЦЦʵô˳" ϫڻѩԱ£ϣûϫ оԼ
ϫСؾŨҩҲ ҪãֻҪͻƵɽٲô׵ģҵĲֲ һѾоǵˣҲûʲôˣ ҪһһͻƵ"
ѩյ𼱣һԵģʺããо
黨ĵҩһԵġ"
ϫֱ壬ѩյģ֪ ģȥɣΪҪģ ǾҪȥǰѽˣʱҪҶˡ"
ѩյ˵ͷĿϫһۣϫ ͷӡһǣת֮ǰϫչصĶѨ
ͻϫˣ˿ûжļѨ ͬʱʱ䷢顣
ľǻѩյٶȺͬѰʣ⵽ ʲôʲô죬ûһ֢ΪҲ ʵһָоȵº֪һУ ԼǶôҲ벻Ļ䡣
֪ǲΪɲεڼ˱չصʱû κҰ޻ҹš
ϫһ£Ҳչϡ
ڳ󿴼ϫһ񣬵л!" ǰΪԼҪؾˣȴͻ˽ Ƕôת䣬⼸˵İ
ϫҡҡͷʼ㣬ΪȪĳŵ 棬ǲǽ׶ѣ㲻ˡ"
֪鲻˿һʴȴҲ֪⼸ ⣬ҲͲٽֻǰѸмѡ
һ£ȪҲˣȪΪûе ɽڣȴѾ˲٣ӦÿԵɽڣ ҲΪԽԽѡ
ѾԪӤڣһŻѩճ ȻȥѰǼ
ڵȵʱ뿪
ͷʵΪʲô㲻ӦҲܶ Ŷ~
ڵ˵ͷ֪ҲһֱǣЩ ҪٲҵҵĻҲģӦ÷ֿһʱ 䣬ҳǰǲŲҺ뵽һ飬 ʱȥ棬ǲŲ뵽ڰǡ"
ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

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ϫЦЦ㵹ǳ˲١"
ҲЦⲻ̵Ҫǹ Ľ̻壿"
ȪóһŷݸڵҪʲô飬 ȼһᾡϵҶĸ׵ĳŵ"
˫ֽϸĵķ뻳˵ͷ뿪
ϫֵȪ䣬ʵĸ׵ʲô չ"
Ȫ䷭˸۲ϫ
ɺĸװңһ˲ӣ ־ĴȺ㱻˸ˣڵĸ׿м Ծ˹ߵʱڵĸ µĳŵ
ϫӦʷˣʱһȪ ҹ!ֻһȪͻȻȻͷӡ ʣΪû!ȪʱӦûб ·ӡסʣʼ˭ӡأ "
ȪüҸʲô"
ϫ"˭ģʱӦ!"
ʼȪûзӦϫ˵ʲôһº̾ Ѿˡ"
ϫü
ȪҡҡͷңȻûҲ ˵ܶҲ֪֪˵ .....ҲֻѹҲ żӣļѾҪˡ"
ϫȪһۣ֪ȪȻ˵˲˵ һ˵
ԵĿ˿ˣͻȻ۾һԭϫ 䲻ȫ!ѹǶʱֵֹġ
ϫʵҲ֪"
ҡҡͷȪ㲻ҪǶʱǻ ģ㻹ҡ"
Ի͵ĴѾۼ˺ܶˣͷǷħ ǧֺɽˣʿҲں棬һǽյš
ϫͻѩαװȺΪ˲ע⣬ ǷֿжģαװҲ֮ǰһĲһϫ ѩһȪһһߣȪҲ˽ 
ϫԱߵһʿʵôȴ ʲô 
ϫŵʿǸ̸ģԪҲǵȵ ģ͸ϫ˵м ǵһùĶرҲǲ֪ µģɲ֪ôͻȻ˳ħǧֺ ɽĵӶΪģҲ֪˭Ҫ Ҳ֪˭Ӯ"
ϫͻѩնһۣﶼ϶ʹ˳ȥ ˮ㰡
ϫ"ô֪һҵȥأ ˵ ã͵õ!"
Ԫϫһͬҡҡͷ㵱ҵ ľͷ׮Ӱ!ǳţ»!ҼȻ ͱȻԴڱصãһҵ˻ãҪǱ˵ˡ" ԪսһЩѹþõˣӵ  
ϫЦһǲǶ˵ֱô أ"
ԪϫĿԣϫۣˣ ԶһЩ
ϫЦһһ֪ȴΪ ǧ½֮˵ҪԸľ˵ еʵһģܶɽٳɲŹ!"
ѩȻˣȴҲЩ˵̬һ ֱɲһ"
˶ڵŴ򿪵һ̣ĿתĶŴ 죬ֱƽҪרģΪҪԼû ǸܵõǼһ죬ҪܣҪʲ ô
ڣ
Χʼ仯˿ļ˶ ˼ѪһʼϫҲȫע ǵ뿿һ죬Ǿ䵽κһ 
Ӵ򿪵һ˲ǺŵҰſѪ ڣŨϯȴû¶һ˿
ڴŸմһʱ˾ȲҪ ȴڿⱻ˳ȥˣѪ
ľսӡ
ֻзħҺϫûжȣһ 䱸
ڴ򿪣¶óȻжˣħ ǧֺɽң໥һۣҧȥ Ÿһһ񱩵ϯҵ˱
ȥעħҵôͼ ͨʿȥ
ѩһѽϫԼǿ񱩵
ÿΣǳϫͻѩնȥģȪβ ԣϫ˱ȥҪæ
ǹ̫Ե̫죬ֱӻѩպŵϫ ˴
"¡!
Źرˡ
ȪҪţȴһЧûУ˿ ûд򿪹һûо߹һ
˶ûзӦô£ĿŹرյĴźͻ ŵȪ
"!
ͻȻ"ǻɲ!
ԭղϫͻѩڱʱ򣬱ǹɿ񱩵 αװ˸ղ̫ûзӦڱһ ˷׷׿ŵȪ䡣
ǻɲΣµľ"Ѫ֥!
˷׷ȪȥɲκʹûˣѪ֥ ҲˣʵǱûԼԵõĿֻ ĵѪ֥ǰǱʲô Ҫʵʵİ
βԣһ̤ţƬǵض𣬵˻ ٺԭĻѪ֥Ӱ
۾ֱð⣬Ŀûˣɲκ Ѫ֥һһεߣʱֱˡ
ﻨɽͷ£һŰװ۵˲չ Լɹ⣬ǳ
Ų˲εĲҶ£Ȼˣȴ
ܿĵĸо
λʲôöأ ֪!"
ӡ˲۵һƬɫ½ǣһֻůָ ССĲҶϣ"ûкúŶ!"
˲ĵҾ㲻ҲԼ㼯 ҸҪôడ!"
Һð˲֪˲ʲô͸Ĳͷˣ ˲֪ȴҲ뵽εЦЦΪ ɲΣ񣬵ȴҲΪݣ ˿ӣҪŬŶԣܱԼѵ Ϊ˿пɿڵʳҩ "
˲βΪȻҶĵ˵֣ⲻ  Ϊ˲ˣҲ˵ˣΪ˲ ״̬ҲãѾ̫ѵˡ
¶˲εϣ˲չӣ ʼڻۡ
οĿһĻͻȻɫһ䣬ʲôһ ӣһֹ˳ȥ
ʿãȻĿŶԷ
!ô°!Ҹոоı䶯϶ ĵرôһ¾û!"
Ҳо!"
ѵĵرѾɾԼˣ"
ԼܣҲܲôѽ!"
"ҿ!
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˾˲Σ˲¶һ 뿪
һȥ˲һĵȴŰ˵ĵ ʼģڴĶ ڴ˵ĵڴϵĸǷů
˲˸ӸߵΪȻܻΪˣȴ ˵ˣϲõȴŰ˵ĵ
Ϧµʱڱϼˣİ ɫе԰ףֲ̫ûз֣һ˾ ѽѽĽл
ԭŵüͷ׳ݵչ εͷԭѾһѽ!ܺã㻹Ŭ 
Ȼ!ҲſԸ㽻ſԸϲʲô 㱧ԹѾܾûˣЩˣҲܲ !"
ЩһڣΪֲλ˵ȫѽ 
ֲΪżڵϹȥ˰ εСҶӣ"𼱣˵"
ֲѧúרģѧĵһ仰ǽа˵֣ "ϫ
ϫվˣǸһֱ ˣҲǸһֱǲ˵ͻ ѩյغһ
ϫǸվԼǰһѹӺɫĻѩ գʵ"
ѩմʱѾ任װϫеİɫ ϫůָϫͷ
Ȼѩʲôû˵ϫ֪ѩվ еĻϫ
ѩʵΪʲôϫ"
ϫøף!˵ұˣ Ϊȡ֣  .....Ϊʲôȣ ûиȡ Ҿ!ҵ!ҵ!"
ѩ۵İϫ§ģ ģûסԼŵԣԿˣԲԺ ٲһˡ"
ˡ
ϫڻѩյĻ뵽ͻѩյķֱ
ͿҪˣϫҲоˣӦػ Ϊ˺þûϫûȥĻϫܳ ȥȴһͷͷǻǧŵĽָͷ ͷ۷Ź⣬ϫæݵҪߡ
ͷۿǾҪץסˣһɫĽ ϫϤĻѵڶ"ô ˣҲ˵Ҫ̫ƽΣ ա
ϫ˻ϫѵ⣬ʵ"ôˣôѪ ζôأ !"
ûеȵϫĴ𰸣ΪǸͷ˹ ϫ׵һԣۿŻϫͷЩԣ ϫ״̬ܲãʧ֣ͷ˵ˡ
ϫҪæȴԼˣϫס ˡ
ϫŭʲô ſң  򲻹ˣſң 
ϫѾϫͷ˵ 仰Ȼþͷ뿪ԭء
Ǿ仰"Ҫúõġ"
ϫȪİΣ˲ģ ȴҲǸһֱˣ˺ܾãÿεº ȪһȥȻֻȥĿĵңʵ һֱи뷨ĻϫܲԾˣ ôͷܿѾ׶༪ˣԸ ԸţֻҪˣˣǸ˾Ҳ ˡ
һ׵ĵˣȪԼ֥Ѫ׳ ˣŻָֻǲǸˣǲ Ļϫˡ
ȪҪʲôȴһ˵ͽϫ
ϫ£˫ָӵıѩգѩոоԼĹͷ ˣȴûкֻۣǸӵĻرסϫ
֪˶ãϫƽһЩɿս ѩյ֣ӻѩյĻ˳ȥû뿪ѩյϣ ŻѩϤװɫĽʵʱ׷ʲ ô£нô£"
£ѩ̾˿Ŷ¼ĮͶ ϫۡ
ԭϫΪһ߽ʿǧ½ǳ˵ ĵһˣõɵһ
һ·˳˳ˮǵõ汦ף Զжʼɵģǧ½Ĵɣħǧ֣ ɽɽţҪϰһˣҲϲ ĶͶܾˣɽŵǺ˵㲻ˣ ȴΪȻԼˣںϫ ΪԽԽߺãов
ϫ鷳ʼϣȥϫڵɽ ϶У˰װֵһŲΡ
Ǻþһֱţҿʼ˵ 챦Բ֮죬˭Ҫǿ Ķ󣬶챦ȥкֲ Լȴֲβ£Ϊ˾ֲΣǸʵ
ǿͷ
ϫʵ㵽Ϊʲôô죿"ʵĲκĿ ģֻǺ档
ѩտЦһ֪"
"!'ϫͳһԲĿŻѩգʵ "......˵......"
ѩյ˵ͷû!ôԭ 壬֮塣"
ϫҲû˵Ϊ˵ˣǻ ......
ϫû˵Ϊʵ֪Է ˣҲȡᣬһġǲ֪ô ҵ֮壬ҲץоҵСֱ ⣬ҵ³Ҳѡ"
ϫźǰЩһ ô£ô  .....ôٳΪѩա
ѩһµʱҸͷʱѾ ˣ֪ҶԸ .....ͷ˿ ѷ죬Ҳ֪ôͶ̥ڵ 塣"
ϫ֪ѩû˵ǣʱѾͬ 
ϫЩѾҪˣҪǣѾ ˣ֪Ϊʲô汦׶ôѺˡ"
ѩЦЦҵģ»ع飬ܻ Щİɣû뵽汦׵һݻѡ㣬ʱҵõ ݵʱҾһֱһݣһֱûҵ"
ϫʵҵҪ"
ѩյҪ͸㣬ΪĵرеĿ϶ Ҫ˿ӣҪúõġ"
Ҫúõġ
仰ϫ뵽ʱۣ۾ˣʵ ĵرеĿҪǳң㵱ʱҲڱƵǸ ˣΪʲôΪʲô ....."ΪʲôҪΪҶ 
ѩٴΰϫ§Ϊ̫ɰɰҲ Ķ֣ɰҪһֱ㣬ȴ ˡ
ϫûѩյִŵʵΪʲô ң 
ѩ̾˿ϫӻ˳˫Ѿ εȥϫĵʾҲʲ ˡ
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ϫֽŲõĹҵѩյϣýģ ǣֻŬĿѩա
ѩչ𴽽ǣ§ϫҪԼͷ ÿϫĴȥ
ϫһ£͵һ˻ѩյĻѩ æסǡ
ϫڻѩյĻĬƬ̺ʵؾ ô£"
ѩյɽٵʱԤһһ ٣˺þҵһؾԤеٽʱ ӡīû뵽ڤڤ֮жۣһǻص ȡҵĽҲһеļ䡣"
ϫϵĽָͷѾˣھ ʣңû뵽һֱôĵ飬 㣬Ը!
ѩסϫֵҪΪǻ˵ģ ֻأԻие³"
ϫȰҷŹǣ '֪Щ˱Ƶû ѩղȥôܷŹǣЩҪ ʱҪޡ
ѩҡҡͷȻǣֻ˵㲻ҪѺǱ ִţá"
ҵȻ֪ǻ!"ϫҪǸ !"
ѩյͷãġ"
ϫʵǼȻԨԴΪʲôҲ !"
ѩӦΪ汦׵ԭҵ ʱҵҵǷ汦׾ҵġ"
 ''ϫһۿ֮ǰ ֱڻϫﻹûкúÿأһ Ȼ򵥣͸źŵϢ·ɣ Զȴжԭӡ
ûжٶ䣬ȴ˸оõĺΰ ϫŴĸ䣬һһ鿴̾ һһֱ˯ѣСؾ ǲǸоȫһ"
ѩյСؾף֮ǰ̽ʱ ҵʱΪǾһ⡭
ϫͣĶղŻܸȤĴ ѾĿ
ѩտϫӣֱԼһ£ ӦñؾĶأҵʱҲ̽ڶ
ѣõ汦ףȻ˳ȥҵõ汦 ׺һͶȫˣҿȥ 磬Ӧ汦׾ǿ  ....."
汦ôŪģǸ汦Ϊ ѲŻµǲģ"ϫŻѩʵ
ѩγĬʱˣ̧ͷǽ ϫѩվúۣڵǵģݣ ĺѡ"
ϫսȭͷһɿ̧¥ ȥ
ѩոʵȥģ"
ϫΪƽȥ¥ղ˵汦 ף㿪һ¥ȫ汦 ףӦÿԵˣȥʲô浽 ǵˣСؾԣõī ǿ϶ӲŹˣ˵кö õҪܵɽ٣ʱҲôˡ"
ѩǣϫֵ㲻õģõīָ ΪѾīҵĳ ԪӤˣټɽڵľ飬źܿҾͿ ȥһᱣ㣬βʳԡ
ϫůģǡ
һԼŬԼ˳㱣㣬Ҳ޷!"
ѩЦ˳Ҵûӹ"
һȥѩϰԵİϫ ƿĴţһǰԺ˽ȥ
̤㣬һƬѩеī ʣһƬڹⱻ¡
ȴóȻȥϫһ£̧ǰ ȥ
ѩһ£ûֹԼϫ׼ ʱ֣ǣϫǰʲô鶼ûз ˳Ľ˵Ĵ
İ٣տһֻһ ڷһ¯Ǹ¯ﲻ֪ȼʲô㣬ȼ˶ã ڶһֱȼţһɫĹӺӣڰǰǽ Ϲһ񣬻ǸɷǵıӰ
ûˣֻһӰûл档
ϫͻѩնһۣϫ̽Եİɫĺ ӡ
ֻûӣǽϵĻ׹һѩһ ϫ˼˼䱸ĿŻϵıӰ
ǱӰͻȻ˹һе˲һͷ¶ аһЦƮ"û뵽ܵõ !!⻹һ壬һɲΰ!!"
ϫѩջͷȥʵ㵽˭"
ѩͷ۵İϫȥðͷרĵķŻ ˡ
˵춯˶Ǹٴ"ᰡ~䡣"
   
ϫͻѩһʺŵĿŻ
ȿ'ִÿ"ǲ֪Ҳûйϵ һǻ֪ģҪǵأ ʵǸһ ģһѾõˣǺڰ׻ףһ ǰĶ"
ϫٴ̽ͷʵأ"
ܻ"ѵǾͲ֪ʲ ô ǻ׶ôˣⶫж棬ʲ ôж "
ѩסҪ˵ϫʵ汦׾Ѿ ͺĶ϶ҲǱѰǰ˵ʲ ôأ 
ϫ˸˳ĶȻƮ λС绹ϵ̶ȻȻС һʺŶ"
ѩղûбգʵҪʲô"
˻ѩһۣһ㶼ɰ!ˣҾ ˵˰ɣŵֻһʶұ˱ ҪҲѣȥңȻҵϢݸ ȥ"
   
ϫʵǲʲôȱµ鱻˸ ˣȻȱôҸ߱ˡ"
ѩ̾˿ûļסϫ֣Ը ͷðˡ
ҧгݵҿԷģҲûʲô캦 飬ҲҲֲ!"
ϫǱ˹ˡ"
ѩո䱻֮ǰڵǰȻô ô᣿"
ҲС˵ĵǵ״𲻴 Ӧ !"
ϫͻѩնһۣϫǴӦԣ Ҳ֪˵ĵ׶ԲԣҪ㷢ģȻҲ ĻȥӦ¡
˻ͦ˵ͷԣҷģҸղ ˵ĻԣҪУ!"
ϫͻѩҲһ˸ԡ
ֻҪ䲻Ӧñأǻ߾ܵȥ䣬 ɴӦ!"
Ǹշԣе˾Ϳʼʧϫæ
Ӧȥ㰡!
еѾʧϣհ׵ֽʾһ
ҲŬɣҪ˷ǵĶ ˸տ꣬ϵҲʧˡ
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ϫԭת˺üȦ˺ü飬ǻûٳ ֣־ҪҪȥðϵĺӣȴѩˡ
ѩùֱӴˣ˰ڷŵҩû бΣգְѺӵݸϫ
ϫݺݵĵ˻ѩռ۲Žӹӣóĵҩ ˿ַڱţ½۵"ⵤҩͬ죬 ȻȲҵı壬ʱĹЧȴǧ½ εҩúãҪָԭΪⶫ ʣǻָΪҲǿ̫Ϊ ȡ"
ѩյҲܺʣҪͻƶɽ٣ټ Ͼ黨ضˮɣĵر֮飬ҲΪ ȣ㱾ͿҪͻƣֻҪһõ "
˶һۣһŵҩ£¿ʼҩ 
ǸǸޱķѾ ǵˣȫص˴ٺʲˡ
СؾߣҰ޿ʼң ź˶ֻƣڱҲûڴſڣȪ ȴ͵͵˻ȥ
ô°㲻˵û ôһֱûг"
ȪüóһСڲ֦⻹ʱϫ ⣬ΪԷһϫϰεģԿڲ֦Ӧ ϫ״ڸӦϫӦû¡
ȪҡҡͷҲ֪аţ ˰ɣЩ˱Ұ޺ؾ³ҩ ˣרĿɲҵڡ"
ӵϫ壬ϫоƿ ȴûпϲĳ嶯ŬƽľΪϾҪ ٵľħ١
СؾͻƵĲù׽٣ɽеħȴҪ ġ
ϫӰһǰڻϫ׼ͬھʱ ˵Ǿ仰һظڶߡ
"Ҫúõġ"
ϫ񼤶Ѫþһ ֵĻϫ
ϾҪþеĻϫʱһϤ ϫ͵˹һжģϫѾ ˣӦǻϫѾ˻ѩգԶ!"
ѣһŨӵڣϫϺ һʱ俴Աߣѩջû ȴڴĻѩյ壬ΪҲš
ѩʵûϫôƽҲӭ ħ٣ΪǰΪڶɽ٣ȻһԾͻ ȴĵҩָ˻񣬿ΪΪǵ̫ 죬ħ١
Ϊϫʱļ˿죬ٳ ô磬ȴ֪Ŀࡣ
ϫҷޱ䣬һŬٺã ŬҲˣʼʱԲôůò һ㱾£Թ˺ԼΪ̫Ŭ̫ ⣬ǵ˶
˶ֻö飬ȴ ŬûһĶݣȴǱ ѣǧ½죬һжɻϫĺ 
ڰȴһ⣬Ǿзֵǿ Σоõ룬Ҫ˵Ǿ֪ ôϾЩ̫̰ᣬѵһ ĵر˭ƴıסˣ š
ѩۣӳľϫŵǵ
ϫʵôҸոоڵҶ ְˣȴ˹"
ѩЦ"⣬Ҿͻػ㡣
ϫüʵ㵽ôˣ"
ѩҡҡͷû£Ѿˣ ٶȣҺܿͿԶɽˣʱǶɽǰڣҲ ùǼɽٺڵġ"
ϫǿǵҩô˳ģɽٵɲ ôҵġ"
ѩЦŹһϫıӣ ɽٹѽ!"
ϫһҲǣתֵĿŻѩգʵ ӦϫˣղŻûôϰԼǻϫġ"
ѩЦݵҾǻϫֻ֮ǰļûں ѣ֮ǰֻǼ䣬ȴûôĸͬܣǸղħ ʱֺЩ¾һ飬Ҳŷ֣
ҡ"
СؾѾҪرյʱҲʧ ˾ۼһȴСؾĹرգ˶ͷ ˺ܶˣؾҰҲǳصġ
Ȫڴ⣬˶ЩؾҪˣ Ҳ֪˺ؾʲôϫͻѩվ ֲ뿪ܵϫ
ϫͻѩһӴͿѾżϻȪ ϫǶʱȪԼչˣҪȪ 䣬Լͱץȥˡ
ϫЦųȪȥȴѾȪֱһ æɲסȪŭʲô "
Ȫϫʲô 㻹˼ʣ ȥʲôˣ ûҲ֪֣ "
ϫӵⲻǳ~лл㡣"  ˵ر˾
ȪҪ٩һϫȴĻѩգȷ ǿ˻ѩǰѽһʵǶѾ ˡ"
ϫͻѩնһۣѩյǵģҾϫ ллչ˺ϫҲãûпǵ"
Ȫ˰ֵ㲻øҿһŵҵѡ"
ѩЦһµã֪ˡ"
ȪĿŻѩյ㵱ľٶȻͬ ˣȴͬ㵱»ɲΣ֪ ô"
С!''ϫסȪ䣬ѩǶӡ
ȪȴȫϫֻҪžһֱ 㣬ĲĲΪκԭ壬ֻΪĲĳܲ סĿŻģһľ覣 մȾ̫ʹȴǲĳܲסģȻ
ȥ ....."
ʧ''ѩսȪĻϫԲ ֻҪúõģȴûй˼ɵࡣ"
ϫһôܹأ"
Ȫһˣת¶ߡ
ϫ㶵"㲻ỹ˰ɣȥģ"
Ȫعͷϫһ"ղѾ˷˺ܶʱˣ ߣؾҪˣûоؾĲͬ"
Ȫһ˵ϫͻѩղŷؾĲͬ˶ һۣϫһھԭĴС䵽 
ȪȵۣȴΪٶʣ ڸȥ
˸ϵڴʱѾۼ˺ܶˣα װȺпڵǱߣ֪ǲǺ ۣڻţߵļͶҲǶбЩ İ
ϫһȥмͨʿ
ѩְϫͷת˿ȥͣ һαװ"
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Сؾڿϫ˷ֳӳ ȥɻأ˭֪һȥϫ͸оһԵ Լ
īʰѹѩһֱߵ״̬վ ϫǰ档
ī!''ħĿɿڴĿŻѩĽ "㾿˭ "
źǧҲɲĿŻѩգһʱԼ ҪĻɲκѪ֥ˡ
ѩɨ˼һ̧ۣһĨȥϵαװ
ħ˺һϣҡͷ"!ôܣѾ !"
ϫҲȥԼϵαװôܣ ʼһȺֶεСˣڻûκθı䣬 ڤڤ֮жһֱһأҶ õĻ!"
ʼ𾪹󣬷ħڷӦϾǼ ˵ˣһαı顣
ǧõϫ㵱Ϊķö෽ʿַ 㣬㲻֪ڸģΪҲˣû뵽㻹ţ ôЩ˾ͶҪúøˡ"
!'ϫЦſǧã͵ǧ½ǧ Ҫ!͵ħʥȴ˵ʲôΪ Ҫõϫط˵ΪķҪ׽ ôƤ˵ĳ!"
"Լͽϲϫκλϫȴϲ''Ȫȥ αװ˳ǧһŮӵ Ƥ׷ϫ󰮲ɣҲɺ󣬾˵ ϫʼҲǹ!ɻ ĵ˵ҲǲҪһ!"
歴ĿŻѩգǳ࣬Ǳˣ ȴصĳһ
ϫڻѩǰ棬ȥ歵Ŀ⣬ŵһ ѩգһ𾪡
㲻ҪǸ飬ѩվԲ!
ϫһۣȪȴЦˣ˵ĲҪ ʲôҾûϫҪ°!"
死ǲ˵ŵһĿŻѩգѩտ ûпһۣתϫ㣬Ҵûйκ ˡ
ϫȻŻѩյģ˵˵ȥ ЩģǻѩһڣϫȴһеĲ ɨôΪ˶ͻѩأ
޺޵ĵŻѩյҲ ˭˭֮ҴˣЩ£ȴҶ ά㣬ô "
ϫ˵ˣҪ֤ݾ͹ó ֻһͷռˣʲôѵ治֪ "
ŵҪҲԣֻҪǹԹԸǻȥ Ȼó֤ġ"
"!!ϫЦ"ǵɵ  ߣʣ!"
ǧõɲ!"
ɺ߸һˣϫķÿ ǶɽΪ
ϫ˶һۣЩ˽ûŹǣ ڱصõļư
һ"!
ɽĵΧϫѸٽһǷ ֹϫӳȥ
ϫԴΪ˿ٵϫǣ ɽٸͬʱ֣ϫҲֵǲ̫ ࣬Էɽ٣ʿ󣬿ϫ ٣һ񣬻һԪӤôܵ¡
ʼѪľҲΪʵһ˵ ˣϲ⣬·һҪľǰ
ѩպϫҲҡҡ׹ϫĵĴһؿڣ ȴ֮ǰڻĴС档
ϫ۾һͻѩնһۣѩյ˵ͷŬ ϫջıϫ űĴȥûҵһط ͱҵң֧Ųס
һȦǱܿȥԭѾû ϫǵӰ
ϫٴǰˣβͬǣ ˰һ飬ϫ˵Ѿ˾֪ˡ
ؼҵķɴѩշϫڴ£ϫ úͿʼˡ
Ȫʵô"
ѩҡҡͷãĹȶѣǸΪ ķ̫ˣأ"
ȪҡҡͷҲû£ڴء"
ôûʲô˵ˣȪתߣ ѩͻȻ˵˵ɡ"
ѩȻû˵ģȪȴ֪ʵϫʧ ȥϫǶʱ顣
ϫӴȻĹ࣬ȫ ٳ´ջ࣬оΪһ 
ۣͼѩնһ̣ϫ ϲĲ˶˽ϫˣѩЦЦѲ˷ŵ ϵ"ҽǵĳЩԵģϲģ԰ɡ"
ԵϫܿģοԼϲģ´ ˹ȥûзֻѩҪˮ顣
ϫĳһ󣬲ŰѶ߳Ա"
ﰡ"
ѩյһˮݸϫ²ŵ ڻؼҵĶ󲿷˶ظˣǵ ȫ¶ˣжˣڡ"
ϫҲò³ǵˡ"
ѩЦЦ³ôǵĽףǰ ǣҪ˵Ҳ˼ɵӦ ĸ׵ŵ!ҾҲᡣ
֣'ϫԵĿŻѩգʵʲôʱ ôˣ"
ѩһºЦЦðɣҸоͦġ" ϫɵĿ˿ѩգѩղǣҲˣ 
ʱľһѾԿյӣԾ ʿˮ
ϫʵ"
ڵϾҪǼҵؽˣʲô㣿" ϫ֪״תͷѩա
ѩյ̫ۣǵļҲǸһ ȥģǾ뿪Ȼȥϣ˵ǰ ȥ㡣"
ڵ˵ͷҲãϾСؾֵõȷͦ ġ'֪һкҲǲĶԼǸˣ ޲飬޷˵İѼ˲ԼĶ Ͷ֪
ϫƻڽؼҵؽǵʱ 뿪ˣĸڼص㣬ϫֿߣ ϫͻѩȥؼҶ㣬Ȫڳš
ϫͻѩظԤ˵õڸ˵ Ҫڣȴŵĸסˡ
ŵһƬӵĿϫͻѩգѣү ô㽻ѣ߰!ÿ첻֪ж˴ Ż˵ү!ģ˰ɣٲߣ ǿҪ!"
ϫûüڴһ"Ҫ˭  ҵ㶼ʶˣ ˭ôĵҵĿ ģ !"
ϫڳˣͻѩվһԣڴ
Ͼؼңڵѡ
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131ؼҶ
ŵĿȻЩ飬ȴô£ص үүҲ;ŷԸסЩˣ үҲǹ㰡!"
Цһ"ҸףҿǸŮ˷Ըİ!ô ûǾͰŮˣҪţһù ѽ !"
˵ʲôأ"һϵڵĸ˳ Ǵŵġ
ŵĸϽүã¹￴ƽүͦ࣬ ЩܲõģͷԸǶ࿴ţ֪ үȻһ£үˣүˡ Ҳ .....ҲΪүð¹֪үϲ Щ£Ϊүá"
üڣڹŲӵɻȥ㿴ڵ һһ磬ô˸ôûʶĶ ӳ¶ôҲԼŮˣôԼ ӵӶ
һʱϫЦü ϫ
ϫȴһ㶼£ЦŵؼĪֻ֣Ǿ ˼˵ǲǰ"
ȻԼıϫ;ͻѩĪĺ ֣Īģѩսа
ѩյ˵ͷǵġ"
ʵ˼ˣ "
ϫ˵ظŮȥˣ˾ؼ үǰҽһȴ⸮ʲôү ֻһµĹȫҵŮ˰!үˣ ⿴ŵȴֱΪǵ"ŮˆҲʵľֱӰ Ǹߣү˸̵ܽĺӰү ڸʲôλ"
ڶ"Ҳ֪Ѿûλ˰!"
ɫһ죬һףȻҦڸȴû Ҫ̧ΪŮˣΪģֻΪؼ ãĿȫѹȥ֪ ҲһȴˣԼӸڵĵλȷ ѽ
ϫһۺѾɪɪĿ ŵģԴؼ뿪ˣԺҪٳǰ!'˵ ̧ž뿪ˡ
ŵѾڵأĿϫϫ ôүҲҪѯһžҪҪǽȥ"
ڷӦϽϫǽȥ
ŵҪȥڣȴļ͸ʱ ڵҪ֮ǰڼôûλ챻ؼѵ ӣŰͽҦµģؼﻹе λģظļ壬򵥣ǮߣҴ ȱҵӣһжûˡ
ڵԺӣڰѼͶǲ˳ȥԼϫͻ ѩ£˵˱ˮһĿϫ ѽÿҸŮ˶ϣĶҡ"
ϫЦһʲôֻҪ㸸׵Ƣ ԺеӮġ"
ѩεҡҡͷվѶŵڸǰ ȥ
ϫʼڽΡ
ϫ㸸һϴ㵱ȻͲܸ ˣԽŸɣԽ㡣"
 ....."Ҳ룬ʵûа취ֻ ֿ
ϫһӲɽҲĿڣҽ쿴㸸 ӣעصĿ϶ؼң϶ʼҲûŮ ӻΪǸţûҪΪʲô ˸ӻˣ"
ڵⶼŮ˵ֶΣ˶֪Ĵˣ ȻֺҸװӻġ
ϫ˵ͷǵģһ㸸ױƣ ϶ԸŮȴ˱ӻؼңû ԹޣǱĬ㸸׽ã֪Ϊʲô  
ʵҡҡͷ
ϫһֶۣΣ㸸׾ ԸչģҪǱƵģһһⶼΪ 㸸ס"
ڵุҲ˵ġ"
ϫһЦǣȻҪ֪ ֪˰ս"
ʵ"Ҹô"
ϫĶ֣ڴս ֹͷȫϫС Եܡ
ҹ
ϫͻѩնû̫ͣҪ һؼҿ϶ֲԡ
ϫԼĴôҲ˯ţȦһ ͵һܾʹܵ˻ѩյĴϡ
ѩȶȻİϫŽǺñӣȻ§ס 
ϫҲû˯ʲôѵǸ歵Ů ˣ 
ѩճͷԵҧһϫĶ䣬ϫеһ òѩˡ
ѩյ翴˺ħĶԿһƽͣ ŬȴѾȫܣɽһ򲻹£ Ҷ󣬸ʿ֪ҲǸŭԣΪһ 죬ȥǧ½޵"
ϫǹ"ȻЩȥȴ ԼûоҲûлѩôд
ѩҡҡͷǣֻǲԼһҪʱʱ ̹ĶǵĵطǴ粨ƽϢһЩȥ 
ϫҺСʱǾȥħǧ ½ı߾սңǿȥԼҲ Զɽǵ׷١"
ѩյ˵ͷҲã浶ǹֱӶϣ ﹴĶǡ"
ڶ죬㲻֪ôģȻҪ, ҲϫͻѩգҲ£ھȥǰ
һͼҦĸѾˣ,
ȻҦ°úܿġ
ڸ뷢ȴϫĶ˲ѻ ȥվﾲĿǱݺڡ
һڳŲȥˣڣŭ ûйˣ ˶֪ ѵҸ ! ĸ׾ôģ "
ȥĻֳͷΣգϫĿҦº ¶Ц̧һš
ڽڶΰѻȥװίվϫЦ Цڵʵʧصңǿһ ڣԲĴŶѣڣ̫ж˰ɣ ˵ԴĸҲûܰĺ͸׳Թ ˣ룬ղ......"
˵꣬ԼԲ뵽ոյĳԼ ԭڵʱӣҲһϾԼĶ ӡ
ȿ!"ÿߵ֣ڵѹ ˵ѽܸʶѵѻ ҵǺ֪λСѵж!"
ҦºðҧղֻҪڷ϶ ӡҲҪѣȴ˿ˣ ÿϫܾ˸ĸоʶ
һһ۵ĽһϫͻѩգȻ˵ǻ ĪĺͰ
ϫվصңûλ~  ط"
Ҧ˾ͺ"ϫƺҦط˵Ļ
Ҧ˲ͺˣάֲ˶ׯӣһί Ҫ޵ӣȴҿڡ
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ϫЦ"˿ȴǱ˵ļ棬 㶼ңأôãȴ ĶӣؼҵүҪҦºøôǺ ....."
£˰ʳźãѩ־͸ ϫвˣֻҪϫ࿴һ۵Ĳˣѩվͻ̼е 
ԴȫˣǾۣԹԵĳţ ȴ岻ĿųԵϫĪӱ𼱣˱֤ Ǹѣһдġ"
һʱڿȥΪԼһֱըҩ ͰĶӻᷭȴһĿϷ顣
ϫͣ¿ӣõǣҲдú ãԲŻôοңҲǣظҴҵ󣬶 Ǵ´ģʲôˣֻǲ֪ үҲһ˵ǰɣ"
ñҭ˻ȥˣȴ֪˵ʲôˡ
ҦһãЦŵĪӺͰ׹ڶѣ ô˵֪أǶظĹͣǿ ˻˻أöҲǲϰߣ...... Ǳ밡"
ϫҦʵܿϵģʱֻЦЦ ķҪôˡ
㿴˿ֿ˿ǸͻȻڵСؾ Ȼ˲£Ҳ٣ÿСؾرպ ۻỹǻճС"0.2.2.3
ϫͻѩնһۣԡ
ۿڣ֪Ҫøһȥ ۻᡣ
ҦºöһۣЩԾԾԣΪӦ ȥۻᡣ
ڰ˵ı鶼ɤӵں úһȥڣҲСˣЩýӴˡ"
Ŀһ㣬˵ͷӦŶá"
Ҧ½ʽָóͷ״ƹɵĵͷӦ ˡ

ϫʵۻʲôۻ᣿"
ڵÿСؾܻЩõٵĻ ҩģЩֲʺԼЩҪĶ Ҹ׾аһۻᣬЩھۻϽ Щġ"
ѩյ㸸׿ͷԡ"
ڵЩͷԣ ....."
ϫҲΪ㸸ʲô֪֪ ѡ
ڵǰ!Ӷ⣬ֻؼҡ" ѩյԼΪòġ"
۾һ£ְȥѾ ҵ뷨ˣˡ"
ѩյһЦ㲻ЩԺؼһ᲻ ˣĸ׵ĳ"
ڳĬĿŻѩգϫȾҪû㸸 İҪҪǶõı!"
۾ʵ"Ӧô"
ϫЦЦӻóһӵݸڣ ҩݣȥ׸㸸ף㸸Ȼ׬Ǯ ǼҲ˼ҿΪԷ˭ҲԼΪ ͣҩ㸸׵һС磬һǳġ"
ڱҪܾϫȴֱҩڣ˳ ˳ȥţһǳɡ
ڴվһᣬЦҡͷˡ
ŵģϫͻѩҲû̫ţÿ춼 ؼҰŸǵ˹˵ȥʱ 䵽ˡ
Ҳ֮ǰԼõģҪȥᣬϫͻ ѩҲҪҪȥ
·ϫڸѩսεг̣ԼͿ ڻѩյĻ˯
ɴ죬˵˵طǸȥĵ вԶ˵еĸ߼򣬵ʱö ߼򽻻ԴһЩҲȥС ؾ˲μӣһЩƽʱкöģҲһμӣ ʱһ𽻻
νԩ·խݵľֳ龰ˣ߼һ ȽϺΰĽǾ㽨Լסдݵλߵ ģħݹˣ˸յ¥ʱúͷħ ˡ
ϫĪϵαװŷôô ù
ѩȻŲϫǰ棬Էһ
﷢ϫȴؿҰ⣬һȴ һڡ
ĵάˣվڵǰ棬ȥ Ŀ⣬ʵǶؼʲô"
Ŀһ㣬㲻ϲԼĴ ȫǧ½˶֪ģôҲ벻صһά ڡ
һԲԵҡ"
ߺ"ѵô鵽
˿ɫ"
ڸҪȴоһۣϫվߣ˲ ѳı˻ȥһįӵͷ
̾˿ڵļˡ
õҧˣȴҲ˵ʲôһ ˡ
Ƕ뿪ˣ̧ͷȫĮȻ
ϫŻѩȥǵķ䣬һ ̬ȵĸı䣬ҲܵŴ
ѩʵûȪǵϢô"
ϫһ˴£˵ǻ ǣ˵һ˼飬ûи ʲô飬ͻθڣ˵ǵǻȥҡ"
ϫȪĽķʽʲôѩ ֪ϫҲûи˵ΪģֻΪⷽʽֻ ַãѩһ֪Ҳûãѩ ֻ֪ǿԻ༫صĴϢ
ѩεҡͷõѣȴһ ֣ʲôȴͦԷģȪ ػϫðվȪ䶼һġ
ʽʼǰѾַǷˣϫв ģŻѩվͳˡ
ȻδʼȴѾʼˣö治 ٣Ƕϫ˵ͲˣֻǿˣЩ 벻ۡ
ͣͣȷʵûʲôÿˣϫŻѩ ¥ȥ˸߽¥һߺȴ"ǲ֪ ʱǸ!˾ȻҸҶԿǿ!"
ϫѰȥͼһ˵ĺͬ鰴 ϣͬȥ죬ѹ˵ˣС ҵ㻹벻ˣ "
ϫͻѩնһۣߵԱߵ ѩյˣϫרĵͬ˵
ֹ"ʲô˵ģô˶ˣ֪ ˿ɲٰ!ѵܶס˵"
ͬ޺޵㻹˵!Ƕ²ס˵죬ȴ Ҳ˿!"
ͬһ仰ѣĿͬ顣
ͬɸֵûĿŵ ʲôǧ½˵һˣʲ ô !"
һס죬ͬҡҡͷˣϫ ᶼμˣֱ뿪
ϫſϵȲ˵ԩ·խԣ֮ ǰյŵһ˽ϫ һߣԶ
ϫ̧ۿ˿ѩգŮˡ
ѩεĵϫһۡ
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133һ
ŵһһĻǧֵĵӣŵһ հӡ
һаСĵŵһ ǲã˵˲׼˽Գģ㿴"
ŵһ˵İһۣһһ°ŵ ̫ƽ˵ħѾвǧ½ 㣬......"
!''ŵһͷĴͬŵȰ˵ڵֻ ܲǸ˵ϢһҪ֪ǲҵ !Ȼ⽫Ϊҵħ!"
"˲˵ .....'ԼǸаֱڿ죬û ӣû˵ͱŵһݺݵĵ˻ȥ
ŵһŭѵҲĸƤճ ĸײмһˣ "
ŵһĵڷԼ˵ˣųųû У......"
ϫŵѩߣСĶ~ϸ!
ѩյĿϫüƽҪ»ȥ ֪пܻǱ˵ĸף"
ϫʵ"ô֪"
ѩû˵ֻ岻ɨһϫĳ ط
ϫоһԹԵȥòѩա
˳극ͻȥ˸һݣ£ ѩմţŭվ⡣
ϫʵǸʲôˣ˭ˣҲ ˵ˣ㲻Ҫô¶"
̧߽ݣӾҪˮȴϫһѽ ˡ
ŭ"ˮҺһ"
ϫü"ⱲӸղŲȹ"
ûϫƺѩգһʱûзӦ֪ ѩհѱӽ˹ȥһ죬ϫһۣ ˸ӵˮȡ
ϫʵ"ˮҲˣ˵ɣôˣ"
һѹ»ܲҵҲˣܲ ģһ׾ʹˡ"
ϫĵת˱ӣʵȻأ"
һӣŭһҸ׾Ͱȥ
Ҳڣܲ꺮ůú!"
ϫһۣ㲻ǲϲܲô ôѵƭҵģ "
һΪʲôӣҸ׺ ׷·ʲôһ̸Ҹܲôôÿ Զ½ʱ䣬ܲһƨҲţҸ׺׾ ӣ˵Щ˵ʲô "
ѩʵأʲôӦ"
ڲмǵͰˣǻƨҷһ ܲһͷڹꡣ"
ϫüڵҪСˣ϶ô ׷ġ"
ڲ"ܲôãƾڵôѡôˣ˵ ʵ֪ܲöȣҪõ á
ϫһ۵Ҫ²һүˣ ǴСʲôУȴǣҲǿֺ㸸 ڵĵλʵʲôûУʲôģܲ ܲϲܼȻȲؼңҲ Сõѡôܷ "
ڵ"㵽ǰûǰѽѵ㻹ˣ" ѩҡҡͷǿȴûȨΪԼ ȥ˵Ȩ"
!"ϫһӵأΪĸ ̰ģΪԼ̰ģⶼֲ˱ûȨ ȥˣο޹ˡ"
ʵ"˵ǻô"
ϫ°úܲ Ľǿ϶ģõİ취Ǵͻ ƣǵĽòˡ"
ڵҲŲȥ˵!ʱؼҺܼҲùң
ɵŻô "
㻹ɵ!"ϫһۣ˭˵ ˣǿ϶֪㲻ģҪŪʵʱ Ȼȡ"
ʲôʵ"۾ʵ
ϫ͵͵һۻѩգȴѩЦЦĿ أһ죬Եתͷȥһѽȥֹ 죬ߵʱκģҿߺȲ ѩգͷͳ˳ȥ
ϫߵߣĥĥ£ɸɵЦ
ѩպһε"ѽ!
ڶˣῪʼڱȥѧϰȥ ø
ϫͻѩհĵῪʼһ̣ؼ ϫͻѩΪڵѵĹϵҲõһȽϿǰ λá
зħɽǧּҵˣٰĻǺ ¡صģϵĶˮʳҰ޵ľ⣬νǴ ˣϫһ"ؼġ"Ϊ׬ö࣬ 
ϫֽ˺Щˣŵһܲ ɽģ֮ǰСؾǼҵ˶ˡ
˺һʽʼΪ ˴ҽҪҲǽһˡ
óԼı˵һҪ˭뻻ģվ Լı˵һҪͬͽҪһ ͬ⣬Ǿա
ϫͻѩվȫ̿Ϸҵ˭Ҳ벻ȫ Ѱˣʹֵαװǰ
ʼܶ̽óĶһ㣬˳ ȻһҲֻǶĶһЩеԭ
ҪõȥǶͷĶ
ֱŵһóѩ۾ϫתͷ ѩտȥǵ͸ѩյĵһӣ 滹ԿµĲҶļǺš
ѩմսϫҵ겻СĶʧˣ˺þãû 뵽Ȼŵһ￴ˡ"
ϫ϶歼㱦Խ͵ˣھ ȻŮ"
ѩͷ"Ҹ歾ʲôû!"
ҵȻ֪"ϫ˻ѩһۣͲס˼ ˶٣ôôзǵ!ǸǣɥʬҲ ǣˣֳ˻С
ѩպ̾ 
ŵһѾʼˣһŻɲε ӣĸ׻ԵɺµõģôǻŵģҪ ˿ô͵һŻɲΣɲο һĶ֪ҲôһŶѣڻ ɲεЧҲͲҶ˵ˣ˭뻻Ҫ긡ɲݡ"
ɲεȷ쳣ȴûô 󣬶֪ǻɲκѴοΪ ֲҪôǧ½ҲֻһŻɲˣһ Ӿ뻻ĸɲݣδ̫ʨӴ󿪿ˡ"
Ȼƽⶼһ£Ҳڶϵġ
ŵһһۣǰû˵Ժ ûܲܣ ǻʲôɣ "
ϫҪڻ͸ѩյģһ㶼 䵽رŵһҪû˻ ֪ǲҪ˼أ͸Ӧ
ѩסϫҡҡͷתڵķ еѩտ˿ŵһӣһ£ Ӧ޵գһ۾
ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

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134һ
û˻Ϊɲǹϵˣŵһ Ҫʱվ˳Ҫһǧĸɲݻ εӡ
˶ȵĿڣü˭֪ɲ ˣĶӾȻҪһǧĸɲݻҪ ЦO
ܲӵĿڣھڹͷȴ ѡһע飬ΪΪΪ ɲΡ
һȺֵ˵ǰڴ󷽷Ķһ ɲεȷ˭Ҳ˵Լ ΣǸ!ҩңȴΪͷö ɲεӣ֪ҲýأֻΪ ѵһҩģֻΪҩ!"
ϫһЦڽǴˡ
˱ڵĻһ£һֱԸѣûͷ ؼүǸ˵˰
úܲˣû뵽ھȻ˵ôһ 
ȴ⣬ֵĵ˵㣬Ȼڶ ǣǾͻ°!"
ڰѴŵһﻻպãһۻѩպ ϫ
ϫյѩնߵڲǴĺӣ
ǸϺĶӣǰǸҲ֪ô ģһ㲨Ǹƻĺ꣬ȴ˴ıӡ" ĽȽϲƽһЩϫԴ˲Ȥ ֱҹϫͺͻѩջȥ˯ˡ
ҹϫͻѩһȥһˣûһֻ ˣϫһֱںٺٵɵЦѩհ˯ ˡ
Ѿڶһ˾͸ɢȥģ һҽʿԼٶȸϵֳһ ϫҲͻѩһ˹ȥ
ȸϵһѾĿ˷׷· ϫŻѩո˽ȥսݾͼһƬǽ壬 úܲڴϣѾԶ
ڵĿúܲܲЩӦȴ ֣кݺݵĵһۡ
ϫۼ˹Żѩ˺һ ̫ۣʱֻҪϷͺá
ڸһֳݺݵü˵ "ʵڱǸλ˵ۣǽⶼ˽£鷳λ رһ£ĳм"
㷢ˣЩҲ֪ôˣҲ ӣֻؼңܼҺϫǣϫһ ۣȴװվһڳļƣ ûиߡ
"˵!ô£"
 .....Ҳ֪Ҳ֪ô°!''ܲ˷  Ӧȴ˵ĶǷϻ
ܸǰȥһܲϣŭ!㿴ɵ £ôԵڣ "
ܲһƣŭˣ̧ͷ"Ļȴ  ڿŭʱҭ˻ȥ
ϫҡͷǸݰҲֻ˲Żᱻÿ Ƶôá
ñԼã£ͷüί ףҲãȻҲ֪ô ûҪ飬ϾһôҲûУ ھͰǰҲ֪ұûõģֻ ˵һ䣬ҴûҲûҪ飬  ƾ״á"
ϫҪˣʱ˻ô򶨣˵ ĻʾҪôһôûУǱ ģȴƾãˣѹֻڼ 
ȻĲӣ˿ãȥ ڣޱվʲôûп
ܸһת㿴¿϶ԭ 򣬲þ .....Ҳʱɳ ϶ݺǣһҪҳⲻ ƻҵ갡!"
Цһܲһҳôһ Ⱦ¸ϾĿ֮£ ɲ·ϱָָ㣬ؼұָָġ"
Ĭ˳ȥһ۶ûٿܸ ˳ȥڵϫһۣߣϷˡ
ϫ˸ۣϷҲÿ
뿪õ"磬Ǳˣǰ ô㶼ֻ湥ÿζˣû뵽ھ ȻˣǺð!"
ڸҪȥϫֲԣһۣ ˿˵ѵԼ ϱ Ϊ˶Ը㣿 ̫ˣҪǶ 㣬һ湥ϣҿɲ㣬ͻᱳ!
ÿ½ʧˣǷ㷵 أյڳϽģΪ˻¶Լ ڵ£ȫϵ˷۱
ڶҪ뿪ʱڸϫǣھ ܲĽ飬Ͼô˶һĻǱ Ҫġ
ѩʵǹúܲ飬㸸ô ˵ 
Цһô˵£ܲʲô
 11
Tlx o
ϫЦôǲᱻ"
ڵôôܱҲ ȥ飬øô¡"
ѩʵǻô"
ڲмЦһôúܲ 𡣡
ڹȻ˽׵ģһȥü 飬üףӵݼ ģҦ»Ҧˣֶûи
ڶԴ˲κݲԼܵܵ ȴңΪϫĸûȥܣװһ ѹģε
ϫظæúܲ飬Żѩճȥ Ȫˡ
ϫһֱΧԼתȦȥȪü㵽 ڿʲô"
Ȫһϫ߻µ ˶ѡ"
ϫݺݵһĥ
ϫֵǽظεᵽ ׷ʲô"
ѩؿڵŵĻɲЦЦʱڻ ϫĻɲӰǿŻ˻ѩճһ ϫͷԼıһӣӹǰ ʱʱ̴̿ţҲŪˡ
ϫ⼸췢ͨͨһ飬Ŀ Ȫ䡣
Ȫ䷭˸ۣ㵽ѧЩ߰Ķ ģõĲѧϲȴѧЩĶǵĶҲûԼ ȥ "
ϫŭ"Ҳûȥ ϴλ˷ħ Ϻеĵ!"
æú ڵģǸƻȥˣ"
ѩյ˵ͷǰŪڵĳţһ ʼͷŵģֱݺȥˣһֱ˺ڣ˵ ĵزãݲµܵܣӦϴá
ϫ취鷴תǵܵܺ͸ Ľ˯ˣôڱ!" ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

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ѩյֻһǾܲ Ҳûкõİ취ֱӷᱻ˵顣"
ȪЦЦǲõģܲ˶ˡ" ϫͻѩһʵʲô˼" ȪһЦֵЦ⡣
ȥ·ϣϫһֱ죬ǲ"Сһ ʲô°ͻθڣҶ˵ûˣң
!"
ѩЦЦǿ⸱֪ӣ붺 㣬Ҫǲô֪͸ء"
ϫ۾Żѩ"ҲЦ!
ѩƿŰϫȥˣֲ˵ ֪𣬼ʲô"
˻û£ھ˽ɫһĲ á
ϫѾϰΪˣʵʲôˣ"
ںڴΪ˽Ӽҵü޳ ȥƼ޸ԼĽ˵Ҷòã˵ñ ҵĵܵܣⶼʲô߰ģҦҲ֪ͷ ʲôۣͷӾȻӦؼүݳ ţףҲǸӣƾʲô Ǻ ĸףƾʲô "
ϫϵЦݣһ㲻ˣ ôô˿ŵģʲô ЩԣҪ±ϺÿһЩ úҦ²ûģܲˣǴؼҵ ⡣"
ڵڸô죿ʲôҪ"
ϫЦЦµܲҲһֱ˵ òãӦøؼүĶԴǹҲ û˵⻰ˣġ"
ڲ⿴ϫȴֻһŲĵתͷѩ ȥѩҡҡͷ
ڲԵ뿪ˣȴ˺ܶ࣬ĵ ϫ˵İȴš
ϫתȥŻѩʵ˵С˵ʲô  !"
ѩ̯̯֣治֪
ºغܲˣһʱΪؼү ݳŵģ۷׷ףܲýˣ İ˵ڵĴԽԽࡣ
ֱһĸҵܼңԭܸҲ˽ ӣܲŭǸ˽ӣԭܲ˵ ׷ɵۣɲǶԴ̬ܵܵȰ!ڵĻأ
ʱڵȥˣ˶ܼҵ֣ ĿܲԼƵ걻ڵأһ ҪһܲȶȲ٣ǲԼҲҪ ³
е˽Ӷ򵥣ˣܼҵҲˣ Ƕĸ˳ܼסܲĸ״һܲ ڵĸףŵԼĸߣҲ ܶ࣬Ͼľ˽ˣܼ˽츳ã ϲܺãܲоΣգͬ˽ӵ ãһξòϲҲĳ
ϫЦԭǷˮת!ϲ ۱Σǵ鷢Լϵʱȴȫ ܲˡ"
Ҧٹ˲ؼʲôȫ˼ڰܼ վˡ
ϫΪֺö˲٣ڰ Ϊ˽ڣԽԽʧѾ ڵԽԽãڵΪ˽ڣǰ ȥúÿһ
ȥѰϫǵһЩٲһʼ ôϫͻѩҵڡ
ϫǸ뿪ˡ"
һʧ䣬Цһ֪ôһ죬û 뵽ô죬Ҫȥ"
ѩյǴȥǧ½ħı߾ ңħ벻ǻȥҲǺܺõ˵ĵ ڻҪΪǣһ죬ǻͷħ Ƕϡ"
ѹʧ䣬ʵ׼ʲôʱߣ"
ϫ⼸죬Ҫߡ"
һµǼһһҩ߾ ǵʱ˻ķɴһҲȫһЩȻ˵ǵ ȶȥˣǻкܶûзرǷħҡ"
ϫЦڵļ򣬵лˣԵǻټ ģ֮ǰ㵤ҩʲôЩǿԸʵģú !"
һĿϫ֣ߵ㻹Ϊ᲻ǰ! ͻһ㶼ؼҸ׶ʹûˣ á"
ϫһۣͻѩն֪ȻƢ ôãȴһˣ˶ڵѡ
Ȫϫǻϣؼҵ̴뿪 ˣʰ飬ͶУϫǸıĴ ԺҪԼˡ
ɴϫ°Ϳû뵽ǸСը ҩͰֿЩϰߡ"
Ȫһϲϫ»صҿƤ" ϫȪһۣʵ㳶߾ô ħǧ½ʽ"
Ҳ˵ԽԽˮ ˣ֮ǰǧǵħʥħһҪȥ ĥ˲ϣǧ½ֺãħˣ߾ ѾսҲˣļңѾȥ߾ˣħ ˲١"
ѩϫ"ô"
ϫЦһȥԼǳģǾҪе
!ȥ߾ֻҿûȥκһ" ȪҲͷҲġ
һѩգѩЦЦѵôǷǲ ֵ𣿿˵ǧ½ȥҡ"
˴һ£߾ֻǺܶ鲻 ʲôʲôģܻкܶͻ״ġ
˸յ߾ͺؼҵ˷ֿˣؼ˶ Լţʲôûʾˡ
߾ȱĵطħħʿ ѣϫ˵ȴûӰ죬 ϫȪպԶ˵ħѩձͲ ⣬ռ籩գ˵ħˣԼ㲻 Լôˡ
˺Ҳȥעս£ȵħȥˣħһ ر񱩵ħޣħ޷ֳˣɱ޴Һ ֻܴħȻȥ˲Ƕǧ½ħ嶼һ ѡ
ħҲЩҪʿһܺõȥϫ ǻһԭΪħȡ
ΪȣѡһſʼɱħޣǶ ƴȫȥƴɱĵЧ
ÿλȥϵʱ˶Ǵһˣȴûһ öԷͣ£ֻܾܱµ ˣҧˣΪΪȽϵͣȥħ ȽٵĵطÿζǾһġ
ϫںħɱʱԺǻֳǳͻѩ ȥսкɥʬɥʬɱҲ ԽԽݣһ㶼ûһӣҲҪıġ
󣬼˴һѪħ˳ ûΪֻרעɱѣ Ǻǰ˵ȫһˡ
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˸߳ϫȲҪȥҰ޿ˣ Ψһϫòľûſڸ֮ˣ ΪѾٹȣûнʳȪҲԾԾ ԣѩεҡҡͷϡ
ɽץҰ޵ʱϫͻȻӣ "~ó!ħѪ~
ѩտŲݴﴫġ"
ݴһһ˱˳ ȵĶһۣȪ!"
֮ǰСؾǼΪûнû뵽ȴ һ˵ͣٲȣϾͻȥ
ʵϫ˶ħ˶ûʲôر뷨 ȻЩȴĵǧ½ʲôҲ Ϊһֱħ磬֮Ҳħѡ
ϫ챻ͻŵŮӣǰȻȥɣ شƫƧǧ½ߵĵؽ磬֪Ϊʲô Ϊʲô"
Ȫڱһһ򲻹ܣν ѩգϫ˵ˣԼᷴԡ
ϫΧͿȥһ棺Ǹʲô ˿ʿħĶУǱл!"
ѩյͷԲô䵽ⲽأ"
ȪһϵĲȥˣ Ϊ̫ˣԲⲽصء"
ţͻ˹ϫȥͼ ͵üͷʹۡ
Ϥڶ"ˣͦ!ôص ˶ôѹ"
ͿϫһʱЩûзӦ
ϫðǰ˻Σ!ɵ˰!" ﱻץĻԺ֣ ŴӴҪ屻һֱӒԵڴϡ
ѩյ̫أʺж"
ָϫԻѩպҪץˣ Ϧ㻹޶ԣ˼Լǲ "
ϫӣʵŮӱץˣΪʲ ô˭"
Ͳ˷ʱǶ˵ʵ̫أղ һԵû ˡ
ϫ˴ͣ㲻ð׷ˣôص ˣȥˣҲһѡ"
ͲϫĬҵӡ
"!"ϫһӲɽҲĿͣ㵽û Ӱ᲻㰡˵˱ץˣֻû ӿǰܾĻᶼŶ!"
ͻǲΪ
ѩյϫ˵ҪǺúˣ˺ˣ˵ һҪçײɾʲôûˡ"
۽£˺һᣬ  ..... ǰңֻҪǰңԺΨǴ!"
ϫ˳Ĭһ£û뵽ץ˶˵ ôҪҲû뵽;ȻԸΪ˱ ͸ղֻһ仰ǿ˳ȥһ!ΨǴӣ ˵ϫʲôԸⰡ
ϫŻѩһ£Ȳ˵Щ˵˵ ⵽ô°!'ǿɲԵ޹ʣʲô֪ ӦҲ֪
óһħҩȥʼϴ ȥСؾħĶûκιϵֻΪﻳˣ Ҫ黨黨ֹļʣ ԸδӵʣǶӣ֪ǲ ãǣõ˾黨ĵҩһв ˣҲûô׳־
ϫʱͻž黨ӣ֪ ˣȴ֪ŵһһʱֵԭˣ ΪԼĺӡ
ǵʱ飬沿ڽ뵽 飬ɫֳȥ򣬼ǵʱǻصħúõ ӵĳȴΪǧ½ʿѲر ʱû뿪زڽڻص߾Ϊ Դ߾صħʱŵһҲ߾ǻ ˡ
ϫӣŻѩտ˹ȥǧ½ Ϊǣû뵽⻹ûصħĹ 
ûȥעϫǣԹԵļŵһ Ǻһֱ׷ǣԪӤѾܾˣҪͻƵ 񣬿Ѿͻƹһʧˣ϶˾黨 ǻǧ½٣ȻԸбŵ û취Ѿһž黨ĵҩǲϷŹ ǣʲô̼蹷Ƶһֱ׷ǣﱻ ץΪ˾ҲǱˣﻹǱץˣҲ֪ Ϊʲôץֱɱ֪϶ ǻɱﻹ񶾵飬 .....ҾԲĥ!" ϫüŵһΪʲô˴ȥһħ ˣǶֱɱˣϫܸоʲô£
˺һֱװ£ϵʱϫһ뿪˷ 䣬û߳ͣε̾˿عͷȥ
ѩվվ￴ϫʵҪȥģ"
ϫӵ"㲻֪"
ѩεҡҡͷ̧ǰȥ
ϫԵĸȥʵȥģ"
ѩʧЦҡҡͷ㲻֪"
ϫɵЦѩյ߰ɣֺúÿ ͵ģǿȥء"
߾ǧֵס
ϫͻѩһ·ʱѾҹҹĵ ӣ˴ѾϢϫͻѩհӵҵŵ סܼ򵥣ŵһǧפߵͷˣ סȻõǼ䷿һ䡣
˸ҵŵһȴŵһҪȥϫͻѩ վܲ򵥣ҹ뿪䣬϶⡣
˸ŵһһ·һķ䣬ŵ ȥһ˲䣬˵ʶ˽ȥ
һȥϫüϢٵ ȻѾ˲ٵĥ
ŵһӸµĿ"ħʻ治 ˣȻţĺҲúõģǸ !"
ħڱȽϳѾüˣĺ ӻû
޵ĵŵһʵ"㵽Ҫʲô ҪɱҪ Ϥ!
!ŵһЦȻҪɱҪѵΪ һŹ  .....ħô⣬ǧ½ ĺò٣һóϡ"
﷢ëĿŵһܾŵһĻ ëȻܲŵһôŹ
ԽԽ£ŵһЦŵҪо £ǵĺڶﵽǸʲô⼸첻Ҳ ΪҪڶжǿѡ"
ǵҪʲô ''ܲסļ
"!ŵһЦ"Ҫʲôͻ֪!" һڱɱ ʱһ"͡"
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ڻȥ·ϣϫͻѩնЩĬ˵õ ɣȴ飬ϫͻѩնܹЩ ɵȺģȴû뵽ǻи ģΪ˱ǿԲֶΡ
ϫһͻȻͣһ غκˣҾǾ̫!"
ѩյ˵ͷ"!
"Ҫô"
ϫһµǲˣǧ Ͼһ׮ţǣҲи֪飬֪ У˼񶾵٣ѱи˰д ⣬Ҫǧ֣ǸҶ ѾƲˣʲôĵ!"
!"ѩҲãȻΪˣȴҲǾ úЩãͬΪˣǧ֣ ħɽһøжûС
úͻȥˣյͿ߳Ȫ 䣬ϫȪ佲Ȫһֲ֣ ʧ͸ķħ˿ɰһЩֱֱ ȥûô˶ġ
ȭͷʾҪ룬ȪѬȾöҲû ʲôøУСǱȽϺ棬ΪССǴ ģҪС飬ܲˡ
Ϊأϫûаĸֻ˵ ﻹţǾϫͻѩղ˵Ҳ֪϶ ãȴ˵ʲôΪ֪ڵԼȲ ֻŬָơ
ʮˣ˹ŵһ ϢûһЦݣɼϢá
ٴϢŵһҪȥħȣ "
˿ͣ͵ȭͷѾսָѾڽ Ŀֱǰҧ˵"
Ȫĵͷʾ¼ҪٿĶӣ ȡ......"
!һ죬͵ѾŤ ǿ̹ǵĺ⡣
ˣһƬžϫһ ˵"
˵ͷҪħȵħ̽ϣҳħ ʺõĸԴлһɽٵĸһǧ׼ ȫȥ˲٣жɽٵڡ"
ϫ"ǧֿţô󶯾϶ ˿ȴͦ޼ɵġ"
ȪЦһħ飬㱻 ôǻ˵ʲôṦΰоħöԿħ壬 ʱ˻ᴵǵĸ٣ھʲôǿ϶ ᱩ¶ϾҲûҪǧֽǵ ɹ"
ţԱͻȻһ죬תͷͼ͹ȥ ϫǸʲô"
Ͳźһ֪ħ壬ǧ½
ֱǶģҲ֪Ǽλǹ֮ˣҪ ƽԲҲԹ޻ڣǧֵʵ̫ ֻ֣ǸδĺӰ! .....ǾȻҪ  ֻҪɱǣðȥ˾ǣһҲ ˣ "
ȥˣˣĺӻͬᱻá' ŵ
ҵЦһ"ǵģλȾҵĺӣȳ ǺԸ⸰ǿɱңҲ .....Ҳɱͺ ӣֻҪǲЩĥԸ⸰ !"
ԭǸСؾ緢Ѿ ˣֻһӵĸףһԼӼ Űĸס
ϫһֱڿͷͷǻȥ ģ!뷢ģҪҲôĵô бӦᵽ㺢!
ҷ!һ!"ֱӾͰħԷģ ԼԵҪΥǷǼصġ
˾ŵһȥħȵʱжΪҪȥפ صĻ϶ӷܣħȣȻӦҲ ǱϾʱĵ㣬϶ûפܣҲûפ ضࡣ
ҹϫһ˾ͿʼжǱħȱ ȥʱŵһ˻ûе
ϫħȵķ˼һͷʵ
ûоħЩ֣"
ѩյ˵ͷоϴһ"
ϫ°ѵˣħȾǻ 仯ģ"
!'ѩסϫ죬յĶߵˡ" ϫоһ͵һҿѩգ۾ֱֱ Ķ·ͼŵһ٣йȻһ ɽ٣ɽٿȥͷģϫŵһ ĸ正ǧõĵӣŵһմĸ׵Ĺ⣬ ǧֵĵλͰ
ŵһλͣԴĶɽٸֻǿͿ ģһ˵ħȱߺŵһǸɽٵʦ壬 ھͿʼ鷳䱸һ¡"
ĵ˵ͷŵһתһ֣ﱻ ǰʱһֱĥûһõģ һϢ
һߵͼ״ûסȪѹȥֻ ŵһĺôҲѹȥ
ȻһϢȴ˼ѹ󣬿Ϊ֪ ҲᱻŹ޴һеʱǲˣ ŵһЦһһҪѡ뷨ʵ Ŀİ!ҺͶ쳣ĸȴһֱã ĵֶζóˣûסˣ⼸ұ ţһЩȤ飬Ȼ˼һϫȷʾ ĸʲôûеʱ򣬻ΪԼŮŭ治Ҫ !ĸһҪ!
!''ŵһˣһϣǧ ֵĵӶͷҿüҲ֪ ĸŮ飬ǶֻԼˣɾȻ˸Ҳ ǵ飬һǸ˵ĴԶûϫ壬 ΣǶ֪ȴԲϣʱ
ֱ׵ͱֱڴǧֵ
ϫĬĬĬĬĿŻѩգѩ̾ Ƕҡ"
³һѪӣѪϰˣһĨ죬 ϫͷħ嶼֪ǾȻΪ ˵츳б뷨͸ħ  뷨һͰƵòҲǧ½˵ ؼ룬СͻЩСѹô궼û ˷񶼽!"
ŵһŭЦӵĿĶ"Ҳڳѳ ֮ˣ!ȻҲôģһſ ȡĺӣħϵħϮĺӣܳס ٣Ȼȥ̽иֶΣж ָܻ𣿶ͿԳµ"
㲻ú!''Ѫĵŵһƣ ʲôˣֻܿŵһŽȥ
ҪŶӣȴץס䱸ţȴͻȻ оһƴ˳ȥ
Ȫܿһƣǰȥͽ˶Ƕɽ٣ ɽΪһЩȪضɽǰڣʵս û·硣
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ŵһһȪ֣۾ʶѰ
ϫͻѩһ˳ȥû£ŵһ ѩգѩޱĽУֻһĺݣŵ Ϊֱ̫࣬ӱһ˳ȥŵĿŻѩ ա
ѩûһŵһ͸ǧֵĵӶ ˡ
ϫں˶Դʱע⵽ѩյ ŵһѩյƶŽŲڻѩպŵһм䣬ŵ ϫ뵽ϫ֣һ¾ðˣ ͳϫȥȴϫһ˳ȥ
˳ȥֱӳȥʼƽ һͳ֣ŵһ˶֪ϫĿ ģŵһħ壬Բˡ"
żȴƻʼµļƻרƽ 
ŵһ˵ǱȥҪסɵ տȴͻȻԶˡ
ٹǧֵӵİΧҴϫ ѩոϹȥǡ
ŵһһһ̣Ƴŵһ 룬!"
ϫͻѩնһۣϫϰ׹ŵһ ϫСؾãе㿪!"
ǧֵ˲ԣ׷׶ܣǰ׹ʲôû У˻ˣȪ˶ˣͽһ۾Ҫ 뿪ȴסһڽĹâ ȺȣȪ˻תʱķʧ 
Ǿ˾ֱˣȻǵʵڲͣ ŵһ˲󷨣ȫˣǺ 롣
!!!!!ŵһĽһʵľ ѩնĺ飬һֱڸһ˸ ĸ׿ǸɫҲ֪ԼΪʲô ôԺرҪǸףʹԼ˵ǣ ûзǽ......
ûܳԶϫʹż˴һۻȥˣħȺ ʢԶǴĵºڵ⣬ŵһ˿϶ ѰǵģΣյĵطȫġ
Ƭʯϫͻѩպһʯͷ ж죬֮ǰħʱϢȥ
ׯصĳϫ˿˼ͷ" лλ֮ԺƾԸ!"
ϫİ˰ֵЩνˣǵ˵ ͺãԺ뱨ô㣬ǵãҲ뿴 ôĵ¡"
ͺһͬ"!
ѩʵʲô㣿"
ͷվҴ˺ʹħ ȥӿ쵽ʱˣｫλҪ ңŷһڵһʱϵġ"
óһźɫķݸѩգѩһ£ ֽӹˡ
ϫʵħģħӦ˽ıȽң ֮ǰħȵʱоħȻƽȴоһ ħҲ˺֪ܶ࣬ô 
ϸӦһħȵħ仯أħ оܲͬѰʵλ֪ܲħħλ ܺӡģ˵ʱħ޺Уǿķֳ ħ廹ǧ½ܼ尾ħǧ½Ķɽ ʿַӡħޣɱǣǾͽǷӡϡ"
"֣!Ц"Ȫ䲻мЦ
ͶȪĳǾúܶԵĵ˵ͷǰ!ħ ʿֱּǸЦħ඼ֱӣ˵ ֣ǵͷǧ½ʿȴֱ֣ ħĴܲòӡȫħ ܵȫӡİ!"
ϫ˸ۣѾ²ǧ½ʿˣⶼ ʲô°!˵쾭壬ⶼʲô
ͼʧȥλܣһʱ޷ǧ½ ħ壬ħʿħ ܻǶʱ"
ѩʵħȣ"
üͷҸоħȵķӡɶħȵķӡ ħߵķӡǼΪħ֧ ֪һЩ״ʹţӡɶ"
ϫӣȻ̫ںǧ½ô ҪħȷӡˣǶǧ½ħ˵˵ ֣֮Ҳ뿴һޱߵ磬ʱħ ȥӡڻܷӡ˵ʱ 飬Ըðűȥһӡ
ϫʵӡôɶʲôԭ"
Ϳ˿Ϊ̫Ѿԣ ɫѿΪǧ½֣ӡ ħܵȫϣʵǷӡȱַӡ ֱƳǳѪĽӡͷӡ塣"
"!
Ȫʵ˼˵ֹܲһΣ ǻħ˱ʲôɱ˻ħ塣"
͵˵ͷǵģϾħڴܵķӡһ ξɶħǧ½ߵģƽҲǧ½ ʿȻųħҲǣǧ½ʿ ܵġ"
ѩüʵбİ취ӡ޲" ҡҡͷ"Ҳ֪λ֪Ѿ˵꣬ Ǽ屾֧֪ЩȱȽϴ͵
ء
ͻ󣬼˾ȥϢȥˣϫ˾ һۡ
ϫô죬Ҫħȵķӡˣ ҲᱻУħﾭʿħȥɱǿ Ƿӡħޣô࣬⻹ܷӡӰ죬ֳЩ ˵ħҪǳˣǻֳᷱø!"
Ȫ俴һϫʵ"ô㻹ǣ ѪȰ!˶ȱ£±!"
ѩյǻкܶ޹ģ˵Ҫ˷ ӡʱѪɺӣٱ磬Ҫħʤˣ  ....."
ϫȪôʹ࣬ҲѩջΪ ģҪҲ뿴ģ볤 þãҲ˶Լʱ䡣
ϫ˵ûдΪԼҲҪ ֹ鷢"
Ȫ䷭˸ۣ˵㵱Ȼʲôġ
ʵҪô"
ϫȪһҵȻ''˵ 鴫ȥôҶ֪ϵԼ ʲôɶÿվʱ϶кܶ׷£ ЩµҲ᲻ٳ֣˵Ŭ±¶ ......"
ϫ˿˵ҺͲȥħһˣܲҵ ޸ӡİ취"
"!"Ȫһԣŭ"֪֪Լʲô  ǻɲ!ħЩǧ½ʿеö࣬Ҫ㱻 Ƿ֣˹㵱ǻŹ  ûһԾ!
ϫ"ôױְ!"
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Ȫϫ˵
ѩոҪڣϫȵñ˵һ ˵Ǿ仰һᷭ!"
潩ֲ£СҪһȥɣ˶Ҳ Ӧ"
ϫҡҡͷУҪעǧ½Ķ ʹϢȥöˣױ֡"
Ȫϫһۣվˣֿ ǸǸȪˡ
ϫ쿴ŻѩգԹһ֥ˣˣƢ 
ѩպЦϫͷ֪ǵ 㡣"
ϫһ֪Ѿˣ ҲֻܾȥˣȻܶطᣬȴҲ ںĶǲˡ"
ѩյ˵ͷҲУһҲ һˣġ"
ϫ˻ѩһۣװͰ͵ʶ࣬ȻҪ "
Ȫһ˿ʯϿԶϫĥĥ˹ Ȫĺ󿴿ҿǲȪ˵һ ỹȪһۡ
ȪȻһͷϫС ϫ뿴ʲôϫ￴ȥǲ ڣȪʧȥģͷϫʵ㵽Ҫ   
ϫٺЦЦʵ㻹ѽ"
Ȫ䷭˸ۡ
ϫӵ͵͵ȥѾ ˣз㵣ʲô"
Ȫû"ֲ˼񣬺ͻѩ̫ ˣԶħ壡"
ϫתת飬ʵأȥˣ"
ȪȥŪԵȥˡ"
ʮõò࣬;ˣ һϫͻѩա
⼸ѾʼϢǧ½ɢ
ϫȥħ·ϣѾ£ 黹ûеǰһ̫ἰ Ļɡ
ϫǧǵĵλʿ̫ ٹˣҪЩʱſԵأ"
ѩյϢѾȥʿѾ˾裬 ҲʱסˣҪǲʲôĻ˵ħ ķӡᱻƻأ"
Դӱ˺󣬾ȫϫǵ˵ ϫҪҼӹ̷ӡİ취Ըµİ˴ħ壬 ֱӴԼļ塣
Ȼޱʹǧ½ˣȴҲǸ֪ͼˣʲ ôҲû˵֧͡
ǲܱ֤ħ˶ô룬ϫȥ ħʱαװ֣õĪĺͰϾ ϫħҲǺģȻڵе㲻һ ϴСؾ϶ħˣ Ҳˡ
ħ絽ħϫȻ ЩӦ֮ǰȪһֱķҡ ҡرħתǽϫ 鷳
ѩվͱȽˣȻֱħһʼ ʱϫǶһϫ֣̽ ѩյħֱӱת͸˾ ˡ
ϫ²ĹϵֲȷϾ ̫ѵãʷĳҲôһ˭Ҳô ȷûʲô⣬ϫԲˡ
ھȹ󱣳˳Ĭ
·ϫͻѩձݷ˳Ļص ħ塣
ħħ̾˿ڻˣ ΪҲزأ"
ѩʵȥ"
һµǼǵӡħȵ֧Щ ϢҲ֪ģҪȸǻȥҵļ һ㣿"
ϫͻѩղ޲ɣҲ֪ô ֡
·ϫħദø ģħ˶ʱǻۺսģǶڵʱ ǾֱֱȥģҪôȴһͿˣ˭˭ ء
ϫ˼ǣڴϵʱ򣬿 һŮˣȴһܣһˣӮ˵Ϊ Ա˹飬ȴǸŮ˸ˣŮӮ˺ֺ ֮ǰ˵ˣ˵"Ҿϲôˣ ս
ϫɵõЦ͵ܶʱ ˭Ӯ˭˵"
ѩʵҪŮ˴򲻹֮ǰӮ˵ˣѵ Ǹϲ"
ЦЦȻǣֲһͿȢǸŮ ˣֻǱʾʵ滹ǿԸģһʼ 򣬶ǸͬñŻᰴӮġ"
ѩյ˵ͷϫҪҪȥԵ㶫Ҳȴһ ˹ָϫԻѩյҿˣС 䲻ҴһܰɣҪ˾뿪øң"
⻰֮ǰһŮĿֵΧ㿴 ֡
ϫͷߣҲԣѩټĺҪ ֣뱬Դ뷨
æм䣬ͻȻֵ׳е˵˵ ʲô ˼ѾΪ£õúܣʲô£ 
͵Ļֹ׳¶ʧ飬Ա߿ֵҲ кüͬʧúܣ׳пϫȷʵûбԼ Դˡ
ֵļûϷɿ׷߿ˡ
ͿŻѩյĺʵȺоʧҲֻǶ ϲϫģӦҲϲġ"
ϫ......"
ѩ" "
ͲЦ˳һͣûΣգ صħ壬Ծ¶ˣôġ
Ѿ;һʱ䣬͵ļҲֻ· ˣ˾ҸطϢһ£ؼﻳУȽ ۡ
˸ջϫŰǰһʳû ˮħɫħǳԲġ
ϫһĿԽ 
ѩЦЦ͵ʲô⣬ɷ" ЦеĴӻóһֽݸѩ"׼ˣ 涼ħʳʳף⼸˵ҲС"
ѩֽӹϸĵĿ˿Ȼ󴧽˻͵ л
ϫȥԹԵĳ Щ˲ħɫˣԵϫҸˣҪ ħһʱ䣬ʲôˡ

ϫͻѩһϫڻζ֮ǰԵζ ѩȴˣʵϫûзħ̫ƽˣħ ʥħǧ½һֱڽսħ˶ ƽһĹԼ·ȫӰ졣"
ϫʳ˼شҾ ܣһʥʵûôҪЩֻһ ˣȥȡͺãûʲôǵģҲͦħ ĸԵġ
ѩ"ǵڶأ"
ϫҪħĺܴ󣬾ʥ Ҳ޶ԣҪѾ˽İ취ȫ õˡ"
ѩʵʲô"
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ѩѩջһԣôҲûã ȥ̽һ!
ڶһ磬ϫ͸˴̽飬ȻǴ̽ ħʿ֪ûһɣú ϢԼͳŴ̽ȥˡ
ʱ򣬻ѩսһݷСȥ﷿䣬 СƼһС͵ǵķ䡣
ŸϺã;ͻˡ
˱߳Ա
͵ҽڳε˰죬汻Ҵ̽һ 顣"
ϫԵרģҲͦרĵģ
͵һֱҶΪʥرİ ȻΪʲôǼҪΪʥʱΪʥʱ Ҳ˵ˣʥħȥϣ"
ѩʵ"Ϊʲôʥȴôƽ"
͵֮ǰ뿪ˣ֪ԭ淢˻ʥ ʧ£չػǵġ"
ϫ⣬ʵʲô˼"
Ͷһ»˵ħһԤʦܿδ Щδԡ"
ϫ۾̾û뵽ħ廹˴ڣ ֪ˣ"
ҡҡͷûôҲռֻ ҪʱռѣʵҲǽ⣬Ҫ ֪ͻ֪ҪǲҪ֪Ҳռ"
ħ˶ģ'ѩջǲ"Ľ ǺõģǲʲôȻȻ
˰!"
͵˵ͷȻ֪ʥ϶ ܣҲ˲ٰ취ǲûгɹսҲԽ Խˡ"
뵽սµĲңϫ˿ӣǿֻѪɺӿ ġ
ѩʵ"ʥ뿪ħûʲô仯𣿱 ˵ʱ"
ҡҡͷûУҲħôƽԭ֮һ ûиоκα仯Ҳûиоӵı仯һ ĺá"
ϫѵʥֻһбô"
Ҳ֪ʵħ˶֪ʥľôֻ ΪǼֻΪʥŶϵη
Ϣ󣬼˸͵ļ壬˸յ;ܵ ˼˵Ļӭһ̬ӵͷ͵һ̣۾ ʪˣһ˵"ͺãͺ!"
ϫͻѩտһƬž۵ӣЩӦŮ ϸһЩ˽ϫͻѩմȥϢˡ
ϫͲãϽŻѩվˣ͵ͷ ˫۾ϫͻѩյıӰ
ƶһӵס˵۾үү"
ﰲŸϫͻѩյĵطȽϰϫ ⣬ڰʱʹүүǫˡ
һݣǫ˸ϫͻѩ˿һ ǫ״ҲǿкŵļͰѶ ϡ
͵λⶼԼҵһЩɫˣǳ" ǫλӣϱҲ֪α ʲôҪľܷԸЩʳϣǻ⡣"
£ϫЦŵҲֻǼôĵ
ѣڳԵģϲˣлˡ"
ǫ̾˿Сֵ˵ô˵м ͹أĶ۲Ĳ"
͵ħȵүү֪ıҶһЩҸүү ˣүү˵ЩԸ˵˵"
ѩյ˵"
ǫ·һ˻䣬ħҵʱҲûг ڱҵʱ̸ģħϮʱʬ Ұħ廹ʿǵĿҲΪ ħʿŴˣΪҪǲˣ˭Ҳ ȥԼ˫ɽٺڸ֣Ǹӡ̫ ˭Ҳ֪᲻ȥΪ˽˫ƴһ ԡ
ħ˵ˣЩͷԼ򵥵çȻѾ˵ˣͶ ֮⣬ȫԸ˭֪ͷǧ½ ʿͻȻ֣Ŭά֣ɥģ ħǧ½һˣʣĸţ Ҫûв͸ǽ Ǳ֪ˣΪǴηӡħʧأλ ֣ǧ½Կֻıħ塣"
ˣ"ϫʵи뷨˿¸ ǻЩԨԴ
ǫź⣬ڵķħǧ֣ ɽλɽ棬˺ǧ½˷ΪӢۣ ħ˵!!ħ嶼Ǹģ˭⣬˸ !"
ϫ"Ȼԭ⼸ҵǴӿɽͿʼ ģһֱ񣬷й֮޲أľ跢 ò!"
ѩʵ"һ˭"
ɽŵı"˵˵ʱǫǴһɾ
"ʱΪǽޣǸβԷ" ֪е飬û"ϫı Ҳȷʵ̫Сˡ
ǫҡҡͷҲ֪ЩҲǴ߰˰ ƴճģģ˭Ҳ֪һǹ ߵģ˾ԸҲûô򵥰ɡ"
ѩʵǹڷӡص˼֪Ӧ ø˵ˣħȷӡ⣬Ҫħȷӡˣħ ǧ½˶Ӳħ޵ĶԿ"
ǫ̾˿Ȼ֪ҪԸǧ½ ʿҲͬھİ취ֻҲǷӡ ֮"
ϫͻѩüҪǶ֪ʱħͱ ѵ˽µĳͷΪʲô ݴأ
ǫʵүүѵһͷû" ǫһµ֧֪Ĳ࣬Ҳ ˵ģҵǲμӷӡһң˵֪Щ ʲô"
üǸȥҰ!Ϊʱ 飬ǿ϶Ըǧ½κˣڷӡ......  Ҳвͬ뷨ҪŪɳ׾"
ϫӵǲܲҲ 飬λģֻǲӡ飬 顣
һ£˵ǿԽ˻ȥ"ǫ˿ ϫͻѩգ˵֮лƵҩģ֪ "
֮ǰ;黨ĵҩ;֪ϫл Ƶҩģֻǲ֪˭Ҳûʡ
ѩյ˵ͷ˵ģô"
ǫƵҩĿ䣬ҪǻƵ ҩԿݻȥȥҪλˡ"
ϫ˵ͷҲãӦƸ֮λҪ׼ʲ ô"
ǫЦЦ⵹ûʲôֻҪһƼ飬Ϊ ʱʲô˶ȥһһ̫鷳Ƽ ھͿɾܴһˣȻǻῼУһƵҩ ĵûʲô"
ϫ"Ƽ飿"
ЦλüǼҾ;Ƽģ Ϊ׼õġ"
ѩյǾͶлλˡ"
ǫ˰ֵʲôлģӡҪܲƣҲ кôѽҲ൱!"
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ħ嶥еһңʦ˿ ٣ʹƼɸѡ˻ǲ٣ſһӣ ϫͻѩҲС
ϫɻĿҲ˵ͣʵϱҪ ʲô"
ҰˣʱҲûڳ !''²ۣȴǹػصλħ壬 һȥĴŸ԰һЩ æҲ˵ģҲûô죬ڼú ţҪ˵ʱٻȥ"
ϫƲ죬˼ԼҲˣ˵и ϤħҲãǻ治ô˽ħ塣
ڵȵʱ̫ģϫֱӿŻѩձĿ ѩ̧ӣΪϫڵ⣬⾪Ѿǳߵ Ρ
Ҳۣһ뷨ĻŶӵˣʵ ϫͻѩ̫Ϲ˹ˡ
ֵϫͻѩյʱϫԼ˹ վڿ˵ǰӹĿͻѩսһ䵥 ⡣
ĿṩҩƳҩÿҩʦ ַ׼˵ķ䣬Ҳϫͻ ѩס
ϫȡҡٵƳ˵ҩǴƷ ʱ򣬱Ƚȥһ䷿ķŻţɼǵ ٶȶ졣
ϫƺõĵҩݸͣͳѸ˵Ա Ŀ˿ϫͻѩգļ˵ҩֲ û⣬Ʒʻϲ㣬˲俴ϫǵ񶼲һˡ
ԱߵϫͻѩǰһЦŵλ ƵĵҩƷϲ㣬֮λֻǵһε ˣҪλиõı£Ժ󻹿иõĴλ ԷҴȥ"
ϫЦŵȻ˵ҵҩʦһʱ ͸˹!ղŻ벻ҵ!ǺǺ!
!!!Ա﷭˸ۣΪҸղûз е̬ȣ˯ˣģû˯
滹кܶſ˵Աϫǿ ˾ͷԸ˴ϫȥ٣Լȥˡ
е˲٣ʦͶʱŵһ ΪϫǳɼȽϺã԰ŵǱȽϺãȽϰ һԺӣһطͺɫĻ˸Ա׼ķ 䣬ùҪϹΪϫͻѩһ𣬺ʱʱ̶̿ ɢĿĹ⡣
ϫʽİԼ˦ڴϣ󣬵 Ѿұˣô죿"
ѩհϫѿռĶóһЩ ѷʰһ߶ϫȰ ˵ôݾߡ"
ϫ˵ͷȻǾȲʲô ϫֵ˴ϣֱӱۡ
ϫѹʱ򣬻ѩѾķ˰ڷŵ ˣʽǺܲϫһڸ̵ġ
ϫе㲻ԣҧſͷε ͦģ˵һִﶼʦģΪ ԭҪʦҲһô࣬ҿ Ȼʦ"
ѩյ˵ͷǵģ֮ǰҳȥһΧĻ ˺Щ󷨣Ҳ٣ֹ˽ж"
ϫüҿ϶Ƿʲô飿"
ѩյȻʦôҪҪҩͻ ƣҪжҪҩҽΡ"
ϫգգʵ"֣"
ѩҡҡͷ֣Ҫҩ ˵λ϶ͣ򲻻ôʦڡ"
ţ''ϫ˵ͷʱƵʲô ҩ֪"
˵꣬ϫͳŲˣȻúдǣҲ ú¡
ڶһ磬пͨʦۼһһ ׺ҵһʿλǾнҵģ ǻӦУ϶ҵģȻҲܸǵ
ǰÿ嶼ÿĹأЩҲϣܹ
roʮ?
⣬⣡'ʦǷ׷׵ͷӦ£ϫͻѩҲװģ Ӧͣȷʵר̽ġ
ʿãȻǶ⣬ô ĵʦרΪǰŵط Ҵĵؽ磬ڶÿ嶼ˣ ЩҪǶ겻ɵģҲʮֱǸˣ
Ҫ󶼲֣ʵҪΪ䣬 ֻΪǶǰڵĿڣԲûôҪ
ҲûΪѣ򵥵ĽͷȻ ʦԼסȥˡ
ۼϫÿ˵ǲһģȴ ֮Ǿǵҩõġ
صסϫȰѵҩƳѩҲ˹ 
˵˵ҩҲɻ"ǲûϢ˵˭ ˣȷʵһ㣬Կҩ һ"
ϫҡҡͷȿ϶йطĵҩ ƣֻڿǵˮƽΣ 쳣˿϶Ҳܣһʼ϶й ¶̫࣬ǻżˣҪʦƵĶƵĵҩ"
ѩҲǵԻֵϷ룬 ΪƣʵǱأ"
ϫҲпܣЩʲôľ鷳"
ӣҲǼһԱΪ˲ϫ һӣæһ£Ȼ ģλСһЩʱǿ϶رע ʦ"
ϫͻѩոյ˵ͷ;Ȳ˳ȥ
ϫ"ѽ׷ѽ "
ѩʧЦҡҡͷǰ!"
ļ죬ϫͻѩնûҵ̽ʲô Ϊ˵Ҷ½ʦܼһ кüĪĸˣбֱӴߵģ ЩϸɣʦŲţϫǾͲ֪ ˣǲŵġ
͵ĵҲûнչͬˣȻǷ֧ ˣȴҲĵȥ
ʮ󣬵ҩ˱仯ʱʦ ʼ֮һˣҲѡ
ʱҶʦĿҪɺܶˣЩ ¼ʦˣϫͻѩջǰΪǸо Ǳǰ
ȻϣҾһʦʦ ǧ½αװģר̽ϢͿһԸЩħ ġ
ϫǸʦץһֱҪħ岻ú ħ度ļʲôģӵȷ
ҵһֱĬҺ𣬺һˣʿ ݹȫ˳ϫ֪⵽ô¡
ԭʿһҶеģħ͵ħʥս ϣǼҸ춼ųͼǧħ嶼Ǹ һף˱߾û£ȫ˱߾ ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

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ԼΪһֱڣŻȻ
Ҫ
ϫͻѩ˺ûκۣûٿȥ 飬һסȴ֪һ˫۾һֱڶǡ
صסϫЩĬѩû˵ʲôֻһֱ ߡ
һϫħɽǧ̫֣ ǵΪ̫ģ֪жΪǶ ħǧ½Ľս˶!"
ѩյ"ȷʵ!
ѩյ㲻ΪģΪԼҲԲ Ź!"
ѩյҴûŹǣο֪ǿ ʱ"
սȭͷת뿪ˣϫͻѩ ڵģûʲôҲûйˡ
֪ǲϫǵĴǸǧ½ʦ ץҶЩʦ˺ܶ࣬û֮ǰ Υ͸У֮ǰӣκġ
ϫͻѩһ׼ж
ҹڳסĿҵĲң뵽 ĵһ㣬Ҳпܷøӡصĵط
ܣϫóһĻһ ˲䲻ˣϫŻѩɽ˲ҡ
ѩʵʲô"
ϫһ£һ߿ʼҵһߵ Ļ䣬Ի˵ĹЧõһǣԻ 󲻻ᷢκ"
ѩҡҡͷҲʼ鿴ҵϣﰵϫ ЩɽҰֵų裬˭ϲЩЩ иôϫȫ˸ٱ䣬ʲôС" ʵҲȷʵѩ룬ϫһֱǱųģ ֪ǣϫһƬȴǱɲλųģ ϫȻûʲôȴúöľִ ඼ϲĵرҩʲôΪ ƻϫסĵطȴٱ룬Ҳ ôϫԭ֮һһϫͦɰġ
˶æһϣҲûв鵽ʲôõĶ ƣĻסʿһϲϢҲᱻ 
϶һĽϫֱɽ˶ ûнûнҶ˸飬˾
ˡ
ɲεĺˣ˾ȥ͵Ҽǽ ǣȴҪϢ
ƽϢϢ鷿⣬ûһᣬ 滹һ£±߱ڱ"̽ӻر ħȵķӡȷʵԾħҲ쳣˷ܣ˵ķ ӡɶһģɶʱ䲻ˣǧ½Щ Ȼûз֣޼ɵۿӡҪάֲס!"
ϫͻѩնһۣԷ￴˾ȣ û뵽ӡѾô᧿Σˡ
ü͵ǰҪʱҲ ģҪǶȫԸķӡͲ״ ӡ޷ֲȱ  .....! ʱҪ!"
¼"ô죿 ǲ˼ǧ½Ҫħȷ ӡˣҲͬӲ!ħҪǧ½һ!"
šü̾˿£̾˿Ҳû а취ʱƴȫҲֻܷӡǷӡһˣ ǾƴҲʲô!"
ʵѵûа취޲ӡ"
ϫͻѩҲ֧ţҪ֪ġ
̾˿ǷӡԵûʲô޲ İ취οħʿϵģƻʼ ķӡӡãһ㷽ûеġ"
ϫһⳡˡ
˳ĬŻס⣬˵ı飬 һɡ
ʵô"
ѩҡҡͷû˵̣Ҷ֪ ˡ
һϫ˰ǾҪȥˣ Լ׼!"
һ·Ӧã֪ˣҲҪȥˣ 뿴ҵĺӳȻҸõ"
⻰̫ᣬ͵ĺô࣬ò׾Ҫ 磬ϾҪ᧿Σˡ
ϫǰ˸ӸͣʹһǾ黨ĵ ҩ㶵ĿϫŵӰ
ѩ͵ļ򣬵ֵһţ ɽ٣ҪⵤҩҲûдãԸϫ϶Ҫ ɣԭһݱŵһˣʣµǸӵģ ŰɣһݻȥϣҲá"
һŻѩվһŵҩطˣ ѩҲųصĽŲ˷䡣
ҵ˷֮ǰĪĺͰʦˣ ûһ˲飬Ҳûһңƽ˾ÿ¡
ͨǧ½ĵ·ϣм۶ȥ
һȪȴ⣬͵ϫĳһ ȪڷħУţǧõ׷ɱ£ ӴܣȻȪͬǶɽΪŽɽ ڣѾɽٺںܳʱˣҪ Ǳ
һӣһ߿ŵѪ֥ſҰɣǾҪ ׷ˣûҵۣ㻹ӹ!"
Ȫպݺݵĵһۣץ˵ȴû˿ ɣץøˡ
ҪԼŵͣȪҲͣ Լ嵽ħе£˶ˣͲȪ ˡ
ӵĵپãӲ˵׷ᣬ˺ ŭȪһƽԭǾϴϫ ѾѧˣȪѵĻᡣ
˫ŨŨĺŶԷ龰 ǰһȴȪ˻ס
Ϊٳʲô⣬ħ˻˵ֱ֣㲻 ȪֻӭȥĸɽٴֶŻ ըΪ̫࣬ˣħһ ˳ȥϢһѪ
!''Ȫ伱ۣûзǧãһ ƴڱϣѪżȪô ħУǧöһۣȥȪȣȴ ħкǧ
ʱѾû˻ֵŵĹת۾͵ ǰ
!"ȪһҪǿͻƷħкǧõİ Χȴס
ΪҪ֣ȴͻȻһĻ䣬 ˲ɢһŵĶͣһ£ ǱŭƴŷŭĻ泯ȥ֪ ڽӣ˫۽ĶŻŬŬͻҪȪ 䣬۾ЦŵģȫȪӰ
ŵҪһ̣һѹӵĺڽɨ űȰ·֣Ȫǧúͷħʱ 򣬳˻ߣӰȪԱߡ
ӵĺڽʣȪһ"ÿ!"
ϫЦⲻ粻!һɲ ġ"
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ϫЦߵȪߣȴһһϢӣ ˲ˣϵЦ
ȻϫȪõѣΪȪʶ ģȪһ컥̵ģȴ Ͷĺѣ浽һȥϫǹϵų裬ô ǹϵСɰûһɣȻȪ͸ ʰ̯ӡ
ɵСɰȴ
ϫתͷĿƶ ˭µ֣ "
˶һۣһǧòмҪ ʹ򣬷ϻôʲô "
⼸Ѿ³Թһˣ һ״̬ˡ
"!'ϫһ˸汦֣ "!"
ϫ֣ѩȻվſţ汦׻ī ֣˹ȥ
ħ˼汦һţæ֣˴һţ
Ȫ令Ϊƣһעս
ħȻΪߣѾȪǶô ãѾĲ٣ϫѩ汦׼ӳֲ ˣ޵Уϫиֶħ˵һʱ ¡
ǴþõĻ׶˾ͳˣϫͶһۣѩ Ȼʱסˣϫٻ ϫٻĶһ"!
ϫŴȥ˶ܵĿ϶ Ȫˡ
˿ſտҲԭأǧҧ һҪǵ⣬ǵѪ!"
ϫͻѩմȪһʱͣ ˸䰲
ϫ߽Ȫ䣬ʵô"
ȪɫǺܲãųãֻ˵ñȽ أûʲô飬÷ҡռħħ ЧӦùʱͺˡ"
ϫһֱŵˣƺʲôʵ ôᶼ˱߾ô׷᣿"
ȪЦһºȻйߺͿѪ ֥!"
ϫͻѩնһۣѪ֥⣬й ߣ
ѩʵǧйпԭҰ ʲôʱϵôˣ"
Ȫ䲻мΪħֻǧһ  !"
ϫһõ뷨ȪЦµĲ ʵҶˣǾȻûκ˷֣඼ ֪Ҫ鱬治֪!Ҷĵ
ɲ!
֪ڷӡħȵʱ飬ϫͻѩն Щ鵹һ㶼ˣϾǻġ
ѩʵô£"
ߺϢѾ˳ȥһʼЩ˻ɣ Ϊҵľ£κζ''Ȫǵȥ ħȣ̽ħĳ쳣󣬱Σ"
ϫ˶˽ģ¹ϵԼ ǿ϶ԴС"
!''ȪʱҲӵϢˣҪƾ 棬Ѿûа취ʿ߾ʼ̽飬ǵ ܱ˳û뵽ǣħȷӡ Ĳֹǧһңźͷħͬ⡣"
ѩյ"Ҳ⣬ħȷӡҿ϶֪ ҲҪħ޷ųͬһ١"
һƣΪڿħȷӡ"ϫ мЦЦû뵽ǣҶͬ 飬ħȵķӡ⣬Ǹͱ˳ȥ"
Ȫ˵ͷҪȹһطɣ äĿȥͷħʥʲôأ "
ϫʵȻأ "
Ȫȥ"ұϾǧ½֮ ˲׸ǹȥʱûȷʵ֤ݣǸ 󣬲ǵ٣һֱ׷ǣֲ͸¶ ǵݣϾѾûǰôȨѪ֥ ݿܻ˷ֻܲԼ׷ɱ ǡ
ûв͸ǽ׷ɱǵ鱻˷˶ ߣЩ˲ԣȴѾηħǣа ǲ٣ӵڣ!
ϫЦһ "
Ȫ俴˿ϫͻѩʵȥħôħ ޲"
ϫ̾˿ҡҡͷ
Ȫüʵô£"
ѩսħ巢齲һȪһӦ ޳ܣҵ޳Ѿ̫ˣ̫ˣڶ Ƿˡ
Ȫʵʲô㣿"
ϫƲƲѾˣħҲ֪ Ŷãʱѿ϶ǧ½ħģǻ ô죬Ŭֿ¡"
ȪվߣҲ֪ղǰʵģ⻹ ôӭⳡѶѡ
ϫȪıӰͻȻǻɽϿɡ" Ȫ㶣ϫ˵ͷ̧ż˳ȥ ȪߺϫĬ˺һڻ̧ͷ ѩգԲҰ ....."
ѩհָϫĴÿЦŵûжԲ ңǰԸ㣬ҪǲһӦѾ ˣҺܸһˣȹⳡѣһˡ" ϫ㶵ĿŻѩպһᣬͻȻһ壬嵽ѩյĻ ıʲôû˵ȴ֪Է뷨 ֻҪһʲôԵġ
ϫԭסɽֻһɽѣȴв 챦ɲκѪ֥УȻûô ȴҲټˡ
ϫһȥܵҵĻӭЩɽǱ ǻ֪缴仯ЦտĻ ӭϫǡ
ѩҲɽϵĳ֪ͣĵҲ ٣ԶûųǶҲͦġ
Ϊ˶ȥСǱ۵Ķ󣬷׷ ˭۸ˣһҪȥһس
ֺֻµźˣ˶һۣת ͷϫǣʵʲô˵ɡ"
ϫĬһ£ڰѹħȵ˵һ飬ħ Ȼڱ߾ͷȴɽϵﶼ֪ġ
źĬüͷ塣
һ󣬵ʵǴô죿"
ȪѾ޷⣬ֻܾΪ Ҷ׼ɣҲ취ܲٴηӡϾ ӡһΣûһٴηӡ"
ʵʲô"
ϫ˿źϣǱɽ" ʧЦĿϫȻأ綼ħ ռĻɽܱס 
Ȫǲûз˵ԱסҪʱ 䣬ӡһˣǵΣա"
Цͳýޱȣһ¸ Ļ꣬ϫ˶֪ɱεĺݽ ɫ
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ǹЦ˿ϫˣСƨȥ ƴţȴЩϹͷڼǲ̫ ˣ 
æ"ûУû!"
ϫǵȻ֪ĸС!" ϫһۣɱҽ㣬ҿСһ !"
˾'ŴǵĵЦ"֪Ϊ ãѾǶʱҲ޷ʿ ѰЩֺγأҪһ £ܣҲԽԽԶˣ Ŀңɼˡ"
ϫͻѩʵµôǻǲ ڹȻˣЩɶƲ簡
ɲκѪ֥Ȼĵرǳɳ Ƕʱ򣬶δΪΣΪҲȲ ǧɽҰ۸ˣЩȥ سӵģҪҰ޸ҴϫȪ⣬ǻֱӰ ЩҰ޸ɱˣϫܻѩա
˺"˰ֵѾҿ϶ һ뷨ǻȥҴһ£ɽ £ɽĳ춯Ҳ֪ô£ȥ ˣȴʲôûз֣ǻˣȥɡ"
ϫȻɳôѾɽ Ϊߵˡ
ɽ
˰ɽĶ鿴һҲûзʲô쳣
ϫѵǸˣûʲôӦ!"
ȪӦò˵ҪȷȷҲ ٲ̽"
ٵ̺ʽˣûκεķӦ !
ѩʵǲʲôرʱ䣬زŵ쳣 ʱ䲻Իȱˡ"
"!"ϫһ˵Բ֮ҹ쳣ģ ҪԲ֮ҹſ"
ѩӣһεԲ֮ҹҪ !"
˾ͻȥˣ͵Ѿˣ ˻ʵô"
ϫû֮ǰ˵Բ֮ҹֵ쳣 ǴԲ֮ҹȥþ졣"
Ǻ"˵ͷѾټˣ һ˼ô۸ǲ۸ ǣҿǻô!
Ǿ!'ͷһݵĿҪ ҵĻϴҾǸϺˣ ϫҡ"
ȥС۵С ˵ģλ֪飬׼˺ö໨ۣ׼ úòȻԼȥɡ"
ɵ"õġ"
ϫվһôԣŵϵһС
ѩյ"Ҿ﷢ֵǿְֵ εģû뵽ѳꡣ"
ϫĬûжѩߣʵ ʲô"
ϫһ£ЦЦʱʱʲô 룬ǵ˯Ŵҵ Щ඼Լӣӣ䣬 ÿһϲҵĶÿ ΣһʼΪֻڵҶܾԺҲ֪ ڵȵҡ"
ѩշ·˻䣬ƺǿְֵĲڷ ʱĿģֺγأ 񣬾 һ׹⣬ҵɫʣÿʱ ƽʱ"
ϫһЦ"Ϊҹ"
ѩҲЦ "ȷʵ׵!"
ϫ!˵!"ĺ
ϫͻѩһЦЯķȥ
Բ¸գٴɽģ˶һŨ ϢƮĵһС顣
ѩվ!
'ϫӣԡ
ѩյľ۳ 鼫գƷʺܸߣ֮˵֮ ıﰡҪͻƵĵطͻƣǶ°빦 !ЩһͻƣҪһ˵ ϣͻƵġ"
ϫֵĿŻѩգʵôôһ "
һǵ!"ѩյ˵ͷһʱ ֵͻƶɽٵıԵȴһֱûҵѰͻ ʱ򣬻Եɺ֮·һСͨ˳ ͻƵɽ٣Ժҷˡ"
Ȫʵһʱ̿ɵİɣô ͻȻˣ"
ѩΧĵһط˿̧ͷӦһֱ ģֻһֱԴ󷨸ˣһ ԴΪ˻㼯Ҳ ˱"
ԭ! ϫ°˼ĵ˵ͷ
"ʲô˼"ѩʡ
ϫҺȪ䶼Ǽĵرɲθ ǹϵԳɻȴɽﻹô һֱǶ֪ΪʲôܾΪ ˡ"
ֿǸʵô찡 ԭһ"
ϫȪ䣬ôҶֱ Ϊ!"
ĻǵɽԺǻͨɽ  
Ȫħ޵ĻҾˣʱ ҪΪΪȥǸ㣬ҵʱ򱣲 סɽ˵!"
󷨲֪ʲô⣬Ѿй"ѩ յܿĵط˶ᱻħǿ϶ Źʱħ˵û ....."
ھȥ֪ͨ!"ѩջû˵꣬ͽܿ ˡ
ħȷӡ⣬Ҳ!ϫü ѩգ˶ӣͬʱ뵽ɥʬѡ
Ҫ˵ɥʬ˵ĳͷǧ ½εʲôѵҲĳͷ
ɽгɵ֮࣬ɽһ ȦŻѩƳѾҡҡ׹󷨡
Ȼҡҡ׹ȴҲǺѩջʱ 䣬ټľǿƳ
һƳһŨʵʵƮΧ ǿü״ΡҺΧ˸󣬲Ȼɽʿ ܸоɽŨˡ
˶ݣȴûһȥ
͵ǵߵϫ ǰΪȥɣɲΣѪ֥
ħٶǲǶŸԱͨҪΪ ȥˣڻùӣ㱾ʵǿʿ ҪΪˣǧ½ħ綼û˻Ķ֡" ϫֵһɣ˵ СҲ࣬Ϳնٰ!
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󷨰ɽר־ ȷʵһҪ죬תΪԼҲ죬 ЩͻƱԵˣҲ˸оӵרġ
Щ֮УյľҪѩպϫ ȪһֱӴͷڹ롣
ΪϫȪ䶼˳Ľ ˶ɽڣ˻ǰڡ
ѩͷƿʼ㼯ϫк˿ǻѩ ׽Ҫʼˡ
ϫ׽ٵĻ㼯ЩЩ ׽ǱȽº͵ģΪɲΣǲ׽٣֮ǰ Ȫ׽ٵʱͱȽɡ
ĲһԽõˣ׽ԽѩΪ 壬ͷϵѾŨˡ
һ׽ˣرɫһ׳׽ֱ£ ѩīӭȥײ׽ձɢˣ ǵһѣǿѩյѾЩ
ϫЩǣȪļģ ˣɽٹģ黹ܶ࣬о黨ҩ Էġ"
ϫ֪ԼܷܲģֻȫעĿŻѩ ա
˶ƺƴ׽ٸˣǻûп˭ һ׽پôģ֮ǰѩٶ ùȻˡ
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ߵɫ׽ʱ򣬻ѩһӭ ȥ
ɫ׽٣ȴŴĿİ׹⣬˷׷ۣϫ ۵ʱͼǰǱ׽ٻµīæ ѩյķȥڻѩԼϵֱۡ
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ɽ󷨴Ȫ俴˿ź ˵ͷ˼ȥ鿴
ֻʣһ׽٣۾Ķϵ ơ
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һ㼯ʱ֮ǰκһҪãɫŨɫ ڣӺ춼Ҫһﶼ׷׺˿ԶԶ ĿţֻϫȪ䣬͵Żԭؿĵ ûж
ѩѾ汦״߷£ϫȴǸо ڵھŵ׽µʱϫһ߶Լ ϵ汦ףϵ汦໥Ӧѩ汦 ׵Ĺ·ˡ
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ھŵ׽ֱӴڻѩյϣ׽̫׳ֱ ѻѩڸ׽ˡ
ϫֻܸӼµĴ߶汦ס
յʱϵɢ׽Ҳɢ ϫ֮ǰѩվĵط
׽ȫɢϫľһѪ
һ
ΧȫϢţҳϫĿţһʱ 䶼֪ˡ
СȪӣȪҡҡͷ ü̧׼ǰ鿴һΧȴͻȻʼ ĳѩӿȥ˲һɡ
ϫһӴӰ䵽˵ϣ볯Żѩ ȥַѪƵĻѩգʵô"
ѩղûֻۣǼѵַ̧ŵϫϡ
ȪüŻѩգ²"˵ʲôʣ׽ ôǿǰδУҲôԭ"
ü˻׽ѾƽϢѩջţ  ҵȪѾдʿɽ⣬Ҫ ɽأ˼ΪҪҩǴܶɽ٣һ ǿܸȤҪ󷨿µסá"
ȪʣµĲ࣬дҾ 뿪"
ϫȻȪǵĶԻѩգ ѩûٸӦĶȴӿˡ
ʿͻϵɽϵʱ򣬵һƬǽ壬 ʲôʣˣʱ䣬ϫǰѼҶˣ »˺ܾأ
ϫǵɽԶעԼһֱ ɽͷȫǲᣬⶼĵط
̾˿"Ҳ֪ܻܲ"
ϫѾܶĻѩգĿɽʹ ֵʱⶼɽϣ뿪ǰ淢һж Զȥһ
Ứ˸Ϊ˲ˣͷȪ ıϣȪ쵽ץס֡
ǼȻԼѣͲѡɽϣ ֳ˶Զ˳
ϫǻǵ顣
һǣϫͷһˣֱӸ˵ ѡ˿ջ
Сհȥžͱˣ˶һЦ תȥţվûڣҲǸղһֱ ŵˡ
ڶ˵ͷЦ߽˷䣬һֱо ˸ţûӰأһΪҸо!û뵽 !"
ϫЦЦǰҲû뵽һͿ㣬 Ҫȥ"
ϫ⣬ڳĬ¶˳ ɫ
ϫҲû׷ʣϫվߣ׼Щ ˡ
ϫû߳ȥȴڿ˿"Ϊħȵ ̻̣ˣҵľǵҩҩҡ"
ϫü˻ȥͻѩնһۣԼͬ뵽ɥ ʬ磬ɥʬٺЩʳ״磬 ܻȥҩʵǲֱ ġ
տʼֻ˺ܶ࣬ȴвÿ˶Ǯģ ʯҲõģǲԸ⸶''ڵн, ǱƽˣȻǰͣ˵мӦ óһ"
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146»¥ һ

146»¥ һ
ڵ˵ͷʵû취ڳһ󣬾͹ ˣЩﻹǣο˶˽ģص 󣬾ȻǼȥ"
ϫüʵȻأǼô"
Ȼ󣿺ߺ"ڳһЦҲˣ˽Ҳ ǲ֪֪𣿸ǼҴصã ߵʱܼҵӿʼùͷĸ ̧߳ؼĸóܼվȽŸ"
һΣҷþȻܼҵ  ؼң"
ϫӣܸоĻؼҵĽ
ҡҡͷǼұΪǶʱʧأ ܼһȥֵˣͷָɱˡ"
ѩ̾˿Ǻ㸸׵İɣ "
ڵǰɣҿ׼һҩ ͵ҩ˼ǲɢͣʹĸ뿪ˡ"
ڵĻϫ֪ҲǺ׵ģ òͬǣ֡
ϫʵʲô㣿"
ڵͷ̾˿ʵҲ֪ȥҪ ħˣҲֿ˶ãھһһɡ"
ϫ룬תͷȪ䣬Ȫһۣ 㡣
ϫתͷڵҪһɣҪȥ ȥ"
ȥ!"ھȵ̧ͷ"Ըһ "
ϫҲǣҲ޷'ؼ˻ ֲϺ˻鷳
ڶһ߾ˣɽϵ˶ ߾ˡ
ϫٴ̤·пǧ"ϴȥǱȥ ģȴ֪ΣأҪԼӭȥ"
Ȫ񿴰׳һϫ߯Ҫ֪ﶼ ȥ߾"
 .....'ϫȪһۣϹ˵ʲôʵ
˸ոϵ߾ȵǾʹϢɽǧ ֺͷħѾɽźһɻ¥ ˣɵȴˡ
"¥"
ϫһʱ뵽ľǻѩճǸĻ¥ һֲԣתͷѩտȥ뷨ȴ˻ ѩճµ
ϫʵ֪¥"
ѩճĬһᣬ³"ݡ
ϫԹٶȳȥȪʵôˣ"
ϫʵ㻹ǵù汦׵Ĵ˵汦 Ҳڲõġ"
Ǹ汦ʧȥ汦׵! Ȫ" Լл¥ʲô˼Ķ "
ھʾлҪ˵ϫ˵"
ڿ˿ѩգ˵Ȼ֪ǵĶԹȴ ˵¥˵֮Խл¥Ϊ¥¥ ĵ˵ƲѣԲǸѣ ѵ"
ʵ˲ΪȻ˶Բ £"
ҡҡͷ෴˾ȻǸѵ Ϳ϶Ȳѵģһ£
塣"
ʲô߼ "ʵǲ"ⲻӦǱ  
ϫǿŻѩգûи˵ ʲôԲѰɣͷ ˣڶܸɽһ£ɼѾС ɣ"
ѩ̾˿ڿ"ˣɣö ˵!"
Ȫ˶ϫϫͷû˵ѩ ϫȥϢˡ
ڷħѾΪ¼ҹˣϫȻ ŹᣬȻ˵ħѾ᧿Σʱܾͻӡ ѣҲãǷħĸ֣˻ æ˵Ǳͱӣȴһģ³ɺޣ ϫ˾ȥҳǡ
˲٣ǵİæܿͷŵټ ˡ
űϫΧм䣬۴һӣ˶» ڸܵϫʱ
ϫǱӣտʼеȤûһ Ȥˣ"ɱ!"
ŻˣȻϵѣҲԣҲ ͻϫҲѺõĶѽ!㻹 ңȹ!ܷܲŹһΣ!!"
ϫ⸱ҡβӣᷳ
ŵʬĵ£۾û ϣʾòĿ
һϫȴûдñĿУֻǾ ޳
˶ЩĬһ绽ô򵥵
ˣһʱ䵹Ƕûʲôо
ĬĬĻȥչ
󣬷ħкǧõټҲҵǵǸ ʱѾܣѩտһͷˣ΢ ۡ
÷ħкǧõһͷע⵽ϫ ǣ˹Ŀڻѩϵʱ۾һ ѩǰⲻǻȻĻţǿϲ  U 
ѩЦЦ"
ѩϫ˽͵Ƿɽŵ媽 "
媽ЦҪּɣĺΪҹ ˣֻû뵽 .....ûͺˡ"
ϫ媽ıϫ 汦ףµģȴ˺ʧ˻ף "
߹ԭһ£ʶս̧ ţѩȥϵı䶼ûб
ϫһ֪Ǹݽɫ
媽˳ϫĿ⿴ȥҲݣ͵ǻ ¥¥  ....."û˵꣬ѩ ˾֪ģⷬԵúǶࡣ
ݶߵǰѩվϫԱߣûп һۡ
ɵţ˹Щ˿ѩգ ϫ˵ݶһ۾ĹâҪˣ ǼɵϫǣϫǱΪ ûҶ֡
媽Ϊһ֮ôЩ˵뷨תͷĿ һۣЩ˸Ӳҷˡ
ߵѩǰ˸ʮȵĴ񣬴̧ͷ Ѿ⣬ĬĿŻѩյӣ˾ 
ϫЦƨ˲ģˣ Ȼ⸱ӣĵжڣ
ݼѩûзӦڵ֪ڼǺңҲ֪ Ҳñԭ£㣬һֱǵ㣬һֱΣ ҵʱҪʵȲѣҲôҲԭ£ ֻ㣬¥Ϊ㽨ģԶӭ㣬ҲԶ ĺܡ"
"!ȪЦһһΪҪ˵¥Ϊ ģҪѻ¥!"
 ....."յøȴֿҪҪ Ҳ޷"
ߺǣ''ЦϫˣôңҪ Ҫˣ˲˵Ҫ!˵ĶҪô Ȼ!ֲĳЩƤôҪ˵Ķ˵Ʋ ѡ
ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

147ݶ

147ݶ
ݱϫȪֵ²̨ǣŻ ѩյҶԲ㣬Ҫôԡ"
ϫ죬Ҫ˵ʲôȴѩհס֣ѩ ڿݣʲôûУ޶ûУ Ȼѡô϶Ǿûдģ֮ ꣬ʱѾΪ̣㲻˵Բ ΪĶԲûκãҲٽһ֣Ϊ ǲѣڽлѩգϣԺҪٽд"
ѩ˵Щݽõ˲ˣ׷׿ "õѣ⻰ɲ˵!ʱ¥ҲֻҪ Ķһ£Ҳû뵽˺ʧȥ汦׷ 鰡!
ѽ!ѽ!¥һֱռħɽ ǧֵ֤ô췢飬 ô֤ݣ¥ṩ!"
ѵҪΪһʱо֪ ͣ !"
ѩռӴȰסѩգøƽҾ ԭҪм!"
ӣԶԣСֹ"㻹ô ɱ"
ȻСǴҶʿȫˣ媽ü Ҫǳ⣬ѩֹ̫סˣѹ媽ȴûܼ ѹסϫ
ϫĿݣԼҲôİɣ Ϊô࣬ͲټǺ㣬ղıǸԲ Ҳ뻺͹ϵһֶΰɣˣѩѾ ˵˸ûκιϵˣԼҲҪ׼ ϵȲѺܶ࣬ҲҪȲѣҪ ˣǵ뷨ǱȺҲԭ£ Ϊ˶Ȳѵ!"
!
ʱ˵Цȥͼڸ졣
¥һЦʲô "
ڷ֣ҡҡͷûʲô£뵽 ͬĸĵܵܺµ顣"
ʵ˵¥ͻõѵ飬ô뵽 ȥ !"
˲ԼͬĿѩգֿݣѵˣ 
"!ǧ˼밡! ڸϽϫǰϦ ߰뷨ܲһʼʱһֱ˵Ҷ ãҵܵܣҾ͸öã˭˵ģ õĸǲǺҵĸףҶ紺ůĶԴ ã֪ǽΪºܲͬĸܵţȴ Ǹܵ纮£Թãѽ!!"
ӣؼҩĴңǼҷ飬˶ ţѩպݵ飬Ҫи ԼԼԭ𣿴ǿ϶ܵģһԼղ ȰѩյĻЩĵͷ
ҵʱݲ뱨𣬾ͿԲֶεȥ˵ı ˺¡
ݲԼһֱ󱻻٣Ҫ˵ʲôѩȴ ֹ̧סת媽ȻѾץˣǾ ˡ"
媽㡣"
ϫһ˺ƺƵƺƵߣЩʿӻ ɲκѪ֥Ҳûһҳ֣һǷɽŴֹɱ ׽ѾΪ˵ҪľϫǺŵ ߽ϫǵΪ
ϫѩǣ뿪еĻͷȥͼݻ վĿĶһϫ˳Ŀ⿴ȥ ڻѩǣԼϡ
ȥ·˲ԼͬĳĬţǰϫͻȻ "Ҫʲôһ֪ʲôζ!"
˻ѩգϫĻ۾ղʵ ̫ˣȻɱ֮ģȴҲݱ۸ ѩճ£ϫʲôӣǿɶˣ 
ȷʵˣ˾ͻܲ
ѩյģңҵһŹ!" ѾǰȴҪЩ˶ ǵĿӣԷֶɢԷ̫࣬Ŀ̫ױҵ
Ǻϫټڣһ·϶ЩĬ Ȫʵôˣ
ϫҲĬһᣬ³" ϫǵõʱҪȥħȪʱС ٣˵Ϊ˸Ǳźãɱˣ̾˿ һʱЩĬ
˽ЩͷԣȴŪòҿ ڡ
Ȫǿ϶ֱӾͰѷħкǧøɱ ˣʱǴһ£ʲôʱ򴦾ǣһȥ"
!"ͷɱţҪۿħ кǧҲĳˡ
û죬ﴫϢħȷӡѾһС طѾħ޴ܳˡ
ǰ󣬾ͬ鱨˵ ǣӦЩʿҲǿɶﰡ媽 ǵΪǲҴģǾ밵֣ͻ ȻֵħޣȴǶ˻ȥûʱǵ鷳ˡ"
ϫʱעԼİȫԼأ ǰ½С"
˵ͷ֪Ѿڳɽ˸ ǴһᰲȫЩѾʼˣֻҪ СˣӦûʱ鵽ǡ"
ȪҲãʱ̺Ǳϵ"
ѩյȥһЩ󷨡"
ʧЦˣֲûСӣ ֱ˿ӣȴǻڣͿǱ𣿷İɡ"
ϫҪ󷨺ͱϵġ"
!!!''ͷ"ǵģŶ~һ£ ħкǧúǹӣûôģ ħȷӡѣħܳףѾвڷ ......"
Ȫ䣬Ȫʵ"
ڷɽŵפء"
˸ȥҵľסɽͷ󷨲Ϻ󣬸ɽ פأξûдˣΪ˷ɽŻ䣬 Ҳ֪ж׽ǵġ
·ϿٵħޣҲɱɱ˵ġ
ڴħкǧõʱ򣬼Ҳǰʱϵˣ ǲû֪ͨκˣǶڰ۲졣
ħУǧúŶħȷӡı Ѿˣʣ˷ħкǧã⼸ʱ䣬Ѿ ˣЩʧȥ˵Ҳ˹׷ó޵Ŀ ŷħкǧá
ǧֺͷħͽҲѹֳЩŵӶ ԼҵһΪЩҲһݡ
ϫʶľ正ŵһĸŮ
ֳΪ媽һͬ˳ħɽ ǧֶˣڷɽɣ¥һֱ͵£ ʵʵѾСˣݲʸ媽һ ֣Ŀڱ½һЩΪѩյ顣
媽һ֣˷׷ÿ·媽ħ кǧǰ
媽ǻʲô˵ģ"
ǧЦһʲô˵ģҪɱҪϤ㣬 뿴Ĳɣ "
ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

148µѪһ

148µѪһ
ϫЦһǧõǱйҲ ĺ!"
"!媽һ"㻹 ΪŴҾȻ ǵǧ½ѣ治ɫ !"
ħпҲ֪!"
媽Цſŷħ"ˣǾ͸ôɥĲ 飬ΪΪʵ飿 "
ħнƱõħ壬û!"
ƨ"媽ŭ˲֪ҿ֪Ҫƻħȷ ӡҪħѪҺſ!ǵԻ......ѩղ Ϊ֪Ϊʲôô!ΪҲ֪ Ҫ ڱչأǵóѣ "
ϫյѩնߵû뵽媽ǸôƢ ˣ춼ûпȻ໰ˡ"
ѩյǼ𣬶ħкǧ ˡ"
ɼᣬ媽Ըٸħкǧ˵ Ҫϴǡ
ȴվ˳媽˵"ħкǧȷʵ µĵȴһʱҲɼ 㿴"
һ˵ϫ͸оʣ˸ĸоܲã ֮ǰЩɶ˸оҪãħ һƴˣϫֻΪѩգԲϲ йٲá
媽üҲǰ޹ص˶ժ"
ֹһᣬʲôԿ֮£媽ü
ԽԽûҪ˵ʲôֱ˵!ĥĥġ"
ݺ¶˾ģһĸӣ  .....ǵҾҲ֪Ҫһŵһǣ ܲǣȷ ....."
ѩüζ歵ģһû Ȼ˵ѩհԭԼһֱû˽ ݡ"
ȪϫȥϫѾȫ ڵʱҪûѩգղͿݺ 歼Ķۣһʲôܣû ѩյͷ˾£Ƕ͸ˡ
Ҫ˵ģ媽ȫᣬ˵ѩ 飬ȴЩɣ歺ͻѩյ뵱Ǵ÷ ﰡ
˶Ů˵ô⣬һı ϫͷҲ쵱ģ¹˵ָ˶ɽ ΪԸӣοǻ¥¥˵飬Զ ûзԣ歶ΪҪɹʱһ 
歵ûκιϵλҪκξؿ ңûκιϵ"
ȥͼѩպϫӰƮ£ѩյĿ ݣϫЦ
ȭͷ͵ָݽȴЦ  ..... õѣǰǵҲ֪һЩ .....Ϊʵ ڲ˼õѣΪˡ"
ѩûٿݣǿ媽媽˵ͷҪ ʼ歿ŻѩգͻȻ"ĺŵһ Ůȴϣ׷㣬Ϳù Ͷ𣿾㲻ϲңѵŮҲ ʳ! ֱɥĲ!"
歺ʵ⣬ƽװģֳ󲿷˶ ѩտȥѩϫȥ
ϫȻ˽ǵ飬ǻѩ ŵһŮһŮȷϣ ҿҲܲˬ!"
Ťĵϫڰô  ҵ!ҵ!"
ŵһҲߵĿŻѩա
ϫЦҡҡͷͻȻ֣һŵһ ָһʹһѪƳϫѩգЩ̫ģ Ҫǲóʵʵ֤ݣ֪ҪԲʲô"
ѩյ˵ͷҲƳһѪԼѪŵһ ѪഥˣѪҺضܣҪǣͻų⡣
Զ׼ģȫûںϵļһ Ȼ˵Ŀ正Ѿɵˣһֱţ! !"
媽Ѿˣݺݵĵһۣʱ ݵͷ֪ʲôһ媽Ϊ֪ڣ Ͳ˴̡
ȼµЩģĬĬ ˱Ӧˣ԰Ϣ!"
ȪĬ§ĸ谲ο
ȼյǧÿվһ媽ǣͻ ȻǺǴЦ"ϫΪΪɲΣЩܷŹ ôõĵر𣿾ߵĻϫܱ֤Բ  ˵ֻûҪҪһ죬 ˵ҲҪԵʣ!"
ϫһЦȻֻҪб Ҿȥ޻أߵˣͲòˣ ִû˵ǲ!"
ŷħкǧǱʿǣһʱ䶼Щ Ӧ绽Ұ!ھĿ֮ ̡
ϫȴûʲô⣬Ҫ飬 ǧ½ܵв²ôܲ 滹һأ
ȻѾˣϫͻѩҲ 媽תȥ֮ǰϫ֮ǰѩձƳ ǵѪ
һʧԭˣΪǶ֪ ѩյΪʲôô죬˵Ѫҵԭ
媽Ŀɨһͷȥر媽Ŀ ⡣
ϫҿ϶Ҫû媽Щ˿϶ ˺˷ˣ뵽㣬ϫ媽Ŀ࿴Ҫ ɽţ֮ǰħǻŰ!Ҫ媽Ϊͻƽ չأǧ½Ҳɣ
ϫͻѩЩǣԴӴʼݾһ ֱͷĬ֪ʲôڽѩյ뿪Ҳ ûһ仰һڻѩǰֵܲ ϣϫͻѩղ
ҹʱ֣ϫͻѩϢ媽סҪ ţһͳ"ڴ˳
ϫͻѩһЦѩƿţ˽ȥ 媽ԣв裬Լһ
媽ЦЦλ"
ѩպϫλ£ѩյȻѾ ǻǿ϶֪ǵ⡣"
媽̾˿Ȼ֪µ飬ȫ ˭֪!͵ħʥλǰʱȥ ħ壬ҽ֪˶ˣǿ϶ңʥ ǰɣ"
ϫЦԸ֪"
媽üϹӲ̽ңλҪǲңҲ ǹƥֱˣҲǷħЩˣлǾ ֱ˵"
!Ȼ̹!''ϫһӣӡ飬 ɽҲзֲ룬ʱӦҲţ еǰǧ½ħ廹ˮݣ̫ãѾ Ϊħʥǻǿġ"
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͵ˣ'ϫͻѩնȵĿ媽
媽˵ͷǵģ˵ħ·󶪵ģʱ æڴ飬ħʥиǵȥʱ ħʥѾ!"
ѩʵʿɿ'ֻѩջɣħ ʲô鶼óǾҲҺùԸ ˵ħʥ䡣
媽˵ͷ˵ѣǽħкǧû ׽ͷֿܵģҲǷֿѯˣ˵һֲ ġ"
ϫ°˼ţ˭ôȻ ʳûб!"
媽²ûпħˣħʥǿ϶ ȥġ"
ϫҡҡͷӦòǣħֱֱȥҪ Ļڹ¿ˣħʥǶ ȥҲԭûҪӰء"
ѩյлһֻ֣Ͳֵֻ֪Ҫ ʲôˣ "
媽ֵλģɽһ̽ģʱ ˴⣬媽һŹǵ!"
ѩҲһ񣬵媽Ϊǻŵùģ ͵Ϊֹиˡ"
ѩմϫ媽Խ͵⡣
ȥ·ϣϫһֱħʥ˭ ȥ뵽ݵϣȴû˵ǵ媽 䣬Ǿеֱ̫ˣҪһֱڱչأҾҪ ͷħǶϣᱻˣô˳Ϊ һŭԭ򣬲ȻҿǺ!"
ѩЦʹˣɽô ΪǵĹ䣬˶ǡ"
ϫͷʵΪʲôôǣǻ϶ õģѵûһһģ"
ϫⲻǹҲ磬һ˶ˣҲ ôһĻ˳֣ܰٷְٿ϶ġ
ѩյ˵ͷȷʵˣǷɽŵ ⽣ֻй䣬˼͸˲ѧᣬҲǷɽ ʦµĹ涨"
ϫλʦǱ˿ӳӰ! !
ѩεĿϫһ"ƶ죬һλֵþ !
ϫͷ"ǵģѵһλֵþ!"
ħȷӡȫѣħ޷ӵľ ǧ½˵ħ޷ֳø죬ħҲʼܵӰ죬 ҲûйĶǵ˼Ѫȴʬ壬 Ϊħ޵ʳˡ
ҲԴϫϲϳһгԲ¶ʱ 㲻ˣûˣͻһ֣ħڳԼͬ о
ʧȥ˰ˣȴʬǶҲЩʱ ʹ޷ħˣõ˼ֱǱ ˣѾΪҽй߶޶֪ ĸ
Ҳʲôܸտʼ˵ˣ ҲҲˣΪѾĳһֻħ޵
ǲ֪ǲǸϫ̫ˣմȾ˺ Ǻٳʲô⣬ҲϫȽοһˣ̫ ǡ
ϫΪߵһ֮ǰȻѡ 񵽱߾ħ޵Դͷûдɱɥʬո һʵħ޲ûжҲ໯񼶱 ģ̫࣬·޾ɱһ ӿ
ɱһƣʱ򹥻࣬ʱ ľﻹѡ
ʵû취媽齨֣ݣۼһ Ҫ˭ˣȥ滻Ų̫죬 ݵ쵼ߣһѡ媽
媽Ҳ֪ʱҲȨΪ˲ ӣӡ
ħѾ鲼ǧ½ħ壬Ѿԣ ԶԷˣΪֻҪԷһˣôһɱħ޵ ˡ
һϫǸմɱħ޻Ѫû üϢһС˽һϫĽű߾ͱ һʮĺӣϫæ˹ ȥе"ϸ磬磬ȥȾ÷Ҫ!"
Ȫüʵô£"
Сƺܼϫܣѩæϡ
Сܱ߽͵ǽȥɱħޣ÷Ϊ ڸһȥĹӿԲľʱ һžͿԲһЩҲǻˣҪʲôͻ ״÷ĹҲ԰æǱѾˣ һȺʿЩʿһ˺صˣɢ һ۾ͷⷽ÷"
÷ĹӿԲ޸˵ɢҪ ޸ֻ÷ı壬ȻԸ⣬ȻǾͳ ˣ٣Ϳ÷Ĺ޸һ Ƕ֣󱻱Ƶö㵽˱ߵɽΪһֱõɱ ħޣЩͱ˵ˣҲ֪ ڱҵûУ÷ǲǱ!"
СĻϫ˴ŭȪһС 죬"·!"
СһָһԭѾûϫǵ Ӱ
ɽ÷Ӷ߹ȥ 򣬵£СѾȥˣϫӦҲ ʱȥˣǻǵġ"
÷̧СԲԲľһԲ֭Ĺ ӣʱſɰü"ԲҪ ңҲ׷ɱǣǣҪϸǸ Ͽô죿ҪǶʱҽȥ!ǵýϸǰ ұ!"
÷§һֱС÷
ΪǾȻԸⱻȥôܰȥƴ һս
ʱҵĵطأûһǻ˾˹ſ 󷨱ʮӭе׼ ֻʱ󷨣ֿôǿйƣˮһս ǰ
ûһᣬ󷨹Ȼƣ춫˽һ ÷Ҫץˣﵵ
ݺݵĵҿǻܳܵ ʲôʱ!÷ҸٰǶˣʱ ȻᵽǶž!Ҳį!Ǳ"
û˵꣬ͱһɴŭڱϣ ˱ײǽϣִǽϹ
"ҿ˭!ľ!"
ŵ÷һеϸ磬! ԭҪȥ÷е˭һӽ û뵽ϫȪô͸ǣǻѩ Ҳˣ
ϫ˽ŵĶʮ˶ͷȥ ǵ
СһӴϫıܵ÷ǰʵ û°ɣ "
÷ҡҡͷû£ϫˣûˣҲ ˣٺ''˵ɵЦ
!"ϫ÷ԲСתͷѾ ԹٺȥĿ"˭ӣ Ҷҵ֣ "
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ûϫĻĿŻѩ"ǰ ҲûҪҵֳ .....һֱսڵһߣ Ǿڽ죬ҵֳħ޴ٲȣ ҪΪһˣǰҲ֪ô ΪһˣǸûв˰!ǰ"
"!"
ٴײǽϹѪ˳ϫ ջؽţ֪ղһ˭ߵˡ
Χȥȴұֳ
ȥѩգȴһϫ˼ûУ Ŀⶢ
ѩյֳͿһȥ  "
ϫһ"ֳ!
Ȼ֪ϫ˵ͨȫ ϫѩ׹ϵ
ǰ֪Һֳ¥Ϊ !ôվǱ߶ڲ˰!֪ 죬ǰ!ϫ .....
"! 
ٴηɵǽϣʶȥϫȴϫ µĿŻѩգѩյ°ڶ˶"
¥˶ǰ棬ĿŻѩգȰǰ ҲΪֳУͲҪһʶ"
ǰ!ǰ!ֳΪ˾űģǳ ̧֡"
ѩߵٴεڵϣƺ 죬ʹ̧ͷԼ۾ʵ⻰
˭˵ģ "
 ....."תǲԸϻѩڵ۾ Ҳش
ϫ¶ȻЦݡ
ԵĿȪ䣬ȪſŻ¥ˡ
ѩһ˦վŻ¥ˣЩ˳ ˵춫˽һã
ѩȥ㵷ҵˣҪǸһ ڳ!У㲻Ҫֳ𣿼Ȼô £ΪʲôԸķϣôҸһ 
Żѩݣ˲õԤС
ѩռǸ㽫ȫΪô ͻָΪ˾ΪҲ Ȼ"
ɫҰףʱ춫Ҳתѣ֪˶١
ŻѩգŭǲЩгɵ ҪΪǸ¥Ϊô࣬Ϊ㽨 ˻¥ô޶ "
ϫЦƷҪ˶ £Ƥôܽ¥ı𣿿 ȺʵƤ!"
û"ʲôô˵¥Ǹ ˱ͲһΪΪ˾ͿԵ!Ҫ媽ͻ ǰΪܻڣ 
"ǺǺ!ϫЦſ"ԭ¥һֱ һ治֪!Ȼı죬Կô Ȼǲħ޳ҲȻǲӦϴɾ Լȥ!ǵֿʲô òܸܽʲô  Ӧ "
"!
ѩձĿ⣬˶ˣ¥ȷ ģȴԲ˵Ϊ媽ϫ ʵоǻѩգѩʵȲ˵ݱͶԲ ѩգҪٸѩʽϣѾ ڱи媽ѹͷϣҪٲڽе λҲήͣбϡ
֣ǣҲ˼! ..... ....." ѩû¶ȵ"ȥݣҶǳ ֣һ!"
ֻܴ˻ˡ
ȪǼȻ˼ͲͿ ˣϾɽͷкöѵһ챦!"
ϫȪһ"˵Ǻʳһ!"
Ȫ䵭ѵ"
ѩյңһ֣!"
¥פ
"! 
ÿҵϵ֣Ŭѹŷŭʵǻ˵ ʲô "
 ....."СĿһۣѩ˵˵  ҪǸҶǳ֣Իԥ֡"
"! 
βϣӶ˿
ݳۣҧô!ҲҪֲԸ 汦һ£Ҳû뵽ʧȥ汦 ף£ҺΪô࣬ѵȲӦ ҩ ɲ!!ܺ!ҾҪ!Ҫǳ ܰô "
жӽȴʿء Ϣħʥǧ½֣ħ忪ʼǧ½ 㼯ϫħбɽü󡣣 Ŀŵˣ벻ֶѡ
ѩճû뵽!ҵС!"һ Ǿ뵽ݣ³û˸Ҳûж 
ϫҡҡͷСˣһֱûп "
Щ벻ͨ"Ȫ°ͣüʮ һյװȴôֱ׵ľˣħʥǱ ݴӷħߵ𣿲ȻҪûħʥħ ôôϵ"
ϫ뻹пܣ˷ħǧ֣ ɽǷɽźͻ¥媽ôôҲ ֻһֱصúܺãҪ͵ Ǻпܵġ"
ѩյǽȥ媽"
ѩպϫ뿪ɽͷԶͱ ûж֣ʹӰ˳
͵类Ƿˣλþò"
ϫʵôǧ½ˣ˹"
һµ"ǰұҽ һţŵǿ԰һħʥԺƽ ֻɲΡ"
ѩͣܲסѹȺ æֵ!!!ǲûдӦⶼ˵Ķѡ"
ϫʵ"˭дģ˵ʲô"
ҡͷ˭дģŵ˲ûбݣ ԼǼ棬ṩħʥ"
ϫЦһħʥǾסɽϣ "
ǵ!''͵˵ͷ֪ǡ"
ϫϴθĵҩЧܺðô ˣУѵͲӻɲ"
ͿЦ֪ǣȷʵΪʲ עңһֱҲȽң Ҿ黨ΪĺӣҲΪҵļ ɽ٣ɲζ˵Ȼ Էģħ岻˶ֵġ"
ϫͻѩӣ媽ţħ ȻҲӻɲΣ˶񲻵ġ
"ʵ'ͷ"ǰҲҴ Ʊħ޺ħõԤʦƴȫһԣ ǣѿɽ⣬Ǳ벻˺ɲΡ"
ϫü"ʲô˼ѵѻҪң"
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ѩüɲεĻкֿܶҪʲô ̵ķ......
ԼҲѩϵı飬Цҡͷ ǰصģǽӵϢǣ˺ ɲΣȻЩкķҲ룬!"
 .....'ͳһ£ɲȻᶯ ģԼעһ£ҪҲ  If
ϫüѩյҲãʱħѾԽӲ ְͲס֣ħҲˣʱһҲá"
''ϫȻߣȴҲ֪²һˣҿ ġ
媽⣬ϫͻѩٴϴһǣ ڴ媽
ϫͻѩŽȥ媽ǺϴһԼǰһ 裬
ϫ媽񰡣ÿζ֪ǻ  11
Tlx o
"媽ҡҡͷҲϵҪ֪ ҪҲ֪ˣһˣ ܹƣж˼Ҳһֱڹעû뵽 ܶ࣬ǣˣұȥǵģ ǵӻر˵ҪҲŵġ"
鵽ʲô"ѩʵ
媽һֱڲħʥ͵飬Ҳ鵽ݴ Ż¥ڷħǲħʥĵطγû ҸղһЩͷħʥϢͷָ ǵɽͷ"
ϫתͷѩյħʥӦþ͵ģ Լħ˿϶Ҳ"
!пܣʱˣͿһˡ"
ħ!''媽üϫͻѩգʵô £"
ϫħյŵ齲һ飬" ûзʲôԵĵطԴӽ˷ħ 󣬾ͱЩˣǰôĽ¥ չڵӣоżһżԸҡ"
媽ҡҡͷҲһֱܵ͵ֱħ ǵ鱬ðͷҲŷôһѾ ֣ѣ˽"
ѩҡҡͷ"ΪԼ˽ģǺҷ һ㶼˽Ҳ֪Ǹʲôˣ һ֪ģӦǸ̵ˣºй滮 ڵķʽܲ"
ϫͷԺﲻĸֳħ ݹӣѵйأǸѩйء
媽뿪ϫһֱΪʲôô 仯û̫עߵȥˣֱصɽϣ˷Ŵ ĿŻѩգʵǻѽ"
ѩϫıӣʵ㵽ʲô ô
ϫ±ϵǣ£ϫ ΪʲôͻȻô仯"
ѩյ뵽ʲô"
ϫ㻹ǲǵõ촦ħǵʱ ʲô飿"
ѩջһµ뱣歺ŵһ"
û!"ϫ˵ͷǱݾû жû"
ѩտ˿ϫʵ˵ϲ正"
пܰ!Ȼ뱣正"ϫԽԽԼ Եģһץסѩյ֣۷Źʵ˵ŵһû ݵĶ˵ŵһĸһֱ𣿺пܾ ͵͵µ!"
²ĺ'ѩտϫҡҡͷ ϲŮ!
ϲŮ!ϫɵһ²⣬ݻ Ϊѩգ 
ѩտϫɫȥҪʲô ɫôḻȴʱˡ
ϫ˼ͼѩմվ Ȫǡ
Ȫ߽ʵȥ媽ô"
ϫãǻ˵ȥأȥ ش֡"
ӱ£ϫ
ϫͺͺ媽齲һ飬ħ ǸԤҲˡ
ȪֿϿ¿İϫһ飬ʵ ôûпеǱʰ!"
ϫһۣҿлǱ!"
ѽ˺ˣÿζϫȪ ûӪǸ͵Ļ"
ѩյӦǿŵģһͿԲҲƭ ǡ"
ŵҲãСξͲ±ˡ"
ϫɫǲ֣ҲҪע ⣬ȲҪȥˣǰɽϵķɽϵ Ѿ˾֪ˣȫǱɽв۾أ Щ껹Ҫлл媽ˣҪͱ ˡ
"媽ȷʵǸĺӡ"
Ļ˲ԼͬİĿͶ
ҪңⱲӶҸ˵''﷭ ָϫɲ˭ôõҵһ ôʵ!"
ϫղǻ媽"
ǲ"һЦⲻ !СƨҪ˵"
ϫֹԼҵˣ㻹ǹһ! ˵Сƨ"
˵ʲô"ΣյĿϫ
ȪӣѾƫĻ˻ ԲΪʲôǶҪ÷ ҺͿôҵͽˡ"
ħǧ½ûнʿĵ̣Ǻϫ һɽϰɽħ޶ˡ
ɽħ޾ûôΪܿͻ γħޣ޾һ
ϫͻѩҹʱһ·ɱģߵ· ʱһɱħޣһħ޸շֳһ ħޣħ࣬Ƕ˱úǱۼҪ ˡ
ϫͻѩͬʱ֣еĽȺħޣ ǶˣȻﳤȥǶ˴ûзӦ
£ԴħѷϫǾģ ʲôӢۣҪǶˣǾħ޵ˣ ܾһЩˣܳžһ㡣
˵ħפɽº֪ͨͣϵ;ʹ ɽˡ
ϫЦô!"
ϫǵ٩һ䣬˭֪ͻͷˣ֪ Ҫһ͵ˣղżѾˣѾλø ˣҴȥɡ"
ΪǸԼӡ
ԼĵطħפزԶȻţҲԵг ⣬ϫţǸԼ˾ݣ ķ
˲Ҫȥץģ֪ݵ״ʲô⣬ Բûд档
ʹȥһŴ϶Ŵ֦ïʢ ĳ棬˶˶ͻӰص 󷨣͵á
˸նãһһһ۵ļһ˹ 
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ǸȻԼɵʵʵǻѩջһ۾ ˣǾݣϾཻĺѣ ԶԷϤ
ϫѩտȥѩյ˵ͷϫȻ ȷˣҪ˵Ҫʲôˣ
ǰĺ˵Ҷˣ ˼"
ЦЦ˳ְѺ۸¹Ȼѩղ һݡ
ݵȻˬ죬ҲãǾ̸̸ Ҫ˵ɣħʥ֮ǰһֱħ ţ֮ǰħʥȴͻȻˣұҲ 黹ħ壬ϾħĶĶ ôãһˡ"
"Ŷһϴӣȴ²ۣ Щǧ½ʿϲװβǣҪ֪ Ŀ˵͸ƭˣ
һţΪѾȫˣʼ٩ ٩̸˵Լô쳣ħʥȻ ϫǵɽϡ
ɽϳ˻ϫĶħʥ ҲһǻȤҲȻ ħʥǾ̫ӦˣΪ˶ѡȥ ǣΪסˣҲûҪΪǾ Ȼʱ ....."
šϵĵ˵ͷ"ǵȷ̫Ӧˣ ڴô"
ݵǴʽ̸̸ϣǺƽĽ ħʥʱҲԸΪǣϾǿ ĵرɲκѪ֥ǿİ Ƕֻڴ˵˵ıﰡ!Ҫӣл ϫҵѣȻڲڳңһǰ İ!ŻɲΣ  .....!"
ѩȫûб˵ѵĻж ɱĵݵķ
ͲԵĿϫ׻ѩôΪʲ ô
ϫҡҡͷ㻹ûλصһֱ жôɽ϶ǱҪĵĻ ˵"
ϫĻѩյˣͻȻ"ԭ ˣģһֵġ"
ϫĿͣļң һˣɽͷĶһŵģǸ֣ ǺǺǺ!ǲҪҪң .....
ʲôѾҪ˵Ѿ֪Щ걾 ϫѩգȪ˵ΪԻøãһ ֱǸɽͷǸɽͷⶼǴĿõġ
ͳĬһһǼ˵ġ"
ݵ̸ϫͻѩղûټ ֱӾ뿪ˡ
һݻȥҪץ÷ʱ ˣ֮˾ҲûзЩˣ ڣ춫ڵ˶·ʧˡ
ϫǻȥ죬ɽĽֹϫ źɽϵ飬û¾ͺͻѩһȥɽ¿ͼһСС ɽ̽ͷ̽ԣӿеġ
ϫͻѩնһۣ˶ЩԣǸ ʿҵʲô
ϫ߹ȥӵļӱһæ סûнг
ڿźЦʲôˣ⵨ӣҲ µİ
԰˭һؿڣȻ Żˡ
԰ӿϫЦˣʵ㵽ʲô ֪ﲻʿĵط"
԰µᣬ  ŵģŵ!"
ŵģ
ϫͻѩոоһ˿ѰϢϵЦݵ ȥ
ѩʵҪʲôţ"
԰ϫͻѩջصɽϣ˰һ 𣬽һӭ˻¥ȥϫ ɽͷ͵ħʥ顣
ϫͻѩվȥǰȪѻѩսеһ ߣĿŻѩյǸȦףȻѾ ˾ҲֹǺһ㣬Ҫһ ȫȫϫ"
ѩصͷףһỤ!
֪Ụ''ȪתͷǱһֱ̽ͷ̽Ե͵ ϫûĺϫһۣתԻѩյұ ӣҲͬ .....֪ʮʲô  
ʮ!ѩ֣ЩĽҲҪӵϫ ʼʱ⣬ѾֻðϫԺʱ ⡣
ȪʧЦһȻʱɵ÷ˣ ҵĻ飬ʮĻ飬 .....Ҽصĸ㣬 Ҫǳʲô飬 .....ûκιϵŬȥ !ҲŹ!"
⻰˵ЩȡˣǻѩȴȪ 飬صĴӦ"ŹңԼҲŹ !"
ȪڷŹѩգϫͻѩյ뿪ʱ ϫŻѩʵС׸˵ʲôˣһֱ  !"
ѩ̾˿Ժˣ ....."
֪"ϫͻȻɫûΣҲϲ ҵ鶼ϣԼȴԸҿ ãѵҾͲ ÿζҪʲô飬 һǰ棬ϴǻʱҪüڷ ħ .....µʱȴ˵⹫ƽ " ѩϫͷֻҪĺþͺã ֪ģ .....ֻ֪Ҫǻȥѡ"
!Ե!!'ϫ
ѩʧЦԸˣȴʮ õĻ顣
ѡĵطפأҲκһĵط, һƽϽħ޶ˣȻһʱĵط, ӵǳ
ϫͻѩյʱѾۼˣֻ ݵˣ媽ˣμķֳӣ ϫͻѩյˣˡ
ϫ˼ѵɥʬʱ֪һֽ ϷϣɲֹϷġ
ϫʵڸ㲻ˣѵһ㶼ûзĲ ԣѵΪԼ׾ӵݼƭˣħʥ ֻһӰӶѣûκ֤ħʥ ɽͷݾȻͰټˣҪݺҲ ̫ɵ˰ɣ
ϫͻѩն֪ݲɵô Ĵ㣬˶˾裬˹ȥ
ϫͻѩյĵ˵ע⣬Щ ݵ˻һЩСɺɢޣ֮ǲ ١
;վԱߣϫͻѩոȤ ü֪ϫͻѩգȴһֱûм Щ죬ȴҲֹȻ˵ĸо
ݲû֮ǰôѩվӭȥڵ λϣŻѩյʧ⡣
媽ͱȽϼˣֱվһϫͻ ѩչֻһ
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ϫǺ媽кվָԼλ öԻѩյ"
ѩҲûϫԱȥˣϫٴ оϤ񣬺ϴһҲڻѩպǣ ϣҲݵġ
ϵѩջ̬ȣڻѩº󣬹û Ľһο׺ֱϫɲ"
"ϫ!"ѩմݵĻǿ
һ£ãϫӦ֪ Ǹʲô˰ɣ"
֪!"ϫҲĵͷΪݳ ȥݿѩյ
㲻˵д˵ħʥҵɽͷ ǲǸ֪˭ȥĴԣΪħ ˣ㲻δ̫ʦʲôأ"
Цλ£ɲС°!ħ޺У Ҫĺʱ򣬶ħʥǵħǧ½ ѵĹؼΪ˸õĶԿħޣ˵ǰħʥħ 壬Ҳǵĳˣ˵"
˵úܶ!"ϫͬĵ˵ͷȥ ͵ħʥ˰!"
ЦЦһ˵ħʥ֣ⲻ  
ϫЦôȷħʥɽϣ˵ Żѩգ 
ݵҲǲǲѾȫ۵ !"
ݺң"ϫ
ҿûݺ㣬ʵ˶!''ݲûϵ˳ ϫĻ˵
˿ûһ˴š
ϫüǼȻ㻳ңǾó֤ݰ!"
⻰ȴ岻Ŀϫһۣһ ֣˾ͼһŻ¥ͳһ̵˳һ ϫͻѩվ˳˲ʱҪץ÷ 
һһ˫ҪðĿϫͻѩա
媽ʵⲻʲô"
ݿڣŭָϫҳ ʲô ҳָ֤ɱ!
ɱ֣  
һͷˮϫⲻ˵ɽͷħ ʥôֳɱˣ"
ݵȻǣģԼʲôԼ"
Ǿ˵˵!ԼǺ''ϫȵ ûһ㱻ָɱ˵麦¡
ѩĿһۣݱװûпȴս ȭͷ
˵˵ɣô£"
ĺܺϫݺݵĵϫҧ Һֳһȥɱħޣ;Ҳħ޵ ֳƴȫңԼȴ˵ɢʱǷ ÷ΪΪ˾ֳǾץ÷ ׼ n
/lx/lx O
ֺһϫ˭÷ϫɽͷģ Ϊϫͻѩյĳ֣ûеõ÷ѵˣ ҲˣֳΪʧȥһһӣ  ..... ϫᶼ!
媽üʵʲô˼"
!''޵ߵͻ ʱħʥĺۼǵҲˣ ȴ͵͵ҵһȥˣҵֳ ɢΪ˰!ԸΪκֳ!Ҫ סϫҲ!ֱɥĲ!"
˷׷׿ϫ۾̽ѵ͵ħ ʥΪɱ춫ǣ춫ȷʵûп!
Ϊ飬ŭϫȴֻǿЦõĿ ݺʵǰŵĺϷҲδ̫ ˰ɣ "
üʱ춫ɢΪˣ 춫ͻȻʧǴҶ֪ģ㻹Ʊʲ ô"
ҲƱʲôֻ˵Ҳ˵ȷ ʵǵʱǴħʥԸΪ κǺǣȻڻʿǾ˵  .....Ǻ''ϫĿѩգӹѩ ݵһӣչʾ˿
˾"Ӱ!
Ӱ˼壬סӰ⻹ǵʱ÷ΪԼ ڽҪ¼Լʱõأû뵽Ѻ 鶼¼
֮ǰ԰ȥǾҪ˵ݴݺǵ飬 ԰з£Ϊϫͻѩ˳ ȹͰѶη鲻Ժ͸Ͻ֪ͨ ˣϫǵõϢͰ˸ټ飬÷ Ӱ飬ϫǸˡ
ϫóӰʱ۲һ£Щ ţ򶨣ȷȫûһĻţô ϫͻѩնһۣԽôˡ
媽ʵϵѣ ....."
ݵ쳣Ѿǰˣǽǰ 飬ϫʲôλ֪ˡ"
˵ϫ÷ӰڣӰӰ ϿͶ˳
˿뵽Ӱ˵ĿԾ춫ķ˵
ԸΪ춫κ飬ٿ˷ Ͷȥ˱ĵĿ⡣
ϫݵȻǰĶǼٵģǰɱ춫 ȻǼٵģ˵¥'
ЦӦǵģλԲסˣҲǱƭ ˣƽǶû뵽ǻҡ"
ȵĿݣ˼Ļ¥"
ĻҲ˵ˣΪֱһ ͷϡ
ֵ˶סˣû뵽һĶŵ¥ ɱôɾ䣬Լˡ
ϫһЦҲüôɱڣ˵ ɱˣǵʲô!˵ɣ㵽Ҫʲô Ӧ˵ʱ㵽ڸʲô"
ݿ˿ѾվϫǷ媽ͻȻЦ ѾֲǳʲôϷˡ
ϫȴü媽ŭ㵽ҪʲôŪ Щ߰İǽΪǲ֪ħʥ ͵ˣҲ鵽ˣħʥϴα͵ʱ ڷħǷħʥĵط!"
"Σ 'ͣ´Ц"ҲΪҲ֪ ǶѾϫǽˣЦһ깩 Ϊҩѣ ....."
ݵĻȻֹѪӿֱۣݶݺݵ ŻѩգȻΪ!"
ҪǸҶʲôһֱӺԥɱ!"ѩյĻ ȫǱ飬ʾ˵жô档
ݵɴۣһ̾Ҫҧ ѩգ!ܺ!"
תˣķ"Ϊɵ ʲôǶһѵôɵ ʵ Щȫļ!Ϊľƭǵ! ǻ!!ҲǣԷôһɵӣǵȻʲ ô!ϧ!ǲǴ!"
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ϫﲻõԤиأʵ㵽Ҫʲ ô !"
ȻĺϫĻתŻ ѩʵָղųֿаûи һ㲻Ծأûоת˳أ"
ѩһɣʶתȴôҲ ˡ
媽ǼѩյΣ֪ãϽҲԣ ݺԼˣ˶ʱʧȥ
ָݣʵݣ㵽׸ʲôʲ ô ȫƭʧô "
аһЦǾôأ"
ӣ̲סˣⱻȦĵط ȫħޣݵˣ˶ʧȥ ޸֮ˣҪݷѻ߰Ǹϳȥɶ ·һ
ѩĿĶ"㵽׸ʲô "
Ҳŭĵݣȴһ㶼ûоú £ЦŵҲûʲôģǶʱʧȥѣ ģֻʱģҪܹ˽죬Ҳͺˣܲ ܹȥ죬ҲͲ֪Ŷ!!!
˿Цݲĺһݿ ܷˣ˴ʵ㵽Ҫʲô Ǹԩ޳ ΪʲôҪô "
Ӧʻ˺ܶ࣬˵Ϊʲô
Ϊʲô'ͣ´Цһʮֲʵ Ϊʲôأҵļ˱Ϊʲôǰɱǧ ģҺòŬΪЩΪû к̨ΪߣûһԸңΪЩɱǧ ȽϴΪʲôأ"
!''ͻȻתѩգֻΪ˲ 㣬ҪԼԲŴ汦׶ѣΪʲô һҪҧ£Ҳԭң Ϊʲô "
ϫΪٿ࣬ٲƽ Щ޹˶ûйϵһԸ˵ˣ Ϊһɵȥǲɵ˱㲻! Ȼ˶Բ˵飬˾ȨѡҪô!
ܺãĺܺãݣѹֻϫôϲ!'' ĿϫûңҲﲻɵ ˣҲԭ±ҵˣⶼһ˵ѡô һҲҵѡѣҵ!"
ʵ! .....ʲ ôǧ½飬Ҫǣħ"
ǿԲˣݺ޳ĵǸ"˭Ǹ ǶĽأ"
ϫζĿݣʵڵҪʲ ô˶ŪʱʧȥѵҪ˶ ɱˣ 
"ߺߺ!ЦЩΪʧȥʧ ˣɱɱ˵֪ģļֵ !"
ѩǰһϫǰ棬ֱݣ
ҪʲôûҪƴ׵ļơ
ݾ񱻴̼һ! !ԭҵĶԸ⣬ȴԸΪʲôΪһ λ㣬ֵǰҪԸ!ƾʲô ҵһ !"
Զᱳ!''ѩյ
ݺеƾʲôȻֹЦ"ԶǵôһΣ ôһ!һ!"
ϫһΣҲ˺!"
ãܺ!'ݵȻôԷҾͰֱ ϫǰƤȥԶһ  !"
ѩ"!
媽ħ޺УҪǶԸǣΪ ܳŵ˶ã "
ݺѾˣ˭Ļ¾Ҫ 
æµݣϫͻȻŵһŮ!
ϫ⻰ʻǿ϶ݲת ϫһͻȻЦ"û뵽㷢ˡ'˶Ѿ ݿסˣЩ޼ɵˣʲô鶼ҳˡ
ѩվȵĿϫ⻰ϫûиߡ
ϫЦЦң֮ǰҲǲ룬û £ô̹ţҾըһըû뵽¥ ˣ¿Լ֪ɣȻҲѪ ׺ô!
ֱǸ!"媽ŭ
һƳ媽ȥû媽޵ֿ֮ıһ ĵڵء
ϫ뷭ˣ媽Ҳ̫ʵˣʱ˻֪ һ㣬ûĺܺڱ˰!ԼҪ ˣȥˡ
ݻö媽ôģһƺͲˣЦ ŻѩյŮ˵׷㣬׷־͸ҩֹ ҩԼҩȻôˣҾ͸ Ǻܺ𣿿ЦǸɵŮ󣬻Ϊһȵ !"
ϫͷħʥҲƭ歰һ ͵İɡ"
ʵе֣Ѿˣ׼ľǻ Σǻɲȴһ㶼µӣ˲ ûʣǻشʱֻƭ˵ϫΪ ʲôԭ飬Ը֤ʹӦ͵ħ ʥˣ˵ЦЦ "
"޳!
媽ϫĺΪ뿴 ñ׵ӣؼȫΪԼࡣ
ȻݿҲû媽һۣһƣ媽 ˣѪֱ
ݿ˿Ѿ󿪵Ĺϫ"㻹ʲôҪʵģҶ 㣬ȻҪûŶ'
ѩٴεϫǰϫԼԱŲһ £վһ滹һҪ㣬㵽ʲô ô˶ʧȥģǧ½ʿˣħ 嶼ˡ"
ԭͷɥ˷׷̧ͷݣҲ벻ͨ Ҳûз飬ԺȶǸݵһΪʲ ôʧȥأ
ݵһЦ"㲻ʣһأǶ֪ħ ʥħı˭֪ħʥЩʲôЧ ħ嶼֪ɣȻҲ˲"
ȵʵѵʥ"
û!''ݵ˵ͷҶϵ߲ʷۣҽ߲ʷ ȡ£ƺ󾭹֤ħڶʱȫʧȥ ҽǺȵˮȻûһ˶ˡ"
ʵ˶ԵˣǴԼԺٱħ  
ħԼҵʥһ㶼!'ݵʥ ֹħʱʧȥһΧڸħޣ ħ޲῿"
ѩʵ"Ժħʥôһط "
ݺⲻ!"
ϫ֣ݺڻѩյر׼ ƲסԼ˵ݺѩգôô ......
ϫݵ񣬲뵽еһ ۵ģǸΪϲݻѩһֱԸѵ ......
ѩһû˵лȤк׼ ϫץ¹
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ѩպὣ֣ϫǰϵ媽ҲҪȴ սȭͷ׼ʱעһʱϫ Ǿ;Լǵˡ
üԤʦĻڶѩղ˺ û׸ô죿
ݼѩյǰ棬£Լȥץϫ Ϊֵ˭֪ûƿѩգԼͱһĿ ˣݱĵص˳ȥˤڵϰ
˾ȵĳϫȥͼϫջ֣Ŀ ݡ
µĲվŵĺ! ôܻ !"
Ҳ˼Ŀϫ
ϫҲ˵ˣħʥķۿħʧȥ ˣҿɲҲħ壬ǻɲΣħʥȻ Ҳ֪ƷΣ˵ɲαŶ'
"! .....ȿ!͵ĿȳһѪ޺޵" ٸߣûжʧΣѵҵ "
ΪʲôҪ'ϫͷ"ֻҪ Լͻѩվ͹ˣҵΪӦûǿԵİ!"
ʿ""
媽" ....."
""
ѩεҡͷ
ݵһ鰡!"
ѩȫһ!"
ǵ!''ϫرĵ˵Ầǣֻǲ Ϊƴ!"
!"ݻѾٸϫϻ Ȼ֮ǰѾϻ˺ܶࡣ
ݵһӿϣϫƿѩӭȥѩ Ľ֪ԼȥҲϺȵģֻܰ ǵעϫ
ϫΪɽٸ֣ЩȻ࣬ȴҲûô ױ£ݵ·ƣݼ״ԼҲ
ԸϫҲǶɽٸ֣ļ룬ϫЩ ܲסˡ
һβ㱻˵ϫٻ汦ף˭֪ һ汦ף۷죬Ťûٴγ֣ ˽սȦ
˲ԵĿݣһԵĻѩȴͻȻоã һ"ס!ϫ!ֹ!
˱ѩյһԣѩԼȴ ֪ڵҪһеʱˣǴ͵Ϯ Ҫ汦׵ʱҲ顣
ϫѩյԼǰĵˣת ȥȴݵٴס
һ߲ʵĻֳ︡⻨һ ֣ͬĵħʥ!
˾ͼݲ֪ħʥʩʲôħʥ ɫһûзκβԣӣ֪ ݵڸʲô
Ŷһ£ȴͻȻЦе"! !Ȼħʥ۶Ը㣬ôԸ!!
ϫɫһ䣬俪Χݵ£ ѩߣüħ޷˽!"
ʲô'媽۾ϫ
ϫ֮ǰħʥħ޸ڷΧ⣬ղ ħʥʱ򣬾ȡ˶ħ޵ĸ"
˿ʼһûУҪħ ˽ôǾֻܵųΪħ޵Ŀˡ
ʱ˶ϫԱ߶ȥҪѰڳΨһ ǵˣһƬҡ
ЦŻѩǣӷ
Ĭһᣬѩնϫϫ!ҹȥ!" ˲ѩջ˼ԵĿħ޵
ѾˣЩʧȥʿõħ޵˻ ˡ
ϫŭ"Ҫʲô "
ѩתĿϫε֪ģ 鲻ˣҲܶղݲ 飬ǾûʣΪʲôͻȻı״̬ ֱӣǾ㲻ʣҲ֪Ϊң ĲЩˣЩ˵ǵͷϣ £ҲΪۡ"
ϫĿŻѩա
ݼʱˣϫͻѩջ麬ŭ !ǷŷѪ!ħӦûϲ!
ݵЩɣ뵽ʲôƵģγ ȥO
ŵĸһѼѩռ״һīɶ 
ݼ̵ǰʶɿ֣ѩþòõ ṦԣһѶħʥסת
ħʥ˻ѩյһȥ ϫ˾ۼĵطγɵĹ𣬸ħޱ ʱ⡣
ЦΪõħʥͿ֪ô 𣿶ǵֵܵأ"
ѩտűħ޹ҡҡ׹üһʱ ħʥҲûа취һоħʥôã оİ취һƽ⡣
ħԽԽ࣬ϫֻѩ߶ˣ ϫ˿ѩħʥһתûѩղעһ ħʥ
ѩվϫҪʲô"
ϫѾûбİ취ˣǾ͹עһ!''˵ Ͱħʥӽ
"!!!
"!!!
߲ʹâϫӳϫαһ ֲεӣһǰȥץסֲΣбһ ϣѪֱ
ݾȵĿѩգȻ "
ѩջؽڻѩԱߣϺɫ汦Ѿٻ ʵǻϫħʥ Լٻ˳ҲͻȻָˣӦΪ ϫ汦׵Ը⡣
ϫϵ߲ʹâԽԽħ޵˻ҲԽԽ 죬Ҫȥץϫѩס
ϫϵ߲ʹâʧֲΣֻ 汦״Ӱɫ߲ʵģ˻ŵħ ޣ˾úׯϡ
˴Ŀϫһʱ䶼˺£ѩ ջϫ"
ϫȴûѩյĺħ һʮַ־ϫﱻֳ
һϣ߲ʵĹâϫϷɳֱ ħ޷ȥ߲ʹâ֮ħ˲׷ ǰħޣ߲ʹâûͣЪԶȥ
һʱЩӦֱղǶпһ̾ ħ޸ˣЩħȴ׷ˡ
˳ϫȥͼϫȥϵ߲ʹâ ħԤʦ˵˺ңΪ ܽѡ"
һ£Ӧǵģл!ħ Ĵ¡"
ϫǵأҲõ˺ôħʥ
ҵΪѾ˶ɽٺڣ ....."
ʲôϫĻû˵ϫ ˵ԼڵӦõģԤʦԤħʥ Ϊġ"
ϫЦЦתͷݣʵѾˣʲ ô˵ģ 
˵Цܿܶѣʲô˵ģ ҪɱҪϤ!
ϫֿʣµ£Щ˷׷׶Ľʾ Ͷ
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ѾѩȴЩҪϫ˵ʲ ôһ
ϫѩ!''Ȫ䣬ȪѾ˹ 
Żҵĳ棬Ȫϫǰʵô ôߺûãһħ޾ɽȥˣ 󷨱ƻǷֵħɱһһ Ϊǻᱻħʬ˵ʱһƬ߲ʵĹâЩħ ȫ׷ˣ ....."
ȪĻ˾ȷǳ"߲ʹâħ ޶ʧˣѵЩ⻹ѱ𴦵ħ޶ˣ "
"ⳡѹȥˣ "
ҲõһСľͻᱻħ޳ˣ "
ôˣ Ӻɷ򣬿ʲô "
Լһ!"
"Ҫǰ!"
ҿֵܣħģһˡ"
ҿҵ......"
ҿ......"
ʱħ޺Уˣ֮ǰʱû˿ޣ Ϊʱûп޵ʱʸ񣬿֪ħĶ ʧˣѹҲѹס
ֱֳ޳
ȪüʲôȴϫˣСʲ ôʱúһߴߴʸͣˣ֮ڶ ˡ
Ȫϫһۣ׼ʱȽϿ׵Ļѩ գתͷȴѩֱֱĿϫ
ѩյϫ"
"ϫ֪תͷȥѩգЦ"㻽 ң 
ѩüʵôˣ"
ȪѩջĲԣҲüϫ
ϫһ£Цұٸأû Ѿˡ"
˶գ׷׿˹ ҲΧ˹
ϫ˿ˣĿͶ˻ѩգûе˵ ʲôƿʼ㼯һ׹ϫΧγɣȫ ųϫߡ
媽"!
һĻв׵ģϫȻѾ˶ɷ ʱ򣬿֪֮ǰֻǶɽǰΪ!Ľˣ û뵽ϫħʥħޣֱӾ͹Բˡ
ѩ㶵ĿűȦϫһʱ䲻֪
Ӧ
ȴЦŻѩգֻ˵Ầ 㣬Ҫˣ!ΰ !һ 춼!"
ϫʱûҪϲãֻǿŻѩգû ˵ĽûݵĳŶԷ
Ȫ俴ϫֿѩգ̾˿ ϫȥ!Ҹ㿴Żѩգֱȥһ !"
ϫһתͷȪ䣬ȪеɫĿ ϫ"ȥ!
ǵȥãʲôóԣ׼ã ȥ!"
ϫصıڻͣתͷѩգЦ "ҵ!
ѩҲһЦ!"
˴Ӹղſʼû˵Ļȴ֪Է ʲôʱһ䣬ңǱ˴˸Էصĳ ŵ
£֪ǲΪϫǻɲεԵ ʣķȻоŵ׽٣ȴͣ춼Ϊ ţ汦һ׽£ϫû ʲôˡ
ǣ֮ϫŹϷȥ ڳȪǵ֮ϫһֱŻѩգѩҲһֱ ֱϫȫʧǰ
ȪߵѩԱļ磬ȴû˵ʲô
ʵֱһ̶ЩûзӦǰ ģݺЩ飬Ϊɵʱ ȴһֱӵĻɲξˣ˺ûзӦ ɲξȻͷˣô졣
媽ĽľͬˣʼԸѾ ķɽ˰ݵ¶
ݱǿʱȫ ֻЦЦĿŻѩգµվң "
ѩһϫʧķתѾ ˴˵ܵĻϫ
ѩûݣת Ϊħʥ飬ħʥ Ȼϫˣ͵ȷȷʵʵݣҰ 㣬Ҳ"
!''۾˼ĿŻѩգ ҽ㲻ҹƻ 㲻º 㲻 ....."
Ҳ¡ѩյĿݣΪ˶ɵ ɹĺƭˣôһ˽ ˣ˭Ҳ㣬ο
ʵѩû˵ǣħ屻ǧ½ƭҪ ݲǧ½е㵣ģǧȷǧ ½ˣܿ϶ħ岻ݣ֪ݺ ԸԼԸҪħܿ࣬ ȴˡ
㶵ĿŻѩ"Ȼô񶾵ˣ һС!ѩ֪ʲôһҲֻǣ ѩʲô
鶼ˣ˸ظңѩպȪ һԣɽͷ
Ƕٺú󣬻ѩգȪһȥ ѰͻƵĻԵκ˶ûټǣ媽Ѱ Ҳ˷ֹǵټɵҹȥʱȴֲ ˡ
Լһҩӣǰæͨҩ ȫó⵹ԽԽ󣬺ǣ֪ ѾˣﵹƽˣЩ˶ˣһжȥˡ
ǵɽͷǱ˷ˣû˸ȥǵ ⣬Ϊǧ½ɣɽǵĺܡ
ħ
ﱧһཱུСҵͣ͸մ ͻǣԭŵ˲󱧹Ӷ 
Цһʵ˵ѩշ 
Ͷӵͣһ£ûУ ҪҲѡ"
Ҳ"˵ͷϣϫžۡ"
ѩպȪȥܶط˶ ٺڣΪϫµķҡҲǣ Ѱҷˡ
ѩһȥѰңȪͬˡ
ѩʵûȥĵطǻص˺ϫʶĵ ƽס˺ϫʶ
ʱǿֲΰװ֣õû뵽 ǿĻɲΣһ¶ Ӵϫ
̲ס鲻õʱطǿ ֲΣ̰¶ӣ˵ϫϾǸԻ ʱֲεʱǣÿεõ¶ʱ򶼸Ե һģһ
γĬһԭصȣһܻ֪Լ ڶԷʲôλãȴ֪ԷԼҪ
ֱһĵһ"Ҫúõ"𣬻ѩղ֪ ʱֻ뱣ǸֲΣҲһݽѵ˼棬 ѵıѶᡣ
ϫҵ˻صǿֲε
ߣֵȥֲˡ
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ݱһͨļڴС ˶ȽӣȻǶãȴСү
ֱһ죬˱ݳΪ޿Ĺ¶ ˶˽ģ˭ԸʶĺӣҲͿ ѡ
ݴӴ˿ʼ˵ǰ̫ã ʲôᣬֻܿԼԹúõ ϶û¶٣ᱻ۸
˶ͯļƣ ЩƵŮǰŮһ㶼Ƚܻ ʩһЩ
Ǻþ˺ֵʱ򣬾ʱȥ ģΪ˱סԼǱʩһ㶫ñףȴ Ǳס
һΪӶܲסˣѹǽ һֻ޳쵽ǰ̧ݵ͵һ ɫӰվݵǰ"Ҫ벻۸ ûõģҪԼǿУҪˣ ȥһԣΣѡˡ"
ݷӦʱǰѾʲôûˣȴ סǶλھѵĴҵڣ ˣ˽ɵĻᡣ
Ϊ˶ûиûйϵ ҲӣֻܿԼһŬ
ʲܿո¶ͷǣҲʼ Ϊǰ飬Ͷûйģһ ѰһԵ
һżȻĻУǸı˵İɫ ӰһΣûзŹᣬŵӭȥ˾ ʶˣǸ˸лϫ
ʱ򻹲֪ϫִʲ ôܸ˺Ϊѣ˾һȥָĵطѰ Դ
Ϊʶ˻ϫڻϫҲע Ҳ֪˻ϫڳ˵츳Ҳ֪˱˶Իϫļɵ ӡ
ݺЩ˵޳ܣΪ˻ϫʼ ֪ϫϲЩĶǣûи߻ ϫԼػϫ
ʱһʱһ歵Ů˲˻ ϫ֪Ҫװ£Ķ ӳ֣һֱ˺ͻϫǰαװ
ǸŮԽԽ֣ݿѹƲסԼŭʱ ֪Լڻϫʲô飬˿ӻϫ
ݲҸϫףΪ֪ϫֻǰ ѣҪ˵ˣѶˡ
˴ݵߵ飬ȻҸϫҩ! ͼˣҲ֪ôľȻԼŮ˯ˡ
Ϊûϫ֪£ҪסŮǧ ֵˣֲڣŮҲԼҩԺ Ϊǻϫݽʹҳϡ
Ϊˣû뵽Ȼŵе Ϣݲ֪Լʲôǲں歵ģҲں 歶ĺӣȴдԳ˵ǻϫģ
Цϫôܣ
ʱѾˣҲǸʱɣ ׼歵ʱԼĳˣǳ˵ʵ Сûа취⡣
ʧǵļϫʱݲ֪Լôģ Ȼ˻ϫ汦׵⣬һ𣬾ҲϨ ȥˣľԻϫˣ ûеõ汦ףĻϫʧȥ汦ס
ֵһ̣ݾ֪ͻϫĹϵˣ Ȼϫʧ͸˷ֵ
֮ӷһһȥ ϫ飬ŵȱ󣬾ȥϫǸĥһԭ 
ֻ̫þ˼ֶгˣ ϲϲҪȥһϫʱȴ֪ϫѾ˵ Ϣ
ݳˣӽԺӲֶΣ ûϫͷЩϴҶ⣬ ĸϫйصˣ˸顣
֪˶ãȻ˻ϫŵϢǵ ڼǣϫһı䣬һǣ һϫӣϫϫһ ݺܲˡ
ֳܱݻƭûϫԭ¿Ȼ ϫģѾݡ
һֱעŻϫϫĶ֪Ƕô ܣ֪ǶôԷ֪ԼľԶ Լ仰˼ô;ȻԼòô Ҳõ
ݰԼ˳ȥƭ˵ҩϫҪԺ ǵ飬ԸΪ֤Ů˾ȻҲŻϫ Ӧ͵ħʥֻҪݰ֤
ħʥֻǵһû뵽ħʥȻô 棬۾ȻʹʿʱʧȥʥԸħޡ
뺦ϫ媽ǣȻ˻ϫϫ һ˵ˡ
û뵽ǣϫȻħʥ ħޣץˣʵݲ±ץ ڻϫҲãǻϫ뷨 ħ
ҪЦϫ뷨Щ˿ ˵뷨һ
ʵϫ뷨Щϫ öҪˣҪ˶ٻ£Ҫǻϫϲ 
ݾ룬ҪǸϫļһ£ϫ Ӧò˵ڱæأ
ҲǸˣݴȥȥռ˺ܶڻѩ պϫʼʱݻܵţ ĲǱصԽԽݵƢԽԽ ã˲ȥݾͿʼͷ ˣȥ˲Ҫֱӽ
ʵϫͻѩջǧ½ʱҲô ۵飬඼ģ ѾʧȥǣѾֱˡ
һ죬Ѻݵĵط" ҵõһϢǧ½õĻϫѩգ֮ ǰڵϫɽͷȥ
֮ǰֵϢʱȴûκ Ӧǽͷ֪ڸûӦȤ ˡ
ڶ鿴ħ忴ݿǽһ ò߽࣬һȴѾˡ
ԭ֪ѩշһ̣ͳĻˣ ʵ֪λϫϲԼģΪԼô ΪĿĲֶεˣ˵˯歵ϫ Ҳ֪ģǻϫȴûнʱĥϫ ĺøˡ
Ҳݸоóʱʼϫ̬ȵĸı䣬 "Ϊ֮ͷǰ"
ʱȫûᣬֱѻϫû ϫ֪ûı䣬һˣֱû ϫʧ͸
εԼҪǲѻϫϫ᲻ Ϊһֻ۱һֻۣǻģҲ֪ 鲻᳤ãϫվǻֶεݵġ
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ɸ
ϫĵıһţȻζǾ Ķãһ㶼ûǰĿġ
֪ΪûǸţԴǸҵ ѩտʼǾҲûзֿһȴȲòֿ ˣҪŻѩһĵ 飬½ȥһѩˣȻ֪ǲǷ˻ ȥ롣
⣬ϫվ뿪ȴ۵ ˡ
ȥ"
֪ҪһԵǵŻѩ ɰ!"
ϫǱѩָģҪ뿪ĽŲ ȥ֮ǰµζˡ
Ǳ̸߽ڼϫĶ֧ϳš
ǰ!ѩյʱŵʱ򣬿Ǿɽ !
ɲ!ѵһŰ!Ҫܽȥ˵ ܼ!"
ܼ!˵ѩѾչǧˣһǧû κ˼!"
չôˣ˵˾ͿԵ !"
Ҳǰ!ʹӻƼΪٿһ ʥ!"
"һҪŬ!"
ǵȻ˵ˣ֪˼Դ Ҫȥ"
ö˶Ϊ˻ѩѵһҪɡ"
"㻹ǣ !
Ҳһ!
˻٩ĻϫѾûȤȴ źͻѩոȤ
Ҳûʲô飬ϫڸ˳극뿪ʱ ȥ
ϫһ·ֱӸŵĴ⣬ յϫͱһͼŵ ĳһͷϫŻ ǸゥиôˣҲ֪
ゥǻѩゥôˡ"
ϫҲһ˶棬ſɼ ϫվﲻһˢܶˣ ѵֻǿʾͰ˸ˢ"
ʵϫµ治Ϊɽһɣ ȻǲƽģŵĿܶЩСɵ Ҫá
ܿ͹ȥˣϫķǰĶȻ ûȥ֮һϫȵЩͷǸ ĻѩգϫǿԼ
ܿڶ죬죬 .....˵죬ֵϫˡ
ϫǰļ٣ϵ汦ף ..... Ӧ˵汦ɼף汦Ǹϫһģ 汦ҲΪ汦ɼףϫĵǣ ɼײֹˣȻصĹܣֻҪ汦 ɼ˾𶼿ɲεıݡ
Ϊɲξڷɽͬǲɶ õıΪ汦ɼ׿ڵݣҲϫô ԭ
ϫǰһַŵǰԲϣԲϺȻ ɫͣϺɫϣϫ⣬ ɫԼϵɫϲǺܿϫ ֲˣͬ˶ĿɿڴĿ ϫɵˡ
ʵϫЩţѵЩ˿ıˣ ѾôˣҲû˷֣ѵΪ֮ ǰȷʵû˿ɫء
ϫЩţҪ汻ˣɿɴ򲻹ô ˰!οǰĻɽһɣŰ
ϫðʱһ˹Ȼ Ҳ𺳣ǱȼٺЩ"ԵС''Ҫöˡ
ˣϴóһһͱȼǰ߼ Ĺݸϫϫʾһϫ ַȥ
ϫ㲻ֻһҧַȥ͸ղһ ٴγ֣Ȼϣͣɫϡ
һ¶Цݣϫ ֱӴȥ"
ϫݱʶ˲ҽȥܻѡ Ҫǽȥˣɡ
ϿǺܸˣһѵýһ£ ú£ã뵱֮ӻѩһ ȥѣټҪļѡ"
ϫŵһӾˣЦЦǾлл λ......
ԵļڻָæǸµĹ£ ¾ͺá"
ϫ˾¡"
ϫžϽȥˣȺŴӻлع ƿʼ۷׷ס
!ѩսŵʱ򱻲ľ ߵɫʣȻһ!"
"ѵһҪ!"
ǿɲһһʵˣҲһһĳɾͣ ѩջΪ棬ɲֻΪʰ!"
ǵҲǣҪΪĴȴǲٵģ "
!!ſ˲ð!ǰյ˻ѩգ һ .....!ʲôţ"
֪˭֪˭"
һжϫ֪ˣϴ ԵرׯϣѾʮλ˵Ӿ
ϫЩȣΪǶΪ 磬˺üؿȴǾϹֱ ġ
ϰϫû뿪ǶſտҲĸ λһ񣬵"λϣ״ξɸ ѡѡĵһĽڵĵӣ뼸λĿ"
׹λһɷǵͻȻ  
 ....."ϫһǸҸӣȻɽ һɵ
½ӶԼȴһСһĿ ԼûзӦע⣬Сһ￴˹ȥû Сһ﴿覵۾￴ԼºʹЦ
 .....'ԵĿʵ£ ĵӣ"
¶ĿԵѩսʱ ҲҲģҲĿ .....
뵽ѩͻȻһ˿ͯģתϫϫ ôûò!"
ϫһ£ʶļһ̧ͷ࣬Ŀ вõԤС
Ȼϫһ"Ȼڲͬ!"
Ｘ͵Цϫ֪ ղž»ĳǣֻǲԸֱӼˣȥ Ρ
"ϫԼڲͬҲ  ϫת½ӣԵѯʹ󣬲ʰ ϫ˵ɫģ"
½Ŀϫѹֱӽ''ղ ЩС˼Ҳ
ϫҲǵʲôģ
Ǹɫɫͣµġ"
ȴ𣬣㲻֪ʵ Ҳ֪ɫǲŷģ"
ǰ!"ϫ˵ͷҷ¡" ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

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ϫҷɼġ"
˶ˣʿֻǻƼɣ ϫȻɣɼֻʲء
˼һɣϫʺãԸ ţҲû㣬λϣ λԸ㣬ȵȥУԺʲô ݣҲҪı֡"
໰˵ͬʱ"ȥ!
"Ը!
ͨӣҪб£Ҿ״! λ˵ͬЦλϻôĬ !
"! 
ͬ죬ǺĬˡ
½ʮӺĽĿϫǻֻǽ ΪŵӣλҪһεļȣϫȴ ѾԳΪϵĵˣûЩ϶ôƵ Ը©ģȴҪϫ
˻ãֻĽǸվǰĽжŵģ ﲻֹĽʣзߺޣЩμѡӵģ ඼Ǹظҵٮٮߣƽʱܶ˴ȴ ԼôƽűɽһɣԼƽӹҲ ȥͻȻһôƽģ˾ùȥ ˡ
ϫȫ֪ԼѾΪĽʺ޵Ķˣ °ͳ˼ţȫûһ㱻Ͽеϲöŵ ﲻƽ
˶ŵһۣȴû˵ʲôЦϫʵ "ǻʲôǣѵ϶䲻㣿"
Ȼ!"ϫûԴ̶ȣҧҧָ "Ϊѩգ  ....."
һʱĬɷϫͷϫһ ģѾˣȻģɼ粻 
¹λϡ"
ЦҡҡͷãȻϫȻѡ еһλλϲڣҲȷԸԸ 㣬ɣɽס£ѯʡ"
һλϣ"ϫԵʵ
㲻֪'಻ĵѩɵλ ϣ㲻Ϊ"
˶ɻĿϫ
ϫҲǻѩֻΪлѩհ! " .....
"
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"......"
"ȥѩյɽס!"ϫ
ҲЩͷˣҲ뷨صµӣ ˰˶¡
ż뿪ǰѶŵǰŵ˾סĵ Ȼϫѩյɽͷȥ
һ·ϸϫĹأȻΪ رţÿεĿ˻Ҫճμӣﲻ ˵ı׼ͻʧȥȨ"
֪"ϫһµĵطԵرɣҪȪ俴 ӵĻ׼ᳰЦһ"Ȼѧװģˣ!"
Ϻϫ̬ȣϫ˻ѩյĵ̣ѩ ɽ˼壬ɽϳѩ
ϫϲһȻϢϲ ˣѩкܴĺô
ϫȥֻɽţϫ ˣɽҲŵѩ㡣
ϵԼɽҸطһ°ɣסԲ ȥɽϣóڱչأž㡣"
õ"ϫرɣǾȴǷĲ£ ѾҲ˵ʲôѹֶһʮֲ ĵĵ O
һߣϫ˹ɵӿʼĴ ѩվסɽͷ˵ĵطȽԶǸϲ 徻ˣɽϢϫϲɽ¾ô ɽϿ϶ϫüζ̧ɽߣ ѽ˻
ѩڱչأ֪ǸʲôأȻ׼ ɽô϶ԭģϫǸԼģ ź棬ɽһõĵط÷Ӧ˵ һȻѶϸһ
ֻѩǸʲô˵ģڷ һܺõԾطˣʱ ȥɽסһѩգ˼ҲҪúܶࡣ
ѡ½˰²꣬Ȼµѧ ϰʵʱѧϰľǹŵһЩע 㡣ϫȻλ⣬ǳϵĵӣҲţ ЩҪѧϫΪԼݲ֣һֱװúܹԡ
ﲻô룬ϫϵӵ ãҲӶԴ˶ŵÿοϫӲ ӣ۾۾ģȻôʶ࣬ϫҲ ƨɵˣܿ˲͵Ĵž˾֪ˡ
ϫŲأÿлѩ ʲôʱذⶼչһǧˣճʲô ɡ
ϫ굱Ͼ˹ ϫ˵ºĵһο˵ģǹ²ȵĻ ģϫһڸ
ϫӣЦЦ߹ȥ "Ĳ!"
ϫҲЦǰܲҺϲʺ ҪȥɽϾ͸ˣŻ"
ôͷ!"֪ô ġ
֪''ϫԹԵͷûлѩóϵͬ⣬ Բȥİ!"
ϵϫһۣĲʡġ
ϫʵʲô"
ģϫԶˡ
ϵڹʲôǶˣڸ ʱԼŬ׼һ£º󣬵һοˣҪʲô ģȥĵһ㷭ԽҲʿҵĹ£ ºҪ㲻أ˵ѩɽϣѩɽɽҲס ˡ"
úú"ϫסͷҲʧġ"
ûôʲô£ ''˵תˡ
ϫҲתȥˣѩնϫ жֵֵ£ϫôϳ ţľͻɽˣ˾֪ɺã 
º󣬿˵ӵ֮ǰɸѡֻ в˶ѣϫһʼʱ𺳵ģ Ϊ˿ɳǧ!¾Ͳ٣ɼϿ ȡ
Ҫ˵ؾǶ⣬ɷãϫ ֪Ǵ½ģʲôĲϣϣ ϡ
޴Ĺ㳡ϣλ˿˵лλ ŵΣԸѣǸŵĹأ ǱģҲΪ˶ǵϣǸӵŬ!
"!!"
ȻȻƤֳۣĶţŻǺܲ ģشǸ
ི껰ʽĿʼˣϾǸտʼ ˿ˣǱȽϼ򵥵ģĿ俼
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޵Ʈϫķϫ̧ͷ
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ŵ֪ϫǷģЩСͳɽ ͬڴʱʱעϫעҲû ͬһϫһֱס
ϫ󳭳ֳ˶ÿ죬콻 ϫˣŵҲ˺Ľ˾
ֳľ˲٣µӽ󣬲һͶĿ ϡ
վϫһ۲ת࣬ε µӶܲöͦá"
οĵ˵ͷ!"
ĬҲܺ"ϼĶһģһĶС"
ϫӣװ£ŵݺݵĵϫһ ۣϫۡ
Σǹˣ磬Ϣʱ 򣬶ŵרߵϫǰɻأҿ ִ!"
ϫҴ!"
!"ŵϫҪ֣ȴͬ"ŵ ˣҪ޹ʶ߾ˡ"
ŵʵһ̧־ö֣Ѿ ƣ²̨ˣͬ鼰ʱסҲ˳ͬ ̨ףˡ
Ҳ򵥣Ǿһ֣!⵹Ѳסϫ ûֵϳʱյĿű˵ĶԴ
ʮ̨ӣһĶԴ򣬵Ҳǿ죬ϫͨⳡ ԴǶɽֵһ˽⡣
ΪԴúܿ죬ֵϫҲܿ죬رɺϵǣ ϫĶǶŵ
ŵϫǲϫҲǸ ģһ˹Ŀ㲻˳ۣạ̊́ǾͲϫ ˡ
̨ϫͶŵӣҩζʮ㣬һʼ ȫ֣ȫԹ̽Ľ׶Ρ
ϫȻݿȴû֣ǴŴţϫ ֶŵȻҪģԴֲ 顣
ϳ࿴ȥüϫǵĶԴû ʲô飬ȴ֪ԼλƢõˡ
ʼϫú𾢣Դɽûж ֣ùôʹʹĴһҲã͵ Ϥˡ
ϫȴԽԽòԾŵԽԽ񱩣 ԽԽңǿƲסһòҪ ֵʱ򣬶ŵȴͻȻ񱩵Ĵһȫž죬 ڿй߻ħס
ϫ㶵վﰵãˡ
һڶŵߣѾڵصĶŵ ڣıԶͣҶԵĿϫ վ̨
ŵȶתͷϫϫ޹ҡͷ" ҵ¡"
൱Ȼ֪ϫ飬͸ˡ
ŵĻʹżҼ ֪ɽһɣҲĽǲŰѼ õ  .....ôᷢأ ôҲøӦһѰ! ....."
ԵϫĿڵϵĶŵͿĶż һյϢͣĶż˵Ŷô ۶ŵȴǴ֮󿴶ûпڻжŵֻһ ζҪͣҪ
౻ͷۣż˵ȴȫ ģ˵κνͶһζźĶŵ ΪӣҪ
ʵΪһţȫ¶żңȴ֪ żбҪǴǿƵĻ ɾʹˡ
żѾֳͷˣ۾һת׼ٽ ָϫѶŵİɣ Ӣ ҲͬˣȻôص֣ ֣뽫ǶżҴҪ֪ĺҪ Ĵ!"
ϫ޹ĿŶż˵ҵ£"
żŭһ "
ϫȻĶżţһµ̬ ˭ˡ
ŵĵӣҶŵ ûйϵڳĿõģżú"
ż˲ŭ״̬ɳĿ "ҪҪȡ֣ʱͶŵ̨ϣ ˭ҸӣҴȥҪǲ 飬ڸŻ㿴ô"
ϫû뵽żԴϣΪʲ ôͲʶżҵ˰
ϫȷʵģȵһ ŵλþΪɫʵĻѩգڻѩձչأȴ һϫ˲뿴ٳһŰ
Ȼ ....."ȻϫߣҪȴһ Ӵ⴫ɤϡ
ѩɽĵӣȥδȻ"
!''ϫϲתȥͼһӴӴ ߽Ź⣬ϫȴúǡѩ գ
ɻĿϫһˮͷ£ ϫ˸͸
żսȭͷŰһ񣬵 ϣóϾĵӣĶŵӣҲ !"
ѩûʩһżŸλϵ һתΣŵų£ ǵøһ"
ϫۿѩֵͬ࣬ͬĻѩ գѵҪԼȥ
ȻżҲģЦŵóϹȻ ϫ......"
Ȼ£Ȼ''ѩûȶż˵꣬ ֱӴϣ"ŵ߻ħҽòͿ ˡ
żѩյ̬Ҳ˻𣬳ʵ߻ħ һˣû˵߻ħκõģóϻǲҪ ˵̫Ϊá"
ѩղżתͷϫϫĪ ȴ־ûѩ񲢲İ˵񣬿 ԲûзӦ𣿵ô£
Դӻѩսŵûɿ˺ܶ࣬ż ҪðˣĵĿʵóʲô취ҽö "
ѩڰĿϫŲ߻ħ ȷʵҽҪлɲεǾͲˡ"
żóϺôĿȻɲεӶ õóʵöĳ"
ѩ˶żһΣò ǲҲ!"
ѩ⻰˵ϫȷĸܵѩͶĿ ⣬һѵѩ֪ǻɲεˣ ѩôô϶˵ҵɲεӣ
ɲοǲֹڷ쳣ɽͬϡ̶ ڷ磬ѩô϶ԼĻɲ֮ ⣬ϫ벻ܡ
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żʳϫɲô ģóѵʲôϢ"
ѩҡҡͷȻöżԽת ¼ȻǾ͸òϫµ ӣȻŵ߻ħûйϵʱȴʵֻ ŵϫҿܣҽöŵĻɲҲ ȥѰңŵȴһصĻɲӣ ŵʱ޸Σһڴػɲε ӣԺԺ˵!"
ôԣ"һѩհе鶼,  żˣĿһûдأ
࿴Ŷżʵʲô𣿷ģһṫ Ĵ"
ŵĵȻ뷴ԣ֪Ѿ˾ Ĳ룬ҲûǸΪ޸ģֻǵ ҰѶŵؼչ˰ɣҲٴˡ"
ϫ˸۵ǿɲУҪȥٳʲ ô⣬Ҫ˵Һĺ֢!"
!żû뵽˾ȻֻôĿŵ˵ 
˰ֵϫȻ˵òȷǶԵģ 黹ûвܻȥǼȻ˵Ҫ ǾҪȫȨżѵǾŻ Ƕżʱ䶼Ȳˣ"
Ŷó˵ˣŵ˽飬ż û취ֻ뿪ŵԸ˰Ѷŵ ߣ˶ˣʣ࣬ѩպϫ
࿴Żѩʵչǧôγû ⣿"
ϫһۻѩգղž֪ŵĻѩ գʱʳŸʶ˲ ǸѩգʵΪ̫ˡ
ѩҡҡͷûˣܺá"
Ǿͺ''˵ͷȷҵɲε  
ѩЦЦתͷϫҲһҵõ ȴһҵõ!"
ϫ͵ĺĿ԰ٷְٿ϶ ѩһ֪Լˡ
ɻ󣬲֪ѩһ˵ţ˵󻰣Ȼ ˵ܾһܡ
ŵ߻ħҽͻȻ......
Ҫ͸λϲˣҲô£ һֱǿȥ"ѩմ
̾˿ãȥһɲεӰɣŵ
ħ˵顣"
ѩҡҡͷȥһɲεӣҺ ϫһȥ"
"!
ϫ"!!
ѩɽϫסĶ⣬ѩտ˿ϫ ᵽɽȥɣʺס"
ϫĿŻѩʵ㵽ô......' صúܺãǶûз֣ôѩһ ˡ
ѩһ£ЦŰַŵϫͷѣ Сһôҿļǵҵ¶ ĵأ û뵽ôѾˣ!"
"ϫ!
ϫ𾪵ĿŻѩգҺġ
ǰ!''ѩճϫסʱϫıӣ "ղŵӣһΪء"
"ôܻ֪㣿 "
Ҳ"ѩյ˵ͷǸɽˣ ǧ꣬벻ҲȻ
Եô£"ϫʵȷʵ֪ ϫΪʲôǵòҲ˵Ǹѩ Ļѩղǵãֻǵûϫ
ѩһ֣ϫĶȫ£ռָ ϫһɽߣһߵ⻹Ҫǧǰʼ ʺܺãȴڱ׶ˣǾ겻ڣ໥ų⣬ ȻܿƵסǵʼͲˣֻѡ أʵǰͶ½磬Ǿĥѣǰʱ һѾҲˣһļ䣬 㣬һֱչ˵СֲΡ"
ϫȵĿŻѩյıӰȻϫѩյ
꣬Ҳ˵ǸĻѩҲѩյһ꣡
Ѿɽѩһݣѩָ һϫǼ䷿Ժˡ"
ϫûдӻѩսľ ѩָķ˹ȥ
ѩ°ͳ˼ѵŴСֲγ˳ 󷴶ɵˣ"
ûݵϫһģĹĵĻͷŻѩգ "ҲŲСֲ!ҽϫ!"
ϫѩղ֪Ϊʲôֵʱһ ᣬ۵ĸоãϫҼסˡ"
ϫٿʲô֪Ļѩգתݣ ֮ǰӦһֱŵģڶǿյġ
""
ϫĵʲô£"
ѩյĶ"
ϫһţ߽ϫźö˳ һ£ϫŻѩæµӰ˷Ļѩ գҲչԼģԹȻһ
ȻѩհϫѩɽȴҪһֱ ѩɽ෴˺ܿͳ뿪ˣԭȻҵɲΡ
ʵҪĻɲεΪɲεӲſԣ ֮ǰĲУϫǿѩɽȴӾͺã Ѿʼˣɽ翪ʼͿʼһˣ˵ Ҫȥңͱȥϫͻѩն뿪Ų ܴž޴⡣
ͷ˸ţϫܷ ѩܷ־ΪΪˡ
ϫҪʻѩô죬ѩվͶ˵һ§ ϫ˲ʧԭء
ϫͻѩʧԭسˣһ ߵĵ"޵ÿ!"
һ̾˿˵Ҫٻѩǲܵġ"
һϫŻѩһҷɴ⴬Ǹ ֹԷУټ
ϫɵ񶼶ԼʹӶоܲ ԼҲзǷȴΡ
ѩտϫĵӣЦҪϲ͸㡣"
ϫһ£һתߵѩ ǵö٣ǵöٹ½飿"
ѩڻϫ鶼ǵãӳ ȥǵõľǿֵĲ!"
ϫ˻ѩһۣʶץ°ڣʵǶ ˵ʲôһ˵Ļ䣬һμ򵥵ľ  ....."⻰ʵ֪ϫѩյһʱһ ֱˣҪֻһ˵ļһǵȲع飬ǲ  .....ǲǵĸҲˡ
ѩտŶԼ°ھ˵ϫ ѩյ֣Լţڵܶȷʵ һμ䣬˵ħҿӺ˵ݵ ѣصʱҶǵһѣ ڶﲻ̫Ҫһֶѣһôã̫࣬ ܶ԰ڲҪĵطʱȥ
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ϫɫ׵ʱ򣬻ѩռʹЩ ȴǣ˵һ̺뱣ǿֲεľģҪֲκúõ ţÿκڴֲε飬ҶܸоҸͬ ܣĻֻ䣬ΪЩԻϫͲ ҪԶ˵ҪҾǻϫȫ Żϫ!
ʲôֲΰ!˵˵ҪһһֲεĽа!''ϫ ²ۣһ˦ѩյֱȥͷ 
ˣȻϫǻѩյһ꣬ôǻѩ һ꣬Ҳ˵ϫͲҲͬһ꣬ǲл ϫļͳ˻ϫһôѩӦҲһ ˻ϫͲĻع飬ôǾһˡ
ϫŶʱڷ¡
һϫתգʵȥģ  ѩոоһ̵ϫлõƤֲκ еֲα˵ӡ
ѩЦŵȥ仨ǡ"
仨ʲôط"ϫʳԴʵȥ Ǹʲô 
ѩյűλϣΪǧǰ ȥ仨̽飬һȥأ󴫳Ѿ˵Ϣ ȥ鿴һ¡"
"λϽʲô"ϫĵʵ
ѩյ˱¶ϫ!"
"!"ϫһ¶ȫѩһ̧֣¶Զ ˱
ϫ±ӣһץסѩյ֣˳Ƥʵ "˵ʲô˵һ!"
䣬˵"ѩϫԸ˵һΣ ϫʵʲôʱ㣬㲻
ʶİ!"
ϫſѩյ֣ĬĬг汦ɼ׺ǸѾ Ĵ
ѩվȵĿϫϵĶȻ󿴵ɼ׵ʱ ѩջȻɼ׵½˻ףҵһʱû ϳħʲôʱõģôõģ ô֪ģ"
ϫȥ˲ѩգĶѩսһ飬 ѩ˼һᣬȻûǱʲ ôطϵ磬ΪǺ ԼһʶͶȥϣ˵õЩȥ "
ϫʵô֪õܹ"
ѩЦŵħ汦ɼ׶ıûһ ޷õǵϿɵġ"
ϫħ棬û뵽ⶫȻɽ һɳϵıѹ־½˷Ҳô 
ѩյҰɡ"
ϫͷŻѩաⲻ䳤ϵı"
ѩյҲ٣Ѷ㣬 Ҳ쾭塣"ѩû˵ǣ е
Ŷ''ϫ˵ͷջѩ˵ķħ ϫʵ"汦ɼ׸ô"
ѩһ£ʵûϫ汦ɼģ Ϊϫϵ汦ɼֻһףһף ֻҪ˺ϫӵ׵汦ɼףͲ ϫǿϫڴ汦ɼΪ ϫӰݵĹܣ޷ھܾѹĲ ϫθ汦ɼ
Ѿˣѩ̲סʵϫ֪ һ汦ɼ˭"
ϫһ£̧ͷ˻ѩһۣȴûлش ڲ߻ѩչڲ飬ϫʱֻ ѣû߻ѩգǱǰŶԷģڵĻѩû Щ䣬˵Ҳ˶Ρ
仨
ǣ仨һĳУ浽Ǹ ϫͦϲַΧģ뵽ɽͷÿʱڿ ɽͷĻ
ϫŻѩչ ﶼʻƣѩռϫҲȥˡ
ϫŹ˶ʵÿ춷 ÿһ仨ʤһ߲ʵ䣬Ȼ ߲ʣȴ˾ףдһޣ ǰһ
ϫ仨￪Ļ䣬Ҳħ ʥ飬˲
ϫǶʤĹǰʵ⻹ "
ЩȻҪģֻҪ컨θˣ۸ ȻҲߣϫеǽĿס
ûŮӰ⻰Ȼ"
ϫüѩ߽ûļ˵ʲôͱ ϫһץסϫĿûŮӵÿǺÿ ˲У⻨һǲҪˣȥ⻨ һ"
ݺݵϫͲҪ˵ ΪͿڸʵ "
ϫˣŻѩվˡ
߳Զһ¥ϫʵ¥Ʈ㣬 Żѩվ˽ȥ仨˵ģȻҪеط סϫס¥ˡ
ȥСдλס껹ǳԷ"
ʱҲڸ֮ҲϢһ £㲻˯ҲҸ¥Ҫ䷿
ϫڻѩûпǰԷҲס꣬Ҫһ ЩֲˣҸżˣǸҲ Щ"
Сʶ̧ͷ˻ѩһۣѩյ˵ͷС ¥һż䣬żλúܺô򿪴Ϳ ԿĴ֣һ֣ⲻֻ֣ ʵĻĽ֡
żҲ˲ٵĻ£ҵķ񲻴 ϫͻѩոһᣬС˰Ѳ˶ѩպ ľ͸ʯ
Сʯȴû뿪ֹĿϫ ϫץ⿴Сʵ£"
Сһ£ǿڵλղ涷 ҶˣЩ֪"
ϫѩգѩյʲô˵ɡ"
ղŶӮ˵λСǳӵŮΪ˸߰  ....."СѹƢãλոյ 仨ǵʱ򣬻Сһ㡣"
ϫû뵽һѾô˵ͷС ǻעģл"
ѩֶ̧СһʯСл뿪ż䡣
һ͵һô죿'ϫҧһ ⣬ʻѩգѩտһ㶼ûпϫڵӦ ô죬ֻԵúܿġ
ѩյô죬Ȼ仨ʧٵģ ô϶仨Ѳ˸ϵģ
϶ͨˣ˿϶Ѳ˸ϵ˵ һͻƿڡ"
"Ҳ''ϫ˵ͷʼרĵĳ⡣ ѩЩ޷⣬ǰһֱ¶Сһ ôЩôģһ㲻ǶЩĲȤ ϫԵøˣҲûж˵ʲôϫϲʲ ôδһЩ֣ϫ жӣָ⡣
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ϫԼĴϷȥ˯ţŶ洲ϵĻѩ մĶӣ뵽ǰԼڲʱ
ϫ̫ãҲϫ̫רעѩ ̲סۣϫʵôˣ㲻Ҫ˯ "
ϫ죬˯š"
 .....'ѩĵʹ"
ϫҲ"
ѩշʵ"
ϫ˿ԼĴֿ˿ѩյĴ ŻѩյҪȥĴϡ"
 .....'ѩһʱΪԼˣʵ˵ʲô"
ϫ۾ŻѩգѩֻЭͷϫ ϲϲôԼĴĵѩյĴϣɺãϻ ѩյ½һǳɣ֮ǰŻѩЦ"
״ƹɵɺõϫѩﻹרĵĴ ̾˿Ҳ
ѩմϾͲ˯ŵϫʶΪ Ͳ˯һѩտԼ ˻ѩջ
ѩճĿϫӣָҪȥ ϫͷϫȴͻȻૻ""
ѩյֽһ˻ȥ ̾˿
ѩոۣȴֲԣĿϷ Ѿ˯ŵϫҲ˹
ӰһǰԺĳڷڣϫϾȴ ѩֹϫԵĿѩա
ѩն˵ֱһ֣ս˾ͺ޷֮ ˵ϣϫ˸ۣˣڵĻѩձ ˣ𰡣
ϫӻѩϷȥڵϵ ǰ˺ţҹ͵Ϯ涼ûһȻ ûɶûʲôˣϫǾñˡ
ѩҲ˳ŵϵˣϫһ˸һƺ ʵ˵ɣ˭ģ"
Ŀϫǲڡ
ϫ˸ۣվŻѩյǰ!ҹ͵ ϮɣԵĿǣڱץˣôһ߰ ӣɼЩǵ˰!Һܲ İ!
ѩһϫĻüߵһǰһ ˵ͷϣ˸ҪҽУѩ̧Χ½磬 ȥ
ϫװģԼСĸΣû뵽 ѩճֻôУΪѩһĶŵ ˡ
ʣµһˣսľĿŻѩգʵ㵽 ʲô֪˭ ôң "
ѩյҲǷΪѣ˭ ģڵ˵"
ϫüû뵽ѩվȻֱӷΪ ɽҪûΪʲô״ϫǲ֪
ϵΪѩյĻֱӻ˹ȥʣµ µڵŲϣѩԶһЩ
ϫͷ㽻"
ѩղĿϫΪϫϫ ȴһӡ
ʣµٲҲʵʵС㽻 ץǵģǰС㣬  ......
Ծץ"ϫʵץ ׼ôأ 
"ǰ˶ǱС .....'ϫͻѩ˫ ѹ£ǱСŰˡ"
ѩüϫʵ׼ ôԸأҲŰ "
"!æַϡ
Ŷ~׼ôԸǣ'ϫһ汦׷ ʵ
ϫʱȻܿɰȴħ ر뵽ղǴͬһŴģĴ㣬 ͸˵ˡ
ѩն˶ղŷ˵֣µøŲһ СǴ .....'ָŻѩռȥ  .....ȻȥŰͿСλһ "
ϫûзӦ˵ʲôѩվֱһ ͷϰ˸ˡ
ϫʵΪ"
ѩҡҡͷֻǷļ䡣"
Ŷ'ϫʵղ˵ĵʲô˼£ʲô £"
"ѩս
ѽ!˲ǾͲǰɣʲô¡"ϫ벻ͨ ׼ʲôˣתʵ仨ãҲ ͦõģҲһЩϲĵطô ô裬ܲȴôݵ  
ѩյ仨ǲôõģ飬 Ϊ仨޹ʧٶߣһҲʧˡ"
ϫⰡҪǳ ˭أǰɡ"
ڶһſھ;ۼˣųſڱŵ ָָ㡣
˲Ǳˣ͵Ϯϫͻѩյˣ ʱڳϣϻ֣д"˭ҹ Ĺڸ㻹ˣǵǣء"
ԶҧгݵĿһĻϫͻѩ ˸׳죬ѩճĲһ˼ ֻ顣
ǣһصȴϫͻѩ Ϊϱĳڳ
ҲûһӳϫȥˣǱȴ ڰ;һسԼ˹ǧǧղ ֵʱûʱ򿴱Ҫ鵽ˣִһ ǱȫûӰ컹ǳϣֱ һѪۡ
ǧǧȵĿѩգѩյİ° ӵݸϫϫſڽ£촽޵Ĵӻ ѩָϲ
˸հ˹ҵϣ룬 ˶ʧٸйأҲˣû һᣬľͽˣһϫ֣ѩ ̣ҲֱӸǧǧǣֻȻһˣʵ ҪΪǵĵ̾
ǧǧ֮ǰȷڻѩЩѩȻ ŵĳϣֻǺһĵ̣ ҪʵһЩ𣿿һѩ֣ǧǧһ ӣøøıˡ
ԼŮԻѩյ"óʵڲ˼С ŮСֱҸ軵ˣ㲻Ҫ⣬ҴŮ Ǹ
÷ǳ裬ϾҲɵֶûо ԼʱҪԼٺᣬǿɾˡ
ѩյĿĸһ۵ҪǸĶ ҡ
ҧϫѩյǸỵ̈ Ҫһ֮ɵǸȴôҲԸ⣬ĸ ʵһ߰
ϫϣϫʶʱԼ߻ѩղҪ ϫȴȫоľ棬һϴļ ơ
ѩտǧǧ
ǧǧ֪ѩǲĿĲݣɤӣ ȻȣǾ͸øλӵǸҪ ˾仨ûò"
ǧǧˣҲֻܲʲԸĵǫ󲻴 ˷Ӧ˦և쿪ˡ
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ߣȴߣȻû˵ʲô ϫȴ֪˶ˣǺô ţҪǽûлѩգЩ˻֪Ҫô! Ǹʵ˵ĵط
ǧǧѩʵ֪ó仨ʲô "
ѩջûпڣϫȵ˵仨ǵĻƯ Խлѩһû뵽仨ǲֹֻ Ҳ!"
"ʵ֪˭λ˵仨ǻÿ  ˵ʱû˵仨ǵ"
Ŷ~'ϫЦӯӯĿǧǧΪ ￴ûлȥûи˵ô"
! ЦȻûлȥôﻨ ģ 
!'ϫѧЦһΪѸ ﻨÿ!ûиôΪ ˺Ҳûлȥ"
ǧǧʵóǲŵϵǿô Ŀõġ"
ǵ"ϫ˵ͷġ"
˭Ҳûд˭׳ʲôϫͻѩ ǧǧдˡ
ϫͻѩ뿪ıӰǧǧǰ
"ѩȻ߲ƣҪҪ .....Ļû ˵ȴ˸ĨӵĶʲô˼Զ
ǧǧҡҡͷ֪Ϊ ֮ǰˣûþˣڻѩոˣ ôűضưոݣʱҲΪѩڱ ǲסôãⲻѩһؾˣ˵ Ѿˡ"
ڲܶȹʱ ....."
ʱôǧǧû˵Ϊĸȴ֪ һ뵽ʱѩպϫΪΪ Ц
Ҳǲ"ǧǧʾս ֹһ˶Ц
ǧǧı䶼ϵ»ѩһ δɵС
뿪ϫͻѩղûֱӻؾ¥仨 ĺܶණйأҪǳ ϫͦϲġ
ѩմϫһһ۵꣬˺ЩĻۣ ϫŰѴ󲿷ֵĶ˿ռͱһߣ߱ ԣѩҲֹ
˸ճûãǰһŮӵײײ˹ֱ ѩգϫĬĬĿŻѩգŮϾҪ嵽ѩ ջʱ򣬻ѩһϫԱһ
ŮֱӾ˵ϣŮͺ׷Ůĵ дϵ˶ĿŻѩա
ϫһڻ۽۸ˡ
һ·Ӧҧӵ㵽ѩ 󣬳ѾЩҪץҾ!
ȺڵĵŻѩգñ𵲵 С㣬Ҫץȥ!ÿС
 "
ϫЦŵС㣬仨ӵŮ ղŻҵǸأȷҪ "
!һָϫеתͷѩո ˺ܴľţͬǻóϣȳ"
ֱӾͱˡ
ϫͻѩҲ뱻Χ̧ۣžҪߣ Ҫץסѩյ°ڣѩٴˡ
ϫȻŮ˵ĶȴҪѩոЦ ˣʵѾˣûץˣ뿪ˡ"
ϫͻѩһ񣬵λ֪ С㲻׷ŹҵģҲȥǺ ǻһֱץҡ"
ϫʵô뿪仨ǡ"
СŮ仨ǵıˣûȥ棬 һ֪ȥ!"
ϫЩȣɽ绹ŮӣԶţ Ǿȵˡ
ϫʣ"أ"
ҡҡͷҼѾûˣûˡ"
ϫֱʵסǣ"
̧ۿһ۶޶Եϫͻѩգգ ˮҿλǱˣĵҲãλ ʱλҸһĵط뿪Ϳ ˣҲ鷳λ̫ģ!"
ϫ"ڻ뿪"
ҿԵȵģλסЩˣλҲΪ ۣҿԵ뿪ٸߵ''Խ˵Խ ҪǮƵĵ
ɽǿŮ˶ȥˣôļֱϡ䱦ˣ ˿ӣȰǾʹ뿪ɣ ǼĺòҪǱСˣ֪ô !"
"ǰ!ǰ!ְæ!"
ǰ!ҪʵԿʹˡ"
ڴĿŻѩգϫĵͻѩ 䣬Żѩһʵóϼأ"
ѩտһϫɡ"
ϫһ£תʱ ɣ뿪˾ʹߡ"
ллλ!лл!лȴֻŻѩգ ϫۡ
ص¥ʱС˱󻹸һŮ ϫǶ࿪һ䷿ʱСһöͬ ϫݺһɡ
ϫͻѩһͬһ䷿ʱӶҪ ˣץСʵסһģ"
"ǰ! С˵ͷ뿪ˡ
һֱҴߵֻһһ һ"
ڶһϫ˯һ ϵĻѩվ·߹ȥţ վ
ϫԺڴ"˭"
ѩյ"
""ϫ""
ѩտ
һԼֻסһȻ Ϊ˵ЦݶԻѩյʱҪ鷳ˣ ĲᣬһЩԵģҸոսĳЩԵģλ ԳС˵λͶʳ룬ϣûдŵ ǡ"
ѩտ˿㣬ϫԵĻ ȥš
ϫóһĻŻѩյ ˲ʵ"
ǸһĲʵǸյүĵڶ ȥ㡣
ʲô"ѩɻĿϫ
ϫһ²ѩղǵǸ緢 顣
ϫҡҡͷһôͻݵŮ ӡ
ѩʶüΪϫأЦŵ "Ǻأ"
ϫЦЦԸĸһȨǮˣϧ ˷һʱܿͳΪ˽Ҳˡ"
 ....."Ӳĳ˳ǣͶڵϣԻ ѩյǾãȻطˡ"
ѩյ˵ͷ첽뿪ˣʵϵ֪ ҪһԵģǸղϫǻһҪ ǵɣΪ뿪 ѩջӡ
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ϫһԵ㣬ѩտһᣬ ̲סʵ˵ģ"
ϫҧͷȻģǧҪϵ
Ů......"
֪Ǹ'ѩմϵ
ϫ˵ͷ֪ͺá"
˵ͬʱ˿ϫΪĻѩ գȻѩձǻѩȴ֪ԼΪʲ ô˿֪ΪʲôϫǣͲˣ 벻ͨȴ·
ϫͻѩո߳䣬Ҳô˹ ϫյѩն˵ɰ˵ǰ!" ѩյ˵ͷɰ!
ϫЦ
 ....."̣ıЦλɺϣ ģλҪȥ˵ ˣҪõŵĵطҡ"
ǿ! ϫЦǳէǲϤ ҪԸ⣬ɷΪǴ·"
λؿͺ"ЦŵλҪҪ ģЧ͡"
УУǰСһֱԴǴ ĿŻѩգѻѩտĪϫЦ̵ú ࡣ
ʵλҪȥأ"
ϫ仨ǼȻԻôȻ Ķأ⼸ҲһЩ˻һЩƷֶһЩû пʲôرģΪǽܽ 
Цʶˣһ仨ǶΪȴ ֪仨ΪʲôԻΪһطԼ֤λ Ҫȥ"
Ȼ''ϫ˸ƣ·" ϫͻѩռԽ仨ǣһ·
۾ǣ˵Щǳˣܺ£Բ סѩյ߿һʼʱϫǺܿ ֣ôѩϣΪÿһ£ ѩվͻŲһߵλãԲΣͻѩն һξ롣
ҲˣҲ֮ʵʵ ·
һɽţɽϾ仨֮, λҪȥ"
ϫȻߵˣȻҪȥɽ طж"
"϶λߵ!"˵⻰ʱûһֵ ҫۡ
ûֱӷɽͽɽġ
ϫһʵȻ仨ǵأΪʲôûж ȥأ"
һ·Ͽɽĺ١
ʵϹûзɽ˶һλ켫 ΪѴ·أ 
ϫͻѩɻĿЦɽɲ˭ ϵģȻᵽɽʱҪͻùӴ·ˡ"
ȻߵһʱϫǰĻô߲ˣ ǻѩֻҪѩǰ棬ϫͿԸһ ȥ
ѩյɽ󣬿
vtr if
Tlx o
ϫ˵ͷϾһ࣬Ҳ࣬˵ƻ طԭӡ"
ѩմ·һ·ϣϾɣɽ·ûκ ѣһ͵ɽ
˸һϫͻѩվͱɽϵľɫסˣֻ ɽĻţһ۵ĻǶӭƮ䣬 Ʈɽ
ɽƮĻ䣬º󲢲ѻڵϣ ʧ˻ֻἫĳµĻ䣬·Զѭ ŵͳ
ϫʵ"ǣ"
Ц仨ʵ仨!"
˵һϣͻȻǰ߽仨һ 赸仨·仨ںһ 仨仨
һ̾ǲϲϫ̾!"
˫۾ϣϫʶգգ۾ѩոо Ĳ軹ҪĶ
һ꣬Ŀѩգȴ ϫ˴۵С۵Ļӡ
ݺݶ˶ţת뵽ʲôĿ ϫţ޵ʱ!"
س̵ʱϫ̾仨!ѹ ȥˣôˣ䳤ҲΪ仨İɣ û뵽ȴ仨"
"!''·ʲô˵Ļȵ졣
ϫͻѩնһۣѩʵʶ䣿"
ֹʶ!"ҵһμ仨 ȥ!ʱͳǣССĹ¿ң˵ Ҵ·ȥ仨͸ʯ֪Ҫңʱ ʧȥ޿ĺҪʯʹȥ仨 Ҳϲ仨˵Ҵȥôÿ仨Ҫ뿪 أ˵ϲң֪ǿңǻǺܸм...... Ҳûеȵ뿪͡ôҲԸ뿪 ҲԭΪ˵Ҫ뿪!"
˳£һþ仨Ʈһ
һϫͻѩûģһͳ ־ݸ
ֱѩյŵݵǰ־һȴ ûȥӣǾ억İһתˡ
ϫͻѩնһʲôûУ־
Ķ¶һĨЦ
ص¥ʱϫͻѩպѺõĸ ˱
һ䣬ϫһѽѩհϣ촽 ȥѩվһ͸оﵭѪζͲζ
ѩüһƿϫϫĪĿŻѩ ʲô......"
Ҫ!''ѩ
ϫҲü㲻 ....."
û .....'ѩٴδϫĻеء
Ϊʲô"ϫԣһ£Ȼǲ, Լô ....."㲻ϲ㣬Ҹղֻһû ô࣬......"
"!
ϫѾǵαϻˣƢҲãü "㵽ʲô"
ѩ̧ͷĿϫ㲻ҩ!"
ϫ۾˲Цǣ˲ʲôʱ ʱʱҲضԸ ñΪơ
ϫ߽ѩգԼѽѩյĻûв ļô!һֱãϫһ̷· ص˼һ
⼸ϫǻ˯źѵѩջѩѾ ϰˣǵһϫѵʱѽȥѩո õܿġ
ݺϫͻѩȻûȥϵ ʱСȴͣ˵Ǹͬе˷Ըģ֮ǰû еģЦøˡ
ڶѩûٺϫһţԼھ ͬţȥĵطһ¡
ȻӦˣŻѩճȥˣǳȥʱǸС ˻ѩһۡ
ǵڶϫȥʱС۾ ˣѾ㲻Щ˵Ĺϵˡ
ϫЦŶ˼ұȽϲ棬 Ĵء"
Цŵ£仨ϤȥҶԸ ȥġ"
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˵һ죬ڶϫͻѩշֱ𵥶ȥ 飬ѾϰΪϫͻѩվԼ ȥҲԽԽá
¥СҲԴ˼ֲˣ÷Ҳһ ˣһϫͻѩյķʹƹƹҵ ˳峳ʲôҲû壬 ʵʵġ
ȥţðŲŴ򿪣 "ôˣʲôˣ"
ϫͻѩնԷȴĬҡҡͷ
˰ʲôûʳǿ˹ϵ ⣬ǵ뿪ˣջصԼȴЦˡ
һͻеڶΣΣȻϫƢ ǺܺãΣϫˤ뿪ˣ ûлȥ
ǵÿѩյķţŻѩӭ ԼһֱֹˮͻȻ˲ȵ뷨Ҫ֮ 
ѩ֪ˣȴжɿüת Ŀʵùôˣ"
һ·ӦһЦǹù ģϹӾô뿪û𣿱Ͼһ͵Ϲ ȥҪ......"
ѩȻϫϫü ԼҲľҪе"
ѩǰסѩյӣѩ ʶһ֣
Ҳ֪Ϊʲô .....֪ ԭǱǹϵôҪõˣȴΪ ..... ܹⲻȥҪȥɣҪʲô£  .....Ҳ ʮֵĹⲻȥġ"
˵Żˮ˳ĺܵ ϫ
ѩȴ˦֣ߵ£ ĵҲȥˡ
⻰ĶһԴ׵һ ǸŮˣ뵽һº͵˾ȻΪԼ Ļŭš
ıѩǰ£Ҳǵ Ϲӣҵǵ㣬ҿĳһֱϹӵѣ ΪϹӳʲô飬 .....Ժ
ҲΪڣ"
˵λѩգѾ˵ô ˣŻѩѾİʾˣڴŻѩյı֡
ģ́ͷһ˲䣬ѩȴͷ֪ʲ ôڵ͵̫ͣѩյı顣
Щʧ뵽ѩոʧȥһѣûǸ ˼ҲģȻѸΪȥԼͽڻ ǺЩ˽һ
뵽ҲٴȥڻѩĴ ڸѾˢùˣٴˡ
ֱȥѩնûٴ̧ͷŹϣԭ Ӧȥϫ
ͷ˶ˣĶˣ˿"⻰ ζҪᵹ
ѩһҲϫĳ֣Ȼ֪ġ
ѩջ̧ͷϫ˵ߺ죬ȴ ˪
ϫЦô飬Ů˰죬 ⲻ!"
"һֱ!"ѩüڡ
" "ϫ⡣
ѩտûûεϫüͷĸ"һֱ˵ !
ʲôֲǲ֪ʲôɲεһ ܱȵģ˵ûߣʲô"ϫܲѩ ʲôأղĻ뵽ȫĹ ѩôѩͱˣֲǲ ѵ......
ϫĿѩգڵӸԼ ӣԼȫһģһ
ѩձЩڣŲһӣûʵ "Ҹʲô"
ǲ .....'ճȥһ룬ϫȴͣҪǻѩ ϲԼԼҪô죿һȻ ͲͬһˣǲԼһ ˣϫܾöԲ𲡲Բƽ
ѩƺоϫҪ˵ʲôЩڴϫ ȴͣûɵЩʧ
ٺ!ϫͷڻѩǰ£ô 죿ӦûᵽܳȥϫʱҲ϶ ɡ"
ѩտϫۣҪӿŲ"

ǧǧλʵûҵ"
»صδ˵ǳ˳ǣһټûС" ˵ȥأ"ǧǧ⻰ͲƶµľӸ ˣº͡
Ӱ˳Ҳܲû뿪仨ǣ 仨ס벻仨ģӦú"
û!Һ ǧǧ˵ͷԸ"֣һҪ ҳ!"
ˣǧǧ˿ʵΣѩڶ Ѿʲô̶ȣ 
ЦЦΪҶȫϫ˵أ" ǧǧ˼һ¼ʵ"㣿
һЦﻹƽʱ" 㵱ʱ˵˼ˣһнҪ!
ǧǧȴûôֹۣüѩտɲˣ ˹Ĵԣ......"
Σ ''ٲһ㣬ֻҪ סˣҲӲҵ!"
ѩԸо仨ﲻѰĶûе֪ ǵһķţһ̤ķ 䡣
ϫԭķϵ߶ԵЩ꣬о ʱûôƵģ֪ʱҪôԼʮ ʱôġ
Ųϫ˲𷭵װ˯ѩ ƿŽ״˯ðȵϫЩй
ҲˣղŸװģ˰죬ѩոо ۣһɣѵõҪ˯ᡣ
ϫƽԺѽѩջģʵԼ֪ Լ˯˻ѽѩջһ֪ôģ ȫѵѽ˻ѩյĻ
ͬʱҲֻѩվȻرİԼ§§Լ ø
ϫ͵һѩۣ¶Ц⣬ȴ û˵ʲôǸӵ§˻ˣȻ˯˹ ȥ
ڶѩպմδݣʹ űӾˣʮĳ嵽ѩǰҪˡ
¥Ŀ˵СûʵĶˣһЩΪЩµľ Ϸ
ѩһѽ󣬵ǰ˭ ȫȨץ˵ģ "
һ£οɲԼŶ~ǳҪ ŮˣȰóϻʵһ˽ɣһ֮ ҪһŮˣⲻҲ԰ɣ "
µץסѩյ½ǣѩհ ֣תͷӸµĿǧǧһ֮ȴ Ҳû˵Ȩȥǳһѩ Ҫ!Լ!
!'·ҪӶӣֿ˿ѩգɵѩ
յΪֻܷ߷ת뿪ǰݺݵĵһ" Сһ!òҪץסһ˵ʱ!ҾͲʱʱ̿ !"
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ߺ󣬿ֵļɵĿ˿ѩգûʲô Ĭ뿪ˣ̳ģǶǲ
˶ɢˣѩհͽ˷䣬ѩյʱ ͲҪȥ½ңҲûʲôˣȻ ǧǧǣΪİȫ룬ǻǾ뿪 á
õģҶ''ԹӦˣ̧ͷ¶õľ ѩյʵǶԲ𣬶!"
ѩҡҡͷû£ǵץҪʲô"
ҡҡͷʲôûҲ֪Ϊ ʲôҪҲԵ޹ԴŮʵ 仨ǺãʵΪǣ仨Ѿʼòһ ˡ
ѩļ򣬰ο仨ǵԺ ȰͳȥҲܰһЩ"
ллù"̧ͷѩգһЦҲû ʲôԸлӵģΪһ֧!"
˵겻ѩշӦཿ ѩշ·𿴼仨Ʈӣ仨￴һ ãͺ仨һġ
һϣĻѩգ߹ȥڻѩ ǰ˰֣ѩһ仯ûУ۾Ҳûգ ﵹǶ˶ԼĽȫûз֡
Ц治ѵһţȻ ų׸㶨ǵһͱ㶨!ѵ ûн"
"ѩľľ˵
!!ѩյĻش𣬿ǿ ıֺǲˣһָȻ ӣǵӦˣͻϲң ʱͻʵ˵Ưˣʵĺǻ!"

ѩմҡڵĴɱ˳˿˵ ѩΪҪԳ֡
һžĶ󣬻ѩո뿪˵ Ҳأѩ뿪ؾ¥뿪ˣ ԺҲû˿ѩա

յõĹڻѩյϢ˼ϵ "ǿҪȥһóϣ"
Ĭһʵ˵ó֮ǰϫܺã ȥۣ"
ϲ֪ʱôȴǻصǵģ óȻΪĶţʵǧ֮⣬Ƕϫ ݵú!"
ʣ"ǺϫϢ"
ҡҡͷûУ˵仨ǣ˵û пǣ˵硣ʧһ"
ȥҰȥ仨פע٣ Ҫκ˷!''շԸ꣬еӽ
"ż!"
ЦżҵϢͨ!յõϢ ҲõϢˣɽһеʵ!˵ؾ £ !"
üżڱ֣ȻһСС Ķżô!
˰ֵȻˣɣǱߵĶ ҲǲϣעһЩ!"
"!

ǧǧվǰĻѩգ̾ѹῴ ˣⳤĿǿ!治Ҫÿ ֣ǳ治!"
סҪȥѩӵһЦ ҪǸҶ֣ҿɻ᲻Ŷ'
㲻ϲ˰ɣ  ....."
ЦϲʲôϡģҪò ҲĻ˰ɣΪҲ֪~һͷˣ ҵˣԺǣҲ!
ȴвҳ𿴱 ˭Ȳһֱµ˾
˿Цŵ"Ҳ ѩ۸С㲻Ҫȥ"
Цŵģ㻹ϲģҲ 
˺''ǧǧԲѩ£Ȼ Ϣ뿪仨ǣһѩյʱҲ Թ仨ǣôӦŰɡ"
ʲôѵģŵˣ һ仨裬׼Ժ뿪ˡ"
˿ѩʵѩô죿"
ߵѩߣָڻѩߣ˹ ӵȻȹȻٰͽ˹
𣬴ǾͿΪΪ!"
ѩյ񶯸ˣǧǧĻ˼˵ע ûз֡
!"ǧǧüҪڷϵϻ մȾϢŵˣ仨ʱǿ ֲᷢ!
ƲƲ֪ⲻ˵˵ǵĽ ô!
ҹ
ǧǧŻѩ仨֣һҲû У˴Żѩ仨ġ
ǧǧһۣһӵ־γɣԭһ ֱƮ仨ʱȫֹͣ˵䣬γһڰ תһѩǧǧ˽ȥ
ж죬澹Ȼһ仨֣ǴŻ ѩߵΨһһڣ˵ϲ žסĵطһƬѩ֣϶ϲ"
ѩľľĵͷϲ"
Ϊ仨裬֢еأ ôҲûлָƽӡ"
ǧǧҲԹˣշѾܲˣ仨 費ܵģӲͨɡ"
"Ҳ!"ΪҲܵ⡣
˿ǧǧ"أôڣ"
ǧǧЦ仨ﻹȥģ϶ȥժ仨 ˡ
ü"仨ǵĸôư!" ǧǧνﶼȥˣΨһþǾƣ ҵȻҪ!ˣȥȻǾ͵뿪 ˣڻѩճµϢճǻСĽһЩĺá"
ȥȥ!'Ͳǧǧоʧúͻѩյ
4
7a o
ǧǧܿС˼һ"''Ȳ ȥˣΪѩ仨ǣҲѾþûм ˣ
ǧǧһߣתͱס˻ѩգѩյӶ 񶯵÷ˣڷֲԣҪȥ鿴ѩյ ӣѩȴͻȻһѪ
Ͻѻѩշ²鿴ԭ֮ǰڳ ǴϷµ˷ˡ
ĥǹ˽𣬿ȥøһЩ ѵ!"
ѩ˷ʲôҲֻûѩȴ ˡ
ûһǧǧʹˣֻεĸǧǧ 뿪ˡ
Ӹղſʼһ仰Ҳû˵ǧǧ󣬿 ѩҲûʲôӦǧǧߺҪݣȴͻȻ ڵϫһ¶˱Ƚϴı仯
ϫһֳξŭĿŻѩա
ѩտ˿䣬Ҫסϫϫȫ һ˦ѩյ֣ѩյֽ
ɵ𣺡ڴΣ 
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ѩվȵĿ"㲻ǣ
ϫƲҲѵġ"
ЦСֵܺ!ǵĻó϶ûз!"
ΪǻóϿŮȥ!"ϫûĵ
ɱԩǻóϣΪ˲Ůռ ԼԼŶ'
ϫһ⻰һץѩյһ̽Ȼˣŭ Ͳƭƭͺãô ....."
ѩҡҡͷû¡"
˺''һӿʵ˵˵ ôˣΪҰɣǸŮ˿˵ˣ˵ˣ ν֤ݵġ"
ϫһֱۣӰ汦ɼ׺ħ˳
һ۾һ֪ôˣЦŵû뵽 ½õЩܷģˣ ҵĹûа׷Ѱ!"
ȥ汦ɼ׺ħ쵽;ͻȻ ݵĵѩգʣΪʲôᱻС һﳹ ó˵!
ҽ''ѩջشرɴ࣬һ˼û" ΪæǰѶ͸лˡ"
ϫ죬Ц²̨ѩվȻ ˵Ϲ
˵˵!"ָָŻѩգ޺޵ϲ һƭ˵ɻأҿɲ!
ϫ廰䳤ϣȻѵģҲΪʲô Ӱ 
֪ϫתƻ⣬ȴǾʱŹѩա
̧̧ľ̳ӵҵֻһʱģǿ 仨ƻõģͶ汦׺ħǵһѵʱ 򣬺ƺȵöˣѵʱ΢һЩǻǽⲻ 仨õǵıõ仨һû ҵƽİ취"
̧ͷŻѩյôģǧǧ Ӧ仨Żôû ģ 
ѩջشָϫ˽ ôģҪǶ˸˽仨ǧǧǲо !
ϫǿĸˣǾһ㶼ûг ƣզզġ
ϫҵĵȻܽˣΪұͲˣǻ ɲ!"
ѩյʱҵ֪㻹ţͲ¿϶仨йأ ̽ܿΪװĺ񣬿 ʼȷ򵥣һϷΪɹ ʱǴ"
ѽ!ЩҪ!''˰֣һھ¶ǣ ֪ô仨ģܲܳȥ"
ϫǸҽȻǿԳȥģ仨!
ϫЦĿ䣬Ǹǧǧ ˵"
ϫϫƲƲ죬תͷȥ
ѩεҡҡͷҪȽ⿪䳤 ϵ仨ԣȻ뿪仨"
ҪͬʱУȻκһ 仨Ƕֲᷢԣʱ뿪ˡ"
俴ѩյ仨֪Ѳ㣬仨 ԣ......
ѩû˵ϫϫߵǰ 졣
ʲô ȻŻȴʶſˣһŲ֪ ϫڼ˳ʺȥˡ
üҳʲô"
ϫʵоô"
ϫѣϸоһ壬֮ǰ ԼĶһӾͲˣϲĿѩգʵ Сһʲô ҳԵʲô ôЧ"
ѩзӦתץסϫֺõС һûжģŰ!"
"㵱Ƕ!"ϫûɽһ νӣһţͳȥһţȥǸŵøһ ţ仹Ҫ쿪
ѩˣǧǧӦ֪ˣǸ 뿪!"
ʱӣо˿˸ ƣȲ뿪أ
һ߷ֲԵǧǧڼٸ
ѩһѺڽ仨ĺݺݵһ¡
ڸǧǧ͵ͣסؿڣһѪ 
סǧǧüʵô£"
ҧƻ仨󣬻ѩ!''ʱ ﻹ벻ԼѩոƭˣʱڻѩǺ޶ϲ ˣҪڻѩճǰܺԥĳ֡
Եҳ̣ȴĿ 
ǧǧڸϵ仨ʱɽͷһƬǽ壬 ŭ׷!"
ϫͻѩţһᣬϫ̲ס² "䳤أ㣬Ƕܲ!"
 .....'ҪΪʲôϻָ ΪõǴԼʹ!"
ϫ "
䷭˸" !"
ѩΣˣƶˣǿ׷ˡ"
ѩջ˾ͱͣ
ϫǰˣεǿ׷ˣѾ׷ ˡ"
̵⻹˵˶ǰˡ"
ѩͦվϫǰ
ĿϫĿŲѩ"û뵽Ȼ ûУǻѩգѹЩ˶ôҪ! 仨裬Ȼƽ!"
ѩյΪһʼ֪⡣"
! Ц"ԭҡֱӡԵ ݣմմϲ "
ϫЦкܺõϲ"
ĵϫ"Ӧøе "
ϫĵ˵ǵҲԣûϷ ҲͦˬģϾݵôͶ!
!"Ҫ֣ѩջϫǧǧһץס ʱֹ
ǧǧӵĿ䣬ѵľͲô Щ㲻Ҫң"
ϫ俴ȥͼѾûʱ ƤЦ˶һ˪ĸо
֣ ʹòֶοסΪ Ϊ㣬Ըֵô "
ǧǧҪĻὫʬΣֻ 䲻ʱ״̬ˣʵǶԼֶεġ
߽ǧǧȻǶ仨Ӱˣ˵ʲ ôȻģסǣľˡ"
ǧǧһһΣ㵽Ը Ըһ "
ϫЦ"ʲôȲԼ!"
䵭"!
!'ǧǧݺһҧ"!ǲܣɱ !"
ǧǧ֪ѩΪͣ˲٣һ£ȫ ŻѩΧ˹ȥȴǵһϫ ߵO
ϫ˵ôҸʲô "
ЦΪһ˶Ů˸ܻӭ ԭ!
ϫЦⲻ˵дֻ˵Ů̫ ʧ!"
⻰̼Ǻ飬ȴҲ ϫ׼һͷ
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ˣϫٲʤ׷һƣȴ͵Ϯ һƣѪζӿϫҧȥϡ
ѩȻںǧǧֶԴ򣬻û䣬 ȴһֱעϫߵģˣļ٣ϫ! 汦ɼ!
ϫѩյʾԼ˻ôһ ٻ
汦ɼɽ֪ģʱȴϫ ϣˣǧǧһ㣬ըˣָݡ
ν˫ȭѵ֣ɽһãǧǧһ˶࣬ ϫͻѩվ˻û䣬ͺǳԿ˴ ߴ߳
ֲԣΧס!ǳ!"
⻰̫ˣ֮ǰϫžͲԶˣʱ ˣѾ˳˳ǣһʱ䷢źųȥ֮ǰڳ ǽһֱˣֻܵſԡ
ǧǧҧսپ!ҾͲô !"
ǧǧ֣ѩһѽϫ׼Ӳ ϫ󼱣ôͬʱֻѩվҲס
Ȼյѩվͱһϫоٻħ æֵǧǧһħ۾Ҫðˣ֣ ڻѩպϫҪסʱ򣬶Ĺ ӭǧǧǡ
!"ײǧǧһ
ٴιЦ⣬׷ô !
𣺡仹ôûûƤ Ҳô!"
ϫԶȥͼһ຺ӴŴŵ ˳֣ѩȥ
ѩյӦ֮ǰ֪ǵϢ죬 Ӧģ׷Ҳŵĳϡ"
ϫеӡ󣬵ȥʱ
׷ڻѩ£˿ѩպϫȻת ǧǧü̹̹˵ˣ ⷬԴŵĳϺ͵ӣλô أ "
ǧǧ֪¶ˣ˶һۣûлش ȴڳһյĶһС仨! 𶼿ֵܵˣοǺ!
Ȼ仰һ䣬˾͸оԺ޷о ֻлѩպϫӰ죬ѩһľôһ öûУۿ˾ҪУϫҧϻһ ӣһӣѪÿϡ
ѩüȴ漣˹һ֪֮ ǰѩ֮Ի᲻оΪϫʹȫϫ ȥ
ʱϫΪʧѪֻܿ ӳǻѩյ£˹ȥ ²֪
ϫԺΣ㱼˲Ѿ ѩĵҪȥһֱȥѩ ߣѩվվԼȴһֱˡ
ѩտŽץסԼˣﻹڲֹͣʲô̫ СսЩ
Ҫ .....Ҫ ....."ϫͣظ仰ѩտ ϫӺۣ§ڻοҲߣ "
ϫΪѩյץסϽ Լ˻ѩյĻ¶ܵЦݡ
ѩ߳䣬һ䷿䣬׷ڶ 죬ѩս䶪׷ʵôǸСһ"
ѩҡҡͷû£ֻЩʧѪԻ ޸"
׷Ĭһ£ſڻ˳"
 .....ôƽ仨õ仨裿"
ѩһº͵ӱϬ׷䣬һһ ð¸ˣҲҪ̽˭ҪǸҶ !һ˺!"
׷סˣǻûôĻѩգ ˶ˣ˵ϫҲ ̽ˡ
ķԺͿʼˣɵĿŻѩ գϷóϣҿɴû⸱Ӱ!Сһ ĸ͵˰!겻ķϵó ˰!"
ѩյĿ䣬оõԤУûü صЦЦѩյĵǲǧ ǧԵߵҪͰ˰!"
" .....'óһ㶼ɰʹŲȡ
׷ȴЦԱѩ ֪ģĶţ˭ݣ͸ǵ 
ϫ֪Լ˯˶ãԺ˹û ۾ͱ˱ǵˣ͵ͼԱ Ӱһֻϫɽûã֪ʲ ô񣬿ȴ֪һܺóԣžر㡣
ߵĻѩտϫʧЦҡҡͷˣ ˾͹԰ɡ"
ϫЩĿŻѩգѩյӸ ÿ˯ѵʱ򣬲׼úóԵģϫ ò̾治һ˰˶һԣϫ ԵĸоˣѩǳķʽҪڵĻѩպ 򵥣֮ǰͻϫķʽͿˡ
ѩռϫһֱɻʵôˣϲЩ  
"ûУϲ!''ϫӦһӴܵ ץͳԣһڣζ˲佫ϫˣϫ ϶ǻѩģʱԵĺ Եøˡ
ѩοĿϫԵĿģȴһЩ࣬ ﻰ֪Լϫģȴ֪ϫ ΣоóϫΣ ⣬ÿϫϲʱֻϫ ￴һЩĶЩͨԼ ڿ˭
ѩԼҲò׼ϫʲôȻϲԼģ ôڻ˭˭
ϫȫ֪ѩ뷨ƲеĳһĨ 죬Żѩʵˣ˺󣬺Σ"
ѩյʱѪ仨˺仨Ǿ޷ ֮仨£ţһ ˣ仨ʱ˿ơ"
ţ"ϫ⣬ⲻ仨ÿ 
ѩһ֪ϫʲôʧЦĴ˴Ķͷ ͻ˼룬仨ǲһСǣ仨óر 仨裬ҲرĵԴ ϣ϶ˡ"
ʳ˭"ϫʵѾɽ ɣ˭ϻͷϰ룿
ѩҡҡͷʱûУѾʹ仨 ϣʲôҲûʳصţύרʵ ġ
ʵ㲻ʣҲ˭ΪҸ ԵĳһҲ벻ˣһƵ 
Щʱûϫ˵һжȷ
ϫҲ֪ѩв룬ûȤ֪ô࣬ ˵ͷ֪仨һҲӲͷͼ򵥵ʿ϶ ǲ˵ġ
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˵£ϫҲԱ㣬ѩĿϫ ϫЩ
ϫСʵôˣ'ѩպܳϫ֪ ҲǣѩҪˣҲ ˡ
ѩյԺٵʹûɲεҩЧҪ ˷ˣ׾еӣһỤס㣬ʳ Ҫ˶ʱһס㡣"
ϫԼҲ֪Լ³çˣ̫࣬ҪǱ͸¶ ȥ˷ͷ³Լݣ .....
ϫָڰҲǹ Ժעģһˡ"
ѩյȥɲεӲóˣȻ̫ ײµˡ"
Ǹŵô죿"ϫʵǵĶŵҪ ûлɲεӣǾͽ˲
ѩҡҡͷ㲻صģһɶŵ仨 ҲйϵżҸţ϶ˣһɺ 仨ñͬһ"
ϫ˵ͷǿȻǵһ ɣȻȡ֮!Ҳ!ģǺ !
ѩûϫٳȥ׷˵ ϫˣʵΪɲΣǵҪԼܿ ˡ
ϫ֪ѩڱԼҲȻṼ ѩյ⣬ʵʵĴڷȴѩյͶι
ڻѩյķɴϣ仨 ϡ
ɴĴͷϣ俴ŻѩһӣһֻȻ һ֣Ѿˣһȴ¹ӣҲȷʵ ȴ¹Ϊ俴ѩһ֣İ ǰ
֮ǰѩζʿˮʿˮҲ ûãѩûķݣͶιڵǸСһ
ǵˣʦ ﰡ "
ѩհ¹Ǵģȥ ġ
ĻѩյѾĿŵˣ һֻôˣѵҪηη"
ֻһֻɶץˣҪ ˲ŸСһҪ׼´Щ˾ ģɲͨѣЩ˸ˣô 룬һ㶼ûЩ˴򱧲ƽͷѩ˵ ģǶһˣǾͲֱˡ
ѩյδãζճһĹʹһ ͻϮѩԤһ̧һӣ赭дĽ ˹
ˣó˵仨 ģΪΪ޿ˣ"
ѾҵĲˣΪʲô"ѩտɴķ ôϫ!"
!ó!"ȻӦõɵǻѩ֪ ģ˵ʲôԾ˳ȥ˴һ ׷
ϫҲ˳һ۾Ϳ˻ѩպ׷ ں˴š
ȫ¶ˣʵȻҲ𣬲 ͬʵҲͬϫһ۾ͿˣȻ ѩպ׷ռϷ硣
ϫǲôûõ!"
ҵȻ֪!''óһѲתӣһ дű˪ĸоβʱûƽĵɵ ࣬ŵǱ׷ᣬһԵ
ϫ뵽ѹǧǧῴ䣬ԭʻ Ǻܲġ
βһҽд׷ȥȴδˣȻѾˣ ϫô׷"
գգ۾ó˵ص㻤ס㰡!
 ....."ϫĿ䣬Ȼ˧룬ֿʼ ˣˣ⴬ȷʵ䲻뿪ĺãҪǵɽ֮أ
͵͵ϴûóѣڻһþ׼ ѩպ׷ϣǵǲأ 
ֻƴ˲ǿˣ⻹ڻѩպ׷ ׷ϵ²ӵģ˵ĳ֣ϫ ʶŵʵôǿţ˭ôȱ۵Ҫ ǶԿ
ûңȴҲûе飬˻ѩո ϫʳϫ̵ʳͶιľһһ Ÿȥ
ѩյķɴܿ죬ŵʱϫû뵽 λϣ˵ģϫúλ ŵֵ
ѩգ䶼Ƕӣ׷Ҳǲ λλľܿˣϫ 룬ϰɻѩǳȥ£ǲǾΪǵֵ J
ϫǲ죬λȻǶͦ ģϫóλȻԸ죬ȴһͬ ۵ǣģʱȻһֱڱ𣬿ϫȴĳ ֮ꡣ
ϫ룬Ҳ벻ȥ͸ѩ һ˻ѩɽȥϫѩϢͿʼ չ
γУϫвٵջģѩҲָ ٣ټʱľϫúúñչˣɽ Ҳ̫ƽοԼǻɲΣһʱը 
ߵһʲôۻѩգڻ ѩնĸ飬úΪѩÿο񶼸 һҲ֪ѩոоʲô˵⻹û ۺϣͻһˣѩոоԼǲͺ ϫһһ
һ߻ѩĿϫѩɽ⼸λϴ ȥ࣬࣬ǧǧǻǲԸ˵ʵ
൭ЦЦȻλﲻԸ˵Ҳǿ ϣλȥɣЩǲԸ˵˵ Ը˵"
ǵǧǧǶȴ ŵǿŵģƽô £ֻЩҪֲԸ⿪ڵķʱŻÿ ǣڵķ˵ﶼԹԵ³һУ˭ ֪ôģֻҪ˶ŵ ٹʣֻҪĴ𰸡
ǧǧĲͶȥĿ⣬ȴѩգ Ҳ֪˶ֻкޣһǻ̲ס һ˿ϣʵʵͻѩûһע ǵĿ⣬֪ͻѩյΪôܸܲ ֻǺӶѡ
̱˵ϣͻѩǸǣ ǧǧ뿪ˡ
ѩʵ"ڸΣжżǱߡ"
ǧǧǱߺָֻԭӣô ͣǧǧǱ˭Ǵﶼֻ ¶֤ݶѣżǱ֮ǰ֪ǵһ ΣҴˣżˡ"
Цǿɲǧڼܲ "
ҲЦ˵ǧȣóǸСο εĶŶ!˵ʵֺãһȥ ˣڷܰ!"
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չأ'ѩĿ"Ϣ찡!' ֪أ
ǧȵͻóϫصʱ ͨһ£ڶżǱ߿ĶɣǺܿ зӦˡ"
ϫרһµıչأѩɽܷɣΪ֪ һȫĵط;оı仯ӵŨ ûзģ෴ӵͶ뵽ȥˡ
ϫչسѩոպѩɽʵ ѩ֪ϫչؽѩɽϴŵġ
ϫ˵ܵѩߣʵ㿴ʲô仯" ѩ鿴һ£ЦϲˣѾˡ ϫĵǰ;аæɣ"
Ҳÿʲôѩҡҡͷʱֵͻƣ ֻŪ˸õѡ"
ϫЦڻѩն£һ ϫŷ֣ⲻǲ裬ǻˮϫĵĺ
ѩտһϫڵɽÿǧһδȣ һεĴȾҪʼˣҲǣıҲ ȥ"
ң"ϫɻָԼⲻǲɽ ȥûִӦúҪɣ "
ǧȣҲʾλһδ"ѩյ˵ͷ "ȷʵǺҪġ"
ȥƼҵģ"ϫ̧ۿŻѩ 
ѩҡͷ"һ̸仨ǵֱ˵ġ"
ϫ"ҲûôʶҰΪʲôô ģѵΪҲɫʣ"
ӦעĶ"ѩҡҡͷֻ ʵķǳ֮ˡ"
ǺðɣȻҪģҵȻ岻ݴ''ϫͷӦ £תʵ仨ǵô°"
ѩһ»Ǿϫ˵ˣǧ ϾҪˣϫҪμӱʱЩ鶼ϣ ڶ֪ˡ
ѩյʵﶼŶɽҲһ ҲһЩﱣסλģĵ λҲȹ̣Ǿǧǰһͻ𣬶 սţҪȡ֮ŵĵλ"
ϫʵǶʲô"
ѩŰҲȥǲֶΣ ţڴΪ˲ˡ"
ϫͷζŵ仨ǵ飿"
û!''ѩյʱϽ˴ߺ󣬳ʺ󣬵ó Ĵ𰸾ڱ֧仨ܶϸҲ ŰæģȻ仨һСôô ãȻ仨ǱŲãż˵ ˣŵų£Ǳ˼ ʶŵԳֵġ"
һӳ׼ŭţǰѶŵȥ ˣ"ϫʵ
û"ѩҡҡͷһֶΣû ߣҪǴȥַʱŵôǣ öŵš"
ϫʵѵƾһ˵"
Ȼ''ѩʧЦһֱͦעصģҲһ ֱ֤ݣһᴦţΪѾԽԽ֣ ȴҲ׸!"
ѩյӾ֪Ǹжˣϫܺ ʲôʵʲô"
ѩյ˵ͷͷÿǧĴϣΪǱ ϶ǳĸŵĸȼٮٮߣŲ֪ ѧصĹַڱдɱŵӣúܶ ʹʧӡ"
ǧǰ ϫͻȻʵ
 "ѩյ˵ͷ
ϫգۿŻѩգʵȻأ"
ѩճ˳ǵʱҾѾֱӳɱ ŵ"
ϫ˽ˣɽ籾ʥߣʵѾܾû ֹʥˣ˵Ϊľ𣬿ǻѩһ ־ֱӽ˶ԷһҲΪԷŻ ȥצצӣڶȥ ļ
ϫʵǸŽʲô"
ѩյն!"
!!!"ϫȵĿѩգſŰ! "һҲġ
ѩյȻ˿ߣȴҲͣҲרǲ ״"
ϫ˵ͷʾ⣬ɾ͸һ˵㣬û ¡
ѩ̧ϫʵһʼϫȥ ȣڵĴѾͬΪնŵΣأ ͻбȥҲ֪ɲβ 䣬һ׳ɳģ˿ѣ Ȼκ飬Ǻ
ѩۣ˾һҪʥ ٲõϫݱ¶ˣ
ʱ䣬һҲûˣȱһ꣬ѩ ֪ҪʥǲܵģȻʵѾ꣬ȴһ ĸоûУ֪ȱһꡣ
ѩţҲ˵˳"Ҳ֪һʲôʱ ҪǻˣҾлΪʥҲ ˡ
ϫһתķ
ѩĿϫʵǲʶһꣿ" ϫֱӰ۾¿ŵ棬ȴǲش𣬿ҲԸ ƭѩա
ϫӣѩջﲻģϫһʶ һ꣬Ϊʲô˵أ"һ˺㣿"
û"ϫæҡͷ"Һܺá"
""ѩոӲˡ
ϫһ̧ͷŻѩյûκ⣬ Һܺãҿڲܸ飬  Ȼ֪ˣҪǸ㣬Ƿ㲻Ҫ  ˡ
ϫûѩոɻ󣬿Ҳ ϫ治˵˵ͷʾ⣬ǿϫ
ϫҲ֪Լһ˵һ룬˶룬 ô˵˵ҺԼһ˵϶ԷΪ
ǧ٣ϫŻѩſڣѾ ۼ˲ٵˣҲڣϫͻѩչȥ
˶ע⵽ϫͻѩգ˶ɫʵ ˣһѾŵĳϡ
һȴһžͳΪ˻óϵĵӣ£ó ԳάȻûйΪմӣȴᵽ˳ ɽͳһסˣͨһ찡
ĽҲĽģ˭벻˳ϵأ û䳤϶ͦõ
ûҲˣͷ࣬ͻѩմ һһ˳ŷɴȵĵصȥ
εķɴǻѩֱȽСıڳеķɴ רּеĺͷɴ
ΪУ࣬ͻѩֵжԵԺӣû˸ ţͬǻѩն˸ȥԺӣ˳ ϫ˭
࿴Żѩմߺҡҡͷóϻ ذ!"
ЦҪͲǻóˡ"
ʧЦҲǡ"
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һ·һʺĴٵķ˹ֱֱĳ ŵĴƷɴĵһæƣ оõֹӦǵסڵķɴģһʱ 伱˺
!'ɴֱײŷɴĽƺʺ촬Ľ ȫ飬ŵķɴ£ӷ֣ɴû£ ʲôסһеĳȥͼѩվ ָշ£һֻס
ϫѩյ߿ʺɫĴ
һʺĴ߳һʺѵӣȻΪ ȴʮգһ˫һۺҪ˸ߡ
һרעĿϫϫĺӣѩ սŲһҪסȴϫְסˡ
ðһüŲߣ࣬Цŵ "ҵһӰ!ССɾȻԵֵס ħۣԺɳһóϰ!ҪСĻţҪ ;ز˿ɾͲá"
Цº͵û£и˵Եŵ гɣˣԻҪԵ"
Ѫ۾һɲǾͺˣһ˴һ ᣬʺĴˡ
ͷѩգóϣԺע ϫѪѾעˣ顭ԼŰ ɡ"˵
ϫԵĿŻѩգ飿
ѩղûϫͣǴ˷䡣
ϫʵղǸ˾նŵˣеʲô
 
û"ѩյ˵ͷնŵѪ꣬ղ ͶѪ䣬Ѿעˣ˵ ɫʵʱ͹עˡ"
Ѫ'ϫԵʵղûо 
ѩϫͷ"Ѫ𣬶Ѫ Ķž߷ڵԨֲǳһ ĵ־䣬ΪɲεʲûӰ죬 ΪбʲôⱾ£ӲŹ㣬Ժ Ҫ뿪ߡ"
ϫ˵ͷǿˣѪһνĹض ὲŵĴֱӳˣʲô ģϫԴһЩˣûô һåһʿ
ϫһʵղ˵ǰ ʲô"
ѩտһϫûѡ˵ ұɫ˺ܴĺ䶯նų ȻҲע⵽ˣҲܿ죬ΪԷһ Ҫң˶"
ϫһѪ껮һ棬ʼѪ ʱֻǵͨˣ˻ѩյĻѪ 굱ĳˡ
ѩսŵ֪ʺ󣬿϶Ҳ ֣û뵽Ѫֱӳˡ"
ϫǰ߸ǵĴ̼̫ˡ"
ڵĿĵء
ǧϾеģɽʢ٣ȥ Լĵ̣еӰźõסǧɽͷ ΪһţռݵȻǵһߵɽ塣
ѩմϫˣδž 
նԽţǰڱάһڣ ÿ춼һϴ˶ø״̬"
ѩմϫ߽ȥǸһת ĵʵնûзʲô£"
û˵ʲô£ֻǰʱ ˵նű˼գǶʱնŷرע⣬ûܴ Ϊʲô"
ѩտ࣬ԵӷԸȥն ŵ׷ʲô顣"
ȥʵǻѪǵ Ϊն˱仯"
ѩյǵģǰնȻţǱ Զˡ"
ǲµˣ 
ϫòܣɽȻϡ٣ÿŻ вģѪ겻Ϊһ޼ɵ
ѩպҲͬ뷨ͬʱҡҡͷ໹ ѩտһۣһñϫˣȽϸ ӣϫһʱûпൽʲôɻĳѩ ȥ
ѩȴں俪ʼնŵ춯նȻ ţЩһֱ׳󣬶 ôױ˲˿ֻܿĵ顣
˵նŵ࿴ϫΪ ȥȣʵһţն̫Ѱ ΪóϺͲԵʱնⶢˣҪر ע⣬Ȼȹ涨˲֣ȴһʱûסֵ˵ ΪԷһʱûסֶģҲû˵ģնž ôɡ"
ϫ˵ͷ֪ˣġ"
ϫоǶܵĵӣԼȴûʲô ģʵûΪԼ˭οǻɲΣ ãĲŸõù
ǧһ޴ʯ̨𣬸ŵǧ£ Ϊһţ෢˿ʼʼ
ϫŻѩһԣͼʼǻƼɵı ԣʯ̨ԶΪʮСʯ̨ʮ̨ʮţ ʵɽֻôţЩǱȽϴǰʮ ģǰʮûʸμӱ
ϫ̾ɽɲκεطûᶼ ûС
Աȶģǲ֪⻹⣬Ŷ ĶնŵˣƼɵĶԱһһն ֱɱŵġ
Ѫ޳Ķ"ʵڶԲס! ȫģһʱʧ־ɱŵˣʵڱǸ!"
ûѪꡣ
ڵڶ̨ʱ䡣
ڶڲ㱻ɱʱʱ˳˱̨Ȼ סˣȴҲˣӡ
Ƽɱ󣬾ϫһȳȥĲ ûȥȴü֪ô£ նŵЩ֣ʵŵ˲նŵ˲ ˵ҲӦǰֱˣÿ˵նŵˣն ŵ˺ûʹУƴȥɱ֣Ϊ ŵ˲Żܡ
ϫ⣬ɥʬɥʬ ηʹУֱǰ⻹ 
һһƽ֣ӭڶΣҲǽ ϫԾվȴֱסˣתͷȥ
Żѩա
ѩɿ֣רעĿϫСġ"
һ''ϫЦЦĵӦǶԷ ˭!"
ϫʯֻ̨һնŵˣ ˶ˣնǹģǱѾˣ ŲΪնžͷҲվ˵ ƽ
ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

173ϫ

173ϫ
ΪǵһţκζֶӦ
ʵźն֮ĶԹҲ֪ˣܺö ˻ͿҶأûˣôǵĻˡ
նſܶϫͦӵģϫԼĶֵʱ ֪˺ǿͬһǿʱԣ ־Ǽǿ֮һ
ϫȴûµģرݵĿŶ֡
䶼ѩտ˹ȥѩ˫۽Ķ ϫȴûʲô飬ҲûС
Щò׼ϫܲС
ϫĶѪԹǱϫݵ̬ȸŭˣѪԹ ЦſϫΪʺþ˲𣬽Ҿ ЩʲõģЩν֮!"
ϫûʲô飬ȴڷֹ䲻ر ʵͣôʲˣ̶ܵȵʿ϶ ģȻʲܴһУǸʵ⣬ Ҫ죬벻һʡ
ôˣȻѪԹʲãΪʲôôΪ ʵնŵ˶֣ûʹһ
oѪԹϫĻᣬƽ޵ľʺõ ˣϫǺõùֵ֣˵ϫ ŵĴЩѪרŽ˽ѪԹģΪľʹ ϫڴȵʱɱϫ
ѩվ͹ͷ۵ˣѪɲٶһ ϫѪûã֪ϫֻһк ʵĲݰϫ
ѪԹĹ͸һݣź⣬һҪѶ زݵơ
ϫóӲѪԹֱֺľһ㡣
ѪԹֱһʼʱϫǱȶ㣬 ѪԹͷֲԣΪ˲ϫ˵ɱ 
Ѫ꿴ʯ̨ϵĶԴü
ϫѪԹһңʼɷԵĽ ȳѪԹ˹ȥ
±ѪԹˣѪԹ֪ǲر ãÿζʱýǶȹˣʵǲģ α˵
ѪԹгѪɻ壬ϫһɻ Σգгħײϫϵħ 
"! 
ɻ屻ħ𿪣ѪԹɳȥûأϫ ħһѪԹ˹ȥ
ѪԹ۾ħϫһԼ 崩ȴΪ
"! 
ѪԹ屬ȫ˶סˣѪ ݵĶϫ޲ðһƤѪԹһ õӣΪ˶Ըϫɻ嶼ѪԹһ Ȼ˵ѪԹʬ޴档
ϫĿѪ꣬Ѫղһ޳ĵǸ "ѪʵڱǸǵɻ̫ˣұ𵴵Ԫ ȣûļ֣ɱӦûġ"
"ǣ 
ȫһϫҲ̫ϫ ʺܶ˶Ѿ֪ˣǾϫҲһδ ɳɶѣҲδ⵨̫˰ɣ˵ 棬ֱӴѪ갡!Ѫ覴ñرǳģСС ˳ģñ˼֣οϫɱ նŵĵӣֱӵѪꡣ
ǺʲôϵˣϷҲãĵҲ գΪϫ˰亹
ϫȫоԼʲôΣյһ ĿѪ꣬Ȼûʲôǻѩյ
طѩŵĳϣóԻѩ ǲѩնҲŹУ ͻѩյĵطˣǵĻ¥һ ȴ̵ɱŵĵӡ
ֲס֣ɱ˻ã ѣնŵ˾ǹģŵ˺ն ŵ˶ϣɱŵˡ
ӣϫộ
ѪݺݵĵϫһᣬȴͻȻЦЦȴȸղ ݵӺòȥҧ!ܺ!ܺ!Ҽס! еѩյı!......
ĻѪû˵ҲûϫǴҶ֪ ѪģҪԸϫ˲ԼͬĿѩ գĻѩҲѪ궢ϣǻѩƾԼı »ֱӻɱնŵһλ𣬳סն š
ѵҪһѩͬ Ҫϫܷնն·ʯˡ
ϫصѩߣѩϫ £άζʢŨȻǻѩϫ ŵġ
Ǵȵĵһ죬Ҳճıԣź նŵɱѾŵϣʵкܶ˲⣬ Ǹٹ̵ӺܺնȻȴ ɣںԵʱ򾭳ʧ֣ʧҲ أȴҪסš
ѩհϫͻȥ󣬻ѩվ뿪ˣϫ֪ ȥĴˣѪȣֻ ѣΪͣʲô
ϫ¿ʼֻŬȥֿն ҪС
ϫñۣͷֲԣϽۣȴ ڻѩյķһƬѪƬѪ ϫʲôģһѪù
ϫûоţǵƬѪѪֹ Ѫˣ޵ʬǣЩûڶ ϫѪӼֱǸа! ӣҲûѪ飬Ѫ ˣݵ"
!ɻǵ!ѪͻȻϫȻ ׼ȴһ̧ͷȴˣһ ޼ʵѪá
ϫܿѪݹȴ¶" ѪԷ޴ҵ밡㱻 ǱôãֱҲץ㣬ֻܽѪ ԪһˣҪҲߵĻԶѪ Ҫ޼ƿʩġ"
Լ˴ϫûлңǵӦŶ ~"
"!ѪٴЦ"Сһ˼ !ҪԸͶնţôҾͷ Σ 
Ѫôһ֮ͲҪôϻˣ㵽Ҫ ʲô"ϫˣѪôģȱȥն Ÿʲô "㵽ΪʲôһҪţ 
ΪʲôΪʲô'Ѫϫ̼ˣ ŭƾʲôأ ϲҾ 챻ָָ!ƾʲô˭ϲ !òΪ £Ϊʲôôԥľң ĵã Ϊʲô ôƽ ƾʲô "
ϫ˵˭ѡǶ˼Ҹ˵ Ը˶ϲ˵ԭϣҲڱ ϣԼ!
ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

174ԭһ

174ԭһ
ѵ⻹ ''Ѫ
Ϊʲôܹ㣿'ϫҪһ㣬ϲ 㣬⣬˲ϲ㣬Ҳǲ ã˶㣬ϲ㣬ǾֻԼ⡣"
Щ׸ƵС!ǿҲϲѣͽ
ѣƫƫȲ!ΪȲҾ ....."
ǿ϶ҲȲǶϲ" ϫѪĻ̼
ûӸղſʼϫǹڴ̼Ѫ꣬Ҫ֪Ѫ 굽ΪʲôҪôţǸǹؼ
Σ !'ѪʧȥǣЦ ֮λԶ磬ڻ ˣô͸ûˣҪʹ!"
ϫȵۣ˵ Ҳ ŵģ "
Сһ㲻ҪҵĻڶ''Ѫ ָ
ϫЦһѪѪͷ ˣȴϷ"
"!ǵСϷԸң'ʵѪȻ˵ 붪ѣղȷʵϫ̼ʧǡ
ϫȻһ㲻ţʵ ҲΪͿԶԸȻ ŵ˾Ӧ֪ŵĵ̵ж!"
ҵȻ֪֪ҵĵƵֶ٣֪ ˲Ҳһȱ㣬Ǿ ....."
ϫһʵʲô ....."
Ի II

ѪǺ浽˵ʲôϫûü͸о Ϥĸоϫ͵һۻѩ˧ ɫͽߡ
ϫûлգ۾Żѩûж ѩձϫ￴ʵ뷨Ϊϫû Ӧ۾ȫãȻ
̾˿ѩ˿Ա¡
ðϫתԴѩգ ....! .....
......ղ......" ѩʮֵĻش"ղ㱻ѪѪʶ
һ֣ΪѹҲģʵڱǸ "ѩشһʱ䲻֪˵ʲôˣһ
ȥɣҸշһЩ顣"
ϫĺ˺һᣬ̾˿û뵽 ʧ٣һҹû뵽ˣһ ô࣬˶ӣֻӻûб䡣"
ʵ"ô£"
˻䣬ֻŵĵӣΪ ʺãÿŶˣҲȥĸ 
ΪʺúĿأźǱأȫŶ ֪ҲŬͬľһС ŵһͨӣһ㣬ȴŬĳȴ 覴ñرСѪϣǸСꡣ
ŻͦģȻͱŪ ˣ߳ˣҲܷȥ
ڼαٱй꣬һβ УͿʼΪų ඼֪顣
һж겢ûر飬ڿɿƷ Χڵԭ򣬲ȻҲǴãҲš
Ȼصǻᾭȥ ֪ôģϲһ񣬻ϲ ͷΪŬΪǵҲ̬ȴ źֻܲճӦеĴ
ӿ಻鷳һ Ϊļ㺦࣬ԭ ˣݺݵĳͷˣϽԺ ٸࡣ
ĴҲˣžͱȽעƷҲ ôĸʵ Ŷ˸ȥˡ
ûĵңǷҡֱϣΪѸ٣ Ǳ߽걻ų֪һϢ ˿ʧˣʱУ겻ʹʧ û뵽ٳ֣ȻѪꡣ
ʱ룬Ҫʱ˺һĴ ......"
!"ϫնԾˣһ ĴҲҪ࣬Ҫ˶׳Ƴ ˳ͻñ˶Բ룬ƾ ʲôҪֻ룬ƾʲô!"
ϫƲƲοҪÿ˶һԴǶ Щʺõ˵Ҳǲƽģȥֻͣ ǰ
̾"Ȼ֪㡣"
!ȵ!üȻǸ꣬ҲڵѪ ʲãŬʱ𣬿϶Ҳ Ǻѵģֹˣһնţǲ ̫"
ѩյӦʲôһľڱ֧ š
ϫҡҡͷٲľҲ ôĸı䣬а"
ѪĻϫԺ֣︡ϫȵ ղѪѪ佫ʶߣһƬѪ кܶ˺޵ãЩ黯ģʵ £ƬѪһѪ!"
üһµ˼Ѫ˺ "
ϫѩպ䶼࣬ȻǶġ
ĬıۣһǼ һ̧֣һ˳ȥ
ѾȥˣҪˣ ǵֶҲҪǿˡ"
Ѿ꣬ϫͻѩմ뿪סˣ  .....Ѫ覴ñرֶΣϫϣ ʱҲͲҪˣҪʹѪ䣬һǿ ķȻǵֶβʤע⡣"
ϫͻѩյͷʾף뿪俴 ࣬ʵڵʲô"
Цһ䳤ϻô"
ҡҡͷѩҲˣֻǼ㲻˵ ûʶѡ"
һ£Цҡҡͷһ˼ ǿ͸ˡ
ҲҡҡͷֻûҪѡ"
ȥ·ϫͻѩնЩĬ鶼Ѿ ꣬ҲֻܵȴչϫԺѩΪ˻ Ļ治ϵԺ֣֪øѩ˵ ʲôҲ޷ĸѩս
ѩҲ֮ͬǰ飬ϫʲô뷨 ֪ϫԼ֮ǰΪϫȴ ڣûκαʾɻأûѩո㲻ϫ ˡ
˻صססڵ䷿ģ֮ǰ ϫƤǴڻѩշ䣬ʱϫ֪ô ԻѩգϰԵߵѩշ⣬һ£תͷԼ ȥ
һͻȻֱסˣѩյ"ˣ" ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

175

175
ʲô"ϫ֪ҪɻأҪѻ ѩա
ѩκҪʳʲôѾ ˡ
ѩյ֮ǰ㡣"
ϫ۾ŬԼԼһ ⣬Ϊ˾ҡ"
ѩյҪǱҲ"
 ....."ϫһ£̾˿治ѩ ֪ѩջ룬  .....
ϫҪ뿪תȥĿŻѩգ ֪ҲףҲ˵Ҳ֪  ô˵ٵȵ"
ʲô ѩյ˵
ϫۣ˵һʲô ˡ
ѩվȵĿϫоһйϵ ˵㵱žΪ"ѩաһɡ"
ϫ˵ͷ
ѩպʲôЩδף֪ ٶ඼ȻϫĻķ˺ܶ࣬ ٽˡ
ѩյȥˣŸձѪ߹Ҫһ˴ ٳʲô¾Ͳˣݰɡ"
ϫ̧ۿ˿ѩգ治پ£  Ҳ뷴ѩգŽ˻ѩյķ䣬ʱ ˣϫһѾѵϣѩձҲȥģ ŷ飬ͶϿʼˡ
ǧ±ߣ౳վѪյ˹ ٽʱѪͣ
תȥ"ꡣ"
ѪЦһСһˣҾ֪֪˭ ˣû뵽ôϵˣôҪ"
̾˿"ֺαˣԼҲˣӦ ֪ʱûʲôβأ"
£û"Ѫ˵ͷȷ˵ÿѡ Ҳûд֪ˣ˶û дֻҪ̹ôöǱ˵Ĵ!"
!"ྪȵĿѪ꣬û뵽ѪȻġ
"㣿ʲôɥĲ "ѪЦſ ܾ֪˺ֻܶ࣬Щأ Щᣬȴٵģ֪"
ص֪˶˽ģҲУǲÿ ˶˽ȥ!"
!ܶ಻!"ѪЦŵһ!"
"㵽ʲô'ʵ
ңҪţҪɽ綼˵!''Ѫ ˵ţ·ѾЦ"Ҫ˶ !˭ҪǸҲҲ⣬ҾҪ!
ʧĿѪ꣬ҡҡͷת뿪ˡ
Ѫ꿴ıӰٸ߸ϼ죬Ҫ !
ڶ죬ٴοʼϫǸڻѩյԣѪ ڿϫʱ򣬶һЦϫĿѪ꣬ ƿĿ⡣
ѪݺݵһȭľˣĿ ˵֮ӣԼʲôǡ
ѩշǳȻĲסѪĿ⡣
ѪһƿĿ⡣
ѩղͬĿϫֺαȥ̼ "
ϫƲҲ̼ܷŹ"
Ȼǲܵġ
ȵǵؼɣѳһµն ŵ˺񶼺ϲɫ·ĶҲһ£Ҫ Ǹ˧磬˵ѪĴһ˧!һʮֵ ֺӴ£Ǽֱ޷ֱӣο»Ƚƫ Ŀʽ
ϫ̫۾ˡ
ȻһǽĴӣŶôصĴ 磬ûһķӣرĶԴ
ϫѩգʵôо е......"
е"ѩսӿʵ
"!!!"ϫ͵ͷ"ľһЩ"
ѩЦһķһۣ ۰ףջĿϫĵӣ ȻЩҲܳǲԾѧϰ "
!"ϫ˿ǱѪ۾Ѫ꣬ʵ "նԾĲͲʲô"
ѩյΪŸҪ֣Ҳ ˽ԼҪģĥѣֻҵĻ䣬 ǳŲŵġ"
ĶԴǼң֮ǰϫͿˣնŵķʽ ͹˭һ֣ĺҲһ
ϫо֣һ󺺴· Ҫϫĺ볰Цһ
նŵĲ͹ȻսȻ һЩֺԼҲˣûңŬ Ѱһᣬϣʧ
ͻȻ͵һȭܲסˣ˵ ʯ̨Ե
Ѫĳ࿴ȥͬʱϫҲ࿴ȥȴ ƽƽĿս̨
ϫ̾ɽŵѪȴĵ һֹۣװģ"
Ǳ߱ڽУˣӵһ£ ȥᶨվԭأȻ֣ȴǹ ȥӵȭͷüʱһĽǶ һߡ
ΪһпԽģû з׷׷ȥÿζҪ˵ʱ ˹ȥӱŪ
ץסʧƽʱӦٵĳ֣һ ӵͷϣ˴ʯ̨
ʯ̨ıѾʯ쾪һ ƣܶ˶֪ļ̳ˣտʼʱ ͦʧģôһֱ㣬һ˷֣ ڶ㣬һѣ͸һǸƽǰ ӣѣһʯ쾪
ʯ̨ǰû̧ͷ"Բ ҽŷԭҵĶս˲ԺŬ ʧ!"
һ̧֣һȵ̧ͷº͵Ц ֲܷ㲢Ľջ񣬲û ã֪ûúܺˡ"
"!
ϫԻѩյܳӰ!"
ѩյ˵ͷģһֱճ ¸ǲԾģ"
ؼ켫ɵıʼڸŸɶע źնˣҲ֣նرԵ Ŵ粽ãһҩζʮ㡣
ĳԱ˫ˣӮý϶Ļ ţͷϷˣǾıԡ
ǽ죬һ󣬼ճĵط ¡
ԡ"
ϫѩպӣԣΪ֮ǰ ǻѩճġ
̾˿"֮ǰȷʵǾóϣ֪Ѫ ʱҾ͸ı⣬ͷԼ򵥵ˣ ô϶̣һк֡"
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176µ¾ܾһ
˵ͷãϡ"
Ӧºһ£ϫ °ɣһҪóϡ"
ȸȥϫ˿ѩգѩ ϫϫҲ뿪ˡ
˶ߺ࿴ѩգ򲻵
治"
ѩ̧ͷ࣬ʲô˵"
࿴˻ѩһᣬͻȻϫǻɲΰɣ"
⻰Ȼʾ䣬ȴ˵úǿ϶ѩü Ц㲻ңҲûдô, Ҳûд㽫ݹ"
ѩյҪ˵ʲô"Ҫϫʲ ôѩҲûá
ĺϲ''ЦЦʲôܿ Цʧնŵʵ޷ŶԿѪ һ״̬Ҳ²ֻһܣǾ ....."
նʥ''ѩսӿڵ
˵ͷΨһĽͣʥ ֮ϵģʥΣ!
ϫʲôϵ"ѩʵ!"
ʧЦѩյʲôأҵȻ֪ˣ ΪҪ"
ѩüʵҪ˵ʲôԡ"
һϫƽ侲 ͬϲ''ҡҡͷʲô  .....ڱ꣬Ҫʥǲܣ 㡰
!''ѩղ˵֪Ҫ˵ʲôˣն ľܾˡ
üϲҲ㲻û飬Ҳ ʲôõ飬ֻ˫"
!"ѩմ࣬"ʲôҶԴӦ㣬Ψ ϫ!"
Ϊʲô"üҪþ˫޶Բ Ǿд䣬ǽΪ¡"
ѩջҡͷᶨһδңڶ
ãҲԸΪΪ˫ޡ"
˵⻰ѩվת뿪ˡ
ϫͣĳ濴һͬûߵ ˣѵôѩ"
ϫǲͷ"
ϫ䣬ѩվʹ˳ϫӭ ȥҪʻѩʲôȴѩһǣˡ
ԭشһֻ˵λϳ񣬸 Ӧ䣬̧ͷ㻹û߰"
俴˿ѩ ....."
ִ̧䣬û£ֻҸ˸ ûдӦѡ"
ǹϫİɡ"
ʧЦ˵Ƕ"
ҡҡͷ񣬶Ҹտѩһ ֪ôҲֻΪϫ"
˰ֵ㲻Ϊ˵֪"
ӣȷΪѩ˵ѩողŵ Ӿ֪ĵòãúܺãѩ ͬΪϵͬҲòοϴλȳ Ϊ϶
ϫѩסѩȴʲôҲ˵Լ ʵൽ׸˵ʲôˣ Ӧòᰡϫ ʶû˽ģǸǿѵˡ
ѩҡҡͷ£㲻õġ"
ϫҡҡͷҲıģֻǵ㡣"
ѩ̧ͷϫҲ֪ûдҪն ʥǸϽ˵ģͱ ϫҪϫ˫ޣɲΪ ȴиоһ겻ʲô Ȼġ
ϫѩտûԾԱŲŲʲ ôأ 
ѩҡҡͷû£ԺעһЩҪ˷ ʵݡ"
ϫղŻѩյķӦۿ"෢
7? !
ǵġѩյ˵ͷ㲻õģ ʲôģˡ"
ϫʵղ .....Ҫʲô"
ѩվߵ߱ϫն ʥ"
ϫأ"
ѩһµΪʥˣ Ҫ"
"뵽"ϫʵ"ҪôἺΪˣ ȣ"
Ҫô룬˭ҶŹ''ѩյ
ϫεĿŻѩյ"ô˵"
ѩͣסıȽϾãȻתϫ ɲʹ˵ΪǾд䣬Ϊ¡"
ϫ㶵ĿŻѩգһʱ޷Ӧðһ ......"
ѩҡҡͷûдӦ֪㲻ԸҲԸΪ ԭǿ㡣"
ϫҲ......ֻ......"
ѩᳶǿϫ֪"
ϫͷָĥָһվ "Ȼطˡ"˵վҪܣȴͻȻĻ ѩһѱס
ϫ˲һѩյڶ"ģʲôҲ ߡ"
ѩյ̫ᣬϫԾķҲ ģʵҪΪҲ£ֻǲĶѣ Ҳ .....'ҲԲпǷûвʱͻѩһ 𣬱ϾѩǴӲʼġ
ڿʼѪ꿴̨һ £ȻЦЦĿ࣬ûͬ 
˵Ļϫͻѩն֪ ûв´ѪȻӦк֡
ϫͷȥЩԥѵ .....
ѩյ"ô࣬ԤУҪҵһ ûлʲôӦҲ޷ʥ"
ϫĿѩգʵܸоʲôʱ "
ѩպԵĸоϫڴҲоϫ ڴһʥڴһĻع顣
ѩЩףԼһꡣ
ѩյ"޷֪һһعҲͻȻعģ ȫԤף֮ǰҲҲο"
̸䣬ʯ̨ѾϾÿɶ УҴ̫ԲǸһ򣬶һһ ĶԴ򣬽źնŵıԡ
ϫǵһμ֣û뵽ƽɵ ô
նŵóȻûԱõķʽ Ӳˡ
ѩյʵصĳϣҪ ҵ츳ʥΪֵġ"
ϫ죬ȷʵˣÿʲô඼ һǰҲǺ⣬⼸˶Ҫ ⣬һʼΪԸʹȻ룬ǰڱ ǰҪ⡣
Ĵ򷨸˺ܲҪ˵Ǹ湫ӣ ôһʮĺˡ
ֱΪЩӣһֱӱ ơ
ӮֱѹԵģּ޷䣬תͷ Ѫķһ¡
ϫоãʶץס˻ѩյӣѩ 䣬"СģֿܻԱ!
ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

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177Ա
ʵͬʱյ˵Ĵģһǻѩգһ ġ
һѾˣڿѪһһ ѾԱ޷ֹֻѡˡ
˶ˣһȻѡԱΪ˻ٵһ Ҫ֪ǺѣںܶŶδ !һΪŵλ֮ࡣ
"!!!
Աжǲģ˷׷Ա߶ ܣټµԼ
䡨
ѩջڻϫһȻദ ãϫӡǺܲģʱȴе ѹһҪ£ָ΢һղ ķȥ
ѩڻϫͬʱҲ˶ָһ׷ ϫĹڣڸԭϢ ǰС
ϫѩտȥѩȫעĳס ŵĵӡ
֪ʱ˶ãԱڹȥ೷ άֵķֳķȥѩմϫҲ˹ ȥ
Ҳ˻˹ȥΪῴһ̶⽴ʱ ֱԱģҲ޷ֵһ Աġ
û뵽ǣ䲢ûгΪ⽴Ӷڣֻ ڵһ
ϫоЩɣԼ˹ȥղ˱ 䣬Ҳ֪ûá
ѩҲ˹ȥŵĵϫı⣬ ɲεǻɲγֵģôܻһ˿ϣ ġ
ϫ߶£ͬµĻѩգѩհ ŵϣһ˳ָ
ϫϢţһ󣬻ѩ̧ͷŷ ɣϫЦ
ѩתͷţֻ˱Ƚأ Ҳͺˡ"
ֱޱ࣬ü۶һ£ˣ ϴȥϡ"
ܿеӽˣ࿴֮ǰĵط "û뵽ôãȻڻж㵽"
˳Ŀ⿴ȥͼһʯд"ǧ "
˴ŵľзӦԭǵ ŻģǧﱮƵģһⱮƶú ɵģԱ־겻䣬ֲʼӲ쳣޼᲻ݣ ǧֱƣ仹ǧһж㵽˱ƺ ˶̾ĺ
ȴϫ֪ôˣ϶Ǹ ϫйأʵҲˣʱֱӾͱԱĵһ ˣдƶ㣬ǸҪʱ򱻹 ΪˣһϵĹƮȥס䣬ǿŵ ˱ƺ
!նŵأ "˼ûʼ ףն£ֹۣ˿ɲ ٣رûš
һңȴնŵ˶ˡ
ǰ!Ȼ뿪ˣЩԽԽ޷ !"
ǵҪʲô ɽΪ "
ΪЩ¾뷭!һӲ!Ѫ ֱ̫޷!"
......"
ϫһߵӾЩЦǰѪ ûжǳֻ֣ǺԵʱЩ˸߸߹֮ ໹ڿϷԼˣ˼ ںն˶ˡ
ϫŻѩպѰֳ 󣬻صŵĵطԻѩյ 鶼˳϶ӵ޼ɵ϶ 鲻Ϸ߾裬ҲҪҽΣǾ š"
!'ѩյȥԸȥ̻š" ѩȥԸӵʱϫóһװ׵
࣬°ɣõñȽϿġ"
ü»óϷ'СһȻԼ Ĳ룬Ҫǻѩ֪ñװ
ϫϽţ˭ҲҪ˵Ҳ Ҫ͸¶䣬Ǹ͡"
Ѳϫ»ѩɣתҪߣ׼ طȥڱ֮ǰ˵ǰ ֪˰ɣҵ˼ ....."
֪''ϫعͷȥЦΪŵ ȴĺܲˣ⣬ֻǱǸЩ ²ѩ㣬ȻΪ ţҲ㡣"
ܶȨ߶ϲɼΪֿǵȥһЩǿ Σ˵飬Ѿúܺãϫò˵Լ 
ѵõĶϫЦˣȻźͰףǸ ϵ۵û٣ϫȴ һЦ
ϫҲЦЦȻתɿˣҪٲȥ ѩշ쳣Ͳˣѩʲôǲ ˺Լ
ãϫȥʱ򣬻ѩջûлȥϫ˿ һ˯˹ȥ˻⣬ǰ˲ 룬Щƣˡ
ǧ±ʱģֻǲμӴȵģҪ뿪Ҳܿ죬 켸˾Ϸɴ뿪ˡ
ϫ䲢ûкתĳ࿴ȥѽҪ Ƿ˻ɲβ벻ܻ
̧ѩյķʾһ¡
ϫȻҪöˣǻѩտ϶ɡ
صŵһ·Ϻܿ죬ٽʱȴ飬 ˸˹һõϢ
նԭûȥĵطǸǻ֮ǰ ȹţ˻ѩպ µﻹһǲóսġ
Ѫ׼ǰ˸ֲʧ ء
ü꣬"Եķ 򿪣ȫ䱸նѾǳ׿սˡ"
ѩɽѩձ
صź͸ѩع ŵ飬ֻҪͺãѩսһ ࣬ȴûиı뷨˵ھͼӽҪ һˣſܸаա"
ѩҲ֪أѪ²ƺδ֪ ΨгΪʥаա
ϫҲٽͻƣҲѡбչء
˱չصʱնų׺ŴѪҲ ǴԱţûȥǣ żѪǸӲ磬ҲóȻ֣źն ŶϹۡ
Ȼŵ̺񣬿նŵ˲֪ô£ ۣǶ˸ƾС
Ѫ겻ֵµȴ۵ģѪ 곹׵ĺˡ
ϫչسʱѾǵؼˡ
ϫʱЦЦʹȻȻó ĲҪǸʱ䣬ҲΪʥҲ ˡ"
ϫʵô"
ҡҡͷǺܺãѪ겻֪ʲôֵ һˣηǿֽŶᶯҪǱצ ᱻȾԼˡ"
ллҵ֧֣ôôգ

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178һ
ϫɻôɥʬɥʬ
ȥ"˵ϫҪȥ
ȵ"סϫǰʱˣ ̸ѣ֪Ƿʶ"
˭"ϫɻɽûþͽţ ûѡ
"һȪ䣬һ"
 ....."ϫһºϲЦտʵģ"
"նֹУӦý ȥɱȥˣһ¾ģ"
õģл!'ϫ˲˳ȥٶȿöûз 䡣
ЦŵСһչسˣʲôôİ!ܵ ô졣"
Ӧȥѣô"
Цû£ĿǺö!һΪҪ üŻָأû뵽ôͺˣΪҲ˲٣ ڶѾˡ"
࿴ϫ뿪ķҪлϫ"
䲻⣬ȴûд˵ֻǵסҵĻ á
"ð"ȻĻȴ֪ƭԼ
ʱеӽ"ϵķѪӰ"
侪ȶһۡ
ϷȪƴɱŹ
̲ס²ۣ̫ˣã ȻܶɱˣѪ굽׸ʲô!"
"Сģץˣר!"Ȫ̲ס
ǺȪĻģר
ǽĹƽĹЩͬҲ
ɱһȪ뿪ﲻԾ" ȪҪˣѾˣһĹΧ лɵĹ
ȪͬʺܺãѾˣ Ĺֻɵмܲסۼ ҪֻɵĹסһֻ־Ҫץļ򣬶 Ȫ䱻ֻɹס޷ˡ
ᣬ۾ȪķȪҪȥ ôҲ㲻ֻþ
צҪ䵽һ̣һֱӻ ֣ûļɿͼϫԶ
żɹԴȥЩԴը ѣڵò
ϫ䵽ߣʵôû°ɣ"
͵һסϫ޵ˣһΪ Ҫֹ!"
Ȫ߹ϫڳϫۣ ԼĴ׶ԣ쿴ãƽϣ ҪɱʣµĹȴͼ˸оԣһץһȪ ԭء
ԭһƬѪð˳ѪڿеϫƤ Ѫݹ٣ϫʧԶӭȻˣ ôأ "
"!''ѪĶЦӰѪð һ¼Ѫеӵޡ
ϫüѪΪ˲١
Ѫ꿴˿˵û뵽ҳµõ 㣬ǲҵﰡ!˵أ"
ϫüȪ˺Ƕ Ƕ֣һҵסǻ!"
Ȫҧ!ǲУ͵ס "
ϫżȪôʱ얣ҲУ ǻȥң찡!"
ѪЦ㲻ıˣǽ˭Ҳܲˣ ûģۼǻͦӵģҾ ǰɱˡ"
ȪһɱǣƾǶĵ"
ѪЦ"!֪Ȼ˺󻹻᲻ ô !"
ϫһȪ䣬ҧͲ˵ "
Ȫ˵ͻŹ"
......"ϫ"ᡣ"
ѪȻĺϫѪϫϮȥ ϫ𾪵ķ֣ѪϴԵʱǿ̫ ˣ˵Ȫһ㷴֮ûС
ģϫɲ룬ѵѪ̾ ԼԼʥ֮ǰǰ!ѵôʱ ʥһ֪ԼΪʥԲŸô ţ
Щ붼ûˣѪҪǰ Ѫĵ٣ǲʡ
ٲʣҲΪΪɵʱ Ѫ
ߣϫ㶵ĿԶǸ
ŵķ
ѪŤĿϫ治ÿζ ˾㣬ǶѾԶˣҿ˭ܾ㣿 "
ѪĻ䣬һƬѪٴγϫǷȥ λû˵ϫǡ
ϫǰ浵Ѫ
ϫ˵Ļ"!
䲻ǻѩյĵӣҲý䳤ϣ ûûС!"
Ѫ꾪ȵĿ䣬û뵽㲻ˣô ͺˣΪҲ!"
ǷôĽ"
Ȼ濴ŵɵϫڽţ ڱһֶֻսˣһֻڸǴƣ 
ϫȻԼղŵĲûдѪѾ ʥȻ䲻ܽӡ
ŵˣѪ񶼺ޣǺ޵ñȽ϶ ģһѪ˵ͳȥˣѪ ΧΪƽѪ룬˾
ʥĲǵֲ˵ģܿͳ˰ƣ ҧϫ"!"
ѪЦӴȣѪӿ磬ҧ֧ţ Ȫһϫ뿪һ 
ϫȴûжѪѪͻȻת ħٵļ"
һ㶣תƬѪᶨĵ˵ͷ
ϫȪ䣬ȪһϫҧȻа취 ǻϣ "
ϫȪ令ߣ˳Ѫż
,!"
˲ѵѪߣѪ꾪ȵĿУ ˸Ѫɫ͵Ѫ
ʲô˳ڡ
Ѫ귢ֲԾҪһαϫȪֵ ˶˵˵ϡ
ˣҧյø졣
ѪоѪʧԽԽ࣬ŭٴγ֣ ȴ䵵ΪգѪͣ 
ѪԼѾΪѪʧˣŲ ԶҪżϸڲȶ϶ Ӧŭϫһۣһתʧǰ
˹ȥȪһѽ˽ס
ûȥ׷ϫǻš
վڴ⿴Ŵһļˣʵ ôˣ"
µ˵Сһôˡ" ҲԵˣҪϣȪȴ ڵˡ"
俴ϫϫҡҡͷȷʵã û£ѪֻϾѪ ̫ˣԲŻԣ"
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Сһ治!û뵽Ȼħ٣Ҫ
ǽɾ!"
ȪĿ䣬䲻ԵĿȪ䣬 ʲô
ϫϣλԱ!
࿴˿ϫ˵ͷϫݱˣ ħҲһ
ϫ䣬״"ұ֤!''˵Ҫ ûǿѾˣȻȽϲ׵ӣ ֪ġ
ϫ㷢ϫٶ쳣Ҳû˵һ 䡣
ʵ"ô£"
ϫȥȪǣҵ˭֪Ѫˣ ңһҾͳҪŪҡ"
࿴䡣
֮ǰ֪ѪŸҸ˹ȥͼ ҪԸСһҵ¾ͳˣ˭֪ѪȻ ôˣȫĶ֣ѾʥΪ򲻿 ܱΪô!Ȼ ....."
ָıѪѪѪ ˣˣȻǶزˡ"
Ѫôˣ 
ϫһһֱ̾Լ"
˵ͷпܣϾѪԸ ҲȫţԼͲһ"
ȪҾΪйŹ֣ʲôԴһ !"
ϧʱһˣ׷ȥҲûãħС һ̫ˣҪʱɳѪ굹ǲˣϧѽ!"
Ȫۿ䣬ϫǻС!"
ҵȻ֪!Ǹ̾һ!бҪ
 !"
ȱľʱ䡣"
ϫѪú󣬿ܺܿͻдˡ"
̾
ѩɽϫȪһѨһ ϢĵطȪ佫ʯϣתʵ ⵽ô£"
ϫ̾˿ɽͨͨһ顣
Ȫȵʵͬһˣ "
ϫ˵ͷҺܿ϶Ǿͬһ"
ϫ˵˽Σʱֵǵ ʵ"뿪󲡲......"
ȪǰٺǺ뿪ˣȻ ɽ㣬Ҳ .....Ȼһ飬 Ƕ˶ɽٺڵΪȴʱԻصԭɽ ϣٺҾҲûйϢҺһˡ"
ϫЩĬȪŵӦѾ ˡ
ϫ̧ͷȥĿľͷǻѩձչصĵط
ȪûþˣȻçײ 񣬻֪Ҫʲô£Ǹûɣ֪ ݣֵΣѵʱ ....."
ϫҰæ"
"ʲô ''Ȫ۾͵վ
ϫתȪôӦ ŵȻ㣬ֲҪҰ ѩսΪ£ûɲΡѩճΪʥ
Ȫ䱾ôãһϫ˸ۡ
һȪʵûҪģ"
ϫҡҡͷûУҿ䶼֪ҵ !"
ѪɵĹɥʬϵϫҲ˵ˣ ɱķʽҲˣڽ䱸֮࣬ҲȥɱЩ ֵһ˵ǣںܶŶɱˡ
ΪǾЩ̫ˣҪ׳ ô󣬾ǲԶˣﻹᴫȾ
ϫҲȥɱЩʱϫܻ ɥʬ飬ʱͲһӡ
Ȫ俪ʼһֱ˺һȥɱˣ ֵһ˵ǣΪѪѪ̫ø ؼˣŪȪеᣬоοħٱ ΪΪԽԽá
ȫɽ׷ɱԽԽ٣˶׼ʱ ȴԽԽƽ֪ѪԾʱԶ ˣδ򣬶ѩջûκηӦ
ϫվڻѩձչص⣬Ժֳ︡Ѫ ǵȷʲôȴһֱԺ֣ ر뵽ѩյʱ
"㵽ģ"
ǻģŵĹ㳡ϣѪĸ һΪĵӷڿУĿڵһ ˣʵһֱôֱӴģ֮ǰΪ !֪Ÿһֲ˺ã߳ ģô׼ùð!"
൭ĿѪ꣬ʵѾʥˣ"
Ѫ϶ܺϫȪԼվ ߣĿ࣬ĺˣʱ ˣô򶨡
"!ѪЦ"㻹ͦ۹!˶˵ ʺãԺãû뵽ôȥ𣬶Ѿ ʥûʲô˵"
"......
ϫһѪˣڵ"Ѫ ôģǸĵطôˣ"
ѪĿϫû뵽ⶼ֪!"
ϫüû뵽ΪΪȻһ Ϊ!ֱɥĲ!"
ɥĲ!'ѪҡͷǲЩƽ ϣʲôֵģ "
!ѪշϫͻȻ뵽ʲôݺݵĵ ϫŭ!Ǹϵ˱꣬ȫգ һʱֹͣЩˣԭ !"
ϫ뵽ЩΪɥʬԭӦˣ뵽 ӦݿĪĺͰǣðĵѪ꣬ŭ ô ôɥĲ񣬻!Ҫ֪ £ƴűҲҪЩɥʬֱӻ!"
Ѫ⻰۾ȫˣҪֹϫ ̫ˡ
!Ҫ㣬ҵΪ϶ԸߣΪ㣬ҵ ΪֻʥҪɱ!һҪɱ!''Ѫ˻ ϫ˹ȥ
ӭȥѪ˼ѪˣҲ ŵ˹˹ȥӭȥ
ϫʵѪ깥ʱֻˣȥ Ѫ꣬ԼѪˡ
ϫȻں˴ȴһֱעǱߣʵ ˵涥һˣѪѾʥ ʥɲһ֮ô򵥣ҪȻѪҲ˵ ʱ򲻸óȻ֣Ϊʥ˵ûߡ
ԽԽڱѪҵ϶һĵϣϫ æȥסࡣ
Ѷ֣סҪºֵѪ꣬ ಻磬ǳȪ˽Ѫ껹Щ˼ ħٵģ˺ʱǣסѪ
һѪ³һһϫ ʵڲԸΣڵϦΪֻ ܿͻóϣʱҲԸ "
ϫҧҧŵӣ ζԴģ͵սȭͷתͷѩɽķȥ
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ѪȻסȴһֱעǱߣϫ Ҫ¾Ҫ뿪֪ʲôıһˣ ϫһȥ
һѪӡϫȥɫͿԿһ Ѫжݡ
ǵؼɵϫ϶ǽӲģȴҲѾ ҲϾˡ
ȪǵĻϫ!"
ϫعͷȥžҪǰӡԺֻ뵽ѩ գʱ뵽һ˸˻
ѩͻȻϫԣһ§ϫܹ Ѫһơ
˻ûзӦʱǰԻѩ ȴ뿪 ....."
Ҫ''ѩմ࣬ڵ
ϫˣŻѩգϫʱڻѩ ûбſһ̵ĻѩЩһˣȴ ûʲôһ
ѩתͷܣźնŵ˻ڴѾ ˣɵ˶У˭ˣȫ ֱ޳
ѩüѪꡣ
Ѫüͷһ壬ȻоѩոѹѪѾ ʥˣܸѹģҲֻʥ
Ѫ겻ŵĵŻѩ"ôܣ "
ϫĿѩգѩЦˡ"
һ˲䣬ϫ֪ԼʲôֻֽŲõ ѩյϣͽס
࣬Ȫһֻ䲻ԣ ֿǸ
Ѫ껹ǲţŬﻮôãѩվȻҲʥ ˣȭѪӿڴ˷׷׺ԶѪ ߡ
ϫӻѩյȪվһ𣬻ѩ ǰѪ꣬Ϲâһɫ汦ɼ׳֣ ķս
ͬһʱ䣬ϫϵ汦ɼҲˣϫЩ ȣΪûٻ
Ȿһ׵ģѩտֱӴģΪ ʲôһϣ֮ǰǶû"
ϫûлش䣬רעĿŻѩա
ѪѪѩӶȥѩհΧѩ ϰ׹֣ѪһȦ⡣
ѪͻȻˣѩͬã˴ ΧѪɣΧԽԽԶ
˶ͣʥ Դ!ɽѾ̫ûʥˣֳ˼û˼ ʥһμʥǧѷꡣ
ѩպѪ궼½ʥѪΪõô Ѫмӳãһ½ʥҪǻ ѩȴţ־Ķ࣬ҲǷǳˣ˴ ƾУ˭Ҳ˭
ϫĿŻѩմ򶷵ӰȪߣ ģ¡"
ϫ˿Ȫ䣬ͻȻʲôһȪ ָ֣ƳһѪԼĶͷۡ
һĻ෢ˣﶯ˶ָһĻ ܱĻȴڱ˿ǵʱ Ժߣ˷ʲô
ǱϫѪۺ󣬻ѩյʼãѪ ˵ѩճЧ
ѩһ£Ѿ˲룬ݡ
Ҳ쳣Լһ￴ "ɲ˾ѣཻ֮úˣ֮񣬻ùˣ ɲεѪ֥Խ˼֮ˣ 벻Ч
࿴Ȫ䣬ϫû뵽˶ һ䱦ûȪħɽҲرѵõģ ó̶ֻڻɲΡ
ҲǸˣ˼һȴַſˣ֪Щ Щ鲻ҲǣҪһֱ ̬ϫͻѩҲôı š
ϫļӳ֣Ѫܿ˰ܼѩһĵ ڵأѪڡ
ະ!ҪԱ!"
˾쳣ԱĳĿһ ʥҪԱô룬ǻܻ 
Ҫһ!!"ѪЦѪڵø 
ѩǰʱסѪѪڷڣ ɵĵӶڻæӴܡ
ϫ˵ʲôǰ˸ħ ͵Ѫա
ΪϾͣοѪԱеΪ עѪܿмܲסˣ˲֪Ǻõ ʱȪ䵭ȥסֺһա
 ....."ϫĿȪ䣬ͨħħٽ תֻİ£ʵʵİ£Ȫ .....
ȪһҧϫŸʲô "
  .....Ŷ! .....!"ϫľȻǰȥסȪһֻ ֣ɲκѪ֥ȻͬһƷ֣ȴܻת ҲֻлɲκѪ֥
ϫȪ䣬ӵŬѪо ԼԽԽʵ˻ӿ񱩣ѩռ עڽѪϡ
״Ҳ˽䣬Ȼ׷ǣ ĵӣնŵ˶ѪС
Ͼ˭֮ǰΪѪԴǵ϶壬 ȴǵҪԼ ǰǶѡԼ
ѪʿԼԴͷѪڱմ ô˿̺Ƿ̡
ѪЦŷĿ࣬!!Ϊʲ ô !"
ѪȻû˵ʲôΪʲô֪̾ ɣǺһҲ!ֻѡ ͬͬ!"
ѪĻͻȻƽ ߣЦһ㵹ûеòȻ˵Ǿȡû ˭ΪԼΪԼҪȥŬΪҪŬ! !!
ѩյڵ³ҲûʲôԹģӦ õĶ!"
ѪЦ"ܿܶ!ҪһǾ ȻôˣһħٿԿңһ ....."
ĻѪҲ˵ȥˣ۾ͣһֵ ȥ
ֿѩգѩողֱɱѾʧȥѪѪ ꡣ
ѩûǵĿ⣬һϫԱ߽סΪ չιȥϫ
Ȫεڵϡ
ѩձϫ࣬㶵ĿŻѩգʲô ѩհĿͶϵȪ˶ϫ ѣڵϡ
"˷к˷Ȫ
ѩתߣȪĵӿ࣬ ˻֣˴ȪŻѩѩɽȥ
ѩնѾ˲ŷӦѪѾˣ жˡ
ԭնŵսսĿ࣬̾˿ λΪѪЩ£ȫ ǡ"
նŵ˸˿ȴ!Ȼ ҲǴģ˾Ǵˣܾô!"
նΨһʣµһ˳һ Ӧô޻˵"
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Ѿˣ˻ѩʥ ɽ綼ϴˣЩʣµ˻˵ʲô
ҲӦΪĸ!"
!"ʣµͷ֮ǰѪͷԷȣ ϸһ룬ıȽϹ֣ҵʱѪΪô ΪʲôҪ˵ײ˽ѡ
նŽɢնŵ˵׹ǧ ܼ꣬꣬Ҫгٶɱۡ
Ϊնŵ˶ٵˣǸ ˣЩնŵҪԼȥꡣ
ŵﲻź նŵĶУſ˵ǴȫʤɱѪ꣬ ˻ѩһʥĳ֣Ժŵĵһλ ˸ɡ
Ӵ˼˺ݱţܾãεʤ ôõģ˶ˣֵʱ Щһص˾;ò
ʱҪǻѩͻȻΪʥѾ ˣҪϫǣǶѾˡ
֪ѩɽѩۣվ ѾѩΪϣĵλˣʵΪ ɽ硣
࿴˿ѩյʵǻû" ѩſ˿ϫϴ ȥû
ѩյδΪߣҲá"
లο㲻Ҫģƾ²ʲôӦ ûø!"
˵ʱ򣬻ѩ̧ۿ˿ִ࣬ ȥ
ѩʵʲô"
 .....'ûʲô£Ǳ·õߣ ߵѩˣʱѩһʣ˽ ϽӵϢ
ЦЦ"֮ǰѪΪ˵ ˡ飬նɢ˺ǰһĶ ҾǸ򱻻ٳҲӦõõһЩȻ ϫԵŵˣԸԸȥȥ ˡ
ѩտ࣬ʵ·"
ЦЦ"ȥˣܴȥ ʺ!"
ɽǲ·ģѩ֮ǰֻȥǱ Ϊ˷ˣǲ·ԼҲ²ȥʥ ͨȥĵ·ɽѾûʥڻѩվ Ψһʥ
ѩʱ뿪ɥʬʱϫĲᣬͷӦ ˵¡
ϫȪȺ˹
ʱ˵Ϊ֮ǰѾͬϫ켫ڣ 켫ڣȪǵؼڡ
շֹһʥڵΪǿ Ʒֹ̫ԱõĽΪߡ
仹٩ϫ˵ΪˣҸ ûвȣá
ϫһۣ︹"ûзԼҲ
㶼οǻɲα塣"
ʵڳ˶Ѫû˵ĻȤ ΪѩյĹϵʣħٵݾͺ ۷׷ˣϹŲеְϡ̶ȸɲκ Ѫ֥٣׺
öôɰ޹ħٵݾע ޷ɰֻ뵽׺ı塣
רҵ࣬޵飬˵ħϹа ֣ǶôΣգӦħٻδɳʱ Ϊǿ
ЦرͰ׵λѼȻôǹ ھѩɽҪһȥһȥ ħӦô죿Σ"
"һѩɽ͸Ͻ˵Լ£ȥˣѩ  ɽʲôطΨһʥĵطħѩɽ˵ ʥװ׵ĻǻʵЩɡ
ߺΪܲϲ Щ˴򽻵ϫǼüһȤ
ѩƿ߽䣬ϫúͿĻѩ ӡ
ϫЦվѩյߣյľ ֣ʵѩգϫ㵽˭"
ѩָϫգ"ϫʱҪ õģʱҪܹһֱ㣬㲻ùµѩ ʱҪһֱһԶֿڣú ģҲһֱ㣬һ"
˳ϫ£΢Цľѣѩ ָȥᣬԸ⿴ľᣬ ˣԺ󶼲Ҫˡ"
ⲻ"ϫˣ㣡"
ã"ѩʮ˳ӵĽ
ϫĿ˿ѩգǰֱѩ ĻһС޷뿪»ص ĸоҶˣѩվĵط
˳ȥʱӭȪĿĿ ⣬ϫͦŵȪ䣬Ȫ䷭˸תͷ
ѩս˵Ĺڸ򲹳˵ˡ
ϫ۾ŻѩգǾϲ"Ŀȥ 򣿿ȥĪǣ "
ϫˣѩȻˣ˵ͷѾӦ "Ϊʱ֪ϫˡ
ϫͻѩһȥģȪ ֪ˣҲʾҪȥ
ħٵϫҲѾ֪ǵ ɽ磬ҲԸǷգװΪѵĴӦˡ
ʵûЩʲôӰ죬Ҷʲ ô˭ϫиʥɽϫĿɽҲĿɽˡ
ȻɰϾħ٣ħʲô˵ ־뵽ʲôˣԼں˿ ȿɰʵͦεġ
ԶڵĪĵ˻֪һֱѾҪ ȥˡ
ѩջ£̾ȥ磬¾Ϊʥ еĴ䡣
ڿɽΨһʥѩٲЩҲ ٰ䣬ãҪȥٰ죬ͷԸ׼ 
æתǰһ죬һ׼׵ ʱѩɽһͼϫΧһ 
߹ȥһƨȥرĶԻѩչ ˹ֵڻѩǴϣλƽ ǼѩնҪģ˵رˣǻ ѩղ⡣
¾ͱԹۻɵã أ"
ϫҲ֪ΪѩæЦЦȪտ һȵݸ䣬ģ"
⻹࣡"ͿҲǲģֻ ǲһҪԣǸⶼõġ
ȪտյֵϫһۣʱԼ õȣȪȵݵߣЦŽӹһڡ
Ȫ俴ЦЦڲٵϫùһȿ 
俴ԵùĹĵҡҡͷЩ˵ħٶ ôô£һɰļ
ѩղǵ֣õȵݸϫϫ ӹڿ
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ھ˿νɽ˺⻹еλ أûеλֻʢˡ
ѩղһͳ֣˵Ĳˣˣ ѩմϫͷߵߵ̨ϡ
˶죬Ĵ䣬һ㶼һ˳֣ ҪˣҲֻǺһѣǻѩվȻֱӴ ϫ߳
Ҳ˽ϫڻѩĵλҫ Ըϫһ
俪ѩߵ̨ϫһˣ ǶɽΪߵ𾴡
ϵׯصʽϣϯĽ׶Σ ˷֣ѩĳϫ໹мλ Ȫˡ
ǰħٵ£о ͷѩսⰲװ׾ڱʾŵ
Ȫ˻ѩһۣǻѩճʥҲûһ Ҫη˼
ѩȫûнȪĵ۷ô ΪϫϫȪչࡣ
˷׷ȥɽ綼ʼĬִһ أǾźϫǾԲһ ʥʱ  .....Ӧһʥܴܻѩ֮ǰ ܣûѪȻʥȴǰܸ˻ѩ 
ѩվʹϫ뿪ˣʵô ȫΪ󲻶ԸȥŰݷãѩ ϲЩ¾ϫǾˡ
һ·϶ϫڵ飬ϫĪ ЦǸյʱЦ˲ý ʯһֽңûУΪǳ԰ ģĪİǸˣȥ˿ȣ֪ ʲô"
ʵҡҡͷʵú"
ϫü"úȣζù֣˶˵úȣ ֵúܣаиǵĶϣ ǹ۲"
"ۣ''ԶǸϸߣ
а .....'ϫϲճһ š
ѩպȪĬĸţ˺ûʲôģ ߹һκ󣬻ѩһ֣һ·ǳĺӳڻѩ յֵݵȪǰ
Ȫ䲻ԵĿŻѩա
ѩյҳΪʥŸĽ㣬 ӦÿԵ켫ɵƷ"
Ȫ俴ŻѩղûжȥãȻͬѩգҲ ΪϫΪԼˣҪȥûѩôصĶ ǲԸģܾ˵İɣ
ѩ̧ʾȪ俴Ȫ俴ȥʱ ͷһЦЦʮֵĴ
ѩյѾɽ紫ȻЩϼ ʥóȻ֣ѱﲻᣬ֪Ѳ⣬ 㡰
ѩջδ˵꣬Ȫһùѩĺӣʲô ģĲζˣһ㶫ô ˣ ϫ⳥
ǰϫܸоԣعͷȥȪѾûٶ ѩ΢Цϫץץͷղֵĸо ûˡ

ĪģĪףѦϣ꼸ڵȥ ࡣ
ĪһƨϣӪĺ "˿һˣͼССĺһٵģҪ ˡ"
˵ϣɥʬˣΪĩ ˣ˭뵽ط˱仯ֳ үʲô"
סӶȥݣӦΪã ȴСʱΪüͷݺݵ𣬿ȴûп
ĪļˣϽӪĺϴɾ˵ݸ Ͻԡ"
ҲԼòҵĺݸ
ֻĪ׵ģĪǿЦöң Լ԰ɣҵ㶫ףǻңԼ òˡ"
Īĵû£㻳УҪԵģû а취ұӪƷҲֻ㶫ˡ"
ǰǰŰɣҽ˲Ƥ񣬲 
Ȳùܣȱסȡ"
Ѧϵ˵ͷôĥѶˣǻʲôأ " һֱסȻ ȴаԼİˣôһȺѣʲôܰ أ˵˲
ĪĬĬİѾ޳˵§ĪͶȥ м񣬼סеĶӶЦ
ͬڷǲÿ˶Ī һãŽᣬЩΪܲסɱЩȴȥ ɱ˶ʳǳˣڵɥʬеʱõ ȥ
ɥʬһꡣ
Īƣӻصңûһ붯ȫ̯ ˵ϣĪĶͷԷ裬Ժֳ︡ϫһʳ Ļ棬ʱϫÿζԶʳĶʳֻǻѩ Ķѡ
ֵܻʳģԼʳ
뵽ʱζĪίϫˣ" ĬĬסĪĵ֣̾Ҳ֪ϫ
ѩյôˣʱһֱڴ˵䣬 Ҳ֪ϣã
ͻȻһĪĶ"ˣԵˣ "
Īļȫڵϣʱһͦˢˢֱ 𣬵ͻȻˣ۲š
յĪǰһ˿ɻϫ Ѱ ôһɵģ "
Ļ˻Ī˽һѡ
"!ʹĪģŭ"Ұ "
ĪĵǲΣҾȻϫͻѩգ һĻˡ"
ŭҪǲΣԼ߰ﰡ! Ҹ "
ĪĲὯ꣬ͳ˽˶վ ϫͻѩյǰĪĵϫĻˣ"
ϫͷǻˡ"
ʵ"ʱô£"
ѩյһѾ"
Ѧϵ......"
ϫֹ̧ĪǼ⣬ЦŵǾ һֱȥ𣿲"
!'ĪĿɥϫҿ!"
ϫһЦߵԱߵԣһӣʳ ϣӡ
ĪǿһӳԵĶɵˣ滳Լ ˣΪʵǶ̫ˡ
ǽһӦ˵ͳ˹ȥ Ѿ˺üںĪǲŷӦϫ ʲôˣҲ˹ȥ
ӱ߼˳Եú󣬻ѩ̾˿ϫ ȥ鴦ˡ"
ϫ˵ͷ㡣"
ѩϫ֣תȥȪ˳ȥ ڿ˳ԷûȤ
Ѿ߳ȥȪͻѩգп˿ϫ ""֮ǰĪǺܸȤǿڵ  úᣬرϲָо
ϫ˵ͷȥɡ"
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ѩ˳ڵϿգڵ ȥΪһֵܻʳһݵþʣһ ƤˣΪһΨһϣڼ֡
Ҳڵϣĵȴĵ Ƭľ
"ѪɥĲһ ˰!Ͷݣ˼ĥѣһ Ӱ"
ѩϺڹһ汦ɼ׵Ĺ⣬ʵѪ Ǽ¸ѲĹϵһѪ겻 ţҪ汦ɼ׵ԭý飬Ȼ ⣬ҲΪѪ汦ɼԭ򣬵Ǹ йؾйأҲǻѩջԭ֮һ
Ȫʼɡ"Ȼϲ࣬һҵ øϲ
ѩ̧֣һɫĴƿУɫҺ ڻѩյϷ𣬷ɳƿڣȥ ĳ¶ɽ˵ͨĶǶڵ ˵ȴ쳣Ķ
ر￪ʼգ̵Ĵð ḷ̌Ͽʼӣľгʳ ۿɼŴ󣬳졣
ĵ·һ˹ھ ౻ǰһĻˣһ̾ǷĺУܵ ȥժӣһֱӾţζ У֪һжġ
˺ܶ࣬ЩժӣЩժˣֱҲ ţ˷£һȵľٶǷ
ĪǱڷĳŶҲӷ ׷ʣµϫ
ϫһЦǿԳȥ"
˶һۣ˸ɾ˿Թ ܵϫǸʳɲø˷֣ϫӦ ʱ뷨ǵǷ ı仯ʱ򣬲֪Լʱ뷨ôɵ
һ̤ӣͱ︴յľˣһ ɵɵվš
ðĪĽӲתӿϫָ棬 "⡰
ϫЦѾˣǲٳԿˡ"
ϫ䣬һ˲ĪûκηӦģһᣬ зӦһ׾ͺ
ʱװǿҲֻǸŮ˶ѣԼ иӣȻһʳ඼Ǿ ҪجΣûˣЩ˵ĪѾ ˣóҲûжһڣҲǣҪٱԹ ľȡˡ
ʱϫһ仰ӾҪʲô Ӧ޶Ǳܶѡ
һŵľĪףȥޣ ɷô֪ܲʲôΪ ܶԼһڳԵĶˣʲôˣʵ ˡ
ͷźͱ˿أһ 棬ȫûлϫĻҲûü⵽ ô£ͱϲóԴһˡ
ĪڴӻϲлϫԻѩѾ 
㶵Ŀϫǣʵⶼģ' ̫˼ǰȴо ϫģҲֻϫǿ
ϫһӸмŵҩ ٣ǰٲ֣꣬Ƿ˰ɡ"
˻ûü˾ͼϫƮ ȥ
ĪĺҪ"
ϫѣټ!"
Ī֪ҲܼˣĪĿ ϫĻѩգȴЦˣ֪Էãͺãٲټû ôҪ
Ϊ˸еı飬ˣĪĺ! úõ!Ҳúõ!"
ϫʼ˾޴ı仯Ϊһ ⰻȻĵǳ³ʳã ʼҪãǸ̾ĶֻͣĪ֪ һжΪϫͻѩǡ
ڼһѵ˱ÿţФĿ˱ ҩȴſ͵
ҩһڼ͹ֽ"ô㰡!ҲҪ!ÿο 㶼˱ҪǾǻ¥Ҫ飬ܴܲϢ  !"
ڼҪ˵ʲô
ҩȴһֹ̧˵νĺϢҲ ǻ¥ˣ˵ǻϢò!"
ڼ¥ô˻¥Ф ˹Ҵ鶼Фģʲô! ǲ!"
˵˵!''ҩһǵͨ죬͵͵һФӣ ФҲͷ˹ҩæͷתٿ
Фڼڼ˱ݸФӵ͢Ƚ ȶڵĻҲܲǲǽ¥£һЩ "
!!''ҩһҪ£¥͸˵Ժ ٺܶࡣ
ФҲãǻѩյĻҲ "
ԭϫͻѩ뿪Ժ󣬻¥ûнɢ ҩФӴѩչܾûѩջٻ
̸飬ڼڴ뿪ȴͻȻ˹ȥһ ĻҩФӡ
ŰϣФתѣɲĻ࿴˿
"!'ҩͻȻָһԽФӺڼ˳ָ ȥҲһˡ
ʱһЦԱ"ʲôȻ ˣͲˤȥ"
˲佩סʵ̫Ϥˣϫ
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