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ҪϱǸʲôѧأ
֦Ҫϱ˴ѧȥѧУ˭
ѧУѻᣬ
Ҳ׶԰ѾˣѡǾSʡʡǵѧУǴӾѧУĸͷҾʹסѻᣬҰϿΣ׶԰¿˾ȥмٵʱҲԹǣԾͲˡ
ʱ֮ǰ˼֡
ҲˣƽʱȻŰӣ̡
ǰ˵ЩȻĺȴǿһۣѾ͵ϲ⡣
֦ô˵ȴǷǸˡ
ⶼԼ˵ģ˭֪ǸʲôһҪ͵ˣӹô죿ɣϺҵӣҪ߾Լߣ㲻ܴߣ
زֹˡ
ǺҲ׸ŭˡ
纮Ҷӣھܴߡ
֦ҪãͱƽһѸסˡ
ƽɥ
ǿˣκģԼҪȥֻԽԽԶ
ҪǺǰ϶ҵĺ͹ӴߣԺٲغҴ壬˼ǮҲ취ûС
ʲôûˡ
еĶססҲû취ġ
̾˿֦ĸ첲裬ƢôҪǺϱӣǵĸǿרĵĹѧϰô˵˵žֳˣ
˵žָǵǸǰǲ㣬ùӣôЩ꣬ССİƴʱô˵ߣͻȻҪˣ˵裬Ҳþ
˵۾Ҳˡ
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һǣźǰһס˺ǵ֣ǻȥɡ
ǲͷĿ϶˶٣ԭȱıЩڻ
ס֣תȴסС֣˵һ䡰߰ɡȥ
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ߣ溫ƽͻ
֦˵Щͻ
ʵ̫˽⺫ǵӣ˵ǾǿЦģó
ҪǾôˣܿԺٲˡ
ҲǶԼôúõºúõĻͱôأ
С϶ڲæ϶ϱҪ飬ڼǴ£զ̸أ
ƽô
֦ĸ첲һۡ
˳֣ͳźĨúúã϶ϱûһ˼Ϊ.......˴ѧ˱ˣ㻹ǵðѹͻҸ
Լˣ......
˵ʲôأ
ƽֱǷӡ
ߵøˣͺߵſڣҪǺССˡ
֦˺ƽһۣͳźǵıӰֵУߣԺԺ˵ӿ࣬ûóԣ׼Ժһ¸ʮǮҲ㡣
ɫ
֣վű߲ӶȻ
һۣǣŶӵ־Ƚݡ
ȥȴҲûȥվ￴š
ǿ֦Ҹļޣ̲ǶģûҲ岮ǿҿҼڳԵġҰֹǮҪߣûߣΪʲô飬Ҳסȥ˼
ҲߣҰֲЩǮ㣬ԺÿҲǮĶֱӸˣڻô׷ҪǮ𣿵ֻģҰּĹǮʳһӣܻû𣿡
ûߣڹСѧ飬ѧʼ뿪˼ңӴѧʼ͸ǮЩҪ𣿡
ں˵̲ǶģûҲ岮ǿҿҼڳԵġʱ֦ɫһӱɷס
ԭЩŭ߾ͺ͵汻һˮ̡һ±ֻʣ˻ҽ
Ƭ֮͵ɴ۾˵˵϶ⶼǴϹ⵽˭ŵģҪ󲮣̺ͱˡ
˵Ѿһ
ЩҲȷġ
ÿֻϼҲ͹
ûʲô飬Ϊû飬⼸Ķȴǵá
Ҳùˡ
ʲô
ʵϲ˵ʲô
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ڰﰢ͹Ǩ֮ǰ֦ЩϾ˵ˡ
һӴԭĶʮ壬϶ϱʮǮһʮǮʮ顣
϶ϱҲˣ϶Ժ϶ٸĺöƱƱƱ϶ϱҲˣһĲ
һӵ˶ǵ⻰סˡ
֦ܵһιȥ
ǺƽȴǸոǸ񿴵ֻĵ
ҲǱ˸ĸ⣬Ҳ֪֣ʮǮû......ĻʵҲû취
Ҳ־£ٲҶ˵뺿֦ȥˡ
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ԭԼЩ湻ĵˣڸһȣҲ㲻ʲôˡ
ԼЩȥˣڻƾԼʵ徲Ŀѧ
ڻҪ衣
е꣬ǸĺӣȴԼ̶ʲôо
붼ò
૵ҪҪ𣿡
ǿһۣú˯һһߣȻܲס㿴ʲôҪʰģʰһ£Ҵȥˢϴ
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Ҫôο
뵽һֱǿص㣬˵ã˵Ҫ˴ѧͻˡ
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ңôá
Ҫ˵˴ѧҲ
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Ҳûһʶ˵ֻ......
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17Ҫ
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סת֮һֱ
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Ȼ֪ǿ˵ģ ֻΪ˳ǻ߿˴ѧͻ׷ӵˡ
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ʵÿҲܲµ
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ٿһֱ۾ԼͰ˼Ķӣ˫۾ʮơ
Ѿ࣬ Դˡ
źתȥˡ
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ڼҵʱѾѶʰĲˣʱͰѲ׼ߵĶ˷֣ 룬 ֱȥ͸˴ɩ÷⽿ޡ
ǰ÷Ӧöչ࣬ ԺûĲİѺö龫ǹ㲼ʲôĲ׼ߵĶúװ͸˴󷿣 ⽿ޣ ֻһЩʵʵڲôֵǮĶЩʲôӣľ·ʲô......
÷˶ûһҲЩһˡ
һѾгɿѼ˼ãҲûʲôöԼƵģѾһҲ֪˽õļģòĻʹԺ԰ɡ
ûּңֳʳһ㶼ҪϽģ˼˵ǸԵģ÷Ͻһ룬֦Ҳ˵ʲô
֪Ѽ÷ӦóõĶˡ
ʳǼģҲ͡
ܸм
Цлɩɩ֪ϲģûθڵʱˡ
ʱҲһֱڷ
÷Щǣ˶׼뿪ȴ˺һۣ磬Ҹɩ˵һ
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......
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˻˴ѧܡ
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÷ĻϾ͸һЩɫֹ֪ˣæͷ͵ңɩֻ......ɩ㿴жңΪңֳ²Ǻˡ
ǵģҶô˵ȻҲ֪Щ࣬һʱ伸û죬ʵҲ֪Һòã˵Ҫǵ˴ѧ᲻Ļ飬Ȣ˰ɣ
Ǻ˵˵
֪Լ۾ģǿ϶ˡ
⻰ӴɩһЩͺǵ£ϾҪȥˣɾദﻹġ
÷⻰ȴЦ˳
֪ǰһֱûиŶһΪǰǱߣȥҲǶϡ
ǰദһֱǵ......ķ޾ͲʵҲϴѧ顣
÷ദ꣬Ѿദٸ飬Ҳĵغ鶼ãϣ¡
ô˵ٿеĽ֮ɫǷ˲١
Ҳȫġ
Цѽôô룿ܶû˳Ȣˣһ˼ҪѶȢؼңǶ˺ӣָһȥ˲ӣֻҪ΢ԶܺһЩѽۣôø飿
˵һģЩĽЩЦⶼ꣬Ӷôˣôһ
뵽һֱȻĵغõúܣ嵭ģ......Ҳһףʯͷһ飬ѹֶˣһ˿ŶŤ
֣뵽ҪˣԺ¶֪ʲôʱܼ棬ú˵Ļᣬ뵽ЩԼҵĺôԼӵչˣԾͷ˿ĳãǰܲڼңЩɩҲø˵˵Ҳûɶã㶼ҪȥˣòĻͺ
϶Ⱑ
˵ԽԽء
ɩ˵ϰµء
÷ͷŵøЩ
Цã˵Ҳ֪ܶòãвſˡ
Ҳ㣬ܵӣСģ˭Ҳ໰ͺûĵúܣʵܲˣǰҲ˵ǰ......˵ǰԹܶ࣬СҲû˶֪֪ȹЩԼΣǿġ
ҡҡͷɻŹţҲ˵ܿѹЩǻؼңҲġʵЩ꣬ÿ¼ôǮ豧Թʱ˵ҲǶ̸ܸ費ҪΪ㣬ŶǮġ
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ò˵ҲûãȥദʱˣõȻܸоġãǸӣҲ̫˹һЩǲеġ
֮ҪദúãʵͷԵĶܶ࣬ƷԶã⣬Ҫ˵......
һްҲҪҿֻҪöڴˣĿ۵ġ


÷ĿɿڴʺѪģһʱǺЦ̾
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˵⻰Ϊǲһ˹ĵĻ˵ء
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һʱ֮÷еԲࡣ
Ҷʱ˲ٵϧۡ
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18²֪
ߴɩ÷ڸ˵Ż
һ⽿޷͹Ķһʱ֮øˣ һʱЩʧ ŵһɩߵý Ҳ֪˴ɩЩʲô
ڴŶȺС
뿪ڳѧУλȥСѧУٲȥʳÿ»йʣ̫ˡ
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......Ժ˭֪
黹ǲġ
ʱԼϱô˵ һ һ㶫ҲͱƽˡҲҸ׵ܣ ʲôôͷţ Щ㶫ʲô
⽿޺һۡ
֪ʲôöأ 뵽͸ϽɩҲ̫軵ˣ⻹ûϰأ ߥϽʣ Ǵ쵼 Ǯأ ﲹʮǮô......
˵ļʮҲ۵úܡ
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ֵ֣⹤ʿɲܽҪĻ۾ͷּ......Ҳ÷ּң˵ȥϰˣ۾һᵽǱȥסô
Ҳÿµذ
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粻ģԺǮǵģҪǷ˼ңҪǸŴסզ죿
⽿ƲƲ첻ˡ
ҲǴ뷨Ӳµˡ
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⽿һ㶣ʲôаڶ£
ЦǰҵĶӣԺܸһڳϴѧԺڳϰˣ߾͸һȥӡ
źܺã⽿Щԥⲻǰ͸𣿿ǿɾһӡ
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뵽Ÿֵĵ֣糳ôԺ뽫͹ȥɩͬⲻ
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ҪԷ̸϶Ʋ죬²һ䡰Ρ
ʱȴʲô֪
ҪˣҵҲ̫ˡ
׹׹ģڴҲ˯š
뵽췢£ֱ͸һ
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ھ˯Աߣڼʹ˯ţҲǰԼȥķڡ
ټǰɩһ......ЩϽǣֲֹϵ
˯ɣ쵽ӲҪʮСʱ뿪絽Ϳ԰ٴ͹ϤһǱߵĻ
ڰУԱͻȻһ
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ȥ⼸ĶãԺҪ
ЩãȻ
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ԥ˺һַˣڵԺܺúദ𣿡
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á
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ǵָ˶
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͹˯ţҲûнǣֻԼʰĶһһȰᵽ˳ϣһж׼ÿԳˣŻȥ
ڴǰվƬ̣Ȼһ˵ҪȻ˱ת˯
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·ԼͶӵӣǾʹ˷ܵ˳š
ճžͿҲǡ
֦ŶӴһߣ۾ͨ졣
ΪɶԸȢʲô֪࣬Ȣʲô֪֪׵ŮˣΪһա
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ҪԸ񣬾ԵĻ֡
ȴƽȰסˣôЩƽûƢһθƢ˵ҪԺ϶߳׶Ͼϵ֡
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ʱŶӴߣ͸Ͱܡ
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ССͻֿ̾ɰЩۡ
Сʲô
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ȻĪûԭļˣԭļǶĴ......ڣѾµļˡ
Ȼֻʶ죬˵ǺҪĴ......
뵽§Źȴ̧ͷ˿ǡ
Ҳûͷ߿˹һ죬Ʋȥ
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19ʲô
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ҦʱһԼùһ汻߳ܺѿ
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Ĳɫ㶼ˣҲζһ㣬ˣԺҲ϶ԽԽõġ
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һҲ֪ϰˣͷľˣĳĽˣںǺ͹ȻѾûˡ
ԵǴ㣬۰ٺϺһ
ȻֹһǴ̫ˣֻÿζȴ㣬Ǻܸӵĳˡ
극һк˺һһ߿С֮󣬾ͼȥ˳ϴ롣
ÿк֮Ϳˢ룬һ˵һ......Ȼ󲿷ʱ˵
Ѿϰߡ
һϴ˲ŵ첻𣿡
һ٣İһˢĨɷŵ˼ϣŻعͷ
ŵȻƽʱҲر𲻸ˡ



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25ԽԽ
ֲɵ
Ѱһû飬 ǲ˵ĳܸоġ
ʵ·ϾѾһЩԡ
ϵʱҲĳĬЩ ŵѹֻи˵ʱŻỺЩ
ˡ
ϸ˿ ھڲˡ
㻹ȥϽң ǲǲʲô㲻ģĻǾͲ˵ˣ ֻǣϣ㿪һЩֵһЩ͸ˡ
˵̾˿ Դѹ֮һֱڰңҲϣΪЩʲô......ȻҲ֪Լĺ١
ǿ
Ȼִۿſϵ֡
˰ѩ
һܱԼ֣ҲСģʼʱҲǻż˻߱ͽ
ʵϲںҴʱԸǮ裬ҲӦҪȥ
ԣÿҲΪ𣿡
һ㶣ȻЩڣ Ҳ΢΢Щ
Ҫѧģ ⶼճܡ
˵ǳǳЦ Ҳã ѧȥҲˣ Ҳֻʱˡ
ǰ溫ﻹЩ΢Ѭ
һȴְǰòӪҵıֻһ˺ˡ
ǿ ǰеɢȥ
ȥɡǵһ̸ϲרҵɣҲŷ֣˵ϲרҵʱɸķΪԼϲרҵҵŬΪ֮ܶ־ͬϵͬѧһѧϰϲǰƻеɣҪΪνҪĹרĸϰȿϴѧ˵
ſ΢ͷ
ⱾӦȰúѧϰĻ˵Ǿеֵֹġ
Ҳ˵⻰ôá
Ϊʲôأ
־ͬϵͬѧһѧϰ......
ͻȻ뵽еķӦöǸ֪˵֮......
ʲô
ΪԼǸ֪˵Դ
ڸ鷽ЩٶۣʵҲûôٶۡ
ǰԬҲǻĪԴˣ˵öҲ֪һЩġ
Ԭֲһ
ҲǳԳ׵ӡ
ͲǻԴ׵......뵽ʱ˵ദԼҪΪԴף飿
ЩãȻ
ĬһҲ֪˵ʲôոǻϵ˼ţһȦֻصԭ㣬εĸо.....ؼǣһʲôǵˣһֲʵĸо
˵ͷֿ˼֡
Ҳ˼֡
֪ΪʲôͻȻеɥԴҵѧϰͷܸߣҲܴϣҽҲܿϰɡΪĿ꣬ҲӦøŬһŶ......ҳȥˣȥ顣
ҪΪʲô˵ġ
Լɥ뿪
鷿飬ƽһ¾ܿȥȴ֪ôˣոյĿЩһֱΣεĸȥ顣
̾һҲ֪Լôˡ
߳ʼʧȥĻ֣̿ʼӦڵ֮󣬾ͶԼһֱչ˺͸Щİˡ
ȻոЩʲô˼أ
˵ϴѧ²죬˾ҪƲ
ЩãȻЩί
֮ǰǿⲻȥ֮⣬ŵȸ߿ȥ֮˵ɽ첻֪Ϊְˡ
ȴˡ
ķҵģԷ˿飬˿׽˹ȥϴ裬ȥԡſվһ費ëù·ʲôģѾ׼ˡ
ȹϴ裬ȥ£ȴ˿˵Ҫְ壬迴š
壬Ϳǡ
һУЩദһһΣĵһܺõĸףҲһܺõɷ
ڣʲô鶼óҲ̤ʵġ
ȴܾﲻζ
˯ˡ
һǰһ˹ķ䣬ͷҸˮϴɡ
ɰͰ͵ԼС
ȴѾȥԡҡ
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ϴ迴ûˣĵǺŵģ֪Ӧ鷿
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ʲôʱ˶ǱͦӲġ
ʱҲܼᶨ
ʲô¶Ӱ쵽ֺ
Ҳ֮ǰʲô¶ûһ
ֻԼûͷӬһת
û취ȶ˭ܱȵùأ
ͻȻЩ
ԼŪķˣԼȫûһ......ǴεҲǰ
뵽ʱ˵ϴѧ֮ʵˣǿ顣
ʵǲǻôģ
Ͳôں
ãֻΪպǹĸ׶ѡ
Լˣ϶ҲһȢҲһԱ˺ãӡ
˭ǲܱأ
ԬҲܺã֪࣬һת͸ռһˣ
ôһ룬͸ζˡ
ãԣˣ϶һתܰԼ֮Ժˡ
ԽԽζ飬ߵǰ磬Ǹ֪࣬ҸֻͨѧϰСԱѧϰĹϵԺҲʲôĹϵ
һ٣תͷ֪
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ˣҲһģԲԣ
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֪ôһȦ˵⻰ʲô˼
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ͲĽȻҲ
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ץŵĸֱٿץµֽţҲ¶
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ȴ˱ûг
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ʵ֪Լڱɶ
˵ûбҪΪξͶôá
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෴Ƿġ
ǲ֪Ϊʲôί
Ȼ˵ĻҲζָƵ......
ҡҡͷЩУ־ɥر־ͰסϵֽٵƵġ
һֱ˵ܲסֻֿڵԲֻ˵ҲһҪ㸺ҲһֱΪӵݶװռҵĺ............
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ڿڣȴŵ
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ȦһӾͺˡ
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ҧŴһһ......ûԹܹ
ͷǡ
˵תͷһۣȻͿɫ࣬ɫƽʱҪ˺ü֡
һ͵ҲҪƲϵҲֻΪζҺãҾúΣǷġ
ǣ......
ٺõĿĸηζۡ
ãҶɫѹĻԺһЩʮҪ߿ЩͣЩҪ˼룬ȿ˵
˵ٲҪ뿪
ȴתû·ȴ˸קסˡ
üתͷͿҧŴ۾ק½ǣһǿίӡ
ίίʲô
û뵽ʧԸŤӡ
뵽......ûʵǸʮСʮˣʮСƽϣ
뵽ˡ
ӲŭѹȥŶƽľȥɣҪǾüѹ......
ҲֱӰȥǱȥĻô룿ô룿
ںˣȴܲ˼ɹҲ˷顣
˿Ժ飬ҾʳóˣԼĺ͹ľˡ
Ҳ˼
Ȼ˼
һ嶯ֱǰͱס󱳣Ҳ˼
ǣ......
Ǵ˴ȻְϣתͷͿҧŴȻı顣
һ֣ȴʲôɫ۵Ҳʲôӿ
գһֱûµˮ͵εϣο
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°֮ʱԼѾܵԤеʲô
е鷢ֻת˲֮䣬ֻܵر۾  Ϣ룬Դ͡ˡһʲôˡ
ʶƿ Լգ ǵֹʲô
һ£ ҲܿĻС
ʱ Ѿȥɳ§˻У ҡ
գ˼𣿡
һ죬 תȥ뿴
ġ顱ģҲ֪ôᷢչز
⻰˵ģ Ҫһ
ա
뵽ϴȥ֮£ͳڶ㱧ʲôǳ嶯𣿡
һ㶡
漴뵽ʲô......Ƕһ֮ǰˣѾͷ ȻǺǴ֮ȥ
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ǿûɶý͵ġ
ĺ󱳣 ̾ϢһȻֵͷ  ѵˮգ Ȼ촽 ֻأСģ-ʲôһ
ϾСû˼䡣
ԭԸ¶κԼʱչز
ΪֻҪһͷҲƲסԼġ
黹ǲƿء
Ȼţţôᣬôӣûƽյ䵭࣬ıЩεġ
۾ֻĽëͽ߬·С¶Ľš
ʧ֮ǰ˻УϢ΢֣ĳӿ˵ԺҪٸ˵ʲôֿĻˡ
⻰û˵ڡ
ǸС
ոԼദҲ֪ԼЩ䵭ʵʶٰݽ裬㺲ûʲô֡
ܿҪϴѧĸ鲢ûġ
Լݵ̫ˣʱߣϷ֣ʱĳ治Ըġ
̫Լĸ顣
ϴ¿ƲסԼ㡣
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ʥҲƲס
ͷ𣿡
죬һ뵽ʲôʵҵĻͻбӣҲô𣿡
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Щѳɡ
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ӣǺһϣϲֻ޲һ
ǵռϷ硣
·ȥ㵹ˮ
Ҳקѡ
ԣȻͼۣȻǣ......ңҪ𣿡
һ㶣漴мضӿһͷҧҧıǼ⣬ãҸ𡣡
ֻҪϡ
糺죬ģʵĶ
̲סֵͷһſʱСֻ߬ѣҼȥ𣿡
˵һЩ
ֻһɵֱܽż⣬ͷ飬͵ƿɳϵС̺סԼһһ䡰ߡ
˿ôôô
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˼顣
زǸԼǺɳϣ߷顣
ȥǰúÿġ
Ŵߵؿ룬Ͷˡ
Ҳֲڵʵͻʮ꣬ҲһȻ¶ģУڸոҪϲ׽֮顣
˼ϲ׽ûʲôǾʲô-ġ
ֻϲԼߣԼĸоʮְۡ
鷭žܺܿ쿴˽ȥʱ򻹻һ£һ¸пһԼ......Чͦõġ
ɺȴһ
ߣϴǵе㡣
֮ǰƷ
һ˿ͻõĲӱ۰
ǲظ׽һ£Ǳĸ첲Ļ䣬ſ˯ֻҪһͷܿÿ......
ǰô֪ģ
ʥҲܱƷ衣
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һѪ
Ҫ־⣬ΪѪҪЩԼԼ
ڲŷ......ǰҲ......кܴ⡣
ǰԼȻкɫë......ȻֻһڣˣҲƵúܺá
ǰȴɾ
ĥġ
ò׹ʮ㣬˯ʱ䣬ų飬һֱ׵ÿ˲Űݡ
ϴԼȴ׼˯۵Ӳ崲
૵ʵʵҪ˯ɣŴ˯úܲɣ
㲻˯𣿡
㶣̧ͷ۾
īɫֺоκˣһʱ䣬ͷȻӿٵĻ
ƿ˱Ӿ˴ϣٰѱһֱ°͸ϣ˯ɡ
ǿЦЦתϨ˵ơ
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-һ˶ĺӡ
ֻҪһͷ˵Ĺϵٲܻص֮ǰ״̬
ȻǻǿţҲ¶ˣϺǰûʲôͬȴͲס̬ȸıˡ
Ȼˡ
׽ĥģԺٿƣÿȴٲǺͰ
Ȼ˵ܶʱۺĥӣǲ֪۶һЩĥһЩ
Ǿ˼ֻ֮Ǳ
֪ö˾ϲսĿΪ֣ÿοǹ߻𣬱۸ú˲֪¡
ǺǹʮҪ߿ܶʱ򶼱ò̡
Ȼĥ
Ūޡ
ƽʱȴǸˡ
ͺܳ
ڸ
ƽһʵ϶֪ǰʲô˵ƽļ񲻻մ֣Ҳһϴˡ
һʼܲߣ˵ҲڵʱʲôԼһ仰˵ˣȷȴ˵Ҳ֪ܡ
ҴСҲԼ
һֱԼ
ô˵ȴǿһۣȻ۸ʲôʲô
ǵõ꣬ǽ꣬ȴûʲôһӡ
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ʱǻϴʱпһŵϴѧʱһסᣬҺܻܲ
ǿЦû˼䣬֪ǰôչ˺ġ
ÿϴ裬ĩδȭĶǺ......Լչ˲
ٲôġ
̧ͷһۣ˵ǾھʱܹÿؼңԺܹÿ춼ؼҡ
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Ҫ֪ⱾϺеÿһϢ˵»еҹ˳ӣһžͻᱻһɨգͨ˸򲻵
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ǣ......
˵ѾˣĿⴥϵĳɫȻֹ
Ѿˣеֳ
ǵҴǱǸСѧ֪ͬ͸ֳ
ѾⱾ飬ǿܶǸܾˡ
ÿ춼óá
һʱ֮ЩЦЩۡ
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ȻţҲʮĹ ʧĶŵ˿ϡ
ĻʮʵԾѶȶ˵̫ һʼﻹûף꼸֮ľ̤ʵ
һ쿼ֻа죬 ǶⲹѡӢΪҿǵ⼸ѧϰձͣˣⶼܼ򵥣 ԴСԬĸ׶⸨˵͸ˣ һ˵Ǻˡ
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ʱǰ˵ᡰҡǸŮ֪ȴͻȻᣬİ˾ȻкǲЩݵģ
Ů֪죬ǸԽһũ֪ࡣ
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ΪһֱϲԽϲüˡ
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ŭ֮ɫһ
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ɲ˵ѡԵûƵģҲԱ˲ء
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󲮺ֻǵϱûþˣƽͶԼӵѧϰҪϣܺúö飬ܰȥר߹ũѧ
һԴ㿼òòŻᱻִû֣˭Ҵң
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˵⻰Ѿߵ˺ǰʻֶס˽ŲĿƵӵϡ
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Ȼûǰļ䣬ȴǵԼʱ⺢ʮԼԼڶĿеӦòڲаɣȴ̻ǲʮֲ......
뵽ֿ˿ǡ
ĿںǺͶؿ˼飬ǿЩ⡣
ɼǵʱɲӵ......ڶӺԽԽˣ϶ԽԽ񣬻˵ݺҲԿ϶ֵӰ졣
һʱ֮һ֣ģôͳ˺ǵСĸо



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극ΪǾֱӻؼˣ ȴû뵽˵ȥٻ˾
Ҫȥʲô𣿡
ھʵ
͹յʱǾѾһΰٻ˾ ͹˲ٵĲϣ ·Ьӡ
ˣһʱӦûѩ ͹Щ·

Ůǲ·ġ
οϴһҲ̫࣬װûװ
ǰںҴЩ·һҲ봩ġ
뵽ȥȻϲ̵Ӧˡ
ģ ºڻһҲ׽......㣬Դ˹ϵת֮ ҲûپԽӽ......װ Ĵ  ϲúܣ Ȼ Ȼ......뵽
ס 뵽ȥˣ
߿꣬оûʮֵĲ ء
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ȫ¶ǲĶӱĵµЬӣǾʽҲֳ࣬ϵҲ......ëºûУֲ䣬ҪëҲûá
ʲôİɡ
оϰɣ߿ˣ԰˯......
ǲָסˡ
ųſڣöء
ο߻й
һ˳֣û鶯......ǲ̫
˵ʲôø˵Ҫע......Ҫ˵ˣСۣ֪Ҫնá
룬ֻеһֻס֣һߣߣϳ
ȻͰק
......
ôڼôͲװأ
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һڰٻ˾һ˺üСʱ
˺ܶĶǰڵ⣬ͷţ˲ٵ·ЬӣΧñӶ......Ҳ̫֯
˲ٶǮ͸Ʊ֤
һʾ޿
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ôһˣȻõǺǵǮҲʮֵۡ
ٵԼʱЩˣҪˣﻹвϣҵ·ǻͷҲ÷ɣʡǮء
׬ǮˣôǮôˡ
ǿһۣؼҰҵĴۺʹ㡣


ԡ
ѵΪǲûԼǮ
ǮѵǮ
дۺʹʲô......
ҪĴۺʹʲô
ȻȻϱϹĹǺ£ûȥǮ......
ڷɢ˼άУֵǸոչĶŻȽ϶࣬Ҳò˶ǮõġЩƱ֤ǰҲţûʲôá
ôǮò˶Ǯ
˸ոЩ߰뷨
Цˣɣ˵㲻Цðɣ
һӺˡ
ֻǺͨһ仰ȴĪЩҡ
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Ҳܹ
ǰڼңҲ£·ʲôĶ񻪴һռһͬʣȻõֵǮһ·ȻҲռһ·Ȼ......Сӣÿ졣
ż㻨Ǯ
ռѵ˽Ǯ࣬ΪԼǮռá
һңжټҵĸоأ
ޱһˡ
Ժ⻰ʵʮá
ЩߣԼôĶɵһԼֲûǮ
Ȼô˵ˣĶ
ֻҲ֪һǮˣΪֱ˵ȥ̨Ǯȥˡ
Ѿ˼Сʱ
ĽŶˣŴСĶ......⻹м享ǰ֮ǰѾͻسˡ
˿ֱѾˣҲˣȥɡ
ǿһ󣬵һطûȥ
ȽۣɨˣЩָȥ̳㡣
һɫûа仯ĺǣһԶǾʢĲСѺͬѧ̾Լȷ̫˵㣬ҲÿȥһȦ......
һֱĹ̨ǰͣˡ
ָһֻСɵŮʽֱۻԱóԡ
һֻϺȫֱ
һ£ԭȵľͽ۶һɨա
ΪʲôҪֱ
ϻһֻ......͸ʮƽʱûʲôҪǲóġ
һۼǮƣһٶʮˡ
ٵ㣬µĹأο׬Ǯˡ
ǮҲôġ
ϴֻЩȣǵˣҶѾһֻˡ
ȴǼۻԱ˳ԣЩ߶ҪӲźʡ
ۻԱȥģȻ͸㿼ԵԺѧÿ춼Ҫá
ҧҧҲúбҪ
Ҳһ㶼ÿ춼ŸѾϾϵĸ׵Լġ
ټ֣ϻ͵Ķ˵ѾޣϾϵ̣
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һ£ֻȡ˱Цһ£Щᣬлл
Ϊ˦Ϊ뵽ֶĻɫ˿һ£Ȼ󿴹һ̨ǰŶûעߣ͵͵§§첲̧ͷСôҼ񵽱ˣһǮء
ʵй˵ġ
ӿûٳ֣һֻԴ
׿һŵҼ㡣
գۣʲô˼
ûۻԱѾĺ˱ص˹̨ǰ
زúǳ֣Լɿ첲Ȼȥֱһ㣬Ҳùûţʡ
תͷЦˡ
ǵ˵ͷֱŵȥǮͦãɴۻԱѺˣֱֱӴûȡ
˰ɣ׼뿪䲻ȴбס˺ǡ
ǡ
˽Ųס
ͷͿһŨüۣòԣܸЩŮ˹
ŮӵĿһֱźǣ߽ʱɨһ͹ȻЦһ£תͷԺǵǣ㣿ʡˣôûؼҿҽȥң˺߶㣬˵˱

һھǺȥңźǵĿҲ׽......ԼǺ׽ˡ
ĳͲͣ˿źǣ˿
ü
Ѿûѩ
˵˸һİҲûֱ
ʶѡ
˵
Ҳá
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˾ͶЩٸ
Ǿˣʮľˣʵ˵ĶΪ̬ʮ
ֻһ㶼ѡ
ô߹ôһ˵ôһĿӦòðѡ
תͷһͿһǡôЦݴѩǺЦ˼......ûа㲻ˣѩǰˡ
Żͷѩ䵭صһͷá
ѩתͷߵŮˣҲԼ䵭ͷǱʲôһʹҲ˵ʲôתͷԹʮЦһ£ȻԺǵǣλǣ
ƽҰ˺ͺӡѩͬ־ǰͬһѧ飬ҵ
ܵЩֽѩŮˡ
Ů˵԰ɡ
ڶԼȻЦúܺƣԼʱȴһָ߸ϸӴĸо
˵ҡһʾĸо
˵ͷЦͬ־
ѩϵЦһɲǵĽӲ
ʵԶԶһֱʱϾѾӲˡ
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һԿ˺ܾã˱˺ܾãûסǰк
ںǽ˵ˣڶԷ̧ƯҪᣬûо˿·˪Сǰõĵûܰסӿ
ѩ
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Ǿ͵ҺͰҪ·ͬ־䡣
˵ҲûѩʲôӦ˵һ߰ɡкһ뿪ˡ
ոŮ˴кƽʱʳóԷһߴкľʿͬûʲôֱ
Ǿ޹ؽҪ
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ǾŮ˵̬Ⱥ˵Щ⡣
ŮУһһ......ҲԴףԾǵ
ֻЩ档
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뵽ոʱǸٻٻʱҲòˣֻʱ죬˼ֱʣлһ......
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˼·һôʵʱ򣬹Ѿ֣ܲϲոǸ̰
ûС
üֻǰְǰʶѣѾܶûڲ졣
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ȻûǸүүûȥǸүүңȴϸ˵µġ
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ǿ
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ȴǰʦ˵Ǹ......ۣȺ......
˵źä߼˼ƵĽ͵ϲĸϲһ棬ϲܵĸϲܵһ档
ոռ̣ҵΪɶô鷳СʱȴȥʡүүǱߵԭˡ
ΪʡүүǱߵ˼ȻոŮ˹ϵãӦþһ͵ġոôЦһ£ҼƤˣҪʡүүҵ˶֣Ҳ̻ҪദһЩ
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ոŮ˵ЦҪһ𣬿......˻
̫ˡ
͡һЦ˳
뵽漰һңʲô֪ôЦ̫ãæְЦ˻ȥ
ǿ˿ӣٿһ۲ڵ......źӶ˲ġ



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š һ磬 Ҳȷ۵úܣ 뵽ϻҪ˵˯ˡ
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ϴѾ˯ˡ
ڳ˯СʱϴȻԽؽۣȴ־úܣûʲô˯⣬ڴȵȺǡ
ϴܿ죬ʮӺʪͷطˣȣ˹ȥȻְ󣬵𣿡
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ɨһۣûС
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Щȴһġ
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һ㶡
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û뵽һԼҵġô汻šڶ˵šоʱֱҪιȥ
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ǵһӾͻˣ˺һס˯һ˯ͻˣûʹ绰ҡ
˵绰ողװû졣
ҲҪǲ......Ҳú֣СͲճ˵ˣԼǰһƵġ
ô˵͹˺üڣһʹ͵ı飬ԭȵĲίɢȻǰҧҧ
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۾ɫˣҲкͷſűˣ߰ɣΪ˵ӣһеġ
һݿ뿪Ȼȥϴּϴ˺һˮųš
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绰˵ˣӾУǵ绰˰Ҳû˽ӡ
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û˵ͱ˴Ӻ汧סˡ
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ѾŬ¸øʲôʲôˡ
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齨ƵĿⷽʮóзḻľ飬ָȥָĿ
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绰֮ͺúõʰһԼ·ϵĺۼ˼䣬һ£ΧΧȫסǰǰ˺ü龵Ӳŷġ
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ʰһȥ׶԰ʱ÷ѧ
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Сŵǰϸ˿ɫֵ裬ͷͷ¶ȡ

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ºϲ𣿡
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Ǵ˵绰׼Ϣȴû뵽ȸ˵ڶͻӻˣ˵ڵĻ˻ȥ
뻹ǵ֮׿ڸϢɡ
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ڶûȵǻȼһǰйһ֮Եѩ
ڹһغļС
ͺȥ׶԰ʱȥʱġ
Щ졣
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Ȼʶʱ䲻ԸȴͶϵ
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ҲǺܶǰʶġ
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ˣǸи˼ˣʲôݣҲʲô⡣ҪҪԼȥʲô
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ҾͲˡԬҰԬסļԺԺǵǣ١
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ܻת˻⣬֣ģأ
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һһһһ⣬񶼲ֻشģҲָκλͷԼһֱȥ
Ǿˡ
ֹ˵ӱԽԽ࣬ԽԽˣȻãܵ˺ӵȤ⣬ࣿ
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ո˯ѵڼĪ˸磬Ǳڵøð˰ɣ
ɲ֪Լš
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ϵʱԽᡣ
ԶӶϱᡣ
ͬѧöԼĹͣõİá
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һȥ칫ңûʮʮžʮˣԺһ컹ȥ˰칫һεܽᱨ棬ǰꡣ
ûùһؾˡ
һһϡ
ԽԽġ
ԼֵܺúõĶѾкӣɲûнˡ
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ǽͣһӦΪѩĽᣬǸ⣿
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˺һ¼ϵҳˣ̧ͷҪˣôˣ
ǣ
һûǰƤЦı飬ѵõˣźǣ¸˵
֪£ȻҲ⸱ģˡ

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Ƕޱ顣
ɫȴǿɼ
˵ѩô˵ôһѷĻԭǣš
ʲô£
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ֻǹǸڻôһģ
һøˣɫҲе࣬ѩ˵ԬϵڣУԬҲһֱţԬһҾסļԺ
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Ĭ˺һȴֻŶһ
һ̣ǹһҲʲô
һ̾˿ǣѩϱǰòԣѾ˵ˣԬҼȻ֪ˣͲܲ˵
˵ץץԴĥһ£»ϱ֪ʲôܲ˵Ըģϱ϶ҲԼȥϱʱҪʲôʲô֪Ŵˡ
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Щ֮ȴ֪ΪͻȻŭϵĴʯֽһӸɨȥˤ˸顣
վȫϵƬһߵǰóһ֧̣ĬĬصȼһ룬ͷµֲˣ̻Ҹˡ
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ǸŮһ߸˵ԬѾռһˣҪٸϵԬԬҡ
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ҲϲҴ壬ҲûˣټЩ£ôЩҲûعҴ塣
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ûпƣ鷿ŵģƹӷչҲ̫ڡ
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šһȥ÷
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ǵҪԼΣ֮ǰ......̫ˡ
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˿ϰٵͷȥ÷ɣȥϴ衣
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ȺǴԡҳͿѾڵķˡ
һһһײˡ
룬ֻһ
ҸһһЩ
Цһ£߹ȥͷһ²³Է
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ЩɫЩ첿ЩǾʹЩȥˣ̫ġǺȥסҰǱ߷ӺܴпԺʲô㲻ϲ......
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ΪʲôЩ
ϱ̫ʲô취
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Sʡʡǣҡ
ͻȢӽǡ
ս֮صҴ壬ѾѾļ֮Ȣġ
ǺָͻһһŮ
ӽк򻪣һڶʮ꣬ԭҲڲתҵһһеȥųףһŮż¡
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ǸɷúǴϱӹ֮͸Ů˵һԺǻ˶㡣
˵겻ĴҪ꣬΢΢ƲƲЩˣ裬Ǽҽò׺һԲ꣬ʲô𣿡
ü⺢ӣ˵ʲôأôҲֵĶӣ硣
Ҿǲˡ裬ǣǰֵĶӣ⼸꣬ڲŰֵľɹϵ˳˳ˮһ·ͰȴôĿ࣬Һʹ......
뵽ԼЩ۾ˡ
ҧҧûڰƽˣˣֳˣ裬ܺ𣿡
Ůô˵ͷҲһܡ
ǹֺǣŮܡ
ֱסŮ󱳣ȦҲˣ٣ȥˣѾ˴ѧǱǮҲѾͬ鲻ˣЩ㶼˰ɡ
裬
ٵһӹ˳ô
οһӡ
ȥ걻Ƽ˴ѧ
粻ǵ˼꣬һж㣬ԭǸĺŮԺǰ;ҲһƬ
ֻԼ֪ѾŢĨٸɾԼȴҲƭԼ
Ϊʱ޸һˣǵʱ·ŵũĶӡ
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֪һ㣬߶Ժ粻ΣһʹܣûʧԺɣҸĸܵӰ졣
㶼֪Щƭں׼֮¼ҲδûҰҵɷøͷ
ҵǸҲΪ˺ңԲңֻΪ˴㣬ΪΪΪӰ͹˴ĹϵҲ˵϶ɣ
Ǻ졣
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ǶĿ⣬ȴһ仰˵
Ϊ˿Ѿ̸оͲһԼԭΪĽС
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ǱҲվҪȥֹͬģŮˣ㶣 һʱ֮䶼֪ȥ ȥ׷Ůˡ
һԥ֮䣬Ѿֹͬϵ......صҲأ յһ飬ֻף һƵĺףʵеˡ
򻪳Ժıķ̵̣ 鷳ȥԺȡˮͬͬһ¡
ֹͬں ˣ ֪ʲôá
ֱͶ⺢Ӳ......ȻǰҲûĸкĶԱǾͲһ......ڸֹͬͬʱҲúٲϲ
۰ãõʵںܾġ
ȿ˿ˣɷԱ߻˵һüɫ֪ʲôĺ......Ǿһš
⸱ģǸֵģʵеһƴ
ֵҪ塣
ɹúڣòǸũСӡ
ģȴƲ塣
ǺҲŵ㣬ڿţСС;һĸоˡ
ӻ뵽˺ǡ
ж仯ں˺ͱʶһġ
û뵽һֱϼҵĶӾȻӡ
ٶԱԼ......
˿ȥ
֪ͻϲ޿ĺӣοѾˡ
˴޲ֹ޲ùõɷͻҴ⺢ȥһɣҲһ
˵СȰֹͬԼȥ
ֹͬȴߣֱѾˣԭȻе£ƽʱһĺ򻪺ǹĹǾͻˣƿǾ˹ȥȻ󱻺һѸסˡ
򻪵裬Ҵȥɡ
˵ǿӲȭߵֹͬȥˡ
ƽ
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ʵҲŹȥŮǿھʣ˺ͻͺһڣһεĶϱͼµŮ
ŮѾȥˡ
ǳϦҹҲȥ͸оԼһҶԺһƵġ
ԥһ£ջµˡ
ʱѾſ
Ҳͬʱ̧ͷԺͻ֣Ҳ͹ȥϢһ£ͷٹɡҷ仹ڲ
ȻסԭҲһġ
˵ɫոյǳ־ûзһ
ͻ˵ͷ㷿仹ڣڻϱ͹Ҿòܽʰ˸ԺӸǣԺסǱߡ
˵žͶԭڳæţѾıķܽǹȥɡ
ķһһֱںҰæĲ̣ҲǺͻеĲܽ㣬һǼǰרչ˸ճĺۻֹͬӵĽ̡
Ӧ£ʹ͹ŲȥԺˡ
ˣͻſȻȦЩǣ̾˿ȥٺͬͬɡ
ǵӦáߵʱȴɷͻȻֵȰһ٣໨˼ڶϰɣǺȻ츳һ㣬⸱ģûн̵ԭ򡣲ô˵ҲԼӡ
򴽣۾һúȰġ
ͻĬһΪѾ˵˵ʱͻȻֵúø̸̸ݲӣһˣҸ̸̸ôӰɡ
ʵͬŮ顣
ȻƽӹЩŮȴڳﰲŸǼ£ֻŮֶ֣ԼӣҲǿ
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統곤ҪںҴ壬Ҳѡһ
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˵ЩʲôڿϱԱߣ˻㻹ȺŮú̸һ̸˵
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ǾʽĺԺܶࡣ
ͻ˸ǺŵǶߵ᷿һ䣬ԺЩ룬ͦ徻
мСǷ䣬ļҾ߰Ȼ򵥣ȴȫȫʲôһȫ£ողŻϵġ
ĲߵķӦһǺǺңһǹķ䣬СܣһЩС顣
̴˼򵥿һԺӺͷ䣬ͶԺǵǰǰ鰡ɶʲôĶԭķ䡣¸ŪˣͶûаᣬʱ򣬾͸˵һ̸
ںȻסʱ䲻ࡣ
ѧʱ͵ʡǶ飬ȻǼѧУżҲᵽסϼġ
ں˼ʮ꣬ǰʶǡ
л˲̣̣ЩͷԭɣҪ÷䣬˷ҲС
Ͳ࣬Ҫǰľ飬·ѡ
Цòţ﷿࣬òķ䡣
˵ֵЪţҪʲô͸˵вˮģ˾Լȵŵ㣬ҲԶˣһ͸ÿˡ
õģǲȥæɡ
ãҾȥˡ
ǰŲ̵ĽѾһԺӺͼ䡣
˵ʵԺӺͷİŻЩȵġ
ͻ˼ԺӲʱסǾǳڰŸǵġ
ͿͻԺӦûǺӺĵġ
ǴѧϵԬĸ̵Ӱ¿˵ԹŽ˽Ķࡣ
ǺһĺԺĶ᷿Ǹס......Ȼ뷨Ƿ⽨඾ˡ
һۺǣЩûʲôӦ
ЩﱾͺʲôӦ
ҲΪʲô˵ʱûʲôǺܼ򵥵ģûô׽ȴҲûʲôк͵ִ˵ӦûǺصġ
ʱЩҲǿ˲̫࣬Ǹۡ
Ϊһոմ˵Ķء
Ȳ뿪˱飬˹ǰոڿô£
ţ
գգۡ
˿ĵǸ⣬Բܶ⺢
֪ոʲô𣿡
һۣȻԴеȥЩӡ
ûС
⺢ӻ֪Լԡ
Ȼɥ˲ܴûãô׵ˣҪѧץű˵Ĵ޷Ҳ......裬ովҵĳǱңһͰǰұĻˡ
......
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ѵǽӦôܣҪѧԾƶ
ǿǸʲôʵıЦһ£Ц⣬Ժ˵ĺܶԣȻ֪ԼˣȥԺ﷣վʮӣסԺ֮ǰȶӣȥɡ
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Ժﻹѩ
վ˰СʱԺ˵ȫ㲻ʲôͷˡ
˿װվɥӿһԼ衣
ü
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ȻԼǰģͲܳϦģֻܴЩٰôˡ
ţ
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ֹͬɵӣװ׳ͷɻʶǴǲʶװ׳ͷɻĴֻûҲû˽̹......˵ĳǱΪ㣬ֻ
㲻Ϊһ˵ĳǲǴûкܺõѧʶ࣬ȥΪЩܶ಻ԼܾģǵĴ𣿡
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ܿ뵽ֹͬһơ
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µʱܶԺҲ......ãܵʱȴҲỤ̡
һͻȻûôֹͬˡ
е
ʲô
׶ã軹ڿǵ˵ͷסˡ
Ժãˡ
ǳȥɡ

ȥˣſǣǰôģ
꺫ǲǰǿǻںҴ壬......
ţҴһ
ȴĺӶǷͷܣ꣬ƫģǿӲһ㣬ǻɸ......Ҳദ죬ҲӦ֪ȫûκ˵صġ
ĺҲҰһ㡣
ټϺǸ΢һ㣬΢һ㣬еĶ²Ƕᱻֱ׳ȫ⣬滹̵İġ
Уû˵ǣԼΪ·ųڵЩ£¸ӦҲЩһ
΢ü̫ģкӣֻҪƷû⣬ѧԼƢͲõʲôЩҶῴġ
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ǵǸֹͬȷҪѵһ£ҿ߶Ľʽ¶˵Ӧòǻ¡
ǿܻԹ߶һҲһ......ұʹڣں
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ͺȥ˶᷿ʱҲȥ˺Ժӡ
ȿһϵ˲أֻǿе˰......һӵϾޡ
Ҳûʲô˼ֻǶ˺򻪼䣬һȥԷȥ˺ٵķ俴Ů
ſڴϿޡ
ͷ¡
վſվһ˿˹ȥ٣ֻͬͬǸӡôԼĺӣ뿴Һֶ㣬͸ͬͬһʲôζ
ٱίš
Ķӣֿ𣬱ǸԼǰϵ˵Ķӿɵӣ
ǿʵǿ
˶ڳЦɣ
ΪԼȴû뵽ֱ׹ôһ仰
ΪʲôҪȣ
ΪʲôҪԼģ
̧ͷ裬Ҽ޵˸һҲᰮġ
ǲ밮ֻÿοܣǳܡ
ͷһ
˵ôô룿뷨ԡ
Ůˮһ仰ֶ˵ڡ
Ϊ֪ڸŮ˵ֵûκôġ
˵
ȴĨл˵ˡ
裬㿴ˣֲϲͬΪʲôһҪڼڼҲͣˡ裬ȰȰְ֣߰ɡ
裬ּͬҵĶӣֻּǣϣͣ˿Цͣü˶ġУ裬ûУڼҺ滹Ҫô̸ô飿ѵϣҾôһ𣿡



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ͷһط¡
˵ôô˵
ԼĶӣ ˵ںεأ
˳Ƿǹۣ У ƫ
پŮԣ ŮλҲԶġ
ŮҲԶ￼......ʵ￼ǱҲΣ ֻκһнһֻǾŮΪ׶ѡ
Ů۵׻Խ
ҲԽ˽ԼŮӵģһûκôģֻԽԽƫԽԽ˹ ֱӻغӣľһ
οŮ⻰Ȼ˵˲ ȴҲʵ
ȻϣԺ˳˳ˮ
ܼ޸һˣҸ
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Ҫ޵ŵԣԺܹ棬 Ľ ӵ˼ҡ
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ְֻλҲͰˣ ʹˣ ִˣѾã²ǹ˼Ҫˡ
ʱֻ
ûָŮܹΪˣǸ˽ˣĸ׵ģȴϣԺܹúã˳⡣
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ΪʵѡԼҲӦýõЩ
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ֻǱûκιϸ
̾˿Ҳ֪Щ˵ƤûκôģҲֻܾ貹һˡ
ƿ˺٣վȥȰȰͬͬ......ʰһ£һȥԷ
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ԺɩҲҪʡѧ͹Ļܻܶ࣬費ദöãҲҪల£ҪѼŪ......㣬綼á
ΪԼĽҲҪ̫۾ųԶһ㣬ҪֻǰºͶ
˵Ѿûǰܾı飬ȥࡣ
ſڣ˵ʲôȴҧҧ
˵˳Ǻúദ
Ҳ֪裬Щ֣ЩԲС
ͺӵϰΪԼ
Լǰȡ......Լң֪ҲվԼߵġ
ǼٳҲûָʲôӦתſȥ
ֻߵſڣȥ֮ʱȴ洫һĵ裬Ҽ޸һһˣҲᰮúùӵġ
űϵ־һ١
Ĳ֪˵ʲô˵һֱ룬ôܹúã
سȥˡ
УأԳƵǳ羴ԼɷȻǧá
ŻһѺ١
ϲʲôأ
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߲Ը͸
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ŤŲҪؼҡ
ȻķûķӴ󣬳ԵĶûĺãܶٶٶ⣬Ҳûôǹģ֣ү̣ũ尢̣Ƕ˶á
ٲоԼʲô˶֣޵
̾˿ã־ͻؼҡ
ֹͬ͵̧ͷģ
ǿеĹâܣ˵ͷǿЦģ⹫ѾͬˡһȥԷһͿԻҪٷƢˣͷ˾ȥٻ̵ϲĸĸ
ֹͬǿͷ
ȻǸҲ֪Լ򲻹
а裬⹫Ҳϲ
ȴʲôûС
ˣ軹ֻ
뵽ߣֱ
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ʱúܿ졣
˵Żʱܿ͵˳Էĵ㡣
ҲõȲкҶԼ˿
ֹͬȻҲˡ
ֹͬЩϣɫڣ˿֮ǰжĲͬ
յ׻ǲһˡ
Ǻͺ򻪵üǴЦȴҲֻǵϸкһ´ҳԷԲˣȻһºۣ˵һºӾ
ٲ֮ǰһ⺮ѣ˭Щ˵
ʵǳԵ÷ǳƵĳϦԲ
ҳƣȴֵúܡ
ʱͿʼ½лڵĸԼŴҲܿĸɫʰ쵡
ٵذ극͸ͻак˵үү֣裬ҳˣȥŻ𣿡
ǰʹӹӪ̵Ļڸ
ϻһЩ
֮ǰЩǹʰˣÿһЩŽģˡ
һȻ̧ͷԺͻ֣Լ治ȫҺͰһȥɡ
ͻҲⷹԵû˼
ûȥˣڴԺšܽ㣬ҼǵüҲһЩɣó͹ͬһ棬һҲȥ
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⻹Ǳ͹ġ
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СӵĿֺܼ򵥣Ҳǳ
Ȳ̴˷һ̻𵯣Ѿ֮ǰĶԹһҪ̸ַš
Ȼ˰ҲǸһЩȼ𣬾һӵϾ͡žڸǡ
ҲǺ˷ˡ
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Ȼҡͷ
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ƽʱֿþ˵ϢʱϸҪò׹꣬ŵ֮ǰ˯
ʲôأ



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Щûˡ
˵Ҳ֪ӦǺ˸ġ
ǰŽӵһζʵĶˡ
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ֵͷסĴѹȥǵֳܿȫֻƣӦǣ粻֪ˡ
Ҳ֪˶ãڻѹ
ȷûˣǺңºͻ˵ǵԺӣҲġ
У˶û˵ӵžһһر
⻹ֻǿʼûеʮ㡣
ʮ֮ͻ᲻ͣٷűڣﵽ⿪ţÿһҪһڣÿÿƫƫʱ仹һ£ͻᵼһб졣
ƫƫһñԽӾͻԽǱڶ죬޲ð¥ģŶĲ
һ֪үүϼŮûжӵ˼ңŴ-ڶܿŵģֻŮģֻܿţŮûеģŴڶ......Ҳ˵ġ
ָı˵˺к֣Сʱȥүү̵ϼҹ꣬ЩǿܻңϵŮһģϡ
һת̾Ϣ˵ôãϧãû裬Ҳûܵܣ⽨ϱȻǸģβס˼Ҷһ˸ӣү̶ˡ
Ժ󰡣֪Ҫʲôϱ......ȻǾͿʼ˵ļļҵĹﱻ͸˸ɵϱΪ˻ף͸˸ȳӺøԼҵɵӻϱ......
Сʱĵ»ᱻɵϱˡ
Ӱһֱĳɳ
Ҳԭڣ˵Ԭףûôԥͬˡ
ܿЦɣĺܺ¹
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Щ򴽣ǳЦһ£ۣһİӣڽҰ裬滹ڳţҵһӦǣ񻪸ҩʲôСɽϱ𣿡



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۲ѣ ϱ˱ͷˮ  Ժң κ˺㡣

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šһȻҿ㣬 žװ ôÿô˾ֵҵ̤ʵһЩ ĵ
û뵽ҵһۿĻҪã ......ģʮ꣬ ҹȥôõˣ ȻҾʧȥ˶ѧĻᣬ Ұֻޣ ϾϵʵҲûʲôֵĵġ
ʵҲǡ
ô춨Ϊ֪ܿѧ һĿꡣ
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૵Һð㡣
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ΨҲ֪ΪʲôΣԸȴ»ܵ˺
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ֻǽܰǶһ̱㣬ҲԶԶˡ
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ȻɿЩ
ɿЩļԴҲˡ
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ѽһһֻ־ʹ
Ϣţٸ˵һ顣
ᶼ۵õһһȻᣬйǻĺӰôֻһôְֵ𣿡
ǵ
̧ͷȴɫ࣬ûһƬȴִɺ죬һ֮ƽϻкð
ûϿ顣
Щ£žԼܶеˡ
Ҳû뵽ķӦô󰡡
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ܵͻһɳơ
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УҲǾһ籩һʱ֮侹֪ôشĻ
Ҳ֪˶ãЩȣ˶Ȼʲô......Ÿľ
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ΪʼʱѾоˡ
֪־˵ҪһҪġ
֪˵ʲôãҪƽ֣СϸȲ˲䣬Ҫ𣿡
һ㶡
ԭȵջû˾ǻĥʵܱˡ
ѹѹҪι𣿡
......
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浣
ΪʲôҪʱ
ҧ˺Ƥֽק·ƹˤҪҪ㡣
ܱԼҪá
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仰ȴתѹȥͷҵ......ɲ׼ʲôӡ
ǵͷòײŵ˼϶һһߴϢŵ㣬㲻˵......
޼ɵ
Ҳ֪ǰ
صҧһڣһӹһһػð
Ȼǣ֮ǰô˵ֻҪҪҾ͸㡣

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أҪǹͻȻô죿
ģֱ̻ȥ˯ġ
̲ôûɫһ򶼲֪ж
Ҳһ򶼲ʲôϴճӡ
ǣҲҪⴲ......
˵ŲҪ޳ÿ˵Ķ϶һ㶼ۼǲ̰æϴҲˡ
ǷŹɿʱ㲻Ǵ̺𣿻ϡ
......
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ǻࡣ
ҪǷÿνᱻѹġ
ʮʱһٰһ˷ıȫǵıڶһɲˡ
ʱѾͬһĻУֺͷھΣǱҲ̧ˡ
Ȼߵ˵ԺÿһϦ߹ʹΪʲôԭһҲҪһҾͰĿˣԺҵˡ
Уò̫С
ȴֺÿֶޱȣˡ
ʱ֮ǰ£ֻǵʼ˵黰......ƽ٣黰ȴܶÿһ˵ʲôġ顱ģֻۡ
Ҳúۡ
šһԺͻȻһ£Ҳöֻſе磬ǰڿʱ˵Ҫ󸽽򷿣ùסһչˣ𣿡
ԭĦţʻͶۿһۣȴ۾ǰ˯֮䡣
šһ㣬𣿡
ʲô
ΪʲôҪ⣬⵱ȻǺ°ԺпվͿԴһסˡ
ֻǷӦòôİɣа......
ڿȷһʱ£ùһʱ䣬ӦӦѧУ

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Ŷһ
ԺҪҺˡ
ֵ
ĳƺҲûʲô⣬ǰҲûʲô⡣
ȴƺһС԰İ˻ٲôܵ˵ĳƺ
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ô˵ƺЩ֡ŶһȴҲû˵ʲô
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˵ʱÿüë΢΢塣
ǵ˵ԺҪٽˡ
ǵ
Ȼ֪ΪʲôֱӽҲûʲôǻһеġ
ǼˣѾ飬Լ֣Щ⡣
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ôССرŤ
ôûо
ڹʮ֮ûˣľǺܺá
ҽǴһҲƽˣֻ΢΢һǱְ·ϴɡǱϰߵͣҲûϵһԡȳҴȥ
⻰ҲǲһԵˣֻȥȥ
ȥ䡣
ȴ϶˵žǵȥɣҲ׷ˡ
˴ϴ˾һȥݵĿ
·Ժﻹڴѩ˵Ĺֹͬ
ѩ˸ǲߣѾΣ˸ʯӸǶ۾ǶϴǾò⣬ֿ˳תͷͶԱվſֹͬ˵ʲôֹͬ˵ͷתȴͿ˺Ǻ
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ϵʯӣѩܵǰ̨ƤЦ֣裬ãǰꡣ
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ָֻ棬ִ˴꣬Թûһȥ緹
˵̧ͷ˻վԺֹͬ
̧ۣײǺӵ۾......Ǻʵһ˫ҵ۾ȫ񣬵վŴޱ鿴ʱôһ˿ϣһ㶡
֮һȥԺԷȴû뵽ûڣǺѾһתˡ
ߵķſڡ
һֻס֣߰ɡ
š˽ֱҲתȥˡ
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ǿǹЦô͸ԼƵģǸ£ҲˣǲǲϢӰˡ
˵žк̶緹
ָ͵һ˯ҲЩ϶ǰ˵൥Եģ
һǰѺǺñȱЩȫˡ
緹вҶ˿棬嵰һЩˡ
ò˵̵ĺܺáǼ򵥵ļ˿ͼ嵰Ҳøζ
ҲǲԼƵĶ䷽̲סСضôƵġ
˵˵žʵǼ˿ʲôϣ嵰ۺͼıмʱĻ
̼ʮֿĺͽһҲ˽ĸϸϸĽͣ˵ҪȤĻٹֽ
⵹ǽ˲ϵա
Ҷʰȥ֮󣬺Ǿ͸ͻ˵͹ȥתת
ͻǳȥû
ȴǵ˳ȥתתûйϵСӻˣɣҴ
һʱûӦ
ЩеĪɵþͰĿ⿴˹
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գۣһ۵裬ڨЦһ£Ȼһһʲôѵľһðɣְ裬ǳȥ棬үү
ٴһʺš
΢ɼĳ˳ǣСӡ
Ǻã֣ҪǵƤʹƤʵúܡ
Ұ
ͻ֣߰ɣ߰ǣģҵķӡ
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ͻЦã档
Ѿȥ鷿ˡ
ǳ˳顣
ое㲻ԡ
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ͻԹǿ˺˵Ĳڣԭܶƽġ
ͺǣҪүү࿴
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һȫΪ˰˵ġ
ϲˡ
Ҳ񻪺ռܾǵԴ⡣
ǿСһ֪ʲôģҪˣѵһԼʱ䡣
......
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45Ĳƽ
һ캫ǴȥʡǵĲٵط
Сᵽѩװ ٵƾɵĹŽַ......ʵЩûʲôرȤ ֻ֪ϲЩ
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ĵĻᣬ ȥ鼮࣬ ƽʱ˵Ĺ¡
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׷ҵ
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ǰ
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˵ȴס죬¶Щ㯺͹Źֵɫ
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ɫȴˡ
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еǰҲǰ Ҳδѧʱ
˳ѩ˺üţߵǰüȴֺûи
ͷ Ϳڳϵһ֧ڳ顣
......
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˼ھϨˣ ûУ ֻ䣬 ˡ
ȥ֣ һĺȡ
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ЩɣҲûֻ̫࣬ǵǴʱ죬ڵĸоȻͬû뵽ѩСɫôÿ......֪иãԭкöƷϧϴιʱѾҵòаܲ......
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ֻǾЩúƷȻǷ⽨ɣȴҲϰյһʷǺõģǻģдڵļֵ......
˵˵ȴԽԽ͡
߰ɣȥ
͵ۿ
֣ѾԽԽʷıѾкܶ߳ҪţԺԽԽõġ
֪Щڵ֪뱨ϵ֮ȥġ
ô˵һɡ
뵽Щ̲סι磬ʱ򣬻ʲ׼˼𣿡
վסͷԼأ
ºרעûü߰㲻ͬɫ
Ŀܵ˹ҲûоáҲûа׼˼룬ֻϲ......ԼúһЩԼķΧ֮ڡ
ϲԼΧ֮ԼÿģģԼϲ£Լϲ顣
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οҲϣ࣬øһЩ
Ц˳ʡ
ǰסĸ첲Цû˸񣬶ûעӰ......
СסĶǱص񣬼Ҽһʶ
и˶ۣ˻ôƯһŮǴСϴʱŮٴǡ
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ȥãǰҪ
ֻʣһЩʯͷżƷѾ浹˺ᣬڴѩ˻ߡ
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ѩأСϣſ٣Ҳˣ׻Щȡ
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緹ʱ享ֿȥһСԺӡ
սȥʱһʮ̫̫˳
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ӵ̫̫۾Щ죬ԺǵݹĶҲûƴǣֽ˹ȥȦãá
˵ֿϸСϱƯ͸ϵŮƵġ
仰С
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Ҿ˵ʲôأԭ𣿡
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˵꿴ƺסˣ˵Щܵ£ֵûˣˣѧӦöѧУ棬Ͼ͹Էˡ
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˵Ϲġ
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ͻžǲѣһİˣҪѹ
ٶֹ̬ͬȣͻҪֹͬںңٹںַ죬ںͻǰҲǰ䲻ҿ
ŵһμҪס졣
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ǶµûʲôӦ˹𣿡
ͬѧԼ֣ٿԼ裬ٿүү
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ʵү͸˵ˡ
˵һ׵Ĵģ......ջе
ðԼؼҡ
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ҰսģͣؾǶˡ
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ǰڿʱǾͿŮɫЩԣԵȺ˵Ҫطһ˵ȥͬͬȥ˺ٵķ䡣
Ȼߵ棬Ҷ
ƿţһڵϵ飬ɫ˳٣ѾԸӦַͬͬʲôƢ
ٻͷ۽Ƿ죬裬Ҿ裬ѵ㲻޸ô꣬ǰҲһֱΪְǣصҸ磬ڿһ·ǨٿֶǸӵ̬ȣҲ֪ԭҸˡ
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ҲΪƫ̻ǺĶӶ㣬 Ϊ⸱ӲŴ㡣
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Ů˵ֹ̧̧֣
ͣһ谮١
ǰһֹ٣˿ȴǺٴûһʹʧٿҲ֪ΪΣо֣̿ȻĲٳˡ
֪ںܶ˲ϲԼ
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趼ҪˣҪô죿
ǼҪ˵㲻Ҫϵ˭֪أȥЩ꣬㻹޳𣿡
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ĻᣬȣҲֻ಻......ҲҵĴСǣǳһ࣬Ҳǰֻ̣ϣǰܹӾС
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ԹͩͩһɽѶ÷㣬㣬㡣
ѾԤǻʡ
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ţǽϵǱߵһڣСʱھӼҵỊ̇ҲĺѣСʱһֱҺܺá
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ͩͩȻǽϵĽԽ𣿽ϵҲһŮˡǰʡǵôڽ......ۣѹôãԭǼѧԨԴǲҲһеģ
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ҲסԼͱ˵ûжϵʵϵҲ˼ϲһŻϲһŽҪ......˵һܶ࣬һҪԼô
ܶ࣬ɷչҵҲкܶʽһҪģʲô......Ƕ˵ȴֻһҲֻһ......ԣԺҿ϶ߵģ............
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Ҳ໰ƽʱҪעϸ֮뿪ˡ
뿪̾Сջã˸......ֻϧ衣
μҺļǰ٣Ǽġ
ϴ̫̫⹫ҵ£Ҳ˵˵Լô磬ָϾϵ£ʱ趼òˣ費ֵ¸ӾȻĸ̣
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ǸʱԺŰ׳ҴûмһкӿԽôÿ
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磬ֳ£ܣ㲻ϲңֻҪΪЩʲôЩ......չԬүү˾˰æҪЩΪ......
㲡......
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Ȼŵ㲡ˣǰ˵ǴεֻǸ⣬ʱһֱڽŰܣ̲סο㣬ŷ......ǲ㣬ûסԼĸ顣
̫ϲˣǶʱҲûܾ
ҵĴˣĻ´һʼǴǻǽ˰ɣ㣬ң԰á
˵һһŮˣϲģҲ
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˵㣬ң԰áԣ֪
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ָ˵Ӻɷµ¾͵øΡҪ˵ǱˣûôûΪ˾һ겻񲡵ô˱˿ɳ֮үүѾȥѵҪΪһʱü˶𣿡
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뵽ԬҲЩŶֻ......ϧ꣬ԬԽľûд̽ЩŶֻİټ
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Ϊ֪ԬҲôһ˵ľüʮǮԼԼ濪ЩŶֻҪԬԬ˶裬ϲԬĳ......Ͼɻû֪ԬЩ
һҡҡͷҲҪʲô......ģҲҰֺǱ˵ģʲô鷳
˵ͷŹվ͵ſڡ
ַŰȴûţŰֺһֵ磬ˡμӸ߿ѧԺĵһ......Ҳ¶ԭ򡣡
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ĸ׻жս϶ҪټսݵģֻȴҲ̫çײȻĸŮ֪һۡ
⻹жӺռѵĻԼ......Խ˼£Խ񻪺ռѺܿɣŻ²ܽᡣ
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뵽һ⣬⺫ƽʱĸģ Ҳ۱ˣ ӵ˵ѧУĸŮѧǿ˵Ĺϵŵ˴ѧƼʲôģȸո˵ĻҪֶˣ ҲûôӦ......ҲǺˡ
Լ˸壬еʲôϵɣ
......ԼĵҲδ νۿʵûʲôʵ֤ǰѿļӹһ£ķ򴧶ȶѡ
ѪЩڨڨСĵص٣ ôˣⲻǿ²......٣ǲʶɣ ҪȻô
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ȻԼĹϵ
һ֮ǰǸ˵ȻŸոУ ʵ רҵѾܲ ѾѧԺ쵼ͽڵۣ ʮֿϵĲٽڶмӣҪ
һѧ϶һѧĳ󣬽ֽʵĻᣬǶøǾһҪ˵ô𣿽ѧУ׶ĺĿμӣҲμӵġ
ΪһѧԺ꼶߰˳ɵܸǣ꼶ʣ¼ģǼȳʵʵǲǸǾǸﾺʣµ
Ҫ˲֪ǼĪΪ㽫ЩȥѧԺ֪ЩԴͷʱѧԺ쵼ͽᣬǳ׵û˻ᡣ
屻˵һһ˵Ǻ׶ĺᣬָԺ쵼绰ʣµļûһ
㻹µһ߿
⻰Ҳֱ˵Ȼ϶ֻᱻװģ......һ쵽ͻųҲֻԼˡ
ʵ⻹˺١
ûװģ
ȻλȨأȴŰΪѭ˽˸˷㣬־ƾʵõĶ˳ȥ
ĸ˵Լúö飬Լһ㱾ҲûУûа취߳Ǹ˵ʱûе
˵㿴磬Ӧֵֻ֪ԼܸɵˣȻֻܸһȵһҲ......ֻѹ㣬õƥŸɵĶ
Ϊɶֲ֧飿
ֲΪӣһʲôӣ
ֻΪҲ͸ģԺӲܰ......
òһѪ˳ǿΪ˽ĺΪǰԱֻܶһŬ
ò˵Ϊ˰Ů⵽·ϿǷѾ˼
ɲ١
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Ҳﺫ٣⻰ֻһҲǸ˵˵£Ҳ˵˿Ҳ˵лģô֪Դͷ......
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ԴӸ˵˺̺Ĵ֮ҲͲҪ˽ͣÿ춼ȥ԰·һˣҪǳԶٷҪЩˮˮ͵Ļ
ﵱȻм̺裬ҲŤ󲻺˼
Ϊ֪ȻѾЩǮȴûиƱƱƱƱЩʳĸ򲻵
ȥԷǺǸЩǾͲҪ᳤Ҫ
ȥǷ׽ܺǵİչˡ
ĵڷ԰·ԵٸǺ͹Ǵ˵绰˵ڶûʲôĻϾͻ
ܺá
ϵĿΣһȥͼݹСʱûʲô£ȥ԰·緹Ǳڳ¼һϣһ룬͸кԼˡ
ճͼݴţû뵽Ȼ˺١
˵ʵô࣬Ҫٴο٣ԼλСҲˡ
ŶͬһѧԺϵġ
پվǶ......Ŀ⾹ɻǶİɣ
壬ǺҪĩȥҳԷʲôİɣ
ֵͷһð͸ϽĨȥ
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ͲؿźߵԼǰ
лҪ˵
ߵǰپͰ
üˡ
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ΪϤ˶֪һ硣
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˽ĹϵȻҲҪ˽Ϊʲô⻹һ......ЩһҲԸ˽͡
Щʺš
ľǵĿɡ
ֻһǷǮɫƢţʲô
٣ҶͼһСңȥǱ˵
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ںٵı̫࣬ǻôһ......òǰ֡
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ٿ˻ţҲû£ֱӵ԰·С¥Ǳסʲô𣿡
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һӺı飬˵˵Ļ⻹ٱֻǹ㣬ڻǼٵģעһԼУҪñ˿ӡ......ҴǸֱӸҲһӦ㡣
......
ǲǸллĺѣ
˵˾ʹ뿪
ʵﻹ԰·μҸʲôϵ......˼죬ʵǲ쿴Ǹʲôϵ......Ҳźǡ
˾Ӵ࣬ǶѧʱҲżغҵģһΪǣú޲۾ϣֺݣ̣˵ԸݵԼҸ㣿
ҪǸңźŪˡ
ο......۾ֲϹʱʲôû۾
֮ǰѩżȻᵽ˵ĳɷЩ⡣
סڷ԰·ǲǸʲôϵ......ߵôҲ֪֪֪
ġ
ô𣿡
ںתߵſڵʱͻȻ
תͷ
Ѿ̹е޿ɱܣΪʲôһҪΪ˵ʲôҾһҪעԼȥӭأ˼˲⣬ֻΪҺͱһ߸·ܴո˵ĻҪĻˣ㲻˼֮ˣˣʲôֻҪվﰭۣõ·Ҳ񶾵Ļֻ޲ûٵġ
ԶˣҲӦηηȥעԼУȥ鵽˭ɢԣȻֱǸǰɣÿܵΪԼ˵Ļ𡣡
Ц˵ǸɵǺǱ㱣̫˰ɡǻûȴֶסˣֻñίޱȣᶼ
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ٵ ҧ Ȧˡ
ӣ ԭΪȻٵԼ˵ʲôֱӸҴҲһӦ㡱ࡣ
ϲ٣Ϊϲٶֹ̬ͬȣһ¹ո߸Ʋ˵......뺫ǰסںң϶һƲǵ̬ȣ ͲкøС
ϲǲϲ֪ҲϲԼء
ల¾ˡ
˵˼仰 ǰȦͺˡ
һҪ޳ӡ
뵽ôǹԼ
ٵ°ɴҲ֮......ûֱӰ¸˵ ߲Ųʡ
˵⣬ûĴ⡣
ҲԼµȦԭ
͸һҪ飬 ֹܽͬһҪֹͬͻּһ......ܲĹȥ Ҳ±˵һж߰Ǻѽܵġ
ˣСƽϡ
̾˿лл¡
ʶĳ ҸǽӴҲ֪......Ŷ֪û˸˵ ⹫ǰǵĴʱң Ĳӻйﶼ֪ģ ûˡ
ֵ Щʵ ޿ɱܣҾͱȥܣȻеԼ飬£Ǿ͸˱˵ĶⴧˣΪԼˡ
ʵ⸱ӡ
ڱﲻסڷɫ㲻Ҵʰ̯ӣ
˵ٺ̵Ҳʰ̯ӡ
վڸߴ˭˵
......
ò˵⻰ȻЩԷ
ܲ˵ûкǣĴԭһɣ
ֻǿĻܵ˺ѡ
ʱռѺ磬ûкǣܻܿᱻ˺һ
ʵ
ܸܲ˵Ըʰ̯ӣǷ޵£ܲšɣ
Ǻ룬ȷҺܶ࣬Ҳûйʲô̯ӸʰҲûԼһֱھԼ£㿴ҵĴѧԼİɣ
ֻǵȷΪڣЩĵѡ
һĺ٣......Ŷ
ɫǺ죬֪᲻ôĺ٣ֽһز²⵽ʲô
......Լûмһܰڵ꣬ʰ̯ӵ˰ɡ
ǰ뱲һİְڵ꣬ʰ̯ӣϰ˱Ӧһڵ뱲ӡ
裬˵һĻ......
裬ЩֻĲ²⣬Աֻܵ㵽Ϊֹ˵öˣΪǣˡ
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˵껰ȥ˷԰·Է......˺٣ǲܲ......ȻһʼԤϵֻǻû뵽ô졣
극ָǴ˸绰
е⡣
٣֮ǰû绰ġ
ǲ֪ʲô£ܹǸ˵ġ
켸
Ѿ˵ˡ
ǻǵ˰͹ȥŰ˵ܵɡôˣ
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ҪߣȻᱧظŵ绰ȴ˵Ҳ㡱ֻ
Ȼġ
ѧϰ𣿡
ǵûС
͸˵һÿһѧϰ˵һ̵ĿȻͻȻǣҸ̵ĹϵǰԬйԼ飬ѧУ֪Ҳ϶˴л......ҲΪ͸̶ϾϵԬ......᲻𣿡
ڵ绰ͷɫȥ
ɲʲôƸ챯µˣĲûͻȻðôһ仰
ʵȻ᲻ˡ
ԬûŮ֮飬ԬȴԶδˡ
ֻûа취ʵܸԽϿϵֻܰԼѹסѡ
׼ǲǷʲôʱ򣬶ȴѾԹ˵ҪôžԣҴ֮󣬾ʹ͹ѧУתȦһȥ̣һݷһԺ쵼־ú̫ߵ......ʵûǰѹӹһס......᲻Һ㣿ӹסԭҲǳڶԹĿǣȻΪԼеھ......
ദˣĻԴҲȼˡ
Ĵ⻹ǹϱƽˡ
ɫҲ
õġ㲻ĻҿȥѧУһξݽ
ʲʲô
еͣӦܿ͵ˡ
Ҳ̫ߵЩɣ
ѧУĺܶȡɲ˵ΪıõЩԴġ
绰Ϊٹ˵ǷôһЩҲûˣҲʱԺ
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ϵȹ˯ˣ⼸ǲǷʲô¡
ɲԼԬ¡
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ڳһƬܾر飬᲻ͬ⣿
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˵ʵƫƫȷһס
ȴҲԸ׷Ź
ЦҪԣ
ҲûգֻûƤǰס첲Ҳѽ㲻֪纫˵ʱ۾......˵Ҳʰ̯ӣƽʱôݵ˰˵п......
ǰιǲҲڰʰ̯Ӱ
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Ǻòûˣ£Ҫǰôڻôˡ
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ӣٽӽҪǼõ壬ܼٽõͷٽӽ......ɲҪĹġ
ͷҲģԺһᾡٸӴġ
ԴҶá
ס˲ĲӣԲ𡣡
ʵҲöԲԬ
̬ģ壬Ż˶˺
ʵѾߵһǾֻܼȥҪͷˡ
ʲôԲҵģ

ɲҪĶԲŮ֮ϡ
̾˿Ҳ֪ҿ϶ˣΪô࣬һǻѹ......뵽֮ǰ꣬ǰߣ˺ͼѵʱҲߣ㻹ܾһ飬뵽ЩҾ;òܡҺСʱʶ㣬һõġ
뵽Щ;Ϣ
ϸ˵꣬ʱڵôã
ˣֻǸ׺......Ũʱܻỻŷʽĸ......뵽ԽԭȵպͲݾ㶼ɢȥҪЩеûģ˵Щû
ѾţרĶžˡ
һ㶣漴
ҲֵúܣʱʲôҸ˵һҲûУֻҪһ˵ЩʾĻͻź......ʱȫıưɡ
קǰѣͷûаɣֲһʱ¡



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Ͽһ ȻŶ ſ Ǿ˯ɣǻҪȥϳǡ
תҲ̫˰ɣ
׼˯һʱЩ¡
һ£ԭȵĽźͺҲɢˡ
Ҫ˵Ļû˵......ͺúõģô˵˯˯أ
קק û
ſȥգ Ĵཿ ƤֲڣֻĦѪ١
Ǳۣ ſϣЩί㶼ҵ𣿡

Ȼ롣
һҪ
Ǻ̫˽ˡ
˺ܶʱ򶼲ͬһƵ......Ҳǡ
ֻҪᣬ һǶ춯ֶţػʽ......⣬ȻҲܣܶʱܣ ΪҪıҪҪҶˡ
öûȻûдھ˯......Ҳ˯š
ֻԼһ ¶˵ѡ
ָĺ󱳲
²ӵλã ţ һӽ ס ֡
ˡ
˶Ա˴˵ķӦѾˡ
Ȼܶźš
һŵҲܸ......Ҫ˯Żʧ䡣
̣˵˵
˿ã
˵ʲô
סѾˡ
Ц˳شϻȥĸ첲ʵ캫˵ң˵Ҿʰ̯......ǰҲ˵ң˵ֻѪǣô𣿡
ȻԼš
ڵ̫ˣ̫ˣõҸ֮Ҳôһ˿̻
ΪһжͻȻġ
Ÿոʮ꣬ȻͻȻлһ......ƽʱʱ򻹺ãʲôʱżͻãһǲֻһ......Ϊ˺иĲеڴ......֪᲻һξˣȻͻصʵеʮꡣ
ܣصʮ꣬Ҳһġ
ǣҴģİɣ
ǸԻ·
ͣ˵ô......ЩǷ̫̫ƽƵģǺѪĸԸȣкη
ţûôþ͸ˡ
......
ʲô̻ʲôΣȫûˡ
ͷҧҧ¡
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......
ġ
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Ҳϲϵźӡ
ֻ......ԼܲҪô۾ͺˡ
Ȳ˲ιǣ㰮𣿡
һѿס˿ŵ㵽Ҫ˵Ҫ֤жమ㣿
һ졣
ͷҧҧȴ˵
ǵһ
ʹǣ......֪뿪Ҵɩ˵˵ǾˣƣСͶԼϣԾҪҲԼ......ɩ˵Ҫ㲻Ҫ첻ԣòã
ǣ......
ǼֱҪ......
ι
ĥ㲻֪ĺð㣬ÿʱһҾʲô......Ժòã
һ˰һҪС
ȵʱȫƣܿͻݣȫ뱻ܵļޣﻹܷļǵ
Ѿеܲˡ
һ¹˹ãԡ
Ҫ
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ڶ캫ѵʱɫ΢ס
˯СèһŵüͷһЩ΢΢ţԼЩʹӡ
˺һ̲סֵͷشϵµ
Ҫԣȫʧ......
ʱˮ۾......ô᲻
ϵ⡣
ĶӲģֻġ
̡һ۾ȴǱŵġ
ǵ棬˶۾Ȼɳ˵ҪǱ˳Ȼ˱ӣ˯˲·ȥܲ
µ컹Щġ
һϵ˲ɢɢȴġ
һСʱʮӻȴû뵽ӽֽǹչͿԺſվһˡ
ǽϣһݳ࿡ŵˡ
ԭ۲֪Щʲô
ϴЩɥʡ
ֻ̧ͷ
ǹɥʱɢȥһĨֶһЩ⿡ˡ
ǿϴһǳɫıë¡
ܳʣῡš
֮ǰû
һ˾Ѿϳ˶Է
ޱ顣
ȴôƽ
ͻȻһȥٻ̵꣬͸һǳɫıë¡
ᴩëֶԱû
˹ȥ
ԬѾӿǽϵվֱˣһֱ߽ͣ¡
˾Ƭ̣ԬûܶԷƵӰ죬ֽһֱŵһֽݸûҸȥһϼңһЩ淭Щİģȥøģʱ仹磬СͰ˯ڻû𴲰ɣҾͲȥˣøɡ
ǡŶֽӹҲ˹ˣǻû𴲣һˡ
ԬòװڳЦݾһ
ǽҲϳһˣȥ԰үүųĻˣ͸˵һһ߰ɣ˵ˣʹ绰
á
ǲϻʱټ
˵˶תȥԺӴš
ȴԬͻȻֵ꣬ʲôֶ޸ģ
˵ֵȻܲ鵽ô飬֪־ͺǶĸŮ飬ôӦҲֻ֪Ҫٵһ£Ҿͻ......صҸżҲ˰ɣ
ǻͷ
˵ʵ
ҲܸмԽ԰Ľ֮......ûԽҲûڵİˡ
ֻ˵档
ٵһ£ǰͷϲݶˡ
֪˵Щ֮뵽ľʲôֶ޸ңȻ֪־ͺĸŮģûǸũ־Щʲôϵ𣿡
־͵ȷܴǸũûʲôֱӵĹϵȴ֪Ǹũ˺üΪåҪܸĸɲӵܣ˺ӣƷԲĴڡ
Ԭɫذ
Цһ£Ӱ絽޸ңаʱ䣬Ϊԭû磬ȥһ۶û......־ͺĸŮܰס꣬Ȼܼסһ......ʵҲ֪סģҲǣʵ㸸Ԭаɣ£ϣٸйϵʵռѵĻ£Ҳһִٳɵİɣ
Щû˵
ΪûбҪ˵Ԭҵļ£ܲҲܡ
ʲôأ
Լļ¶ҪƱƣͲˡ
㲻ʲô磬ҲﲻֺֻѡҺܸˡ
ܸųܡ
Ҫˣһٽĸ顣
ȻŻԬһȥɡ
úõһĺͱƻˣԺŽȥ......뵽ԬȻҪȥϳǣ͸ˬˡ
ô겻ɢأ
һһ......ιһЩ棬ֻޱģڻصУſڴߣͷգ۾Сؿʱ򣬸ʢ......ǸոԬ˵һĻˡ



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ǰŵĶݸ
һǴĿܿƵ˺ǵϣеľĸо
ƽʱһʱҪһЩ뵽ԺԼ£ſǰܲܿ......ȻԱߣܲҲͻȻͱġ
˭֪ǿˡ
ôҲӦôʱ˿̳Ԭ
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ں˺ƽ֡ˡ
ʱǻɫһԲͰѶݸ......ôое㲻õӡ
΢Դ͵ۿ......Ҫ
ȻȥǴ֪ʲôĶҲûƽһװģ경󺹣ֽӹǴֱӷŵԱߣ͹ڳ̽§סĲӣû㣬Ծصؿڲܲġ
϶ǺҺճવġ
ͷģͷѩ׵Ĳ¶ɫĺۼ......Ȼ֪ڸҲǴףȴǨŭϡ
οһԻ
û˳£Ȼ̻һϼңϼùģ˵һЩ

ϵЦһӾͽ
֣򿪿ȥϴ衣
ľ㶵ؿȥıӰ˲ȥֽȻһȥǸֽ
һӣ򿪺иǷŵһԣͿһЩ  ĶһӣһκС
κУͿĿкܶණ
󲿷ƷܺãҲʲôرصĶС׹Сӣ鷢Уʯ......ȻԼûʲôصΣÿ̵ѵԸֲʵƷʻ˽ġ
ᲦŪһЩΣȥ²һţŷдԽתŮ
һǡתŮ֣Ӿһᣬˡ
⣬ֽͿҳ㣬ȴԿóż鸡ʲݵּ

㿴ŵʱҲԼܴ˰ɡ
ܱǸ㳤󣬲ܸһŮɳӦеĺǻչˡ
ܷµź......ΨƽܳҸӡ
뿪̫磬ʱѾûκҵļ䣬⹫Żо˾ǵļ䡣
һҴСأδжֵǮÿһҵһ䣬һʱ⣬ԭһֱţЩҪ߲ʱóżһͿѰҵһЩյӰӣʱÿһͿԸ˵һι¡
ϧƮ㣬ҾֻֽܼϣҪ㳤֮󣬲㷭Щ䡣
ÿ¼һ뵽Լʱõİ뵽絶
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ĨĨᣬּż²
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´ģ˵ֵģҲСö̫ϸˡ
һǴ˴Ӣѧʱ͸յʱܸˣ˾˵СˣԺܴ͵ĶˣһҪ˵С
Ǵ˺ҲûаѣΪսսˣõϢ֮⹫һ˼ʮ꣬Ҳһӻ
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ǻʱѾ棬
һЩͼ²ߣУȻôˣ
ҡͷ
УϵζһƽȻְǷźͼ²ݸ
ŷ²ʱ򣬲Ҳ֪ôˣ֮ǰѾ˵ܶ⹫ҵ£ٷĸ׵ļ¼ǰúܺãҸɲ֪ΪʲôǺѹ
Ǵ֪Ϊʲôѹ
ʱ̫ȴǰ㣬ԭǱܳ谮ĸֳĻŵ֮ŮȴһˣᲡţ׵Ůڼĸ̽бĥ
ûʲôȰοġ
Լܵڹ
֣⹫ŵȷ
ᡱһ¾ʹ˳Բ۾
ոյ˸һɢ
ϻء
Բ۾ëʪأ˵Ŀɰ
ְĨĨᣬҲڣЩҲҸողŵõϢ......ٷ飬׳˵ģֻ⣬ҪҲ£ٵȵȣܻлġ
˵⣬һʱЩת룬֪öʣǲ......ԭȶǾЩ棬Դ˵ôľ£ֿ  ļ²͸Ӻˡ
ȴ϶˵ֻǼ򵥵һֱΪ£ֻҪ֪ǰþˣԺǵ......ٱͱֻΪȺʵǺܹ㣬ûң֯Ҳչġ
㶣漴ҡҡͷ
ſУԼĪȾĸ׵¿һ˵⹫£ڻЩ顣
쳤Զ޳Īû㣬ˡ
˿
ȷʵ뵽ЩҲۺµúܡ
˵һ£Ѿר־ͽרŵˣغܿͻõɵƲãռѣ㲻ǵΪֻĻ֮ˣҲʱ˵Ĵѧֶͨε˵ģټȻҵˣʵǻλרҵγɼ˵ǲʸҵģŴѧҲܿгͷֶγġ
ٴεɴ۾
ǿЦ£ͷʵ𣿡
Ȼܸˡ
˵ҪɣʵȷͦСҼǳġ
ֻͲ񻪺ռԽԽá
˻¾͸ܵͷ
֪һӦúѲϵǸǸжܵﵹһȫˣͷߣ΢һתͷıȻĲӡ
һģſɵ˯£ϣݵǹ˼壬࣬-ҲǺܿͱȼˡ
·ܿͱ
ֻǾѾ·ʱȴһ
֣
溰ϴˢˣ㲻Ҫ͵˯ˣȥ緹
ǵֽס
һ
ڼҵʱŶסģӺһɤӣʲô˼ȥ
ԳԵЦţȻߵҪҪ
һ㶼ٶҪ
ϴ˱ӣ˳˯Ȼʮ·ȥкȥˡ
*****
У쵼ͽѧԺѧԺ쵼ȷѾٿռѴõĻ顣
´
˵ڵ־Ͱʱֶβã¸вΣֶΰĴѧѧʸֽŮռѣҪѧУϸռѵУ֣ѧҵ֤Чԡ
ȻԺ쵼飬ŷռѵУκרҵγɼϱҵҪ
мֽҳ˺ܶռΪҵƿγɼĲΪ
ҵ֤϶Ҫˡ
һԬйϵǰΪռԬδġϱռУڼʮֹյԺ쵼Ҳ֪ռѸԬԼ£õϢ˲ϸԽͨ͸Ͻһ绰ռѵĵλռѡ
ռ춼ľϰࡣ
ǰոյ֪˾־ͱͻȻѺˡ
ľսŬǰ˾ûбѺ......Ǽﲢû£ȻԭΣҲûܵʲôطǼﱻ˸׳죬⼸ŪĲﶼ˶ѡ
֮ǰѾѹ˾ˣ͵͵һҲһЩǰ־Ҫģֵ̫ǮҲʤ......ϣһĹ켣һһιѺҲֻһ
ûԬսҪ飬ֻƴץϵĶҪôƾǰļٷˡ
ΪϸĩոշЩ£شʼջ㷵ġ
ܾûᷢЩʲô
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ռҲ֪˭Լ绰
裬Ҳ񣬷ܲʲôĵ绰
˵ʵ⼸Ѿǵĵ绰......Ҫǿ޿ģҪ˵ΪŰǸ㵽ص......ðɣռ뷴뵽ǰѣгĹ˵ҲδԣȻռѻǾøԼ޹ء
˾˵ģɴ˺ְŪôкЩ£
ռʣԼѾӽǿǰļ䣬Լ侲ϸδܵĻᣬֻҪץ׼ᣬδûзĿܣǿס
ﻹԸǵĿ޿ͱԹ
շҴлţ칫ҵҲٲӵ绰Ҳȥˡ
ĥȥ˵绰鲻ԸءιһһеϤѾЩңԶ
ιСΨˡ
ռһ㶣ܿͷһ
Σô绰ˣʲôҪ𣿡
Ψʱûѡ
СգѧУˡʱͷǲǵʲôˣѧУͻȻٿ飬˵ĴѧòֶεģѧڼĸԾͳɼҵƺֶ˳˵ɼԺԾʵóɼѧУڲѾջĴѧҵ֤飬ͬʱҪͨˣЩĿʦпĿϸ......СգСգ
绰ռѵϻһӾ̱ϡ

ջҵĴռҲ֪Լ˵˾ʲôȻججأתͻԼλá
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ԣҲ֪Լֲ˶ãԾ˵£Ȼͬ°æ쵼˵һŰ뿪˵λ
ҪȥҪô죿
ְ
ûѧ......ǺܿĹҲܿûˣסĵطܶûˡ
ǰļ䣬ʲôã
кܶ࣬Ҳеӣл
ʲô
ͷӣ
û˹ԼסĵطûˣѶûˣǮӣ
ʧǵڳĴš
ͻȻһǿɨĴɲãȻ־ֵ̧ͷĿͶ˻˾Ų׺ֿ־񣬡顱һһʹʲô֪ˡ
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ԬѶ͵˷԰·ͻ˼ҡ
صҵʱʱҲ磬ԽڳæµţֲڣʱӦ¥»԰̫
߻Լ䣬˿̨һϡ
á
Խ˿ŵĶڼżͷһۣųŵĲͿԬŻԼ䡣
ûгȥȹļ嵽ˣ˳˵˿ϣȥ˶ӷ䡣
һ𣿡
ԬͷһۣҲһۣܿͼ棬ûУˡ
һ㶣ϸɫ
ɫף۾Զȴûʲô۽ʲôʲôû롣
ЩŻһЩţԽԭԼøġ
ͬе£ϴ绰ȥҲˡ
ɶ˵Ҫȥһˡ
˵ʲôøҲԸ˳һȥ
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ﲻʹ죬Ҳ
˼Ҳʹ졣
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Ҳ԰á
Ӷ԰Ҳá
ǲһ
ǴСϰԵضչˣá
ڰΪ񻪺ռĸŮίʱֻһкóԵĵģһ˵һ䡰ǡʵûĿο
ʱĵ񻪺ռǡ
Ҳռѿɳ֮
ǲֱͬѹذ⡣
ԼķΧ֮ڣķ꣬ί
ĸŮܱز̽ǵĶ⣬Ȼֱǡ
ķֱ
ǴСڳͰȫл³СǻϲԼӣϲº֪֪⡣
ͬû˱ԽǸôȱȫУôеһӡ
Ҫһǡ
ԲѾ޸ǣѾͺһӵ⡣
ԶӶϺǣûκʤ㡣
˿ǵĸ顣
˵ҪȥͶǾͰɡ
һҲá
Ҫ߹һΣǰС
ԽãҲӦø̵ʶԼĲ㣬øǿ
⸱Ӧеϡ
ҪȥүүɣҺֹȥˡ
ԬԭڷŴ
仰תͷ裬ĬƬ֮ҡҡͷ裬û£Ҳõһʲôŵ
Цһ£ʵҼ˵껰֮󣬾ѾĴκˡ裬Ҳ䡣ҵ  һ磬Ҫ˱չ˵ʱҲߣҾѾʧȥʸˡ
૵ʵҺܸˣܹô......֮ǰһֱҡڣΪʹھΣίֻΪȲ......ѿˡ
Խô˵һֱŵǷˡ
⣬ȥǵĿġ
ô쿴͸ο
ܿͷԼο̫ˡ
Ԭ˵Щȴ̧ͷܹǰô꣬裬Ҳ˵ģһʼҶڣܻģһԼһԴġ
Խ˵ͷȻܺãųأ
Ԭ̧ͷ衣
˳ǣֻҪԸ⣬Ҳýܡ
Խ......
һᶨ˿Ŷӵ飬Ҳе㻳Լ֮ǰ뷨Բˡ
ҡҡͷ±ȵĵľҪúܶࡣ
ɣУˣȥʢһ԰ɣõˡ
Խ˵ת뿪
ɾ֮ǰȴ裬ִλãǲҲһǲ֪ǶĸŮĻʱȴŸ˵ֹȥҰҲԸռѶʱΣԼͥҴӦ˻......ûй˼ҲԼµľ
裬ĺ𣿡
ԽĽŲ˶١
򴽣ðŵûֵȱҶ֪Ҳûеŵ㣬㲻Ҫ̫ˡ
˵Ȼһɷ򣬺øס
Ȱҵĸ׽Ķûа죬ЩѾǴ󲿷˶ˡ
*****
ʮʱԬȥ˷԰·
ǻϣһȥϳǡ
ԬԺԺԺгֱӾͰԺĳ˳
ֿԬ
˷ֿʱһӣڵָֻ
˹
ԬһݵĽģ͡
˵ҪҪһ
е㱻ջ
Ǹĺ......ʵͦ׽ģϽҷǰŮĻµʱȫ̶ں濴ţЩǲ̫......֪ǰ飬ԾǵĻ
һһС˸Ŀģһļϡ
ü
Ԭܰۡ
˶ܰۡ
һԬקסɫƣҪֹĺǣùȥ̻гһɣԱߡ
ڣ϶Ҫںġ
΢㶡
һȨһ£û˵ʲôֱϳˡ
Ҳͬˡ
ԹͺûԬҵĳ
ԽԬʲô
Ԭ˷Ƥǰ棬ں治˵˵ɣһͦϲġ
Խˡ
ŶӵĻ
͹ǸӣǰСʱӰӣϡúܣӻϲҲûʲôֵġ
ǿ
ͻЦ˳ƽʱͦģб˰ӣ㻹ˣȻĲ𣿡
˵⻰е㲻׵ֻԼһ쬵Ŀ⣬װķ羰ȥˡ
һߣŪһģͣͷû̧Ԭ壬ҰˣǲֺҰҰ˵û
Ԭ......
Ҫںǰ˵û
Ͳ
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Ԭúܡ
ܸܲӼƽϰɣ
ο˼˵⻰ʱû㡣
ٺ СӸƽȥ ƤЦⲻЦҪԼôû ҶûһиĿĵĲɣ
̧Ƥ
ʲô
ԬĴ۾һʱҭһ¡
ɰӽľҲûС
룬 ˸˵ ΪʲôֺΪϲ㣿
ðɡ
ʼ磬 ôһĲɵӿɲжϲңϳʱҪ......ľͲ
Ԭ......
һԱЦ˳ û£ ҲƽϣҰ費㣬 һԸġ
Ԭ......
ΪʲôС
Сôᣬ ô˰
ʡǵϳǿҪСʱ
һ·Ԭ͹һģͣһ߻졣
ԬȫǹĶ......ؼܸӼƽϣԻ·棬ֻųԱķݡ
Խһ· żͷһۣȴͻȻûѹӻؼסһʱ䣬 Ӵžȫ......֪̺̺һ˼Ҫӵ԰·ס֮⣬˵
ŶкҴ......ĺö˵
һ߳ϳֵúܡ
һ߳ϵȴһЩơ
Ϊû˹
ΪԽϳ֮ǰһţδģ ĸʼͶ϶дġ
ſܿ졣
Ҫ߳ȴףοǿųҲ˲Ϻ
ֻгʱŻְһ
͵͵һû£ֻѹڲʱһֱǣңһֱҽӿܲùҲһᱻ......ʵǰ˺ܶలţҰ˵ٻˣҰִӦһҪסүү̼ס꣬˵̸н֮飬ƷҲѰ˿ɱȣ˽̵ģԾͰн⹫һЩŶ黭͸̣һҪ̵ҳ⣬˶......ԭҺͳĻġ
ҺܣΪǰô龫Ϊҳı......ҰĶȷһӣһݣݵӲϸϸĵʵҰݣһҵż棬йҰֵҼʱøңһǼҰľɻǱ......ûŹҰ֣ڸİУϷҰֺȢǸӣʵͲܻȫ
Ȼܡ
ܡ
ʣˣѹǣô˼¹ȫ
ᡣ
Ϊ
ԼҪˣȴȫԼɷỤŮȫһּ尾
ؼǣȷǶԵġ
Ҿôİţǲһ㱻ĸŮ
̲סֲȣҶҸޣ͸ˡ
͵ؽսһɽȻɲס˳
һЩãȻôˣ
תͷ̾˿ô......´㻹Ǻ͹ں档
ԡ
㲻˵ջȥȻ͵ͷĴ꣬Ȼͷ˽ȥסСࡣ
ȻЩ㲻״......һƬɽУڸǹսһƬɽ֮󣬳żȥĳûκˣԬҵĳǰ·ȥˣҲıײ......ʹڼ֮УúܣţҲܿˡӡȥһͲĲӴôˣ
ȴ˲ϻ֮󣬲ŰԼϣһ۾գҪ񡣡
......
һȵ÷̣˵˵
ѹǴ𣿡
ȻǾûǸ˼ȴ顱
Ҫ𣿡
̣ľò
⣬·ϣ𣿡
ȷеˡ
ٵͷĲӣȻ˺һŷԱߣȻޱ˼ʻ

תͷͷϵĺֺ͸첲......ڡ顱ģĪЩЦ
*****
ҳ֮ǰԬͺսͨ绰
սݺѾЭ顣
һʼȻ顣
Ŀɽ־ͻȻѺ飬һǸԬУİйأĵҲһȫйˡ
ôսȴҪ......ΪҲȥλ֣Ϊֻ֪Ҫһ֣˵ԬУ£ٱ죬ȻԼŮ͵ĴѧȥѧֻҪһ˿¶񶾼ĸɷǰͷŮʵ......Ȿͷϴڵ뷨ϸ֤ġ
ҪǸֻ֣᳹һͿء
սݷ޶ʮ꣬жڣҲսݷǳ˽⣬ֻʾͿ˵Ĳ֪......
սݵ׻ˡ
ȻǼˣȴͬÿ¸ʮǮѣ⻹ڸһСӣȻ񲻸һȥסƽʱҲȥչ......˵御ˡ
սҲԬнͣԬУ񻪵ȷʲô֪顣
ռѸ־Ҫü°סԬѾٱԬУ......ʼ־ͺռѵȻ£ٱʹ˵Ǳ߶ˣǷҲû......ֻǻǼ˵ûҪԬУͺ˼Ƕ......˭֪ء
ЩԬиԽ˵ˣȻҲ֪ˡ
ʱֻһû˵ʲô
˽ȴǵԬүү£֤Żֻϡ࣬ϸأڣ˵ˣ˭֪˿ģ˹ϵ......˵񻪺һһˡ
ѾϾ˹ϵûĸ׵أ
ʼ磬Ҳǡ
ҪǹúãͶġ
ûôͶ......ģ˵ʵҪ粻ˣÿ¸Ǯ......
ܲ񻪺ùġ
һԹȥռҡ
öĹǰ滹˳
ӦرҪöʱ񻪺һռ......Ļ˵֮ǰռȥС¥˽˭֪˶ȥöʱûǾԱ߲źãһʲô˵ģҲܼʱʡ
սݶҪ......񻪺Ͷǰ޵
һһж˵壬һƬԸⱻȾҲԸⱻ񻪿š
µĲ޴󣬲Ʋ¶ף񻪺Ԭǰ¶Щûл......Ҫ󣬺Ҳ˵£սֻľսεشӦ......ʵԺҲȫΣزҲûκΰ취ˡ
սʱȻȴǸ̰Ƶˡ
ԭȷǴһЩռѺ񻪣һЩ
ҲΪµĲ޴ֻҪ΢һ㣬ѾǺܴĲƸ񻪺ĺ뱲ӶˣȴκӰ......
еӣǻһıҪȫҲֻܰµĲﶼ˳
˶ԶʱҲûˡ
˺Ǻսݣ˶˿š
սݸƻľС
ЩӣжǰϼϷǱڻġ
ս֮󣬾ȴһӡ
Ǻż
żϸһ飬Ȼҳһϸĵӡ
սݿǷݵӵʱ죬ɫЩɥҲû˵ʲô
ž֮ǰǸκУγѾĺ룬񻪵ҲѾҪ˻
ٽŻһκУξ͸ˣ嵥ϸһͿˡ
һһЩ
սݵսң⹫ҵĲҵռռӵǱռȥǰʲôȴڣûãͶŰɡ
һкء
ûдҲѾ֪ʲôһнͽҡ
ûϸ㣬ֻǿһ۾ͿˣȻֵȫ𣿡
սݵ˵ͷҡҡͷЩѵʱһЩá



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ɫƽ, Ǿ£ʲô
սſڣĻյߣȴ˻ȥ
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ֲʲôЦ⣬, ˵ζ, ˸ӵĲڡ
սΪʲôѻͻȻ˻ȥأ
ΪһζЩǮʱ񻪽ʱ
һ򷿵Ļ, 򷿵ʱ򣬽ʱ
ٽһβȥʡǺȥ׶ʱ
ҳ¼Ǯʱ
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кܶʱ
սǰûϸЩ, ʱŷЩõǮǸ޹صģΪ񻪻߶
ѧУʱҲ, һӣЩ껹ϰ, Щ͹ŵ
ƷʵҪȴܸ, ÿĹʶһ˻......ҪҲǼһƷʺܸ, ǰһʱϰ, Ҳʲô, 񻪼޸֮Ҳݳ
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ʱҲôġ
һֱԼһܺõĸס
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ԼĬĬʹࡣ
Ρ
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һֱΪԼѾá
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ɲںսɫȥΪʲô
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սɫѿʵҶһЩõѣ㲻Ļ񻪰æһ......ҲҶ㣬ΪСʱΪ˱ҸռһͬʣǲɶɶɶһʽУĹʾĶģǾǮ
սݣ......
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ƫƫЩ治ǰ
ˣҲֻɥùֽʣǷǩԼ֡
ǩ֮󵽵ײģ̾Ϣһ૵ʮĸŮ֮飬ͼ򵥵Ǯ𣿡
ʮĸŮ֮飿
Ƿ־һ٣ǲºƽȥ
еĳξҲĮȡ
Цһ£ᣬȴУӵʲôũȥ죬мذŪߣϾϵԼȴź޼ŮӣǮĺʱʲôŮ֮飿
֪ȥǸʲôũǿ־;ѡѺ˲å͸ķũһģͲǲ޵......˺磬¶ܸɾ㻹̸Ů֮飿
սһӲҰס
......ʱңʱΪ־ͺ񻪶ģǰ......ʱȴһ䶼Ͳ
һָЩ棬㵹ǻסµЩҪũˣҲܸļ޶İõļǮŸ......
սݣ......
ϼûЩŽĳʱԭΪж
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޲һ¸Ůϵ......һжǷͼĻб÷顣
ӸĴ
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Щҵļ
̾˿УʮЩϼңȥһ𣿡
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......ҲҿȻЩû......УˣеڶţµĶӣ˵еţȴֻһ衣
Ҳ㽫֮׻Ķó裬ȴΪ......Щʱзġ
սɫࡣ
һʦȴ˵һֻܱͬһʱһȥϼңһ𷭲ĶЩȥ
еڽˡ
սҲȥһ;
ֽסľУǾ޴ʧ䡣
ԶȥˣбõĶҲԶȥˣֻͽصмͿռš
һβĵĲԭ°ְ𣿡
ûаֽиǡ
Լߡ
ս⻰תͷһĿҲ֪ǱȻ
УƲɼáʵҲûж㣬ңЩҲ˵ôֱס
Ե̱ܿƵġ
ҡҡͷȥ֮ڹ¼źʵʵڵ֮䣬ѡʵʵڵ飬ұ˾ٱ֮Ů֮䣬ѡ......ЩҲĴ֮Զѡ
޻ڣȻѾѡˣ͵óеЩѡ֮ĺ˵ҹĻˣͻҪռһ֮Ĳ黹ķοͺô......ҲҲӵµľ޴ĲƸĺôûܰеĺôȫˣȴһ㲻óе֮ķպͻġ
Щ£㻹һе˵ԭĻУԭ񻪣һ¸ѣϸĵذס......İҵŮҲЩ
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ǸԬпˣպңףôĸ飬ҲɵЩȻ
ĸŮﲻˡսҲдôҲĸףҲȷĺЩ
û˵ʲôҲûʲôüͷ

ɲںô롣
ߵǰ......ŮôĴʰĸɾúܣһҲݣһ......Ҳǲϣֻǿӳѡ
ڨЦһ¡
ȻŮ̵˽սݣ֪ʲôķʽ
ֻҪսһûסٹһδ......νʵҲ˵ˡ
£սݵĲᶨҲ϶ᷢ¡
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ĸŮù
񻪣ЦһʵǾٱҲҵȷʱҹӣ㿴ϱŵĶ֪жǮ𣿾ռѿеǸС¥ķ֪жٸ
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ʱǻ֪ǶǮ......ڿˣǲǺܺڵ껹ôƣֱŪӰŪˣϧںڶûˡ
Ŷ˳˵һռѻ
õЩѾУ......˵ʵҲԩ㣬ЩĺӣҲ˵õǮռƷԣЩӦҲûձ͵Ķɡ
񻪻ûӶǰŮ˵Թת
սͷȴ͵һ
תͷսݣУԭûҲˣѾҾ֣֮ǰܶ˳һˮ㣬̰-ְΪᱻץһһٵģУһԺãԼ˵ϿȴʮֲûǺúòɡ
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˵͸ǴŹԽǼ˴к뿪ˡ
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׷ȥ㡱
ͷͷڨһ£ת뿪ˡ
սɫͬһѿ
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սȴǸоӡ
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˵ҡҡͷҲŲԸԽԬһ뿪ˡ
Ҳûж࿴һۡ
ǰŮ˻ãȴû뵽Ȼô
ڻΪսǸܺߣǱ񻪸......
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ֻʣ̱սݣڽﱻšˣ־ֿ񻪣ԼһãȻʧ
˰ΣǰӵĻһݡ
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ͺǰǸԵļŮ
ĸ
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ֻڵ˶ദ-ףҲ֪ʲôʱһͻᱬˡ
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ڱһ̧ͷӣǷ......Ҳ֪Ůˣ϶ʲʲôġ
£ԬУ£֤ݰǰͲġ
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*****
뿪ռ֮ʹźǻйȥϳǵĴɽ԰
ĸ
ԬУҲ
ȴûԼһȥ
ԽҲ֪ʱ϶뵥żȥģֿˡ
Ϊ
ҲǴɽ԰شƫƧɽ䣬Щ׷ţķĹȴûܵɧš
İ׾շŵĹǰһסţڻˣŹ£Ĺϵ֣裬Բôû㣬϶㵣˰ɣ㲻õˣѾˣ˺ܰҵˣ⹫ʹһᱣˡ
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תͷԭ۾Щʪʪģȴ̲סЦ˳
šһԣйš  
˵ͷţǺ飬ģԺһᱣģһ۸
ЦЦתͷһ۹Լһĺǡ
룬϶İɡ
ס֣ĸһᱣԼҪҪ
ȴЦŵ裬Ӧһľˣһ˵ĳŵԶġԲԣ
ԡ

˿Լ裬еֱ˵
裬ԺҲһľˡ
Ӻг֣תͷĹЦţ֪㲻ǾˣҲ㣬˭ҶأԶı䲻˵......㿴ֶʮʶ㰢裬һڰߣ˭ȽҪ
ͬѧ˲ͱˡ
㣬°Ͷ̧øЩҲͲּƽˡ
һ˼ĸ֮ȥԬУķǰݣȻԽԬԼĸס
ʱ˾ֱӿʡǡ
ʱйڣܶ໰˵
ϵʱʺǣǲǾҶҰ̫̱ˣ
üǵЩܿӣһһ涼ûи......ҿȻñͿܣҲûʲôǾ......һ뵽Ұ裬ͺܡ
Ѿϵˡ
һֱûг
΢ԴʵܶǰʵˣҰʱںҰ裬Ұȥ֮ٶİҲȲʵʵڵ飬˶ˣ˵ˣдʮããҲȢӣСΩгʶң
ŵÿĺ걶˼䡯......ʵҶ⣬ϱ鱡˻Ҫ࣬⣬ܵЩͻ𣿡
ʱûаԬ
Ϊĵǲġ
Զ񻪺ռҲܺºͣȰҪúúദʱ
Ҳ֪ΪãֻǹĿǨŭܲƽ
ģԼܿƵġ
ˣ˵ܸüûʲôÿġ
ƫƫǰµĺӰ˺˵ۡ
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Ҫ
ġ
ͻȻˣҲܿͻȢŮǲǣ
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ڻУ̾˿ţǼ⡣㿴ĲǺԼŻȢڱˣʹܰԼӣˣȢԭΪܲĹ¼Űɡãܲ˵𣿡
е˵
૵ʵԸԭ......Ϊ˵ֻңᰮϱˣԲȢˡ
Ҳģ
ͷ˵Ļܾͻ˵ֻǺ㣬û˵
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Ǳ˵㡣
Ͳ˲Ƚ˵Ҿġ
ǣ......
лҪ˵ҪҪ
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һ³ִ󸧹˿ϷǶ˻Уô˺һŵǰ͸˵֮ǰûаһˣҲûȥһˣԼ
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Խ߾ʼţǸ߾ϵͳؽʿѵģرæµ߾һֱڣûлعһμҡ
Ҳǵصظһ绰ᣬÿ춼ܸ绰
ʲôҲܼʱ......Ȼ绰¼ģԷ֮Ҳʲô˵
ͨ˵绰ڵİոջڷĸֻ㱨һ顣
ȻЩȻʡˡ
صǣ̴һʡǣˣһʮǮȥӣһң
ŵ绰˰Ρ
ӵ绰
ܹԵذѵ绰ݸ衣
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Լ˵İûţ֦ͺһӣٴӣҪû˰æŸӴŹ䵽ﻹꡣ
ԼҲò˼Ŷĺӡ
˵ְʮǮô¸ǽһ顣
ɫڳһƬ
Ӻúúһ飬óȥͺǣͻơ
˵Ĺִ顱͹Ǻŵ绰ߺͷˡ
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Ҳһ˺һĶСˣššҵȻȥ⼸ûţۿ뿪ʡ֮ǰҶˣóȥ˭֪ǻʲô
ɲԩǡ
ͳ֦ոպã˵ﻳҰ֣úǵǮҰҰ......Ҫڳ˿գԼ˵治֪ǻʲô³
붼˻ë
Ǻһֶ˹䣬˵绰֮վƬ̣ȻתͳȥͨѶңȸҴ庫ƽһ籨յ籨֮ȥʡǣ֮ԼֱԼȥվ˵ҹ𳵾ֱӻˡ
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ͺǴϳʱһ绰߶ûء
֦Ųߡ
źڵϣȻ˵̺ͺƭӣƭϱǮϱӣΪ˶ӵǮֻˡ
קӽŲߡ
㷢ݴ򺫼ֺ⽿ޣȴײ  ˺ȥ֦......ӣ̾Ϊֹ
ô˰죬ʱһˡ
ͻ
ûиͻ绰
һȴ˵绰
Ǻ١
ȥôһ˵ѵѵ֮ﻹǾòȡ
Ҳũü֪꣬ũһЩ̫̫ȥʲô̶ȡ
뵽֪֦Ƣԣ뵽Ǻ......
ԽԽ
Ͼǻء
һһ
֪ҲͰˣ̫̫Լȥģһ£߶ĺи......뵽Ǻֵŭûס
ԼҲţ˼һΪԼ뿴ֵأԾȥѧԺ칫Ǳʶʦһ绰ؼҡ
ֽӵĵ绰
ž⣬۾Ͱ¶˵ˡ
֦ǸʲôƢԺͻôЩ翴һ
ǳӵ裬˼ųӣͬʱҲӦǳԼôӺ֦ҴǱߵ麫ͻͲٹܡ
زһ
Ӳڡ
ϱУסڷ԰·֦֣һϱ̥߳ʲô¾Ǵˡ
˵绰˾ֱˡ
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ǱǺȷſڵˡ
ȻûͻɿƣǰŵˣҲ֪Ӧòͨˡ
ҿһ۾;Щ죬ȿڶ͸һ......Ϊ˵٣͸кü
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˺ü֦תͷȻͿվſڵĺ  ͻ......ĺȻֹ
Ѿжʮûټ
ټʱȻҲˣȴƸʢüܿʱӢ䡣
ȴѾᣬû˺ɫĳ۾ʮ綼޵òѾһƤϸڵϺĿ޺
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ͻȴûʲô
תͷͷԸľ绰ȥҽԺþɼ˹˵һصĲˣҪҽԺ
˵֦ûѾſڽĺȴˡ
ϴһθ񰡣һ̫ˡ
Ҳֻһܳסˡ
......ǲƲӣ˼ɶѡ
Ҳͺͻˡ
ͻ񣬾͵绰ߣҴǹȥ
绰ء
ͻ˵ͷ˽ţԱһĸźȥ˷绰
֦֪žԱȥˡ
עںͻϣؿȻһͻ
̺˺ͻ¡
ͻͿẔ̇ڵϵ֦ʲôһأҪʲô
֦һյͨ졣
ճյĿźͻ
ʵںͻŻȥ˵ʱҪƽ飬ٸغͻġ
Ѿ˵˺ƽ֤ԺܶǮ֤ԺСӺǰ;ƽѾͬˡ
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ôôϴô˵ȲѶûá
ȻڳȢһƤ׵ܷ⣬߼·ܴŮˡ
ǣϲɶѡ
лҪ˵ϲɣСϲɡ
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91



91˺ö
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ʲôһأҪʲô
ӱתһʱʱ......֮ҲԶԶĿһۡ
ǸȢŻʱ
һƬ뵽ǰܶ£õģõģѵģʹ......Ҳһʼӵġ
Ҳйɬ󷽵ʱ......
֦㱡
ƽʱ컬ͦ˵ģʱϺͻȴ֪Ϊξ⣬һʱҲ˵
⽿޻õ㡣
Ҳֽš
֪ʱ򲻰˵Ҫˡ
ӲͷƤǰ壬壬ġڴ֪˵˵ɩʡӣɶʱֲߣ˵ȥϣһͼˣ¶ɩһ˴źûչˣԾصشǹҪչ˶ɩֻǣֻ......
չҰ裿
ͻѾŹ˷䡣
⽿ôһò죬û˼ɡ
үһֱһҲ
⽿ޣ͡һͶԺͻүү˵Ϲһӣ˵Ҫÿ¸ʮǮⷿӣ˵Ժ󶼲غҴˣҰָѶóһӡ
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ġһŴʲôᣬ˭˵ʲôл
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Щ˵
ոҲΪ־ֹͣ˶ѡ
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ȰǸػүү
ٺȰҲ
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Żˡ
Ű״ҽ̵ǣǶʲô
Ϊ׵İ״ҽλ̫̫вҪȥҽԺ飬ǲ˼ĵĻһɡ
ֿ״ҽٻͷͻҲµʲôµҪһӾ˵ͻǰ棬һס
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ûֺ֦⽿޸ûĹƵģ̫̫Ҫô죿
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⽿޾ŴȵӦðҾͲܲ
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ί
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ǰ˶ˡ
һ徲˲١
ͻ̻ǵǸչСպ͹Ѿ࣬ҪִܵţⶼĲ㡣
Цʲôϵأ˵ҲǴ˺ųչˣҲմٹ⣬ο͸ԼŮһȻܵһ˺Сʵ㲻ʲô
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ͻҲûƴǣص鷿˵һָһ뿪
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Ҫ˵Ȼûôڣʤڶغʵڣ̤ʵϸɣҲϹٺòˡ

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ΪǹֻƤè۾־Ͳèûţֱץסˡ
һ͵ۣȻײһ˫׵飬Ҳ˼۾
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˵
ָҲ̫ʵЩ
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һʱǸˣ̽ͷȥڱ׽֮ǰȴͻЦ˳ôôڣƤҲֲ࣬˺ö......ĻǲǺܼࣿ
˵ž
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ողĺ
ǿǵصص......ôҲûһӵ
˵ʵҪĶˡ
žĿǴʱһ˰㡣
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롣
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һһ˵ţúǵĶҪͳ
ոյЩҲ׿ȥ
˭ôô޸أ
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ĥʹ
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ЦòУι𣿿ɲ˭ҶԸ¹Ƶġ
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һһͷͷգ˵ġ
ʵҲЩʵĸо
Ȼε𣿻εʲô
ھ˺òһȫԼ˼ţεңǰģεȻ˯š
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硣
ѾһΡ
ֽ跿֮ûȥ......ûҲֵĺòá
ȴһָקסˣָһϵ·ˣ˯һ
ҾȥһۣҰ˯
ʲô
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Ҫȥ𣿴Сӡ
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ţҰֺòײŻһˣҲҼҰְ

ӴӴ˭㲻ˣȻ˯㲻ǼĳҪȥھֻҪˣ˵⺢ӣôôأ

תͷͱһžͳˡ
ϵʱ򳵾ͷ˷԰ƽʱŶǵĳ˾ûˣ˹ֱӳȥˡ
ίԩҲ뿴ҰһҲû˵ȥôͳ壬أ
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ͺǸû˯
ĶȻˡ
˯һ𴲳ȥкСӡ
˵ŴҪ
û֣ѾȥˣһҸһȥ
ûʲô˯⡣
һϲ˯˵Ҳ㲻ʲô
һҲ뿪Ļ
ڵʱʵҲãߣһҲ뿪
ð
졣

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ʵҲǺܾãҲ֪Ǳߺæĺܲˡ
ǱʮΡ
û˵Ǳ߾Ǳ߾ƽţ⣬һλ֮´λ֪ʲôʱܻսʱܻܶˡ
ҲΪ쵼ųʱԺЩһļڣѾչˡ
ʱͲߣڶӵʱǲߣǲܡ
ȴ֪ʲô
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ϲء
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СĨһ㣬Ļһûʲôϰһһҳҵͷۻֻ˶Ҫըˡ
ǰüֱ֪Ҫôźá
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˲һҲ˵¡
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СĿ˰׽ȥҽԺ......ְ֣ʱûžڵˣߣһʲôĻ˵ˣһ˵Ǻ̺ͺδǺƭǮһ˵ҶĺҰ֣˵ѪǮҰҰ......
˵Ҳ۾ɵģС춼ˡ
ЩҪܺ˵ġ
֮ǰڵ绰û˵ϻ
ȴǱ˵ģϾ˳ڷ־أ¶һģٺãǸҲ裬һһ˿ɾͺ......һ㶼Ҵ⡣
ֳͷȥ϶Ÿ񶾵ĻĨġ
ԻǵôԤ롣
Ǽֱ档
ȻѾڵˣԭֻǷɫڣǹ˺üˡ
в㲻ҪĻ
뵽һֱþĻҪƻĸ飬飬
šһҾĻҡ
һʱûг
˵ιһ㻳Ҿ͸飬ԼӣߣǮúܣŲǮˡ
ĺǮ
ǣ......
һû˵
˵˵ʲôֻҲ
˵ģʲôˣ붼Ҫ룡
һ㲻Ҫҡ
Ȼỳ㡣
ȻԴף˵֮󣬾ʹûлɹ

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붼ԡ
šһ˵أ˵㲻ҪְֻߺǣǶΪҡ
˭ûԸǸӰ
ü뵽ȥˣһᴦ......ҲЩ⡣
ľ⣬ǹҪȥҽԺƵġ
ҲΪġ
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ûв
˳Թ緹ʹȥҽԺ
ȥҪȥòãĸ˵ò׻һˣһһҲֿͶˡ
ʵϣҲúֿ
ȥҽԺûȥ֦ҽԺſڿ˻ͻͻĺֺ⽿һڡ
һǾ͸˾ݻˮеĸƵģ۷Ź˹˻û˹ȥͱߴľһѸץסˡ
⣬ȻҰսֺǹܺãԶʤֱͨһλ߻Ǵ˾
ע⵽ԼϱǰƸʢˣҲЩ  
ץסҲҺ˲Ĩ磬Ⱦ裬ǰץҽԺﲻϷ......
Ƕ
ǰᣬʮ
νĵܵܲûһ˿һĸ顣
ôȻҳڵʱߥһܵʡǣưǮ......ʲôģ
һҲû
תͽҽԺֱȥ֦ҽ
⽿޿Խĺ²
ʱѾһ취ûУǾǵĵݣԾ㺦£ҲֻܽһȥǸҽ
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лҽҪסԺãⲡûкתĿܣ
ҽסԺ۲һ°ɡĲأûȫĿܣֻܻͣһҪڳҩƣҪ˿أųȥ˵˺ˡ
лҽȻ󽻴һЩƺͲţǩ־뿪ˡ
ʼնûֺ⽿һڡ
׷źǳҽԺţ磬磬ҪһֱסԺңҸ޻ô죿
ɺǲǣֻǾֱ뿪
ֻΪϻǣߵò졣
ֿ޵磬ɲܲ......磬ܲܰһסȥסвѾûǮסдͳԷǮû......
캫ͻľǰдȴһǮûҲǵ  
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лҪ˵ĲҪΪǺϵģϺһ˶ʵǺݽɫ
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Ǻ֣⽿Ҳܵ˴ݻԵĴ
Ϊеϣϡ
ܴСó͵ˣӻǹñȴ˦˴֣ȢƯϱ֪ΪһĶ磬ԴԴϵǮ
ֻҪ磬һӾǲɻҲܳĺס۵ש߷
ܸ......סʡƯĴӣ˷̣ÿ켦ŹˮƷԣʲô
ǴӺϣѺ̵£ڲ첻ڼң׬ôǮôܹһŮأһӶܡ
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ǱȥдһǮû......⣬Ҫô죿
ڶˡ
ڻˡ
⽿޺òһ˭֪˸
Ƕ˵Ǹûϵ
ҪǸٿҪȥη
˫ȷһӾ̱˵ϡ
ô
ǰֵøֵҲûУûǣҪǮȻۿ۵Ƕ
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ãȻȻͿߵ˾һ顣
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Ѿ˾Ǿ֪ͨ  ûκθĵء
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лл
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㲻һÿ춼һҲĸԸ
ǲͷһۡ
գ˰ɣϢһɡ
ո⽿ź˹......ǶǵϰΪΪǵĿģʲô鶼ĳ

֣߳ʱܳ״
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üѩ·ߣٵȵȿ֮ǰǲһҽĵ绰ҪǲĵĻʹ绰ȥʿ......ҽԺҲýҲС
ַԸ裬ȷȥһ΢Ħһ£Ъһٷߡ
Ӧ˾ͷȥˡ
ȻҲȥ˷䣬˼תͷսݺҰָ˵ҪһãҸҰֶҪչԺ׬Ǯ......ΪʲôôôһأСʱ˸ŮεĺɣŸµǮ......ԼûãӹȥˣҪҪ......ôǮ
Ȼһ£......˵ʲôǮúܣǲỹҪǮ......û˹ûطסǲ£ΪʲôҪҪǮ
˵΢°һתͷȥ˷䡣
̿ϺÿҪѪսݣɫĮ
ܻȫ͸Ϊʲô˼ҪǮĺȴ֪
Ϊƶͳһ˳ʱһ³׷顣
߰ɣ
ӲĹȥʲôĴ͹ʲôӣҪһֱű˹űͲԼĸһԭξܲ......һģͲʱܹҪǮ
˵ӡ
ʲôһ......һģҲܰӵ֮񻪵ͷ֮£Ųʡ
ô꣬ЩŮ֮ͱֿ־壬Լھθʴ÷ֺʣˡ
˵ڴ˵ȾأĵδԹ......ΪĹһС
еѡ϶Ըز
㣬Ѿѡ
*****
ڣҽ˵绰
һ߸СĵذĦһ߰ﲻúܣ˰ֻҪ£Ҳܹúõúܣʹˣ˶ʲô
ЦҡͷûոֻǴ......⺢ҲʱˣϲŽ˵ѩˣ˵Ҫ......
ոʹ֮Ͱս׵Ժ
˵黹úõģ֪ΪʲôͻȻ۾е㷢ᣬ֪߾ǱûѩѩĻǸ......ʵ뿴ӳġ
֪ж롣
ǲ......ȥġ
ʱ˾رƸаɣ˵Ż۾Ѿһ
ᣬ߾Ǳȵúܣ
绰壬ƾһ¾װˡ
˵ֵҽ˵ǿʼûôʱȥԺһ͹ǸȡʲôûûеĻҸȡһ
ʵ˵Цתע
Ȼ˸ոյЦûУ϶  ȡ......ҪȡĻϽҸԼ
ӣЦûУǻٸȡѾСͽϣкŮá
ֺã
ЦԺԽжʡˡ
......
ҪԼҶȥСء
е廰裬һأǹǸýл𣿽ҶҲа
ҶҲԣ
˰ɡ
ЦԼУ˭˰
......գûҶԼ......
лҪ˵СԹҲ̫˰ɡ

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103ΪʲôҪ
˵Żպܿܰ
ǰֻһʱĹҲûʹߣŵҲͷ
ս뿪
ս˺......ɾȵ˼ƹˤ˼ˡ
ҲѾǰǸУ
ھ˴ƶĥ˲֪ٵĲмʹ֮ȻѾˣѾָȻֶܿ......Ͱˡ
ȥ֮ԵľǰûסĺͬݣǮҪţжûԹһˣ......ѾģʱһҲûܹЩ
ŶжӺֹĿ......ȫ
ǸʮŮˣʹռѵΪҲ֪ռ......˵Щʲôã
ҵڵϣɥ㣬֪Ϊ£ܿҡǵģЩҲ⣬ҵȷ̫ųҲûܹʶˣʹ˺ܶ......ЩѾܵصĳͷһΪ֮ܶͷ׵ҵһаȵͥ......еһжѾȫ֮һڻţǹӲдǻŶѡ
˵ܵһֻƮƮһ䡰˺ܶࡱ
ܵһԶûʧȥз
һƬڳĺ̶ƽ޲ȴֱޱȡ
ҲֻǾš
һļϣͳһ˰ԡ
Ҳֻ˵š
սݶһʵ˵Ǯһԭ򣬾......ҵǰޣ˶򣬸һСȹۣˣƢΣ˺ܶľɲһֱҽԺƣÿҽƷ  ҩѣѶ޴......úƣͻĥ
˺ܶ£Ҳȥ磬԰ʦЩ£ܶȷǲ֪ģ˽ģжôȴҲ̸......ֻ......ҲΪѣȻ
Ҷʮ꣬Ҷӵ裬ңʵڲؿĥȥ
֪ף־ͣмѼѣǶѾܵ˳ͷ񻪣Ҳ̵ֲܵĳͷ......ûпʹ࣬ҽԺκҲºܶಡʹٰˡ
˵Żʹָл˳
̿ûȥ⻰ĶԴ
и飬̿Ҳ㲻д
Ͼ˶һ
˵ĸҲһ
ֻи飬¡
֮ȴֻг......Ͽѵ˺࣬ǮȥȥһЩ޹İˡ
ҶϾϵԼѡụ̂ûȴʾ˾ܽе¾һʹ
ƾʲôΪ㡰еġأ
˵Щ
Ϊֻ̺ԼֻԼϲŭֵ˵Ļġ
Ը˵ĻҲֻ
ոհҲ˵ˣӦûһЩɣЩӦþܰе鶼ɾˣȻϼңŰ......Ҫ룬Դ񻪻ȥΪʲôһҪҰǮأ
ȻĶſ϶ҲǷƷ
սݵٴǺ졣
һŵҵģֻʣЩ......԰˵ЩǮʲôҵĶˣҲز......ҲԸ˰͸ҵĶȥ......
ھ
˵֮ҲԽ֮һС
һӣ⣬õһˡ
̾úЦ
һӡ
Ȼǳ˳ǸһЦݳЦȴʮֺ
һ䣬Ҫ֪ŮһУǻӷ˺㡣
˵ǰһһ㣬㻹Ҫ˵Ǽ......
׻˵Ըˣ
ߵһȫԼµġȰһ䣬ǻϼҰɡҪԱôʩƶĸ鶼ãǶԼ£ԼȥҪٹܰ......սݣ㻹˰ɣҪһԼʶĹ......ڷﶼΪһ˶߳ܺͷŭ
ս⻰ľ۾ֱųŭ֮ʱЦһ¡
֪һܹǮģų裬ھԺסһʱ䣬ϼұ˿ţƬ̶˵......԰Щ£ԶȺų軹ҪݶֹϼҾ͸Ͻϼҡ
ҪΪųƢãɵ֪ڰʱܹŰҪǮ
Ҳ̰Ǯ
̰Ǯ֮࣬˵ĹͷҸˡ
ɵƢˡ
սݣ......
ʵ֤űȽЧ
źе⣬սݾٲԸҲֻ......
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Ķڷﲻ֪
һЪϢ˸æġ
˵սˣƲһ죬ûˣרҵѧУУأģúܣȴͿþ͸ɵһѺúõӹһ̲ࡣ
Ҫ˵滵Ҳˣ˱滵˻Ҫܡ
ЦһǿӺûԺ۾׵㡣֣еķʵսݺϵ⣬Ǻܶ˵ͨǴҲһ
ЩǲǿֻֻҪŮʾһ壬һޣ߱ոһգ긴һţԸЩʵˡ
֣ѵһ㶼֪쳣Ʒ
ֻ쳣ܺѡ
ɫŶһ軹ǱٲҵĻˣŮ˴ĺܶ࣬־ᶨִϻͨ͸ƶ󣬱˼̤׷֮ʱܴ̩֮ȻֱģܸҺʵŮˣȴࡣ
ѵ˵һ仰
ɺҲͰˣ΢Ц
ȴ޲ιȥʹ󣬾Ҷ
Ҫֻһӻô
Թ緹֮ҽ͹ϸֻ֪żʹ͸ͺڻ磬ȥҽԺйɵʹˮʱȥҽԺҲ١
˵ϸ˵һЩϸһ뿪ˡ
ʱ򻹺ãʱڿʼʹƵ
˳ȥҽԺ
Һ˲һȥˡ
ҲҪһȥ衰ӴһҵСڣ谡ȥӣǴﰡһ˼ʮиһҪˣǹǺģҪȥˣһ׼ŵһجΡ
Ǹ棬˶뵽ܵһʱ俴ĳҧҧӲͷƤû£ҾڰߣЩˡ
㲻ܲס
ŹΪΣҸ˵Щ˰
еĿûô˹ģ۵úˣɵץʹģʱȥˣСɲóΪǵĿꣿиﴧźӵģץ㰡ʹ㶼ܷ......
Сˡ
ֱһȺħĻ档
ŹһɷСı飬ڿȥˡ
һʱ㲻ҽ˵ˣ⺢һʱ״ٵõһǱ߲˯ҲûãȺú˯һȥ֮ͻһٿȥ
һˡ
ȥҽԺȻҽ˵һʱ
ҽԺرչˣҲǺǮ࣬סĲû֮ǰ˵һ󷿼ס˼ʮĻ......˵ʵո˵Ǹ棬ˡ
Ժ֮ҽ͹һ飬˵ǻ磬Ϣ;ٺúϢһ¡
ҽߺ˯һ˵õģҪʱȻѹˡ
ЦⲻСʱҪҵʹһ......ô˯ţ
һҲûôʹ......ʱͷ̥Ӧøʹ......ôʹ£ôأ
˰ҹһʹ֮ѣУȻһ棬һ谵Լһľ崲ϣǱܹƵģͷĺˮͷʪյعţʹࡣ
Ա߻ӣһݣһ΢֣΢ֵӿɲ֦
ԼļУȻ֦ô£ôϴҵ϶ҵҲһûôѵġ
Ӿ͵ӹݵøƵģţ̥λҲ  ǲ......⺢ӱ̥......
ǿɲУ
֦еɩҰذ˿Բܣ⺢ӿǧ£һҪס......ԣھԺΪȣ......
ڴϡ
κʵţҲ֪ڵ......ǺݵӹڼצһְԼϣֻúԼҲӵ㶼......Ըô࣬ѣڱ˵ļ̤֮ҧźӣĺӣԼˡ
ֻ֪ҪˣĺӾͻȫȫɱĹߣԺ󻹲֪ʲô
Բ
ҧţһʹϮȻ轹ĻôˣҧԼͣѪˣҧҸøҧ......
ѹУͿֽ
һʹȥۡһ޳ץ֣޵裬Ҳ
Ӵ
ֱּ֪ôźãֻܰɵӣӣզ˵ʲôأҽ˵һжأʹ˭ⲻ˵ģʹˣˣ㿴źӰװ۵İʲôʹֵˡ
šһȴûǼҵ߳˻Щ㱣૵裬ʱ򣬾ţһҪкһҪкΪҲϲŮǵʱ岻ãҲʱһ֪кĻһ̺ܽԼܳôãˣ֣Ҳһ̫Ů
᲻ͣŮĻˣҪô죿֦Ҫô죿
о
ʹࡣ
ᶼ̲ס֪ǲǵˣֻ뵽⺢ӣƽʱʵģûǰЩѵӣȴû뵽ѹ
ȥˣûµģûµģ޳˾ͺˡЩ°ȥˣѾڶˣҪЩ£ԺӻԽԽõġ
Ҳƽ
šһ֪ģ裬û£ǰҶͦˣʲôأ
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ʹЩ˫ĥ;ϵ˫ؼ޳
賿ʱ˺Ѱʹ֮󣬾ҽͻʿ˵šˡ˵ѽϲϲǸСȻ˺ӡۡĴ
ʿѺӱĴͷͰ͵СһС֦Լ˵һ䣬ôû
ΪʲôҪ
Сỽһϡ˹ȥ
ΪϱߣŽϵġ
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߱11ʱʮѮѾϣҰսҲѾȫص㴦ڴս״ֻ̬ǻϸڣȱɹŽĸɱսͿԳˡ
еĽʿѾӵ֪һսǱشˡ
ǴӪصʱ֮߳ʱѾ賿һ㡣
ʱҰⷱ죬貵ɾ
ֻƽʱ۲컷ʱȥ۲쾰ɫ......ʱ뵽ĸǽʲôԻʲôӰ죬ǵĲ費Ҫʲô
ʱȴƸоʲô̲ס̧ͷ˿졣
ʦʦ˹Ȼڷ͵С˵⼸վ  㰮˵Ԥˣ
ǡšһ򱡴һӵʱҲߡ
ƽʱɲǻ˵ֻӡ
ֻǲ֪Ϊʲôյ
˿һս϶ܻܺܿܿȥǵġ
ʦ̾˿ãһսʤˣͷرٸǱ˵Ÿ١
ҡͷЦһ£ʵҲܺá˵Ժ......˵Ըһ
ʦһѿ
ȭ˻ͷСӣ濴
лҪ˵ʸɣһСʱȷڶΪƽʱ9£9㵽10Ҿˣ
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104ʧȥļһ
ʮСʱʹͼ佻ĥڿһ̳˹ȥ
ԼԼ˵ĺӣ̥Ҳôѣų......˯һɣҩú˯һͺˡ
ΪѪأҽԺҲõһѲˡ
˯˹ȥ
Ҳ֪˶˹֮ȻԼռԼСҵĴϡ
ϤİĴ񣬻ŷ΢΢ҡڵװɫ׺ǽɭַ羰ʮ˯ǰŵһ......
һ߶Ǹĩ׼ȥʡǰ졣
ôֻȥˣ
ǻȥˡ
ֻǲ֪ʲôطֿǿհ׵ꡣ
ţսһɥĹǸǼѧԺ˴ֱ˵⹫ǹʱҡĺϵǱѾȡѧʸ񡣡
Ǵֱ˵ʱҹӡ
ʱҹ֡
˵һ
š
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תͷȥŽ񻪺ռѡ
Ϳǵ
Ů̫Ϥˣǵÿһ˿仯ܿҲܶǱܵ˼
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ռһĵͼѹƲס˷......һЩһռѺЩһˣﲻһȴһʱ׽
֮սݾͲ
ٳţ˵ᱻ漤˺
սҲæЩӰ
Ȼ񻪵䣬ϣ̾˿ɡְڸѧУͣ˵ʲô⹫ڹĻǴ֮ǣʱ֪ϵǶصο⹫żǰȷǴʱңⶼ......ֻҪˣԸܸ죬¾ǣ......
˵ۿͺˣ죬찢ѧУҲ˴ˣ......
˵žصؿ˳
ľؿȻ̧ͷͿվǰսݡ
ռʰ׼ȥʡǡ
սݣȥʡʲô
ս⼸Ѿͷö
ڸ˶Ǳһ񻪵Ĵ磬˺ܶ⣬Ҳѹ˺ܶ¡
ֻҪģѸļҵĹϵƲԼĳڳʲô¡
ŮԼЩڡ
ʵ˵¡
սݲ˵ȴ̲סҪ˵
ռѵãΪĳɷ⣬ĴѧʱϲˣΪ˲˷԰صˣǱ˵ˣø......
Ƽ˵þõ𣿡
ǰĲ׼Ƽıˣ֮ھ׼ãҿʲôЦڳﱸڰ͵һŴֱҵ

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ͬʱ
սɫࡣ
۵ķʧô˵ֻΪ£˶֪ڰˣְѧУҲܵǣô£ǸѧаİȫаְֵĹҪ𣿡
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ת뿪ˡ
ԭ־ȰļΨһһǣˣֻҪȥ죬һ²Уܱʲ׼ޣ˽˼......ԭЩԥ¶˾ġ
ڶ͸־Ը
粻ǶԼǶԼﶼãֻо죬ڼĻԼƶũٽ⹫Żߣú¸Լȹϼ꣬ˣ־һᣬܲõƼȥѧڼУ㰲һ......
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սݣǿһʶİˣ㱻У԰һŴֱڲ죬Ҳû̫......񻯵ĻռʲôʸȥѧأɴҵĴѧ棬Ҫ磬ôһждõľ籾ޱȵţ֣Ҫôͱ𣿡
ƽûп֣Ҳûж༤
սݱ˫Ф۾ţе㱻̴ŵĸо
ܿ
֪Ϊʲôûڸ˵֮û̫ΪĴ˸磬񻪵ĴڰæҲΪİæռѲôõǸѧҲΪĽ飬ڸѧУֵʱ򣬽Ʋ˺⹫ŵĹϵ......ϾԼǸƶũ޲׼ѧͽҲǸĹ˽׼ͥ......ֻҪŮȥĻ½ܸ죬ļͥûκġ
ЩûһĻŮǼ̰ȴ֪Ϊ˵ڡ
Ҳ֪ʲôʱѾЩҲԸŮ
ǰҲûз֣ŮȻһƢ......Ը޿ĺЩ
һ߶ʮ£gʡũ
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Ӫصʱ·һƬȳ˼˵
ιǼ֪Ǳ߹˸椣Ƥ׵þ͸ܵγˮƵģȻ۾Ϸʵ·Сֱ֫ǿһ۾һѣǾ......һҲûô˻Ůˡ
˵Żˡ
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ʱԱһȴû˵ǸʱҹӵĺƢҵĺܡǰֱ֣һˮͽϣ̵øɱһ˵ʲô˼ֻˡǵ˵ӣ͸ҪƵ......֪ЩʱҹӣеƢңûһܸƴŪòþɱ-ɱ......ǰҲûȻ˼ҳɷֲãִ˿Ҳá
⣬ҵҲܽס
ǰ˨ӵЦŵɻһ־òԾס죬תͷ˵ˣǿӣũ֪˵֪࣬ɴЩģǰô˵Ҳûֹǣ㲻Ҳ˰ɣ
˵ʵǿЦ
ȴû뵽˵ˣǽСǿӡ˾Ȼûϡ
Ĭˡ

˨һ䣬뵽ǹ˵־ûʲôܡ
УǶȻˣͲ
ü
ũһڣѴڹ󱻵ˮˮӵġ
ũ鱾޹أ޹أ֮ǰҲ˽һ¡
Ǹӵũǻĵأһ˹죬ʲô˶УֶԱһȽϱ뺷ı˹  ء
ǿҲʶũֶӣʱũæǽĵεơ
ֻȴ֪ũﾹȻô¡
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Щ²ǲӹܣʲô֮£ҲӲܡ
аŮ־ũ
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Ϧ£𣬵֪ǶϲͣϵĻ......¸һĻǵĸ첲Ȼÿˡ
Ƕͣ˻Ȼ˳ͷ֪Ǳߡ
Ҳͣ˹
˲ӣͱ˽סˡ
ͬ־ɲ뿪
һݵ˻סغǳ㿴㣬ˣŸ˶ٻӻҪµأнܸ죿ֱǵũƣɵĻԵĶ࣡£ѷһƬ˲Ÿߣ
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ûɹôǿȵũֽʵѾʹ̧ҲѾˮݣеˣˮɻʱͱ˺ɫòˣȴҲʹ
֪СӳǳĻ׷תͷЩͬ顣
Ҳ˵ʲôֶͷתͷ뿪......˭СƢ󣬸ʱʲô֪͸ҰӳҶӵָأ˼ҲΪ˭Ϊ
úõһС֪Ҫĥʲô
þã֪úܣĥ˵Ļж......˭ܷˣ
ɲʲôͨũ
ûСӳҲûٸ֪࣬ĬĬص﹣ϡ
Ǹ˼һͬ־ҲΪ㣬ʵ̫ˣ˴ҵĺ......
ľž˵Ų
Ǹ
ľͷƵģҲΪųͷˡ
һƬأȻٳ
֪˼ҲǹΪѡ
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ͷӲʯͷһҲˮһһĳˣҪôأ
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ص֪ϴȴִʪġ
ҧҧͰѴˣԼĻϣڶһ磬ٰԼ컻һ......ãѾˡ
лҪ˵һ齱200ȫߣ10000䣬719տ
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105ʧȥļ
ظǰһյӣЩΪѵļҲͬС졣
޷ǾǼũԵòһЩ˰ʾǡʱҹӡôһż
زһŻ
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ᡣ
˭СڸĸŮսдԼ־׳ɳȫѹĸŮĸӰأ
ҲǴĴѧռѶ棬ٵ翪ʼǿԵӶ˳......ǵģơ
Ǹɵ
⼸񻪵Ĵ־ֱQ񻪺ռѵԴȥˡ
ǰűֱѧߣӰûУּŸУͱ磬ռѶϴѧ
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֮ȻֹǱס˺Ƶġ
ǿҪȥ𣿡
......
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ʱ˲Թ......Ҫ֪۸Ů˵ײ˲ӵǴӳҲ......ϴСһֶѾӾũʱ......

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Ȼƽʱô˵ȴж䣬֪ڵɻʱ򶼻졣
һֱ죬гȡŶԼõϢ
......ϾҪ֪೤ʱ䣬ҪԼúûȥͲܻøɵƵġ
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֪ܿũפһ֧ӣһٶˡ
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Ů֪Ҳ֪֪û飬кüЩ˼......Ͼũɲһôĵط
ǻ֪Ķһ£֪ÿӪء
ʱǺСսʿһԼһ˵ʱ䲢ࡣ
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ܾˡ
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ܵ˸Ϊѡ
ҲΪڣЩΪҲڸɻϳʳΪ......ǸǿҲɧ
εģֲɵ֪ЩΪѲϲұȣоЩֶͷѡ
ֻҪɧܶסЩΪѡ
ʮµʱ֪һ˽ǲĴȰǲ֪ũʱôʵΪвڣвڣʲôˣⲿ೤ʱأ޺˺ӰӺˮ⣬꿪Ҳ......Ȼǿϲ㣬㻹˶Ȼòڵʱ㸺𣬽ҲͲˡ
ҧҧû
ûи˵ԬлԼ顣
ʵϣռѵʡǶ飬ٵѾкü£ԬǱһ㶯ûУ֪ԬĻӦǲ......̺ԬȴԬУԬ......ԬЩƻǵĻ£ʵǲһ¡
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ĬͲϵһ̬ˡ
ֻȴҲҸ˼ˡ
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ָǶģһʹȴ˸ƽһЩ
ʮµ׵ʱյ񻪼ĹһЩһš
ﻹһŸӡͽֵ´µļ......ֱףҪʱҹӻߣϾϵ顣
˵Ҫٸϵͼˡ
Уռȥѧ֮ûþ͸ԬһˣΪռҺԬҶѾߣǰԬĻԼȻҲˣռѺԬӦҲܿͻᶩס
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Ϊ֪һ졣
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˶˵ֺܰ衣
Ȣ񻪵ɻΪСҪһչˡ
Ȣ......ֿ̱ԼҪͣ󻹰ˣһ˹źӡ
ԬҲ˵ܰ
֪ԼжռѣռǶϵĴѧ......ܸһ𣬻ܸ顣
......ȻмıƣЭ˲
ľĹһ졣
Ϊ......ԼҪ
ȵǸˡ
һֻһˡ
һû˶ĿĹǰ뿪һ£˹
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ԼɵǸƬ̣ȴȷ......ˣǸֱĺ˰
ȻҲΪϲԼžȫھ˵кθа......ܰﵽ࣬Ҳܵı̣

ΪʲôΪϲԼ......ΪܶϲȻָ֪ϻɫʲôԭϲܻ᲻һ
ֻ侲룬͸ԱһĮ
ֱĺˣʵһĮˡ
߽Ȼߵǰվʱǰȥһܸҽһ𣿡
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֪һ˵ӲףԸеȥȡΪɩܵõıӻ
ȻҲûФˡ
Ϊĳɷ֣ǿ϶Ӱǰ;......һУҵ꼶ľ٣ûôΪǣ
ֻˣӦܹһʵģƷԲ˶ѡ
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ڿסˣֻ΢΢ճȭ
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룬ΪʲôҪԼ˵ôһأ
֪Ĵжѵ......Ҳ֪жң͵ȴӲ
ţĪģﻹһϲ
ôһֱݺѹŵģİȴèצķϣղܵҲƲס˳
ΪżȻǼ˵ĶԻӵһμʱͶ࿴һۡ
Ȼ˫۾ʱǱʲô֪صһ......һİ˳
֪ԼȻҲǺɫġ
ʱôΪġ
ݺݵȥ
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һֱСĵĿš
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⻰ҲĻ
á
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⿴
ȥʳãһȥԷ......˵˵ҪһȥͰ顣
飿
ܿ׹˼ŲȴЩɡ
ǰһȴûиס˽Ųתͷ
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һȥʳá
ӵĻʳǷֿģԵҲũĶ
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ȳ԰ɡ
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Сʱϼҵ˵ˣ˵ж໵лҾѧһʱ......±ˡڿͦõġ
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á
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ǿ˵ţʲôӦȴĻǿͬ־лѣ´飬ȸ˵ɡһͬ־һŮͬ־˽˵ӵʲôģͬ־ҵĶҸޣҪ֡
˵ͿЩԾɴ۾Լ߰ɡ´˸ұʲôҡ
ǰһȴûиϡ
תͷֵ߰ɡ
ʲô
Ӧ˹æӿ˲Ӹϡ
˺һڿ˵ıӰĿɿڴɫĳԹȺڣǺ죬Ťòܿǿ
˶˺Զ֪ĸ˳һηηǰǿǿǿӸ磬⣬զ°ӴŮôȻ湴˺˵ǰЩ£᲻ˣ
ɲġ
ȻǰҲû׬űˣһر֣һر˸첲ڻ......ھãû׬űˣð
ǿתһϣȻȭͷͷҲصˡ
*****
ЩȦ
Ҳû뵽ᵱά˵ͬ־ҵĶֻ
ϾϾǾֻ˵һ......
˺һ·һֱûгѹҲеˣЩҲ֪˵ʲôʵĲ԰ʲô
ǻͷͶЩС
ɫɣǲսʿпյʱֵĲ԰ӡ
пյʱ
Ӳÿ飬˸ɻҪѵ
⻰û˵......ողֻΪ˴һͷѣ͡Ŷһոлл㣬ûҪô˵ģ֪鷳......
ԭɫһҸո˵Ķʵʲô鷳˵Ļѵ𣿡
ˣ鱨涼ȥˣ
һ㶣æҡͷǣֻ......
߰ɡ
뿴֧֧ģ
ƽʱͦ侲ģôһӴʵȫһģ......Ȼϲӡ
ҲֻǰŻӡ
ȥ
ȥ԰ӡ

ȥ԰ӣ
лҪ˵ҿ



9ƪֳ
ģΪʲôżĵһΨһһǸֳƪƪôƼλģ
ΪʲôûϸģȴĴ.....ôzqsgƪ۵ģ
żǵúܶϸż͹ĸ̽Ĺϵ֦ΪɷˣԼŶԼļ޵......Ϊʲôܴ֦zqsg˵ϱɼỹѹɪģŶ
٣Ӱˣ
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108ʧȥļ
Ĵȥ˿Ĳ԰ӡ
һ˵ģˣ˵ܲܲ......ʵҲЩദʱ䣬ȥˡ
·Щڡ
ԽǱ߾ԽڣۿڲԶոҪˣͣ˲ӣһ
ͣ²תͷ
ĲڣҲ֪ŻǸǿĻӰ죬ͬ־˵ЩӦѾ˼ǣ¶˾ĵģҲԤʲôԺ
ţǰӶֹˣЩ˵Ӧòʲô⣬ģֻǵĶҵӰ......
һ£ɫЩһ㣬ҲϴΪʲô˵ң˶Ҫԭ......Ϊ˿ܻᱻţԲҡ˵Щ㲻õģǾͲõģ߰ɡ
˵תȥ˿ǰ棬һ¾͵ȻѾˣǾͼᶨȥ......ҿģϺƷʡ
ıӰͻȻЩж......ڼ֪һֱĺ֮⣬һָж
Ͽ˵-¡
ǰҲ᲻̺ͳ......һ̺е㶮ˡ
Ҳеɰ......ǰʵ˵ġ
ʱҪѵĿ̰Ͻӣܲ
ȴĹˡ
ǰߵǰ벽ȻתͷٳЦһ£߰ɡ
˵Ϳ˲ǰˡ
ĵҲûоԼһȹ
˶˵䲻͸ľԼܱ΢
ѵΪһûʱҵ⹫Ͳ

ԺȻᱨжֵġ
շȻ޸лر
Сʱ񻪵Ӱ죬ԣ߲֪Լòͬķʽ̵һ˵ĸ߹Ʒʾȡĳ߱˶ۣԼ
˵䲻ӦԶӻǸöֻҪԼһѱʹϻҲؼյĻᡣ
Ȼˣǰǰѱ
ǴȥӺ԰
Сսʿڸ˵ؽˮԼһСһ͵վ۵۾Ȼʹؿ߽ˣŽͰ͵ظһ
ԭȻЩţǿСսʿһȴ澴ʮֺЦЦ˳ϰˣסˡ
ǻȻǵũͬ־......ҲҶʶһ¡
˵ָһλսʿ
Ȼ֮ǰǿ˵һʱҪ붼ȥˣҲûŵıҪ......һʮ飬ӿǲʲôġ
Сսʿ°ͶҪˡ
תͷһۣɫ......򴽣ҲɫԼԺԴҲ㣬̫ḡˡ
ɫλСսʿ˵ͷλͬ־á
......á
λСսʿһ±ƣˡ
ڲ԰һȦ˶ũäҲһ˺һֵĲ......˺ܴΡ
ȥʱͣȴֻͷס
ЩϲؿȻǸ֪ʲô𣿡
ôɲû˸
ǣ......
*****
ӵİЧʺܸߡ

֮󣬺Ǿյ˺ϸյӭһˡ
ǾǱ߾ίί
ǿͷЩɫҲ
⣬в׳춼ֵսѣôҲǸ𣬲ڴݽȻ¾ίԹ
ѵ⣿
ίѲǰƣȻͿصɫ
ʲôˣ׹СӦˡ
ĺǣЦû£ĽѾֻСϸݣصعЩҪ˵Ҳ뿴С......ȷ˺ܴί
˵ЦҲ
ô˵ȻֹΪϳе飬֪
ǰһʱ䲿ﻹյһľٱţ˵ʲ׼ũ粻-פũĲӾٺǣҸŮϵص˵ũһԶʱũܵĵѿͺ˵Ĺϵ˽һˡ
ǣίҲֹ
ʱ䷢ʹ֮²ôһҪǰС
⻰ϸв֮ɫͻ㿴ϰɡ
Ϻ꾡ĳϳǵʮ꣬ںļҵĺü
ȻҲ꾡ļ¼ԬԽԬԨԴ
ǵɫһӱúѿ
ίͬ־ΪҵϹᣬʮæµͬ־ҲеļҲ֧ҵҵǵĺ˲ӦԴֻͬ־ڻڹ⣬Щֻоٵ֪ǲɶй¶ģܻͬ־Ϊжİɱ
ҲӰ쵽ǺܶĹҲֻʱίͬ־ˡ
ܺãͬ־ҲǺܺõİ١ҿ˲ϣ룬¸ǳͬͶɣ
֪ǲŸպѩսԼõġ
Ҳܻ뵽ǳʲô̬
У֯Ѿɣ͵ȥ飬ûҪúÿˡ
ֵ⣬ҿ˵ͬ־һѾδֻһʱͬ飬ǻǿ취°£һطϼ꣬һسǵġ
ˡ
в֮ѾѸٵɫ
˶ԻûаӦʺһ£Ȼ˽룬Ǿؿǵģίġ
ίǣĵ˵˼ҶԻûаӦ......ǲҪ̫Щ
ϸһһɫҲʲôߣֻǾУСﲻףԺͶ˼Һõ㡣
*****
ڻشίʱնȴƽͼᶨ
֪ϲԼ
ҪڲҶǱƵȨ֮١
ڸദ֮ʱҲûιһ......ܸм
òϣΪϲҪġ
Ϊ˰
Ϊ˰Ů˾͸飿
ֲ񾭲
ֻΪ˰ھͿ˳ίĻںδ֮һѣ룬Ÿм
Ѿ£˵һѩҹЩ䡣
ȥ֪·һŮ֪ܲܰҽһͬ־˵Ҫ˵
Ů֪ЩԾЩ˷ܡ
Ӧתͽӽ
ԴӺǶ֮ũĴѾȻ֪ͬ˵ĹϵҲࡣ
Ů֪˷ܵĻݣˣ㣬˵л˵
Щ졣
Դӹ˹ϵҲļ......ϵǵһΡ
ǸǰͶŮ֪࣬Ӧò׽Ūһл˴¸˼Ů֪ںðɡ滹ŴѩأҲûɡ
㶣æ˰ɡͳȥˡ
ȥԺӹȻͼվѩ
վеã϶вѩˡ
ѩš
ѩͣĵ䵽ϣӿһܿͽȥǰſɡӺסһʲôôڹˣ
תͷЩĳɡɡƫͷϣùɡסһͷϵѩһɲѩĳ嶯ţϴ㲻Ǹ˵ṤͼҰˮͺӰӵľͼֽ˹ҿ......ӰӺˮЩ޹üΣܸʼͼֽѾЩһ飬»ͼֽ
ԭΪ
ʱҲע⵽ϵĶһ......ò˵ǸŵˣÿζǻнźͲڵĸо
̸µĻͲ᲻ˡ
ֽӹõģ´㻹ǳԷʱңϳ䰡
Цһ£ЦȴЩء
ͷСùͼֽɨɨ˰װϵѩ䣬·ʲôĶ𣿡
һ㶣̧ͷЦģǰȥسˡ  
ʵϵǮƱ٣ֻ֮ǰ˵ѣжҲó
̧ͷЦ
ҹɫ£ǸЦǳޱȣҲƽض԰׵ݶʱ˾ĶǵĶ֮ɫ
ǵĽѾ

ƺһЦݽ¶һ˿ãȻоһʹ
ȻԼߵĹˣҾҪȥ࣬ʱвɧңܲʺҹȥܻܿȥܶ꣬Σ......ϳ𣿲˽֤ĳɷֲʲô⣬㲻飬Ҳ԰ʱطԺлϳ......㲢һҪ޸ҡ
ЩΪէ˵ãȻѾȥ
˼
Ҫһ侲ǿĹ
Ϊҵ˭޸Ȼһ׵¡
ȻѾӦȻҪ
ȻƾʲôҪԼôࣿ
ʲôˣ
ǽɡ
ҲϳǣȻǱ߶ѾҶϾϵˣһȥʲôǲǱػȥġ
ȻЦһ£ٲ֮ǰ˵ȻѾˣҪᶨȥ𣿡
ǵһֱɡעĻͻֵᷢĹǽڶѾˡ
Ǿ䡰ǽɡ
лҪ˵Ļ
ͽ䣬Ҫд»ҹ


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㣬¶𣿡

ɫе㲻ԡ
ȻɣһģҲδ̫Щ......
ǲۻ£սƵ......ȻȷҪȥս......Ϊ
ΪһҪȥƫԶ̫ƽľһڼңܼ궼һ棬
ⲻһʼ͸߹ģΪҪһ侲ǿӡ
ԣʲôεأ
Ҳ룬ûʲô̫ƽӿɹ
ͼֽЦЦȻ¶ˡȫþΣû˵һƹ»ˡ
һ㲻ŵġ
ũûû֧ӣ˵һɭɭķĹе˶˵ţЦţѪһ㣬˵ɭɭģ˵......Щ˱ûж⣬Ҳֻûжѡ
ˣһֱ䵭ģģţûʲôЦݡ
ˣиָЦݣָĺѣȴΨһϳĹˡ
㲻֪жĽ˵ǲ֪ʲô˲ԸȢҡ
Ȼ󲿷ֵ˶˵ΪһŹ˵
֪ǵġ
Ҳǲ֪ʲô......ʱõˣԣҵȻ¶ˡ
ʱͷɫ԰ףѩһһ۾ȴֺ
ּᶨ㱼䣬ЩĴ
ֹ˵Ĵ˳١
ַ˷ͷȻ˿䣬Ȼȥɡ
ոƲסЩǡ
Ϊˡ
ո˵ĻҲЩ˼
šһҪɡݸ͵ûȥɣſڣͻȥˡ
Ҳûֻ֣ߣ͵ԺſڣСŽӣԺſվһ뿪ˡ
ص֮˴£˴ϣ͵ú͵ƣ˲Ѹûͼֽ̯˿
տһĴϡ
÷㡣
סĸˣ˶ڣȥϴȥڴ˰ɡ
÷Сգ𣿡
תͷ
԰ڣҲٶŪĵġȰˣĹϵôƣǰ¾ҲĵûйֹǣҲٳΪѵġ
šһѾˣһʱͽˡ
÷һ
һ˲еĳԾͲżΡ
ðŵǲӽ˲Ǻϸĳɷ֣Укļﶼͬ𣿡
˵Щġ
㶡
ʱͻȻ˺û۹¡
ϲ÷˼·ߡ
˵ҵĳɷֲû⡣
Ǹɷ˵Ҳ⣬ֻҪ˿ȥҲ˵û⡣
뵱ǿңҲ˵ɣֻҪҴӦͿ԰ҽɷ⣿
÷һʱЩÿ
Сգ㻹ΪǼ𣿡
ԸоԴǼºԸ˵ˡ
СգҸǿǼ²ûк˼֮ǰ㣬ΪҺǲнģǿõĳ·ǲ֪......
÷㣬
֪һ
ۣ֪Ǻġ
´иһĹĺģǲҺЩԣϰǾ˽˵ʱ򣬸һһҩһʲôĻɡĸĴܼ޵ˣùͣϴԣ˼޸ˣûһ·......÷㣬˸ǲһģĸ˺ã˲һҲáһһҩ࣬һĹͬû˵˶Ҫů
÷ɫ
̾˿ͷ˵ƣ䣬˯ɡ
ӷƽ˾
ũȴΪһ˺ӵ̡
Ǿ֮һҽҽ˵˺úúţȻ²......Ҳ֮ǰһֱʱųɵũӪȴȫûܸϵԭ......㣬ʲôӪأÿһͷ
ũ֪࣬Ϊҽô˵ܲɻ
ѯ֮˾ֱ֤ȻĻũ֪ǱǨ˳䵽Ǳߡ
ʽĻȴǶգũǶ³׳̧ͷǽߵĴڡ
˵˼Ȣ
ũеġ
ίصشӾ˾ٰĻ񣬺ҴǱߺƽ֦һҲ
һμ֦
ʱ֦ɫȻЩŲദӣȴûк֪ţһǮĺ϶ҵģ·ʱ˵϶ͲСˣһĺӶˣһֱţò׸ʱʶܵŮĶףû뵽һ£Ůľͱģתۼ޸˱......ɰ  Ӵ
챻߶......Ҿ˵ٲϽ鰡Ҿֱ¸¸ˣ㣬û뵽ûͿϽˡ϶ҵģҪʲôлͲҪϡİĲϰԺڲӣסڼԺ˺ӣڼҿ϶㵱׹Ů
......
Ӧһսѻص·ʱѾ֦ըͷ
ڴϣҿûôԶ
ҡҡͷ
̧ͷ֮ǰܻЩ......֪ΪʲôҪԼ顣
ԭУǾȱ˵ʲô......ܺãδûһ˿ͷЩϲԼġ
֦Ļ֪ȱһʲô
Ϊ֮ǰʱʶδˣ߶ƻ飬÷Ҫܶ......е鶼Բ
Ŀڣ֪ʲôо
ǿӣͷһɬԭʮֵϲþȥ߷֡
˯ɣȥٻ
ٻʱѾ˴ϡ
˴ǰתͷȻҲ
㲻ҪģϲĻǻǸǰһദ......㲻ҪʱҲԷֿ
һ㶡
˵ʲô
ȻӦ޸Ȼġ
ǰǸǱ......ʵҲûʲô˵ģʲô˹ӴҲ˰ɣοƷθУ϶󻹼ǹѾ˱˵Ů˵ġ
ǰ֮ǰôһʱˣ
Ť
ҡҡͷ˵ʲôǰǸ˵һ𣿡
˱ۣȻ̽ס
Ͼһ
£ʮֽţֶЩ
סһһ˵ӣúùӡ
оĲ
ʵϣŵϵܰ㣬оϸϸĸ첲§ĲӣȫҲһӽ......òϣһ֪ԼѾ˶ãҪԼֻǸм֮飬Ҳһ㶼ں
ֱסȻѹ˯ȥ
Ҫκָƾűܾһʰ
һͣסˣ㣬𣿡
Ųڡ
̫ɵ......ڣȴҪ......һҪĶ
ĴסҪĸоȲסڡ˵ˣߵʱߣھȸһ𡣡
ͷһ
Ⲣڵĳ嶯ȴ˸ѹŵкռе
ҧס˿ԥѹ˹ȥ
****************
ۡ
γУһӤĿֻԴһۣ۾
ѩ׵ǽڣѩ׵Ĵѩ׵......һʱЩãȻ֪Լںδ
ãȻŲֻͣ롣
ΪӡۡĿڼ
תͷǺӴ޵ķȥͿźӺţɫѵõĴȰ......ϰ
µĺӣ˿̿豧ĸоȴ
裬ˣ
裬ȴһϲȴ
ջĿͷͿ˴ǰһСԴ......ںҴʱһģһ
лҪ˵ͷżǻḻһµġ
ż֮ǰȻְҪȥˣó.......
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˿ԴȻͳŴ
϶Ѿź˹ӻڴؿţֻæźҲ˲к
͵裬ѺӸҰɡ
衰ȡͱź˴ǰȻźӵ˹һССģģôһ㣬ţۡģСһţһʱе㵨սľ
૵ţ裬⣬ⱧҪעʲô𣿡
ôССĶ΢һ¾ҪƵġ
......ȻָЩ䣬ҲǴϵĶһʱô䣬ɲǵñ޵ϸˡ
һ㶡
ⶼǶ̥ˣᱧӣ
뵽ˣһʱСЩҲģһ߰ѺӵݵǰһʾõģأûµģͼǵһҪסԴ......ͷӿ֧Ųס
ӦˣСѧӰѺӱ˹ӻ˸ˣͣͣۿ˿......Ҳ֪õȻ֡ۡһһæ裬޵ôǶ𣿡
ûһֻǶС޶Щӡ
裬лʿЦǶˣҪٲѹǾͱȥιһˡ
ھĲҽԺﺢǶţǶһЩԸιźӵġ
һ˵Żһ߾ӣŹȥţͽôιӡ
......ĺ
Ĳ
⺢ȻĶˣһιֹ˿ޡ
ûʲôˮӡ󡱵ģСԴһһòУĲ......С⤰......ޣʲô뷨  
ӸճʳȻûʲôˮ֮תת۾˯ˡ
ССʵϡĲУҲûٽлʿͷԼԱ˯ˡ
ӻ͹
ʹܵȥãһССȥС
͵ŪϣǸ磬ɲ۸

ͷҲ̧
һ㵣漴ϣСϣҶӣУл
Ϊɶ
һйء
̧ͷ衣
۾Щ룬֮ǰֽл......֮ǰˣ¾͸

ɫеࡣ
Ȼͷ˿ԼãúеԲ......ȻҪðøһûڼС
һٴ˴СðɣǾͽСϰɡ
ΪԼЭñǸԺҪúõ㡣
˯еСͬѧ......лл
Ů⣬Ź˵ϸ˵......ʱһԴ£ɸոΪӿޣæҵι̣ûʱתԴȫעȥˣôһڣҲûʲô²ˣȫˡ
Ѿ˸ǳײ裬Ⱥȵ㡣ǲԪģסڼ䶼Ҫˮȳײ裬ÿ϶һ㡣
ӦˣŷĿڿʵúܣ˱ӹһ
ͦúȵġ
л㣬еģ涼ʲô
ЦеģԼյõ϶⡣
ȳ˵Ĵףף׻֥飬ټЩƤԺеζ꺢ӣܴ󲹣찡͸ȺټЩĶ
ܸжлл衣
뵽ЩںҴӵӣڿɼֱǵ۹ˡ
뵽ּ˾䣬á
Ӵ
豻ø˵òУ⺢ӣӴչСүʮ꣬Ҳû԰Ҳ˵ƫģĸô......
Ҳֲ˼Һų۵Ŀ
⺢׵ǿǸðǧĶ......ôŮˣ˼ҪǮ
ཡ
Ǳߴһ˻ͷͿһѾƿ˽
Ǻ
һ߽һ߾Ц裬ڳƫ˰
һڣҪȢϱҶá
ҲȫȢĻ
ˣ֪ҪȢʲôɻأ
ЦȴϽ⻰ֻǿɩӣҷ˵绰ǣʹ绰ˣ˵ǹԺٴ
ԭȻЦŵġ
⻰ЦȴȥϸЩ֮ɫ......ոձӺʵе˼Ʈ˻ȥ
ǰǸ......Σһһ㡣
迴ȴˣĵ̾˿ȴǴЦЩɵúú壬úų......ǲ֪֮ǰǲ֪жĵӻѲǰֳΪ......Ǻˡ˵˳ţ˯һ춼ѵģҲŻˡ
ԭ˯һˡ
תͷ˿......о˯˺üꡣ
šһû£Ϲģء
*****
ҽԺס죬صҵǾ͸˵绰  

һ̲ס
ڴ绰һ̣Ϊʵкܶ໰˵Ҳкܶ໰Ҫ
ȴһ֪ж೤ĵ绰ʡ
Ҳڿ϶ŵĵ绰......Ȼܴ绰Ѿܲˡ
ӵ֪ˡ
ۣޣ˵˺ӿ˶۾ҲãǴⳡ̣Ҿͻȥ㣬Ѿˣⳡ̴ˣͷһ١
ứ
˵Ҳûڵ绰˵ʲôģʱȴ̲ס㲻˵ϲ侲ּǿǲҿͲϲˣ
Ƕμʹû޹
ΪӦһ˵ӣԲʲô鶼
¸ȥһиҪչˣӰҵԼ˺Ҵ壬һꡣ
ֻ档
Լ˵ûʲôģǰӦġ
Ǹɵ
ǵӡ䡱һŵ绰һӾͽסˡ
ȥ绰ŵġ

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һֽһ
ǺȵģʱΪѹ̫ͳҲеĻŵĸо
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ޡ
ֻܵ
޵ͬǧʯ׹˴
ȴѾһЩ
ովէԼһɲûסеŷ˳
޹֮ƽ
׻ǸһֱƿԼ......
Լ......ڵ״̬ˡ
Ȼ뵽⣬ڸǷǳʱ绰϶в֪ĸСսʿŵ......˵ҪųϱǸް绰û˵ؾȿˣŻ˵ʲôǲҿͲϲˡ......
ӷѽʲôӣ
˲ᣬӣûˣңҾǾˣ̫ʹˣʹһ......ԽϲǸСңǿ϶ܺܿʹ......˵ˣ̾ͷźܳļ١
תҲ̫졣
סˡ
ѵոˣ

ŵǰ˵ʲô侲ͼǿΪʲô˵ϲ侲ͼǿ
ȷʧڼ䣬û˵
ꡣ
ֻҪСһţһĿ࣬Ҫǰʲô  鶼Լ......ĻʮޣҪʱԶߡ
һ
ȴԸڴʱ˵ˡ
סʱǾϰôҪ¸ŵĵ绰˵ġ
ʱкҪĻҪ......绰ǾԲеġ
תĺܿ죬ܿҵ˾ѵĽڣţϵʱʹһЩƬΣ˵ģ˵ҴΪ侲ּǿȻӺʹһǵԼѺӸ......
......ȻӾԼҲҪ˵Ļǵ˵
ǵ㲢ûô˵......Һովôˡ
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˵˺һȻܲùҶϵ绰Ҳ֪ھУҰ⣬õӦرͨѶĵ绰˵һܾռþйõԴһչˣҲ̫֡
ᣬ˵עⰲȫ֮͹˵绰
ǹ˵绰֮ŵ绰Ĭ˺һ
֪٣ֻҪһͷһеġ

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ϣһеʱߡ
ʦ߽һлðɣզ
֮ǰյ籨Ѿ֪һ̥Ǹ
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ǵ˹ЦҰ˵ú......˵ҿҪҵжѿǾͼ޲ȥˡ
Ҳǡ
ʦ˿ǡ
СӲǳͦģҪǶ߰
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ʮ¶ʮһ¶ʮ
߾ĳϦˡ
һʱַ˺ܶ¡
ڿʼ֪෵ǣ˹ʱ򣬴֪඼ʼˡ
Ҳˣûѻʲôתǻ......ʵתתҲһھܣʱ󲿷ʱ䶼ڼˡ
ԭʲô
Ƕûء
ܲסҶܹ
ͻһңᣬļѶˡ
ڴʱˡ
һģἸŹġ
˵ߡ
ԭ̽ҪҪӵǱ߹ӡ
ﱣķǰչ˹򻪵ϱüӣҲо顣
ͻȴ֪ͺչ˶ϱҲЩģֻǸᣬԾܾ֮û˵ֻĲƱƱ򲻵ĸֲƷ......ǶԼĲóġ
˵͹Ķǰ꺫򻪵ϱʱĻҪ......ʱ򻪵ϱӶǲģûرĵġ
Ҳϼƽϣϱģż䡣
֪ı֮󣬶ȻҪˡ
˺ͻǣҲˡ
ٱŤŤģûʲôɫ
֪ϴ飬ͻܸϹΪٵĵ绰ҺٻΪѵ֮һЩø......ô֮󣬾ͷܼԼΪԵ飬һ׵¡
ȻҲǺ㡣
˿ճʱصظٵл
ЩŤֻӲ˵һ䡰ҿɲΪ㡱
ЦЦȻ档
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һ룬ѧ·˵ϼʡ
в׼áΧźӵССϡȻ󡰿Цϵ֯Сϵ
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ĿȻ󺫻ۼֲиˣһ񣬡ۡһ˳
üæȥۣûСֻû棬Ա߾Ϳˡ
ۺί
Цһ̵úƯľͷ޸ϲ𣿡
۵ͷ
ݸȻЦ㿴ã˵ˣϲĶˣ˵Ҫ߲ҪԶҲԸ˵ҪҪǸڰϻûϲҪûҲòˣһͿˡҪ棬ҪͷԱߣҪ......Ϳˡ
˵žССԱ߻˻ΣϹȻˣ۾˹
һľͷһ˲޶
ü˿ɩпվʹӶؼ棬ۻ⺢ƽʱҲû飬ƽʱҶԽԽ
Цţпվ͹ȥƽʱҲԴۻһ棬ĵóԣۻ۰϶ϲġ
˵žͿ裬һĵˣΪۣһҪ˹......裬ʱͷûõĳԡ
ǰֻΪǺǵļĸҲΪٵ̬ȣϲ˵ʵųǵġ
ڷܽһЩˡ
ͣǸء
üЦֻܹ......Ӱ֣ϲС޶档
üȻЦӦˣǾͳ߶ˡ
ڷ԰·緹뿪
ȥʱҶͦ˵ģֻкƲ֡
üȥ֮˽¸ĸ죬裬֮ǰԷʱҿúԺ̵ĶӺЩŤ......˵û  пܣ˵ܸɣԭȶʱҵĳɷֶ¿˳ӣڳɷҲժˣ֪ҲܷˣҪ½黹μҵĲҵ˵гϢҾͦġ
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ҲΪɷֲԼСӲпܽס
Լߣλʱ򻹺ãǸһ˽ҲûеˣҲ˰ʲôһסķӿܶҪظ......ʱľҲǱͨ˼΢Щˡ
СĸߣҪ޵úûǵóڷѵ˼ġ
㶣ȷٶеر𣿡
Ҳúܲ
Ҳ......ͻûĿɲҡ
ԼŮԼ⣬Ҳҵԧס
лҪ˵ǲ֪ʶġ
ԼcpһԤİɣϲİæȥרղһ°ɣ
Сˡ
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ջںϻڱʮ꣬޳˿֬¶Сӡ
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һҪɶûɶ·ֵܸƤ
˸޸֮СѾͷ
޳ķûˣӻڡ
˵ǹж
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ĿɿڴؿŴСϱﶼӿռ裡
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Զϱ˵⻰Ͱ·ϡ
çײˣҺʻ֮ǰ˶Ӵ
һʺҲû̫ࡣ
ΪμסС¥òڣҪҲ
ǰ䣬ͣ˵Ǹܸµˡ裬Ǹʲôܸµܻȥ
ͱִСûô......֪ʵ̫⡣
ûôߣҲܴ̩֮Ȼˡ
ǵͷ򻪣ҿμǱڵÿɲһ˿ɱȵģȻѾڸʱժñӣɩסǱߣμҹôߵ᲻Ӱ죿
˵ʵһȥС¥Ǳ߾ǡ
ֻ⻰ɷᣬȻɷûǾû⣬˵һ䣬ñΪԼǹ
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ڻеЩҲеġ
Ǹ̸һͶԺԽˡ
ϵʱȥŮ˼ԵĻҾȥ԰·ʺν˼
˵ֶ˶٣˵ҲͺǲᷴԵġ
ٲ
ǵͨ졣
裬˵ʲôʲôҸôܣ
ǾŮķӦе֡
ôˣ٣ѵ㲻ϲ......ǣʲôì𣿡
ԲŶЩ
......Ȼüˣ
˿裬ǰʶһũģһũֲ޻ɴȥΰ˵ҸһҪӿҲ𣿡
˵Ȧˡ
£ũǱֵ÷зΪ뿪˿ҲͶ徻ˡ
û뵽ס˺μ......ҲǺ֪ǸǺ裡
ֻҪһ뵽˵Ǹͻڣ
˿ദúܣȴúܷ۾ĳŪͲΣ
Ǹ߸ϵӣ浱ʱҴүأ
뵽Ͳ
ҲĿɿڴ
ôô......
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ɲ֪
Ϧںҹġ
ͻ˾ȥˣҲþܾ͹ȥˡ
ȻʱͷֺԽԽŤ......Ҳֵúܣôҷ磬Ǻͺ򻪶Ǻܻ˵ģôôһƢ......
ͻϲȴϰסڷ԰·Ǳס죬ѹǱԼϻ˷԰·
˴ʮѧУѧȥѧУһˡ
ԺЦеģУ֪ԼѧھȻֿ꼶һ
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㶡
૵ϴѧ
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֪꺢ӣһȥǵһͨ߿ѧãҲԶԣϾǶ  ϶꼶ûнӴרҵΣ˵Ļ滭רҵҪʵܶ࣬ĿͨвٵĹŻͷ֯Ʒ˵Щ棬Բרҵıҵˣʮæ˵ҲһǳѵõĻ......㽫ҵȫרһרҵ϶õԾġ
˵Це㰮ڲǱ԰лھ˵ԸȥҲһȥǱҲõĹλ£ϴѧǱҲӦĿγ̣ȥǱϿΣĩμӿԾˡ
û˵ĻУϱ߾ǱսңȻԶúܣͬѧйǵģҲ̫Ըȥ
Ŷ˵һһǵء
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Щҡ
ллԺ£ٺúÿǿǰɡ
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ֵȥлǱЩٻȥɣԸȶ˽˽
ӦˣԾֱȥһлڵİ칫ңһϲŻȥ
ȥһߺһ߾µĿԡ
ȻɵϾȥɺڱ߾ھֽţ˵ȥҲʲôĻᣬǶ......ʵĺܡ
Ǳ߿һˣⳡ̻ûʼҲ֪ʲôʱ˻кĺܶ๤Ǹϵͳһģܿһضز
ʵڲֹһ궼
ûϣ϶ȥġ
ϻСڳ̣߿϶УȥҲܲס
......Ǻǣ϶Ҳͬġ
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ʵϲԥѾоֻһˣô尲Ŷѡ
ʱ򣬶ʮգձ¡ǿ̣벻̡Խ߾ı桷ʽԽս
ٵȣȥ˺ңѯͻ˵ϴѧĿ£ȥϣ᲻᲻׵
ս£Ҳ֪Լȥǲǻ......Ҳ֪ȫʲʺϴһȥ
ͻĿСգɲҪΪǣͲѧҵͺȥϣҪ֪Ҳͬġ
Цá
Ȼģ黹ԺģʵǣĿҲǺġֻ֮ǰҹϣһֱԥŵĻԴ绰Ժʡ
˵žְǸĿͻ˵һ顣
ͻͷĻ͹ȥɣⳡսյӦǰȫġӲôȥͰ͵
ѯʵҪʺͻȫȫĻǿ϶Ҫһȥġ
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ͻĬһ£ðɡҸ㰲ţ㲻Ҫܾ
һ㶡
ͻЦһ˾ϴѧǰסбķģⲻʲôչˣֻѰæ㻹ҪԼ⻹иӱķʵġ
־ϲǺͻѰæģסͱķ϶ģǮ......ȱľǮˡ
ҲͻȨ
ı˽֮ˣҲžʲôġ
ЦǾллˡ
ҿʲô
ͻѵõЦ˳
º͵Ȣ㣬ĸ
ǰҲΪʲôһҪȢҲһΪϲò......ڲ֪Ǵش
Ӷȥ߾꣬УŶӣŮѧҵҲû£ѧڶϵһĳɼѺҲ̵ĺܺãȫ鶼ûһ㰧Թ......Щ˵ףȴѰġ
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ͻԼרעҵڼͥʵŵ˼࣬ڸǾԼŮĽǷȱࡣ
ҲΪǶԴӻӣǻһرĿݵġ
֦ڵ̫Ҳǻſݵ̬ȵġ
ȥҲãս̫ǿ϶ҲܻܿȥϺӦܼġ
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ڸлȷг֮ǰȸ̺˵ˡ
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嶨֮ǰȸ˵
̺趼ܳԾ
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˵Ҫһȥʱġ
ʵǻܵĺǡ
ΪսǱġ
Сûоս֪ܲ
ȴڽǰ֪սġ
̵ĴսϣĺüֵȻսϣȴҲΪսġ
οǵսԽ߾
˵Ǳ߶ɽ֣䣬ԽϹȥʮǴս״̬˵ȫԱһ̴ȻбʤģȴҲ֪еգǲɱ......뵽ҲĺܼߣΪȥԽϺĳʮĶ̣зһֱṩԮһͺǩЭ飬կԽ߾
Ҳһ̱Ҫԭ
......ǹȥһ꣬źӣӶһֱֺǺǵģӲ¶ݡ
ѵһ㲻
Ǻжźǵġ
̾˿Ŀ𣿰ҪȥǾȥ......ǺӾɣҰ
ҡͷ費õġѾʹˣ˵ǰȫģҲǱ߰Ұסͱķ϶׵ġ
ȻѾ˺ͬġ
ǾͲʺ˵ʲôˣôźá
꺢£廹ûȫԭ  ôٵȵȣȹȥ
ûһڷ񶨡
Ȼ֮ͺ޲ȥ
Ҳ̶֪ѾˣȥҲǼǵġ
ʱ̱侲ǣó嶯Լչ˲ԼҲĵġ
ţ
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һѵõĻᡣ
רҵзḻһöûеģʵʵҪ
ʵϺܶרҸͲǴѧҵѧͽƳġ
̿۾ӣҲ
衰ӴһˣѧûôӣžȥϣȻ˵ȥһ˾ʹѧҵˣѧôö𣿡
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л϶ĴȻʮָˡ
Ŀһ鷱࣬󣬳һȷҪһҲϧš
Ǳ߻ǰڵ׼¸ٹȥҲ١ʱͺúϵͳزһרҵε֪ʶ......Ȼ򲩴ڼǵе֪ʶԽ࣬ĿѧĶҲԽġ
˵žʹ˼......ûá
Ȼֵݸһ......
лЦеģźӣҪǱҪʲô;ܸᣬһᾡѧУš
ҡͷ  Цллˣ˵һԼźõġ
ںܶڶǸմţعУ԰һҵϣԼúܼ࣬ﻹΪԼģ
̸֮ŵӱȥᣬ˵׼ȥϵ顣
ȻһԾ
ϵʱͩͩȥ˷԰·
ɫЩ㲡
ǰֹۣߴߴģԴһ³ڽ̹ȥ˹֮˶Ĭ
㣬˵ǲ̫ᶨˣ
ڽ̹ٽġ
ڽ̹ȥ˹......ûȥ߾ս˹֧ԮӣԴȥ˹ݣͲͣظ߶ҲЩԥˡ


ǰԡ
̫ࡣ
ڽ̹һֱڹݾأߵƫԶľأ
һʼ꣬һʱָͷóֵ̫꣬ԼӴӣòһ𼸸£һȥһ꣬Լһºӣ滹֪......
ڽ̹ٻû飬ֻǷֿѾܲˣԺԹ޻ڵȥ
ͩͩ
㣬ԥˣǲǺܲ
㶣漴˼
߹ȥ˱ͩͩܺãⲻĴûд
......
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ͩͩҪҵȣҸ......һûпɱԡ
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㲻һֻУ԰Ȼమˣദʱ٣ڽ̹һܺõˣûһ......ĸ黹ûе̶ֳȣⲻĴֻΪʱദĶ̣ûľﵽ̶ֳȶѣȻˣͲҪΪκԭǿԼ......ϾһӣҪԼģҲҪԼܵġ
......
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ȴֻܼ֣Эˡ
ȥʱǱѾŵú׵
סϴѧ¥Ǳߵһݣǵ͵ӡһӡ㣬ÿһСԺӡ
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ͻҲûֱ֮ӰǮ߰æˡ
ͻ֪ӵļ֣Ҳˡ
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ҲΪ£Ƚº͵Եʡ
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Ϣһһӱ߾Ǳߴ
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ʮգߵĲӾѾԽȫϡ
ʮգзӳϣ㲥ս
Щһֱæµš
ü׶԰չϣʣµʱǶҺʵңϿһֱ˯š
ȫԼһеʱ......ȹ㲥սʼնûյ֪ͨ飬㲥һ̵......ҶΪǸ˵ģǰɡ
µһ죬׶԰˹ؼҡ
ϦббյҰͨͨģҲ
ǣŹߡ
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ֻڴһһĹȥȥ......ôʱ䣬Ϣûյ
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һȻ͵ˡãҪ
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Ѿ
Ϊصһʱл۵ᶼһӿ˳һ
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ӵþȫ
ʱѾ˳
ӵŵˣקֿȵĹ־ͽ˿קŹʲԸһͷ뿪ˡ
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Ȼܼûǹ
ôһ˹űأ
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Ȼܼ......ʵЩţ֪ĻǼٵġ
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ڿ棬ء
ĨĨ߰ɣȥϡ
Ǳһֱ
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á

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Ҳſ
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ĦĦϵĴʹĸоʵЩ
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߰ɣǻݡ
Ϊ˷տϾ˯ǽݾͿҡҡ˯Ů
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˵žקק衣
㻹Ǻúڼ......
Ҫȥ
ݻޱ飬Ҳ˵ʲôģֻհ˵ʲô......֪ǲҴС֡
ӹŹ֣ϲ
һȥ
Ļһ˹ȴûʲôȵı飬ӭǽȥ̻˲裬һЩġ
ֽ˹ϳ
ĻЩ죬˵֮ǰֱ˵⣬ǴǸģû̺ϵֱϲ......
ûĻ˵꣬Ѿ˳
ֵĻհ̣ҿϵֱϲ̲ס棬ߵʱ˻......ְǸҵĴҲϵĶ
˵žͰֱŵϡ
ִһƯĲ鴮ݸϣϣ͸㣬㲻ҪòãеģһصشӼ˵Ĺԣ첻ǹ......
ǹġ
ûнĲ鴮
䣬Ư۾˴......аǹõġ
˵Ҫҵֱ˵Ҹ˵磬ҪǸҸ˵õĶԸ㡣ȻҷŽ㿴Ƕûע⣬㿪õ......ô᲻ǹģ
䣺............
ֻʣ¡ءĿˡ
Ҳһһ졣
εشӶһʮԪũһֱûгоԱⶼĴ⺢ӣһֱҪһֱ......ѣֲϸ򣬾һʱ̲ס˴£͸ϴˣҪǸֱ......ţˣһѵҲãǮоԱԭ£СԺһúý......
ũ
Ҳ֪úЦǸĻܡ
һũĸŮԵһĸŮ
һĸŮɲһֻҪӹ˵ҲܱϧûҪ̫ƽϣСƢŹֲѰ......



118»ؼ
Ȼȥһũ
ϡ
Ͼͺԥߵ輸ǰֱ
䲻ŵؿ ɴ۾ ᶼ˵ˡ
ϻӸĴ
û˻ պõԼСڴ֮ ̧ͷظ˵ĶãҲ˵ѣ Ȼ᳤ӣܳ......Ȼ㱾Ͳÿˣ ˳ӣԶܱÿˣ
䣺
ۡһ˳
û˵󣬼˻о˾˾Ƕ˵ƯƯ
Ͽޣˡ
ʵƽʱûô......˵С ˵ÿСﶼϣƯֻҪСϲĵط һпɰĵط Ӧÿ˺ÿ......˵ѣ
СѴĻﻹóһϢûĸСϲ˵
͵˵ѡ
ĶҪ仹ȥ......ĴСĳʵϡ
Ҫһѵ......˵
֪ϷḻС˼
ֻ⺢Ҳֱ̫......һ
С鳽Ǻ顣
Ѿ§ŵһũ˻ȥ ɩӣˣǮûȥɡǾǮµģΪֱ궼ʳ·ߣеģһҲ......ɲΪ˿Ķ
˵˳۾ͿһݻݣͿС̵ļͷ۾
΢㶾ջ۾
Ǳ§Ͼһ̧ͷĿɿڴؿϸ类˵ɫһ......ôֱջȥأôͰֱջȥأ
ⲻϳ
ʱӦúǳûòֱóǼ䶼޳......
գоԱ......
Сգ
û˵ʲôĻʹĻɫͨĸǸСգȥһúýǵġ
˵ͷţǵúúý
˵ȫû·һ㣬ʦ˵Ҫ뿪ˣ⼸⼸Ĺܽᣬϻдһϵ쵼......ոǹҾԺ޸ţˣʦһȥԺҿһ۰ɡ
ĻȻӦ£üѾڲס˵źڿţԼȥԺ
һݡǿʵҹ顱
ĻԴѧһϽõҲû̫濴ȥ
ǰһЩ黹ûӦȿ桰Աרҽڼ˵ϸûԱͬýʵҡԱרҽδ룬δϸǼ˽ԴʵҡʱüСգҪϸʩеĻǺܶ๤㡣
šһǲ㡣
ž͵ʵҺܶණȻŲۣ֪ǵʵֵһЩ˽Ӷϣǹϵ©һЩԱļ֣ܻܿɺصĺһЩš
˵ʱûƿĻĿ⡣
Ļӡ䡱һ
ٷЩ˼Ǵ
οкеҹĸ㡱һЩʵҵĶ......ԣ˵ôףܷӦ
ɫҲ˵̫ࡣ
˵˹͹ˣɲĻļָЩʲô˵Щ˾ǸΣһ......
Ұ̸ϵ쵼ǿٿɡ
˵뵽ݻǰǸ飬ת˻ݻôˣֱɸݻ޹أôҿʲôίһ
ĻûǰĻг⻰Ż˵̾˿Ҳûڳ󣬾Ͱĳ˵˳
˵Щɥƽʱڼľ٣⺢Ƣ󣬸⹫Ƣ̣ƽʱûί......ҲԺҪô졣
Щ
......
ⶼǼ򵥵ˡ
ϲϣң
ʦвŻһ˫ܱα۾֣һ˫ԼƷ֣˶ϣһ......ʲôĺ᲻ġ
ǸһеģҲǰһЩ¡
ĻɫһӱòҰס
Ǹʲôأ
ƶ֮ӣٴ֮ӵģʮѣסţ-ĥ
ܸмΣ֮ʱ¼ޡ
ԵȹҲҷֻصأͰѼ¶Լһ˼Ȱҵϡ
㲦ôһ£һֱһͷˮһ㡣
һջȥ֮ߵ߶߶˵Ҳ̫Ůˣúûò˵Сû㲻˼ǰôûһ......Ļɫľţһֱûֻ˵
žø˵Ҳû˼Ͳ˵ˡ
Ȼȥͷֹ̫̫......
ĻһֱĬţĬһºһꡣ
ɹԪڣ͸ߡ
Ҳ̫ͻȻˡ
һʼΪǿЦȷɫαɫһӱˡ
ģĻôͻȻ㲻ǲ֪ҴǱߵҰߣסģס궼ڲסÿͳԵͷϡĻǲ壬ǰ裬Ҳݻ......
ÿ¸ʮǮ
ĻɫǴδйĮЩǮСסˡԭǾͲֻǵǶҲǵΡ
¾Ҫǰߣո˵ģԺÿ¸ʮǮٸбҪǾ飬ⷿ㣬ҴݻݰȥⷿӣÿٸʮǮѺ͸ķá

ûмɷ
һӻ
ָ̫Ļ˵壬ǣָ˵飬ȥλ֣쵼֣ȥѧУֱҲ飡
ĻǲҲѧУ򱨸棬ΪҵĹ⣬ѾкԱҹǣǮңϣ͵ʵҵĹĹ......ѧУ쵼֪֮һⲢͬġ
ͷͷһȻһ֣һĴȺ
ǵȻǸڣڿĻ̬Ⱥܼûκתصʱ򣬾ȻȰ˵͸......˵壬ˣҲã˷ӣÿ¶ʮǮԺҸõ......
ȴǵˡ
ͶڷĻͷͷϳ......
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Һȴ֪ˡ
¶ʮߣʮСʱĻ𳵣һĿڻصǣص˷԰·
֮ǰʹ绰˵
һ˻վͿ˹ǵĺ
ʱǴѩ׷ɵʱ
ļ紺ѩѩҲƮһСѩˡ
ҪѩҪϲ·С
ӻû»𳵣𳵴ѩʱѾòˡ
һ˻վİɫֱ޲ϹȦźá
Ҳ˷ܡ
ΪҪμӿԣÿ궼Σʱȴһ......һŷ֣Ȼֻסһ꣬صﾹȻлصҵĸо
Ȼ˷԰·վӭǵĺʱ־ϲֱǲ֪ʲôݲźˡ
̵ȣȻˣ



119ͷʹ
վǰ һīɫۣ Цؿǡ
һֱ֪ŵģ ʱ϶ҲƯ
ʱһֱŻ· ϡ
ͷס
ŵȴҲһ²ɣ̵ֲĸо
ڣվˡ
īɫİۣ޳......˾̾ǣ ͷȻǺڵˣ
ϵҲûôˣ
էȥ˺ö࣡
߹ȥ һָּ̡ˡ
Цôϲˣ
ǰӵһ̣Ⱥ......֮ǰôңǻǲǻκõģ Ѿͷˡ
Ц˵ǡһʱˣ ʼʱǲ֪ܲκ......Щɫˣ ţٸһϲ
ɣ

ϾѾ϶꣬ⶼѾήκˣҪվҲ£϶Ҫġ
Цãˣ һͻҪһĸҰĦ
˵žƿˣµˣҿϡ
⼸ÿ궼żҲһ𣬵̫СԴȥ֮ȴһζû
軹ڳ
˵ʱ򣬹ִкȥˡ
ϾͰվ￴ͺ˵
̿Ͼ͸ʾ⣬ߵǰ棬ԹԵػһš
ֹ
ֻһǳеЦ⣬Ѿˡ
̿þ档
СԴ仰͸⺢ӣÿ㰡
ֱһģ̳ġ
......
̽Ц⺢ӿô㻹أ
СӣʵƽȵúܣŶľ
ǺǡЦ
ںǰ˵ǻӰŵԭû˵⺢ֻûʲô¾˵ѣһ˵ǾǸ鳣˲......ֲˣÿζޱģҲֻԼ......Ҫһ£ܶʱҲ޴֡
ȻˣֻǲǹĶ֡
......żҲỳɣ⺢⸱ǲǱĥġ
*****
ټһ϶Ҫȥҿġ
ǳ;̫࣬Ҳǵ̫ϲ̫Ӧ
һμôѩ̫˷ܣӲԺѩ˺üСʱһ˯һ֮󣬵ڶϾͷգγڴˣһֱ˺ü죬ʮϲźЩһʮϲȥ˺ҡ
Ǽ߰һθںҹ֮󣬵ڶһһںҹꡣ
ȽϴΣҵ˿ֶ࣬Ҳࡣ
򻪺üĴŮѾ꣬߾һӣкѾࡣ
ҲˣʶԭϵǸָԱۿ......տʼõϢʱ벻
ô˶񲻴Ƶġ
˵֮󣬲̿ţӭȥ
к£Һһ֮󽹵㶼ŵϡ
ǣϣ廹ûﲻҪҪȥԱ᷿˯һ
ִȰ
ϾߣΪ˼죬СЩ԰ףʮϸϸãлл̡
ǣ߶ҪҪܶ࣬ǲǲ̫ϰߣ
ϣãͦϲġ
Ǿ⺢ۣ̲סֶ˼䡣
ϵʱƽʱЩʲôϲʲôûȥ׶԰ʲôġ
ʲô϶̵ܼشˡ
ò
üƵʮϡҲŶ˺һϡ
ʵ̫ϲ˶
ʵ̫ŮѾʼЩ˵ˡ
Ҫ֣ЦŴСҲˣʱÿ죬ߵʱۻ۲ô󡣡
üЦǰ˵ҵɩ̣ôܺӣҲͰˣ϶ôɣʡġ
˵žͿһһԵذľСӣЦǲ֪Ǽ϶ۻۻãǰһЩСƢǣһĶûУһ˳ľͺԼľҲ飬ϲҲõ·ҪɫҲܺ......ɶܱƷ衣
Ц
˵޿ɸ޹أӦŴ......
ɲ˵......
˵ûʱ򣬾ΪˣŶǸ֪жٻ......
ûڣȳˡ
˵Ըòġ
ԣ㲻ҪΪý㻹õܰ޾˵ǲãΪǸְ......Ժõġ
ƽʱСвͬĸԣͬòͬļͥΪЩͲϲ......רŸһ汾
ü......
˵Сʱȷܰ......
Ц϶ࡣ
ϵͷţðɣ࿴֪ˡԺҲ࿴顣
Сʮ档
ü......
裬û֪ǹġ
֪Ϊ֮ǰüһֱʵˣŹô˵......֮󣬱׼λҲһٲ㶺ͷ......ܻҵñ˵ദķʽ......
˵Ҳϲңϲקҵͷ......ΪΪûá
ͷʹ
֪üðǸë......
߼Ů˵Ż
һߺͻͺǣкۿҲ˵Ż
ҲǱߡ
߶û룬һߵɳϣҴк֮󣬾Ͱ˵
һ죬żῴͺ٣ȻͷֺٺǱࡣ
ȻɫЩǰһ֡Ҳм˵Һܲͷȴûˡ
ٿۿ......
ǰӡͺܲȤӵѧһƬ쵼ǱҲܳԵÿ......ᣬʵʵ̤ͦʵҲͻרҵ......
ʱΪڣ񺫺ͻһҸ֮նº......Ǹ˲š
ʱ
ʵ......Ʒţ༰Ҳͦġ
ӣҲۿܺס......Ҳ˵ûбۿģˣȥ庫٣......



120һģһ
Ӷ࣬ ͯͯģ ټϺҲǰ һ꺫ҵĳϦҪǰгࡣ
ϵЦݶʵ˲......㣬 Ҳ˵ǰЦü٣ʱΪپţֵһμ ʱЦݵȻǿɷ־Ӷࡣ
ԷʱüŲһϲˡ
 һҬһǼ
̽ŵ ٵ٣ס㲻ҪȣľҲҪԡ
˵ĶһЩġ
ǹˣӦӦС
ٸһһӦ ϻһЩЩɫ
ҹԵúܿġ
˲׾ơ
ϣΪûȫã ܺ׾ƣ Ҳûôʳڳ˺ü嵭ʳ֮ǳԵʮֿġ
극Ǿȥ̻
ϿⱣ֤һСʱͻ˯֮˺Ĵ£ԺŹһȥˡ
һȥԺ￴ȴͻסˡ
ͻЦſнǿţܷĺˡǵ鷿 ˵
⻹Ǻͻһνȥ鷿
Щ⡣
ȵȥ鷿ͻһŷЦ򿪿ʱˡ
⣬ɣ
ŷ⣬ʵһŵʱ򷴶㶡
鿪ţ򿪣Ϳ澹Ȼһл
Ǹлsʡ쵼ʮңѶг̣Ѯع......ص֡
򲩡
ȻǺϤ
⹫
˰ΣȻ̧ͷ򺫺ͻ
ͻԴЩȷȻѾܾϲѵº͵ǵģ⹫⹫㵱Ѿ֪ˣСգǰȥ˾͹ȥˣǶӦǰԼΪ......ƣƥֻǴҹͬŬҲԽԽá
֪ġ
Ц
飬ֻСѡ
꣬ܵ˺ԩ˲֪ж٣һƽЩ˱ԼĹλһϧڵĻᣬֶĹԼԼ
ͻЦáʡص⹫عģʱͰæһӴɣյ˾г̾ͽ㣬ʱһȥӻ
лл֡
뿪ͻ鷿ʱЩ㱡
֪⹫Żж˻ŵʱ֪ʲôʱټ......ĸЩּǺż֮......ѾǵĸʲôӣЩּǺżԺ񿴵ʱŮʱεΡ
ǵġ
ǣͿƴճĸ׵ˡ
˺ͻ鷿ţǾס֡
תͷЦЦҲûж˵ʲô˾ȥˡ
Ǻͺ˵Ż
ܰ......ѵùСŮģ
䵭سǵ˵ͷͳţȥԺӡ
Ժｯ̺ü˴ϺСվһԿţǰۿŹͺ۷̻ۿ𣬵֮͸......
ţԭҲǺܸ˵ġ
֪ΪʲôǰǸϦֹͬһ̻ڡ
Ҳ֪ǸƢǲô
̾˿ǰָϽһ£뽯̹Сʱȥ˯Ÿźһ뿪ˡ
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Ժٵ鲢û̫ĺġ
Ϊֹͬһ̻һĻȥʺֹͬô......Ժٵûкģȴû뵽ϳȥʱۿڿۿǸ˵˼䡣
˵˼ǰѧԺ£Ц˵ǲرɣû뵽ݡ
˵껹Ҫ֪ĻҾͰռѼ䡣
뵽ǰҲɵЩЦû뵽
Ҳ벻......ôܵ......
ۿЦʵ˵ǵýӦû㡣

......ϵ......Ҳһס
ۿǸ֪š
Ц......ΪǸ壬ڱҥ£ҿѵ......ĿɰѧԺҴӣͶעһЩһˡԼÿԸָӵ̫࣬ƢֱģͿˡ
ţúôףҸ
ۿ̾˿֪㲻ͬҲ̫ϲô˵أʱǸС軤ﻤˣûٴµҲûʲôʶ˵......ʵҲûٰ˵
϶ΪǳŰְֲŸһİɣ......Ҹһ֮ȥһ˺ũװҪũǱ߲ĶһΣǲ......ĸʣӣԲס
ҪһĽˡ
ĳЩñȲϵˡ
кܶŵ㣬Щŵ㲢ص......
û취˸˾ǲһصĶҲһ
ֿЦһ£ֹͬȷ޹ģô˵أ......ҲĵġǻᾡǸӺõġ
ĳԾˡ
ò˵ȷۿʶָһɡ
һʼȷΪһ......ܴΪԼĹкǵڡ
......ǾЩڣҲλĵ......
ˡ
ֻô˵
ۿЦ˳
ûоԵĺ˺;ԵĻ......ԵˣҲһܺõˣ㲻ҪƫɩʵﻹǺӴģȻҲԥάˡ
ðɡ
ôͬĻҲò˵Ǹܴˡ
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ͺǴϳͻ˷԰·
Ǳүү......үүĿеλ˺εĹ۲죬ҲˣͻѹһȫܾӢˡ
պǵĻ˵ֶҲǲģֻڹѰ֮˵ĳɾ͸......
ڣ͹ôǿʶͲҵġ
ǴȥԬҡ
ûԬ
࣬ûǰֳʣ˲٣Ҳ䵭......ڿʱһЩ죬ʮᡣ
ϲһܺúˣȻĶͦȤ......
Щ⡣
Խȴ̾˿
ΪЩСʱϲĶ......⺢ӵϲøСʱ
̨Ǳ߸Ŷѧϣ⺢ɡ
ԶԽҲڱǰܼɣô˵ӣѵҲƭ⺢ӿŻãʵ϶Ǵ̣龫ֵúܣһ......
ԽʧЦô˵ѵСʱһģһ......⺢ӱ㻹Щ
ЩҲЩ
Ͼһǿļңаޱİְ裬гסĵ......ǻڹİȫкţŬԶһ



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ԼȥԽġ
ȻҲ֪ԬѾˡ
ϻ ͱÿġ
ϣţ  ԬҲܺã кܶĶ......
ҿСʱĻƬμеƯɽ־֣ ԼֽϣԼóģ Сʱ򻭵Ļ......Ԭ廹壬綼û......
˵žƯСӡ
ƽʱ룬ֻжֵʱǸ⡣
˵𾢣ȴͷֱ
֮ǰԬҵʱ죬Ԭ࿨Ƭᰡ һЩ߸棬ѵú𾢣 Ҳû̫......֪ЩСʱö
ʵСʱҲûν ֪Ϊʲôôһ˸߲ҵģ˵ʱһ顣
ûûˣǻĵ˵̲סһϣոʱ˵Ӧúˣȥɡ
ϡŶһ
һ Ҳ
СƽʱͲôԣǰ첡ˣմմǲ......ô˵ֹ˻ͷתͷҪ¥ܡ
ȴתعͷ˿֣Ȼ˻ֺ֣ȻԬ廹˺ܺãȸģֻϲЩƬͻᣬΪǰСʱ......Ļǰְ軹и硣
ȻЩûбҪ˵ˡ
ûбҪ˵......ǰڲܳ͸˵ֻһҪܰڲʱͻһ㿪ĵĻˡ
Ц˳ıӣȥɡ
ϲϲ
Ҳ⣬ֿģָ߸˵ĳ¥ȥˡ
ȥˣһӾ˲١
ǵ̻ðɣһȥѧУ
죬Цţͦõģ⼸˺üĿ׫һŽֲᣬѾҵľο飬˵ܶණѾΪ׼ˡ
˶٣ֵԬҲ࣬⼸ĥࡣ
˵ž΢ͷЩСĵؿȴûʲôرı飬ǰסι磬㶼Դ𣿰˵֮֮ٺõĸҲû˼飬ͻһĴ......ǲǰ
ʲôˣȻʲô˼
ǲԴס
ֻԬѾԴ׵ķ......֮Ԭһ𳤴Ľᶼûˡ
ϸ˵Ļǰְ軹и硱ʱԬ......ʵʲôԴ׵
ŻҪġ
Ȼͷҧҧգû뵽㾹ȻҸļ鲻һҪŬһЩǲǣ
Ǹ......
......ˣʵôһ˵
תͷĴȻ§סǿЦģ˵......Ҷô˵ȻܺðɣһҪһֱ......е̰ġ
˼
Ȼ
û˵ʲôжش
شг......Ȼû
Ϊ˲֪ʲôʱ飬ǵĸ飬ǺܿһϸоĶ......ȻƷԾԲκ⣬һ뵽㲻ˣԱŮ˲飬Ҿܲˡ
ǣ......
߰ʲô
ҡĲ......ȻôоЩĪĶ
һȻǷֲˡ
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˳ѧУ쵼ϰˡ
ȥѾҵγ׻ǣ껹ȥѧУһԺͼλʦ
Ժܸˡ
۷Ź⡣
ЦСհͺãͺãһϲءСգջλӦûûɣҪҪѧУν̰ѧУʦȱҲĿ֣СϵѧԺķչкҪ塣
Ժô˵⣬ʵǰԺѾ͸¶˼ǰҲ
ϸǹЩʦںоԱǵĹ͸
ҲȷԶְҵ滮......Ҳϲоʹһ̸֣̽Ǳоǲһġ
ЦллԺѾϸǹˣȽѧУоҸԼһŻңռŻлᣬҲϣռǹĻ֪ʶϣиȰǹҵĹĻ
ԺЩ⣬Ҳʮֿϧ
ʵ˷츳......
Ҳǿ
Ҳ͵СգҪٿһ£⹤ҲԿǿƸѧУʦÿѧֻһרҵΣȻѡһЩϲĿ......㹤ҲԹҿǴѧ
뷨󵨡
ȷͦ˶ĵģΪҲϣܸѧУֽܵϵ
뻹Ǿܾˣһˣһ²ҪǸѧУ鷳Ͳ......ڿʦԵġ
ʵ¸ѧУ鷳¹ҿѧУ֣ͻкܶơ
ԺǺǡЦ
ֻҪ̬˾С
Ժٽ˵˲ѧУֵĿ˵ЩĶ˲ŷ뿪......ԺʵǸʵ˰
ʵҲѾУõϢ˵⹫Ҫӹһʱ䣬ѧУǿ϶ҪȡģڣѧԺѵܵõ֧֣
ΪѧԺչҲ龫......ȻҲϲϣܹ츳ΪһܳĹѧҵġ
*****
ʮ
վǻ
ܿԶԶģܿ콵ķɻٿɻܵϳС
кǣйϣкü
˺ͻһûĹԱ
Ǻͻⰲŵġ
˵ͷ뿪ʮʮˣһι϶ȼԼˣԼĹʾӿһӵԱ˵¡ȸ˼棬ɣúõĹž۵ӣҪ˴ĺͿϵ˼ٰŰɡ
ܸмİš
Ͼм仹衣
ţ⹫ǿ϶ǻȥġ
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ԶԶȵλˣ߹Ȼ߹ȥ߹
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ǵλ˼߽һλϸһЩͣȴȻϡʶʱˢһ¾
룬軹ڣڸǻжô˰
ǣԶˡ
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ĳ ɫȹӡ
ôˣ һɲǼ䣬 ȴֻʣ......ӰֺܿܶǰһӰغϡ
ȻΡ
뿪ʱ ǵŮʮꡣ
ոѧ......͸ԶǸСӡ
ֻǵٵõϢʱѾȥϢˡ
˹ȥͿСȪӿӡ
Ϸ Ҳ̲סۿ
Ϸ棬ͷ 𣿡
ô᲻أ
ǵŮ-˳ɵ
˲ᣬ˿Цһ£˼......ʵƽʱǲ޵ġ
Ϸ˿ЦȴǾҵسʹһ¡
ô꣬ ԣԼ ʱҲ̲ס絶ʣ ǰ§סѿڶ......ʵǸոǸЦ̫ǵŮˡ
......ġ
ǴͲôĹˡ
ӵһϷˣȻţȻؼ˵ɡ
ԣĵġ
Ϸ˲˲ˮЩ֮Цã ǻȥȥ˵
˵žߵĺǡ
ˣЦһҲûŽܣǳ򲩽й⹫ȻŸλ˼ҽ˺ǣ˹ǰǽˡ
ȻһӾͳص㡣
ҸջʶһȦʱһȴͻȻ㣬ôСӣƯСϷˣԺǿɱٴ߻ˣŮȫˡ
ķ򿴹ȥͿһЦӡ
ûйϣѵǴ飬ͻûûƤġ
ϷҲ˵˵󣬿ĺӶôˡ
˵ž͸ܣ磬Ԫǡ
˵ŴŹֵĳƺֽ͵ƽʱ͹ŹֵģϲһĽҺүүϷˣ̫̫
ƺе֣ȴеɰ
ԪǶЦȻתͷͶ̫̫ҴˣҲ÷ٸһõģôƯֿɰҿе......Ҳ......Ů......Ҿҿˡ
۾Ư
ļҵ۾ԼϺû뵽һ˵ҲôƯ
룬ѹּϣк̶˵˾˺ܺÿ......
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ļҵľɾ뷼԰·Զһ԰󷿣ڽǰ򲩺ͷʧ֮ͱˡ
ּϻ֮ǰصؽ˻װһ飬黹ļҡ
һļ˻סļҾɾ......װ֮岼ʲôĻһִġ
˻֮һȥļҾɾӡ
һǳ;棬ûж˵̫õĻǹȥ֮Ϥһ¾ɾӣǳһЩúϢ
Ϸ˲뿪ԾͺͺǴŹҲһ˻԰󷿡
ڶһӦ򲩺Ϸ˵Ҫ󣬴ȥ԰ĸ׵Ĺǰ
ֻû뵽ǻ￴սݻ
սݸʶమϴѧ֮Ҳ򲩷ʧ֮¡
򲩷򸾲ʶսݡ
սҲδ򲩷򸾣㵱￴򲩷򸾵ƬҲʮǰ......Ƭﻹܼǵʲôأ
ͻȻһ˹ĸ׵Ĺǰе㷢¡
ķǰݵΪʲôڽݵġ
⼸ò⣬㾭ʱ飬͸һӹ߿˵˵һʱ緢ʱ⡣
˵ҲŹ֡
ΪȻ仯ǳ......⵱ȻҲΪĸײͣ߶Եʡ
ĸ׵걻ĸ˴˼϶Ǿ壬һ
ս󵽵Ҳûкģ֮ʱǴһ......ʵҲΪҪ
Ϊ񻪣ѾûѣҲû˵λͽǮʲôʣˡ
û񻪣Ҫôȥأ
ԭǲϻµġ
ڳû˹û˳ԷǮ......Ҳֻܸһ硣
⼸񻪱㾭߶˵֮䵽ڵĴΪĺݶ顣
սݻУĹĻʧ٣岻ǼŷУˣҲһܺõǰ......
ǰӰҲԹֵġ
Ͳôô......
겻֪ΪʲôȴͻȻˡ
ǰϲսȥĹǰݣȴͻȻ˳֧սݹȥԽԽƵȥ
սˣһʱûȥҪ......
սԭ
˵
սݿһ˹æ
һ......ҲѾûмˡ
ȻſһȦԵЩˣɬЩ˻ҵЩݰɡ
ЩһǷǸġ
Լ......
ʱսѾǵǸУ
ͷףӣ㲲ϴ·ӵ......ǰУʱ·ԣѾˣΪˣ·ҲͲˣϣһǵĸо
ɨһȦЩˣ´̵۾ƵģջĿ⣬ֻڿϵʱһ˼룬ְĿ⿴Ǵݹ𣿡
֡
ʱײ
ҲԸ⹫Ÿս......˵ûֻ࣬Ǽ˵һЩڵǼõ˵Ҳ֪ɺϻʲôûսݡ
֪⹫ŵ֪֪սݺǸҺͼŮ......ǲ֪İɡ
Ҳᡣ
սݵ˵ͷǵģͬ־Ѿ˵Ļһ°ɡ

սܣԽ͡
һ֮Ŀⲻֿ˾һԵϡ
СССģ۾֪Ǻ滹ɻش۾ξƯ......ɵʱ
ŮСʱҲйССɵʱ......
Ϊʲôأ
֪⺢ӦþǸӡ
Ԭ˵ǸŮ
˵仰......ǸӾ֪ԼҲôǰŭ
̾˿ͲԱÿˡ
Ŷ뿪......˵ҲԳٵʱ˵
ղÿȴû뵽䲻˵ˡ
񿴵ߵλ˼ңͷʲôõ֤ʵĿϲ
ڲסľϲ˷ܣĽؿλ˼ҾͶ㣬ǹЩ˭⹫𣿡

Īؿ
һ˵ģ
ҲĿ졣
񿴴ҶԼЩźǹ㣬⼸㲻ǣҾͰֹ裬˵ǰһֱ߶ţ˵֪⹫Żжȥ˵ҪԺǻһҪĹǰϢ......ԣҿ˹ͻȻ뵽......
ʲô񾭲......Źֵġ
תͷսݣϽߡ
ͬ־......
սһĻû˵ǱսȴǱʲôһĿǿ򲩷......۾죬촽һ衱......
......



123ǲе
εòУ йﱻܡ
˵ʵǰʧȥʱȻ֪ս£Ҳ飬 ʵĵ׵׻Ǵôһ˿ġ
ָ˼......ԭ֪Щ£ еĿЩ£ پһ飬 ֲţ Ϳ־壬 Ļ᲻һ
پꡣ
ǰ˶˵ Ǳİ˻İˡ
뿪ߣ ס֡
ߵĺǡ
ֱߵ⹫Ҳȳ
򲩵λȱðɣʲô˵ 鷳ӴҵȺһ£ˣҪǰʧ档
ã á
ս֪ǵݣȻһݼɿŮеĮ ̾Ϣһǽ񣬴ƵƵͷ뿪ˡ
ȥ԰ĽӴңսݵʶӣôʶ......⹫ţ
񻹴ܺУȻˣ ȴĹǱߡ
ֵʻŻع......ֻǲµġ֣˵⹫ŻܶӰ죬Ҳǲܲ𣿡
սü
ĺˡ
ѧУ꣬ȻҲǸɵġ
ΪΣŮǸģĴѧռѣ֮󣬾ЩҲԸ
ԺͶ񻪴
Ϊ񻪵˽......ŻŮԹˡ
ѵġ
ôԼǾľظ㣬ǶŲʣҲúøͣúøĵط......뵽ЩҲֻܡ
Цһ£ܲ˾Ͳܲ˰ɣǾºúˡ
뵽ոռ......ͻȻЩηˡ
İ飬Ψһľˡ
ոֻһʱ嶯Žǰ衣
ʱһ࣬η......ѾŮģٱĸĸӣԸǳϣ񣬳--ظǵŮôһ......
Ѿûκζ־ֻʣôһˡ
͵վ߰ɡ
һ㶡
Ȼ֣Ϊʲôߣ⹫Ų˵𣿡
սݿԼӡ
ȻͿеϣ
ҲŷӦ⹫š⹫š֮ǰڷǰʲô......衱
һʱ֮䣬ζӳ¡
ǲ⹫ţǲ......߰ɣ񡣡
Ķ......ǸŮ˵Ķӡ
ĵĸжð
ɫһǺˡ
֣һЩΣȻǺҲǶ⹫ŻˣһҶסźܺõķӣű˳Բϵķˣõ·......ĽҺȥ˹ѧ......
սݴ˴
һܷʣɥ߰ɡ
֣Щģ
ȻֻһЩΣҸоģ............
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Ĺء
սݺ뿪
һһʱ֪˵ʲôá
ʱԵ˼ļ磬ǰǶѾ֪......ίˡ
һ䡰ίˡܼѲ˵ڡ
Ϊһ䡰ί̫ƮƮˣ˵......ܵģһίô򵥣
ܣҲҪ˵
˵ܱʲô˵Ҫǿ
ҡҡͷ
սûʲôо⹫ôһ仰ȴ͵Ҫӿ
ӣƻȥû£ȥˡң
Цһ£ǵ߿˿⹫ʵҲûгԶ೤ʱĿ࣬кء
򲩿һۺǣҲЩ㣬á
ݼĸףҶһͿյĸо
ҲΪսݺĳ֣ҵҲӵͳ
ȥӴսݺڡ
ս뿪ȴûеֵùİ......κϣ뵽һҲˣɶӲܾôһӻˣջǴӦ
ŲˣתͷҪҪ棬ȥԺǶٳǰ
ҡͷ
޲ɶԣΪҵĳɷӰҶϾϵģЩάƣҲǱҲûκζԲҲûʲôġ
ЩҲϡ
ʵǮЩߵġ
Ϸ§§Ů
˵ʵԸǸ
һ뵽Ů޸һˣŮܵЩ޲ûǸˡ
ϷܣЦû£ģţҲҪ̫......ǲŵģǰȷûκζԲ飬ʵҲûж໵߰ɣǶȥ
˽档
սػһ衱ҲŽһ⹫š
򲩰˰֡
񣬵Ҫʲô
һ㶡
૵⹫......
㸸սݣĸ񻪣ļûκιϵԲҪ⹫
ѾռҶϾϵʵѾļûκιϵ......Ҳĸ׺԰Ϊܽеóڡ⹫šȻɣ˵ɣ˵˵
......
󣬿ɾôҲ֪Ӧò˵ڰɣ
ս̾˿
......
Ҫôң
򲩴֪ϲ԰ĶϾϵ飬ױԱ飬ȻѾ¸꣬ױд£׿ڸܶԱε飬Ӧûӡɡ
սݣȻȢʱĸʧ٣Ҵδ򲩷򸾻ļκһ棬ļҼҲҲӲֺ֮󲻵ѾȥȢ񻪣ڸǸŮѾޣϾϵ͸ļκιϸ......޹ϸ̬ⷬʲô
˵úʲô
û˵һ䣬սݵ͸һֱֱ֣
˵ǵʱʱơ
仰ǰܸͣȴ򲩷򸾿......˵ʱƣʵҲԽ澳......
ǰ򲩻Ϸߵһͷ
ȷܣΪβԼµ£ŵ޷صĴ......Ҷ԰ĵġ
˵սսΡΡأвĵˡ
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ȥ·ϣ򲩺Ϸһ
һ
һ·϶ЩĬ
϶ûôֻϷ˵Ļߡ
ߵɽַٵغˣͻȻҶԲĸףԼ뿪ҲͲᷢˡ
㶡
ҲЩȻǺܿҡҡͷҶ˵ˣʱսңѧУǸȥѧУ......ߵôæʵҲ֪ǰ·ôǰѧУҪȫЩ
ļз磬Ǳеķ
ϵĻҶ߲ˣοϻб
ҪȥѧУ裬ǾͺԲǡʧ١ˡ
⹫ǲΪЩȥ𣬰赱ʱѧУܹսңʵҲúܺ......ңǿڲǺܺãԺҲܺõġ
Ϸһ§ϣһ֣һŵȥסһʱ䣬𣿡
ϱߣ⻰ȴٿһֱˡ
ʲôСȥסһʱ䡱......Ǹʲôطرž̫⹫̫߰ɡ
Ȼʱ۸̫⹫̫Ҫߣǻǲеġ
û......Ҳа



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Ϸ˿û뵽ŮûʲôӦأ Ůȱ
ÿ......Ҳû£ǲþô뿪......ʹˣһ뿪֮ ܿܲٻˡ
һ£ ȴǴġ
Ǿô뿪 ֮궼Ҳĺˡ
ϣָܱܵϵ
Ҳϣܸ׽Щ
ǵıģ Ȼϣܴġ
ʵϣܶǰ֪Ůȥ֮ Ů ֻȴһֱûܳɹ
ڣ ͺǵ ֪ǲܵˡ
οǻһˡ
һǰ;ľ......Ծ͸ˡ
ǾֻܴӺˡ
ֻΪά飬ֲҪҪߺӣνĽӹȥס Ҳסһʱ䣬͵ȸ٣ж¡
û뵽ϵķӦô
ſ֣ ϣЦôϣ
ϱ棬ҪϿΣ ȥĵطġ
ϷˣǰǿסϣҲǸհᵽȥ⣬ҲǻطϿΣʲôϵ
򴽣ֵ粻ϲġ
Ϊʲô
ϷЦ ֻȥ棬ĵطܶʵ飬һ޼ʵĴ󺣣иƯɺΪʲôϲأ
ҧ֣ûа֣裬Ҳûϣ
ϷˡЦ
ԭȻϷ˵ĻҲ̲סЦ˳
Ϸ˲ٶϣЦǣûϣ԰̫˵ֻȥ漸죬ЩʱҲȥ漸졣
ϸֻǼ죿
ϷЦһ¡
üʹ㣬ðɣʸɡ
Ϸǡ͡һЦ˳
˰ҲǡðɣǾȥɡǡʸɡ......
ϷԴתͷֻȥ棬Ҳð뷨ûоϸǵģֻǾúӶȥҲãҪǿϸһȥ͸ˣЩЩ춼룬ȹЩҪʱٸ˵
֪˼
ӦˣãЩҲǺ߾ȥɣԺҲеǻᣬǻ˾ȺúתһתЩ飬ˡ
Ϸ˵ͷ˵ѧģȥѾҵˣԺʲô𣿡
ЦҶҡ㣬ҾɶˣҲοһ¡
˵
ϷЦ
ұ뿪һ﹤ңչͰæת۹Ż˳ԿһչݣǹҹĻģ²һ͵ģչת۰ɡ
Щһܶ໭ʦʱģʱģȻƲ϶ãҲһЩɫһЩʱƬǰһʱѾϵ̣һЩרϵлᣬн֪ģб߾ģҲйĹ......չҾˮƽϻЩᣬصǽĻҾûǿԵ
Ϸú˼
ЦǻͷҲҿҸοο......ֻҪǻϣǹĻ͵طɫģҲ......˶ǹкܶ⣬ųЩ϶кܶȤҲ塣
ͷЦǽĻ͹ĹĻģȺú˵......⣬ﻹаܶĻ壬ţһһĻ......ͼҲкܶľƬԵĻԳһЩһ׫ȥ϶ֵ֧ġ
Ϸõͷȴͬʱ̾˿
Ҫסһʱ䣬ǻ᲻⺢ˡ
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ȥϾ硣
ϱСɷнµ磬̫˵ߵʱҪһߣҪȥ
һ㶣Ѹٿһ֮󣬾迴ȥЦأһӾͷ
⸱飬϶̫Ҫ......ǼҲܣһŤʵˡ
СѾͷƬӡ
ƭ
ŶһͷţС˾һ棬ͦȤ......ɻ˾˵ῪֱԴȥֱºǱˮüʮףиɫȥƯɺ......
Ϊ˺ϣ˵ԼҲúʮ˼
ϵС򣬵ģϣһЩɴġ
ϣ......
˭ϡɣ
ϵһȻգգۣ΢С°ͣðɣ磬ʰĶͰȥ̫⹫̫ס......ҪߣҪϰһǲǣʱסȥɡ

תͷ˹ȥ
˵ɲǿЦġ
Ĵȥʰ......ˢ࣡
ȹȥ˷ʰϣҪߣ
ϵͷȻģΪס죬ְ֪裬ϵҪ԰
......
ڵڶһϻ׷ʹûʰ궫ʱ򣬹֪ԼǰʯͷԼĽˣ
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ڷʱҲϷ˵ȥ¡
Цǲ̫þô뿪Ҫȥסһʱˡ
ʹˣ߾ʣ˶һӣҲֻԪǱһһλԪǱڹ......
˵һۺǣȻڽ磬ʵҸоǱߵӦͦįģЩҲ϶һֱҴ˺Ұ裬룬ĻҲȥһʱ䡣
Ƕһ£ȻסǸĻʱȽ......Ļһᾡ룬ЩǺ......Ҳδܺܿ
ⱾԤ֮С
еǸ⣬Ȼ˫ֱסУЦû£ҾʣԺܻлģξסһʱ䡣
˵һá
Ϳкܾãӵźһû˵
֮ŵ磬Ȼһֱڴǣڴǻһ......ʵֻҵһִĸ׵һִǻˣĸˣҰҺܺãİְҲܺãҲţһƯĶӣ϶ڿԷĵسˡ
ʵҵִҲˡ
Ƕ˵ԶˣҶ˵ʵҲһ֪˴˹úãοһЦѾ㹻һֱˣֻ㣬ϡ
˵Ц......һⶼָЦ˵öԣǶ᳤ģǳˣԼļֻͥʣˣֻҪԶһġ
ֹˣ
ûСֻǵǰˣ㲻˵Ҫֻ飬Ҫһֱ𣿡
Ц
һ̣еһжˣֻʣ

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